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i lost my life.......

yeh tab ki baat hai jab me 9th me tha aaj maine grad complet kar li hai mein aaj bhi wo din nhi bhool sakta meri bua g ne naya ghar liya tha jiski opening me gya hua tha wo ek girl aayi hui thi jiska naam tara jo ki gonida ki rehne wali hai meri bua unki mami lagti hai wo mujhe whi mili thi hum dono ki frndship hui or kab frndship me love hua pta hi nhi chala kuch din baad usne mujhe cal nhi kiya no bhi badal liye jaise taise krke mujhe uska no mila maine cal kiya usne baat nhi ki or phir ek din uska cal aaya or usne kha ki mujhse baat krne ki kosish mat karna maine kbhi use cal nhi kiya but me aaj bhi use utna hi love krta ho......


pyaar ka matlab sirf pana thodi hai...


-Nares kotwani

An approach to you







Ek aisi mohbbat jishko mai jindgi bhar bhula na paunga.

\"Tera khyal mere dil
se kabhi ja nahi sakta,
tamam umr mai tumhe,
kabhi bhula nai sakta.\"
My intro,
mai ayush, ek graduation leval ka student hu. Mera junun hai singin, agar dua rahi to mai aap sabke samne jarur dikhunga.
Aaj 29 may 011 se karib 10mahine pahle ki baat h, mai exam se free ho gaya tha , khali tha isliye job ke liye mlm com. Me interveiw ke liye gaya. Waha mera selaction ho gaya, office k kai log the jo mere ham umr the.
But suruati daur se meri adat me hai ki mai jisko gahrai se nahi jan leta hu, meri usse frk baat nahi karta tha,
mai office jata aur bina kisi se jyada bat kiye apna work khtm kar ghar chala ata tha,
kam dino me hi office me kafi acchi image ho gai thi sabhi muzhe manne lage the, dhire -2 meri sabse acchi bat hone lagi. Office me hi ek ladki thi jiska naam tha shiva, usme muzhe kuch alag bat dikhi, meri uski bat hone lagi or shiva kafi frank ladki thi kisi se bhi kuch bhi kah dena, kisi se bhi apni prtional batein share kar lena .
Ek din usne pucha ayush kya tumhari koi grfd hai,
maine use bataya- \'nahi h\', wo mani nahi,
maine kaha, kisi bhi riste ki suruat karo to , to un rishto ko samazhte hua use puri zimmedari k sath nibhana chahiye . Aur pyar ka rista to bahot najuk huta h, maine kaha mai ek student hu, mai janta hu agar muzhe pyar ho bhi gaya to mai usko thik tarah se nahi nibha paunga. Phir maine pucha aap batao kya aap ka koi byfrd h . Usne kaha \'ha\' maine pucha kaise mila,
use bataya orkut frd hai. Maine kaha ok . But abhi sirious mat hona kyoki cariar must h. Maine samzhaya koi bhi kadam jaldwaji me kabhi mat uthana,
lekin kya batau jo mai is dauran nahi chahta tha , wahi hua, muzhe pata bhi na chala or muzhe shiva se \'pyar\' ho gaya.
Mai janta tha, wo bhi muzhe pasand karne lagi thi, mai baya nahi kar sakta kis kadar muzhe use mohbbat ho gai thi,
isi dauran office ke kuch ladke bhi notice karne lage, ar fir bato-2 me 2-3 ladko ne muzhe bataya ki shiva sahi ladki nahi hai, kai logo ne uske
charitra par ungli uthai , shiva ko mahsus hua ki office ke logo ne kuch kaha h, kai batein batai, par maine kisi ki na suni , mai pyar me tha.
man hi man ye bhi dar satata tha kahi mai is riste ko jodne ke bad heart ho gaya to mai apne apko sambhal na paunga.
To maine bahut socha aur mere dosto ne bhi kaha pyar karte ho to keh do. Us din mai puri himmat se office gaya. Apne dil ki bat batana chata tha, par mere andar ka zameer gawahi nahi de raha tha, or maine achanak office chod diya. Sabhi log kafi dukhi the, ar shiva bahot rone lagi. Maine sabhi se padhai ka bahana banaya ki mere college start ho gaye muzhe jana hoga . Par meri \'ankhe\' sab kuch baya kar rahi thi. Office se bahar nikalte hi usne muzhe phöne kiya ,maine use samzhaya college problam h or usne kaha ayash ek baar muzhse pucha to hota.ye sun kar meri ankhe bhar ayi.,or usne phöne kat diya. Mere dimag kam nahi kar raha tha or mai ghar ka rasta bhul gaya tha, maine apne dost ko phone kiya , mai bahut pareshan tha. Phir maine siva ko phone kiya,shiva ro hi rahi thi, maine bataya ki shiva mai tumse bahot pyar karne laga tha, or muzhe laga agar ye rista umr bhar na chal saka to mai ji na paunga, usne rote hue muzhse \"I love u\" kaha. Muzhe bahut sukun mila ,maine usse kaha bhale hi mera ghar office kitni hi dur ho, lekin humara pyar hamesa nasdik rahega.

Lekin kuch dino bad dhire -2 shiva muzhse kam bat karne lagi or mai kafi hud tak is bat ko jhutlaya karta tha ki ho sakta hai ki wo busy ho.
Fir mai office k kuch dosto se mila or shiva k bare me pucha, to unlogo ne bataya ki wo ab kisi or ki ho chuki hai. or ye bhi bataya ki shiva jis ladke se baat karti uska nam vishal h or vishal bhi 1saal pehle office me kam karta tha,muzhe shiva ne bataya tha uske bare me,kahti thi mera accha dost h.
Lekin esa na tha. Office k logo ne bataya wo hamesha use milne aata h, or ghar k pas tk drop krke jata h.
Maine shiva se bat ki, or kahne lagi kewal mera dost h. Lekin mai usse andha pyar karta tha. Or maine man liya. Mai milna chata tha lekin,Kai baar isi tarah k dhoke diye, mai ignor karta raha Or mai bhagwan ke pas gaya or kaha ki muzhe sacchai ka samna karao. Or bhagwan ka prsad mai siva ko dena chata tha, lekin jab mai office pahucha to pata chala shiva office na jakar vishal k sath water park gai thi. Muzhe bahut taqlif hui, kuch der bad maine phone kiya, to shiva ne vishal ko phone de diya, or usne kaha mai siva ka byfrd bol raha hu.
Bas lag sab kuch khatm ho gaya, jabki bato-2 me mai siva se kahta tha, agar koi bat hai to batao,agar wo muzhe bata deti to mai haste huye uski life se chala jata, lekin uske is dhoke ne\' mere andar k vishwash,or pyar ko hamesha k liye khatm kar diya.us din k bad maine shiva ko kabi call nahi\' ki .
Mai use or uske dhokhe ko zindgi bhar bhula na paunga.

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apka - Ayush

asma ke tare aksar puchte h ,
kya tumhe aj bhi intzar h, uske laut ane ka,
aur ye dil muskra k kahta h muzhe ab tak yaqi na hua uske jane ka.

An approach to you







My Love Story - Sager

hi i m sagar. meri love story tab se start hoti ha jab me class 2nd me tha .uska naam kushi tha.hum dono bacpan se he ek dusre ko like karte the .class 10 me aake mane usko purposed kiya.usne bina koi baat sochte hua us purpose l ko accept kar liya ....hum 1 dusre ko itna love karne lage ki humko ye tak pata nahi chala ki is duniya me kya ho raha ha ...tab mujhe mahsus hua ki love ke bina life naa ke brabar ha...
time dheere dheere katne laga...hamare home me bhi iske bare me pata chala but tab tak hum dono is rasty me bhut age chale gay the .....kisi ki baat nahi suni or id duniya se ladne lage..but sayad time mere saat nahi tha....usne mere pyar ko mujse dur kisi or duniya me bhej diya.....(she is death).....is news ko sunte hi me shocked ho gaya mujhe laga nahi tha ki is tarha se mere saat bhi kuch ho sakta ha ...mene logo ki love story ka end suna tha but mujhe nahi pata ke god mare saat bhi vo sab kuch karega......
uske jane ke baad life hi end ho gai...mujhe laga ki mujhe bhi is life ko end kar dena chahiya but laga is tarha se ager mane is life ko end kar diya to uske love ko me samaj nahi paunga..is duniya me rahkar dhekth hu ki kab tak uske love ko nibha paunga .......aaj 7saal ko chuke ha ...aaj tak uska love nobha raha hu in saat saalo me lakho baar moot ko gale lagaya ha ........ ab saha nahi jata ha............


by......Kushi\Sagar







Yaaar pad kar batao achi hai ye lines ya nai

Maine tumse pyar kiya hai
esliye eqrar kiya hai
ye dard kaisa utha hai dil me
kya ye pyar ki saza hai
pyar t0 ek ehsas hai jise dekha nai jata chhua nai jata
kaise batau ki ab tumhare bina mujse raha nai jata
tum d0or h0 mujse es kadar
jaise d0or hai ek d0osre se aakas or sagar
en d0orio me ye pyar na h0ga kam
ab ek duje se kabi juda na h0nge hum
dekh0 ye jami ye nadi ye ambar
puch0 ense
kyu has rahe hai ye hum par
zara dekh0 ye diye
kyu hai ye bujhe se
kyu puch rahe hai ek duje se
ki hum d0or kyu hai ek duje se
hawa bhi hai s0e c
nadi bhi hai sahmi c
tumhare bina zindgi me kuch t0 hai kami c
en d0orio k0 mitao na zara muskura k pass t0 aao na. . . . .
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.ye lines maine khud likhi hai but mujhe ye samaj nai aa ra hai ki ye line achi hai ya nai
so plz help me yar !!!! Or haan agar k0e kami h0 t0 w0 b dil kh0l kar batana . . .


- Supriya







Anuj is my life - Pratibha

my name is pratibha and anuj love me lot we love each other. and our love story is so complicated we are best friend.hum classmate the hum ek dusre se first time ek dusre se school mein mile tab hum six class mein the hum dono ne same day addmission liya tha anuj hamare cousin ke friend the wo hame sabke bare mein batata khun accha hai aur khun bura kyuki mein aur mere cousin dono classmate the anuj hum dost the 2 saal hom dono ne dost hokar bhi baat nahi ki anuj hame janana cahte the aur humne kabhi aisa kuch soacha tha anuj hame kab pyar karne lage unhe khud pata nahi chala aur us time hum kisi aur se pyar karte thi uska naam mein lena nahi cahte aur wo insan mujhe kabhi pyar karta hi nahi tha aur mein pagal uske dikhwe ko uska pyar samajh baithe usne mere pyar ko tamasa bana kar rakh diya . mere galat fami bahut jalde khatam ho gaye mein hasna bhul gaye the par anuj hamesha mere sath the phir wo bombay chale







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