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I m Sorry Naresh - Richa

hi frnd,,,,my self Richa nhi janti ki m kya kr rhi thi ya kya krna chati hu pr plz aap log samaz kr mjhe suggestion jarur dna,,,,aaj s dhai saal phle m ek ladke k contact m aayi thi,,NARESH he is very gud person but wo drink krta tha r us waqt thoda flity b lagta tha,,wen i met 1 time mjhe wo bilkul aacha nhi lga wo kuch alag r frank sch ka tha,m usse uske bad koi contact nhi rkna chahti thi lekin wo hamesha mjhe call kiya krta tha r apna pyar jataya krta tha wo bahut achi baatien krta tha jo sayad her ladki ko pasand aati h pr mjhe uski baato pr biswas krna muskil hta tha,m usse dur jane lagi lekin wo pir 1-2 mahino m mjhe call krta rhta tha r m usse as a frnd hi bt krti thi,,acalak s mri family m kuch problem hua r hum sb bahut pareshan the,,m us din bahut akela feel kr rhi thi r all of sudden hi call me r kaha ki kya hua tum pareshan kyu ho,,,maine usse sb kuch btaya r y hamesha mri help krne k liye tyar rhta pr m kabhi usse kisi b chiz k liye nhi khti thi,,,pr un dino hamari mulakat bahut bar hui r hum phle s pass aa gaye the naresh n mre liye drink krna bilkul chodh diya tha r phle s jyada acha r uski baatein b genuan hone lagi,,we are in relationship now lekin dil s kbhi m ushe apne pass nhi la payi,mra gussa bahut tezz h r m gusse m bahut kuch bol jati hu,,,jb b kbhi ladai hti to m usse bahut kuch suna dti thi r wo hamesha mjhe maana lta tha,hum bahut br milte the r mjhe uski hr baat bahut pasand aati thi r h,,wo jb b mre sath hta to hamesha mra kayal rk! ta tha c hahe wo koi b jagah ho,,yaha tak ki jab b hum sath m kuch khate sbse phla bite wo mjhe khilata tha r hamesha khta tha ki aa kalo hamesha yaad aayega y pal,,r mre liye y din ka sbse aacha pal hta,aaj tak naresh n mre sath kuch galat krne ki kosish nhi ki,,pr pir b dil m usse dur jane ki baat jyada rhti thi m bahane dundti thi usse dur jane k,,r mauka milte hi usse bt krna band b kr dti thi,,ek bar ki baat h diwali s kariban 10 din phle maine usse bt krna band kr diya lkin diwali wale din wo mre s milne mre office aaya r hum bahar gaye waha usne mra hath pakad kr kaha RICHA PLZ MAT JAO M TUMHARE BINA NHI RH SAKTA r is waqt uski aankho m aansoo the mjhe apne bre m sch kr bahut bura lga nd i hug him nd say never but aisa hua nhi bahut sare badlawh aaye usne job b change ki jaha wo satisfied nhi tha,wo professionally Engineer tha but jaha wo tha wo uske liye deserving nhi tha uske andr bahut jyada kabiliyat thi r wo is baat ko relize krta tha lekin krne ki kosish nhi krta tha sayad uska pura dyan mre upar tha,,wo hamesha mjhe shadi k liye bolta tha lkn m hi mna krti thi kyuki cast alag hne ki wajah s,r mjhe lgta tha ki iske sath ab tak comfortable nhi ho payi to shadi kaise kr sakti hu,,,lkn wo hamesha mjhe dhadi k liye proposs kiya krta tha,,wo mre liye bahut concern rhta h,chahe m khi b hu waha aane k liye bolta tha,,m jo bolti thi bus usse pura krne k liye tyar rhta tha lkn pta nhi y sb mjhe utna pasand nhi aata tha jitna ki ek ladki ko aana chaiye lkn pir b hum sath the,,,,wo gvt job krna chahta tha lkn tyari kon kare isse sayad drta tha r wo janta tha ki agar gvt job k liye plan krna h to for a time being sab kuch chodna padega.hamari sch ek dusre s bahut alag h,,,,
isliye mre khne pr b wo us chiz k liye dedicate nhi hta tha,y baat njhe bahut pareshan krti thi kyuki m usse ek aache mukam pr dkna chahti thi maine bahut kosish ki lekin kuch fyada nhi hua uski dedication mre liye jitni hti thi utni apni job k liye b nhi hoti thi,,y sb mjhe pareshan krta tha r wo to phle s hi apni job s unsatisfy tha lkn ignore kiya krta tha r hamare beech is baat pr bahut arguee hote r jagde ki wajah bnte r yaha tk ki 1 weak bt b nhi hoti r hamesha wahi mjhe sorry bolta & i do it krk bhul jata,,,,,r aaj maine usse itna bhala bura kaha r usse alag ho gayi lkn last m b usne yahi kaha ki Richa i love u,i will love u,,m sirf tumhari khusi k liye alag ho rha hu lkn hamesha tumse pyar krta tha,hu r rahunga,,,i will never call u lkn mri kbhi b jarurat ho to yaad krna hamsha tumhare kaam aauga chahe jo ho,,,
R y sahi h ki he is only person jo kuch bkrne k liye tyar rhta h r wo b mre liye,,,mjhe uske sath bitaya ek ek pal yaad aa rha h,it vry tuff to me also but wo apne career ko sahi mod de r kuch aisa na kre jisse usse koi nuksaan ho..
I miss & love him so much m janti hu ki is waqt usse bahut hurt kr rhi hu pr y sirf uske aache k liye h,,,,plz god uska dyan r usse mre bina rhne ki sterength dna................frnd u plz also pray for him & happiness................thanks







2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Wakaye aapki story bhaut bhaut bhaut dukh bhari h. Par tension mat lo wo ek na ek din aapko jarur milega. Par dhyan dena ki us ladke ka nature theek to h na. Main god se pray karunga ki aapko aapka pyar mil jaye.

sana said...

Sache pyar ka saath to khuda bhi dete he

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