Hello frnds mera name ravi hai from jodhpur
dosto me jab 7th class me padta tha tab meri sister ki sadi huee thi
to sadi ke bad hum log vapas meri sister ko lene ke liye unke sasural
gye me bhut chhota tha to mene jidd ki ki me  v jauga to papa ne muje
v sath me bhej diya ..................
hum log wha phuche or ek room me bethe the to ek ladki door ke pas
aayi or muje dekhne lagi or jate jate mere samne aankh mari to me dar
gya or ye baat mene mere uncle ko btae me chhota tha to unhone egnore
kar diya .........or me v bhul gya .........
or hum log di ko lekar vapas gav aa gye ......eske baad me jab 10th me
tha to ek ladki meri life me aayi wo muje pasand karti thi wo jab mere
gar ke pas se nikalti thi mere samne smile dekar chali jati thi aese
karte 2 mene usko parpose kiya or usne accpt kar liya.eske bad samne
smile dena or din me 4-5 bar aana jana chalta rha...ladki ka name monu
tha dosto to ekdin monu apni frnd ke gar gai or wha se mere gar par
landline pr call kiya wo boli nai mene fon rakh diya uske bad kai bar
call karti or bolti nai sayad usko dar lag rha tha yar to mene hi
pooch liya kon monu bol rhi ho kya to wo dhire se boli ha ravi me bol
rhi hu kese ho aap.....to mene bola etna dar kyo rhi ho to usne kha me
pehli bar kisi ladke se baat kar rhi hu phone par esliye dar lag rha
hai.......eske bad wo call karne lag gai jab v me gav aata to vo call
karti .......meri or uski cast alag 2 thi esliye hmari sadi possiblie
nai thi ye usko v pta tha ......din bitte gye or 2 sal baad jab me
12th me tha to muje mere frnd ne kha ki monu ka fon aaya tha mere pas
or bola ki ravi se baat karvao plzzz to mene monu ko call kiya to uski
frnd ne attnd kiya to mene bola monu kha hai me ravi to wo boli ki  5m
me baat karwti hu monu ne bola ki ravi plz muje bhul jao yar mere gar
wale meri engment kisi or ke sath kar di hai or me ab apse baat nai
kar skti hu to ye sunkar muje bhut dukh huaa or bhut roya v kyo ki me
use bhut like karta tha yar.....kuch din bad monu ki frnd ka call aaya
or bola ravi bhaiya monu kisi or se baat karti hai or uski engejment
nai huee hai wo apko aese hi bol rhi thi to ye sun kar muje or v jyada
dukh huaa eske baad me kisi ladki ke samne dekhne se v darta
tha.........kuch time bad lagbhag 15 month bad meri 2nd no behan huee
es sadi me  invite karne ke liye me jodhpur apni badi sis ke gar
jejaji or unke bhai or papa ko invition card dene ke liye gya.....yha
se meri life me vapas kisi ne entry jo mera sacha pyar tha  didi ke
sasural me jeju ke bade bhai sab ke 4 ladkiya thi unme se ek ka name
menu tha to me wha card deke jane lga kyo ki muje or v bhut jagah par
jana tha to late ho rha tha di se mil liya or nikal hi rha tha ki
piche se aavaj aayi meri di ki ki  mummy ka fon aaya hai bola ravi
aaye to bolna ki aaj tere pas hi ruk jaye gav kal aana mummy ne kuch
saman mangwaya tha mujse esliye to me whi par tuk gya mene menu or
unki sister ko bola apko v sadi me aana hai ji.....to menu mujse bhut
kam bolti thi to uski sis ne muje bola apne to hme invita v nai kiya
kese aayege meri or menu ki sis ke bhut achi banti thi  to rat bhar
humne bate ki or uske baad hum so gye morng me jaldimwha se nikal gya
sadi se ek din pehle dono behne meri didi ke sath aa gai muje bhut
khusi huee unko dekh kar lekin unke bare me meri soch bilkul galat nai
thi mene unko bola welcome to dono ne smile di or bola thanx eske bad
me or menu ki sis apni pdhae ke bare me baat kane lag gye or sadi ka
gar tha to me v bhut busy rehta tha to unke pas bhut kam bethta tha
esliye muje wo bhut bolti kiplz aao na hum to aaye or aap baat v nai
kar rhe ho.........muje aese lag rha tha ki menu muje bar bar dekh rhi
hai lekin kuch keh nai rhi hai yar mene poocha koi chiz chahia to bolo
kya lana hai to wo nai bole or muskra diye eske bad mene unke sath hi
denner kiya or raat ke 11bje sb log so gye ....kyo ki agle din sadi
thi.....agle din uthe or me pehle hi uth gya tha to unko morning bola
or unhone v reply diya me ,di,or meri choti wali di bethe the to mene
unke fon se mere fone me miscall karke no le liye un dono sister ke
pas ek hi comman cell tha to mene miscal karke menu ko phone de diya
or fir pas me betha2 hi unko ek joke send kiya to wo man me hi smile
karne lag gye fir apni sis ko btaya to sb log v hasne lag gye fir menu
ki sis ne menu se poocha kisne kiya mesg to usne bola koi no hai pta
nai to me hasne lga or bola mere hai ye no.  eske bad agle din wo log
wapas jodhpur chale gye me bhut sad tha or wo dono v jodhpur phuchte
hi gante bhar baad mesg aaya ki hum phuch gye hai ....mene v rply kiya
okay.....agle din unke no se sms aane lag gye lagbhag 20 sms aaye jo
love base the to mene v 2-3 sms kar diye ekdin mesg aaya how r you to
mene v rply kar diya fine nd you....uske baad mesg aaya where r you to
me v jodhpur chal gya tha bcoz me whi study karta tha to rply kar diya
jodpur.....or din niklte gye or chat hoti gai to ek din mene pooch
liya who r you menu ya uski sis muje pta tha ki menu hi ho skti hai
to usne kha guess kro to mene bola menu ho na to usne haa
bola.....kuch days bad wo question wale sms karne lage or mujse reply
mang rhe the to mene koi reply nai kiya
ek mesg kiya or usme sare color ke rose ko likha or bola enme se konse
3 rose aap moje doge mene red rose ke alawa 3color bta diye or wohi
mesg vapas kiya or usne v red ke alawa 3 color bta diye ......ek din
mesg kiya ki i like u  ....to mene v thanx bola or like u too ka mesg
kar diya aese 6 minth tak chalta rha or hum bhut aage jaa chuke the to
usne muje aaj call kiya or humne 30min tk bate ki bhutacha lga .....ek
din mene unko love you ka mesg kar diya to unka rply nai aaya to mene
call kiya to wo boli muje tym chahiaor bas thodimder me love you too
ka mesg aa gya aaj me bhut khus tha .....aese hmara pyar chalta
rha.....pehle me uskd gar bhut kam jata tha lekin ab bhut jyada jane
lag gya tha din bitte gye or hum roj bate karne lag gye the me ek
dayri likhne lag gya tha ......or ek din mere papa ne dayri padh li or
meri life me bure din start ho gye papa ne mommy ne bhut data baat tak
karna band kar diya mujse fir v hmara pyar sachha tha humne baat karna
nai chhodi......lagbhag 2mahine bad papa ne di ko bola or di ne
meenakshi menu ke gar v bol diya or dono jagh hum dono se baat karna v
band kar diya gya or humse mobile v le liye gye 2 month bad vapas fone
aa gya mere pas mene kharid liya tha or mene call kiya or god ki dya
se vapas hmari baate start ho gai or hmara pyar or v gahra ho gya tha
lekin menu ke gar jana to ab v off tha to hum log ab bhar milne lge or
wo mere room par v aane lag gai kuch dino baad eska v gar walo ko pta
chal gya fir v baate hoti rehti thi night me wo apni mom ke cell se
mujse baat karti or hum ab roj ek park me milte the  merd garwalo ne
meri sagae kar di me bhut roya or wo bhi bhut royi lekin kuch nai ho
ska hmare pyar ka..........
dosto ab v hmari baat hoti hai lekin bhut kam kyo ki humne hmare gar
walo ki khusi ke liye compromise kar liya hai muje bhut se dost or
usko v sabne bola ki bhul jao lekin ye hmara sacha pyar hai hum bhul
nai skte hai........ Ye hai meri or meri menu ki sad story jisko aaj v
pura hone ki aas hai lekin possible nai hai yaro....
me aaj v bhut pyar karta hu jab v baat hoti hai jee bhar ke dono ke
aansu behte hai......
i love my menu......
meri di ne to ye v keh diya ki tu agar esse sadi karega to muje apni
life ka end karna pdega mene meri di ki life ke liye mere pyar ka
compro kar liya dosto plzzzz relation me kbhi pyar nai karna
yaro.......
or hmara pyar hum midddl class hone ke karn pra nai ho paa rha hai
hmare pyar ko 3year se v jayada hogye chalte huee......
kya mene sahi kiya hai dosto........plzzzzz telll meee

hi..... my name is preeti.... meri love story bht comman si hai.....
i am post graduate now .bt lagta hai jaise kl ki hi baat ho..or is beesch itn akuch ho gya ....per fir bhi aaj bhi ek umeed hai k shayd kuch magik typ ho jaye.....
MAGIK ......magic hi to tha.....jo mere sath hua......to lets start the story
baat un dino ki hai jb mai 12 mai pdti thi...vse to mai bhut baatuni typ hu bt nye frnds banane mai mje thida wakt lagta hai...
mai roj morning mai a/c ki ttn jaya krti thi. mere batch mai sirf mai hi ladki thi......or un logo se pdne mai thodi acchi thi... to vo log mere notbook se notes copy krtey th.....
mai sapno mai jeeene walo mai se nhi thi ..... isly pyaaar jasi kisi cheej pr mje believe nhi tha.......but hamare grp mai ek ladka th abhishek........ use dekhtey hi mje kuch hi jata tha.... mai kbhi smj ni paayi us feeling ko....kher after ttn hamara school hoata tha...to hm sab school k ly bhagtey the.....hm dono alag alag school mai the ...bt thada rasta ek tha bt vo or ladko k sath jata tha....or mai tb jada kisi se baat ni kia krti thi...aksar aisa hota tha k mai apna bag sholder pe le k accounts ki moti si book hath mai liy sbse phle ttn se nikalti thi....or vo mere peeche hota tha.....fir hm log alag alag galio me mud jate the or vo galia fir ek hi main road pr milti thi.....
vo sirf accounts ki book lata tha jo uskey bag mai hoti thi or mai pue timetable vise isly accounts ki book k ly bag mai jagh hi ni hoti thi.to mje hath mai leni pdti thi.......aap log soch rhe hoge k ye book beech mai kha se aa gyi..bt is books ne or mere banaye nots ne hi hamari love story ko aaage badaya.......usne phli baar baat bhi book ko le k hi ki thi ..... majak mai kha tha tum ladkia itn apadti kyu ho....or maine sirf smile paas ki ...
uskey baad ek din usne mjse kha k mai uskey sath dusrey rastey se chalu....bt maine mna kr diya ....or mai jaane lagi.....usne mera hath pakad lia ....i was so nervous...shayd vo samj gya or bina kuch bole chla gya......aise hi hamari 12 complete ho gai hamare ttn mai hr saal party hoti thi...us ssal bhi thi us paarty mai hm og truth and drae khel rhe th.....mane use dare mai ek share sunane ko kha....ab tk hm dono bht acche frnds bn gye the ......or usne sunaya bhi......
but after 12 usne ttn chod di and b com 1 yer maine vhi se ttn li....... usko ek company mai as a tranee job ka offer aaya or usne vha join kr lia bt usne apni pada jaari rkhi.....vo hr sunday ttn aata tha or mam use padati thi.......mne mam se bhahana kia k mam i will teach him mera rivision bhi hi jayega ....mam said ok to mai sirf uskey ly sunday ko bhi ttn jane lagi or 3-4 hrs hm pdtey or fir dheery dheery hm or close hote gye.....ek din sunday ko mai apne ghr ja rhi thi or vo apne .mera ghr walking distance pe tha bt use bus leni padti thi.....allthough mera route dusra tha bt bus stand k samne se bhi mere ghr ka rasta aata tha......us din mane use kha k mai bus stand wali side se jaungi .......mje uske sath tym jo spend krna tha or use bhi to vo bola theek hai or hm jaan k lambey route se gye.........tb usne mjse puch akya hm dost hai i said yes then he- kaise dost hai maine kha -bht bht acche.......... fir usne kha k is dosti ko kb tk nibhaogi....... maine kha .... jb tak nibha saki…….. usne fir kuch ni kha or bs stand aa gya……or mai apne ghr ko mud gyi………mje pta tha he liks me shyd us din vo mje prpose krne wala th…bt nhi kia …….actually mai bht darti thi in baato se or aaj tk darti hu …..iska reason hai mri bdi bhn……. In sub baato ki vjh se hi uska ghr se niklna tk band hi gya tha pr baad mai bht cnvence krne k baad dobara uski padai syart hui that tym mai 12 mai thi or isi ly in sb baato se khud ko door rkhne ki hr koshish maine ki…….
1 or saal khatam ho gya vo sirf Sunday ko aaya krta tha … or ii year maine dusra ttn join kr lia……bt hm dono contact mai the…maine mna kia th usko mje phn na krey kyuki tb ghr ka mahol theek nhi tha…mai khud hi use phone krti thi…mje usne btaya ki meri vjh se usne dobara ttn join kr lia hai… bt vha mne chod diya tha…..kher phone k through contact to yha hi… aise hi ii year bhi khatam ho gya hm log sirf college mai exam tym mai hi miltey the….actually hamare college mai attens ka koi pang anhi tha to jadatr student sirf exam dene hi jate the….or tbi hm 3-4 bar miley vo bhi sirf hi hello thts it…kher ma to use call krti hi rhti thi tb mere paas persnl phn nit ha….. fir ek din jb maine use phn kia to uska nmber ni lga aise hi bar bar hota rha fir uska nmber switch of or kuch dino baad not exist………??????? Meri life mai to question marks lag gye the…….. aise hi final year bhi khatam ho gya …..uskey baad maine c a ki preparation start kr di or sath mai m com mai bhi admission le lia…..ab meri us se baat hi nhi hoti thi 6 month or beeet gye or fir vo din aaya jis din mai us se mili……….that was so amazing k hm aise mil gye GOD bhi yhi chahtey the k hm mley……..


Hua u k ab mai m com first year + ca ki coaching le rhi thi lareeb ek saal ho gya tha meri usse se koi baat nhi hui thi…….jan 2010 ki baat hai I was going to my coaching subh kareeb 10-11 bje ki baat hai mai us din late ho gai thi bs jaldi laldi jar hi thi………….jis school mia vo pdta tha vo mere raste mai hi aata tha …. Mai uskey school k aagey se hi nikal rhi thi k maine dekha samne sadak ki dusri saide se ABHISHEK is coming…….i was freez that tym I was so shoked and sosossooooooooo happy……. I was nervous too Bt main a to kuch bol pai or na hi aagey bd payi…..i was so nervous that tym…cant explain my condition……..hm dono ek dusrey ko dekhtey hi ruk gye…….fir vo road cross kr l mrere paas aaya..

Mje to smj hi ni aa rha tha kya reaction doo??? Vo hi road cross kr k mere paas aaya… bht formally hm mile hamne hath milaya hi hello hui …..then maine kha u change ur nmber or mje btaya bhi nhi…..he said I m so sorry mera phone kho gya tha..or I lost all my contact… mai to yha kuch kaam se aaya tha.. then we exchange our nmber…. Then mai coaching aa gai…….
Baad mai uski call aai bht saari batey ki hmne mne kha mje to yakeen hi ni ho rha tha k tum achanak se u milogey he said … aaj kuch or bhi maangta na to vo bhi mil jata…aaj ghr se nikla tha apne cousin ko apna school dikhane soch rha tha k tera ghr bhi to vhi hai tub hi mil jay……..or tu mil gya…maine kha hamara milna lika tha….fir hm dono hsne lage purane dino ko yaad kr k…..

Aise hi din beet rhe the k ek din in may 2010 rat 9;30 he call…….. usne kha preeti tujse kuch baat krni hai…..maine kha bolo he said….i m sorry …I said what…fir mahashay boley………aaj maine.thodi si b pi hai …….. mje bahut gussa aaya mne us se kh ajb hosh mai hoge tb baat krna. He said mai hosh mai hi hub s thodi si bear hi pi hai….mai tjse kuch khan chahta hu….mne kh akl baaat krenge he said nhi abhi baat krni k mai bs itna khan chahta hu k I love u…..,me kh tumhey chad gai hai he said nhi mai such bol rha hu….pi k log jhoot nhi boltey mne kha kl tk sab bhool jaogey he said the bhool paana mre bus main hi hai…….jb phli baar the coaching mai dekha that b se tuje pasand krta tha…..bs ye smj ni paaya k mai pyar krta hu tujse…. Fir hm log nhi miley coaching k baad or hamari baatey bhi jb band ho gait b bhi mai roj the yaad krta tha…..fir ek din jb tu mje road pr mili to aisa laga k bhagvaan ne nere ly hi the yha bheja hai I live u so much or janata hu k tub hi mjse pyaar krti hai…….i was so so so happy that tym bt mne us se kha k tumne pi rkhi hai mai kl baat krti hu…..

Next day uska phine aaya he said kl yaad hai mne ky akha tha……mne kha ha….mje pta hai tub hi mjse pyaar krti hai bs ek baar apne muh se bol de……….that tym I was so happy bt mne kuch nhi kha he said kuch to bol….i said I like u as afriend only….. we are just friend……..????
Usne kha mne apne dil ki baat btani thi mne bta di ………aagey teri merji k tu apne dil ki sunti hai ya nhi????.......or fir we said bye……or phine kat diya….

Mai bhi us ko bolna chah rhi thi k I love u tooooooooo ………………….. bt mai kh nhi sakti thi……… ek to mummi papa hurt hotey or dusra ager in any case hamari shaadi nhi hoti to vo dukhi hota…or meri vjh se usko koi bhi pareshani ho I cant tolerate…bs isily I said no

….. roj baat hoti thi hammari .ek din mne us ko bola k mje ek ladka accha lagta hai…….he said accha……tune usko btaya mne khan hi I like him just a normal frnd he said to btane mai kya burai hai…..mne khan hi he said kya pta vo the pasand krta ho tu mje uska nmber de mai baat krta hu shayad vo bhi tere baarey mai kuch aisa hi sochta ho……..mne kha rhne do khi usko kuch bol dia to……..usne bola mai bs teri khushi chahta hu chahey vo kisi or k sath hi ho………. Bt aisa kuch nhi tha….jis ka naam le k mne use chidaya tha vo mera best frnd hai ritesh….hamari bht accchi tuning hai….bt mje us din pta chalaa k vo sch mai mjse pyaar krta hai pr koi ye koi dhoka nhi hai……….

Acctualy wen I was abt 17 mne decide kia tha k shaadi nhi krni…….bt wen abhi meri life mai aaya to mje lagne laga k mai us se shaadi kr skti hu ………he understand me my feeling moreover he respect me ………..or ek raaj ki baat btau…….mai chit chat typ ki baatooni ladki hu…..mje koi chup nhi kra skta bt jb vo baat krta tha mai to bolna hi bhool jati thi……mere opposite vo bhut km bolta hai………



Bt vo kha maan ne wala tha……..aap log use itna seeda bhi mt samjo………mere muh se I love u bulvane k ly usne kya kya nhi kia………or aakhir mai mai har gai…..

Hua u k December 2011 ko rat new year wish krne k ly uski call aayi …..allthough itna late mai kisi ka phn recev nhi krti thi .bt u no na…..well mne phone uthaya or usse baat ki…..fir usne kha preeti mai sucide kr rha hu….. tere bina jeena accha nhi lagta……mai room mai us se baat nhi kr skti thi isly chat per aayi without sweter without sleeper december ki last nyt rat ko 12 bje mai thand mai khadi thi.mle aaj bhi yaad hai k us din maine kis colour k kapde phne the……….he said k meri aakhe ab band ho rhi hai……mai to bs rone ko tayaar thi…..maine kha plzz docter k pass jao……he said koi fayda nhi mne neend ki golia khayi hai or apne hath ki nas kaat li hai……mje ab koi nhi bacha skta …….. he said mertey huye ki aakhiri wish poori kr de….say u love me I said tum docter k pass jao…..he said 12 bje se bhi jada tym ho rha hai koi docter nhi milega mne kha emergency mai sb ho jayega …. Plzz jao na…. he said meri aakhe band ho rhi hai…….mai nhi ja paunga mne kha tum docter k ghr ki side chalo……mai phine per hi hut un=mhey soney nhi dungi tum jao tumhey meri kasam ……he said phley bolo u love me I said I love u ab to jao…….aise hi aadhey ghntey tk hm phn pe baat krtey rhe……mje itna der lg rha tha……uski aawaaj dheery -2 slow hone lagi mne kha jaldi bs vo yhi khta rha preeti I love u tujse bhut pyaar krta hu……meri aankhey band ho rhi hai .. or mai …. Plzz aise mat bolo kuch nhi hoga tumhey mai hu na…..fir vo bola k accha docter ka ghr aa gya tu ja so ja mai patti krwa leta hu or davaa bhi le lunga tune apni kasam jo di hai…….mne kha mai kl phone krungi……apna dhyan rkhna or fir phone kut gya…..kareeb 12:45 per……….. fir mai apne bister mai jaker late gayi thank god koi utha nhi……..

Un dino meri CA ki IT ki class hua krti thi 9 se 2 mai rat ko bhi mhi so payi or subh bhi jaldi uth gayi …….sabse phle usko call ki bt usne nhi uthya ….class jaaney se phley kai baar use call ki bt no response meri to halat kharab ho gayi thi………meri class mai hi ek ladki thi shrooti now she is very good frnd of mine…..maine us k phn se bhi try kia….kareeb 11 bje tk aise hi hota rha fir usko phone kia to is baar uska phone rec ho gya ……..uski di ne phone pik kia……. Thodi normal bato k baad mne poocha di where is he?? She said vo so rha hai ……..mne di ko kuch nhi btaya…..or kh abhi tk…………. She said ha kal party mai gya tha….. late aaya tha to so rha hai….sun kr tasalli hui k vo theek hai…….bt itna gussa aaya na mai bta nhi sakti……..mne kha di jb vo uth jaye to khan k mje call kr le…….

Mai itne gussey mai thi k soch lia tha k us se kbhi bhi baat nhi karungi…….fir uska phone aaya…..meri class bhi khtam ho gayi thi to aaram se baat hui……..uskey hello boltey hi mera saara gussa udan choo ho gya…….bt fir bhi mne thodi narajagi dikahyi……..or kha kl kya ho rha tha…he said kl kisi ne mje I love u kha……mne kha ab kisi k sir per talwaar rkh dogey to aisa to hoga hi…….we are jst frnd……fir vo bola accha tu gussa mt kr forcefully bulwayi bato ka koi matlab nhi hota…..we are frnd na bs majaak smj le…….mne kha aisa majaak dobaara nhi hona chaiye……he said .kyu
mne kha kyu kya matlab kitna der gai thi mai……..he said kyu fikar kerti hai meri……..mne kha mera koi bh frnd hota to bhi mai aise hi react krti………vo din tha 1 january 2011

uskey baad din u hi beet rhe the……k may mai mere exam start ho gye……vo mera CA K FIRST attempt tha…..or mai passs nhi hui…. Nxt tyn in nov 2011 kly mne dono grp bhr diye ab pressure jada tha padai ka……..hamari baat to hoti hi rhti thi……..aise hi oct start ho gya…….

Theek se yaad to nhi pr shayd 15 ya 16 oct ki date in 2011………. Uska phone aaya hm normally baat ker rhe the k he said k I M GOING………….maine poocha kha to bola k koyambtoor mne poocha kyu? Then he said medical treatment k ly…..8-9 mnth lg jayega pr mai vapis aaunga k nhi pta nhi…….mne kha majak mt kro..pichli baar bhi tumne asia hi kia tha he said majak nhi kr rha hu mai…. train ki reservation krva rkha hai……..tu mjse milne aayegi?? Mne kha fir majak kr rhe ho na……he said ghr pe pooch le or agr station pr aayegi to khud pta lg jayega…….bta aayegi??? Mne kha pta nhi kuch kh nhi sakti agr tym mila to aaungi……..,mne kh to diya……bt mai hi janti hu k meri kya halat ho rhi thi that tym…….kbhi lagta vo majak kr rha hai ……..fir lagta agr nhi kr rha ho to….aise hi 2-3 din beet gye……..

Fir mne use call ki 20 oct ka din tha…..mne fir kha ye majak kr rhe ho he said the mj pr belve nhi hai to le di se baat kr….mne di se baat ki mne di se poocha di ye khi jar ha ???
Di – kha
Me- koyambtoor
Di – koyambtoor………..
Me – ha di ye mje bol rha hai ki kisi medical treatment k ly ja rha hai
Di – ise hi pta hoga hme to kuch nhi pta…..vse ye khi nhi jar ha…
Me – di usko phone dena
He – hello
Me – wat hello tum kya smjtey mne kha tah aisa mt krna dobaara pr tum meri suntey hi nhi ho……mje tumse baat nhi krni…..

Aise hi kafi der tak mai us se ladti rhi or fir jb gussa thanda hua to mai normally baat krne lagi………per bar-2 ye soch rhi thi k sch mi aisa hota to…mai kyu itna pareshaan thi mai smj hi nhi pa rhi thi…..
K achanak mne us se kha k mje tumse kuch khan hai he said ha bolo na- or maine finally usko bol dia I love you……..mje nhi pta mne kaise usko bol diya

Apne bnaye rule khud tod diye…….bt vo to jaise pagal ho gya he said ek baar or or I said again then he also said it to me……….fir hm dono hsne lagey……….vo to shuru se hi mje pyar krta tha.or ab finally ,amine bhi man lia…….hm roj baate krtey the November mai mere exam the…..lekin mai fir bhi us se baat krti thi toj kbhi kbhi to vo gussa bhi ho jata tha ki ager tu fail ho gai to……mai khti aisa kuch nhi hoga……… kbhi kbhi vo kisis or ka naam le k mje chidata tah or jb mje gussa aa jata tha to vo koi pyara sa sher ya koi poem sonata…..jise sun k mai fir hasnr lagti……uski ek khasiyat thi use likhne ka bhut shok tha…vo khud likhta bhi tha or kisi jo poem use pasand hoti thi unko bhi apni diary mai note krta tha……

Likhti to mai bhi hu bt diary kbhi kbhi koi poem bhi bt vaise nhi …kbhi kbhi aisa hota tha k ek line vo bolta or ek mai………or ek pyari si poem bn jati thi……….vo din bhut pyarey the…….mai roj apni feelings diary mai likhti thi…….mai or meri frnd roj grp study kia krtey the……12 november ko mera exam tha or 10 november ko mai us se milne gai……..

Us din phli baar maine ghr mai jhoot bola th…ghr se nikli to bde confidence k sath per mera eke k aage badta hua kadam k sath-2 mere confidence ki jgh nervousness ne le li…………kher vo rastey mai mila mai road ki dusri side thi……vo bike per tha……mai usko dekhte hi freez ho gai usne vo apni bike turn krne ki wala tha bt vo une way tah to mai hi uskey pas gai…..fir vo mje le ker ek church mai gya vha hm kafi der tk baithe…….mai usko akser khti thi k mje ek baar church jana hai ..mai aaj tak church nahi gai hu…..to vo sabse phley mje church le kr gya……bt our bad luck church was close……to hm ander nhi ja paaye…..baher hi banch per baithe…I was so nervous k usko dekha bhi nhi or vo mje hi dekhe jar ha tha…..maine uska hath pakda… bt jaise hi mje relies hua to mne uska hath chodne kii koshish ki b tab usne nhi choda…..mne use vo notes diye jo mai roj likhti thi vo unhey pd rha th or mai use dekh rhi thi……per vo bht jada the to usne bola ye mai le k jar ha hu I said no he said why not…ye mera gift hai……or usne un notes ko rkh lia…fir hm church mai hi ghumne lage……or jate wakt maine use hug kia………he said khi or chaley ……jana to mje bhi tha bt mai ja nhi payi kyuki mje studies k ly apni frnd k yha bhi jana tha……isly usne mje meri frnd k yha drop kia……….

Bad mai phn pr hamari baat hui he said k maine kuch baaat hi ni ki,,,, I said I was vry nervs ……he- I no, thn he said k mai tear hath pkdna chah rha th peer khi the uncomfortable feel na ho is ly maine nhi pkda ……..per shyd tu mere dil ki baat jaan gai or tune hi mera hath pakad lia……or fir hm dono mai aise hi chalta rah ……hmne apni frst meeting ko le kr bht saari bate ki …..uske mn mai kya chl rha tha or mere mn mai kya…….dono ne ek dusrey se share kia……

Bt mai akser sochti ki kya hoga hm dono ka mai is baarey mai us ko bolti bhi thi…to vo khta tah ki abhi kuch mt soch………lkn mai bht serious thi…….ek din usney kha ki……..chalo shadi kr lete hai…….,maine kha pagal ho gye ho with out permission I cant………fir hamari aise hi baatey hone lagi……uskey bad hm ek din or miley bs 5 mnt k ly …….sb accha chl rh tha …lekin fir mjse ek bht badi galti ho gai………..

Ek din mne usko bola k mje di se milna hai ..he said kyu……..mne kha bs milna hai………usne kha okk.fir mai di se mili……unko lgta tha k hm dono serious nhi hai……bt mjse mil k unko lga k we both are very serious for each other……unhone mje bola k tm dono frnds bne rho…papa shyd maan bhi jaye bt hamari mmi kbhi nhi manegi ..us din 5 december 2011 ka din tha..

Next day mai usko mili……vo avoid krna chah rha tha milna bt mne jid ki……jb hm miley to kafi der tk koi kuch nhi bola……fir mne use kha k mai janti hu u lv me vry mch bt mje nhi lagta k mai apni family ko mna pau…….then he said k vo bhi apni mmi ko hrt nhi krna chahta……fir mne kha gr mai ye khu k mai aaj sb kuch chod k tmharey paas aayi hu to………jawab mai usne apna hath meri trf bda diya……..he said gr tu me ly ye kr skti hai to mai kyu nhi……….us din mai uskey galey lg k khoob royi……..vo bhi bht udaas tha ……bt hmne vaada kia k chaahe jo ho jaaye hm hamesha frnds rhengey ..fir vo kaam ka bhana bna kr usne mje drop kia or mai ghr aa gai………

Ghr aa kr mai bht royi mne apni bdi bhn ko sb btaya k mai kisi se bht pyaar krti hu or vo bhi bt family ki vjh se mai us se brk up krkey aa rhi hu………phley to meri sis bht naraaj hui she said k the pta hai na k (abc) yani meri sbse bdi sis ka kya haal hua tha…..in baato ko le ker…..yha mai bta du k meri abse bdi di kisi ko pyar nhi krti thi bt ha vo akser jhoot bol ker apne frnds k sath jaya krti thi…….or kafi logo se bat cheet thi uski……..
Bt jb mri sis jise mne sb kuch btaya th usko lga k mai serious hu…….she said k okk tum dono baat kro per shaadi ka khyal mt rkhna ………mma papa ki soch nhi badlegi or gr badli to usmey thoda tym lagega …….apni pdai per dhyan de……or gr vo ladka vakai tere layak hai or the pyar krta hai to I will help u ……mai koshish krngi k mma papa man jaye……per abi tym hai ……..

Uskey baad bhi mai kaafi der tk roti rhi……uskey ek din baad mne use call ki bt usne theek se baat nhi ki……he said hme dost hi bne rhna chaiye………...4-5 din baad apni kasam dene pr usney btaya k jis din mai uski di se mili thi ..us din se uski di or mmi usse baat nhi kr rhi……….i was shokd……..meri ek galti or sb …………….kher mne di ko phn kia bt unhone uthaya nhi mne bht try kia per koi fayda nhi hua………fir mne di ko ek msg kia ki di mai or abhishek ab kbhi baat nhi krengey frnd ki trh bhi nhi bt aap log us se baat krna mt chodo……plzz……mne msg ker to diya bt mai bht royi bad mai,,,,,,,,,,,

Kaafi dino tk koi baat nhi hui srf mre bday pr yani 7 jan or usket bday yani 29 feb ko baat hui or msg kia fir holi .thats it………bt mai hamesha uske barey mai hi schti rhti thi….fir mne usko phn kia usne baat ki per fir usne ignore krna start kr diya mje lga k vo us din I baat ko le ker gussa hai……..i said k I m sorry tmne mna kia ha mai fir bhi di se mili ….bt ab tum jo bologe vhi hoga 

He said tu padai per dhayn de……..mere ly apni life barbaad mt ker tere sapne bht pyare hai tu poora ker unhey…….lkn main hi maani or bar bar usko msg or phn krti rhi…..lkn vo baat hi nhi krta tha…fir usney apna nmbr hi chng kr lia…….lkn fir bhi ek baar hm miley the…..aashu bhaia ki vjh se ……….aashu bhaia uskey bst frnd….per koi fayda nhi hua……jb vo mjse baat b=nhi krta tha to mai aashu bhaia k through uski poori news rkhti thi……bhaia btatae th k vo bht chup rhne laga hai …..ek din usne drink ki or rb mre baarey mai bht baatey ki….

Ek din bhaia ka phn aaya or unhone kha k aaj vo the yaad kr rha hai mne kha nashey mai ya hosh mai…….bhaia boley vo drnk nhi krta us din dost one jaberdasti pila di thi party mai.or vo mere 7 hi hai….lkn use nh pta k tu hai phn pe……mne kha okk…then bhaia ne usko phn dia k abhi tera phn hai……usne kha hello I said hello………….or vo bola preeti kaisi hai tu…..fir hm dono kid her saari baatey hui……bt us din mje bht gussa aaya he said k usney mje dhoka diya…….usne kha tha k chalo shaadi kr le or baad mai usne mna kr dia bt aisa to kuch tha hi nhi mne hi to mna kia tha uski koi galti nhi thi………lkn vo bar bar sorry bolta rha……..usne kha jk plzz tu shaadi kr lena mne kha nhi kyuki shaadi to mai krna hi nhi chahti thi,….shuru se hi.vo to abhi mje smjta hai.isly uskey sath life bitana aasan hota….or mne family ki vjh se brk up kia th or kaise mai kisi or se pyar kr skti hu……or arrange marriage mai kya bharosa k samne wala mje smjega……..mai apni lyf apne hisaab se jeena chahti hu vo bho abhi k sath……..per pta nhi aisa hoga k nhi……..kher chodo in baato ko…….to us din maine or abhi ne kaafi baatey ki mai bht khush thi………fir ek do bar or bat hui…….

Fir ek din ek unknown nmber se call aayi tio pt alga k vo uska nmber hai………he said save kr lna me—chnge to nhi krogey he – nhi// or fir hamari baat hone lagi per bht km……..ek din mne usko kha k mje milna hai bt usne taal diya kai baaar aisa hua fir mne usko kha k mai us jhg tmhara wait krngi Sunday ko….usney kha mai dkhunga….mne kha tum aao na aaao mai wait krngi…..mai wait krti rhi per von hi aaya…….phn switch off tha ……aashu bhai ka phn aaya k tug hr ja usko bht jaroori kaam aa gya or uskey phn ki betry khtm hai…….per main hi maani or wait krti rhi……bad mai mai ghr aa gai to mje pt alga k vo aashu bhaia k sath hi tha or usi ne bhaia se call krayi thi……..ek trf itni chinta krta hai or dosri trf………….

Fir koi baat nhi hui…..bs kbhi kbhi ho jati thi vo bhi hii hello bs………..ek baar yaani june 2012 mai me uskey ghr se thoda phley ek school ki audit per thi…….mne socha baat krti hu usne bhi kha chalo miltey hai……I said okk…..bt von hi mila…..uski mmi ki tabiyat khraab ho gai thi…mai 1 week tk audit per rhi or last 2 days mne usko contact kia……bs ek baar usne mera phn pik kia fir hni kia mne vha k land line se call ki to utha lia……………….

Abhi kuch din phley bhi mne papa k nmber se call kit hi usney uthaya…….or bola ye nmber mje bht gussa aa rha tha mne kha papa ka hai mera to uthana nhi hai…usne aias nhi hai…..me- aisa hi hai tbhi to audit tym per land line se call pik kit hi mere nmber se nhi………usne kha mne jaan booj k nhi kia I m sorry……..uski aawaj bht ct ct k aa rhi thi to usne kha k signak prblm hai mai abhi thodi der mai call krta hu……per uska phn nhi aaya……..fir mne apne mnbr se call ki.to usne utha lia……….mne fir usko taana mara ki shukar hai k tumne phn to uthaya………he said k tu ohley ki trh tu wali lang, per aaja mne kha mje tym lagega………..mere mn mai ye to phley se hi tha k von hi to koi or bhi nhi ..bt ab ye hai k vo hi kiai bhi halat mai……….mai mmi papa se baat krngi…….or aagey chaey jo ho…..abhi to mai khush rh skti hu…..or aagey gr takleef hui bhi to mai uskey ly taiyaar hu……….

Isly mne usko ek msg kia………itni silly ho gai hua na mai ……..bilkul pagal………..actally mje feets pdtey hai gr meri neend poori na ho to…..bs mnine isi ka fayda uthaya or usko msg kia …. Mjko docters ne brain rumer btaya hai…….opration krna hai…….bt koi gurantee nhi hai……..bura to bht lga bt…….usne bhi to do bar aisa kia tha……..bt frnds shyd usko pta chal gya hai k ye ek jhoot hai …kyuki jb usney aisa kia tha to mne usko bola th k mai bhi ek din yhi majak uskey sath krungi………abi tk koi msg nhi koi phn nhi…………bt maine bhi nhi kia,…. Jb vo chahta hai mje phn kr lta hai.or jb mai krti hu to utahta hi nhi hai…mri itni fikr krta hai..per,fir bhi ab mje ignore krta hai…………………..

Btao frnd mai kya kroo????plzz give me sm suggestion k vapis sb theek ho jaye……..this is my id-- -- (aalia0890@yahoo.com)
Plzz frnd I need ur help……….pta nhi ye acchi hai k nhi bt ye koi story nhi meri life hai……..

Hiezz.. 
my Name iz pankaj
its very intrusting love story 
yeh un dino ki bat hai jab main orkut use krta tha tab waha meri frndshp ek girl se hui uska nature bat karne ka way sabse alag tha maybe wo girl sabse alag hi thi pata nahi humari frndshp kaise hui.. tab main mostly online rehta tha nd wo bhi to humari kafi bat hoti thi dhire-2 hum bestfrnd ban gaye hum dono ko ek-dusre se bat krna bahut psnd tha.. fir ek din maine usse uska mobile number manga but usne nahi diya yeh jante huye ki hum bestfrnd hai mujhe uski yeh bat bahut jada acchhi lagi... fir maine kuch dino tak manga but usne tab bhi nahi diya.. maine fir use apna number diya or kaha ki ap std se mujhe call kar lena iske liye wo maan gayi..fir next day evng time per uska call aaya maine 2 min hi bat ki hogi usse bas hi hello kiya or usne bye bol diya us din maine uski voice pehli bar hi suni uski voice bahut swt thi fir uske bad hum online hi bat kiya karte the dhire-dhire time nikalta gaya hume ek-dusre ki adat si hone lagi humare bich me bht fyts bhi hoti thi or wo humesha mujhe manati thi to dhire-dhire uske liye mere dil me feeling hone lagi but maine usse kbhi kaha nahi fir ek din orkut per hi mujhe ek girl ne prapose kiya to usne scrap read kar liye to shyd use jealous si feel hone lagi or mujhse puchne lagi apne us girl ko kya kaha to maine usse kaha maine usse love nahi krta n all but wo girl mujhe dailly i love n kuch kuch kehti rehti thi to use bahut jealous si hoti thi nd use shyd mujhse love ho gaya tha wo mujhse kehti rehti thi ki wo kisi boy ko like karti hai but uska name waghera kuch nahi batati thi uski yeh baten sunkar main bhi usse kehta tha that i like someone to wo mujhse uske bare me pucha karti thi bht force karti thi but main nahi batata tha fir aise din nikalte gaye exam pass aane lage to usne bhi online aana kam kar diya maine bhi kam kar diya to jab wo aati main nahi rehta or jab main aata wo nahi rehti thi fir exam over hiye or hum dono firse online aane lage tb hum dono ko love ho chuka tha tha fir usne mujhse kaha ki wo jis boy ko like karti hai m.p. me rehta hai.. dost! o main m .p. me rehta hu.. main samajh to gaya tha ki wo mujhse love krti hai but fir bhi maine use nahi kaha bas inta hi kaha usse ki main jis girl se love love karta hu wo delhi me rehti hai..wo girl delhi me rehti thi.. fir wo bhi samajh gayi thi but usne bhi nahi kaha kuch fir din nikalte rahe or ek din usne keh hi diya ki wo mujhse pyar karti hai fir maine bhi use han kardi fir maine usse again number manga but usne tab bhi nahi diya hum uske bad bhi online hi bat karte the fir hum dono ka online aana kam ho gaya uske pass mere number the humari bat hona ek tarah se band hi ho gayi thi fir kuch dino bad uska massage aaya or uske number mere pass bhi aa gaye fir hum bat karne lage aj hum dono ko commited huye 1 year se bhi uper ho gaya or hum dono ek-dusre se bahut pyaar karte hai humari bahut fyts bhi hoti hai but hum ek-dusre ke bina nahi reh sakte to humesha sath rehte hai hum ajtak nahi mile but ab bahut jaldi milne wale hai but ek-dusre ke sath bahut khush hai or pure din bat karte rehte nyt me bhi hum ek dusre per bahut trust krte hai
aage ki story next time bataunga milne ke bad

hiii mare ak love story lakvi 6e pan kevi rite chalu karu kae khbar j nath padti
aa ak great love story 6e 
really ma bhuj great n true love story 6e jema ak pan misunder stendin nthi aa love story ma really ma



Aa love story na positive point:-\\


1> kyare misunder stnding nthi

2>kyare ak pan vat no jagdo nae

3>banne ma bhuj trust ak bija upar

4>n banne ni himmat atkle ke dering bhuj 6e aa kehva nu kae karn 6e a hu p6i lkhis pan bhuj dering 6e sache

5>great cople maens ke koe jat no ak bija mate compro

6> n ha ak bija koe na jode compro krva magta nthi te mane bhuj game 6e





The REal Love Story



aa story avi 6e ke jema love ni koe hud j nthi.........aa story ma be cretars 6e ak 6e je my best ever frind nu naam 6e \"Ravi\". n 
secound my swt n cute sister nu nam 6e \"Gudiya\" 6e ..temi love stry string bhuj mst n intsting thi strat tyu 6e
banne na comman frnd \"payal\" 6e n payal n te gudiya na baju ma rahe 6e n ravi ni frind 6e ravi n payal te darroj sms par chating 
krta hta ak va payal ne a ravi ne heran karva gudiya na mobile mathi msg send kriyo msg m hto ke\"hye jami litthu\" bus aa jo e ravi ne new number lagiyo atle te ne msg no rly apiyo \" who r u\"atle gudiya tenu orignl na m lkhi ne send kryu p6i gudiyya a kithu payrl a heran karva mate tane msg send kriyo hto mara mathi bus avi rite temne msg nu chating vthi banne anjan mathi mathi ak sra ava frnd bni gya banne anjan mathi frindship the ge banne dar roj msg par chat krta hat n banne akbija nu bhuj khyal rakhta hata mens ke banne ak bija ne smjta hata banne ak bijjne last gud ni8 no msg to jarur moklta hata bus temni frndship bhuj silent hti ha pan ravi kyare gudiya ne phn par vat krva mate kyre force nto krto becoz he is silent boy.ak time payal a ravi ne phn kryo sona complex aagl vat krava mate bolya a time hu n ravi aviya hata bike lea bus tya payal,gudiya,n ankita i think aa 3 j aviya hata n btha na same vat krta hat bus a gudiya ne na gmiyu savbhvik vat 6e avi rite koe 6okri jode rsta ma vat na krya bus aj divs rate gre jea gudiya ne ravi ne dhmkavyo ke m ke avi rite vat na kray p6i ravi mani gyo p6i tene kyare avi ritw vat nth kri ha p6i ravi no b\'day hto a time bnne msg par vat th ti hati ava ma gudiya a ravi jode choklet magi ha to ravi tiyar hto pan tema gudiya nu neture avu htu ke ke koi 6okra ne na mle to ane na padi ravi na gnu kitha bad mari clg atle ke\"m.n\" clg ma ravi choklet aapva aviyo hto bus aj time ravi na man ma kae k htu mans \"love\" hto a time ravi na man ma a m htu ke \"hu gudiya jode hand shek krvu htu pan bicharo kea na skiyo p6i rate fari thi msg par vat the a time pehlivar banne akbija ne \"joya\" hta .ravi ni exam chalti hti a time a ravi ne gudiya ne kehvu htu pan kae skto nto ravi a gudiya ne long time p6i call kriyo htoravi ne tena frind ni vat pan sher kri hti bus a time ravi m pan kithu htu hu visnagr ma avu tyare plz gudiya mane mlje mare vat krvi 6e pan gudiya a time ha to padi dithi pan te no neture avo nhto pan god ne bann ne jode vat kravi hti atle date 31/! 12/2011 mens yr no last n payal no b\'day no aagl no divs te divs ravi gudiya ne phn kri ne kithu htu ke plz payal ni b\'day mate mane gift suggest krava avje ne n aj time gudiya gare thi bajar ma java nu thyu bus banne akgift store ma maliya a time gudiya akli nti teni frnd priya pan sathe avi hti.banne a payal mate ak gift choose kri n ravi gudiya ne payal na b\'day ma avvnu hyu pan payal nthu kithu atle gudiya na vi ske ne bus banne ravi m kithu tu nea ave atle hu pn nae jau bus ava ma payal tena gre gudiya na ni mummy ne khi ne gae hti.. n ravi a bhale payal no b\'day hto pan b\'day cake to gudiya mate j lae ne gyo hto a time banne bhuj masti kri hti aj divs temno \"LOVE\"strt thay 6e ravi na man ma ke htu te gudiya joe lithu htu aj rate gudiya gre jae ne ravi ne msg kriyo banne vat kri ava ma gudiya ak quetion kriyo ke\"ravi tu koe ne love kare 6e\" p6i ravi ha padi gudiya m kithu a 6okri hu to nthi ne bus atime ravi ha padi pan gudiya kae answer na apiyo te ne thodo vichrava nu kithu pan ravi tene m kithu bhuj wait kraviyo plz kae jaldi keh n gudiya ha padi bus aaj rite banne love start thyo pan hu avat thi anjan hto .....
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DEKHTA HU MERA PYAR JETTA H YA PHIR MERI MAUT..

FRNDS PLZ MERE PRAY KARNA. 

hi!friends mai hu vaman.mai maharasrta me thane dist. ke wada tal me ek goan(villege) me rahta hu.mai aaj aap ko meri real sad love story batane ja raha hu.hamara goan jyada vikasit nahi hai,hamare goan me 10th std tak school hai.yetab ki bat hai jab me 9th sandard me tha tab me kisi ladki se jyada bat nahi karta tha.9th std me mere bahut dost the.unke sath me ghumta firta tha.we har ek ladki ko dekhakar siti bajate ya ghurt rehte the.jab me school se sham ke 5:00pm ko ghar jata aur me 5:00pm ko khelne ke liye marathi shala(1st to 4th std school) ke ground me jata tha.johamare ghar ke najdik hai.waha tejal bhi (maggi) bhi roj aati thi.wo tab 7th std me padhti thi.mai mere friends ke sath aur wo unke friends ke sath khelti thi.hum jyada bat chit nahi karte the because wo mere ghar se thoda jyada dur rahti thi par khekne ke liye wo roj aati thi.dhire dhire hamari mulakat badhati gayi aur hum acchhe dost ban gaye. mai roj khelne jata tha aur unko dekhta tha.muze malum nahi ki muze kya huva tha.hamare goan me navratri me durga ma bithate hai.to2009 me navratri ke 8 ve din maine use dekha to mai dang hi rah gaya wo nili sadi me thi.mai us samay us par fida hi hogaya.us din se meri love story ko shurwat ho gayi.us din muze fil ho gaya ki mujhe us se pyar ho gaya hai.uske baad jab wo kisi din dikhayi nahi deti to mai mar hi gaya aise lagta tha.ab wo roj khelne nahi aati because gharwale use dante the par wo paani bharne ke liye nal par aati jo nal marathi shala ke ground me ha! i aur me use dekhne aur baat karne nal par jata tha. use baat karta.dhire dhire mera pyar had se paar ho gaya.mai roj usi nal ki jagah kisi n kisi bahane baat karta to chote bacche hame chidhate the.ek din wo khelne ke liye aayi to maine use keh diya ki muze tuzse kuch kahna hai to wo boli keh do.mai bola ki bacche chidhate hai to aap ko bura nahi lagta hai na.wo boli nahi.fir kya mujhme himmat aayi.maine sham ko ek kagaj par i love u likhkar diya aur kaha ki muze kal reply chahiye.dusre din mai use nal ki jagah mila jaha wo roj paani bharne ke liye aati thi.maine kaha,chitthi padhi kya to usne bataya ki nahi.wo gum ho gayi.maine kaha koi baat nahi.chitthi ke jariye kya muh se kya bolna to jaruri hai.maine usi samay kaha ki i love you.mai tuz se pyar karta hu.kya tum muzse pyar karti ho to kuch n boli to fir next din maine use pucha to usne ha kah diya.mai to us samay khusi ke mare pagal tha.maine kaha firre kaho.usne i love you kaha.2010 me mai 10th std me tha aur wo 8th std me ye mai baad me bataunga meri sad ki shuruvat muze kuch reply chahiye.

hi...mera naam Raj hai..
ye soch kr muhe bhot achha lagta hai ki mai bhi un lucky logo me se ek hu jinki LOve STory hai...
meri kahani suru hoti hai tb se jb mai ek private coaching me Intermediate ki classes lene jata tha.....waha mujhe nhi pta tha ki mai bhi bhot bda diwana hone wala hu kisi ka....
maine use pehli baar tab dekha jab ek din mai claases kar rha tha aur wo 2nd batch ki classes krne aayi thi aur cycle park kr rhi thi,,tbhi meri nazar class ki window se bahar padi aur maine uske pyaare se chehre ki tasveere apne dil me utaar li....mujhe nhi pta kyu mera man use roj dekhne ko krta tha...mai use roj dekhta tha...kyunki man hi nhi maanta tha yaar....
aap logo ko bta du uska aur mera batch alag alag tha to humare beech me kabhi baat nhi hoti thi...mera bhot man krta tha bat mai nhi kr pata tha kyunki meri himmat nhi hoti thi kuch bhi bolne ki usse...
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bt meri kismat nhi kya lucky thi ki usne ek din mujhse English k notes maange....aap log biswas nhi maanoge wo din meri zinagi me bhot khaas hai ki First time usne hi mujhse bola tha....
achha aage to suno...fir maine usse dosti krne ki kosis ki but use ladko se jyada baat krna achha nhi lagta tha...
yese krte kerte 11th pass kr liya maine....
12th me maine uske liye uska batch join kr liya jisse mai use aur jaan saku...
fir maine use Jan. 2009 me propose kr diya ......
aap log jaante ho usne kya bola...
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usne bola-\"mujhe padhna hai mai ye sb nhi pasand krti\"
maine bola--\"padhne k liye mai kaha mana kr rha hu...tm kuch time le kr soch skte ho..\"
usne koi jawab nhi diya bt bhot muh fula liya tha usne jiska matlb thi ki wo bhot naraz hogi ab...
maine fir usse kayi baar baat krne ki kosis ki but nhi ho paa rhi thi....
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...fir kya yese hi 12th bhi beet gya aur hm ek dusre se alag dusri dusri raah pe chale gye.....

bt mai use pyaar krne lga tha...maine bhot kosise ki usse baat krne ki bhot hi jyada...but nhi ho paaa paayi....
maine ek year ka Gap le ki Engg. ki tyari ki aur 2010 me Engg. me admission le li....


isi beech mujhe uska contact no ek frnd ki through mil gya....
maine usse frnship krne ko bola usne accept kr liya fir hum frnd hogye...
fir hum roj roj baat krne lage phone se...
usne two year Gap li thi...

2011 me usne bhi Engg. me admisssion liya ......
sbse bda ittefaaak ki wo mere college se kuchh door waaale college me admission le li.....
fir hmaari dosti aur bhi achhi ho gyi,,,,maine uski bhot baar help ki uske new place me adjustment k liye....to wo bhi apnaa best frnd maanne lagi..use dheere dheere meri adadt ho gyi thi meri boring baato ki meri saaraarto ki...
maine usse fir se pyaar waali baat chhed di ek din to bhot gussa hui...but usne mujhse baat krna nhi chhoda....
fir bhi hmari life chal rhi thi.....
ek baar uski ek mujhe bhot hurt kr gyi aur maine deside ki mai usse nhi baat krunga..
mai bhi dekna chahta tha ki use ye ehsaas hot a hai ki nhi ki use bhi meri jarurat hai...
isliye maine usse baat krna chhod diya...

aap logo ko pta hai...maine usse ek mahine baat nhi ki thi....
but use bhi meri kami khali thi....
finally usne mujhe \"\"haaa\"\"\" bol di...aur aaj hum ek dusre k liye jeete hai mrte hai... I LOve HER very much...

,,,,,,,,,,,,,I Love You JAAn........

aage ki kahani batata hu uske baad time bitta gaya or magic or mai bahut baar sath me movie dekhne jaya karte the,,,fir ek din mai apne dosto k sath kahi ghumne gaya hua tha tabhi mera accident ho gaya ,,,or mere dono per facture ho gaye ,4 baje ka time tha mai behos gaya tha fir mujhe hosh aaya to mai apne dosto k sahare bike par betha or apne aap ko cantrol kiya or fir maine magic ko cal kiya ki kaha ho kya kar rahi ho bahut hi aaram se puchha or smile dete huye kaha ki mera accident ho gaya hai kya tumhare hospital me xray macine hai to usne majak samjha fir maine kaha mai sach bol rah ahu,,fir usne apne bhaiya ko bataya apni puri faimly ko bataya fir mai unke hospital pahuncha to wo mujhe dekh kar bas andar se ghabra gayi thi lekin maine apne face par smile rakhi taki kisi ko takleef na ho mujhe dekh kar,,,us din mujhe laga ki koi hai jo itni care karta hai,,tab se mujhe bhi usse beintha pyaar ho gaya,,,us din k bad hum kafi milne lage or jayada tar humare paas ghumne ka option ek movie hi hota tha,,,fir hum chat se baat karne lage bcoz mere dono per me plaster laga tha,,to mai ghar se nhi nikal pata tha or mom paas me hoti thi to unke aage magic se baat bhi nhi kar pata tha,,dheere dheere time bita chala gaya,,maine fir se office join kar liya,,,ab meri ek dil tamnna thi ki meri life wahi hai or koi nhi ,,ab uske liye mai bahut srios ho gaya,,magic ne apne ghar par bhi bata diya mere bare me tab se unke ghar wale mujh se thoda nafrat karne lage,,but magic ! janti ha i ki mai uske gusse ko or use kitne pyaar se handle kar sakta hu,,or use puri life khus rakh sakta hu,,hum dono k pyaar me mai magic ke sath uska 1st b\"day nhi mana saka,,mujhe apni sis ko lene gurgaon jana pad gaya ,,vo meri life ka sabse bada afsos tha ki maine aaj bahut kuch khoya hai,,lekin magic itni achchi hai ki usne mujhe sambhal liya or meri majburi ko samjha,,,or mujhe dil se pyaar kiya,,tab tak magic mujhe bahut pyaar karta tha lekin lekin pyaar mai bhi karta tha but use nazar nhi aata tha,,ab time k sath sath mera pyaar use nazar aane laga or uska pyaar kahi gum hone laga,,,fir ek din uska rista ho gaya us raat mai bahut roya ,,,bilkul bhi nhi soya or bahut drink ki,,,lekin hum dono ki kismat mano ya bhagwan ka gift uska rista nhi hua,,,to mai fir se khus rahne laga ,,fir ek din maine use milne k liye bulaya us time mere exam chal rahe the,,wo subah aane wali thi,,but us raat mere sath aisa hua ki bahut kuch badal gaya,,uske aane ki pahli raat hi mera accident ho gaya fir mai i.c.u me chala gaya..next day wo aayi but use pata nhi tha ki mera accident ho chuka hai bcoz mere sabhi phone kisi or k pass the ya off the use us din bahut gussa aaya ki koi itna laparwah kese ho sakta hai,,kisi ko bula kar khud aaram se so raha hai ,,or mujhe pic up karne bhi nhi aaya,,or phone bhi nhi utha raha,,us din wo bahut gusse me thi,,fir mujhe subah 11 baje k acording hosh aaya to hosh aate hi mujhe uski yaad aayi ,,or maine kese bhi karke i.c.u me apne bhai se 2 mint k liye mobile le liya or use cal kiya wo cal uthate hi gusse me thi or mai achchi tarh janta tha aisa hi hoga,,but maine smile dete huye kaha babu sorry mera accident ho gaya to mai aa nhi saka tumhe lene,,use yakin nhi hua fir maine kah aki meri cusion se puch lena or uske sath mujhe milne aa jana,,wo jaldi hi hospital me aa gayi,,but mujh se kisi ko milne nhi diya ja raha tha bcoz mere sir me chot ayi thi per me ungli kat gayi thi or niche se pura per fat gaya tha,,but mujhe usse milne tha tab maine bahut zid karke kisi bahane se 2 mint k ! liye i.c .u se bahar nikla but mujhe nhi pata tha ki wo samne hogi mere wo mujhe pahchan nhi payi or mujhe dekh kar dar gayi bcoz mere pure face par chote lagi thi,,use bahut dukh hua or meri faimly ko bhi jo puri raat se mere hosh me aane ki dua kar rahi thi,,us din maine promis kiya ki kisi ko kabhi apne karan takleef nhi dunga ..or bahut kuch promis kiye ,bas dil me usi ka khayal raha har waqt usi ki yaad me din gujar rah atha or har waqt paresan hota tha ki kab pahle jesa banuga or usse milunga,,magic ka pyaar itna sachcha hai ki usne itna kuch hone par bhi mera sath diya,,or mujhe kabhi akela nhi chhoda,,mai kafi time baad thik hua,,fir mai usse milne jata to hum lunch sath me karte,,or bahut majak karte,,mai har waqt use khus rakhne ki kosis karta hu but itna nasamjh hu ki pata nhi kese chhoti chhoti galtiya kar deta hu jisse use achcha nhi lagata,,maine use shadi k liye kaha to usne apni bahut problam batayi ki mai jesa ladka chahti hi vese tum nhi ho to maine puchha kya mai jaan sakta hu ki kya kamiya hai mujh me to usne bahut kuch kamiya batayi ki tum m.b.a ho but reguler nhi ho tumhari think city jese nhi hai,,tum thoda bachche type ho,,or tumhara income ka bhi kuch mujhe pat anhi hai,,to kese tum se shadi kar lu,,fir maine use samjhaya jo sach har insan batayega ki meri income ka mai tumhe detail mebata chuka hu ki kitni hai or kese hai,,ye use bhi dikhne laga ,,meri ek kami dur ho gayi,,raha baat think badlne ki or wo tum jab sath rah kar kosis karogi to badal dogi lekin uske liye time lage,,jesa tum chahti ho vesa prince milega tumhe,,or study k meter me wo bilkul sahi hai,lekin mai reguler study nhi kar paya to kya hua maine bachpan se kaam kiya hai or distence study ki hai,,aaj mai kabil hu achchi job me,,sab kuch janta hu duniya dari bhi,,kya kitabo se mai ye sab pa sakta tha nhi ,,but fir bhi reguler study ka bahut fark padta hai or mujhe afsos bhi hota hai ki mai kyo nhi kar paya,,lekin maine use kaha hai ki jab tum mera sath dogi to mai wo bhi kar lunga mai p.h.d karne ki soch raha hu reguler ! but uske liye mujhe uska sath chahiye puri life,,magic ne meri bate samjhi or apne papa se 1 saal ka time manga ki wo jo kamiya hai ek saal me dur kar k dikahyega,,lekin wo mera dil se sath nhi de pa rahi use lagta hai ki koi insan badal nhi sakta or uske frends jo kahte the ki ye layak nhi wahi aaj use kahte hai ki tumne prince ko kitna badal diya hai yaar ,pahle se bahut better hai,,lekin magic ka dil nhi manta or mere pyaar ko feel nhi kar pati,,,,or meri life wahi hai usi k karan kuch bana hu usi k karan jina sikha hai,,,jab tak wo hai tab tak aabad hu ye mai bahut achchi tarh janta hu or wo nhi to mai barbaad hu,,bas usi k liye jina hai usi liye sab kuch karna,,,ab wo mujhe balne k liye mehnat bhi kar rahi hai lekin 100 % to itni jaldi nhi badal payegi,,lekin dil se agar wo chahe to bahut kuch sahi kar sakti hai sab kuch usi k hath me hai ,,ab tak usne mana hi kiya hai shadi k liye,,but magic sach me bahut achcha hai...ab aap sabhi bataiye mujhe kya karna chahiye ki apni life ko pa saku or uske sath ji saku...