hey frnds my self any(anil)
bat un dino ki hai jab mene apni 12th class pass kar bca ke liye apne kasbe se bahar padne aaya tha.us sahar mai meri dosti bahut kam s thi. mene 4oct. ko apne rahne or padne ke liye ek kamra rent par liya.or rahne laga.mera ek frnd tha jiska name satish tha vo mere pas padne ke liye aata rahata tha or kabhi kabhi room par hi sota tha. after three days jab mai college se sham ko aaya to mene dekha ki 2 ladkiya mere pass vale room mai aayi vo pahle se vaha rahti thi lakin vo apne ghar se apne parents se mil kar aayi thi. un dono mai se ek ka name deepa tha. use dekhar muje kuch feel hua. vo dekhne bahut hi simple or sunder ladki thi.hum pas mai rahte the isliye hamare beech mai dere dere thodi bahut bate hone lagi. meri ek frnd niharika sharma thi use maine kabhi nahi dekha tha lakin hum hamari dosti phone par hui thi isliye hum kabhi kabhi rat ko bat kiya karte the. jab us ka 11 baje ke bad call aata tho mere mobile mai jor se \'dilbar janiya \'ringtone bajti. iis karan vo dono samajti ki mere koi girlfrnd hai . or unke kamre se rat ko hasne ki aavaje aati.
ek din mene uski frnd se uske number liye or use mess. karne laga . phir vo bhi muje mess. karne lagi.or hamare bich mai dosti ho gayi .ek din uski room patner ne mujse un dono ko railway station drop karne ke liye bola, to mai un ke sath chala gaya.hum padal padal vaha gaye.hum aapas mai bate karne lage. vaha jakar pata laga ki train 1 hour let hai. to hum vaha thodi dur jakar sit par beth gaye, deepa mujse mere bare mai puchne lagi or mai use apne bare mai batane laga, usne mujse bola ki mai benten ki tarah lagta hu isiliye usne mujse dosti ki. deepa us din full funny bate kar rahi thi use dekhkar muje asa lag raha tha ki mai use bas dekhta hi rahu.thodi der bad deepa ne mujse kaha ki use bhukh lag rahi hai to mai unke liye kuch kahne ke liye laya ,fir deepa ne mujse uske sath khane ke liye bola or hum sath sath khana khane lage jab vo mere pas bethi to muje uske pass bahut aacha lag raha tha. thodi der badd train aa gayi or vo chali gayi. uske jane ke badd muje uski bahut yad aane lagi muje samaj mai nahi aa raha tha ki mere samne bar bar kyo aa rahi hai.2 din bad jab vo vapas aayi to rat ko usne muje call kiya or bolne lagi ki muje vahah tumari yad aa rahi thi. usne mujse niharika ke bare mai pucha, to mene use sab such bata diya ,dire dire hum ab jyada bate karne lage or ek dusre ki tings aaoas mai shere karne lage. ek din rat ko 10 baje uska call aaya or bolne lagi ki anil aaj muje pata nahi kyo tume mai bahut miss kar rahi hu, or thodi der badd humne ek dusre ko i love you bol diya.
ab hum roj puri puri night bate karne lage. hum ek sath market walk jane lage. mai usse bahut pyar karne laga ,vo mere hemesha aakhon mai rahne lagi. ek din makan malik ko hamare bare mai pata lag gaya or usne dipa ke ghar par phone kar diya . dusre din deepa ki mummy aa gayi or deepa ko bahut data , or mere pass aa kar muje bhi bahut lecture diye or vo use le gayi . aaj us baat ko 2 year ho gaye .
deepa muje ab call bhi nahi karti. muje pata nahi ki vo mujse ab bhi pyar karti hai ya nahi. par mai aaj bhi usi sai succha pyar karta hu or muje aaj bhi lagta hai ki muje call jarur karegi,
mai good sai prayer karta hu ki vo pal muje lota de. i love you deepa.
(you came into my life to tech me that how to live alone.....)