hi friends....!
my apko meri love story bata rahi hu.....
meri l.s shuru hui 2001 me, jab mai 8th class me thi, aur mai jisse pyar karti hu wo b 8th me tha, lekin hum dono ek school ya ek gaaun me nahi padhte the, wo ldka mere mama ka beta hai, bachpan se jab b hum holidays me milte the to sath milkar khelte the, aisa samajhlo k haum hamesha se hi ek duje ko chahte aaye hain, lkin bol nahi paye...
jab hamara 10th complete hua tha tab usne mujhse milne hamare gaau ko aaya us waqt hum dono hamesha ek sath baith kar bbte karte the..lekin kabhi pyar ka izhaar nahi kiya...
kuch dino bad humare ghar wolo ko pata chal gaya k hum dono ek doosre ko chahne lage hai...us k bd hamara holidays me milna bandh hogaya...us waqt hamara 11th class chal raha tha...mai bht pareshan rahti thi q k wo mujhse door hogaya tha...uski bht yaad aati thi... achanak 14 feb 2005 k din uska call aaya to mujhe uski aawaz sunte hi ankho me aansu aagaye,,4 sall k bad hum dono ek dusre ko propose kiye...
jabse hamari love story shuru hogayi thi hum dono har din phon per baat karte the bht khush rahte the, dheere dheere hum dono chori se milne lage..jab mujhe aisa lagta tha k is dunya me hum jaise lovers bht kam hote hain, wo mujhe apni jaan se bhi zyada chahta tha agar ek din hamari bat nahi hue to bht bechain hojata tha, mujhe yeh ehsas hota tha k jitna my usko chtee hu usse kai zyada wo mujhe chahta hai...
isee tarah aur 2 saal gujar gaye, jabwo B.tehc aur mai B.sc 2nd year me the..jbse uske calls kam hone lage phir b muje usper koi shak nahi aya...aisa samajhti thi k wo apni padhai me busy hai...kuch dino k bad usne mjhe cal karna hi chod diya, aur mai jab usko cal karti thi to kahta k tm roz cal mat karo, hafte me ya mahine ek baar karo mujhe uski baate ajeeb se lage my bht pareshan hogayi q k wo mjhse bt karna nahi chahta...jab mai 18yrs ki thi aur mere liye rishte dhoodna shuru kardiye the.. mai nahi chahti thi k koi ladka aake mujhe dekhe mai ghar me bht zid karti thi k mujhe itni jaldi shaadi nahi karni hai,,usko b pata chal gaya k mere liye rishte dekh rahe hai...ek din mai usko cal kari jab wo kahne laga k mujhe bhool jaao,,mai tmhare kabil nahi hu..aap hi sonchiye ye bt sun kar mujhper kya beeth raha tha,,mai ek dam toot gai aur mere ankho se aansoo aa rahe the... phir bhi mai usse koi shikayat nahi kee, jab bhi wo mujhe yaad aata to my usko cal karti thi, lekin mai wo pyar nahi paa saki jo pahle tha..
uska B.tech complete hone k bd mujhe pata chala k wo mujhse bht pyar karta hai lekin mere ghar me muje rishte dekh rahe hai aur wo to student tha job nahi hai mere ghar wale usko accept nahi kar sakte yeh sonch kar mujhse door tha, maine usse poochha k agar tumhe job miljaye to mujhse shaadi kroge kya..tab usne haa kardi...us waqt mujhe aisa laga k mera khoya huwa pyar muhje wapas milgaya ,, phir hamari chating, cals ,meetings shuru hogyi thi...kuch dino bad usne job k liye ek cunsutancy me paise laga kar loss hogaya na to job mili aur na paisa, wo bht pareshn hogaya....phir bhi mai uska sath nahi chhoda hai.. aur phir ab wo kah raha hai k tum koi aur ladke se shaadi karlo tm mere sath khush nahi rah sakti....lekin mai uske bina meri life me kisi dusre ladke ke bare me sonch b nahi sakti...aisa lagraha hai k bheed me rahkar bhi mai akeli hu....mai usse apni jaan se bhi zyada pyaar karti hu..usse bt kare bina nahi rah sakti, lekin wo mujhe bhoolna chahta hai aur mujhse bhi yahi kah raha hai k use bhool jaau ,
lakh koshishen karne per bhi mai usko bhool nahi paarahi hu shayad yahi mohabbat hoti hai jo seene aag ban kar jalti rahti hai,,
humari love story 10saal ki ho chuki hai lekin abhi bhi adhoori hai,,, pls hamare liye dua keejiye ke hum dono ek hojaye...