Hello friends,
Yaha mai aapko apni khud ki love story bta rha hu yah koi mangadat kahani nahi hai yah mari khud ki real love story hai.
Dosto baat kareeb 6 saal pahli hai jab mai 11th class mai tha. Main 10 th tak adarsh vidya mandir school mai padha tha, jaha keval boys padhte the. Jab maine 11th class mai B.S, public school mai admission liya to us school mai humari class mai ladkiya bhi thi. Students ki strength jyada nahi thi , humari class mai kareeb 19 boys and 5 girls thi. Starting me to main class me kafi chupchap rahta tha kyounki ladkiyon se thodi jhijhak thi dusri baat mai class mai kisi ko janta bhi nahi tha. Kareeb mahina bhar beet jane k baad meri ek ladke se dosti hui jo pahle mujhse kafi senior tha lekin beech mai usne padhayi drop kar di thi is wajah se wah mere sath aa gya.
Isi beech mai ek ladki se attract hua. Pahle to bas normal hi attraction tha lekin baad mai na jane kya hua use dekhna aadat si ban gyi. Tab tak wah school mai nahi dikhti mera man hi nahi lagta tha. Jis din wah nahi aati us din mai bhi half day mai ghar aa jata. Fir saam ko uske ghar ki taraf jane laga. Fir chhutti k time pe maine apna rasta us k ghar ki taraf se hi bna liya tha. Mai kabhi akela udhar se nahi jata, mai jab bhi udhar se jata to mere sath mera koi na koi dost jaroor hota tha.. sayad wah ab tak jaan chuki thi mai uske pichhe hu, isliye hum jab bhi udhar se jate to wah hume aksar baahar hi milti thi. Ye sab karte huye January aa gyi . maine dosto se puchha ki kyo na use propose kiya jaye to dosto ne haa kar di ki ab kar hi dena chahiye. Jo bhi rply hoga dekha jayega. Magar meri liye ye pahla mauka tha mai kafi narbus tha isliye maine ek ladki ki help li jo jyadater humare sath hi rahti thi kyuki uske aur humare subject same the. To maine us se kaha ki kya tum mera ek kaam kar sakti ho to usne haa kar di. To maine usi din usko ek letter diya aur us se kaha ki tum ise reena ko de dena, lekin school mai mat dena . ise keval school k baahar hi dena. jab usne wo letter reena ko diya to reena naraj ho gyi aur school k bahar tej chillakar us se puchha ki yah kisne diya. jab usne diya tha tab tak mai ghar aa chuka tha lekin mere dosto ne mujhe bta diya ki reena meri is harkat se naraaj ho gyi hai aur ho sakta hai ki wah kal apne papa ko sath leke aaye.
jab usne mujhse ye sab kaha to mera dimag kharab ho gya. yah mere liye bilkul nya tha. us din puri raat yahi sochte sochte nikal gyi ki pta nhi kal kya hoga. agar reena apne papa ko sath leke aayi to fir baat mere ghar tak b aayegi tab pata nahi ghar wale kya sochenge. yahi sochate sochate subah ho gyi aur mai b faisla kar chuka tha ki chahe kuchh b ho mai aaj school jaroor jaunga. agar mai aaj school nhi gya to fir mai kabhi kisi k samne sar utha k nhi rah paunga. ab kam se kam mai ye to kah sakta tha ki jo mere dil mai tha wahi maine kiya.
dosto jab us din mai school pahuncha to sabhi aa chuke the. wo sab mera kal wali baat par react dekhna chahte the. unme reena bhi thi, lekin maine ese react kiya ki jaise mujhe kuch pta hi na ho. reena ne socha sayad mai aate hi us se sorry bolunga magar sab kuchh ulta hua. mai pahle ki tarah normal tha kyoki mai samjh gya tha ki usne apne ghar kuchh nahi kaha, agar wo kahti to mujhe seedha principal k paas bulate.
waise mai apko bta du ki us letter mai kya likha tha. usme likha tha- \" reena i want to do frindship with u if u satisfy with me then plz rply only in Yes or No.\"
yah baat 5 jan. 2006 ki hai.
iske baad mai kuch dino k liye use bhool gya. fir 17 feb. ko mujhe lunch mai black board par YES dikha. mai samajh gya ki yah usi letter ka jabaab hai. maine jab iske baare mai us ladki se puchha to usne kah bataya ki yah reena k kahne pe rashmi ne likha hai.
us samay meri samajh mai nahi aa rha tha ki ek dum se yah rply kese kar diya. mujhe kuchh shak sa hone laga ki kahi yah koi sajis na ho. magar mere dost nahi maane wo kahne lage ki pyar titli ki tarah hota hai, jab tum uske pichhe bhaagte ho to wo door jati hai aur agar tum chup baith jaoge to wah apne aap tumhare paas aa jayegi. us samay mai unki baaton mai aa gya. aur aata bhi kyu nahi wo mere dost the, aur sath hi example bhi ese diye ki koi bhi unki baat maan jata.
(24 feb 2006) aakhir hum sab ne tay kiya ki ek baar fir letter diya jaye. is baar humne us lidki k bajay khud uske bag mai rakha . abhi mujhe yaad nhi ki usme kya likha tha magar yah b pahle ki tarah chhota tha aur is baar maine usse baat karne ka praposal rakha tha. magar is baar rply esa mila jiski kisi ko bhi ummeed nahi thi. jab hum sabhi boys lunch baad ground se lautkar aaye to mai sabse pichhe aa rha tha i mean mere se pahle class mai teacher ko chhodakar sabhi the. jaise hi mai class mai ghusa to reena ne mujhe class k gate par hi rok liya. aur mujhe us din usne itna kuchh suna diya jise mai to kya, koi b nahi sun na chahta tha. usne jo kuchh kaha wo sab ladkiyon ko kaisa laga ye to mai nahi jaanta magar boys ko ye sunkar achcha nahi laga. kyonki ab sabhi samajh chuke the ki wo black board wali baat kisi sajis ka hissa tha. wo girls mujhse kisi baat ka badla lena chahti thi. is saal mai ek baar fir kafi disturb hua tha. magar mai fir sambhla aur maine decide kar liya ki chahe ab kuchh b ho jaye is ladki se friendship karni hai.
jab mai dusre din(25 feb) school pahuncha to maine puri class k samne kah diya ki chahe kuchh b ho jaye ek din reena meri friend jaroor banegi. mai janta tha yah bahut muskil tha magar mai ye bhi janta tha ki yah namunkin nahi hai.
is baar session pura ho gya. result koi asar nahi pada. magar is baar meri t.c. kat chuki thi aur mere papa ne mera addmission sony accadmy mai karwa diya.
magar maine b soch rakha tha ki chahe kahi b padhu magar reena se friendship karni hai. jab mai school jata to pahle reena ko jaroor dekh k jata tha. wo ye janti thi ki mai uske liye hi waha aata hu. uska aur humara time ek hi tha isliye kabhi isme problem nahi hui. fir reena ne paas k coaching mai tution laga liye . wo sanskrit ka tution jati thi jo mere liye possible nahi tha kyuki mere pas sanskrit nahi thi magar mai uski coaching par aata tha. wo bhale hi naa aaye lekin mai jaroor aata tha. maine kafir socha ki use fir propose karu magar himmat nahi hui kyuki mere andar ek dar ghar kar k baitha tha ki wah is baar bhi mana karegi.
is baar bhi 12th ho gyi magar mai use propose nahi kar paya.
ab mai college mai pahuch gya tha soch ab to reena bahar khoob mila karegi magar baad mai pata chala ki wah gradution private kar rhi hai. maine bca mai addmission le liya. ek din mai physics k tution k liye ghar se jaldi nikla tha to reena mujhe usi coaching k pass mili mai samjh gya ki wah coaching kar rhi hai. fir kya tha maine waha aana suru kar diya. uski coaching kareeb 4 mahine chali mai waha daily aata tha . magar is baar bhi himmat nahi hui ki use propose karu. lekin is baar jab mai aata tha to reena meri taraf baar baar mudkar dekhti thi, kabhi kabhi hash bhi jati thi. jab uska tution band ho gya to mujhe laga ki agar is beech mujhe wah nahi dikhi to sayad wah mujhe bhul jaye isi liye maine uske ghar k paas room le liye taki mai jab room pe jaaun to use dekh saku. is room k baare mai mere ghar walon ko nahi pata tha. mai waha keval din mai hi jata tha, fir baad mai maine room chhod diya kyunki mai uska rent afford nahi kar sakta tha.
mere 1st year k exam ho chuke the aur new session start ho gya tha, yah kareeb september 2008 ki baat hai. reena fir mujhe usi coaching par mili.
dosto ab tak meri kabhi reena se baat nahi hui thi magar dil mai is baar bahut junoon tha. maine soch liya ki is baar use jaroor propose karunga. mai is baar result k liye ready tha chhahe wo yes ho ya no.
reena k react ko dekh mujhe lag rha tha ki wah is baar mana nahi karegi.
so ek din(17oct 2008, karvachauth ka din) maine coaching jate waqt rok liya aur kaha ki- \"reena mai tumhe kuchh dena chahta hu\" magar usne mana kar diya ki wah nahi le sakti.
dosto jab maine is baar usse face to face baat ki to mera aur uska (dono) chehra laal pad gya. hum dono na jane kyu dar rhe the.
aur fir wah mujhse mana kar k chali gyi. maine use rukne k liye b kaha magar wo ruki nahi.
is baar mera dimag bahut jayada kharab ho gya. jab main tution pahucha to deepak(my best friend) ne puchha ki tera chahra kyu utra hua hai. to maine use sab kuchh bta diya.
To usne mujhse puchha ki uski chhutti kitne wajah hoti hai to maine use bta diya. us samay reena ki chhutti mai keval 5 min baaki the aur hum dono reena k tution se kareeb 4 km door the magar humara tution market mai tha. hum dono reena k tution mai wahi pahuch gye jaha pahle maine reena ko roka tha. us din uski 10 min late chhutti hui thi. Deepak ne mujhse pahle hi kah diya ki aaj bhale hi kuchh b ho jaye usse jawab leke hi jana hai.
jab reena aayi to maine use roka magar wo ruki nahi to mai dubara uske aage jakar ruk gya. aur usse se chillakar rukne ko kaha to wah ruk gyi. aur apne aap usne kaha ki yaha mere friends hai tum apna no mujhe de do mai tumse apne aap baat kar lungi. to maine use apna no de diya.
dosto maine use apna no to de diya lekin jab se usko maine apna no diya tha. tb se mera dhyan phone se nhi hat ta mujhe nahi pta tha ki wah kab call karegi. 3 din beet gye uska koi call nahi aaya . to mai dubara fir uski coaching par pahuch gya. tab bhi usne mujhse baat nahi ki, lekin is baar wah mere hath mai chupchap ek letter de gyi. jisme likha tha.-\" jo no tumne mujhe diya tha wah usi din se switch off aa rhai hai. mai b tumse baat karna chahti hu isliye plz shaam ko heeradas par mil jana.\"
jab mai heeradas par pahucha to sabse pahle maine usse pucha ki tumne no kya note kiya to pta chala ki usne no hi galat note kiya tha. fir maine khud usno apna no likh k diya. is baar hum dono pahle se kam narvus the. aur usne mujhse promise kiya ki wah mujhe call karegi.
dosto dusre din reena ka phone aaya. us samay ghar se college k liye nikla hi tha. reena ne bas itna hi kaha ki raj mai tumse bahut kuchh puchhna chahti hu. mere man mai bahut sare sawal hai. aur mai ye bhi janti hu ki tum bhi mujhse bahut kuchh puchna chahte ho. maine aaj tumhe keval isliye phone kiya hai ki tum plz mere tution par mat aana mujhe achcha nahi lagta. haa tum aa sakte ho magar daily nahi. jyada se jyada hafte mai 2 baar. kyunki mai nahi chahti ki tum meri wajah se disturb ho. tum apne career par dyan do. mai jaldi hi phone karungi, jitni jaldi ho sake, magar tum is no par call back mat karna. plz. bye take care\"
dosto us din to reena ne mujhe kuchh kahne ka mauka hi nahi diya. magar uska 2 din baad fir call aaya. is baar humari kareeb 5 min baat hui thi. jo ki humare liye bahut kam thi kyunki jitne sawal mere man mai the usse jyada reena ke pass the.
mai in sabhi sawalon ko aapke sath share karne walon hu , kyunki meri aage ki kahani ne mujhe jindgi ka aisa sabak diya ki meri life bana di reena ne mujhe disturb bhi khoob kiya. aur usi ki wajah se aaj mai ek achchi life ji rha hu. aur usi ki wajah se mera pyar se bharosha utha gya.
is real story ki aage ki kahani mai jald aapke sath share karne wala hu. bye
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