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DEKHTA HU MERA PYAR JETTA H YA PHIR MERI MAUT..

FRNDS PLZ MERE PRAY KARNA. 







my love tejal - vaman

hi!friends mai hu vaman.mai maharasrta me thane dist. ke wada tal me ek goan(villege) me rahta hu.mai aaj aap ko meri real sad love story batane ja raha hu.hamara goan jyada vikasit nahi hai,hamare goan me 10th std tak school hai.yetab ki bat hai jab me 9th sandard me tha tab me kisi ladki se jyada bat nahi karta tha.9th std me mere bahut dost the.unke sath me ghumta firta tha.we har ek ladki ko dekhakar siti bajate ya ghurt rehte the.jab me school se sham ke 5:00pm ko ghar jata aur me 5:00pm ko khelne ke liye marathi shala(1st to 4th std school) ke ground me jata tha.johamare ghar ke najdik hai.waha tejal bhi (maggi) bhi roj aati thi.wo tab 7th std me padhti thi.mai mere friends ke sath aur wo unke friends ke sath khelti thi.hum jyada bat chit nahi karte the because wo mere ghar se thoda jyada dur rahti thi par khekne ke liye wo roj aati thi.dhire dhire hamari mulakat badhati gayi aur hum acchhe dost ban gaye. mai roj khelne jata tha aur unko dekhta tha.muze malum nahi ki muze kya huva tha.hamare goan me navratri me durga ma bithate hai.to2009 me navratri ke 8 ve din maine use dekha to mai dang hi rah gaya wo nili sadi me thi.mai us samay us par fida hi hogaya.us din se meri love story ko shurwat ho gayi.us din muze fil ho gaya ki mujhe us se pyar ho gaya hai.uske baad jab wo kisi din dikhayi nahi deti to mai mar hi gaya aise lagta tha.ab wo roj khelne nahi aati because gharwale use dante the par wo paani bharne ke liye nal par aati jo nal marathi shala ke ground me ha! i aur me use dekhne aur baat karne nal par jata tha. use baat karta.dhire dhire mera pyar had se paar ho gaya.mai roj usi nal ki jagah kisi n kisi bahane baat karta to chote bacche hame chidhate the.ek din wo khelne ke liye aayi to maine use keh diya ki muze tuzse kuch kahna hai to wo boli keh do.mai bola ki bacche chidhate hai to aap ko bura nahi lagta hai na.wo boli nahi.fir kya mujhme himmat aayi.maine sham ko ek kagaj par i love u likhkar diya aur kaha ki muze kal reply chahiye.dusre din mai use nal ki jagah mila jaha wo roj paani bharne ke liye aati thi.maine kaha,chitthi padhi kya to usne bataya ki nahi.wo gum ho gayi.maine kaha koi baat nahi.chitthi ke jariye kya muh se kya bolna to jaruri hai.maine usi samay kaha ki i love you.mai tuz se pyar karta hu.kya tum muzse pyar karti ho to kuch n boli to fir next din maine use pucha to usne ha kah diya.mai to us samay khusi ke mare pagal tha.maine kaha firre kaho.usne i love you kaha.2010 me mai 10th std me tha aur wo 8th std me ye mai baad me bataunga meri sad ki shuruvat muze kuch reply chahiye.







Bheegi Palko Se KHushi K aansuo Tak Ki KahAni..

hi...mera naam Raj hai..
ye soch kr muhe bhot achha lagta hai ki mai bhi un lucky logo me se ek hu jinki LOve STory hai...
meri kahani suru hoti hai tb se jb mai ek private coaching me Intermediate ki classes lene jata tha.....waha mujhe nhi pta tha ki mai bhi bhot bda diwana hone wala hu kisi ka....
maine use pehli baar tab dekha jab ek din mai claases kar rha tha aur wo 2nd batch ki classes krne aayi thi aur cycle park kr rhi thi,,tbhi meri nazar class ki window se bahar padi aur maine uske pyaare se chehre ki tasveere apne dil me utaar li....mujhe nhi pta kyu mera man use roj dekhne ko krta tha...mai use roj dekhta tha...kyunki man hi nhi maanta tha yaar....
aap logo ko bta du uska aur mera batch alag alag tha to humare beech me kabhi baat nhi hoti thi...mera bhot man krta tha bat mai nhi kr pata tha kyunki meri himmat nhi hoti thi kuch bhi bolne ki usse...
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bt meri kismat nhi kya lucky thi ki usne ek din mujhse English k notes maange....aap log biswas nhi maanoge wo din meri zinagi me bhot khaas hai ki First time usne hi mujhse bola tha....
achha aage to suno...fir maine usse dosti krne ki kosis ki but use ladko se jyada baat krna achha nhi lagta tha...
yese krte kerte 11th pass kr liya maine....
12th me maine uske liye uska batch join kr liya jisse mai use aur jaan saku...
fir maine use Jan. 2009 me propose kr diya ......
aap log jaante ho usne kya bola...
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usne bola-\"mujhe padhna hai mai ye sb nhi pasand krti\"
maine bola--\"padhne k liye mai kaha mana kr rha hu...tm kuch time le kr soch skte ho..\"
usne koi jawab nhi diya bt bhot muh fula liya tha usne jiska matlb thi ki wo bhot naraz hogi ab...
maine fir usse kayi baar baat krne ki kosis ki but nhi ho paa rhi thi....
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...fir kya yese hi 12th bhi beet gya aur hm ek dusre se alag dusri dusri raah pe chale gye.....

bt mai use pyaar krne lga tha...maine bhot kosise ki usse baat krne ki bhot hi jyada...but nhi ho paaa paayi....
maine ek year ka Gap le ki Engg. ki tyari ki aur 2010 me Engg. me admission le li....


isi beech mujhe uska contact no ek frnd ki through mil gya....
maine usse frnship krne ko bola usne accept kr liya fir hum frnd hogye...
fir hum roj roj baat krne lage phone se...
usne two year Gap li thi...

2011 me usne bhi Engg. me admisssion liya ......
sbse bda ittefaaak ki wo mere college se kuchh door waaale college me admission le li.....
fir hmaari dosti aur bhi achhi ho gyi,,,,maine uski bhot baar help ki uske new place me adjustment k liye....to wo bhi apnaa best frnd maanne lagi..use dheere dheere meri adadt ho gyi thi meri boring baato ki meri saaraarto ki...
maine usse fir se pyaar waali baat chhed di ek din to bhot gussa hui...but usne mujhse baat krna nhi chhoda....
fir bhi hmari life chal rhi thi.....
ek baar uski ek mujhe bhot hurt kr gyi aur maine deside ki mai usse nhi baat krunga..
mai bhi dekna chahta tha ki use ye ehsaas hot a hai ki nhi ki use bhi meri jarurat hai...
isliye maine usse baat krna chhod diya...

aap logo ko pta hai...maine usse ek mahine baat nhi ki thi....
but use bhi meri kami khali thi....
finally usne mujhe \"\"haaa\"\"\" bol di...aur aaj hum ek dusre k liye jeete hai mrte hai... I LOve HER very much...

,,,,,,,,,,,,,I Love You JAAn........







my running love with magic - Prince

aage ki kahani batata hu uske baad time bitta gaya or magic or mai bahut baar sath me movie dekhne jaya karte the,,,fir ek din mai apne dosto k sath kahi ghumne gaya hua tha tabhi mera accident ho gaya ,,,or mere dono per facture ho gaye ,4 baje ka time tha mai behos gaya tha fir mujhe hosh aaya to mai apne dosto k sahare bike par betha or apne aap ko cantrol kiya or fir maine magic ko cal kiya ki kaha ho kya kar rahi ho bahut hi aaram se puchha or smile dete huye kaha ki mera accident ho gaya hai kya tumhare hospital me xray macine hai to usne majak samjha fir maine kaha mai sach bol rah ahu,,fir usne apne bhaiya ko bataya apni puri faimly ko bataya fir mai unke hospital pahuncha to wo mujhe dekh kar bas andar se ghabra gayi thi lekin maine apne face par smile rakhi taki kisi ko takleef na ho mujhe dekh kar,,,us din mujhe laga ki koi hai jo itni care karta hai,,tab se mujhe bhi usse beintha pyaar ho gaya,,,us din k bad hum kafi milne lage or jayada tar humare paas ghumne ka option ek movie hi hota tha,,,fir hum chat se baat karne lage bcoz mere dono per me plaster laga tha,,to mai ghar se nhi nikal pata tha or mom paas me hoti thi to unke aage magic se baat bhi nhi kar pata tha,,dheere dheere time bita chala gaya,,maine fir se office join kar liya,,,ab meri ek dil tamnna thi ki meri life wahi hai or koi nhi ,,ab uske liye mai bahut srios ho gaya,,magic ne apne ghar par bhi bata diya mere bare me tab se unke ghar wale mujh se thoda nafrat karne lage,,but magic ! janti ha i ki mai uske gusse ko or use kitne pyaar se handle kar sakta hu,,or use puri life khus rakh sakta hu,,hum dono k pyaar me mai magic ke sath uska 1st b\"day nhi mana saka,,mujhe apni sis ko lene gurgaon jana pad gaya ,,vo meri life ka sabse bada afsos tha ki maine aaj bahut kuch khoya hai,,lekin magic itni achchi hai ki usne mujhe sambhal liya or meri majburi ko samjha,,,or mujhe dil se pyaar kiya,,tab tak magic mujhe bahut pyaar karta tha lekin lekin pyaar mai bhi karta tha but use nazar nhi aata tha,,ab time k sath sath mera pyaar use nazar aane laga or uska pyaar kahi gum hone laga,,,fir ek din uska rista ho gaya us raat mai bahut roya ,,,bilkul bhi nhi soya or bahut drink ki,,,lekin hum dono ki kismat mano ya bhagwan ka gift uska rista nhi hua,,,to mai fir se khus rahne laga ,,fir ek din maine use milne k liye bulaya us time mere exam chal rahe the,,wo subah aane wali thi,,but us raat mere sath aisa hua ki bahut kuch badal gaya,,uske aane ki pahli raat hi mera accident ho gaya fir mai i.c.u me chala gaya..next day wo aayi but use pata nhi tha ki mera accident ho chuka hai bcoz mere sabhi phone kisi or k pass the ya off the use us din bahut gussa aaya ki koi itna laparwah kese ho sakta hai,,kisi ko bula kar khud aaram se so raha hai ,,or mujhe pic up karne bhi nhi aaya,,or phone bhi nhi utha raha,,us din wo bahut gusse me thi,,fir mujhe subah 11 baje k acording hosh aaya to hosh aate hi mujhe uski yaad aayi ,,or maine kese bhi karke i.c.u me apne bhai se 2 mint k liye mobile le liya or use cal kiya wo cal uthate hi gusse me thi or mai achchi tarh janta tha aisa hi hoga,,but maine smile dete huye kaha babu sorry mera accident ho gaya to mai aa nhi saka tumhe lene,,use yakin nhi hua fir maine kah aki meri cusion se puch lena or uske sath mujhe milne aa jana,,wo jaldi hi hospital me aa gayi,,but mujh se kisi ko milne nhi diya ja raha tha bcoz mere sir me chot ayi thi per me ungli kat gayi thi or niche se pura per fat gaya tha,,but mujhe usse milne tha tab maine bahut zid karke kisi bahane se 2 mint k ! liye i.c .u se bahar nikla but mujhe nhi pata tha ki wo samne hogi mere wo mujhe pahchan nhi payi or mujhe dekh kar dar gayi bcoz mere pure face par chote lagi thi,,use bahut dukh hua or meri faimly ko bhi jo puri raat se mere hosh me aane ki dua kar rahi thi,,us din maine promis kiya ki kisi ko kabhi apne karan takleef nhi dunga ..or bahut kuch promis kiye ,bas dil me usi ka khayal raha har waqt usi ki yaad me din gujar rah atha or har waqt paresan hota tha ki kab pahle jesa banuga or usse milunga,,magic ka pyaar itna sachcha hai ki usne itna kuch hone par bhi mera sath diya,,or mujhe kabhi akela nhi chhoda,,mai kafi time baad thik hua,,fir mai usse milne jata to hum lunch sath me karte,,or bahut majak karte,,mai har waqt use khus rakhne ki kosis karta hu but itna nasamjh hu ki pata nhi kese chhoti chhoti galtiya kar deta hu jisse use achcha nhi lagata,,maine use shadi k liye kaha to usne apni bahut problam batayi ki mai jesa ladka chahti hi vese tum nhi ho to maine puchha kya mai jaan sakta hu ki kya kamiya hai mujh me to usne bahut kuch kamiya batayi ki tum m.b.a ho but reguler nhi ho tumhari think city jese nhi hai,,tum thoda bachche type ho,,or tumhara income ka bhi kuch mujhe pat anhi hai,,to kese tum se shadi kar lu,,fir maine use samjhaya jo sach har insan batayega ki meri income ka mai tumhe detail mebata chuka hu ki kitni hai or kese hai,,ye use bhi dikhne laga ,,meri ek kami dur ho gayi,,raha baat think badlne ki or wo tum jab sath rah kar kosis karogi to badal dogi lekin uske liye time lage,,jesa tum chahti ho vesa prince milega tumhe,,or study k meter me wo bilkul sahi hai,lekin mai reguler study nhi kar paya to kya hua maine bachpan se kaam kiya hai or distence study ki hai,,aaj mai kabil hu achchi job me,,sab kuch janta hu duniya dari bhi,,kya kitabo se mai ye sab pa sakta tha nhi ,,but fir bhi reguler study ka bahut fark padta hai or mujhe afsos bhi hota hai ki mai kyo nhi kar paya,,lekin maine use kaha hai ki jab tum mera sath dogi to mai wo bhi kar lunga mai p.h.d karne ki soch raha hu reguler ! but uske liye mujhe uska sath chahiye puri life,,magic ne meri bate samjhi or apne papa se 1 saal ka time manga ki wo jo kamiya hai ek saal me dur kar k dikahyega,,lekin wo mera dil se sath nhi de pa rahi use lagta hai ki koi insan badal nhi sakta or uske frends jo kahte the ki ye layak nhi wahi aaj use kahte hai ki tumne prince ko kitna badal diya hai yaar ,pahle se bahut better hai,,lekin magic ka dil nhi manta or mere pyaar ko feel nhi kar pati,,,,or meri life wahi hai usi k karan kuch bana hu usi k karan jina sikha hai,,,jab tak wo hai tab tak aabad hu ye mai bahut achchi tarh janta hu or wo nhi to mai barbaad hu,,bas usi k liye jina hai usi liye sab kuch karna,,,ab wo mujhe balne k liye mehnat bhi kar rahi hai lekin 100 % to itni jaldi nhi badal payegi,,lekin dil se agar wo chahe to bahut kuch sahi kar sakti hai sab kuch usi k hath me hai ,,ab tak usne mana hi kiya hai shadi k liye,,but magic sach me bahut achcha hai...ab aap sabhi bataiye mujhe kya karna chahiye ki apni life ko pa saku or uske sath ji saku... 







pta nh woh kya tha - romika

hellooo...frnds m apko apni story sunana chati hu.....jab m 10 m thi to dec m mene ghar change kiya tha jaha m gai thi waha mere padosi the woh meri mumy ki achi frnd thi unke 2 bete h chote wale bhai s phele meri bat hui dhire dhire ache frnd ban gae woh mujhe pasund krte the to mene ek din puch liya aap mujhe pasund karte ho na to unhone ha bol diya mene pta nh kya soch k ha bol diya aise hi chalta raha phir kuch mahine bad march m unke bade bhai ne mera no. liya aut msg m bat ki cal aur roj cal karte the woh mere best frnd ban gae the kub sad hu kya kehna chati hu kub khush hu sab samajh jate the bht ache frnd the sara din hum bat karte the.but mene unke chote bhai jo mere b.f the unhe shuru s sab bta rakha kya bat krti thi kya nh kabhi kuch nh chupaya unse har bat btai bad m pta nh unhe jalan hone lagi bat krne ko mana karne lage apne bhai s m samajh sakti hu woh mere b.f h kaise kisi aur k sath dekh sakte h.....unhone mujhe ek mahine ka tym diya ki m unke bhai se bat krna chhod du warna unhe chhod du m janti thi woh ek pal bhi mere bina nh rah sakte itna pyar krte h isliye dost ko hi chhodna pada mene unke bade bhai ko sab bta diya ki m unke chote bhai ki g.f hu woh bht pyar krte h aur nh chate ki m apse bat kru pta nh is bare m jan k unke bade bhai ko kya ho gaya kehne lage mene dhokha diya h jhuth bola nafrat krne lage aaj bhi utni hi nafrat krte h......m kya krti unke bhai k bare m sach kaise bta deti unke bhai ne hi mana kiya tha koi aur b.f hota to shuru s sab bta deti.I! think w oh mujhe pasund karne lage the ek bar I like u kaha tha but mene notice nh kiya mujhe mazK laga tha phir mene aisa kuch unke liye nh socha tha.jab unhone dhire dhire bat krna chhod diya. usi sal diwali per jab mene wish karne k liye cal ki to phele uthai nh phir jab uthai to wish krke bye keh diya kuch suna bhi nh tab mujhe lag gaya woh bat nh krna chate uske bad mene cal krni chhod di....aur us diwali ki rat m bht rooi thi m apne aap ko ready nh kr pa rahi thi na bat krne k liye mujhse raha nh ja raha tha m bat kiye bina nh rah pa rahi thi uske bat m kai bar rooi hu pta nh aaj unse judi yadein samne ati h to I miss him m ab tak nh bhul pai I m bhi pyar krti thi but samajh nh pai unke alag hone k bad samajh aya phir m apne b.f ko dhokha bhi nh dena chati thi.unke bhai lyf m bht age badh chuke h nxt yr unki g.f k sath unki shadi h bad m unhone g.f bana li thi.aur m bhi puri koshis krti hu bhulne ki apne b.f ko bht khus rakhti kabhi is bat ka ahsaas nh hone diya ki woh mera phela pyar nh h wo mere bina kabhi nh rah paenge aah k time m me bhi unse bht pyar krti hu humne future ko leke bht sare sapne dekhe h sath m phele past jo bhi tha but aaj m janti hu ki m bhi inke bina nh rah sakti aaj m bhi apne b.f s bht pyar krti hu phele bachpana tha 15 yr ki tab m jab ha kaha tha but aaj m bht khush hu ki m unki g.f hu bht khush hu m bht pyar krte h woh aaj m 19 yr ki hu to samajhdari a gai h ki kya sahi h aur kya gulet.but ab bhi ek dar h unke bhai itni nafrat karte h m shadi k bad kaise face karungi unhe pls help me frnd mujhe kya karna chaiye. 







pyar tune kya kiya..... - dolly

hellooo frnds..
i m parul... pyar... jb b ye nam kahi aata h, to kisi k face pe smile to kisi k aakhon me aanshu hote h...
kuch to sari baat kah jate h aur kuch ro k rah jate h...
hm b apni story share karna chahenge is ummid k sath k us tk hmari baat pahunch jaye...
mera pahla aur aakhiri pyar kuch is tarah se h...
us tym hm 13 yrs k the... wo hmari taai k yahan aata tha,uska nam rishabh h taai k bhai ka beta tha wo n jb b aata to hmari jo b chize hoti thi jaise pic, book, dairy, kuch b use le k hmari cousin k saamne mera mazak udata tha, n fir jb hm taai k yahan jate to hm b kuch na kuch aisa karte... hm dono ne kbhi ek dusre ko dekha nhi tha, aur ladte rahte the, fir uska hme bol k jana ladna hme achcha lagne laga h kuch feel karne lage the uske liye... kai baar hm dono k milne k mauke lage pe kisi na kisi vajah se nhi mil paye........... 
is tym hmari age 17 thi jb fir hmari badi cousin ki shadi fix hui hm to bahut khush ki rishabh b aayega.. di ki sagaai hui wo nhi aaya. fir di ka tilak hua tb b nhi aaya.. hm bahut uadas the ki ab shyad pata nhi kb milenge n pata chala ki wo shadi me b nhi aayega....
di ki shadi ka din aa gaya sabhi bahut khush the hm b khushi khushi hr kaam me aage badh rahe the bt dil udas tha, hm sabse dur ek room me ja k baith gaye n ek rose le k usme love me n dont love me khelne lage......... tbhi hmari chhoti cousin aayi aur boli chal kisi se milwati hu, hm b bura sa muh bana k uth gaye n jb hm dusre room me pahuche to ek banda hmare saamne tha usne hmse bola namaste jii aap parul h... hmne ha main sir hilaya n tbhi cousin ne bola ki ye rishabh h,.... us tym to hme kuch samjh me nhi aaya n hm wahan se bina kuch bole bhag gaye.... aur jaise ki bahut thand pad rahi thi ti hm tea banane lage sabke liye.....
hm dono bs ek dusre ko dekh rahe the bt baat nhi ho pa rahi thi pr ek dusre ko kuch na kuch cmnt kr hi dete... 
sham ho gayi sab ready hone chale gaye... us tym hmne rishabh ki fev color ki blue saree pahni hi thi, n jb hm di k sath jaimaal k liye aaye to rishabh hmare saamne tha bt hm kuch b nhi kah pa rahe the....... aur fir ........... jaimaal ho gaya fir hmne dekha ki rishabh hmari frnd ko bahut dekh raha ttha hme bahut gussa aayi thi n hmara mood upset ho gaya tha aur b shadi hone lagi to b rishabh hmari frnd k saamne hi baitha tha... hm chale gaye wahan se... uske baad shadi vidai sab ho gai n rishabh apne ghr chala gaya jo ki hmare ghar se 400km dur tha........ aur baad me hm rote rahe ki km se km dil ki baat to kah dete.... bt god hmare sath tha..... 
garmiyo ki chhuttiyo me hm taai k yahan gaye aur do din baad rishabh b aa gaya hm dono ne as a frnd bahut bate ki aur fir 2 din baad hi taai ko kahi jana tha to hm fir apna ghar wo b apne ghr pr hmne soch liya tha kah k to rahenge hmne kuch din baad rishabh ko call ki aur bol diya...RISHABH I LOVE U SO MUCH............
rishabh ka ans.. R U MAD? I DONT......
hmne ph. cut kr diya aur soch liya ki bhul jayenge use.. bt dosto by god hmne bahut koshish ki nhi bhul paye... 
is tym hm 19 yers k the jb use call ki aur ek dost ki tarah baat ki qki hm use khona nhi chahte the.......... aur baat karte karte ek din usne hme bola ki moti I LIKE U...... hmne bola I KNOW..... fir usne bola ki pagal I LOVE U 2............ hm kuch b bol nhi pa rahe the bs aansho ne hmare face bhigo diya tha aur wo pareshn ho k call cut kr diya tha..... fir normal bate hone lagi..... hmne to bs yahi feel hota tha... AAJ MAIMN UPAR AASMA NICHE AAJ AAGE JAMANA PICHHE...... 
fir rishabh ne hmse wo sare wade kiye jiske hr ladki sapne dekhti h zindagi bhar sath rahna ka apne pyar k sath....... aur fir ek din rishbh ka msg aaya ki main shadi nhi kr sakta qkihm dono dur k hi sahi pr bhai bahan h........ hmne bola aisa nhi hota tha kon sa tum mere khandaan k ho bt usne kuch nhi suna aur ph. cut kar diya hmne dubara milya wo num off tha n fir us num pe kbhi b baat nhi hui........
hm b haar manne walo me se nhi tha fir se num ka pata kiya aur baat ki fir se hm dono ek dusre se wade karne lage aur usne bola ki ha kuch nhi aise rishte se hm dono shadi karenge... hmne ek mrng rishabh ko call ki to num off.. hmne suicide ki koshish ki bt bach gaye papa ko bata diya ki pyar me kiya ye sab bt ladke ka nam nhi bataya socha ki jb ladka taiyar hi nhi h to kaise bolu........ 
fir b hm use pane k liye uske city lucknow gaye ghrwalo se jhut bol k bahut pata kiya uska clg se frnds se bt kahi b pata nhi chala... mummy ki call aa gayi ki ghr aao papa ki tabiyat khrab h... hm ghr aa gaye papa bole ki beta teri shadi dekhna chahta hu hmne yes bol diya papa ne jahan bola wahi shadi kar li btsasural wale b hurt karne wale hi mile.... aur fir saal bhar k andar papa hme hmesha k liye chhod k chale gaye....... meri life me ek unka hi pyar sab kuch tha, pr ab wo b nhi h aur hmne kbhi b kisi se dosti nhi ki thi kyunki papa hi sabse achche frnd the.......... hme jeene k bilkul man nhi h qki ab lyf me kuch nhi tha... hmne socha ki rishabh se puchh le ki usne hme sach me pyar kiya tha ya sirf time pass tha to hm khushi khushi mar jate hmne rishabh k nam pata kiya aur call ki......... hmari bate kuch is tarah thi.....
me. hiii rishabh
rishbh... who r u?
me.. pahchano.
rishbh. awaz to pahchan rahe h bt yaad nhi kon wali h ho tum..
me.. ohhh grt.. hm wahi h jiske liye tumne num change karna padta tha..
rishbh. parul.. q call ki aur kahan se num mila..
me,.. chhodo ye baat kya hm frbd ban sakte h aapke
rishbh... no 
me. pyar k liye nhi bol rahe h shadi k liye b nhi kah rahe h qki shadi ho chuki hmari.. bs jeene k liye aapki dosti chahiye
rishbh.... m sorry.. no.. main sab bhul chuka hu
me.. hm sirf dost bana lo
rishbh,, ab call mt karna hmari gf ko pata chalega naraz ho jayegi.
hm nhi bhul sakte aapko, plz rishbh hm bahut pyar karte h aur mar b nhi sakte nhi to hmari mumma ekdm tut jayegi aur jee b nhi pa rahe h sirf aur sirf dosti chahiye..
rishbh ka koi ans nhi tha usne ph. cut kar diya tha.. hmne fir call ki bt num off... hmne msg kiya... rishbh jabse pyar o samjha h aapse hi pyar kiya h aur karte rahenge aap jitni nafrat karoge hm utna pyar karenge... hme pata h ki hmari shadi ho chuki h bt pyar ko nhi bhil sakte sirf aapki dosti chahiye thi... bt aap hme bhul chule ho hm aapko kbhi b pareshn nhi karenge kbhi nhi......... stupid i love u so much... byyeee n all d best 4 your loving future..

frnds hmne apna pyar hmesha k liye kho diya plz god se pray kariyega ki use bs hmare pyar ka ehsaas ho ki sach me koi use itna pyar karta h... 







Dher sara pyar or kuch sapne : main or mare jana - Sonam

Hello Friends,
This is My story(sonam), In which lots of Love, And little bit fight and anger.. 
To meri story suru hoti h tbse, jb maine MBA karne k liye professional college Delhi me admission liya, I am simple kind of girl, jo bahut hi kam bolti thi, bilkul simple rehna pasnd krti thi, bt m jab apni city chor kr Delhi aayi to apne clg’s hostel me rahne lagi. 
1st day of my clg, khuch khas nhi tha, naye frnds bne. Now m hostel aa gyi, wnha pr meri 2 classmate meri achi frnds bn gyi, ek din sham k waqt hum sab unhi baat kr rhe the k humari cls me koi acha ladka h ya nhi, unhe 1-2 ladke pasnd aaye bhi. Bt mujhe to koi b nhi, or us waqt main aisa sochti bhi nhi thi, aise hi kuch time nikal gya, then m weknd pe apne relative k ynha gyi, to wapas clg mujhe mere cousin brother chodne aaye, unhone mujhse pucha k tujhe koi ladka pasnd aaya ya nhi maine kaha k meri class me to sab uncle type h, bs fir vo mujhe mere clg drop krke chale gye..
Bs ek din aise hi main apni class me baithi thi, to 1 ladka cls me enter hua, pata nhi kyu main use thodi der tk dekhti reh gyi, shayd mujhe vo ache lage the. Uske bad to vo mujhe humesa hi dikh jate. Ye bat maine kisi ko bhi nhi batai, to ek din m or meri 2ono frnd cls me sath me baithe the, to meri frnd ne mujhe bola k dekh vo ladka ider dekh raha h, actually meri ek frnd ka uspr crush tha, to maine use kaha k han vo tujhe dekh raha h, bt usne kaha k nhi, mujhe nhi lagta k vo mujhe dekh raha h, to chek krne k liye vo udh kr dusri seet pr baith gyi, tb pata chela k vo meri taraf dekh rhe, hostel jakr meri frnd ne mere se bht majak kiya use lekr, m ander-2 bht khus thi, us waqt to ek ajeeb si feeling thi, m chahti thi k vo mujhse bat kre, or vo bhi yhi chahte the, 
Then humari fresher party aayi jisme dance perform krna tha, then everybody decided k couple performance hogi, or mujhe dance krna acha lagta tha, to mere senior ne or faculty ne kaha mujhe dance krne ko, main bhi taiyar ho gyi, finaly decide hua k 3 couple dance karenge, to 2 ladke dance k liye aaye, 1 ladka fir bhi kam tha maine ma’am ko bola k us ladke ko bujla lijiye. Vo aaye, mujhe khusi hui, ab to jaise hum bahane dhundh rahe the bat kane ka, finally sabne mera or uska pair banaya as a dance couple. Bt bad me mujhe pata chela k usne(Prince) ne mam ko bola tha mere sath DANCE ko. Bs fir humari baate hui, dance m jb humare hath touch hua to ek ajeeb si feeling hui, jo mujhe aaj bhi yad h, fir aise hi dance k waqt unhone mera numer manga, to maine kaha k mujhe yad nhi, sach me mujhe mera number yad nhi hua tha, kyuki maine naya number liya tha. To unhe laga k main dena nhi chahti isliye aisa bol rhi hu. Unhone kaha thek h. Fir humne dance perform kiya, bt dance k waqt vo kuch step bhool gye the, to mujhe us baat pr bht gussa aa raha tha, to sham k waqt unka phn meri frnd k paas aya unhone kaha k mujhse bat karane ko, to maine bat ki to maine unhe bht danta dance ko lekr, unhe laga k m bht attitude wali ladki hu. Fir uske bad humari bat nhi hui. 
Then next month mera b‘day tha, to maine apne b’day per apne kuch frnds ko sweets khila rhi thi, to maine apni 1 frnd ko bola k prince ko bhi de de, usne le lya fir pucha k kis liye khila rhi, kya h, maine kaha kuch nhi bs unhi, bt meri frnd ne unhe bata diya. Unhone mujhe wish kiya, or fir main apne Home town aa gyi Diwali pe, mujhe laga k vo phn karenge, or unhe laga k main pn karungi is chakkr me kisi ne b phn nhi kiya. Phir uske bad jb m waps clg aayi to hum soch rahe the k baat kaise kre, isi beech maine 1 unkwn Numbr se Kisi Dusre naam se unhe msg kiya, I WANT 2 TALK 2 U. HE replied: Who r u.Then msg k through unhone mujhe bola k he want to meet me In clg library. Unhone waise mujhe pehchan liya tha k m kn hu, humari baate aise hi hoti rahi. Clas me humara ek-dusre ko chori-chori dekhna, sab acha tha. 1 din mere frnds ne plan banaya movie dekhne jane ka, un sabne prince ko bhi bulaya, bt vo nhi aaye. Next time Unhone plan banaya movie ka bt unfortunately m nhi ja payi, tb unhe bhi acha nhi laga tha.
1 din jb unka phn aaya us number pe jisse m unhe msg kiya krti thi, unhone kaha k tum milne nhi aayi, maine kaha aa jaungi, fir thodi der bad unhone kaha k tumara asli naam kya h? maine kaha batya to tha aapko, unhone kaha I told u ur real name. when he said my real name, I’m socked. fir maine bola k aapko kaise pata, unhone kah bs pata h. fir to humari baate start ho gyi, bs phn pe, na to hum kabhi clg me baat krte. Fir unhone mujhe ek din sham me bola k chalo main tumhe ghumane le chelta hu, maine bhi majak me keh diya han thek h, unhone fir pucha k cnfrm? Maine kaha: HAN!!

But Vo bhi majak kr rhe the or main bhi, ye bat maine apni frnd ko batai, Subh main room me thi tbhi frnd aayi or usne kaha tu gyi nhi, prince se milne, maine kaha are vo mazak kr rhe the, usne kaha k phn krke cnfrm krle, jb maine phn krke pucha k aap kaha to unhone kaha raste me, mujhe laga vo aa rhe h, bt vo to kahi or ja rhe the. M taiyar hokr clg gate pr wait krne lagi, vo nhi aaye, kyu ki unhe laga tha k m majak kr rhi thi, that is misunderstanding!! Mujhe us waqt bht rona aaya, usi rat unka phn aaya, to maine phn pic nhi kiya, mujhe bs rona aa raha tha, bt unka phn bar-2 aa rha tha to fir maine phn pic kiya, to unhone pucha k ro kyu rahi ho, maine kaha k aapki wajh se, aap aaye nhi the isliye, fir unhone baate clear ki. Tb jakr main chup hui. Unhone kha k next time vo mujhe pakka le jayenge or seriously. Then m 1st time unke sath bahr gyi, thoda odd lag raha tha, bt man tha k jau unke sath, fir humne movie dekhi, ther saari baate ki, unhone mere bare me or maine unke bare me bht kuch jana. Bs fir unhi thodi masti, mazak, nok-jhok, or dher sare pyar k sath mera 1st yr khtm ho gya. Us waqt to sab sahi hi tha, ab hamara 2nd yr aa gya, ab to hum pure clg me famous ho gye, even meri sari faculty humari ladaiyon pr samjhati, sab khus the, isi beech hum bhi bhut khus, or isi masti mazak or pyar me humara MBA bhi complete ho gya, Now we both are working, Hum alag- alag companies me job kr rhe h..
But humari life me thoda sa twist aaya, jb humne sadi k liye socha, to laga k humari shadi nhi ho paayegi kyunki hum dono alag-2 cast k h, maine apni family me jb inke(prince) bare me bataya to vo b khus the, ab tensn thi k inki family ko kaise bataye, isi beech inhone mujhe bhut samjhaya k unke parents ko kya pasand h, kya nhi, ab to meri inke parents se bhi ache se baat hone lagi h, phn pe. Vo Sab Kehte h k Gher aa jao Beta, Bt mujhe bhut der lagta hai k kahin vo meri cast ko lekr mana na kr de. sab acha h, unki family me bhi sabko pata chel gya h, bt abhi shadi ki bat nhi hui, hum ek-dusre k sath bahut khush h, ab to Hum dono ne apni ek company bhi start kr li h, bt kabhi-2 lagta h k humari shadi hogi ya nhi…

“Bus ab to hum dono wait kr rahe hai apni shadi ka”
Ye thi meri story!!







my love story - Manvi

Hi...friendsh 
me aapko apni love story btane ja reahi hu. friend\'s me abhi cllg. kar rahi hu jab me 12 me thi to muje ek ladke ne praposh kiya tha friends me btadu ki me ek midal class family se hu.hmare family me ye shb pashnd nahi tha kehte the ki ladke sirf lagkiyo ko pareshan karne ke liyehi karte he koy piyar viyar nahi hotahey ladko ko mene kaha ki sab lahdke ek jese nahi hote hey phir hmarihi casst ke ladke ne muje praposh kiya vo mere jiju ke bahut hi khash friend hey ushne muje dekhatha me aapni didi ke sathe khadi thi meri didi ki sadi thi ushne muje dekha or mene bhi aushko dekha pir ushne muje kaha ki tumhara name kiya hey mene kaha ki mera name manvi he to aushne kaha nice name mene kaha thanx....phir me smail karke chali gai to subha me jab cllg. ke liye ja rahi thi to vo bike leke aaya or ushka no. diya khaki muje call karna mene clg me aush ko call kiya to aushne muje kaha ki i like u..i love u mene turant call rakh diya to thodi derbad call aaya or mene uthaya muje kaha ki kiya huva plz ans. me to mene ushko kaha ki me soch ke btavu gi..............
phir me gharpe aai or meri didi ko shb btaya ham 3 sistar hey me sabse choti hu meri sbse bari didi ki sadi thi mere ushko sab btaya to aushne kaha ki vo aacha nahi he pn me bhi ushko chahti thi to mene ushko ha boldiya meri didi ne muje bahot shmjaya ki mannu vo aacha ladka nahi he phirbhi me didi ki baate tall deti thi or kehtit thi ki me aushko suthar ligi phir hmari baate hoti rehti thi raat ko 3 baje tak baate hotirehti thi phir ek din ushne muje bulaya milne ke liye me ause bahot bahot piyar karti thi meri didi ne mummy ko bta diya tha phir bhi me kisi ki nahi sunti thi ek din muje milne ko bulaya to mene didi ko kaha tha ki me kuch kam se bahar jarahi hu lekin didi ne kaha muje btahe tum aushko milne ja rahi ho didi ne muje kaha ki plz mannu ushko mat milo vo tumhari life bigar dega to me didi se gussa ho ke chali gai rashte me mene aushko call kiya to aushne muje ek reshtoren me bulaya tha lekin vo mene dekha nahi tha to mene ushko kaha ki mene nahi dekha hey to ushne kaha ki tum kaha ho me tumko lene aaraha hu to mene aushko jga btaai to ushne kaha thik hey phir me ushka w8 karti rahi pura din phir raat ho gai me aapne ghar jahi rahi thi ki mene ek car me ushko or kisi ladki ko sathe me dekha ushki car mene itne karibse gujri ki ushne muje dekha bhi to bhi indekha kardiya me aapne ghar aai or didi ne mujko bahot data bahot lait jo hogya tha phir didine mujko kaha ki dinar ke liye aajaao mene kaha ki muje bhukh nahi he me bahar se khake aae hu meri didi ka name shimran tha or dushri didi ka name rinki tha simran didi sabse bari thi phir rinki or fhir me or mujse chota the mere bhay ya oshka name tha krushal ham mare bich bahot piyar tha lekin mehi aush piyar ko thukra diya tha didi ne bhi khana nahi khaya tha to phir rinki didi aai or mujko bahot data or kha ki simran didi ne tumhara w8 kar rahi thi khane ke liye muje bahot bura lga or mene khana leke didi ke pash gai or did ko rote rote kaha ki didi tum sahi thi to didi ne bhi mujko rote rote gale lgaliya me puri raat nahi soyi sirf us insan ki! vjase m ene aapne famliy ko pareshan kiya me kabhi bhi maff nahi karu gi ushko me puri trah se tut chuki thi na ushka call aaya nahi mene call kiya naxt day me clg nahi gai thi simran didi ne mujko puchaki clg nahi jana he to didi ne dekha ki me ro rahi hu to didi ne mujko itne piyar se samjay ush time mere perensh nahi the vo bahar gaye the 1 munth ke liye fhir mujko didi nehi shbhal tha i love u dee.....
fr me clg gai rinki didi bhi mere hi clg me thi to ham dono sathe me gaye the rinki didi ka boy friend tha vo bhi bohot jald sadi karne vale the mere perensh ko bhi pta tha
aushka b.f ka ne shmrat tha fir mene ushko kaha ki tum baate karo me class me jati hu un dono ko sathe me dekhke me ro te rote chali gayi sayad kabhi bhi piyar pe vishvash nahi karpavu gi shmrat ke sathe ushke ek friend bhi tha vo us ke friend hmari casst ke nahi the aesehi din gujar ne lage me puri traha he tut chuki thi lekin meri didi ki vjahe me ek baar fir aapni life ko chansh diya didine kaha ki ush inshan ki vjase tum aapni life kiyu vest karhi ho tumari bhi life me ek aesa aaye ga jo tumhe bahot jyada piayr kare ga lekin me ne disayt kar liya tha ki me kabhi bhi lave nahi karru gi lekin din guzr ne lage rinki dee. or me clg ke liye jarahe thi to shmtar or ushka friendsh ushka name vikesh tha vo dono baki pe aate the vikesh bike chtate the or shmrat piche beth ta tha or ham log hmari gadi me the vo dono hame garke pash hi miljate the or kabhi hmari gadi aage to kabhi us ki gadi aage me skooti chla rahi thi or dee piche bethti thi ishtraha ham clg pohoch te the kabhi kabhi shmrat muje mazak bhi karleta tha sali aathi gar vali kehkar me ushko pagal kehke chali jati thi class me fr ek din jam ham clg. pohche to rinki ne btaya ki aaj vo shmrat ke sathe hi ghar aaye di tum chali jana ghar mene kaha thik hey us time vikesh vha nahi tha to me dee. ko or shmrat ko BYE... kehke chali gai to class ke pass tohchi to vikesh ke sathe tkar ho gai ushki jeb me ushka gogals tha to vo gir gya aor tut gay mene aush ko kitni baar sorry sorry sorry sorry kaha mene kaha mene dekha nahi aapko ishi kiye lekin ushne sirf it\'s ok kehkar piyari si smail deke kaha mene ushko fr ek baar sorry kaha to ushne kaha ki tum sorry bolte raho or me class aeten kar ke aata hu to ham domo hashne lage to mene kaha bye muje class ke kiye deri ho rahi hey to aushne kaha chuti ke bad milte hey men aush ko btaya ki dee to shmrat ke sathe aane vali hey to ushne kaha ki koy bat nahi bye to mene smail de ke i am very sorry kehkar bye bola or vo chla gay me class me ushke bare me chosh rahi thi ki aushne mujpe gussa bhi nahi aaya hoga ushk! a itna m ehga gogals tordiya ....fir me chuti ke bad dee ko mili or dime kaha ki manu tum pedal chale jav me skooti le jati hu mene kaha thik hey fr me ekeli chal te chalte jarahi thi to vikesh aaya or kaha ki kiya me droop kardu to mene kaha ki nahi me chali javu gi to ushne kaha plz to me mna nahi karpae or bike pe beth gai tabhi ham market ke pash pahuche to vha simran dee. thi to me ne kaha ki muje yahi chod do hum simran di ke sathe chale jaye ge to ushne kaha thik hey fr mene simran dee. ko kaha ki ye vikesh he shmrat ke friend rinki didi tjori lait aaye gi vo shmrat ke sathe gai hey to didi ne kaha ki thik hey or mene vikesh ko kaha thanx and sorry to vikesh ne dee ko kaha ki aishko kitni bar kaha ki sorry mat bolo to diddi ne mujko puchaki kiyu sorry bol rahi ho to mene kaha ki mene aushka gogal tor diya hey ishi liye to dine mujko kaha kan pakad ke sorry bolo to vikesh ne kaha ki ek shrt me to mene kaha bolo to sukhne kaha ki kiya tu mere sathe friendship kare gi to mene didike samne dekha or kaha ki me kisi ke sathe friendship nahi karti to didi ne kaha kiyu mna kar rahi ho bichara friendship ke liye to bol reaha hey to vikesh ne kaha ki koy baat nahi simran didi ushki marzi to vo vhase chlagay fr riya di or shmrat gharpe aaye or mummy bhi aa chuki thi to mummy ne shmrat ko khane ke kiye kaha to shmrat ne mna kiya ki nahi mera friend bhar w8 kae rhahe to mummy ne kaha ki aush ko bhi bula do to phie bhi nahi mane to rinki didi ne bhikaha or dady ne bhi kaha to wo man gaye dady ne mujko kaha ki mannu beta shmrat ke friend ko bula lav to me ushko bulane ke liye hay to mere sathe rinki didi bhi aai to rinki didi ne kaha ki vikesh chalo dinar ke liye to ushne mna kardiya to mene kaha ki plz chalo na to vu aapni bike se utarke aaya to didi meri mazak urane lagi ushke sathe fir fir ham logone dimar kiya or dady or vikesh baate kar rahey the dinar karte karte or vikesh ne muje isaro me sorry kaha mene kuch nahi kaha or tebal se uth gai to dady ne kaha ki beta khana nahi khan mene kaha ho gya mera dady to me ci! chan me chali gai or sabne khana khaliya or phir cichan me vikesh aaya aamne hathe saf karne ke liye ushne muje kuch nahi kaha or cichan je jaraha tha to mene ushko pucha ki kiyu sorry bolrahey ho to aushne kaha ki mene aapka dill dukhaya hey to mene kaha kab tumne pera dil dukhaya or muje malub bhi nahi to vo hashne llga or kha ki mene aap ko friendship ke liye kaha to aap ko aacha nahi lga mene kaha ki aesi baat nahi hey to aush ne kaha koy baat nahi jesi tumhari marji aesa bol ke vo ja raha tha to mene aushko kaha ki kiya tum mere sathe friendship karo ge to vo man hi man bahot khuss huva or kaha ki me shpna dekhraha hu to neme kaha ki itni si baat ko tum shpna keh rahey ho to aushne hathe aage kar kar kaha me tumare sathe friendship karna chahtahu or neme bhi hath milaya or vush ne kaha ki ye mera no. hey jabhi koy kam ho to muje kehna or vo chla gya or me teresh pe ushne dekhne ke liye gai ushki nazar uparki taraf hugi or isharo me BYE kaha mene bhi bhye kaha ....to vo smail deke chlagay leki me teresh me ushko dekhne ke liye kiyu gayio vo muje nahi ptata tha bass mere dill ne kha or me chali gai yeshb bate men kisi ko nahi kahi thi me aapne simran didi ko shb baate share karti hu pn ye baat nahi btai thi me ne ushko call karne jarahi thi tabhi didi aagai to mene cut kardiya leki turant aushka call aaya or khaki hallooo .....kon.....? mene sirf aathihi ring kithi or samne se itni jaldi call agya mene kaha bad me baat karti hu to hushne kaha kon manvi...O.M.G .....sachi me manvi hi bol rahi hona mene kaha ha... to didi ne puchaki kishka call hey neme kaha ki vikesh ka or didi smail deke chali gay to sune mujko pucha ki kon tha mene kaha ki didi thi to vo dar gay aush ne kaha ki aapko data plz aap call rakh do varna aap problen me fash javo ge mene kah nahi aesi baat nahi hey to aush ne kaha ki didid ne kiya kaha to mene kaha ki kuch nahi fir hame baate karte rahey ek dushre ki problem share karte rahey ......mere aushko aapni life ke bare me sabkuch bta diya tha or aushne bhi ushne kaha ki vo ek ladki se! bahot p iyar karta hey muje btanahi kiyu sayad me aushko pashnd karen kagi thii vo aesa thahi thi koy bhi ushko pasnd karne lage vo aush ladki ka kabhi name nahi btate the kehte the ki jane ne do leki jab bhi us ladki ki baat karte the to mujko jalinshi hone lagi thi mne tabbhi ushko nahi kaha me ushko call karti thi to vo ushki hi baate karta tha ek din me bahot gussa the kiyu ki vo us din clg nahi aaya tha or muje phon pe bhi nahi btaya tha
to mene aush ko raat ko call kiya to aushme mera call cut karke aushme muje call kiya mene aush ko kaha ki tum kiyu nahi aaye the clg itna bhi kiya kam aa pratha ki clg nahi aay tum ko bta nahi tha ki me tumhara intzar karrahi thi to vo has ke bola ki me meri g.f ko milne ke liye gya tha to mene kaha to jav ush ke pash muje vapish call mat karna jab dekho tab aushki baate karte rehte ho mene aesa keh kar call cut kardiya to aushka call aaya to mene cut kardiya
aushne muje msg kiya ushme likha tha ki meri tabyat thik nahi thi isiliye me nahi aaya tha or sorry bhi likha tha mene turant aushko call kiya to aushne mera call cut karke muje call kiya mene aushko sorry bola bahot baar aushne kaha ki me aapni g.f ke bare me baat karta hu to aap ko kiyu jalansi hoti he to mene ush ko keh diya ko i love u ....... to aush ne muje kaha ki mere koy g.f nahi hey bass me yahi tumhare muse sunna chahta tha ki tum gussa hoke kab bolo aaj vo bhi din aagya mene rote rote kaha ki plz tum muje kabhi bhi chodke nahi javo gena to ushne kaha ki me tumhey hekhtehi piyar kane lgatha ushke pass mese kisi ki aavaz aai to aushne kaha ki mummy tumhari beti ka call hey to mene ushko kaha ki kiyu juth bola to hus ne kaha ki mene kaha juth bola to mene kaha ki mummy ko kiya kaha to ushne muje btaya ki mummy ko sab malum hey or vo tumhey beti bhi bnali hey to me bahut khuss hui or kaha ki sorry me tumhara piyar nahi dekh pai to aushne bola ki tumhari koy galti nahi hey tumare sathe huva hey vo janke koy bhi lagki aesa karne sey darti hay fir mene aush ko pucha ki kiya huva tumhari tabyat kiyu thik nahi hay to aushne kaha ki me jab raat ko aapne room sey tumhare sathe baate karte kare te nikla or tumhara call rakha or me jgir pda thodi si chot aai hey mene auss time bahot data aush ko ki bilkul aapna dhyan nahi rakkhte tum sav gerjimedar ho tum aapna dhyan nahi rakh pate to dushro ka kiya rakho ge to aush ne muje sorry kaha to aush ki aavaz se lga ki ush ko meri baat say bahot bura lga hey mene aushko kaha ki sorry muje aesa nahi kehna chahi ye tha to vo rote rote bola ki me bhaley aapn akhiyal na rakh pavu pn tumhara jarur rakhu ga me tum ko bohot piyar karta hu mene ausko sorry bola vo ro rahey the to muje bilkul aacha nahi lga mene kaha ki mene aapko bahut bura bhla kaha aapne muje kuch nahi kaha plz muje dato tum to aushne kaha ki nahi tum to meri jaan ho jaan ko koy bhla datta hey
hame bohot khuss hey aapni life mey vo muje bahote piyar karte hey or mebhi lekin ushki casst alag thi aunhone kaha ki jo bhi jo jay me tumhare bina ji nahi pavu ga mene ushko bohote shmjay ya pn vo manehi nahi fir muje bina btaye mere ghar pe aaye or dady se baat ki daddy ne mna to kardiya tha leki sayad daddy ko bhi pta tha ki ishse aacha ladka koy bhi na hoga or kaha ki bete tu jo karo vo me tumhare sathe hu hame dono bohot khuss hey aapni life me vo muje chirate tte hey ki aaj clg me aaachi ladki aayi thi kiya lag rahey the ne aus se bohot gussa hoti thi or fir muje piyar se mana bhi leta tha i love u jaan keh kar or me man bhi jati thi vo bohot aache hey hmare piyar ka 3 shal ho chuka tha 2 didi ki sadi bhi ho gay thi aab mere liye bhi reste aane lage the leki dady mna kar dete the mummy bhi bahot khuss hoti thi vikesh or muje dekhke lekin vikesh ki ek sistar thi ushki sadi karke hi vo aapni sadi ke bare me sochta tha muje kaha ki sorry me aabhi sadi nahi kar pavu ga mene kaha kiyu to aushne kaha ki me aapni sistar ki sadi jho jane ke baad hi karu ga mene kaha thik hey 21 va shal chal rah tha or aush ka 25 mene ushko kaha ki me bhi aabhi bahot choti hu to aushne kaha hay pir vo aap ni cosin ke saadi me dilhi jane vala tha pura 1 wik hamdo no ne kaha ki tumko dekhe bagar me nahi reh pavu gi to aushne bhi nuj ko kaha ifir meri muumy ki friend thi aush ki bete ki sadi thi to ham ko bhi jana tha vo chla gya tha or 5 minite me call kar raha tha or kehta tha miss u jaan tum thik to ho na koy paresan to nahi karta na mene kaha ki nahi me bhi sadi me jara hi hu to ushne kaha ki kaha? mene kaha ki vo muje malune nahi hey to aushne kaha ki mummy ko pucho lekin mummy bisy thi kisi ke sathe baate kar rahi thi or dady call pe bate kar rahey the to mene kaha ki mummy aa bhi bisy hey puch ke btavu di to hmari buss chalne lagi or mo. network nahi tha network problem thi fir ham log pohoch gaye or jese hi sadi ke ghare pe pahchi to vikesh caal kar raha tha muje mene auss ka call utha ya or kaha ki kiya to vo ! bahut gu ssa the mene kaha ki kiya kiya mne to aushne kaha ki phon kaha perakhatha me kitni fikar kar rah atha to ushne muje dekha nahi tha mene ush ko dekha tha to auss ne muje kaha ki tum pohoch gay mene kaha ha me mumbai aayi hu to aushne kaha ki mumbai yaar itne dur me kese milne aavu ga to mene kaha ki kiyu milne aa na hey to aush ne kaha ki tum bahot khuss lagrahi ho kiya baat hey mene kaha ki tum jo sathe nahi hoyna isi liye to aushne caakl cut kardiya or kaha ki jav baat nahi karni hey
mene vapash call nahi kiya or msg bhi nahi kiya fir raat ko call aaya mene kaha kiyu call kiya to aushne kaha ki tum 1 hi din me bdal gayi ho plz aesa kiyu karti ho mere sathe baat karo na me teresh pe thi pr vo niche gardon me akela bethe ke baat kar raha tha to mene ushko kaha ki me teresh pe hu chand ko dekh rahi hu to vo bhi chand ko dekhne lga mene kaha ki aushme meri tashvir dhudho to aushne kaha ki filmy baate karna banth akro btahey me tum hey bahote misss karta hu tum mujey nahi karti tumhari bato se lagraha hey to mene kaha ki tum pere sam ne ho to kese miss karu to ush ne kaha ki plz mazak mat karo ok mene kaha thik hey to mene aush ko kaha ki aakele gardom me kiya kar rahey ho to aushne ka tum se bate to aushne kaka 1minite 1 minite tum ko kese bta chla ki me gaedan me betha hu to mene kah ki me keh to rahi hu ki me um ko dekh sakti hu to vo idhar udhar dekhne lga mene kaha kiya dhundh rahey ho to aushne kaha ki nahi tum mere karid ho plz btav na yaar tum ko kese pta chla to mene teresh pe dekhne ko kaha to vo itna khuss huva ki jaldhi teresh pe aaya or muje gale gla liya...................me aapni life me bahote khuss hu aesa kabhi khuss nahi huyi hu .................
friend pyar ek par hota hey sab kehte hey pn muje 2 bar piyar huva hey vikesh ko sayad bhgvan ne hi bheja hey mere liye 
...............kabhi bhi insan ko pehchan ne me galti mat karo koy aacha bhi mile ga or koy tum ko bikhar ke rakh dega aesa bhu tufan aayega plz so aushko pehchane bagar koy bhi kadam aage mat btavo girls vo hmari life ko bhi barbad kar sakta hey so bye my all friend best of luke in girls.... 







sad love story - mannu

hi friends, this is mannu(not real name).
i am from haryana. m bcom kar rha tha. mere sabhi frnds ki grlfrnd the. par meri nhi the. mera b dil karta tha ki meri b koi grlfrnd ho. lekin meri class me b only 2 he grls the. bina grlfrnd k aise he 2 saal nikal gye sochte sochte.jab final me hua to maine tution lgane ki sochi.m jab 2nd year me hua to m cat ki coaching li. tab mere contact me ladkiya aayi. jab m first din coaching par gaya the usi din ek or nayi ladki center par aayi the. m b center par chup chap tha or vo b. bcoz na he vo kisi ko janti the na he m.
kuch dino k baad class me jaan pehchan suru hui to usne mujhse mera naam pucha. maine bta diya. baat to m he suru karna chahta tha par jab b kosis karta fat jaati the. starting usne ki baat karne ki. m b usse uska naam pucha. uska naam tha kanika. mujhe bahut achi lagti the. jiske baare me mere 2 friends jo ki naye he bane the center par vo bina bataye he samajh gye the. ek din mere friend ne mujhse kaha k vo us ldki kpatana chahta h. tab m kaha nhi vo ladki thik nhi tere liye tu to smart h or vo tere layak nhi. or kisi ko dund le. halanki vo bahut sunder the. tab mere friend ne kaha k sidha keh de na k tujhe vo pasand h. m kaha aisi koi baat nhi. tab friends ne emmotional kar k sab puch liya. friends aakhir hote he aise h. sab kuch jaan lete h. tab unhone kha k use purpose kar. m kaha nhi agar usne mna kar diya to. unhone kaha jyada se jyada mna he karegi. m kha nhi yaar agar usne mna kar diya to mera dil tut jayega. ab kam se kam ye umeed to rahegi k vo b mujhe like karti the m he use purpose nhi kar ska. unke baar baar kehne par m kaha chalo thik h m karunga use purpose. to vo class me daily kuch jaldi aaya karti the mam se padne k liye. to maere frnds ne us din mujhe jaldi bula liya. or khud bahr chale gye or mujhe class me ye keh kar bhej diya agr aaj nhi bola to tujhe hum buri trh se pitenge. meri to band baj gyi the. m class me gya or uski trf dekha.or bola mujhe tumhe kuch kehna h. vo boli bolo. m or jyada ghabra gya kaise kahu. vo boli bolo na kya baat h. m to muh lal ho gya tha. muskil se baat taalte hue kaha k mujhe ek sum nhi aata kya tume aata h. usne kaha haan or usne mujhe samjha diya. ss beech m usse has has kar baat kar rha tha bcoz mere frnds baahr se dekh rhe the. vo khush ho rhe the k aaj to purpose kar diya. bahr jakr m unhe kha k m purpose kr diya or vo reply karegi. or bahana bna kar ghar chla gya kanhi unhe pta na chal jaye...
baad me unhe pta chla to mujhse naaraj ho gye...unhe mnaya bhut par nhi maane. tab m kha k coaching k last din kahunga. or last din ka intzaar karne lga.
jab last din aaya to khub deo lga kar gya. jab center par gya to uska wait karta rha but vo nhi aayi. m us din class b nhi lgayi or ghar aakr bhut udaas rha.m udas tha k m ek ldki ko purpose b nhi kar paya. after one month m kuch documents lene center ki trf jana tha socha k center par b ja aata hu. center par milkar jaise he piche muda piche vo khadi the.
mere to hosh gum ho gye,
tab m use hello kha or nikal diya. aaj m ye chance haath se nhi jaane dena chahta tha. m use kha k tumne income tax ki tution lga li kya. usne kha haan. m kha k mujhe to koi tution wala he nhi mil rha h. usne kha k mere padosh me ek jaan pehchan k didi h vo pdaate h vanha aa jana. m kaha mujhe tumhara ghar to nhi pta.usne mujhe apna no. diya or kehti ye hmara ghar ka no h call kar k kehna mujhse baat karni h..........
baaki ki story kuch din baad. mere friend aa gye h 







dil sabka dhadkta hai..hurt bhi sab hote hain... - raj kaushik

Hi friends mera name raj hai…
Kahte hain ki pyaar ek baar hota hai but mujhe is name ki bimari kai baar hui hai. but haan kabhi-kabhi pyar aise insaan se bhi ho jata hai jo …jindgi ko puri tarah change kar deta hai…..mere saath bhi kuchh aisa hi hua hai…
Ye baat lagbhag 5-6 saal purani hai..mere gaanv me ek minakshi name ki ladki rahti hai..mai aapko ye to nahi kah sakta ki mai use ek najar dekhte hi pyar karne lga tha….haan us se mujhe pyar ho gya but kuchh baat hai jo aapko btani hai…. actualy mai jab 10th class me padhta tha tab meri mulakat us se hui thi.wo pahle apni nani ke ghar rahti thi.baad me wo hmare gaanv me aa gayi..uska hi gaanv tha so aa gayi…mere dosto ka ek group hota tha…jiske leader mai aur sumit dono the…...Hmari dosti kafi achhi aur pakki hua karti thi..akshar do achchhe dosto ke bich anban bhi hoti rahti hai so hmari bhi kabhi kabhi anban hoti rahti thi….anban hote hi hum do group me ladko ko baant liya karte the….jo mujhe pasand karta wo meri side ho jata jo use pasand karta uski side ho jata…
But hum jaldi hi ek dusre ke sath hath mila lete the..
Meri aur sumit ki kisi bhi baat par bet lag jaya karti thi..
Lo is baat ko hi le lo..jab minakshi apni nani ke ghar se aayi thi to uske sath uski badi bahan monika bhi sath me aayi thi humne pahli baar un dono ko hmare gaoun me dekha tha…
Sumit ne bet rakhi ki chal monika ko sabse pahle kaun ptayega ?
Maine bhi rob dikhate huye bet lga li..but mujhe nahi pta tha ki mai pahle se hi haar ke liye bet lga rha hoon..
Baat actualy ye hai ki sumit monika ko pahle hi perpose kar chuka tha bas uska reply aane wala tha…
Aur maine suruaat bhi nahi ki thi but mai sochta rha ki kaise monika ko ptaya jaye ?
Ye kya maine plan bnaya bhi nahi tha ki sumit ne monika ki haan bhara letter mere hath me thma diya tha..
Ab mai bet to haar chuka tha par na jaane kyon mera dil bhi monika ki taraf khichhne chala tha….mai bhi usko perpoose karke bta dena chahta tha but meri jindgi me ek new mod aa gya tha…...wo mod actualy ek sunita name ki ladki aane ke baad aaya..wo ladki apni bua ke ghar aai hui thi..haan us ladki ne ek hi najar me mujhe hila kar rakh diya tha…. mai us par puri tarah fida ho gya tha..ab monika sirf meri dost bankar rah gayi thi….monika aur mai padhte to same class me the but school alag alag tha… . but hmare bich padhai ke liye compitition lga rahta tha.. kabhi wo jyada marks lati to kabhi mai.
Sunita ke baare me mai pahle hi bta chuka hoon ki wo apni bua ke ghar aai hui thi….uske school me garmiyon ki chhutti pad chuki thi..aur hmari hone wali thi….mai akasar ab unke ghar ke chakkar lgane lga..
Mai kisi na kisi bahane uske ghar chala jata tha….ek din maine aise hi mom ko bol diya ki mai t.v dekhne sunita ke ghar ja rha hoon …mom ek dum chonki aur boli kya kinke ghar….maine baat badlne ki kosish ki aur khaa taai karishna ke ghar…
Mom ne achha khaa hi tha ki mai dhod pda..mom ne aawaj lgaai mai wapish aaya ..maine khaa kya hai mom jane do na show khatam ho jayega…achchha bachu mujhe bewkuf bnata hai ghar pe t.v rha to dusro ke ghar kyon ja rha hai yahi par tera show shaw dekh le samjha aur kahi jane ki jarurat nahi…mai muh latkaaye ghar wapis aa gya …mom ghar ke dusre kamre me gayi hi thi ki mai ghar se rafu chakar ho kar sunita ke ghar aa chuka tha..
Sunita bhi t.v dekh rahi thi.
Sunita to t.v dekh rahi thi but mai use dekh rha tha…
Thodi hi der baad mere pichhe koi khda tha ….mere baal kisi ke haatho me aa chuke the….haan kya kar rha hai yhaan ??? meri mom ne khaa.
Mom mai to bas taai ki haath se bani chay pine aaya tha…puchh lo taai se taai ne hi khaaa tha….
Ab sunita bol chuki thi haan aunti bua ji sabke liye chay bnane kitchan me gayi hui hain aap bhi help karwa do unki..
Mom ne hairani se dekha aur puchha tum kaun ho beti ??
Sunita – aunti mai karishna ki bhatiji hoon.
Mom – tumhari bua kitchan me hain kya ?
Sunita ke haan kahne par mom taai ke pass ja chuki thi…
Maine sunita ko thanks kaha to wo kuchh nahi boli…
Bas aise hi mai kisi na kisi bahane uske ghar jata rahta…uske ghar ke pass ek chuapal hai whaan akashar hum khela karte the…whaan mujhe ek aur sarat lgani padi ki meri ladko me to chalti hi thi ladkiyon me bhi chalti hai ya nahi….
Ek din choupal me hmara group aur ladkiyon ka group khel rha tha…..tabhi ek dost ne mujhe akele me le ja kar khaa ki raj teri baat ye sab ladke maante hain …..kya ye ladkiyaan bhi manti hain….maine khha kyon kya baat hai ?
Actualy uske pass na jane khaan se ye baat aa gayi ki minakshi mujhe like karti hai….but sanjeet minakshi ko like karta tha… .mujhe is baat ki khabar tak nahi thi..
Bas yahi dekhne ke liye usne mujhse bet lga li ki agar ye sabhi ladkiyan coupal se mere kahne pe chali jayengi to wo 10 rs. Dega…
Maine bet lga li..mai choupal ke andar gya aur sabhi ladkiyon ko bahar jane ko khha…ek ladki (priyanka) ne khaa hum nahi jayenge…to minakshi ne khaa inka to nahi pta mai chali jaungi but wapis aa jaungi mujhe khelna hai…maine haami bhar di ..phir kya tha minakshi bahar ki taraf chali hi thi ki sari ladkiyaan bahar ja chuki thi….
Ab mai sarat jeet chuka tha…maine apne group ke ek ladke ko bulaya aur khaa ki ja in sab ki toffi liya ,… wo le aaya…maine wo sari toffiyaan minakshi ko di…aur khaa bachcho me baat do…wo baatne lagi thi na jaane kya kisne sararat suru ki toffiyan muh me jaane ki bjaay ek dusre ko pad rahi thi …toffiyan bikhar rahi thi …sabhi toffiyon ko ek dusre ke uper fenk rahe the…maine unko rokna achchha nahi samjha sab khus the enjoy kar rahe the so mai taai ki charpai par aake baith gya aur dur se un toffiyon se khelne wale bachcho ko dekhta rha ….. tabhi sunita baher aayi aur boli- kya chal rha hai whaan?
Sayad usne mujhe dekha nahi tha…maine khaa bachche khel rahe hain …meri aawaj sunai di to usne mujhe dekha aur andar chali gayi… wo god me ek bachche ko liye huye thi..mai uske sath andar chala gya andar koi nahi tha..sab ke sab kaam ke liye bahr gaye huye the..bhai aur bhabhi chobhare me the…taai dusre ghar gayi hui thi…
Wo mujhe pichhe aata dekh t.v wale kamre me chali gayi mai bhi whaan uske saath chala gya…maine sunita ka hath pakad liya tha..sunita ne kuchh nahi khaa ..ab mai sunita ke bilkul samne tha. Wo apni aankhe jhuka rahi thi aur baar baar us bache ko dekh rahi thi maine apna hath bdhaya aur sunita ke galo se lgaya..aur maathe pe kiss kar diya usne apni aankhe band kar li thi ab maine dusra kiss uske hontho par kar diya…..tabhi bahr se sunita ko bulane ki aawaj aai ….tabhi hum dono ke hosh ud gaye…sunita bina soche samjhe bahar chali gayi aur mera bhai yani sunita ki bua ka ladka andar aa gya usne khaa kya chal rha tha ?
Maine kahaa kuchh nahi …
Usne khaa bta de ??
Maine baat taal di…saale tere aate hi light chali gayi mast show aaya hua tha..
Usne khaa kamine wo hi to puchh rha tha ??kaunsa show aa rakha tha…?
Maine ali baba 40 chor kah diya..
Bas phir hum u hi baat karte rahe(sukar hai usne sak nahi kiya)
Mai kafi dar gya tha…
Mai bahar aaya to sunita carpaai pe baithi bache ko khila rahi thi maine use dekha to wo sarma gayi aur palke jhuka li…
Ab choupal me sab bachche saant ho gaye the mai whaan gya to dekha minakshi ja chuki thi…
Sanjeet ne khaa raj yaar mai minakshii ko like karta hoon please usko ye ring de dena…please
Mai soch rha tha ab ki baar baat man li usi tarah phir se maan jayegi…maine sanjeet se ring li aur bola bol khaan hai wo…sanjeet ne khaa wo apni chhoti bahan ke sath bajar me gayi hai…
Mai jane lga to sare bachche mere sath ho liye..maine unhe wapis jane ko khaa to ve chale gaye…
Minakshi sachmuch mujhe bajar me hi mili…usne mujhe dekha halki si smile di aur nichche sir jhooka liya….wo ring mere haatho me hi rah gayi..mai uske sath hi wapas aa gya tha wo apne ghar chali gayi mai choupal me sanjeet ke pass aa gya tha….sayad usne socha mai uske pichhe pda hoon…
Sanjeet ne mujhse puchha wo ring de di ??
Maine kuchh dino ki mohlat maangi..aur ghar aa gya…
Mai subah uth kar school gya aaj school me good news milne wali thi …chhutiyon ki ….poore ek mahine ki chhuti pad gayi thi but kuchh fayda nahi huaa ye good news bad news me badal gayi jab mujhe pta chala ki sunita ja chuki hai…
Us din se mai group se bikhar chuka tha…ghar wale ,padosi, kuchh bhi achche nahi lagte the….khana pina band kar diya..aur upset rahna suru kar diya…bilkul chidchida ho gya tha mai…dosto ke sath baat baat pe ladai karna..ghar walo ki baat na maan na ek aam si baat ho gayi thi…
Ab ghar walo ne mujhe chhution me mere mama ke pass bhej diya…suru ke din ke to sunita ko yaad karte karte gujre but dhire dhire sab bhulta chala gya na jane kab chhutiyaan puri ho chuki thi mai ghar aa chuka tha..
But school me aate jaate taai ka ghar padta to sunita ki yaad aa jati…
Ek din mai mere ghar me t.v dekh rha tha to darwaja khat khtane ki aawaj aai…maine darwaja khola to koi nahi tha…
Mai bahar ki taraf jhanka to meri bhabhi ne mujhse puchha kaun tha ???maine koi nahi kah diya..
Mere pairo niche ek letter tha ..maine use dekha usme kuchh sayri thi aur niche I love you ke baad minakshi ka short name (meenu) tha..
Ek din milkar maine meenu ko samjhya ki mai tumko nahi chahta….to wo bina kuchh kahe whhan se chali gayi…
2 saal baad maine use manane ki kosish ki….but wo nahi maani…sach mano to maine uske pichhe 4 saal lga diye na jane kitni jagho par perpose kiya usne na to kabhi haan ka jwaab diya na hi kabhi na ka….,.







my dream boy nd my first nd last love - vidya

Hi frinds i m vidya from gzd............... 
muje ni pata tha ki pyr kya hota hai jab mai 12th me thi to mere frnds mera majak banate the ki god ne mujhe dil hi ni diya hai mai kavi kisi sre pyr kar hi ni skati even agr meri shadi v ho gai to pata ni us ladke ka kya hoga.................. pata ni kyo mere andar ita bachapana tha .....class 12 th me ek ladka mujhe bhot pyar karta tha bt maine kavi uske pyar ko ni smjha msi use hamesa yahi kahti thi jisase maa paa kahenge usi se pyr aur shadi karuni jo v tha wo aj mera best frnd ha after 12th mai medical prep. ke liye delhi chali aayi mere cusion ne meri ek ladke se bat karwi ko mbbs 2nd yr me tha mujhe jo v padhi me problem hoti mai usase ph.pe padh leti kuch dino bd usne mujhe prpose kiya mujhe kuch samjh ni aa raha tha ki mai kya karu aur usane ye v kaha agar mai use haa me ans. ni diya to wo mujhse kavi bat ni karega ...mai us tym dar gai thi koki mujhe lagta tha ki agar ye mujhe ni padhyaga to mai medical ent. kase nikal paungi .......mane usase kaha mujhe avi tym chahiye bt realy mai kavi uske bare me ni sochati ...tym bitate gaya mujhe gov. college ni mila privavte college milla maine us ladke se kaha mai use pyar ni karti as a sinior nd as a friend h wo mujhse bat karna band kar diya aur kaha kis din mujhe pyr hoga us din pata chalega drd kya hota h ..........mai apni padhi me lag gai 1 yr hone ko the mera prpf. aane wlw tha sham 4 pm sunday 25 sep.2011 ko mere ph. pe unknow no ka call aya us tum meri aankh lag gai thi 2tyms ph. ring kiya maine ph. recive kiya aawaj aai hiii... tumhare college me doneson kita hai nd koi sit khali h to batwo maine kaha mai kisi se puch ke bata rahi hu fir maine usase pucha aap kaun bol rahe ho usne kaha aap meri help ki ho any tym jb aap ko help ki jarurt jo aap call kar skte ho mere dimag me el hi bhoot sawar tha aap mujhe kaise jante ho usane kaha mai ni bata skta ...maie kaha k bt mere ph. pe koi call ni aani chahiye next day in mrng usne gud mrng ka mssg kiya mujhe bahot jor se gussa ayuaaine use bahot sari galiya likh ke send kar diyen
..usane kuch ni kaha cal kota maine pic up kiya usane kaha mai chahta to tumhe ggali de skta hu bt ni dunga maine kaha k tm apne dad kaa no. mujje d
e do ....usne de diya mai rat ko 12 am me uske papa ko call kiya uske bad (kittu)
ka cal ane laga mai dar gai thi ki kahi iske paa ne to ni kuch kaha hai finally maine kittu ks call uthya usne ksja paa ko iti rat me call karne ki lya karurt thi din me kar li hoti maine sry kaha isane kaha its k phir littu ne apne baare bstaya ki uski maa ni h nd he hates girl maine use kaha i kno ki kuch girl buri hoti h bt sari ni dhire2 hsmzri bst home lagi rk din usane mujhe kaha ki kya tm meri frnd bnogi maine kaha ni usnr kaha thek h aaj ke bsdsi lavi ni pichunga ...mai diary lilhati hu jaisa msine apne husband le bare me socja tha same eo aisi hi bate karta tha ek din rat ko maine usase kaha aaj rat aap mere hi bareme sochoge sachi us din puri rrat na to mujhe nid aayo aur ns ise hum log rk ache dost ban gsye the ph. pe ek din usane kaha can i kiss u pata ni kyo maine has krh di tb tk him log ek dusare ko mi dekhe the fir usane kaja wo mujhe dekhana chahta h mijhedsr lgata tha h to wrong no hi kuc dino bad usane apni pic bheji aur maine v wo mujhese kafi smart h ......ek din maine kaha mai tumhare sath ni reh sakti kyo ki mere maa paa meri shadi tmse kavi ni karenge kyo ki tm pandit ho aur mai rajput usne kaha wo maa paa ko mamn lega mai ni mani aur ph.rakh di us din wo railay trac pe chala gaya suside karne uske hostel warden ne mujhse bat ki aur samjhya fir meri bat kiitu se hui usne ek aisi bat kahi jo mujhe rula di msi apne maa ko bhot pyr 
karta tha wo mujhe chod ke chali gayi aur aaj tume v ita pyr karta hu tm v chod ke ja rahi ho ... maine usase kaha mai kavi chod ke ni jaungi kuch dino bad means mere prpf. ke bad hum log mile pegli bar msine use tuch kiya tha hum log ghumbe gaye masuri aur wahi usane meri mang me sindur laga diya 25oct11 aur ani di ko sb kuch bata diya dire 2 hamare bich jhagda hone laga ki tum un ladko se kyo bat karti ho ho tumhe pasand karte h msi.e sb ko ccod diya kisi se ni bat karte aaj v koi mera dost ni idke chalte usne mujhe thppd v mare had to tb hui jb ek bar maine uske haayh se remot chon li thi aur usne mujhe nhot danta ayr smoking aur drink karne laga rum me aur mujhe drink aur cigrate la dhua bardas ni hoya msine rum ka darwaja khol diya uske liye usane mujhe bhot mara jise mai bhot bimar pad gai thi mai apne hstl chli aayi usne mujhe call kiya tb maine usase kaha mai uske sath ni rah skti still i lv u ... aur maine kaha kal ko agr mai mas bsnsne wali hu aur us tym tum mujhe maro nsa to mere maa paa sath h tab mai kaha kaungi kittu usane mujhse bhot masfi masngi nd he say ki i cant live withoout u maone use maaf kiya bt wo hamesa ladta h mai kya kru sund ko hari ladai is liye hui kyo ki ek unknow no mujhe ek mshine se paresan kar raha tha msine ph. recive kar ke use bols ki i m ebged phir maine kittu ko bataya kisine uska call recive kiya ths wo mere upar chillane lga aur meri frnd se mere bsre me bhot ulfa sidha kaha mai kya karu

mujhe uske sath rahana chahiye ki ni still i love himai kisi aur se kavi 
kisi aur se pyr ni kr skti ar na hi shadi





kya mujhe uske sath rahana chahiye ya ni






aap iske papa ??????bol rahe ho unhone kaha ha . paa ne

phir rat 1am iska ph. aane laga mai dar gayi ki shayd iske paa ne kuchkakaha hai ghjdelhi chalmedical prep. ke 








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