kahani ....... kahun to shayad muhbbat ki touhin hogi.
haa....zindgi ki subah kah sakta hu kyu ki pyar ke ehsas ke bad hi jana ki zindgi kitni haseen h.
baat un dino ki h jab main 10th class ka studet tha.
june ka mahina, exam ho chuke the. chuttiyan bitane ke liye (main naam nahi lunga) apne ek ristedar ke yahan chala gaya.
unke do bete or do betiyan h.bete dono bade or betiyan choti.
abhi rahte huye 10-12 din huye the.ek din main chat par jane ke liye shidhiyan chadh raha tha ki unki badi ladki nisha(badla hua naam)upar se ate waqt mujhse takra gai.mene kaha \"dekh kar chalo\".wo kuch nahi boli magar jis nazar se usne mujhe dekha us nazar ko batane ke liye i have no word.
haaa....feel zarur kar sakte h jo mene kiya.din dhal gaya.dusre din room me bethe bethe hum ek dusre ko dhekhne lage.or ek halki si muskan sab kuch kah gai.ab to bas sab kuch acha lagne laga tha.hum ek dusre se dinbhar bate karte rahte.main kahin bahar chala jata to wo paresan ho jati or ate hi hazaron sawal mere samne rakh deti.
main uske har sawal ka jawab deta magar use samjha pana mumkin na hota.akhirkar wo panw patak kar rooth jati.
or main use manata..........main ab janta hu ki wo pyar nahi tha, to wo tha kya ?
kher din-b-din lagav bhadhta gaya.main wahan 15 din or ruka.ate waqt nisha ki maa ne nisha ko bhi mere sath bhej diya hamare ghar par padhai karne ke liye.fir to bas sath padhte,sath school jate or ek dusre ke liye bhuke bhi rahte, jab koi ek khana nahi khata.
waqt apne pankho se bada tez udata h.palak jhapkati nahi ki lamha ud jata h.teen saal beet gaye,mene padhai chod di or rozgaar ki talash me ghar bhi.door hone par bhi nahi laga ki us se pyar tha.haa...yad ati to kabhi phon kar ke uska hal puch leta or apna bata bhi deta.
ese hi do saal or nikal gaye. mari sagai ho gai.main khush bhi tha,meri shadi hone wali thi.meri shadi me wo bhi aai.
shadi ho gai or wo bina kuch kahe apne ghar chali gai.shadi ke bad mera ye hal ki main apni wife me nisha ko dhundhne laga.kyuki nisha meri har jarurat se wakif thi or main uski har aadat se.shadi ke kareeb 6 mahine bad mujhe lagne laga ki jo mere or nisha ke beech h wo pyar h.
jab tak main pyar ko samjhta or use batata tab tak uski bhi sagai ho chuki thi.kyuki hum dono hum umra the.
main bhi uski shadi me gaya.shadi ho gai.jab main apne ghar ane ke liye wahan se chala to nisha akeli mujhe bus tak drop karne aai.main bus ki tickat lane gaya or wo mere liye pani. pani ki botal mujhe dene ke bad nisha boli \"yad h kuch saal pahle humne isi bus me ek sath safar kiya tha\". main kuch nahi bola to wo phir boli \"sanjay(badla hua naam)
agar hamare beech ye ristedari na hoti to main tumse shadi karti\".main chup tha na roya na hansa.kyuki pyar to mujhe bhi us se tha magar pyar me wo kashish na thi jo pichale 4 saalon se h.
or wo chali gayi hamesha ke liye mujhse doorrrr.
us din tareekh thi 03-02-2 007.............
or aaj 31-03-2012................
itne saalo me, mahino me,din ka koi bhi pal esa nahi raha ki jisme mene use yad na kiya ho magar baat wo bus stop pe akhiri thi.....................
main janta hu muhbbat andhi hoti h magar muhbbat ke bhi khuch adaab hote h. or isiliye shayad hum dono ek dusre se pichale 5 saalo me nazar bhar dekhna to door, baat tak bhi nahi ki.
kyuki hame hamari muhbbat aaj bhi yad h or hamara rista bhi...........................
haa....zindgi ki subah kah sakta hu kyu ki pyar ke ehsas ke bad hi jana ki zindgi kitni haseen h.
baat un dino ki h jab main 10th class ka studet tha.
june ka mahina, exam ho chuke the. chuttiyan bitane ke liye (main naam nahi lunga) apne ek ristedar ke yahan chala gaya.
unke do bete or do betiyan h.bete dono bade or betiyan choti.
abhi rahte huye 10-12 din huye the.ek din main chat par jane ke liye shidhiyan chadh raha tha ki unki badi ladki nisha(badla hua naam)upar se ate waqt mujhse takra gai.mene kaha \"dekh kar chalo\".wo kuch nahi boli magar jis nazar se usne mujhe dekha us nazar ko batane ke liye i have no word.
haaa....feel zarur kar sakte h jo mene kiya.din dhal gaya.dusre din room me bethe bethe hum ek dusre ko dhekhne lage.or ek halki si muskan sab kuch kah gai.ab to bas sab kuch acha lagne laga tha.hum ek dusre se dinbhar bate karte rahte.main kahin bahar chala jata to wo paresan ho jati or ate hi hazaron sawal mere samne rakh deti.
main uske har sawal ka jawab deta magar use samjha pana mumkin na hota.akhirkar wo panw patak kar rooth jati.
or main use manata..........main ab janta hu ki wo pyar nahi tha, to wo tha kya ?
kher din-b-din lagav bhadhta gaya.main wahan 15 din or ruka.ate waqt nisha ki maa ne nisha ko bhi mere sath bhej diya hamare ghar par padhai karne ke liye.fir to bas sath padhte,sath school jate or ek dusre ke liye bhuke bhi rahte, jab koi ek khana nahi khata.
waqt apne pankho se bada tez udata h.palak jhapkati nahi ki lamha ud jata h.teen saal beet gaye,mene padhai chod di or rozgaar ki talash me ghar bhi.door hone par bhi nahi laga ki us se pyar tha.haa...yad ati to kabhi phon kar ke uska hal puch leta or apna bata bhi deta.
ese hi do saal or nikal gaye. mari sagai ho gai.main khush bhi tha,meri shadi hone wali thi.meri shadi me wo bhi aai.
shadi ho gai or wo bina kuch kahe apne ghar chali gai.shadi ke bad mera ye hal ki main apni wife me nisha ko dhundhne laga.kyuki nisha meri har jarurat se wakif thi or main uski har aadat se.shadi ke kareeb 6 mahine bad mujhe lagne laga ki jo mere or nisha ke beech h wo pyar h.
jab tak main pyar ko samjhta or use batata tab tak uski bhi sagai ho chuki thi.kyuki hum dono hum umra the.
main bhi uski shadi me gaya.shadi ho gai.jab main apne ghar ane ke liye wahan se chala to nisha akeli mujhe bus tak drop karne aai.main bus ki tickat lane gaya or wo mere liye pani. pani ki botal mujhe dene ke bad nisha boli \"yad h kuch saal pahle humne isi bus me ek sath safar kiya tha\". main kuch nahi bola to wo phir boli \"sanjay(badla hua naam)
agar hamare beech ye ristedari na hoti to main tumse shadi karti\".main chup tha na roya na hansa.kyuki pyar to mujhe bhi us se tha magar pyar me wo kashish na thi jo pichale 4 saalon se h.
or wo chali gayi hamesha ke liye mujhse doorrrr.
us din tareekh thi 03-02-2 007.............
or aaj 31-03-2012................
itne saalo me, mahino me,din ka koi bhi pal esa nahi raha ki jisme mene use yad na kiya ho magar baat wo bus stop pe akhiri thi.....................
main janta hu muhbbat andhi hoti h magar muhbbat ke bhi khuch adaab hote h. or isiliye shayad hum dono ek dusre se pichale 5 saalo me nazar bhar dekhna to door, baat tak bhi nahi ki.
kyuki hame hamari muhbbat aaj bhi yad h or hamara rista bhi...........................
3 comments:
beautiful story......
really nyc story
Yah meri adhi story hai kuyki meri sahdi nahi hui hai or na uski
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