heyy frddss...mera naam nehal hai..or mai class 10th mai partha hu. Love ko pehle mai ek stupid thing samaj tha ta...

Jab jab main apni frds ko dekta tha ki woh log apne gf ko lekar tym pass kartha the to muje bohat bura lag tha tha...coz i was belive in true love...and muje yeah khabi nahi laga tha ki mere zindegi main bhi pyaar naam ki sij ayegi. Mera 1st terminal exam ke baad mai apne ghar wapas aya...or family ke sath or couzin ke sath fun karne laga..mere ek bhai tha jo bohat pyaara tha...mera apna sagga bhai nahi tha par sagge bhai se bohat upar tha usne mere ammi ko ammi bulaya..

so holyday par mai bhaiya ke ghar chala gaya. Waha jakar main unki couzin se mila..jo ki mujse bohat bari thi or uski shadi ho chuki thi...1st tym mai uske sath jiyada bath nahi karta tha par dhire dhire uske sath mere acchi frdship ho gayi,,woh UK pe rehti thi,, yaha woh holydays pe ayi thi 6 month ke liye. Unke sath mera bohat accha ek frdship ho gaya tha or unki choti behen mujse bohat pyaar karthi thi. Bachpan se wo muje pyaar karthi thi likin khabi himmat karke muje bol nahi payi or muje bina bole hi UK chali gayi..So ekdin bato bato mai didi ne muje bol diya ki mere choti behen tuje bohat pyaar karti hai. Main 1st isse ek joke ki tarah le gaya par bad mai didi ne muje kaha ki im serious woh tuje bohat pyaar karti hai..Unhone muje uski facebook ki id di or bola ke usko add karu. Woh sach much bohat kubsurat thi. Maine use add kardiya 1 din bad jab woh online ayi tho main dar gaya ku ki muje nahi pata tha ki larkiyo se kaise bat karte the.. so main just uske sath hi hello kiya karta tha,,,Ekdin uske sath maine bohat tym bat kiya pure 2 hours..and she becomes my best frds..then 10 din bad didi ne bola usko puch uski koi bf hai kiya.. to maine usse pucha bhi...to usne kaha no i dnt have but main kisise pyaar kartha hu. So maine pucha koun hai woh? so usne bola i cant tell u.
maine kaha muje pata hai woh koun hai phir woh dar gayi or kehne lagi ke to fir tum hi bolo koun hai woh? maine kaha Main...then wo darke mare offline ho gayi phir didine uk foan kiya or usse bat ki..then she praposed me...mai pagal ho gaya...then main uske sath roj chat kar tha tha...woh bohat dur thi mujse. She lives in UK and mee in Bangladesh.
so bohat din ke baad usne muje kaha ki its impossibole to get relationship with u. Coz uski bare behen ki larka ko saab pata chal gaya tha apne bare mai..uske 2 sister thi,, sabse bari jo thi usko kuch nahi pata tha or 2nd wali ko sabkuch pata+hamara relation bhi unhone kiya tha. unhone muje promise kiya ki woh UK jakar sabkuch tik kardengi.. but unhone UK jakar kuch tik kar nahi payi coz meri gf ne kisi or se pyaar karne lagi thi..or didi ne muje sorry bhi kaha ke im sorry mai teri koi madad nahi kar saki. but firbi im happy dosto coz woh happy hai...uski kushi mai hi meri kushi hai,
next year mai UK jane wala hu..sirf uske muu se ekbar sunlo ki woh muje pyaar nahi karti then main uske zindegi se chala jayunga...aab sirf next year thak intezar karna hai....
so my all frdss pllzz pray 4 me...