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mera pehla pehla pyar - tanu

hello mein tanu ..to meri love story
mera first year in colg so kafi new colg frndz whi masti mere group m boys grls sub the m sub se bat krti thi infect kafi masti krti thi mere group m ek boy tha jiska name sam tha vo bhi meri trh masti mazak m zada beleave krta tha we r just only frndz ............but vo kbhi kbhi kuch zada bol jata tha story ki beg. vha se hui jub first time mene uski bato sereous lene lgi vo jo bolta accha lgta sare group frndz m se usi se zada attachment c ho gyi then u can say my frst crush m use apna frst crush smjhne lgi
but usi beech meri ek femail frnd se usse kha ki tum dono yani( mein or sam) k beech kuch chal rha h m to usne mna kr diya use love pe beleave ni tha lekin jub usne un bato ka bhi mazak bnaya ki uske mere beech kuch chal rha h log esa soch rhe h to vo bohot mazak bnane lga 
mujhe bohot bura lgta ha use nhi pta tha but mazakl 1limit m accha lgta h mujhe pta nhi bohot gussa aaya to mene use khub argu. kiya then pta nhi us mazak k bad or uske behaviour se bohot ajeb lgta bura lgta mene usse apni ye feelings chupa k rkhi or apni nazar m use bura smjha diya mere dimag k liye jese vo bohot bura insan tha but dil lekin phir apne dil ko smjhaya or next day usse frndship tod li bcoz dil m dard hota tha mene use bat krni band kr di then pta nhi use kya hua usne mujhe 2 weeks bad col kiya then mujhse frndship k liye pucha but m such mene use mna kr diya bcoz sayd phir hum frndz bnte and mere dil ki feelings or bdhti m use bhulna cahti thi
but vo jub m class m aati jaan bujh k mere sath bethta preshan krta vhi mastiya..........phir se mujhe vo mastiya acchi lgi ab uski masti pe phir se smile but dr lgta tha pta nhi kyn phir night uska coll aya mene pic kiya then again usne frndship ko kha phir mene bohot socha then i sad yes okk coll cut krke bohot socha then finaly mene sub bhul k only dosti k bare m socha or mujhe lga dosti is better magar m usse iss tym love jesi koi accptation nhi rkhna cahti thi yakin mano us argu k bad love word uske dil se imposible lgta tha or mene soch liya tha only frndship or kuch nhi phir frndz m bhul k usse dosti nibhane lgi phir vo masti krta but iss bar uski masti k sath vo care thi uske liye jese m koi special ban gyi thi vo group m rh k bhi mere liye care krta but this time frndz bhi couple word hmare beech nhi lana cahte the bcoz they know ki sam or meri kitni argu hui thi iss bat pe isliye vo bhi hmare beech jo tha use dosti or m khud koi or khyal ni lana cahti thi to mere liye bhi ye frndship thi but uski nazar kuch alag khti thi
but uski masti mazak ki adat se kuch pta nhi chlta tha
but ek din uski best frnd mere pass aai vo uski childhood frnd thi m usse kbhi ni mili thi ha but sam n uske bare m bohot btaya tha tb usne mujhe kha ki she loves him us time meri kya halt thi mein hi janti thi i cant express....usne mujhse kha tum now uski best frnd ho vo tumhari hr bAT manta h plzz help me mere liye kuch alag situation thi meri himmat nhi thi uske samne khde hone ki rona aa rha tha m vha se bin bole chli gyi but mene bad m soch ki m to sam se abhi mili hu but ye to childhood frnd h sayd mujhse zada ye sam ko pyar krti ho mera to uske sath koi future ni tha sayd ye childhood dostimarriage m change ho jaye then mere sam se uska no. liye or use kha ki mein sam se bat krungi but moka nhi mila then phir feb aaya mera bday mene socha usse apna bday gift ye mangu ki vo uski childhood frnd ko ha khe but usse pehle sare days rose day n all ek ek day vo special bna rha tha mere liye accha lga but dr bhi tha khi jo bat m bhul k aage bdhi hu vo na dohrai jaye then valentine day mere colg aane ka koi mood ni tha but mere frndz se zabardsti aane ko kha then m gyi 
then mere frndz n mujhe jha hum all time gossip krte the vha bulaya kuch smjh ni aa rha tha then jo ek grl ka khwab mano khwab such ho gya h red rose se ek big heart then phulo ki barish sayd vo mere liye ek khwab tha usne pura kiya then 
but vo samne ni aaya to mujhe pta ni chl ki ye kisne kiya h 
phir mere frndz n eyes close krwai then phir mene eyes open ki vo apni nees pe betha n hatho m ek rose bilkul filmy style jhlla tha vo usne kha jo m sunna cahti thi vo meri ha ka intzar kr rha tha or m pagl usse ha bolna cahti thi but uski childhood frnd or future sochke mna kr diya vo shocked the kynki sub ko lg rha tha mera ans. ha hoga but m kya krti mna kr diya pehli bar uske eyes se aanu jo mujhse brdasht nhi ho rhe the lekin apne dil ko smjhaya or khud smjhne k bad use bhi phir kya vo bohot ziddi h usne dosti tod di jiske share sayd m khus rhti vo dosti dil bohot roya pta nhi ho kya rha tha lga life khtm m vha se chli aai ghr then my bday usne mujhe raat 12 bje wish kiya m bohot khus thi ki sayd hum again frnd bn jayenge phir mene usse frndship gift m ussse uski childhood frnd ki bat ki
vo bohot guss hua
then hum colg m mile pta nhi usko kya hua usne meri trf dekhna chod diya bat nhi krta tha or suddnly usne apni childhood frnd ko ha kha then o mere pass aaya or mujhe bohot sunaya usne kha sirf tumhare liye mujhe lga sayd ab vo dono ek couple bn gye honge but uski childhood frnd n btaya ki uska behavior accha nh h uske sath n usne use chod diya phir vo mere pass aaya or kha mera tum pehlepyar thi mere liye tumhare alava kisi or ko sochna to dur m dekh nhi skta lekin ha ab tumse nafrat ho gyi h 
mein use btana cahti thi ki mene use kyn mna kiya pr nhi bta ski then colg years usne mujhse koi bat nhi ki or phir 
age ki story bad m....by frndzzzzzzzz i hope u all undrstand me







2 comments:

Anonymous said...

yes dear use ha bol do nafrat ko love mein badal do plz

Jay said...

tume kuch galt nahi kiya par ab use ha bol do agr Ab tak nahi bola hai to jaldi bol do.....

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