hi my name is pradeep i m from gwalior

jab main 4th std me tha tab meri class me ek ladki thi kajal wo mere aage ki branch par bithti thi dheere dheere hum main dosti hui or pata nhi kab wo dosti pyar me badal gyi ek din uske papa ka transfer kanpur ho gya or wo chali gyi or mujhe pata bhi nhi chala ki kab wo kanpur chali gyi aaj 4 saal ho gye par ab bhi main use bhula nhi paya hun kese bhula sakta hun yaar wo mera pahla pyaar hai 2 saal se main uska contact no.dhund raha tha wo kahte hai na ki kisi chiz ko agr dil se chaho to sari kaynat use tumse milane ki shazis me lag jati hai kisi tarah mujhe uska no. mil gya par aaj bhi maine use nhi kaha ki main usse pyar karta hun pata nhi mujhe ki itne salo main koi or to uski life main nhi aaya plz dosto aap pray karna ki wo mujhe mil jaye main usske bina jeena nhi chahta