Jai Mata Di Dostoooo
Lijiye dosto mai apni kahani lekar fir aagaya……………
….. bs chup chap rehta....
Fir ek raat ko mujhse raha nhi gaya aur maine use msg kiya ki mai tumse bahut pyar krta hu ki mai tumhare bina ji nhi sakta,tumne aisa kyu kiya to usne ye msg apne bhaiya ko dikhala diya.to uske bhai ne fon krke bahut bura bhala kaha aur galiya wagerah di. mere ko bahut dukh laga bahut dard hua dilme mai bahut roya kyu mere hi saath aisa kyu hota hai. wo b to keh sakti thi ki o mujhe pyar nhi krti lekin nahi usne to soch hi liya tha ki iski jaan le hi leni hai,,aur iske baad maine akhiri msg maan kr fir ek msg kiya agr tum mujhe nhi chahti to mai kbi tumhe apni skl nhi dikhauga ..aur mai apna dard apne sine me dabaye chup sa ho gaya . pr uski yaad ek pal ke liye b saath na chhodne ki kasam khayi thi,,,,hr wqt aisa lagta tha ki use ek jhalak dekh lu ,,uske sbd sunne ke liye tarasta rehta tha,,,,,humne jo wqt saath bitaye the sb ankho ke samne ghumta rehta tha uska muskurana uska hasna,,,uski pyari pyari bate yaad ati thi to dil sishe ki tarah tut jata jor jor se chilla chilla ke rone ko ji chahta lekin ro b nhi skta tha,,,……kisi kadar jee raha tha
Usne marne me to koi kasar nhi chhodi thi….
Hum unke pyar me tabah to gaye,
Unki yaad me ro ro ke behaal ho gaye,
Bs saans chl rahi hai pr ji nhi rahe,
Unke chaht me dil ke tukte hazar ho gaye….. bs ab maine soch liya ki maine kbi uske samne nhi aana ,,,,maine dono hantho se dil ko tham liya uske saath bitaye palo me gum hokar apne dil ko ullu banane laga,,,, koi agar uske bare baat krta ya usse baat krta to mai usse puch leta ki o kaisi hai bs ab dusro ki nigaho se hi mai use dekha krta tha ,kabi kabi aate jaate chupke se kahi chip kr b dekh leta tha….pr kewal mai hi dekhta tha o mujhe nhi dekh paati thi……pr wo khus thi,,,,,,,,,,o khana banana kitchen me jati to kbi kabar khidki se uska chehra dikh jata aksar saam time aur mujhe jaise jeene ki tanic mil jati,,,,,,bs ab uyi jindgi khisakne lgi thi…………Aur fir mai office ke kaamo me aur apne dosto me khud ko busy rakhne ki kosis krne laga …dosto se baat krte krte yada kada uski yaad aajati to ansu chalak jate lekin …..pata nhi kyu hr wqt uski yaad aahi jati thi kitna b kosis kr lu kin a yaad karu ….pr….jo dil pe kabja ki ho usse kon bach sakta hai bhala……khair din yu hi gujrte gaye aur lagbhag 2 mahine baad ………..
Ek msg aaya ki hai kya kr rahe ho,No jana pehchana tha yaad aaya uski ka tha pr maine socha ki uske bhaiya hoge ab tak uske bhai kbi kabar baat krne lage the kyuki hum dost b the…mai bola achha hu tum kaise ho to jabab aaya mai b achchhi hu to maine pucha kaun to boli ki sraddha to maine kya hai kisliye msg kr rahi ho to boli baat krni hai to pata nhi kyu mai bina gila sikva usse baat krne laga………………… age ki kahani fir kabi……..
Lijiye dosto mai apni kahani lekar fir aagaya……………
….. bs chup chap rehta....
Fir ek raat ko mujhse raha nhi gaya aur maine use msg kiya ki mai tumse bahut pyar krta hu ki mai tumhare bina ji nhi sakta,tumne aisa kyu kiya to usne ye msg apne bhaiya ko dikhala diya.to uske bhai ne fon krke bahut bura bhala kaha aur galiya wagerah di. mere ko bahut dukh laga bahut dard hua dilme mai bahut roya kyu mere hi saath aisa kyu hota hai. wo b to keh sakti thi ki o mujhe pyar nhi krti lekin nahi usne to soch hi liya tha ki iski jaan le hi leni hai,,aur iske baad maine akhiri msg maan kr fir ek msg kiya agr tum mujhe nhi chahti to mai kbi tumhe apni skl nhi dikhauga ..aur mai apna dard apne sine me dabaye chup sa ho gaya . pr uski yaad ek pal ke liye b saath na chhodne ki kasam khayi thi,,,,hr wqt aisa lagta tha ki use ek jhalak dekh lu ,,uske sbd sunne ke liye tarasta rehta tha,,,,,humne jo wqt saath bitaye the sb ankho ke samne ghumta rehta tha uska muskurana uska hasna,,,uski pyari pyari bate yaad ati thi to dil sishe ki tarah tut jata jor jor se chilla chilla ke rone ko ji chahta lekin ro b nhi skta tha,,,……kisi kadar jee raha tha
Usne marne me to koi kasar nhi chhodi thi….
Hum unke pyar me tabah to gaye,
Unki yaad me ro ro ke behaal ho gaye,
Bs saans chl rahi hai pr ji nhi rahe,
Unke chaht me dil ke tukte hazar ho gaye….. bs ab maine soch liya ki maine kbi uske samne nhi aana ,,,,maine dono hantho se dil ko tham liya uske saath bitaye palo me gum hokar apne dil ko ullu banane laga,,,, koi agar uske bare baat krta ya usse baat krta to mai usse puch leta ki o kaisi hai bs ab dusro ki nigaho se hi mai use dekha krta tha ,kabi kabi aate jaate chupke se kahi chip kr b dekh leta tha….pr kewal mai hi dekhta tha o mujhe nhi dekh paati thi……pr wo khus thi,,,,,,,,,,o khana banana kitchen me jati to kbi kabar khidki se uska chehra dikh jata aksar saam time aur mujhe jaise jeene ki tanic mil jati,,,,,,bs ab uyi jindgi khisakne lgi thi…………Aur fir mai office ke kaamo me aur apne dosto me khud ko busy rakhne ki kosis krne laga …dosto se baat krte krte yada kada uski yaad aajati to ansu chalak jate lekin …..pata nhi kyu hr wqt uski yaad aahi jati thi kitna b kosis kr lu kin a yaad karu ….pr….jo dil pe kabja ki ho usse kon bach sakta hai bhala……khair din yu hi gujrte gaye aur lagbhag 2 mahine baad ………..
Ek msg aaya ki hai kya kr rahe ho,No jana pehchana tha yaad aaya uski ka tha pr maine socha ki uske bhaiya hoge ab tak uske bhai kbi kabar baat krne lage the kyuki hum dost b the…mai bola achha hu tum kaise ho to jabab aaya mai b achchhi hu to maine pucha kaun to boli ki sraddha to maine kya hai kisliye msg kr rahi ho to boli baat krni hai to pata nhi kyu mai bina gila sikva usse baat krne laga………………… age ki kahani fir kabi……..
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