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dont say who r u - rahul

hiiiiii m, rahul from lko.
dont bealive to love
main aaj se 3 saal pahle apni door ki jo rista bahut door ka tha bua ke ghar rhta tha our bua ke ghar main study karne ke liye gya tha kyuki main study me week tha but wahan pahli baar rukne gya to mughe kuch samagh me nahi aya .. and main soch kyu na ghar reaturn ho jau lekin kya kru kuch nahi samgh me nahi aa rha tha par dheere-2 rhne ki adat ban gyi our wahan pe main sabse bolne lga ho gya
bt aise rhte rahte college jaate-2 main life ko boaring feel karne lga bcoz jo bua thi wo 5 sisters thi jinme se 2 ki marrige ho gyi thi an 3 ki baaki thi par jo sabse choti thi wo mera har kaam me help study me sapport karti our uska ye sab karna mughe acha lgta main use bahut presaan karta bt wo meri galtiyo ko ignour kar deti an aisa 1 saal tak calta rha bt uski study bhi complete ho gyi thi and wo eng, college me selaction ho gya our wo wahan jaane lagi bt main 10th me tha and wo apni study ko chod ke mujhe padati main bhi padte-2 uske goad me so jata our wo mujhe uthati bhi nahi thi wo bhi padte-2 so jati main bahut kush rahne lga mujhe lga meri life bahut acchi ho gyi h bt waqt ek aisi cheez h jo har cheez ko palat deta h ghar se mummy ka ph. aya our mummy ne kha ki stuidy ab tum ghar pe hi ake karoge ye baat maine usko batayi to wo apset hio gyi ou gusse me daatne lgi daatte-2 uske ankho se ashu girne lge main ye dekhkar samagh gya ki uske dil me mere liye kahin na kahin jagah h bt real baat to ye thi ki itne care karti thi wo meri ki main bhi usse bahut cahne lga main usse koi bhi baat nahi chupata tha har baat ko bta deta bt udhar mummy ki problam creat ho rhi thi our idhar mughe usse door jane ka dar lga hua tha
par main usse kahta ki main ghar wapas chala gya to tum ughe bhool to nahi jaogi bt wo gusse me thi our kisi baat ka ans. nahi dena cahati thi our main wahan se ghar chla gya mughe kuch samagh me nahi a rha tha ye kya ho rha h main uske baare me soch hi rha tha ki uska msg aya ,, jisme likha tha
rahul tum kyu ja rhe ho plzzzz wapas a jao pata nahi main tum jaise stupid ke liye kyu ro rhai hu par jabse tum gye ho mujhe kuch accha nahi lag rha h our tumhare baare me sochti hu to ankho se ashu rukne ka naam nahi lete plzz reply...................
msg padkar mere ankho me jaise barsaat si hone lgi ashu ko main chah kar bhi nahi rok pa rha tha
and last me maine mummy se request ki bua ke ghar jaane ki our bahut request ke baad mummy maan gyi main wapas bua ke ghar cla gya our mera 10th class ke exam bhi ane wale the exam maine bua ke ghar se hi diye the daily wo mughe raat-2 bhar padati our subah..... 5 o clock par uth kar mujhe uthati our reapet.... karati breakfast banati main use ye sab karte dekh bahut lucky of the man sa feel karne lga and aise hi hamre 10th ke exam bhi complete ho our main 1st div se pass bhi ho gya tha sab log kush the main bahut kush tha our wo bas meri kushi dekhne ke liye wait kar rhi thi
maine usse bataye usne mughe choclate gift ki our main bua ke ghar par hi rukne lga ghar walo ne bhi maan gye the wo ek phishothreppy me job karne lgi jo bua ke ghar se pass me thi and meri summer holyday chal rhe the uska akel dil ni lgta tha our uske just bagal me ek idea office the usne wahan pe source lga ke mujhe bhi computer opp.ki job dila di that,s r my first job our meri timming 10 bje se 7 bje tak thi our uski eve me 6 bje 9 bje tak thi main 7 bje off se nikalta tha
our 2 ghante uska wait karta tha kisliye wo mere liye kar rhi thi our main uske liye kyu wait karta tha kuch pta nahi tha
raat ko 9 bje jaise hi wo nikalti main uske sath me ghar tak baat karte karte chala jata
aise bahut dino tak cala our p[hir ham dono baat karte-2 main uske haantho me haanth pakde calne lga our wo bhi yehi cahti thi
our ha log parday ek chat ke shop thele par stop lete our paani battase khate
bt again mummy ki call ayi our mummy ne dadi our bua se baat karke mummy ne hamko hamesha ke liye ghar bula liye
our ham ghar chale gye maine mummy ko bahut samghaya bt wo na maani
lekin maine job nahi chodi apne ghar se job karne ata our usko drop karke tab ghar jaata
par aise kitne din calta akhir ek din maine job chod di kyuki meri study ka loss ho rha tha
our ussne bhi mere chodne ke kuch din baad usne bhi regaine de diye
and uska itna meri care karne pyar se babu kah kar bulana hamara job se nikalne ke baad sath chalne
barish ke mousam me bheegna mera frnds logo se milne par daatne naraj hona hafto-2 tak baat na karna baad me hamare manane par manna phir pyar karna mere liye ghar pe sabse ladna
har ek choti choti cheezo par care karna
mera acanak bimar hone par apni scooty par lekar bhaagna
raat-2 bhar mere liye jaag kar sar par pani ki patti rakhna
kyu akhir kyu ye hamse cheen gye maine to kabhi kisi ka bura bhi nahi kiya tha to phir kyu ...............................................
iss baat ko 1 saal beet gya the usne mujho na maine usko call nahi ki thi uske msg ate rhte the kaise ho kya kar rhe ho
phir kuch din baad uske msg bhi ana band ho gye our usne no. bhi change kar diya tha
maine bua ko ph karke uska no. liya our usko call ki usne pucha koun.......
maine kha rahul pahchan nahi to usne ans diya
who r u..........i dont know........
i m shocked...... ho gya
ab dobara call mat karne itna kah kar ph. kaat diya main jab bua se baato baato me uski informetion li to pta cla usne lucknow uniwersity me addmesion le liya h fir maine raat ko msg kiya kya such me yaad nahi uska koi reply nahi aya
bt maine usse bua ke ghar sunday ke din gya our maine pucha to usne kha agar tum mujhe zara sa bhi mante ho to plzz ajj ke baad call msg our baat mat karna.........................
bas ye sunkar mujhse rha nahi gya our main wahan se cla gya bina kisi se mile our main uski har ek baat ko yaad kar ke rota rha bike ko raste me rok kar bahut zor zor se rone lga
.............. uski yaad aaj bhi mere jahan me zinda h........
un pyare lamho ko yaad karte h to ankho se anhu girne lagte h pta ni kyu........
uske aane ka mujhe aaj bhi wait kar rha hoon uske saare msg mujhe aaj bhi uski yaad dilate h
main usko our uske naam ko kabhi nahi badnaam nahi karna cahta
i love her................................................? 







3 comments:

Rohit said...

hi am raj...
rahul this is true love.. but tum jab usse sunday me mile to tumhe karan puchna chaiye tha... meri story be tum se kuch milti h..
but main to ye kahuga ager tum use sacha pyar karte ho to use kush rakhna.

Rohit said...

hi am raj...
rahul this is true love.. but tum jab usse sunday me mile to tumhe karan puchna chaiye tha... meri story be tum se kuch milti h..
but main to ye kahuga ager tum use sacha pyar karte ho to use kush rakhna.

Anonymous said...

Abe yere... usase kahe ko nahi puchha reason 4 not 2 call u Aaany?? puchchna chahiye tha na. Abi dekh usko to tu yaad nahi aur tu apni life khali pili gala rela hai. Bhai usne us time tumhe bahut help ki n love diya but wo ab kaha hum gaya? reason to lena tha taki agli baar same kind of mistake na hone paye. - Zhandu Baba.

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