Hi doston jaisa ke aap sabhi jante hai ke jindgi mein sabhi ko pyar saath nahi milta jis ko hum chahte hai wo humein nahi milta aur jo hume chahta hai use hum nahi milte kuchh aisa hi mere saath huaa hua hai jab main 9 saal ka tha to mai ek ladki se pyar karta tha aur wo ladki bhi mujhse pyar karti thi lekin wo pyar masoom tha na kabhi mujhe uske bin chain padta tha na use mere bin ek sath kelna ek rahna ek sath sona magar ek saath padte nahi the mai school mein padta tha aur wo madarse mein hum dono na jane kyun aisa lagta tha jaise mera aur uska koi rishta ho koi alag rishta mujhe aisa lagta tha jaise wo meri hai aur use bhi aisa lagta tha wo aksar apne nani ke ghar shahar jaya karti thi to mai pagalon ki tarah uske bin tadapta phirta tha aur use bhi mere bin shahar mein achchha nahi lagta tha aur wo do ya teen din mein aajati thi magar hum dono ne kabhi apne pyar ka izhar hi nahi kiya aisa lagta tha jaise use pata hai ke mai usse pyar karta hoon ek din apne dost aamir ke sath uske khet par gaya tha aur jab main khet se lauta to wo ladki mujhe kahi najar nahi aayi maine uske ghar jaake dekha to uske ghar pe koi nahi tha main khamosh ho gaya aur kahi gayi hogi apni mammy ke saath dheere shaam ho gayee magar uska aur ghar walon ka koi pata nahi main khamosh tha magar meri nighahein harpal use talashti rahi main sham tak uske darwaje pe baitha raha uske intjar me magar koi nahi aaya mai nirash hoker ghar chala gaya jab subah mai uske ghar gaya to bhi nahi tha tab jaker maine uski saheli ! se puchh a to usne kaha wo apni nani ke ghar gayee hai aur wo log wahi rahenge ye sunkar mere dil ko jhatka laga main har roz uski yaadon mein unhi jagahon par jata jahan hum dono khela karte the meri har saans uska hi naam leti thi dheere dheere waqt guzra aur mai 18 saal ka ho gaya bachapan ki har yaad dhunli pad gayi magar uski har baat uska ladna sote waqt wo anktashkri uski har baat mujhe yaad thi uska har baat par hasna bahut yaad aata tha main har baat bhool gaya magar use nahi bhool paya magar kabhi ye nahi socha ke mai harpal use yaad karta hoo kya wo bhi mujhe yaad karti hai jahan main use ek pal bhi nahi bhool saka aur wo mujhe bhool gayi magar iska mujhe pata nahi tha dheere dheere mere sab dost shahar chale gaye koi apne bhai ke pass to koi apne baap ke paas to aur mujhe gaon mein achchha nahi lagta maine bhi ghar pe jid rakhli ke mai bhi shahar jaaunga aur mai glass ka kaam seekhne hydrabad chala gaya maine ye socha waha jaker mai use buljaunga lekin wahan bhi mujhe uski bahut yaad aati thi jab bhi kisi khoobsurat ladki ko dekhta to yahi sochta ke wo ab aisi lagti hogi uski yadon mein harpal kaat kar main kaam seekhar wapas ghar aagaya ghar se mai keral gaya banlore gaya surat gaya mumbai gaya coimbatore gaya magar kahi bhi aisa din aisi raat aisa ek ek pal nahi jismein maine use yaad na kiya ho mere dil mein ek hi hasrat thi ek baar mai usko dekhlun phir chaahe meri jaan hi kiyun nikal jaye uske paapa bhi kanch ka kaam karte the unka karkhana shahar (meerut jahan wo log rahne gaye the ) main gaon mein tha to uske papa gaon aaye wo karigar ke talaash mein aaye wo mujhse mile hal chaal punchha mere kaam ke baare mein punchha to maine bataya ke main bhi kanch ka kaam karta to unhone mujhe apne pAs kam ke liye kaha to maine jhat haan kardi kyunki wahan meri jindgi thi mera pyar tha aur main meerut chala gaya Meerut bus stand par pahuch kar mere dil kayee tarah ke khayal aarahe the main soch raha tha wo mujhe dekhkar kush ho jayegi kaas aisa hota jab main uske ghar pahuncha to sabse pahle usise me! ri mili wo ghar par akeli thi uski ma docter ke gayee thi aur papa karkhane chhote bhai bahan school wo mujhe dekhkar sharma gayi aur boli ghar pe koi nahi hai more today