Hi......................

2-Years pahle :- ek din maine apne ek frnd ki id se ek ladki ki mail id chura li aur us id pr maine gmail se req. bheja. us ladki ne mujhe accesept kr liya... us khubsurt ladki k name Preeti hai .... humne mail bhej kr pahle baat ki fir chat se bate krne lge, ek dusre k bare me janne lage , dost sach kahu to Preeti mere liye meri kismat thi meri jindgi thi. Preeti ko mai preet kahta tha \"preet \" mens sirf sachi chahat, sayad isliye use mai preet kahta tha.
Apni preet ko pane k liye maine apne bare me kuch jhut bol. rakha tha Dheere dheere jaise jaise pyar badhta gya mai usee sari sachai bta di. vo haryana me jgadhari me rahti thi .wo B.Tec , 4-sem student ki student hai aur mai Job karta hu Delhi me as a Sr. Network Engg.
Hum ek dusre ko kabhi nahi dekhe the, but chat se hum bate karte the theere bate karte karte hum dono ko pyar ho gya , aur pyar hone k baad ek dosre ki jindgi ban gaye uske ghar walo ko nahi pta tha but maine apne gharwalo ko bta diya tha maine apni mummyse uske baat bhi kra rakhi tha, Dheere dheere pyar itna badh gya ki hum fone se bate karne lge , ek din meri ankhe use dekhna chahti thi , mano uske siva kuch bhi acha n lag raha tha, hr sansho me , sirf use hi khojta rahta, hr taraf sirf use hi dekhna chata. jab derrat me uske ghar wale so jate to tab hum fone se bate karte the, uska 3 sem k exame khatm hone k batvo chandi gharh 2- month ki traning lene gai, us time mai use dekhne k liye chandi gharh gya, jane se ek din pahle ki rat mano itni lambi rat ho gai ki vo beetne k name nahi le rahi thi kaise kaise kisi tarh sote jagte usi k sapne dekhte dekhte subahk 4-bja diye mai fresh ho kar 5-baje bs paknek liye chala gya bs k es safar me mai hr pl preeti ko mahsus kiya aur socha ki preeti se milunga, ye kahunga, vo kahunga, thodi badmashi karunga , thoda sa pyar jatunga, mai 2 baje chandigarh pahuch gya, preeti se mila uski 3 frnd sath me thi , usne mujhe jaise dekha , ram kasham dil me itni mr mitne ko bhi taiyar tha, uske ankho ko dekha vo srm se jhuki ja rahi thi, uske hotho ko dekha , vo kahna to bahut kuch chah rahi thi pr sarm se uske hoth kap rahe the, hum dono ek bench pr baithe , aisa lag raha tha jaise mujhe sab kuch mil gya ho, preet ne mujhse pahla qus pucha kunal ane me koi takleef to nahi hui, maine uski vo sadgi dekhi, maine uski vo jhuki hui najre dekhi, jaise mano bhagwan ne khud ho apne hatho se bnaya huva ho. fir kya tha vo meri tarf dekh hi nahi rahi thi , mai usse bar bar req kar raha tha ki meri tarf dekho, meri tarf dekho, pr vo sarme se nahi dekh rahi thi, itne me maine kaha bahut ho gya aur uske kadmo me baith gya aur uske hatho pakad kar bola , ye preet kabhi mujhe juda mt karna , mai ji nahi paunga tumhre bina, jaise hi mai uske kadmo me baitha waise hi vo ghabrane lagi.....! .
Preet :- pls kunal upar baitho log hume dekh rahe hai vo kya kahenge, pls upar baitho.
Mai fir baench per baitha aur dher sari bate ki, waha se 6 baje hum vapas ane lage to uski ankho me ansu the , aur uske ansu mujhse kah rahe the ki \" kunal pls ruk jao n, abhi aur der tak dekh lene do mujhe \" pr kya karta yaar unke sath unki frnd bhi mai nahi chata tha ki meri preet pr koi ungli uthaye. .
dheere dheere pyar itna badh gya ki hum jab rat me bate karte the fone se to rone lagte the, fir ek dusre ko dilasha dete the ki jaldi se hum sadi kar lenge.........
din beet te gye aur dost kahte h n , ki khusiyo ko beetne k baad dukh bhi aata hai,

use lga ki maine apni mummy ko dhoka diya hai wo hamesha roti rahti ek din maine usko samjhaya ki thoda sa samay de do mujhe hum mumma se bat kar lenge mai tumhra hath magne aunga, ( meri soch thi ki agar meri salry 50,000 ya 60,000/ manth ho jaye) to mumma fir mna nahi karengi kyo ki hum dono ek hi cast k hai aur us time meri salry( sirf 17,000) thi
pr sayad bhagwan ko ye manjur nahi tha aur sayad meri kismat me dukh likha huva tha.... usne apne ek class frnd se sari bat batai fir usse pucha ki mai mummy se batau ya abhi nahi ? uske frnd ne bola bta do...... aur vo ja kr bta di.... us din uski mummy ne apne sr pr uska hath kr kasam khila di ...... aur us din se mere jeevan me andhera sa hogya.....
use dikhna chaha ki preet tumhre bina mai ji nahi sakta pr sayad use apni ma k siva kuch bhi nahi dikh raha tha........ aur hamare hr bat ko hamre hr chot ko vo natak samjhti rahi......... mere kai frnd ne use samjhaya ki ise achanak mt chodo,,,,, ye nahi ji payega , un sab hamre dosto ko jo hamare pas rahte the unhe mere ankho me sayad anshu ache nahi lagte the, unhe mera ghut ghut kar rona , acha nahi lagta tha, mera hr pl k marna acha nahi lagta tha, sayad isliye preet ko samjhana chahe pr preet ko meri koi fikar nahi thi uska kahna tha ki vo chahe mre ya jiye, mujhe usse koi nahi lena dena..... kabhi kabhi mai uske ghar fone kar deta uski awaj sunne k liye, mai use aap lga kr baat karta pr ab se vo mujhe bolti, ki tere se mujhe koi bat nahi karni , tere dimag me meri bat kyi nahi ghusti. tu jahe mre ya jiye mujhe koi frk nahi padta............... mai jindgi se ub chuka tha uska ye bdla huva rup dekh kar bhagwan ji se kahta tha ki ya to mujhe maut de do ya fir use bhula do...... pr inme se to kuch nahi huva ha mujhe gum sahne ki takat de di..... uske bahut snap hai jo apne bedrum me lga rakha hai. hr snap me uski mag bhar rakha hu. ab mujhe koi bhi tnsn hota hai...... khud hi uske snap se bat kar leta hu. ek baar preet bankar aur dusre baar kunal bankar...... padhai pr dhyan deta hu aur kosis karunga. ki uske jindgi me kabhi gum n ane du h ye sach hai ki ab kabhi n hi baat karunga na hi use dekhne jaunga. pr hr pl dukh me uske sath rahunga.

maine use bola tha ki preet Maine prem kiya hai, pyar nahi,,,,,
aur prem sirf bhgwan ka rup hota hai, aur bhagwan kabhi milte nahi.......................