hi frnds aap sb kaise hi aj fir m apko apni story k bare me kuch btane aai hu vaise frnds meri story h to bhut lambi pr m ne use kuch panno me pura kr diya ap sb b jante h k pyar ki bate thodi lambi hoti h pr jyada lambi hogi to ap bour ho jaoge ha to aage btati hu mere ghr me hmari shadi k pta to lg gya pr mere ghr wale bolte h hm nhi mante aisi shadi ko ab m unhe kya bolu kya nhi m unhe dukh nhi dena chahti thi pr m kya krti m majboor thi mere parent mere pyar ko smjhna hi nhi chahte wo ye sochte h wo muslim h to usko pyar krne se m glt ho gai agr wo muslim h or m hindu to kya hme pyar krne ka hk nhi h kya wo insaan nhi h kyo hmesha ye duniya or samaj wale hm pyar krne walo ko jaat dharam biradari ki 436 bate sunakr rokna chahte h agr dhrm alg h to kya ye b hmari glti h are jaat dharam ye sb to insan ne bnaye h or insan ko bhagwan ne or ye duniya wale khud ko hi bhgwan smjkr hme marna chahte h aj mera bhai mere pati ka itna bda dushman bn gya h k mere bhai ko agr mera pati dikh jaye to wo use mar dale m kya kru kya nhi kuch smj nhi aa rha kya koi duniya me aisa h jo hme mila ske hr kisi se aas lga baithti hu k shayad ye hme smjhe ye hme milane me madad kre pr hr br kuch nhi milta bs milta h to dukh or taklif aj maa baap mujese nafrat krte h bolte h tujse to wo ladkiya achi h jo kisi ldke k sath bhagkr wapas aa jati h or apne maa baap ki marji se shadi kr leti h tu to sbse buri h koi to btaye k pyar krna itna bda gunah ho gya koi to meri help kro
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mere parent bolte h hm use b mar denge or tujeh b pr usse teri shadi kbhi nhi krente muje apni fikr nhi h pr use kuch hua to m brdash nhi kr paungi aj jahan m khdi hu dua krti yaa khuda kabhi mera dushman b na khda hoaisi sja mere dushman ko b na mile agr uper wala sine me dil hi na deta to acha tha. itna drd milta h pyar me ki bya krna mushkil h dooriya jaan le leti h jite h pr lash ki trah.
shadi to hmne krli pr aj 18-7-2011 ho gai pr sath nhi h hm . mere frnds bolte h k tere ghr wale tuje or use mar dalenge tum shadi to kr chuke ho chle jao sbkuch chodkr pr mn nhi manta m unki ijjat kharab nhi krna chahti nhi chahti k kl log unko khe k tumhari ldki bhag gai m apni akhri sans tk intejar krna chahit hu unke manne ka kash wo maan jaye or hm mil jaye unki mrji k bina m uske sath nhi jaungi m intejar krungi unke manne ka or frnds apka or mera rishta to anjane hi jud gya h ek alg sa rishta jo bina dekhe bina bt kiye apse jud gya h apse apne mn ki bate btakr mn halka ho jata h apko apni bato se bour kiya hoto maf krna or agr aap log chahte h k m or mere pati mil jaye to khuda se hmare liye dua jrur krna or mujse bt krne ka mn kre to meri ID pe email jrur krna meri ID h (nargis_khan14@yahoo.in)or koi advice dena chaho to jrur dena muje ap sbke sath ki bhut jrurt h acha to ab m apse fir kbi bt krungi or apni aage ki story k bare me b jrur btaungi m chlti hu ap sb apna khyal rkhna.

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is br jb m ne zehar khaya to mere papa ko pta lg gya or unhone zehar niklwane ki bhut koshish ki pr m jeena nhi chhati thi m ne unki nhi suni or chup chap leti rhi papa ne ek mota danda lekr muje bhut taz mara uska drd or nishan kreeb ek mahine m gya hoga jb m ne zehar nhi nikala to unhone bola tune mrna hi h to thik h m tera gla dbakr tune mar deta hu wo mera gla dbane lge pr tb b m ne usnki b nhi mani or wo bole tu yha mregi to police wale hme pkd lenge tuje mrna h to khi bahar jakr mrja khi pr yha mt mr aj b jb kbi bt hoti h to yhi bolte h ab to mout se dr b nhi lgta kyunki mout se dr tb lgta h jb jeene ki chah ho pr ab zindagi se pyar hi nhi rha isliye dr b nhi lgta uske liye sochiti hu to jeena chahti hu pr uske bina to mrna acha h ab asan nhi h jeena uske bina ab to mrkr hi use chod skti hu dec. 2010 me b fir se meri shadi ki bt chli ab smj nhi aa rha tha kya kru isliye use bola hm court me shadi kr lete h shadi krke apne apne ghr chle jayenge or usne shadi k liye paise jodne shuru kr diye or 7 january 2011 ko shadi krli jisme maa baap ki kami bhut mehsus hui pr wha sirf meri do frnds thi or koi nhi tha m khush to thi k hm shadi kr rhe h pr maa baap k na hone k karan dukhi b thi isi bich m ne ek isntitute me as a teacher join kr liye or wha pr m ne june tk pdhaya uske bd m ek company me lg gai or ab whi pr kam kr rhi hu age kya hoga pta nhi jan. me hmne shadi ki thi or feb. me ghr me pta lg gya tha m ne to nhi btaya tha ghr me hmari shadi k photo m ne apni almari me rkh rkhe the ! mummy ki si ko dene k liye mera photo dhundh rhi thi tb unhe hmari shadi k photo b mil gye or ghr me fir se kafi kalesh hua jis din ye sb hua tha usi din m ne dusri br zehar b khaya tha or mere pati ne zehar khane ki bt jankr pehli br mujpr hath b uthaya tha usne kbi mujpr hath nhi uthaya pehle tbi phli br uthaya tha wo mujse bhut pyar krte h kbi meri glti pe muje dant b nhi pate marna to bhut bdi bt h bs mera unse door hone ka dr brdash nhi kr pa rhe the isliye unka shayad hath uth gya hoga wrna wo mujpr kbi hath nhi uthate chlo ye to thi meri aj tk ki story age fir kbi likhungi mere bose aaa gye h or abi hm apne apne ghr pe hi rehte h aage kya hoga pta nhi ghr wale manenge ya kya hoga dekhte h meri kismat ab kya khel khelti h mere sath zinda rhi to aage apne bare me aap sabhi frnds ko jrur btaungi jinko m janti to nhi hu pr bina jane apka mujse or mera apse ek anjana sa rishta bn gya h ap logo ko apne dukho or khushiyo ko bantkr apna mn hlka kr leti hu mn ko khushi milti h jb ap logo k mere liye likhe gye comment padhti hu agr muje kuch btana ya smjhana chahe to meri id pe jrur btaye meri ID h (nargis_khan14@yahoo.in)acha frnds jrur likhna muje bye take care ............................................................................................................................................................................................or 29 july ko mera birthday h muje wish jrur krna or apne suggessions btana ok
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hi frnds m pooja aj fir apni sotry likhne aai hu to m kha thi ghr me sbko pta lg gya tha k m ek muslim ldke se pyar krti hu koi nhi chahta k m usse milu ya bt kru mera ghr se bahar jana b bnd kr diya h m na us se mil pa rhi thi na bt kr pa rhi thi bhut preshan thi dil ye nhi smj paa rha tha k pyar krna hmari glti thi ya hindu or muslim hona agar ye dono hmari glti thi to kya koi muje ye btayega k meri glti kya h kya gunah kr diya hmne pyar krke smj nhi aa rha muje m kya kru maa baap ko chodkr bhagkr ussse shadi kbi nhi kr skti kyunki mere parents b mere liye bhut jruri h m kya krti smj nhi aa rha tha maa baap ne bola manja wrna use maar denge hm mere lliye ek rishta aya tha mummy papa chahte the m maan jaun pr m ne saf mna kr diya to bole k use mar dete h or m ye kbi brdash nhi kr skti thi isliye faisla kiya k m hi mr jaun or usi rat zehar khakr so gai kapoor ki 2 goliya pan i k sath khakr so gai ek latter likhkr apne sirhane rkh diya jisme likha m apni mrji se zehar kha rhi hu koi mere ghr walo ko preshan na kre or so gai. pr meri kismat ko pta nhi kya manjooor h m mri nhi subha thoda late aankh khuli pr mri nhi h ek mahine tk muje vometing or loose moution rhe thik hone me bhut time lga jiski sja aj tk bhugat rhi hu m dekhne me sunder lgti thi sehat bhi thik thak thi ab sukhkr kanta ho gai hu dekhkr lgta h jaise bimari se uthi hu hr time sochti rehti hu tension me rehti hu smj nhi aata kya kru ye sb aise hi chlta rha uske bad ghr me kisi b bare me bt hona bnd ho gya or m ghr pe bour h! oti reht i sochti rehti aisi hi mne ek din socha m job kr leti hu or m ne papa ko bola unhone mna kr diya to m ne english speaking course shuru kr diya pritam pura me or 3 mahine m ne course kiya jis bich m usse mil paai fir ek din fir ghr me rishte ki bt chli m ne mna kiya pr ghr wale nhi mane or wo log aane wale the ye kareeb aj 16-7-2011 se 8 mhine phle ki bt h mummy papa majboor kr rhe the pr m kya krti dil se majboor thi or khud ko unki bt manne k liye mna nhi pai kyunki use apna sbkuch man chuki thi or kisi ko uski jgah nhi de skti thi apko sunkr ajeeb lgega pr m ne fir se zehar kha liya or m fir bach gai aisa lg rha tha jaise mout b ab mere ps nhi ana chahti or zindagi ko mujse pyar ho gya ho jo mera sath hi nhi chod rhi thi usse door jane k dar mrne k dar se bhut km tha jeene se jyada mrna asan lg rha tha . or dil se hr waqt bs yhi dua niklti thi yaa khuda jaisa gum ae ishq tune muje diya h kbi mere dushman ko b mt dena

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