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meri life meri jaan sanju hai - vinay
04:01 | Posted by Unknown

meri life me sanju (poonam) naam ki ek ladki hai jo jabalpur me hai. thik 12/03/2011 ko usne hum galti se msg kiye aur humko lag ki koi dost hai aur hum us time par ye ladkiyo ko nahi samjhte the pyar nahi jante the to humne is ladki par viwas nahi kiye sanju ne humse pehle friend ship ki humne ok bola aur fir unse dosti ki us din sayad humari life k pehle din the aur wo ladki humse itni aachi dosti ki us din humko ek best friends par usne humko aapni life ki har ek baat bol chuki thi ki hum koi aur se pyar karte hai aur bahut si baate thi sayad wo dard me jada thi unki life me sirf tanhai thi aur kuch nahi humne socha yaadi koi ko ek pal khusi nahi de sakte to gum we kyu de humne unse dosti ki fir unke dard ko samjhne lage jab humne unse pehle bar mile to jabalpur me 2 numbar get k paas mile the humne unke upar ki kuhsi jo dikhne ki hoti hai wo dekhi fir humne unki aakho me dard aur tanhi dekhi jo humko unki dost baane par majbur ki aur wo fir humari har baat ko manti pehle wo har chiz ko bhula chuki thi jyse aapne khayal rakhne aur time par khane pani ye sab wo chod chuki thi par hum bolte to jaldi manti hum hum bhopal se kuch pal k liye jabalpur aaye dada ji ki deth ko ek saal ho gaye the to ghar me pooja thi usmi aur unse milne we us din 24/03/2011 thi humne unse mile aur fir humko mata rani k darsan k liye aapne friend sunny k saath jana the to hum bhopal aagye the bapis humko bhopal se dusre din saam ko nikane the hum bhopal se nikle usi time sanju ka call aaye bol! ti hai a ap humre liye kya duaa karo ge humne sirf khusi boli aur wo humse aadr numbar se baat karti thi ustime par sayad 1 pesih wale koi sikim nahi thi uske baad we humse wo rim k numbar par 8 ghante thek baat karti thi kabhi unne humse call karne nahi bola wo hi humko call karti thi aur aaj we karti hai humko kabhi koi we chiz ki jarurat padti to wo pura karti humse aur hum unko khus dekhne k liye jaan we de sakte hai ye unko we maluma the aur fir yuhi hum log ek dusre ko khusi dete fir humre bday aaye 14/06 ko us din unko dekhne wale aane wale the aap socho meri life kitni buri hogi us din par wo humko nahii boli ki aaj humre ko dekhne wale aane wale hai par hum unki baato se jhooti khusi se samjhe gaye unne rote rote bola humko dekne wale aaye hai samjo humko ek dard se huaa fir we humne unko bola humko ek gift do abhi bolti hai jaan mago de dege par humne bola ek choti se pyar se muskan do plz bolti hai nahi deni humne kyu to wo bole ki plz kyu bole hum aapko to sab de sakte hai to ye to choti si chiz hai humne unko fir se bol tu derahi ki nahi to bolo ha ab lo usme aapka haq hai fir kya tha dhire dhire humari dosti pyar me badal gaye humne unki har khusi we chin le ek dam se unki life me hum dard roj ladte aur unko tensan dete par humne unki kasam kahi thi ki unko jada khusi dege aur aaj dete hai unki tabiyat we khrab rehti hai. to hum unko jabr jaasti ek manth ke liye aayudin ki goli dilbai wo nahi khati thi humhne uske baad we unko goli kahne sikha diye wo khne lagi unki body me fark hai sayd is bar wo humse ab dur ho jaye unki saddi lane wali hai aur ha humne unke liye mate k 9 din jo upwas k hote hai unme 8 we din aapne hatho me kapoor rakhkar pooja ki wo ye dekha kar to hum se bahut khuse hai aur unko hum par humare pyar par we viswas hai my love my life abhi hum unka intjar karte hai katre rahe ge aur unko kabhi dard na dege aur unko humari jaan ki jarurat hogi tio dedege wo we
my love my life my life sanju my love sanju







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a very different but true story - sheeja nair
04:00 | Posted by Unknown

I sheeja nair would like to share my story with everyone around to convey the message that if you love someone from heart truly you will get that person.

Main ek ex-army man ki bati hoon.Dad army mein hone ke karan postings hamesha hota tha. jab mein 7 class mein thi mere dad ka posting nasik mein hua.hum hamesha ayyapa mandir jate the.

waise kafi acche family friends hone laga.mere bhi kuch dost bane.ek aise hi family friend ka beta jo hamesha for no reason unke doston ke saath mere ghar pe aata tha.

initially i was ok but as days passed i slowly fell in love with him but was not dare enough to express my love to him.he Mr. Anuraj nair was too chubby.Days started passing and my love started growing more and more for him.

Again a small trajedy happened ki dad ne tab hi VRS le liya aur hyd mein unki job lag gayi within a month.so unfortunately humein hyd jana pada but somewhere i loved him and mein unhe chod kar nahin jana chahti thi but jana pada mujhe.

mein hyd shift ho gayi after completion of my 10.i took Anuraj no. also but didnt call him inturn i always waited for his call.socha mujhe kabhi toh call karega but aisa kuch bhi nahin hua.

days started passing mere feelings kuch kam nahin hua unke liye aur mujhe vishwas tha ki mujhe yeah insan milega.

mujhe se raha nahin gaya and i called him tab mein 12 mein thi and pata hai response kya aaya.itwas ki tum jis no. ko call kar rahe ho woh exist nahin karta hai.i was upset but had a hope.

mera 12 ka result aaya i secured first rank with 90%.got sit in Engg.join kiya aur pyar mein koi deprovement nahin.

days started passing and mein 2yr engg mein aa gayi tab hi one day meri mom ne aapne fri kocallkiya.in general she asked about all and she asked about ravinder ka son ka kya hua and she got a reply ki uski shadi ho gayi.

mom told me ki anuraj ka shadi ho gaya.i heard and went blank.i started cryn and socha ki aisa ho hi nahin sakta.jo insan mere liye hai woh kaise kissi aur ka ho sakta hai.i thought ki main may bhi uski second wife hogi but then decided ki aisa ho nahin sakta.

i left everything and started concentrating on my studies but kabhi kabhi i use to remember him.days passed time passed i entered into final year.

meri mom ne phir se aunty ko call kiya.she casually asked about everyone and then she asked how is anuraj wife aunty told he is not married it is rajish who got married.rajish father is ravindernath and anuraj father ravinder nair.

my mom told me and i was too excited after hearing this.i immediately opened net and searched him in orkut.i could find his profile.i messaged him but ther was no reply from other side.

daily my work was to search his profile from morning to evening but my luck was never he came online.one fine day when i opened orkut and sat for long,thought of closing the orkut and i got a message from Mr. anuraj nair.i was very happy.we chatted for long and then he asked for my no.

i didnt give mine but i inturn asked for his and i called him.i gave my no. and pata hai he started calling.just in short span our relation enterted till marriage both family was ok with the relation but then there came a word called horoscope.

The match broke just like that bcoz of horoscope.we got aparted.left each other .i changed my no. and never ther after i called him.

but pata hai phir kya hua i got jaundice.he was hospitalised.we didnt talk to each other for about 7-8 months and then one fine day i got a mail from Mr. nair.

he said he became manager and for one week training he is coming to hyderabad.i read the message and sent him my phone no.

he called me.we talked for very long.he came to hyderabad.he came to my house with a small gift .it was fastrack ka watch.

my mom could see the love in our eyes and pata hai what in dino hum kabhi nahin mile.mera nasik chod ne ke baad (26-04-2003) we met on 2-06-2010.

he impressed my mom.my mom decided to marry us.we performed some poojas and 16-jan-2011 we got married.

now today i am Mrs anuraj nair.very happy with my relation.i am staying in mumbai.







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my love - abhishek
03:59 | Posted by Unknown

hi friends me apni love story aapke shair karna chahta hu.sabki life me koi na koi esa aata jo hmari puri life ko badal deta h .wo pal meri life me bhi aaya .mere collage ki ek ladki bholi si pyari si jise me had se jada chahne lga or pta hi nai chla ki muje kb itna pyar ho gya.jab mene uski life me jane ki koshish ki to muje pta chla ki uske piche or bhi ladke the us din to me tut hi gya tha muje lga shayad wo muje nai mil sakti par fir bhi mere friend ne meri help ki.or mene koshish ki uske samne jane ki par dar tha duriya bhadne ka to na ja saka.fir mene himmat kari or facebook ka sahara liya or use aapna dil ki sari bat bol di magar fir bhi dil me ek dar tha.kuch dino tak mene sirf itjar kiya sirf uske jwab ka .ek din uska achanak call aaya wo din meri life ka bahut bda din tha.lekin me us din roya or use i love u bol diya or uska jwab bhi same tha or yha se hmari ek nai shuruwat hui .ab me khush tha kyo ki meri life mere sath thi.hum har din collage me sath rhte phone par bat karte milte the sab kuch thik chal rha tha achanak uski family ne uska rishta kisi or se kar diya wo bahut royi par me kuch na kar ska wo chali gyi apne ghar gujrat or me wahi rh gya uska hath mere hatho se chutgya.me bahut tadpa roya par kuch na mila mene socha uske bina marna acha .mene marne ki koshish ki par mere dosto ne muje roka or kaha tu use dur kaha ja rha h agar wo tere pas wapas aayi or tu na mila to.or sabse jaruri use teri kabhi jarut padi or tu na mila to kya hoga hath hi to chuta hai.rishta ! to nai n ai .tab me kuch samja ki pyar ka matlb mout nai jindgi ko jina hai,or aaj me ji rha hu sirf or sirf uske liye or aaj bhi me har psl usi ka itjar karta hu .kash wo mil jaye .rone de aaj mujko th aahke sujane de,baho me lele or khud ko bhig jane de ,hai jo sine me ked dariya wo chut jayega hai itna dard ki tera daman bhig jayega







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A real story (sudha-anil)
03:58 | Posted by Unknown

Ye story meri nahi friend mere ek friend ki hai......jo ab is duniya me nahi hai.
Ek time tha jub hum ek acche friend the.mi use bachpan se janta hu.wo masti karne me,khele me sub me hum sabhi friend se kahi aage tha.bus wo kamjor tha ek hi chiz me padhne me.lekin uski kismat ko kuch or hi mazoor tha.
=Ek time ki bt hai jub hum 7th class me the.or 7th class ki final exam chal rahe the.last subject baki tha maths.or iski taiyari ke 3 days ka leave tha.or tubhi uski life me ek ladki aayi.2nd last exam ke saam time ki bt hai.hum dono ek sath uss ladki ke ghar ke kuch duri me musti kar rahe the.tubhi wo ladki usi time apne top flor par ayi or hume dekhne lagi.usne to ignor kar diya.lekin mere ko pata hi chal gaya tha ki wo hum dono me se kisi ek ko dekh rahi thi.or iska pata lagane ke liye hum dono ne usi time ek plane banaya.or plane ke mutabit hum ek dusre se kafhi duri me chale gaye.or dur se hi boll ko paas-paas khelne lage.or wo her time usi ko jyadatar dekhti.or uski kuch galti hone par joro se hasti.tubhi hume pata chal gaya ki wo mere friend anil ko dekh rahi thi.tubhi se anil bhi uske bare me sochne laga.dusre din hum fhir sabere wahi musti karne aye to wo ladki apne ghar ke bahar nikli.or dono ek dusre ko kafhi time dekhne lage.or jub karibun 1hr baad uski dii ne use bulaya.tubhi hume uska name pata chala.uska name sudha tha.or anil akele use ghar ke samne wale tree ke niche baith gaya.jub sudha use dekhi wo bhi bahar ayi or apne ghar ke pass wali kirana store me baith gayi.or wo dono lagbhag ek dusre ko 2 hr tak dekhne lage.lekin anil ne usse bt nahi ki.kyon anil sayad ye sub chizo se darta tha.uss time.or anil 2 hr baad apne ghar chale gaya.or ye silsila lugbhag 1 month tak chala.fhir result aane ka time aa gaya.or result aane pe pata chala ki.anil supply aa gaya hai.or wo bhi maths.me tub mujhe pata chala ki usne kuch padha hi nahi.sara time sudha ko dekhne me hi laga diya.or wo abhi tak usse bat bhi nahi kiya tha.anil ki iss harkat se anil ke dad ne use 1 month ke liye sahar se bahar bhej diya.lekin wo 1 week se jayda bahar rah nahi paya or wapas aane ki jid karne laga.or idhar sudha ki halat bhi kuch aisi hi thi.wo anil ko dekhne ke liye uske ghar tak jati thi lekin sudha ko anil nahi milta tha.or fir sudha ne mujhse pucha ki anil kaha hai.tomaine kah diya ki anil bahar chale gaya hai.1 mo! nth ke l iye.or ye sunte hi wo bhi dusre din apne mama ghar chale gayi.lekin anil uske just dusre din wapas aa gaya.or turant mujhse milne or use dekhne aya lekin.maine jub bataya ki wo apne mama ghar chale gayi hai.tub wo bilkul tut sa gaya.or ghar se bahar nikalna bhi band kar diya.or supply exam diya. pass ho gaya.tubhi sudha apne mama ghar se wapash aayi lekin school time chalu ho gaya tha.or humara school morning time tha to sudha ka school afternoon time tha.or iss chakkar me ve ek dusre ko kewal evening time hi dekh pate the.sudha pathne me badi tej thi.jaisi hi ye bt anil ko pata chali wo bhi sub kuch chodh padhai me dhyan lagane laga.or ye saal aise hi khatm ho gaya.or exam ke result ke time aaya to anil hum sare friends se jyada % se pass hua.or uss ladki se bhi aage badh gaya.lekin abhi tak uska nature waisa ka waisa hi tha.isiliye uske dad ne use bahar bording school me padhane ka fhaisla liya.jisse anil khush hua.or jane ke liye taiyar ho gaya.ye mi nahi janta ki wo jane ke liye kyon taiyar ho gaya.lekin ye bt mere dimag me nahi aa rahi thi.or wo bording school chala gaya.or jub wo 9th class ka exam deka summer weekasion.to maine pucha tu taiyar kyon ho gaya jane ke liye.tub usne bola mai sudha ke liye ek accha insaan banna chata hu isiliye chala gaya.lekin sudha ki kya halat thi ye humme se koi nahi janta tha.lekin anil fir sudha se bina bt kiye wapas bording school chala gaya.or krismas ki chutti me wapas aaya. To pahli bar usne sudha se bt ki.uss time wo kafhi frank ho gaya tha.lekin sudha se bt karte time wo thoda thoda darr gaya tha.or bt karne ka bahana tha.maths ka book.or usi time new year ke din anil ne maths ke book me ek song likh kar use wapas kar diya.or jis din jane wala tha uske pahle din wali saam ko anil ne sudha ko griting card dene uske ghar chale gaya.na jane ye himmat kaha se ayi usme.thank god uske ghar me uski sister ke siwa or koi nahi tha.anil ki awaj sunte hi sudha uske pass aa gayi.anil ne grinting card use diya lekin wo nahi li.or huste hue waha se chale gayi.anil bhi gu! ssa ho g aya or gritting ko uske samne fhar kar fack diya.or dusre din chala gaya bording school.or lugbhag 2-3 saalo tak usne sudha se bat nahi ki.or anil ka selection engineering collage me ho gaya or wo 4 saal ke liye coll chala gaya.jub wapas aya to dekha sudha ki saadi hone wali hai.tubhi sudha wapas ayi or use uska fhata hua griting wapas ki.or boli ab meri sadi ho rahi hai to ye mere kis kam ki.ye sunte hi anil ro pada.or uske sadi ke din hi atm hatya kar liya.ye jankar sudha bhi nahi bachi usne bhi apne sadi ke pahle atm hatya kar li.
Plz pre friends ki dusri junm me mile.(sudhanil)real love. 







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SHONA IS LIFE OF RAJ
03:57 | Posted by Unknown

Hello friend,s my name is naveen am going to explen abt a truth love story i need ur comment,s 
ek ladka tha uska nam raj tha uski life me bahut ladki ati aur jati rahti thi vo kabhi pyar nam ke chiz ko sireas leta hi nai tha lakin ek din asa hua ki vo ekdam badal gaya uske mosi ki ladki ki shadi thi vo bhi gaya tha vo ladki bhi us shadi me ai hui thi vo dulhe ki bahan thi fast time us ladke ko laga ki ha ye h vo ladki jeska usko intzar tha fir kya tha vo ladka us ladki ke bare me din rat sochne laga uska chahra din rat us ladki ke samne ane laga aur same thing us ladki ke sath bhi ho raha tha kuch din bad vo ladka us us ladki ke ghar pe gaya aur usase thodi bat bhi ki jate vaqt jab usne us ladki ke sath sec hand keya to usko laga ki jase usko uski sari dunya mel gai ho fir kya tha vo call karne laga kafi deno tak ase hi formali bate hoti rahi ek din us ladke ne soch leya ki ajj parpase kar ke hi rahega kuki usne usase pahle bhi kafi try kiya tha par bol nai paa raha tha fir usne kaha ki mai apse kuch kahna chahta hu agar app bura na mano to uske bad usne kahaki mai ek msg bheg raha hu agr apko sahi lage to reply karna nai to hamari dosti mat todna fir kya tha ladki ka call aya turant vo ladka kafi dara hua tha kadki ne kewal itna kaha ki kya app nebha paoge ladke ne kaha ki mai kewal kar ke dekhuga kuki vo ladka bade ghar se tha fir bat hone lagi 3 sal tak ye silsela chalta raha vo ladka us ladki se kai bar mela lekin vo uski itni respect karta tha ki usne ek kiss bhi nai kiya tha un 3 salo me kuch din bad ladky ki shadi ke leye log ane lage vo bahut hi dara hua tha ki ab kya hoga fir kuch din bad usne apne papa se kaha ki papa mai ek ladki ko bahut pasnd karta hu mai usi ki sath shadi karna chahta hu 
fir kya tha us ladki ke ghar vale bhi aye aur shadi ki bate hone lagi par ladke ke ghar vale shadi se mana kar dete h kuki vo daheg nai de rahe the fir us ladne kaha ki mai shadi to usi se karuga 
uske ghar vale bhi kahte h ki pahle jetna pasa shadi me lagega la kar de do ham shadi kar dege 
ladka raji ho gaya agle hi din vo jab ke leye bahar nekla aur job karne laga pase bachne laga 17 se 18 ghante vo kam karta kuki vo us ladki ko khona nai chahta tha aur ajj bhi vo us ladki ko pane ke liye ajj bhi bahut mehnat kar raha h app log batao kya vo ladka us ladki ko hasil kar payega ki nai kuki uska last year chal raha h 







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my love - khushi
03:57 | Posted by Unknown

hi friends my name is khushi. main punjab se hu. meri love story bht ajeeb c jise main khud b smj nai pa rahi. yeh 2 saal phle ki baat hai main msc iyr me thi . waha mera ek classmt tha gurjeet jo startng me mera dost tha . hum dono ek dusre msg chtng kiya krte the per ek din usne muje pupose kr diya main shockd ho gayi uswqt mere dil me aisa kuj nahi tha.maine use mna kr diya phr dherre dheere pta nai muje kya hua main bhi usse pyr krne lagi.. jab humari msc 1 yr ke exam ho tab holodays chl rhe the . tab pehli bar maine use i love u bola. uske baad main usse milna chahti thi or vo b. per ghr se bahr kha milte yeh dar lg rha tha. phr usne muje amritsar me milne ko kha. main bht dar rhi thi lakin uske sath car me amritsar chli gayi. thoda bura lag tha k main ghar me jhooth bol kr ayi hu per thodi khusi bhi thi phli bar apne pyar se milne ki. bht kuch socha tha hum batte karenge ek dusre ko dkhne ki tmmna thi. lakin vo sub ek dum se khtm ho geya . amritsar me ussne mere sath jabrdasti ki. vo muje milne k liye physicl rltn ke liye lekar geya tha. pta nai kis tarah ka hotel tha. main kuj smj nai pa rhi thi k mera pyar mere sath aisa kr rha hai. maine bht mana kiya per vo nahi ruka. he trying to rape me. main bht mushkil se waha se kisi trah bachkr ghar aa gayi. or puri tarah toot chuki thi. kitne din akele roti rahi bimar ho gayi phr apni dost ko es bare btayea unho ne muje bht samjayea. per main bht upsat thi jo mere sath hua vo bhool nai pa rhi thi mar jana chahti thi. ghr me btana chahti thi kyunki ! koi bt k abhi apne parents se maine chupayi nai thi yeh bt chupani parri. main kuch nai kr payi kyunki mre didi ki mrg thi sub unki mrg ki tyari me busy the sub bht khush the or agr main mar jati to sub upsat ho jate bht mushkil se maine apne aap ko smbala.. per meri frnds apni apni life me busy thi kisi se bt nai ho pa rhi thi. main ek dum akeli padh gayi thi 4 5 month main raat ko soti nai thi hardly pure din me 2 ghante so pati thi . phr colg start ho gaye or vahi persn mere akho ke samne tha jisne mere sath aisa kiya or main usse kuch nahi keh payi koi mera dost b kuch nai kr payea. usne mujse sorry b bola maine maaf b kr diya per kuch dino bd h pta chla k vo meri h ek classmt k flirt kr rha hai uske sath b vaise h msg cht krta.. main phr bht jaida toot gayi thi depressn me chli gayi thi.. usse humesha ke liye rishtA todh diya. per abi ek saal tha colg me jo mujse bardash nahi ho rha tha usko dkh nahi pati thi. phr ek din mere dost nav ne mujse hum dono ke breakup ke bare me pucha vo gurjeet ka b dost. nav mera bst frnd tha. usse humare rltn ke bare sub pta tha phr jab usse maine amritsar wali sari bt btayi to vo bht haran ho geya. nav b kisi se love krta tha per vo ldki nahi krti. hum dono dukhi the ek dusre se saari saari raat cht krte rhte. nav se baate krte krte main gurjeet kko bhulna shuru ho gayi or nav ke liye tntn lene lgi k usko uska pyar mil jaye per aisa nahi hua us ladki ki kahi or mrg ho gayi nav bht upsat ho geya main humesha uske sath rhne lagi taki vo es gum se jldi bahar a jaye.. per vo sub dikhava tha j muje bht der bd pta chla. kuch month bd sub thk ho rha tha lekin jub b nav ko main kisi or ldki ke sath dkhti to muje bht gussa ata tha. nav or main ek dusre ko saari bate btate the. nav thoda sa flirter tha. kabhi koi ldki to kabhi koi ldki usko purpose kr deti thi. phle to main hasti thi lakin phr muje gussa anne lga jealousy hoti thi jb usko kisi or ke sath dkhi. phr ek din nav majak majk me muje i love u bola or main sach smj gayi or muje bht heart hua. tb roote huye maine usse bol diya! k main usse pyr krti hu per muje pta hai tum nahi krte kyunki hum dono dost hai. or main humesha dost h bn kr rhungi muje nahi pta mere dil me dubara se yeh sub kaise hua. kyunki gurjeet ke baad muje es sub se nfrt ho gayi thi. physicl rltn se to bht nfrt ho gayi thi. phr nav or main phle ki tarah ek dost bnkr batte krne lage. per kabhi kabhi nav ajjeb c baate krta tha. to maine usse pucha to usne kaha k main b tujse pyar krta hu. muje vishvas nahi hua maine bola k jisse phle krte vo kehta usse b krta hu or tujse b..maine kha k ek tm pe 2 se nahi hota maine usse kha k mujse jhooth mt bolna muje dokha mat dena ek br phle h aisa ho chuka hai bht mushkil es sub nikl payi hu ab phr se hua to brash nahi hoga. sub sahi chal rha tha uski life me jitni ldkia thi sub ki tnt usski life se khtm kr di thi. phr ek bar 3 din tk nav ne mere msg ka rply nahi kiya koi baat nahi kr rha tha. 3 din baad ussne muje btayea tha k amar jo ki uski dost thi usko acha nahi lgta k hum dono batte kare. amar nav se pyr krti thi per nav use dost kehta tha. mere bare me nav ne ne kisi ko nahi btayea tha. agr amar dost thi to uske kehne per muje kyo chodh rhe the mujse to pyr krte the na.. phr ek din nav ne btaye ki maine amar se shadi krke ka waada kiya hua hai.. main bht shock ho phr se toot gayi amar ko mere fb pe commnt jo nav ko krti thi ache nahi lgte the. muje nahi pta tha k vo b uuse chahti hai. main nav ko kehti rahi k usse bta do vo usse nahi btana chahta tha kyunki vo usse brkup nahi chahhta tha. to main kaha thi mujse ek din usne kha k hmdono ki cast same nahi hai esliye shadi k liye ghr wale nahi manenge or amar uski cast ki hai.. main phr se toot gayi hu agr yeh sub tha to muje phle kyu nahi kha esne kyu mujse jhooth bolte rhe meri feelngs ka bus mja lete rhe tmps kr rhe the mere sath or main unhe apna subkuch maaan baithi thi... main usse door jane ka fansla kr liaya or unho ne muje ek baar roka b nahi agr ruthti to manane b nahi aate.. aj 8 month ho gaye muje uske liye marte huye.. aaj bhi usi ka w8 kr rhi hu k sayad kabhi vo a! jayenge main unko kisi or ke sath nahi dekh skti esliye apni fb orkut ke account bhi del kr diye. bilkul akeli ho gayi hu. meri baat koi nahi smj pa rh main kisis or se shadi nahi kr skti bht pyar krti hu nav se mujse kisi or ka physcl hona bardash nahi hoga nfrt ho gayi hai muje es sub se per mere ghr wale b nahi smj pa rhe. agr meri shadi kisi or ke sath ho gayi to main mr jayungi. 2 bar koshish ki mrne ki per nahi kr payi parents samne a jate hai k unka kya hoga.. main kya kru kuch smj nahi a rha... nav kyu nahi a rha mere pass main sari zindgi uske liye w8 kr skti hu per kisi or se shadi nahi kr skti... kyu nahi smj rha muje koi.. nav kb ayega vo ayega bhi k nahi.. plz frnds muje btayo main kya karuuu







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maine usse nahi puchchha ki usne aisa kyon kiya - Kapil
03:54 | Posted by Unknown

Hello Friends
mai aapko apni life ki real story batane jaa raha hu jisne mujhe ab tak hurt kiya hai aur meri jindgi ko sad kar diya.
ham new city mai sift hue the................................mera yaha koi bhi friend nahi tha to mera yha par man nahi lag pata mai khud ko akela mahsus karne laga tha fir bhi do chaar months baad ham nai city mai hil mil gaye aur mai yaha khush rahne laga baat agust 2009 ki hai mai ek din apne sister ke ghar baitha hua tha tabhi waha ek ladki aai wo bahut sundar thi maine use dekha usne mujhe dekha aur usne mujhe dekha kar smile di aur meri sister se puchchha ye kaun hai wo ladki meri sister ki friend ki daughte thi jo meri sister unke ghar se thodi door rahti thi meri sister ne use bataya ki ye mere bhai hai.....................wah ladki thodi der baad waha se chali gai phir mai agle dil bhi sister ke waha gaya yaha mai aapko batana chahunga ki hamari sister is city mai hamare thode door hi rahti hai...............................wah ladki agle din fir sister ke ghar aai us din meri sister waha nahi thi mai mere sister ke bachche hi the wah ladki meri sister ki daughte yani ki meri bhanji ki friend thi us ladki ne aakar meri taraf fir se smile di maine bhi smile di mere dil mai ab tak kuchh bhi feel nahi hua tha mai uske bare mai kuchh bhi feel nahi kar raha tha kyonki wo meri sister ki friend ki ladki thi aur baise bhi meri bhanji ki friend thi but usne meri bhanji se kaha ki aapke mama ji bahut achchhe hai wo mujhe bahut pasand hai..................................meri bhanji ne aakar mujhse ye sab kaha maine kuchh nahi kaha us ladki ne meri bhanji ki bato par kaha ki han ye handsome hai tu meri baato ko repeat kyon kar rahi hai unhone meri baate sun li hai ok mujhse uske baare mai ye kaha to wo meri taraf smile kar ke apne ghar chali gai.....................................
isi tarah kafi din gujar gaye meri bhanji bhanje aur wo ladki ek hi class mai padte the..........meri bhanji bhanje rojana mujhse kahte ki mama ji SHIVANI hamesha class ki ladkiyo se aapki hi baate karti rahti hai maine kaha kuchh nahi baise hi karti rahti hogi ek din mai raste mai use mila to wo khud mujhse boli aap bahut achchhe ho mujhe aap bahut pasand ho maine uski aankho mai dekha to mujhe wo bahut achchhi lagi maine khud ko uske pyaar mai daal liya ab mai use dekhe bina pareshan rahne lagta mai SHIVANI ko bahut pyar karne laga mujhe pata tha ki wo bhi shayad pyaar karti hai tabhi to wo mujhse aise baate karti hai mujhe lagne laga ki wo mujhe bahut pyaar karti hai ye silsila yun hi chalta raha aur kafi din gujar gaye.
Aapko batana chahunga ki mai uske pyaar mai itna doob gaya ki mai hamesha use hi yaad karta mai paglo ki tarah use dekhne ke liye bechain rahta mai bebajah hi sister ke ghar par rahne laga kyonki wo rojana waha aati rahti thi aur unke ghar ke samne se hi school aa jaya karti thi mai use dekhta aur wo bhi mujhe dekh kar meri taraf haath hilaati mujhe bahut achchha lagta mujhe wah shahar , colony wo mausam, sham subah wo dophar ka time jab wo school se bapish aati thi behd pasand aane lage mujhe god ki ye duniya jannat se bhi pyaari lagne lagi mai hamesha god se uski khushi ki duaa karta rahta pata nahi mai use itna pyaar karne laga ki shayad kisine kisi ko bhi itna pyar nahi kiya ho,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Hamare sister ka ghar aur SHIVANI ka ghar 2-4 ghar chhod kart ha ek din sham ko mai apni sister ke ghar gaya to meri bhanje- bhanji ne mujhe upar chat par bulaya mai upar gaya to wo SHIVANI apni chat par ghoom rahi thi aur hamne ek dusre ko dekha SHIVANI ne meri taraf hath hilaya mujhe bahut achchha laga use mai hamesh dekhte rahna chahta tha ab mai har shaaam us chat par aata aur SHIVANI bhi daily apni chat par aati ham dono ghanto tak jab tak andhera nahi ho jata ek dusre ko chat se dekha karte wo chat par rojana apne baalo ko banati thi daily 6:30 par wo chaay bhi chhaat par piya karti thi aur apne study bhi rojana chat par karne lagi wo pratek 5,10 minute baad meri taraf dekhati aur 1,2 minute tak lagatar dekha karti mujhe ye bahut achchha lagne laga, mai use bahut chaahne laga uske alawa mai kisi bhi ladki ki taraf nahi dekhta mai bachpan se hi serias and romantic hu, mere bachpan se koi bhi ladki friend nahi thi isliye mai kisi ladki se baat karne mai hichkichata tha, mainekabhi kisi ke sath kuchh galat ya dhokha nahi kiya mai hamesha us se baate karne ko pareshan rahane laga mai use bolna chahta tha ki mai use sabse jyada pyaar karta hu wo mujhe apni jindgi se bhi pyaari lagne lagi maine use apni har yaad mai basa liya study karta, khana khaata, kuchh bhi karta mai use hamesh miss karta rahta mai rojana god se pray karta ki use god aap har khushi do…………………….
Dosto mai kaise pyaar mai tha kitne pyaar mai tha mai is kahani mai nahi bata sakta mai apni feelings kaise batau aap itna soch lo ki mai aise pyaar mai tha jo bahut hi junun mai tha mai SHIVANI ke liye kuchh bhi kar sakta tha log akshar jaan dene ki baat kahte hai but mai uske liye sachchi mai apni jaan de sakta tha she my real love, mai use bahut pyaar karne laga,isi tarah se mujhe uske pyaar mai 2 year gujar gaye hamara pyaar 15 agust 2009 se shuru hua tha aur 2 saal gujrne par bhi mai use apni dil ki baat nahi kah saka wo continues chat par aati aur mai bhi chat par jata mai apna important kaam chhod kar bhi har sham ko chat par use dekhne jata wo rajana meri taraf hath hilati but mujh mai itni himmat bhi nahi thi ki mai use uske by ka jabab de saku maine socha mai inse mil kar hi baat karunga…………………………
Ek din maine himmat kar ke use apne dil ki baat kahene ki thaani maine useke school jaane ka wait kiya wo aai aur maine use dekha wo meri taraf smile kar ke apne chhote brother se boli aaj tum bahut achchhe lag rahe ho maine ye suna to mera dil jor jor se dhadkane laga aur mai use kuchh bhi nahi kah saka aur wo school chali gai mujhe apne aap par gussa aane laga ki mai use kuchh to baate kar sakta tha jab mai apne friends ko SHIVANI ki baate batata to wo mujhse bolte ki wo pakka tujhse pyaar karti hai tu use bolta kyon nhi hai saath hi bolte ki tujhme himmat nahi hai tu use apne pyaar ka izhaar hi nahi kar sakta…………………
New year aane wali thi aur main naye saal ka intzar karne laga ki mai apne pyaar ka izhaar naye saal ke din hi karunga aur wo din aa gaya 1 january 2011 jo meri jindgi ko badal dene wala din aur saal tha maine subah se hi besabri se uske aane ka wait kiya but pura din nikal chukka tha but SHIVANI mujhe us pure din nahi mili na hi wo apne ghar se nikali mai bahut udaas ho gay fir sham ko shivani hamare sister ke ghar aai to waha par sabhi the isliye mai use kuchh bol nahi paya fir wo apne ghar jaane lagi to mai bhi uske saath bahar aa gaya aur mai use kuchh kahne ke liye himmat jutane laga wo meri taraf muskurai aur raste mai ruk gai maine use bade hi decplain se prapose kiya mujhe pata tha ki wo mujhe pyaar karti hai to maine direct frindsheep na karte hue use I love u bol diya……………………….
Usne mujhse kaha ki mai aapko aisa nahi samjhti thi, aap kitne galat ho mai aapko apne mama ji ki tarah se samjhti hun aapne ye bhi nahi socha ki mai tumhari bhanji ki friend hut um aisa kaise soch sakte ho tum jaisa gira hua inshan maine aaj tak nahi dekha……………..mujhe pata nahi kya ho gaya mai kuchh bhi kahne ki halat mai nahi tha mai use kya bolta maine usne mujhe mama jo bol diya tab mujhe apne friends ki baate yaad aane lagi ki ladkiyo par kabhi believe nahi karna chahiye na hi kabhi inhe sachcha pyaar karna chaahiye but mai hamesh unse isi baat par jhagdta ki kisi ko dhokha nahi dena chaahiye agar hamne sachcha pyaar kiya hai to wo bhi hame sachcha pyaar karengi aur maine SHIVANI ko sachcha pyaar kiya tha pata nahi usne aisa kyon bola usne mere dosto ki baato ko sach kar diya ki kisi bhi ladki par vishwash nahi karna chahiye inhe to use karo aur aur chhod do aise hi ladko se ye pyaar karti hai mujhe kuchh bhi samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kya yahi sach hai ki jise ham sabse jyada chahte hai jiski khushi ke liye ham din raat duaaen karte hai wo hi hame itna dukh dega jo ham soch bhi nahi sakte mai shuru se hi sabhi ladkiyo ko aadar deta aaya hu maine kisi ladki se chhedkhani nahi ki aur mere sath hi aisa kyon hua mai kya karta main rona chahta tha but mere aanshu nahi nikle mere dil pata nahi kuchh bhi sochne ki kahne ki haalat mai nahi tha bhagwan par mujhe gussa aane laga apne zameer par apne aap par un saare beete hue lamhon par mujhe gussa aane laga kya shayad mera dil tooooooooot chukka tha kya itni chhoti age mai mera dil toot gaya tha kya mera pyaar yun hi tha mai use pane ki koshish karta use samjhata but mai kuchh bhi nahi kar sakta kyonki usne mujhe mama jo bola mai toot chukka tha ………………………………………….wo city, wo shahar, wo colony, wo mausham aadi se nafarat hone lag gai mai sochne laga mai kaash bhagwan sachche logo ka, sachche pyaar karne walo ka sath deta maine pyaar ko bhagwan se manga but kyaa kare……………………………….
Mere liye wo sab time paas nahi tha maine real love kiya tha……………….us ladki SHIVANI ne apne ghar jakar bol diya mere ghar walo ne mujhe bahut danta meri sister mujhse kahne lagi tu bahut gira hua nikala apni bhanji jaisi ladki ko tune gandi nazar se dekha…………………dosto gandi nazar kya hoti hai……………tell me jabki maine to SHIVANI ke bare mai itne dino mai bhi kuchh bhi galat nahi socha than na hi koi gande vichaar mere man mai aaye maine to use pyaar kiya tha……………………….
Jise maine sabse jyada pyaar kiya jab wo mujhe nahi samajh paai, bhagwan mujhe nahi samajh paya to aur log kya samjhte dosto mai jaanta hu pyaar kya hota hai sachche pyaar ka ahshaash sabse sukhad hai agar usme dhokha ma mile to duniya mai kuchh hai to wo sachcha pyaar hai jisme dhokha na ho…………….
Aaj ke daaur mai sachcha pyaar to kya pyaar hi nahi hai koi karta bhi hai to use nasheeb nahi hota hai……………………………mai pahle SHIVANI ke pyaar mai tha mai 4,5 mahine tak ghar mai hi sad song sunta aur apne room mai pada rahta meri us time kya halat thi aap mahsus nahi kar sakte………………………………………..
Doston aap mai se aisa koi ho jise meri tarah pyaar hua ho to tell me mere jaise logon ke sath/mere sath aisa kyon hota hai……………………………
Aaj kal kyon aise ladke success hote hai jo galat hai jo meri nazar mai galat hai………………dabang style …….ladkiyo ko sareaam chhedne wale…………hamesha badtameeji se ladkiyo se baate karne walo ko hi ladkiya pasand karti hai kyon……………………..
Mujhe SHIVANI nahi chahiye friends mujhe kisi se sikayat bhi nahi hai……………wo ladke sahi hai jo galat karte hai dhokha dete hai kyonki tabhi unko pyaar milega kyonki sachchi mai ladkiyo ko sachcha pyaar achchha nahi lagta…………………….
MAI YAKEEN SE BOL SAKTA HU KI SHIVANI GALAT HAI WAH AISE LADKE SE LOVE KAREGI JO USE KABHI PYAAR NAHI KAR SAKEGA ………………….
SEX PYAAR NAHI HOTA HAI……………………..
PYAAR PYAAR HOTA HAI , JO PYAAR KO THUKRA DETE HAI UNHE KABHI PYAAR NAHI MILTA HAI
SHIVANI BAHUT SUCCES HOGI AADHUNIK PYAAR MAI / SEX MAI USNE WO MUJHSE KUCHH NAHI KAHTI MAI USSE PYAAR NAHI KARTA USNE MERE SATH AISA KYON KIYA MAINE USSE KABHI NAHI PUCHHA
AGAR KABHI WO ISE PADE TO ITNA KAHNAA HAI AAPSE SHIVANI JI AAP GALAT THE GALAT HO GALAT RAHOGE HAMNE AAPKO POOJA THA DIL MAI BITHA KE AUR AAPNE KYA KIYA THA AAP AISE NAHI HO AAP HAMARE JAISE NAHI HO SACHCHI MAI AAP HAMARE JAISE NAHI HO……………………
SOCHO AAPKE LIYE TO PYAAR KE LIYE TIME NAHI HAI NA KYONKI YE SAB BEKAAR KI BAATEN HAI……………………..HAAN YE SAHI HAI KYON TADPA JAAYE KISI KE LIYE JAB JISHM KI BHOOKH MITANI HAI TO KOI BHI MIL JAAYEGA BUT HAM UNME SE NAHI HO SACHCHI MAI AISI LADKIYA INDIRECT tarike se HARLOT HO SHIVANI AAP AUR AAP JAISI LADKIYA SABHI HARLOT HO………………..
AAP JAISI LADKIYO KE GHARWALO KO AAP PAR GARV NAHI KARNA CHAHIYE KI AAP KISI SE PYAAR NAHI KARTI HAI BALKI UNHE TO AFSOS HONA CHAHIYE KI AAP JAISI LADKIYA KISI SE PYAAR NAHI KARTI HAI…………
BECAUSE
*************PYAAR KARNE WALA VYAKI KABHI BHI ATYACHARI,UDAND, SWARTHI,ANYAYI,AUR GALAT NAHI HO SAKTA YE KHUD BHAGWAN NE KAHA HAI*************** mAHATmA Gandhi
My Name is kapil raj Sharma I am romantic and series boy, I like sad and light music ,
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love of eyes-UMESH BAGHEL SURYA
03:53 | Posted by Unknown

hi friends my name is umesh baghel surya and i\'m live in village Basai Arela jo AGRA distric me hai. me B.Sc 2nd year [MATH] ka student hu.me N.D DEGREE COLLEGE SHAMSABAD me padta hu. me aaj apko apne love ke bare me batane ja raha hu ye baat abhi march 2012 ki hi hai. march me jab hamare exam start hue to pehle paper me jis room me betha tha us room me bhaut si girls thi mujhe kisi bhi girls ki taraf dekhna pasand nahi tha but next paper me hamara room change ho gaye aur mr next room me pahunch gaya us din jab paper start hua to mene peeche dekha to me dekta hi reh gaya sabse last wali table par ek ladki aayi jo red drees pehne hue thi jab mene usko dekha to me usko dekhta hi reh gaya aur me usko tab tak dekhta raha jab tak teacher ne aaker mujhe danta. me class me first bench par betha tha aur wo sabse last me us din mera man exam me bilkul bhi nahi lag raha tha me bas usko hi dekhe ja raha tha mene us par se dhyan hatane ki bhaut koshish ki but me esa nahi kar paya esa mere saath life me pehli baar hua tha ki mene kisi ladki ko is tarah dekha becoz mene aaj tak kisi ladki ko palat kar bhi nahi dekha tha me uski wo dhimi muskan wo uski bhatakti nigahe dekh kar bhaut hi jada khushi mehsoos kar raha tha jab paper khatam hua to me usko hi dekhta raha aur wo apni saheli ke sath chali gayi uske jaane ke baad mene apne aapko kuch sad feel kiya but why i d\'nt know wo din tha 27th march 2012 iske baad mera next paper 29th march ka tha mene ek din badi muskil se bitay! a mera d il sirf usko dekhne ke liye hi keh raha tha me us din exam start hone se 1 hour pehle hi aa gaya tha becoz hamara paper 3.00PM ko start hota tha me apne do dosto ke saath aata tha us din me gate ke paas beth kar uska wait karne laga but wo nahi aayi jab paper ka time hua to me sad man se room ki taraf chal diya mene dekha ki wo class me aa chuki thi wo shayad second gate se aayi hogi wo aaj black dress pehan kar aayi thi me kya batau ki wo is dress me kitni quite lag rahi thi mene aate hi uski taraf dekha phir mene apni copy fill karke uski taraf hi dekhne laga me baar baar mauka milte hi usko dekhne lagta kai barr hamari aankhe chaar hui wo bhi samajh chuki thi ki me usko hi dekh raha hu shayad wo apne man me soch rahi hogi ki room me aage ki benches par bhaut si ladkiya bethi hai phir bhi me sirf usi ki taraf dekh raha hu becoz wo hi akeli girl thi jo sabse last me thi.us din usne paper ke baad bhi notice kiya ki me usko hi dekh raha hu phir wo apni friend ke sath chali gayi me bhi jaldi se gaya aur dekha ki wo dono ek boy ke sath bike par beth kar chali gayi uske jaate hi pata nahi kyu merra mood off ho jata tha phir mene ye baat apne friends ko batyi to unhone kaha ki tu esa hi karte reh agar uske dil me tere liye pyar hoga to wo jaroor teri is harkat par muskurayegi ab mera next paper 1st april 2012 ka tha us din jo hua wo me aapko baad me bataunga please aap agar koi uske pass ho aur use jaanta ho to use jarroor batana ki koi usse kitna love karta hai wo SHAMSHABADS ME hi rehti hai lekin me uska name nahi janta so plz help me me iske bssd ki story bhi jaroor bataunga but abhi tak kuch bhi nahi ho saka hai me usse kuch bhi nahi keh saka hu ab wo mujhe last time 2nd may ko dekhunga becoz us din mera last exam hai plz me how to i tell her that i love her soooooooooo much. 







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