Hi, Friends
I have read many love stories in this blog and i am very eager to share my love story with u.
Mera nam janu he. ye us din ki bat he jb mene jaan ko first time dekha. it was my cousins engagement 7th May, 2006. and u know he was my cousins brother-in-law. jb mene unhe first time dedha i really don\'t like he. and also he don\'t like me. muje esa lgta tha k wo kuch oversmart banneki kosish kr rhe he.or impression jma rhe the mere samne. but seriously i hate his that type of behaviour at that time.and i always says my cousin that your brother-in-law is very 
oversmart.uske 2-3 din bad meri cousin ne btaya k jaan mujse kuch bat krna chahte he tab mene use pucha kya hua? usne bola i think he likes me. or sam ko unka phone mere cousin k phone pe aaya or unhone mujse bat ki or bola he want\'s to friendship with me. then i said yes. because afterall he was my cousins brother-in-law or me unke sath frienship to rkh skti thi. and i remenber on 9th may unhone meri cousin ko bola he want\'s to meet me or meri cousin ne kuch bi krke hme milaya pr usse phele jaan ne mujse phone pe bat ki or bola that he loves me and he wants to marry me and wants to meet me. i was shocked. he was first boy in my life who says love u to me. mene tbhi unko boldiya k muje ye sb me koi interest nhi he. friendship tk thik he pr pyar or sadi me apne parents ke decision k bina nhi lungi. pr usne bola k 1 bar me unse milu agr muje thik nhi lgta to me unse kbhi bat nhi krungi. or hum log mile in present of my cousin.unhone muje tbhi bolo k jb unhone muje dekha he don\'t like me pr jg engagement complete hue unke friends ne or some family members ne btaya h me unke liye achi hu to unhon emere bareme socha or he realize that he loves me.or unhone muje pucha me unke bare me jobhi puchna chahti hu vo me puch skti hu. to mera first question that what r u studying? or how much u r educated? because muje pta tha k mere parents 1 educated jmai chahte he. when he replied i was shocked that he has only complited his 12th. and that time i said no without asking any more questions to him. tb mere bina puche hi unhone muje apne bare me sab kuch btaya pr us time mere dimag me sirf yhi bat chal rhi thi k because he is less educate my parents will not agree for our mariage. or mene unhe saf bol diya k me unse koi relation nhi rkhna chahti or me or meri cousin vaps ghar aa gye. uske 3 din bad hmare ghar pe puja thi or mom ne jaan ki family valo ko bhi ghar pr aane k liye invite kiya tha. when he enters in my house i show there was lot of sadness on is face. unka face dekh kr mujerealize ho rha tha k mere na ! bolne ka asr un pr kya hua he. ushi din meri cousin ne muje btaya k jbse mene jaan ko na boli he unhone kuch nhi khaya or that time muje seriously esa feel hua k kya koi kisi ko etne km din me pyar kr skta he he uske liye vo apna khana tk chod de. that time i was quite confuse. or us ke 5-6 din bad me apni cousin k ghar gayi tb jaan vha kuch dene k liye aaye the. us time bhi vo bhot sad lg rhe the.esa lgta tha k sayd vo kuch btana chahte he pr bta nhi skte.or me apne ghar chli gae jb jaan chle gaye meri cousin mere pas aae or usne muje bola k jaan mujse 1 bar bat krna chahte he or usne muje unka no. diya. pr sach jg mene unko call kiya tb muje bhot dr lg rha k me kya bolungi? fir bhi mene unko call kiya or unhone muje btaya k pls mere sath friend ki trh behave kro.agr tumhe time chahiye to lo.agr mere sath adjust hona ho to ho.kuch bhi as u wish but promise kro k tu muje hr roz bat kregi.pta nhi us time muje kya hua mene ha bola thik me bat krungi. or hum dono roz bate krte the tbhi muje asa feel hua k me bhi unse pyar karti hu and u know when i say him that k me aap ko kuch btana chahti hu tb unhon esamnese kya i know that now say. tb sach muje bhot shrm aa rhi thi unko i love u bolne me pr pta he unho ne kya kiya? unho ne bola thik he me bolta hu mere phiche piche tu bhi bolna. then he says iiiiii then i replyies iiiiiiii he says love i replied love and last u seriously speaking he says 10 times i love u to me pr me sirf u bolne me time lgati thi. or last me mene unko bola thik he close ur eyes then i will say. or on phone muje pta bhi nhi tha k unhon eapne aakhe bndh ki or nhi mene unko apni ksm di aakhe bndh krne ke liye and then i said i love u to me. or suddenly 1 din pta nhi muje kya hua mene unho btaya k me apne relation k bare me apne dad se bat krungi or unhone bola me kya bolungi? because aaj tk mene kbhi unhe ye nhi pucha tha k wo kya kam krte he? unki salary kitni he? and that time unhone samnese muje btaya k unki salary 1500 he or unhon emuje ye bhi pucha k because i m only child of my parents kya ! me unke sath unki itni salary me reh paungi?pr us time mere dimag e yhi tha k muje apne dad ko unk ebareme btana he.or mene bta diya. that tim emy dad was very angry or unhone saf mna kr diya mene jaan ko bta diya that this is my last phone to u because my parents will never agree for our relation. pr pta nhi dusre din muje kya hua mene jaan ko call kiya or btaya that i can\'t live without talk with him and all that. or bate krte the pr achank 1 din meri masi mere ghar pe aae or bola k meri cousin kisi or k sath bhag gae he. us tim esach me muje esa lga k me jaan ko kho dungi kyu ki ab tk to mere parents hmare relation k liye razi nhi yhe or ab unke bhai ki engagement tut gae to sayad jaan or unki family hmare relation k liye nahi ready hogi. but i was wrong after the matter was closed mene jaan ko call kiya tbhi unhone muje btaya k unke bhai k sath jo hua vo hua uska asr hmare relation pr nhi pdega vo abhibhi mujse utna hi pyar krte he. or hmari bate chti rhi.hum loho phone pe bate krte pura din or rat ko msg krte the.and when i completed my graduation we have decided to say my parents about our relation. or muje dr lg rha es liye mene jaan ko bola k aap dad ko call krke sb btaye or unhone dad ko call kiya and i wa there when he called him.mere dad unke upr bhot gussa the chila rhe the. or mna kr diya. and after that all that family drama comes mere mom ro rhi thi unhone meri masi ko bulaya or muje smjane k liye kya or meri masi ne muje pucha me kya karna chahtui hu tb ghar ki situation dekhte hua mene bola thik he me unse koi bat nhi krugi or cell mom ko de diya or me apne masi k ghar chali gae.but lots of thanks to my sister k wo muje apna call deti thi jaan se bat krne k liye or jaan ne muje nya phone dilaya or vo me sbse chupake rkhti thi. fir mera MBA me admission hua meri study start ho gae or muje nya cell bhi mil gya hum roz bate krte the.pr ghar me muje insecurity feel hone lgi k sayd mere parents meri sadi kisi or se krva dege to? pr mere liye jaan se jyada kuch nhi tha me kisi or se sadi krne se jyad! a mrna p snd krti. me unke pas bhot roti and at last we had decided to maryy and runaway from home.i know mene apne parents ko bhot heart kiya muje asa kbhi nhi krn achahiye tha pr kya kru that time i wa helpless,but after we come back to our home my parents had accepted us and we are very happy with eachother with sweat little baby girl
But i want to say to all of u that nevet cheat to ur parents for ur love and never do what i had done.
and to all parents pls understand ur childs fellings regarnding their love and allow them to take decisions regarding their marriage. 

frnds mai apni story phle post kr chuka hu......
or aaj mai uske aage batata hu........
frnds maine unhe propose to 22/04/2011 ko kr hi diya tha or vo bi mjhse pyr krti thi so she answrd me in positive, sb kch hone ke bad mai unse thoda hesisate hone lga tha ,unke samne km jata, unse bat km krta or vo bi kch aisa hi action leti thi pha ek din maine unse kah diya ki jb hm ek dusre ko luv krte hai to shrmate kyo hai to unhone kaha ki absolutely u r rght nd us din se hm open hue, mere pas phn ni tha to hmari bat km hi ho pati thi, kyuki unke ghr jata to sb log rhte the bt phr bi moka milte hi mai trnt unse kch prsonly bat kr leta or isi trh chalta rha or mera pyr din pr din badta hi gaya, shyd mai unhe apni jan se jyada pyr krne lga tha or mjhse kai guna jyada vo mjhe pyr krti thi, mjhe bs ek kami khalti thi ki mere pas phn hota to mai unse regularly bat kr leta isi bat ki tns mjhe hmesa satati thi to unhone mjhe kaha ki mai aap ko paise deti hu aap mobile purchase kr lo to maine kaha ki ni luga to khud k rs. se to vo bi mere aage apni zid ni chala pati thi kyuki unhe pta tha ki mai bahut bada ziddi hu phr hmare pyr ko kisi njr lg gyi or meri unse 15 din bat ni hui or mare father ne mjhse kaha ki ab fatehpur chalo vhi pr padhai krna mai unhe chhod kr jana ni chahta tha or us din eveng me mai unki puri fmly ke samne bht roya or unke dono bhai (mere frnds hai) mjhe sympathy de rhe the or jb unse rha ni gya to vo chhat pr chali gyi or mai apne ghr aa gya or last me vhi hua father ke aage meri ek na chali or mjhe zbrdsti ftp le aaya gya,mai us din bhut roya or kch khaya piya bi ni, mai sara din yhi sochta raha ki jb khuda ko hme juda hi krna tha to hme milaya kyu, mere pas abi bi phn ni tha or sudenly plan ki vjh se mai na hi unka num le paya or na hi unse mil paya tha, 45 din hone vale the or maine unki awaj ni suni thi lekin itne dino me jaise mera pyr kai guna badh gya tha or mjhe kanpur jane ka moka mil hi gya, mai apni t.c. lene knp aaya or unke ghr gya to vo mjhe dekhkr itni khush hui ki agr sb na hote to jaise vo mjhe trnt hug kr leti or unke sth sth mere bi aasu nikal aaye, vo andr chal! i gyi or apni narajgi jahir ki or krti bi kyu na maine glti bi to ki thi unse bina mile chale gya tha bt vo meri hr problm smjhti thi or akhir kar jb mai unki mumma se bat kr rha tha to vo mere bgl me baith gyi.........(unki mumma ke samne hm shuru se kafi frnkly rhte the to koi mind ni krta tha) phr unhone mjhe apna phn diya or kaha ki ye msg padho maine dekha to likha tha \'\'APNA CONTACT NUMBR DO\'\' maine likh diya mere pas abi koi mobile ni hai to vo kafi ruide ho gyi bt phr bi maine unka num le liya or usi din mamu ke phn se cal ki to vo khne lgi ki aapse bat krne ka mn krta tha or bat ni ho pati thi bt koi bat ni jb ho tb de dene, us din vakai unki awaj me vo dard tha jiska andaja maine aaj tk ni kiya phr mai 2 din ruk kr ftp vapas aa gya or ab unse thodi bat hone lgi thi kyuki mere pas unka phn nmbr tha, or jaise maine kaha tha ki mai khud ke paiso ka phn purchase kruga to vaisa hi hua or ab hmari roj phn pr 1 bje rat tk bat hoti thi aise hi sb kch chalta rha or phr mai deepavali me knp gya or vo mjhe dekhkr bht khus hui, divali ke ek din bad maine unhe msg kiya \'\' plz babu bahar aao na,aapko dekhne ka mn kr rha hai\'\' ye msg unki di ne padh liya kyuki vo so rhi thi or unki di ne bahar aakr dekha or phn se cal ki thi to mera phn ring krne lga vo bi smjh gyi or mai bi smjh gy ki mater kya hai, us din unke ghr me unki di or ek bhai ko pta chal gya ki hmare beech kya chal rhha hai bt phr bi mhne sth milkr samna kiya or mera unke ghr jana km ho gya mai phr ftp aa gya or sb kch phle ki trh normal ho gya phr mai new year 2012 me knp gya or 1 jan ko hm khi ni jaa ske (due to rain) bt 2 jan ko hm z square mall gye or kafi tme sth me spent kiya bt hme ni pta tha ki 3 jan hmare liye bhut badhi problm liya khadi hai, us rat ko unka msg 3 bje aaya ki so mt vrna aap pathar ke bn jaoge, jo so rha hai vo pathar ka bn rha hai or apni ksm dekr unhone hme utha hi diya phr ye tay hua ki aaj armapur me milte hai kyuki mai agle din ftp vapas aane vala tha vo ghr se ye kah kr nikli ki hm apni frnd ke ghr ja rhe hai o! r 11 bje hm armapur me mile bt us din kch or hi hona tha unke bhai ne tukka lgaya ki vo hmse hi milne gyi hai kyuki jb mai ja rha tha to usne mjhe dekh liya tha or us din kafi baval hua or hmari bat 1 month tk theek se ni hui lekin unhone sb smbhal liya tha or sbko yakeen dila diya tha ki mai unke sth ni tha or phr sb norml to hua bt shyd mai unke ghr valo ki aankho me kaata bn gya tha, maine unke ghr jana bnd kr diya or phr sb kch thoda or normal hone ke bad 3 feb. ko knp gya to us din unke bhai ka b,day tha maine use wish kiya or anty ko nmste kiya bt dono trf se koi responce ni mila, mjhe hrt to hua bt maine kch ni kaha, mjhse bs unki sbse badhi di theek se bat krti hai or unke ek bhai hai sunny bhai vo, sny b ko hmare bare me shak tha bt unhone yakeen me badal diya is trh se ki ek din unki ldai sny b se ho gyi (vo unse bhut chidti hai) to sny b unhe mna krte the ki vo mjhe msg kyu krti hai to unhone gusse me kg diya ki mai unse pyr krti hu or jitna pyr mjhe vo krte hai utna koi ni kr skta......
next day ko subah unka msg aaya ki unke chachu ki death ho gyi hai maine unke ghr jana chhod diya tha bt us din mai bhagta hua gya or vo andr rum me ro rhi thi or bi sb vhi the maine unhe sbke samne smjhaya or ksm dekr unhe kisi trh chup kraya or uske 2 din bad mai unse milkr ftp chala aaya nd ab dekho kb unhe dekhne ka moka milta hai.........
frnds aap log dua krna ki hmare pyr ko kisi ki njr na lge or hmari jodi sada salamat rahe.........
mai to hmesa ye dua krta hu ki khuda hme kbi juda na kare........... aameen
aap log dua me yad rkhna..... thanx bye
to be continue........... 

My name is Roshan... Mere life sirf dukh se bhara hai, Yahan sirf pyar ki nhi meri zindagi ka kuch hisha kehne wala hun....
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mein kisika dard seh nahin pata hun, koi mujhe naraz hoto mein reh nahin pata hun, darsa lagne lagta hai, Mein sabko sory kehta hun isme koi wajah ho ya na ho, pata hai kyun...
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Jab mein 9th cls mein tha mera ek dost tha \"Suman\" hum acche frnd the, par ek din bo mujhse gusha ho gaya per uska bo galat faimi thi, usko mein bahat samajha ya par bo nhi samjhta tha, fir mujhse bat karna milna julna chordiya, fir mene bi use bat nhi kiya, bahat din beet gaye fir mujhe uska kami mehsus hua fir mene socha usko mafi mangna chahiye, fir mein usko ph kiya pr uska ph bar bar off araha tha, fir me uske ghar ko gaya wahan bahat log the,
mene pucha Suman h, kisine ake kaha abi abi uska axidnt hua h aur bo hospital me h, fir me jaldi se hospital nikla, mat pucho mujhe bahat ghabrahat ho raha tha, bs uski chehre ankhon ke samne araha tha, jb me pahucha mere ankhen ansu o se bhar gaya, me waha rone laga kyu ki bo mujhe chorke chala gaya tha, me use mafi bhi nhi mang paya, mat pucho dost 3 din tak mene kuch bi nhi khaya tha fir me sambhal liya khud ko....
Mera aur ek dost tha uske sath sara din bitata tha, bo mere bestfrnd ho gaya jha, Jab 10th complete ho gaya bo padhne keliye aur kahin chala gaya, hum alag ho gaye, sara din uske sath bitata tha pr me ab akela ho gaya tha, uski bhut kami mehsus ho raha tha, ese hi do sal beet gaye,
Ek din 02/02/2011 me ek marriage me mujhe hamari ghar ki taraf se akela jana pada, mere sath kuch mere relative gaye the bahat dur tha bo jagah, hum wahan 5 din tak rahe uske bich mujhe pehle bar kisise pyar ho gaya tha, bs durse hi dekhta tha usko, dar lagta tha pas jane se, bo bhi mujhe dekhti thi, hasti thi (par uski iss hasi pe kitno ke dil toota chuka tha mujhe nhi pata tha), me uski hasi me kho gaya tha, ab ghar janeki waqt tha agle din jana tha, us ratko usne ek bache se meri no. mangi, me dediya, fir jb me ghar chala aya bo mujhe ph ki, par mujhse batein karna nhi ho pata tha, isliye me kuch keh nhi pata tha, fir usne feb14 ko mujhe I love u keh di, me bi use keh diya. Fir hum batein karne lage, ek din bo mujhko kuch exam li, pyar ke bareme kuch Ques. pucha, mujhko jo ata tha me keh diya, fir najane bo mujhe kyu insult karne lagi, pr me usko kuch keh nhi pata tha, bo mujhe hurt pe hurt pahuchati jati pr me sbkuch seh jata tha, kyuki me pyar me andha ho gaya tha. Ek din to bo hadd hi kardi apne frns ke samne mujhe insult kardi aur kahi tum mere layak nahin ho, fiq mujhe chor di (Jante ho dost kuch din pehle mujhe khabar aayi thi uski shadi tha 14/02/2012 ko par bo piche sunday ko kiske sath bhag gayi) me bahat roya, usko ph lagata tha pr usne hamesha keliye sim change kr dithi, fir kuch mahine beea gaye me use ahista ahista bhulne laga...
Aur jante ho dost me jb chhota tha hamari ghr me ek chidiya thi uski me bahat khayal rakhta tha, ek din me marke gaya tha apni dadaji ke sath, jb ghr lauta bo chidiya pinjre me nhi thi usko kisine kharidke ke gaya tha, mat pucho dost me kaisa ho raha tha, kuch samajh me nhi araha tha, bs us pinjra ko dekhta rehta tha...
29/10/2011 me jo frn 10th ke bad alag padhta tha, bo ghar aya tha, hum baithe the, fir uski ph ko ek wrng no. aya, fir use bo no. manga maine, usne de diya, fir me use agle din mere ph se cal kiya kaha- \"kahan laga h usne kahi ap kahan lagaye the, mene kaha BBSR laga raha tha kaha lagi h, usne kahi Bbsr par galati se meri no. ko lag gayi h wrng no. kehke kat di, fir mene msg ki apki name kya h, usne msg ki MY NAME IS SHILA. fir mene likha mere frn banoge, urne msg ki mujhe frns ki jarurat nhi h ji, me msg ki kya padhti ho, usne likhi ye sb apko janne ki kya jarurat h, fir me reply nhi di, bs frnship msg bheja subah tak sayad mene 5-6 msg bhej diya tha, fir usne cal ki subah ko, aur kahi msg msg sirf msg kyu msg karte ho, me kaha tumhari sirf frn banna chahta hun, usne kahi thik h, par sirf frn hi rehna, me kaha ok. Hum baten karne lage, bo mujhe ek din propose ki, mene kaha esa kyu kar rahi ho me kisise pyar nhi kar sakta kyu ki meri ek brekup ho chuka h tum janti ho, mujhe pyar vyar pe bharosha nhi h, usne rone lagi aur ph kat di, me bhi cal nhi kiya fir rat bhat sochta raha fir usko agle din ph kiya aur kaha tum mujhe kabi chor dogi to, usne kahi meri kasam tumhen nhi chorungi, mene apni kasam khane ko kahi, usne meri kasam bi khali (wade to karli usne kaire nibhate hen use nhi malum) me use bahat pyar karne laga, uski har waqt khayal rakhne laga, bo bi mujhe bahat pyar karti thi, pr uski ek bat mujhe achhi nhi lagta tha bo hamesha jocking karti thi, bo mujhe puchta tha line mar rahi ho kya clg me, me kaha mujhe ye sb acha nhi lagta, i dnt like this. Par kabi kabi to bo kehti thi me aaj clg me kisiko line mar rahi thi, me kaha esa kyu karti ho, kyu hamesha esa majak karti ho bo kehti thi bs ese hi...
AUR bhi bahat kuch baki hai bad me kahunga. BYE 

Doston Ye story hai Mohabbat ki. Ye story hai kota me 12 mahine ki mohabbat ki... YE STORY HAI Bansal classes[kota] me hue ek Dardnak ghatna ki Jisse sare Log anjan rahe... 
Aao doston mai apni kahani khud pahli bar likhne ja raha hun.,..
Aaj teri yado ko sine se lga kr roye... aaj tere wado ko yad kar ke roye.. .HAZAR bar pukara tanhaea me tujhe pas na pakar roye..,. 
Ab suno meri Dastan.....june 2010 Bansal entrance test (BET) at kolkata mai punjab mail se jane ko taiyar tha.. Mai Patna jn. Pe approx 11:45 pm me apne birth pe aa gya.. Hathon Me sample question lekr mai let gya. Thori der bad mere just bagal me ek larki aaea shyd uske bat krne se lga ki wo bhi BET DENE ja rahi hai mai so gya.. Subah 9:30 am Howrah jn. Aa gye.. wo aapna nam \'Manju\'\' batae.. Aaur apna mobile numbr de di.. Exam dene ke bad fir agle din 7:30 me laut rhe the mera reservation nahi tha so maine use cal kr bol diya wo boli thik h aap mere birth ke pas aa jana.... Par mai phone pe galat sun gya mai bogi no-s8 me use dhundh raha tha.. Network pro. Ke karan cal bhi nahi lag raha tha...bad me kisi tarah 3 ghante bad cal aaya 10:30 pm.. Aaur mai uske birth ke pas baith gya... Kafi baten hue.....uski mom bhi thi lekin soyi thi....Bogi me pura aandhera tha... Bat hote hote mera hath achank se touch kr gya uske hath me, bs kya tha achanak se kiss start ho gya... Na jane kitni bar....kitni der oh God.. Wo subah me uske lips dhekhkr malum parta tha....is tarah mai patna aa gya...wo bhi yahi hostal me rehti thi.,. But mai ghar chala gya..,.........
Ab hmlog dusri bar kota me mile....... Near city Mall.. Samay ke sath mai padhta gya...baten hoti rahi.............pyar badhta gya......
PART.[2.] Lekin ek aaur thi kota me Jo mere batch ki nahi thi.;supriya dev\'.. (Doston ye bate aap kisi se na kren to behtar hoga), mai Opera Hospital ke pas rahne.... (Pahle talwandi me rehta tha).... i...supriya dev bansal ke hi kisi faculty ke relation me thi....
Copy ka transfar hote hote Dil ka transfar ho gya..... Pr pta na chala.....din me class rat me question ka discuss....\'\'pta nahi kitne der bate hoti thi.....uska dil manta hi nahi.. Aao doston ab class ki bat chhor kar kuchH DUSRI BAT KRE..---Really kya ada thi uski ... usne kyi bar boli ki movi, dekhne chamble jane but mera ek hi answer hota...WAHA jane ke liye time chahiye tu mere pas aa jao 30 minutes ke liye bhi pas baithogi to kasam se jannat ki tohin hogi..... doston yad aata hai wo Fortis modi hospital Jab mai khud use lekar gya tha....mai chambal kbhi na gya uske sath.. han ek bar SABZI MANDI GYA THA.. PART(3)..-MANJU kO yehsas ho gya ki mai dusre ki taraf attract ho raha hun... but wo bolti nahi thi....samay gujarta gya... usse bhi pyar badhta gya... BUT USKE SATH KBHI GHUMNE NAHI GYA.. han room pr party hoti thi sunday ko exam ke bad, train ki wo rat kitni bar kota me fir hue mujhe yad nahi part(4)- Doston ab mai PART (2) KO AAGE badha raha hun---class me koi nahi janta tha ki mai kisi mai itna aage badh gya.... KUCHH SAPNA MERA kuchh us larki ka kuchh faculty bhi shayd jan gye the. uske family member SUPRIYA\' bhi jante the...hm dono ke pyar ko but mere samajh me nahi aa raha tha kis kis taraf jaun..patna ke sath ya jo kota me mili uske sath....mujhe isse bhi kafi pyar ho gya.... jo bhi possible hua hm dono ne bharpur kiya but padhea bhi hoti rahi.......... PART(5)- doston mai part (4) ko AAGE BADHA RAHA HUN...--Diwali ki chhutee hue bansal me Usne kaha hmlog jaipur SE HAIDRABAD JAYENGE mai tujhe bhi le jaungi... JAIPUR Se Plain hai HAIDRABAD KE LIYE... mai bola mai indore tak sath chal sakta hun but plz bad me jaunga abhi padhna hai..[ Q KI MERI PROBLEM THI KI MAI AGAR KUCHH DIN TAK NAHI PADHTA TO AIASA LAGTA THA KI MAI BHUL JAUNGA]! ISLY MA I USKE SATH indore tak gya......... {PR Kya malum is jawa DIL KO tera sath aakhri tha wo...}.... WADA TO KIYA USNE KI MAI JALDI LAUT AAUNGI..........;;; Lekin thik do din bad rat ke 10:30 pm mere pas ek unkown number se call aaya----[ mai uski chhoti sister bol rahi hun subhash.. DIDI KA EXCIDENT HO GYA. wo market gyi thi scooty se.]... USne ye bat bolne me 5 minute lga di...... mai samajh gya lekin bar BAR PUCHHA wo kahan hai....wo meri aakhri mulakat thi. indore me.... wo hme chhor kar chali gyi is dunia de,,,,, mai sham tk flite se haidrabad pahunch gya .... bas khatm ho gyi sab kahani.....mujhe wiswas tak na hua... \"wo to soyi hai mere yado me, ek bar jag ja le lun tujhe mai bahon me\" doston..mai is samay kafi ro raha hun........... 
Zindgi me log milte hai Kyu.? milkar fir is dil me reh jate hai Kyu..? jab inhe door hi hona hota h.., to fir is dil ke pas aate hi hai kyu.. uske bad mia kafi distrub ho gya..... 3 months tbiyat kharab rahi meri.. part( 6)----Manju-- muhje bahut samjhati rahi...... shayad mai use ke bahane jita raha.......pr usne bhi ek din keh diya mai to apna sab kuchh de di subhash lekin tum mere na huye.... lekin mai janti hun tum sirf mere ho aaur isi karan wo duniya chhor gyi.... lekin mai to sirf zinda tha dimag mar gya tha mera................ ab iski bari thi lekin ye bhi ek din ro ro kar bol gyi ki meri shadi pahle se fix hai jab mai 10th me thi.. lekin mai tujhse pyar karti hun...........  

Hi Friends....................... 
dosto meri Story sabase alag hai mere ghar par sadi ke time par meri ek relative ne mujhase boli ke uasake ganv me ek ladaki aisi hai jo ki kisi se bhi baat nahi karati to main bola ki wo mujhase jarur baat karegi wo boli kabhi nahi karegi phir mai bola ki ek baar tum baat karawa kar dekh lena wo hamesa karane lagegi wo boli thik hai dekh lungi phir mai U.P Se Mumbai aa gaya phir mere mumbai aane ke 2 mahine ke baad 16 October 2009 ko uasaka call aaya phir maine apani life me pahali bar uasase baat kiya maine uasase puchha ki tumhara name kya hai wo boli aapko malum hai mai bola tum nahi bataogi wo boli kyo nahi maine bola ki aap kya karati ho wo boli ki padhai karati hu ye shal mera inter first year pass kiya hai mai bola ki mai to HSC hi pass kiya hu wo boli koi bat nahi phir hamane us din 4 bar baat kiye uas din rat ko uasaka pahala msg aaya tha 
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Phir ham ek dusare ko bina dekhe hi pyar karate rahe phir mane uasaseusaka photo manga to wo di mai uasaka photo dekha to mujhe wo jada achhi nahi lagi lekin phir bhi main uasase bahut pyar karata tha bin dekhe phir main jab U.P gaya to pahali baar ham 23 March 2010 ko ek dusare ko dekhe phir bhi mujhe kuchh jada achhi nahi lagi lekin mai uase kuchh jada hi achha laga aisa wo bol rahi thi phir kya mai Mumbai me rahata tha aur wo U.P me ham Shal me ek ya do bar milate the lekin 2011 me ham logo ke bichh kuchh jada hi jhagada hone laga yaha tak ki chhodane tak ki baat aa gayi lekin mai uasake baato ko sun ke le liya phir ham dono sath me Mumbai aa gaye Ham mubai me sath me ghumane kuchh jada hi gaye 4 mahino tak wo mere sath rahi phir wo U.P chali gayi ab 2012 me pata nahi kyo mujhe lagata hai ki ab wo mujhe chhdana chahati lekin mai uasake bina nahi rah sakata mai uasase sadi karana chahata hu lekin wo bolati hai ki uasake ghar wle chahenge wo whi karegi aour mai bhi bhag kar sadi nahi karana chahata hu dosto mai bahut paresan hu pata nahi kya hoga hamari love story  

mera name pravin hai........engineer hu......mai apni real love story sunane ja rha hu............agr thik lge to muze mail jaroor kijiye.........agr koi galti ho to maaf kr dijiye.............
jb mai 11th me tha.........pdhme me bhi thik tha aur sbse samne wale bench pe baitha krta tha.........class ekdum shant tha tbi ek ldki chocolet ke kagaj awaj krte hue chocolet khana shuru kiya........maine dekha idhar udhar to do ldkiya sath me baith kr chocolet kha rhi thi.......maine jaise hi dekha us ldki ne muze smile diya........i was surprise then after 2-3 days i just try to get frndship wit that girl.........bt maine use kbhi baat nhi kr paya.............uske piche mere sath kai ldke pyar me the pr aisa kbhi nhi ho paya...............ek din maine aise hi mere dost ko uske baare me btaya to wo muze khich ke uske paas le aaya lekin meri himmat nhi hui............akhir mera junior clg education khatam hua aur mai engg. krne dusre clg me aya , wo ldki kai aur chali gayi........wo kaha hai ye dhundate hue 1st year nikal gya.......ekdin facebook pr uski 1 frnd aur meri us waqt ki classmate muze add hui aur maine uske sath sb kuch share kiya.............tb usne kaha ki tum kafi simple rhte ho.......colour se sawle ho............tb muze bahut ghussa aaya.......maine use kaha ja apni saheli kah de ki usse bhi achi ldki se mai shadi karunga................
mai jis ldki se pyar krta tha uska name nisha tha.......................fir maine uske frnd se hi nisha ke saath cntct jamaya aur uske sath baatein krne lga..........use khubsurti ka ghamand tha..........lekin use ricky pointing bahut pasand tha, maine use frndly kha tha ki main wada krta hu ki mai tumhe use milaunga........fir baate hamari chlti thi par shayad uske lyf me tb tk kafi ldke aaye the.............unme kuch hua ya nhi ye mai nhi janta.............lekin mai sirf use chahta tha.............
2nd year me end me maine use prapose kiya.............to usne muze kahan \"tune apni shakal ayine me dekhi hai kya, mere liye to koi amir aur hndsm ldka ayega\" us raat mai bahut roya..............fir maine phn cut kiya............muze itna ghussa aya ki mai sirf study , style aur money ke piche pd gya...........maine 3rd and 4th year khatam hua aur mai ache job me lag gya...........lekin in dino me vidya naam ki 1 ldki ko mai bahut acha lgta tha...........wo hamare clg me topper thi.................
jaise job lga maine din raat 1 kr diya main engineer se production manager sirf 2 saalo me bn gya.........mere boss bhi muzse kafi khush the............fir unhine muze 3 saalo ke liye (london)uk bhej diya............jb in saalo me, diwali pr mai ek baar aya tha to mai use dekhne gya tha..........to uska 1 ldke ke sath brekup ho gya tha aur wo bhi job kr rhi thi...
ghar waalo ne mere liye 1 ldki dhundi lekin mai ne us ldki ko aur 2 saalo ke liye rukne ko kaha............


now, after 2 years , mai 2011 ki diwali ko india aya tha to mai ne mere sbhi classmates ka get-together program rkha........kafi bde hotel me party rkhi.................
meri entry mere BMW speed se huyi..........to mere saare frnd kafi khush hue..........aur mere sath meri gf(jo ghar walo ne shadi ke liye dhundi hai) wo thi........mai itna style lg rha tha ki mere saare dost aur frnds(all girls) mere se milne mere uper jump krne lge...........lekin nisha nhi ayi.........mai janta tha ki wo kaf dukh me thi..........us samy mere saare teacher bhi aye hue the...........maine sb se baatein ki aur meri gf se introduce kiya...........us wakt nisha ke ankhe laal ho gyi...........maine sbhi teacher ko kaha ki, \"my all dear teacheres, mai jo bhi hu wo mere saare bhagwan, my parent, my teacherrs ke wajese hu..........\"

us raat party ke baad mai ghar pr mai so rha tha to nisha ka cal aya aur wo rone lgi...........mai ne use pucha to wo boli muze maaf krdo muzse bahut bhul hui........mai tumse pyar krti hu...........
maine use kaha,\"apni shakal ayine me dekha hai maine mai tumhare liye thik nhi hu, mai use pucha tune engg me itne ldko ko ghumaya hai ki tu ab apavitr ho gyi hai, tuze biwi hi kya mai frnd bhi nhi bnana chahta\"
tb wo roti rh aur maine phn ct kiya.....phir bhi us ke dusre din wo apne parents ke sath mere ghar par aayi thi lekin maine unhe kahan apki ldki agr puri pure bhi hogi to muze nhi chahiye kyunki ghar waalo ne jo mere liye dhundi hai......wo muzse itna pyar krti hai ki mai use kbhi bhul nhi skta.......aur phir nisha rone lgi.........
fir abhi 1 january me uski shadi 1 engr ke sath hi hui.........muze bulaya tha shadi me tb mai mere gf ke saath chala gya..........usne muze uske sath dekhakar uske aankhe laal the..............

maine ek gift me australiya ke ticket aur hotel book krwaya.......aur use kaha mai aaj aisa hu jo tumhe ricky pointing se milwa rha hu......mai kbhi waade nhi bhulta.......to wo rone lgi
fir jb muze fir se uk me aane ka time hua to maine fir se sbhi ko ghar bulaya use bhi bulaya........us party me nisha muze apne sath baat krati rhi aur mere gf ko muzse alag rkhne ki koshish krne lgi...........lekin mai ne use characterless kh kr mere gf ke sath chala gya.........

aur mai 4 din baad fir se uk ja rha hu

main ne ye story isliye batayi hai clg lyf me agar koi ldka ldki pyar krte hai unhone apne parents ko saaf saaf btana chahiye kyunki wahi kuch kr skte hai.........aur apne uper cntrol rkhna chaiye jis se brekup ke baad bhi kuch nhi hona chaiye...............mai aaj bhi nisha se pyar krta hu pr uske charcter ne muze tension diya tha............lekin jo ldki gharwalo ne dhundi hai hum dono bhi ek dusre ko itna pyar krete hai wo mere bina ji nhi apyegi aur na hi mai..............


kuch gltiya hui hogi to maaf kro kyunki mai marathi hu........mai ye story english me likhna chahta tha lekin sbhi ke liye maine hindi me likhi hai............
muze mail kijiye 

Hi dis is sanjay,dis is my true story..
It was summer of dec.2008,mere coaching me ek nayi ladki pdhne k liye aayi thi..when i saw her,i got mad..she was so beautiful..!!
Mai use daily apni class se dekha krta tha..usko maine apne frnds ko b dikhaya,thn ek frnd ne bataya ki wo uski classmate h n bahut seedhi ladki h but western h..n ye b ki iske peeche kayi ladke pade hain...!
I always being very shy 4m strting.
Meri b dosto se bet lag gyi ki \\\"isko to mai pakka pataunga?\\\"
mai usko daily dekhta tha.
Isi tarh kuch din beet gya, nw i was in 11th stndrd she also.
During d xams maine ye decide kiya ki mai use apne dil ki baat bataunga..actually main usse sach me hi pyar krne laga tha..mere frnd ne ye b btaya tha ki her mother is very frenked to maine uske mumma se bat krna suru kr diya. N she had thoushants much frnd.so b careful,n usko kabhi hurt mt krna.
Bt mai apni dil ki baat kah nhi paya..aftr december i went huryana to my uncle\\\'s house.i was missing her so much that aftr 2 days i returnd 4m there..when i rechd coaching,i saw dat her mumma is come in here,i was vry hapy..i sat on my bolcony nd jst watchd them..
kuch time bd Mai wahi usi k ghr k pas tha..n thn she was coming 2 me 
fir ek din morng cls me mai bahut bechain tha soch rha tha sb kuch usse bol du par himmat nhi juta pa rha tha. us din cls me bhi sirf mai or wo hi the fir bhi mai himmt nhi kr paya kuch bolne ki.
fir eve. cls me bhi sirf mai or wo hi the sir bhi apne kisi kam se jaldi chale gye, mai hr bar ki trha use chodne uske ghr tk ja rha bs roj se alg ye tha ki us din wo or mai akele the,
sare raste yhi soch rha tha k kese khu lkn shyad khte h na hakikat ko koi badal nhi skta.
mujhe kuch khna hi ne pda or usne khud hi ijhare ishq apne juba se kr diya mai itna narwas tha ki kuch kh hi nhi paya, lkn sch wo smjh gye the or mjhe kuch bhi khna nhi pda.

and i\"ll so happy with her.

i love u dimple 

Hello frndz..
Mera naam Rohit mehra hai mera date of birth.29.04.1991. OR meri grl frnd ka naam puja hai unka date of birth 31:01:1992.ka hai or pdte hai sn 2002 ki baat 7 date firday ka din tha shaam 6:45 pm ka time jb mene unhe pehli baar apne saamne wali nisha di ke ghar dekha .us din mene unko 1 time hi hello bola tha us din unhone dark coffee colur ka sute penha tha jo un pr bhot bhot acha lg rha tha .vo meri nisha di ki best frnd jyoti ki choti sis thi unka naam puja h or .kuch din vo roz nisha ke ghar aane lge kisi kaam se to me bi vha hota tha kyuki me sara din school se free hokr unke pass pdne ke bhane time pass or baate krta tha.or jb jb vo vha aate the tb tb mera dil andr se pta nhi kyu bhot khush hota tha or ak din vo nisha ke ghar nhi aaye muje lga shayd vo agle din aaye ge but vo to pure 26 din unke ghar nhi aaye to mere dil ki be cheeni dheere dheere itni bdne lgi ki me raato ko thik se so nhi pa rha naa shool me thik trha se pd pa rha tha esa hote hote pure 2 month ho gye the to me khud nhi smj pa rha tha ki yr muje kya ho gya hai fir mene ak din apne kisi frnd se apne dil ki ye sb baate share kri to usne ne muje bolo ki tuje usse pyar ho gya hai but me us wqk uski baat ko ignor mar di or apne ghar aa gya or fir me night me khana khane lga pta nhi kyu mera dil baar ye sochne lga ki unhone khana khaya hoga yha nhi bs ye baat sochte sochte khana bi nhi kha paya or let gya or saari raat ye sb baate sochte sochte morning ke 4 bje gye the or me raat br naa so pane ki vjhe se muje agle din shook ki chootti krni pdi vo pehla din tha jb me unke khaabo me pehli baar puri raat br jga .sch me us din ke baad muje pehle baar pyar me jaagne ka drd ka pta chala fir me 2 din baad apni nisha di ke ghar gya or unse mila or unko 3 hour baad baato baato me kha di kyu naa hm apke best frnd jyoti ke ghar chale to unho ne haa kr di or me or nisha unke ghar gye the vo din 9.june.2002 thi jb me unke ghar 1st me enter hua tha .fir dheer dheer me khud unke ghar aana jana shur kr diya tha or bs me ye sochta tha ki ab m! e unke k ese btau ki muj unse pyar hone lga hai. Esa hote hote time nikalne lga fir exam bi aane lge to vo jisi tutson me pdete the to me vha pdne lga .mene khi baar unko unke govt shool ke bhahr milne jata tha but unko pta nhi tha ki me unko milne kyu aata tha ak din ..mene unko gift dene ki sochi to muje pta nhi tha ki grls ko gift me kya dete hai to mene unko apne frnd mohit ke haath ke teddy wala careing diya or unko bhot acha lga or unho ne use apne shool beg ki zip me dal diya or ese krke mene kitne hi gift unko dene lg gya tha .but vo ye soch kr gift le lete thi me unka bhot acha frnd hu. Mene unko pure 2 saal beet jane ke baad bhot himmat krke unko prposs kra .. Or vo bi 2 month tk naa naa krte haa bol diya . 

kehte h bhgvan ne hume jodiyo m banaya h...har kisi k liye koi na koi banai....
par zindagi ki udhed bun m hum us khushi ko hi bhul jate h ki zindagi k rang b aakho chubne lagte h...
m shubham jain uttar pradesh ke ek chote se sahar muzaffarnagar se hu aur mai ek buisnessman family se belong krta hu.....apni city m schooling k bad m aakho m kuch sapne samete kuch umang liye kuch krne ki chah m mai dehradun m padhne k liye aaya......dil m alag si khushi thi ki mai apne aap ko sabit krunga....
par zindagi khud ko sabit krne lagi......
m jub bhi udas hota to mandir jakr baith jata mujhe vaha acha lgta aur ghanto vaha logo ko pooja krte dekhta.....har koi bhgvan se kuch na kuch mangta....
lkn mujhe ye bhi yakin tha ki bhgvan sabki sunte h...
aise hi ek din m udas hokr apne clg apne room ki aur chala ...sch us din dil bhot mayus tha.....mujhe apni maa ki yad aa rhi thi....aur raste m maine dekha ki ek ladki jo dekhne m kisi apsara ki trha aur uska astitv kisi poojniye devi ki trha lag raha tha.... fakr se nazre uthakr sadak pr chali ja rhi thi....mai na jane q aur kaise mandir jane k bjaye uske piche chalne laga lkn na jane vo kaise meri aakho k samne ozhal ho gyi....aur us din se ek naye ehsas k sth m apni purani zindagi ko naye dhang se jine laga....Hum yaha ghr se bhr rehte h to khana bahar hi khate h....ek din apne khane vale ne mujhe kisi bat pr dat diya aur m kahi aur khane ki talash m idhar udhar ghumne laga .....24 aug 2010 ko m sham k samay ghumte hue khane ki bat krne ek bhaiya k pas gaya lkn m vaha n laga sakta tha qki m pure vegiterian hu.....to unhone kaha ki piche ek didi rehti h unke pas chale jao....m vahi chala gya....us din mujhe yad h bhot barish ho rhi thi aur maine apna long rain coat aur cap lgai hui thi...m unke ghr m gaya aur bahar se ek bhavpurn aawaj dene laga.....par koi n aaya...lkn kafi aawaz dene k bad ek ladki bhar aayi aur boli \"haanji\" boliye....
lkn m to use apni jhuki nazro se dekhe hi ja rha tha......vo ladki aur koi nhi vo hi thi jisi maine pehle bahar dekha tha.....
tabhi ek aunty aayi shyad ve unki mummy thi aur maine unse apne khane ki bat ki aur rat pr khana khane k liye bolkr chala aaya....aur raste m aise khush hota hua aaya jaise koi bacha barish m khelkr hota h....m apne room m aakr nach rha tha khushi k mare......aur rat ko m ache se tyr hokr unke yaha khana khane gaya....lkn unse kuch bat na ho payi...lkn eena ne bhi mujhe notice nhi kiya...m thoda said hokr vaps apne room pr aa gaya...aur ye silsila chalta raha...m unse bus itna hi bol pata tha ki eena humara khan lgado...aur ye hi sil sila agle 6mahine tak chalta raha....aur ek din unhone mujhe kisi bhane se apna no. diya aur bola apna no. de do ..maine b de diya...m bhot khush hua...aur bar bar unka nam apne mobile m padhta rehta tha ki mere pas unka no. h.....lkn kbhi kbhi unka msg aata tha \"mum bula r h\" ha ye hi hota tha....aur m ek dum chala jata tha....fir m unko gud mrng ya gud nyt likhkr bhejta to kbhi unka rply aata aur kbhi nhi...Ab mai unse vaha pr khane k alava kuch aur apne ya unke bare m bate kre laga lkn jo b hoti thi aunty k samne.....hum ab ek dusre ko dost mante the bhot nrml..hi hello aur msg bus...aur m unko kbhi rply msg snd kta aur ve bhi fir hum unke upr thodi chat kr liya krte aur unko apni aakho m bsakr so jata...agle din subha unhe dekhne k liye jldi uthta aur aunty k pas chala jata..
Ab aunty b mujhe ache se jan chuki thi aur m bhi...unke ghr m teen di the ve unki bahan aur unki mumma....unke papa ne unko bhot preshan kra tha isliye ve unse alg hi rete the pichle 14 salo se....m bhi unko aksar apni fmly k bare m batata tha...aur mere bare m to aunty sub kuch jan hi chuki thi....Ab hum ek dusre se kafi bat kr lete the msg m...cl pr kbhi nhi ki thi...aur mujhe unke yaha aaye ab 1 sal hone vala tha...lkn ab bhi bus itna hi tha....ek din m shoping krne k bhane se m eena ko apne sth mrkt le gaya...aur pehle humne mere liye shpng ki aur aur maine fir unse req ki m aapko kuch dena chahta hu lkn unhone saaf mana kr di....lkn gift kis ladki ko pasand n hote...mere kafi bolne par unhone ek top liya...bhot pyara top tha vo....bilkul gudiya lag rhi thi...usko lkr ek khushi thi unki aakho m aur hoto pr smile b maine koi itni badi chij to nhi di thi lkn meri dosti ki nishani thi...
fir hum aksar ghumne jate the...ve khud bolti thi chalne ko...aur m chal padta...hum aksar rajpur jate the..aur vaha chakkar lga kr vapas aa jate the bate krte hue...
is trha mera 2nd yr ccomlete ho gya aur m apne ghr jane ki tyari krne laga tub tk hum kafi ache aur gehre dost bun chuje the ek dusre se bus apni prsnl life ko chorkr sub kuch discus ho jata tha qki m unse kbhi apne dil ki bat keh hi n pata tha....
aur ek din hum dono rat ko dnr krne bahar gaye vaha maine unhe apni future planing btai aur unse b pucha..hum log pehli bar ek dusre k sth itni bat kr rahe the.....dnr krne k bad maine unhe ice cream k liye offer kiya...
aur vapas ghr aane lage..raste m aakhir kar maine puch liye eena kya tum committed ho....to unhone kaha kyaaa \"nahi hu\"...aisa q pucha maine kaha aise hi...fir m chup ho gya aur fir unhone aur mijhe to mana krna hi tha....
lkn unhone ye b kaha ki ve sirf dosti tk hi rakhti h subse us se jyada nhi....lkn unhe kya pata tha ki unka ye rule todne vala unke sth hi h.....fir unhone mujhe mere room par chora aur chali gyi..us din m bhot soch raha tha...aur soo gaya...
aur vo hi zindagi jine laga lkn maine mun hi mun apne se faisla kiya ki m unhe apne B\'day pr propose krunga aur apne B\'day ka intzar krne laga....aur ye bat mere dosto se b n chupi thi..07 may 2011 ki rat m apne bhot ache dost vishal se uski bat krne laga aur use ye b bataya ki m apne b\'day pr usko propose krunga.....Lkn usne mere se bola agr vo tere b\'day pr haa krti h to thk kya bhot acha hoga......lkn agr mana krdi to subko bura lagega....aur maine us din faisla kiya ki m aaj aur abhi isi waqt unko sub kuch bol dunga aur maine aisa hi kiya....unho apn dil ki har bat batate hue bhot acha lag rha tha....lkn unhone mana krdi aur bola tum ache ho aur mumma bolengi to m tumse shadi kr sakti hu...
aur mujhe dukh b hua aur khushi b...
fir aksar unse haa krne ki bat krta rehta kbhi ladai b hoti aur kbhi itna pyr b aata...
maine unke liye poore navratre k vrat rakhe
aakhirkar vo din aa hi gaya ki unhone mujhe haa ki...aur m khushi se pagal ho gya.......
aur ek din maine unhe kiss b ki...
ab humari zindagi khushio se bhari hui h...
m unki itni care krta hu jaise koi maa baap apne bache ki krte h....ve roj meri khane ki plate khud hi lgati h...
aur ab hum ek dusre se behad pyr krte h...lkn ab jaise jaise saal khatam ho rha mujhe unse alg hone ka dukh andr hi ande khaye ja rha h...m agle saal yaha se ja rha hu....
aur jo mera sapna use poora krne m lagunga...............................
i love u babu

hloo frndsssssssss......!!!!!!!!!
hwz u all hmmm....??
so meri story kuch iss tarah hai ki... when i was in 6th stand. mein aapne ek classmate ko like krti thi bt wo tab kisi aur ko bahut like krta tha... hum dono mein bas hassi mazaak ... masti ..yahi sab tha nthng else.. bt uss ladki ne usse dhokha de diya nd koi aur bf bna liya tab uss ladke ne usse bhulaa dene ki koshish ki and as a frnd meine b usse sahara diya nd humaari frndship b strong hone lgi phir dhere dhere wo mujhe like krne laga bt kabhi bataya nhi .. nd meine aapne dil ko b bade ache se smjaa liya tha ki ab mein sirf frndship hi rakhoongi. ussne phir meri ek frnd ko btaya nd meri frnd ne mujhe btaya bt meine bola ki hum frnds hi theek hain.. wo valntines day waale din mere liye gift b laaya nd bola ki tanvi i really love u bt meine bola nhi .. mujhe sabhi bolte hain that he really loves u bt pata nhi tab mera man nhi maanta aur jab b usse door jaane ki baat hoti hai to rona aa jaata hai..pata nhi kya ho raha hai.. ek baar schl khatam hua to wo aaya aur bola ki mujhe haan ya na mein answer do to meine pehle smjaya bt nhi manna phir meine bola na. bas ye sunte hi uski aankhon mein aansoo aa gye aur wo wahan se chala gya.. agle din uske haath mein paati thi meine aapni frnd ko bola ki puch kya hua to usne bataya ki mirror todha aise haath maar k. phir next day wo aapni vein kaat kr aa gaya. phir mein uske paas yi aur meine bahut smjaya. phir wo bolta ki theek hai mein abhi w8 karunga bt plz kabhi dhoka nhi dena. i said okeyy kyuki agar uss time pe kuch b bolti to wo pata nhi kya kr leta. wo mujhe aapne parents se b zaada pyaar krta hai. aaj tak wo kbhi nhi roya bt agar mein mazaak mein b door jaane ki baat karoon to uski aankhon mein aansoo aa jaate hain. usne mujhe bola ki mein humesha tera w8 karoonga. mujhe kuch samaj nhi aa raha ki mein kya karoon. aaj mein 10th mein hoon aur sochti hoon ki agar relation rakhti hoon to 12th k baad to alag hona hi hai .. plzzzzzzzzzzz my all sweetyyyy sweetyyy frndsss.. tell me kya karoon.?
yr kuch smaj nhi aata .. wo humesha aapni khushi se pehle meri khushi dekhta hai...
plz frnd tell me kya karoon

Hiiii Frndz.
This is amit from mumbai. Basically mein Uttrakhand ka hun and currently doing job in mumbai as a software engineer. Har normal admi ki tarah meri bhi bahut sari khauahish h ki mere pas paisa ho, mera nam ho, ek pyara sa ghar ho apni gadi ho, ek pyari si wife ho ek baby ho.
Mein bachpan se bahut romantic type ka banda hun. Bachpan se hi sochta tha ki kash meri bhi koi gf ho aur jiske sath mein apni puri life spend kaun.
Lekin life me agar sab kuch mil jaye to insan jiyega kese???
Mein jab 6th me tha to mujhe ek ladki se pyar hua but tab mein bahut chota tha sochta tha ki pyar real me kuch hota nahi h. Sach mano to mein darta tha bahut himmat nahi hoti thi meri usse bolne ki vandana I LOVE U. fatti thi yar apun ki bahut.
Waqt bitta rha aur dekhte hi dekhte time aa gya ki sath chutna tha yani 12th k exam ho gaye result aa gya sabko apne age k carrer k bare me sochna tha so sab sochne lage. mujhe pata tha ki ab hum dono bahut hi jaldi alaga ho jayenge to ab mujhse rha nahi gya aur mene use ek dairy di jisme mene apne pyar ka ijhar kiya. Mene khud se socha tha ki agar wo haan kahegi to thk h par mana kiya to mein us din k baad uske pas kabhi nahi jaunga aur na hi kabhi usse baat karunga. kyunki jab bhi usse baat karunga to mujhe mera pyar yaad ayege na isiliye mene ye promise apne se kiya ki I WILL TOTALLY FORGET HER. hua ye hi mujhe use bhulna pda kyunki usne muhe mana kar diya. uske baat mein apni age ki padhai karne k liye dusre sehar me chala gya. Mein pehle uttrakhand k Kotdwara city me rehta tha uske baad mein uttrakhand k dehradun city me chala gya tha.
wahan pe meri class me kafi sari ladkiyan thi par pata nhai kyun usnko dekhkar kabhi feel nhai hota tha ki inme se koi hai jise mein apna bana sakta hun.
Lekin meri life mein ek mod aya meri life me mere pyar ki ENTRY huhi. Wo na mere college me padhti thi aur na hi usse koi mera link yha.
Mein jinke ghar pe rent me rehta tha unke ghar ek ladki ati thi aur jab mene use pehli baar dekha to mein kya bataun wo meri life ka sabse hasin pal tha. esa lag rha tha ki mein hindi movie ka koi HERO hun aur wo meri heroine. Really I can\'t forget that moment of my life. Us din esa laga jese mujhe koi kohinoor heedra mil gya ho itni khushi hui mujhe. jabki mene to usse baat tak nahi ki thi kabhi.
Par mujhe pata tha ki ye sab possible nahi h. Kunki mere pas reason nahi tha usse baat karne ka
Par kehte hain na jab bhagwan ki iccha ho milane ki tab koi kuch nhai kar sakta.
Jab usne mujhe pehle baar dekha to use mein bhai pasand aa gya tha. Wo bhi chahti thi ki mujhse baat kare mujhse dosti kare par kese????
Fir usne apni frnd ki through mujhse baat ki. Mene usse baat ki to mujhse esa bilkul nahi laga ki mein kisi anjan se baat kar rha hun esa lag rha tha jese mein to janta hun yar use. sab kuch ekdam normal tha man ho rha tha ki uske pas jakr uska hath apne hatho me lun aur khub sari batein karun. But unfrortunatly mujhe jana tha kam se aur wo isi baat pe naraj ho gyi thi thoda sa. us time uske pas phn nahi hua karta tha. to humari phn me bhi baat nhi hoti thi. fir ek din uski frn dmujhe mili mene kaha ki apni frnd ko kehna ki mein usse milna chahta hun sunday ko. usne kaha thk h bta dungi
fir wo mujhe sunday ko milne ayi but kisamt itni kharab thi ki sunday ko fir se mujhe kam aa gya aur mein usse us din bhi jyda nahi bat kr paya.
wo us din bhi gussa ho gyi. fir dhire dhire humari baat hina dhuru hui. usne mujhe apni mummy ka no diya fir kaha ki jab mein kahun tabhi phn kiya karna. fir wo jab mujhe kehti tomein use call kiya karta tha aur hum 2 ya 3 min baat karte the aur fir pure 1 hafte ki chutti.
par un 2 ya 3 min ki palon ko mein kabhi nahi bhul sakta hun. un 2 ya 3 min me esa lagta tha ki jese puri jindagi bhar ki khusi mujhe mil gayi ho.
fir sab kuch normally chalta rha. but kahani me twist tab aya jab mere land lord ko pta chala ki mere aur uske bich kuch chal rha h. unhone mujhe pucha to mene kah nahi humare bich normal baat hoti h as a frnd. aur unhone is baat ko sabhi ko bta diya.
fir kuch time bad meri mummy mere sath rehne ayi.darasal meri mummy ko kuch problem thi aur unka operation hona tha. to wo kuch time mere sath rehne aayi thi.
Par kehte hain na kuch log hote hain jinse kisi ki khushi nhai dekhi jati hai. esa hi tha kuch log the jinse meri khushi nahi dekhi gyi aur un logo ne meri mummy ko bta diya.
fir kya tha mummy ne hungama kar diya aur mummy ki tabiyat aur jyada kharab ho gyi.
mere liye ek taraf meri maa thi aur dusri taraf meri jindagi dono me se mujhe kisi ek ko chunna tha.
mein fas gya tha dono k bich. mene waqt ki najakat ko samajhte hue apni maa ko jyada priority di.

Hiiii Friend my name is Suresh mera umer abhi 19 sal mene apko mera love story sunana chahatahnu plz believe me because i am a student & this time my lover age may job peheli bar colleage gayatha to sare ladki meri tarf dekh rahethe mujhe saram arahatha mey kisi ki bhi face dekh nehi paya par ase kuch din janeka bad mera ake ajnabi se mulakat hui use dekh ne ki bad mujhe laga me khogaya pario ki nagrime me uske chehera mera akome thair gaya bwo bhi mujhe thodi thodi dekh rahithi us time me +2 second year pe padhai kar rahatha bwo mera class ment tha isslie may har din college jaraha tha ar use dhekh rahatha ase chal te chal te ake din mujhse bwo ake book mangli may use de diya job bwo mujhe book loutai tab mene usese uski mobile number magi bwo dia mera man bahut happy tha us samko mene phoe kiya magar uska bhai phone uthaya me darke phone rakh di ar ake din mene phone kiya to usene hi phone uthai usne dhire se bola hallo.. us abaz kita sweet tha useke sath thoda bahut bath kiya . use pucha use pucha kya kar rehi ho usne bola padhai kar raha hnu mene bolathik hai padhai kar lo me phone rakh ta hnu ake me har din sam ko phone kartatha ake din frebruary 14 ko lovers day mene use propose kiya usen bhi assept kiya me use din pura happy tha use bulya or fillim dekhne gaye us din se ham do ki dosti hogai abhi tak hamari dosti hay har din mulakat hoti hay jis din hamari mulakat nehi hotahe ham do no bechan ho jatehen or mulakat honeki tadaptihay but i think what is love abhi tak m! e soch n ehi paya pyar kya chij hay kya ahi pyar hay sath hokar milna julna ,ghumna ,bethna ......... .......... plz replay  

hi doston mera naam asif hai ,mai allahabad se belong karta hu,meri life bahut sare ups aur downs se guzri ,kabhi zindi ne itni khushi di ki laga bs ab kuch nahi chahiye aur kabhi khwahishon k aasman pe chadha ke pair k neeche se zameen khinch gaye.mai bahut hi emotional aur soberty loving person hu,vaise to meri life me chote chote hadse kai bar hue but ek aisa bhi experience raha jisne zindgi ka matlab hi badal diya,mai ek gaanv se belong karta hu ,meri shuruati zindgi padhai kam kanchche khelte kab guzxar gai kuch pata hi nahi chala,mujhe hamesha se zindgi me ye lagta raha ki mai kuch alag hu duniya se mujhe hare khet gardens aur greenary dekh kar pata nahi kuch ajeeb se feeling hoti hai ki jise mai exprss nahi kar skta,mai apna inter,mediate complete karne ke bad shahr me shift ho gaya,maine 2006 me ek english ki coaching join ki ,3 months me hi mai english ka expert ho gaya aur kabhi kabhi class bhi lene laga,ek di jab mai class le raha tha achcanak meri nazar ek ladki pe gai ,uski badi badi hasti hui aankhen,aur complexion sawle hone k bavjood ek ajeeb se kashish bhari nazre kujhe ye sochne par majboor kar rahi thi ki ya to mujhme kuch khas hai ya fir ya vo mujhe pahchanti hai,uska nam shumaila tha,mujhe vo achchi lagi ,par ek teacher hone ki vajah se maone apni khwahishon k daba k rakha ,but doston se ye bat share kar de,merwe dost bade hi dheet aur maskhare the ,unhone shumaila ko mera no de diya aur kah diya ki asif tumse baat karna chahta hai,vo bechar! i 3 din tak dar k coaching nahi aayi but uske dil me kahi n na kahin kuch tha jo uske chehre se express hota tha,3 din bad usne mujhe phone kiya aur poocha ki aap musse bat kyn karna chate the,maine kaha bs u hi dosti karna chahta tha,usne kaha ek ladke aur ek ;ladki k beech kabhi dosti nahi hoti,miane thoda flirt karne ki koshish ki but ek do din me hi mujhe laga ki vo bahut sentimental hai ,to maine use sab kuch sach sach bata diya ki maine usse bat karne k liye apna no nahi bhejvaya tha but doston ne aisa kar diaya,khair us din use meri honesty dekh kar mujhpe trust hone laga,mera dil usse bat karne ka bahut karta tha but m ai ye sonch k ruk jaata tha ki pata nahi ahmari shadi ho payegi ki nahi kya faida kisi ladki ki zindi barbad ho jayegi,hum logon k bech mano ye samjhauta ho gay tha ki hume bat nahi karni chahiye,bt uske msg kabhi kabhi aa jate the ,mujhe kuch aisa lagta tha ki mujhe kuch bahut achcha mila tha but maine kho diya,ek din uska msg aaya ki \"god asked me take one million rupees or u,i preffered one million rupees bcz i already have u\"
mai thoda hazir javab tha ,maine bhi likh diya\"tabhi to chor diya tumne\"
aur ek sher likh di\"jab chaha jazbat se khele jab chaha dil tod diya ,humne bhi aise logo se milna julna chor diya\"
use laga ki mujhe usse pyar ho gaya ,aur usme phle hi mere liye feeling aa chuki thi,na chahte hue bhi hum logon me baten hoti rahi ,1 month bad usne mujhe propose kiya ,mjhe lagta tha ki hmari kahani zyada aage nahi ja paye gi ,par hum dono hi apne aap ko rok nahi sake maine bhi accept kar liya,phir kya tha mai jitna uske kareb hota gaya vo mujhe utni achchi lagne lagi,

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.........
DEKHO DOSTO JINDAGI MAI SAB KUCH EK HI BAAR HOTA HAI JAISE KI :
1. HUM JANM LETE HAI EK BAAR
2. HUM MARTE BHI HAI EK BAAR
3. HUMARI SHADDI BHI EK HI BAAR HOTI HAI
4. AUR PYAAR BHI EK HI BAAR HOTA HAI.

Aur wahi hua humare sath. Humari jindagi mai bahut si ladki aayi lakin koi bhi mujhe attract nahi kar paya kayi nai toh lakh koshish ki mujhe blackmail kar ke mere pyaar ko hasil kar le lakin koi nahi kar paya aur aise hi jindagi chalti gai akele es bhid bhad duniya mai. Phir meri jindagi mai ek ankho mod aaya mare bhiya ki shaddi tey hui bihar(bhabhua) mai. Ab dhyan dijiyega dosto yeh mod tah jis mod pe mari jindagi nai turn liya jab hum apni bhabhi ko dekhne unke ghar gaye toh hum log hotel mai ruke. Aur phir jab subhe hui toh hum log bhabhi ke ghar gaye unhe dekhne mari sab family ghar ke andar chali aur mai bahar phone pe baat karne laga aur jab phone cut kar ke mai andar jana laga toh bhabhi ke just bagal wale ghar mai ek ladki mujhe dekh kar hans ke bhagi mai uska chera nahi dekh paya lakin pata nahi dosto mera dil uski terah attract hone laga lakin mujhe tabh bhi pata nahi chala ki mujhe us ladki se bin dekhe pyar hone laga. aap log es story ko galat samjhenge lakin yeh galat nahi ek sachi khani hai, ek aisa experience jisne mari life ko change kar diya. uske baad mai bhabhi kai ghar k andar chala gaya aur maine bhabhi se puchha ki jo aap ke ghar k bagal mai ladki hai woh koun hai toh bhabhi nai bataya ki woh humare chacha ki chhoti ladki hai lakin unse baat nahi hoti. itna sunte hi mere sare sapne tut gaye lakin bhabhi ko pata chal gaya ki mai unse pyaar karne laga tah aur bhabhi nai koshish karke humari baat karwai pehle toh bhabhi kai cell se hum dono ki baat hoti thi lakin ek din maine bhabhi se bola ki aap unko mera number dejiyega aur mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai woh din ki us din durga pooja ka tyohar tah aur us din maine uske hi number se use itna majbur kar diya tah ki woh humare bare mai sochho aur usne keha ki kuch daer baad mai tumhare proposal ka jawab dati hu maine unse bola ki thik hai aur kuch daer baad humare proposal ka jawab yes mila aur hum dono mai baatien hone lagi hum aapni har ek baat unse khule kitab jaise bata di kyoki maine soch liya tah ki i will marry her but mari takdir ma! i woh na hi thi shayad. kyoki mai nahi chahta ki mare baare mai kisi apne ko dusre ke muh se sunna pade kyoki usse humare relation mai darar aa sakti hai. aur maine unse woh sabh bhi bataya jo ki sirf ek wife ko pata hona chaiye. ek din unhone majak mai bol diya ki hume aapse milna ka mann kar reha hai aur maine bola thik hai kab toh unhone bola ki jab aap chahe maine keha thik hai mujhe kuch din baad intillegence buearu ka exam dene delhi jana tah lakin mai delhi na jakar unse milne chala gaya aur hum mile hum dono bahut si baatien hui lakin yeh pehla juth tah jo ki maine aapne ghar mai aapni family se bola tah uske do din baad hum wapas aaye toh mummy nai puchha ki kaisa gaya paper maine bola thik gaya. aur kuch din baad hum dono mai break up hogaya sirf es baat ke liye ki unki didi hum se milna chahati hai lakin maine mana kar diya kyoki mujhe office se chhuti nahi mil rahi thi aur uske baad unka call sidha 1 janauary ko aaya jis din maine unke gum kuch aisa kiya tah jo ki maine nahi kiya tah maine drink li thi aur maine unse bol diya ki mai aap ke bina jindagi mai akela thik hu aur maine phone rekh diya. Es break up ka ek karan toh maine uppar likh diya aur dusra karan jisne mujhe yeh bolne pe majbur kiya tah ki mai unke bina jindagi mai thik hu woh yeh tah ki unhone mujhe bola tah ki mai kuch nahi karta aurladkiya patana mari aadat hai lakin sach mai dosto maine sirf jindagi mai ek hi ladki se pyaar kiya tah aur jindagi bhar karta rahunga eske alwa kuch nahi.... eske aage bhi kuch likhna chahta hu lakin aab maine aage likha toh humare aankho mai aansu aajayenge aur mai ro dunga lakin jo ki mai nahi chahta.

the last line which i wanna tell u is that:
aaj bhi mera dil unke liye hi dhakta hai aur marte dam tak dhadkta rehega...... pyaar karo lakin biswas ke adhar pe physical relation ke liye nahi dosto....

Bahut udaas hai koi tere jaane se
Ho sake to lout aa kisi bahane se
Tu lakh khafa sahi par ek baar to dekh
Kitna kachra jama hai tere na aane se… :)

Hello freind mera naam mayur hai or mujhe monty bhi kehte hai mujhe 14 saal ki age me Pooja se pyar hua par usse kehne se darta tha par ek din maine use keh hi diya par phone par, par usne mujhe acsept nahi kiya par me ussi se pyar karta tha maine use bholne ki koshis ki par usne khud hi mujhe force kiya ki tum mujhse baat nahi karoge to main kabhi ghar par nahi augi to maine usse baat karna suru kiya kyoki wo meri ristedar the. Use pyar karte hue ek ladki ne mujhe prepos kia par maine use sab such bata ke mana kiya. Main hamesa pooja se uske mana karne ka karan puchta raha par usne mujhe karan nahi bataya to maine use ek din bahut force kiya or pucha to usne bataya ki main kisi or se pyar karti hu us waqt mere 12 saal ke ektarfa pyar ko bahut dhakka laga sabse bada dhokha te usne mujhe na bata kar kiya maine hamesa apni sari bate use batai par usne mujhe kuch bhi kabhi nahi bataya. Mere man me phir bhi uske liye pyar tha par usne jo gam diya tha usse main nashe ki lat me chala gaya tha subah dopah saam bas sarab hi mera nasa ban gaya tha or mere dosto ke kehne par me ek din behek gaya.wo din meri zindgi ka sabse kharab din tha. 29 july maine pooja ko milne ke liye bulaya tha ek hotal par sirf baat karne us samay me sarab jyada pita tha par mere dost ne mujhe galat salah di par main nahi behka to usne mujhe ek sex ki dawa chupke se sarab me miladi or jab pooja milne ayi to main normal tha par jab wo jane lagi to mujhe gussa aya or maine use haat se pakad liye usne h! aat chod a liya phir main get par khada ho gaya to usne mujhe pakd kar side karne ki koshis ki to mujhe achanak kya hua jabki maine uske bare me aisa kabhi nahi socha tha or nahi ab sochta hu or maine use kiss kia to usne bataya ki etna to usne bhi nahi kia or maine use palag par patak dia or khud uske upar hogaya usne mujhse bahut binti kari par maine use nahi cchoda par use in sab(sex) ka bahut knowlage tha or mujhe kuch nahi malum tha. Par main uske sath kuch kiya nahi. Main jaise hi bathroom gaya usne gate bahar se laga diya or chali gayi apne ghar. Par us din se mujhe bahut dukh hua jo maine uske sath aisa kiya. Us din se wo mujhse khafa hai or mera chehra bhi nahi dekhna chahti. Maine use bhulane ke liye marna chaha to usne mujhe apni kasam dekar marne se mana kar diya. Aaj bhi wo mujh se baat nahi karti or main sirf usiko chahta hun mere paas uski ring hai jo nisani par rakhi hai. Ab main aisa koi kadam nahi uthana chahta jisse aage or koi darar ristedari main pade. Ab wo ghar ayegi to use me kabhi nahi miluga main kisi bhi bahane se ghar se door 2_ 3 din ke liye chala jauga. Ye tha dono taraf se dhokha usne kam kiya par maine use dard or dhokha dono diya. Aaj bhi main use sorry bolta hu usne to maaf kar diya par mere man me aaj bhi apni galti ka ehsas hota hai. Dosto kabhi bhi pyar karna par apne dil se faisla lekar dusro ka nahi. Maine apna pyar khoya hai me janta hu. Aj bhi use nahi bhool paya na sayad bhool pauga............ I LOVE YOU POOJA AGAR TUMNE PADHA HO TO. 

Haiii, frd m ek ladki ko 2 years s Chahta hu, maine use pehle baar uske house per dekha sach m pehli najar m uska deewana ho gaya, aur muje usse bepanha pyar ho gaya. m usse kehna bhi chahta tha lekin ek uski pyari si frd n meri love story ki waat laga rakhi h. jab bhi m usse kehna chahta hu to vo kabhi khud beech m aajati h aur kabhi apne bhai ko bhej deti h. aur uska bhai apne kuch frd k saath muje samajane aata h, lekin maine usse kaha ki m usse ladki ko bahut chahta hu aur, vo aur uski sister mere aur uske beech m mat aao, vo chala gaya aur phir aur ladko ko lekar muje petne k liye aaya, usme hi mere bhai ka frd tha usne mujse kaha ki agar tu nhi manega to m ghar per keh dunga. maine unse pyar s kaha ki aap ghar per kehdo lekin uss ladki ko m bahut chahta hu. phir mere bhai k frd n muje haath jod ker kaha emotional kiya aur kaha ki tu ab uss ladki ko bhul jaa.. ab m uss ladki k pass bhi nhi jata magar m usko bahut pyar kerta hu kabhi vo dhik jaati h to muje apne per control nhi rehta... plz help karo ki vo meri ho jaaye aur uski frd, frd k bhai, aur mere bhai k frd ko koi problem bhi na ho plz hepl.... I really love...... 

Hi friend ham jab class 6th me they us time meri class me kai friend they mujko kai long bestfrien maante they par hamara bestfriend koi aur hi thi aur wo bhi mujko apna bestfriend maanti thi ham dono ki ye dosti class 6th se 8th ek dosti hi thi lekin 8th class ke last month me ham dono ko feel hua ki ab ham dono kabi bhi ek dusre ke bagar nahi rah payenge aur usi waqt calss me ham dono ko couple kahte they jis din ham college nahi jate they uski saam ko wo phon kar ke bahut gussa karti thi mujko uski wajha se college jana padta tha ham dono ek dusre ke bager adure se ho jate they
uska dreem PCS (J) karna tha aur mera Enng. banna tha aur ham dono uske liye mehnat bhi karte they dhere-dhere ham dono class 10th me pahuche wo college ka last year tha koyki wo college kewal 10th tha ab to ye hua ki ab kya karenge ab to door hona hai bahut roti thi wo jab ham long akele computer lab me akele hote the tab. aur tab hi hamko usnne kiss kia tha aur usne kaha I can\'t live Without I Love Truly love you My dear aur uske baad ek dhamki bhare lafj me kaha ki agar kabi bhi jindgi me apna number change karna to sabse pahle hamko batana mujko aaj bhi wo pal bahut yaad aata hai
ham aaj bhi usko bahut love karte hai ham usse lagbhag 3 year se bhi jyada ho chuka hai koyki uaki badi bahan aur bhai se mera panga ho gaya to uske ghar to ja nahi sakte hai nahi wo mere ghar askti hai lekin uski friend bata rahi thi ki wo aaj bhi mujse bahut love karti hai ham usse mil nahi sakte hai baat bhi nahi kar sakte phir bhi we are laila majnu
ham usko Masakali kahte they aur wo hamko Cobra bulati thi  

Aaj me apni love stori likhane ja rahi hu…… wo stori jo maine aaj tak kisise nahi kahi…yahatak ki jis se pyar karti hu use bhi abhi tak nahi bataya..

Hum dono bachpan se sath hi padhe the. School bhi ek hi tha. Hum school ek sath aate jate the.wo mujhse bahut darta he Q ki me pahle se hi bahut strong rahi hu.. mujhe kabhi bhi ladko se baat karna achcha nahi lagta tha. Seven std ke bad me apni buwa ke ghar gayi.. mammi aur papane mujhe aagegi padhai ke liye wahi par chhod diya…maine 10th waha par hi complete ki aur fir mai humare ghar aa gayi . jab mai waha par aayi tab mujhe pata chala ki mayur abhi waha nahi he..wo apni aageki padhai karne ke liye apne gaav gaya tha aur ye bhi pata chala ki uske pitaji ab is duniya me nahi rahe.. mujhe ye sunkar bahut duk hua. Par mere pas aisa koi rasta nahi tha ki mai us se contact kar saku..kuch din bit gaye. Mere 10th ka result aane wale the. mai use lene apni buwaji key aha gayi thi . apne ghar aane ke baad mujhe pata chala ki wo bhi gaav se aa gaya he..mai turant us se milne uske ghar gai par wo kahi bahar gaya tha..maine 11th me admission le liya.. kuch din bad collage shuru ho gaya.. collage ke pahale din mai nikli to bus stop par wo khada tha. Mai bahut khush hui..tab mujhe pata chala ki usne bhi usi collage me ad. Liya he…mai use aur bante karna chahti thi par utne me bas aa gayi aur haum collage gaye.. us din se hum roz sath aate the..wo kabhi kabhi mere ghar bhi aaya karta tha, mujhe us se bante karna bahut achcha lagta tha. Par wo kabhi bhi mujhse khulkar baant nahi karta. Aise hi two years bit gaye . Humare 12th ke exam chalu the.

Humara last twelve ka pepper tha us din mai bahut hi khush thi…pepper de kar mai ghar jaane ke liye nikli tabhi mujhe uska phone aa gaya . usne mujhe kaha ki mujhe tumse milna he abhi, mai thodi hairan si ho gai aur thodi khush bhi. Mujhe laga shayad aaj wo mujhe apne pyar ka izhar kar dega par aisi koi baat nahi…actuali use mere chhoti bahan ke liye gift kharidna tha, par mai khuch aur hi samajh baithi.. usne mere chhoti bahan ke liye fish aur ek chhotasa fish tank kharida .hum dono ghar aa gaye… ghar aane me thodi deri hui thi, mai bahut dar gayi thi ki, shayad mammi datengi. Par wo mujhe ghar chodne aa gaya… usne mummi se kaha ki uske wajah se mujhe ghar aane me deri ho gai..

Fir us din ke baad mai use aur hi pasand karne lagi… mujhe har wakt uske phone ka intzar laga rehta..par wo kabhi kabar phone karta. Fir ek din wo mere ghar aa gaya. Mere ghar me koi nahi tha mai bus akeli thi . use laga ki shayad yeh achchi baat nahi ki hum dono akele ghar me….usne sirf paani piya aur turant jaane laga. Tab maine use roka…maine kaha are ase bhi q dar rahe ho.. hum dono baant karte baithe…… apni bachpan ki bante… apni school ki baante.. tab maine aise hi pucha ki….kya wo kisise pyar karta he… tab usne kaha ki haan…. Meri aankhone jaise chamak si jha gai .. maine thode sharmate hi uska naam pucha…usne naam bataya..ANJANA. meri pairo tali jamin khisak gai.. maine fir pucha usne wohi jawab diya.. fir usne mujhe sab bataya ki wo anjana se 4 saal pahale yaani ki 8th std me mila tha tabhi se unka affair chal raha tha..lekin anjana ne uske sath dhoka kiya…usne mujhe batayaki.. jab hum last 12th ke pepper ke baad mile the..to us wakt anjana ne hume dekha tha.. aur use laga ki hum donoka kuch chakkar chal raha he.. mai yeh sunkar shok ho gai .. usne bataya ki jab hum us time fish kharidne gaye the tab anjana ko laga ki hum dono boting karne gaye he..

Mayur bata raha tha. Aur mai sunn hokar uski baante sun rahi thi. Mayur ne aage bataya ki ab anjana ki shadi ho chuki he. Aur usne love marriage kar liya he..wo bahut apset hua… baant karte karte wo ro ne laga…. Maine use kaha ki ab use bhul jaao shayad use jyada pyar karne vali tumhe mil jayegi. Aur thodi der mai meri mummi aa gai. Wo mummi se milkar chala gaya.. us raat mai roti rahi apne pyar par aur kismet par.. maine kabhi bhi use apne pyar ka izhar nahi kiya . mai darti thi. Us din ke baad wo mujhe har roj phone karta.. ek din maine majhak mai us se puncha ki agar tumhe fir kisise pyar ho gaya to? Nahi to koi ek ladki tumhe behad pyar katri ho to tum kya karoge.. usne meri aadhi baant kattehi turant kaha ki, meri life mai anjana ki jagah koi nahi le sakta… mai bas use hi pyar karta hu, aur usise karta rahunga….mai puchchap uski baant sun rahi thi.. maine abhi tak use nahi kaha tha ki mai tumse behad pyar karti hu…. Aur wo bhi shayad mere pyar ko samajh nahi paya….

Wo abhi Indian and western music sikh raha he. Use aaj tak maloom nahi ki, jis ke sath wo inte dinose… ya fir ye kaho ki 12 sallose baant kar raha he, wo use behad aur anpne jjan se jyada pyar karti he……… par aajtak wo anjana ko nahi bhula… wo hamesha us ke bare me bant karte he… aur mai pagal… anjana ka naam uske muh se sunte hi poatthar bane bas use dekhti rehti………….shayad kabhi to use mere aankhome pyar nazar aaye……..
Aur shayad kabhi wo anjana ko bhool kar mujhe apnaye...
maie bas uska intzar karungi.......... tab tak .....jab wo mujhe khud aakar kahe I LOVE YOU.....