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Pata nahi ye Aisa kyon karti hai - Kapil Raj

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Some time ago maine aapko apni life se relative ek story sunai thi,,,,,,,,,,,jo mere ektarfa pyaar kit hi aur wo aisa pyaar tha jiske liye 2-3 year tak mai bewajah har pal paagal bana raha yani ki 3 year = 36 months, 36 months = 1095 day, and 1095 day = 26280 hour, 26280 hour =1576800 minute, and 1576800 minute = 94608000 second to maine use in hare k second mai yaad kiya use kabhi nahi bhula paaya ab is tarah se kisi ko love kiya ho aur use hi aisa pyaar pasand nahi aaya to wo ladaki kaisi ho sakati hai kisi ne kaha hai ki kisi bhi mahanat ka agar phal prapt na ho to hame dekhna chahiye ki hamare mai kahan kami thi to maine bahut socha ki mere pyaar mai kahan par kami rah gai but mujhe to mere pyaar kahin kami nahi dikhai di to maine socha ki aisa bhi to ho sakta hai ki jise hamne itna pyaar kiya wo pyaar ke kabil hi nahi tha shayad isi liye wo hame nahi mila kyonki hamne kisi ko sachcha pyaar kiya ho aur wo us pyaar ke kabil hi naa ho to wo hame kaise mil sakta hai ab aap ye mat sochna ki har kisi ko jalan hone lagati hai ki jab kisi ke pyaar ko thukra diya jata hai ya unaccept kar diya jata hai but mai kuchh alag type ka ladka hu mujhe khud se jyada dusro ko khush dekhne mai aanand aata hai isliye mai kisi nafrat ki wajah se ye story type nahi kar raha hu but mujhe kisi mere jaise ladke ke sath mera jaisa haal na ho wo bewajah pagal na bane ishke liye mai ye story apne romantic and serias friends tak pahunchana chahta hu aur SHIVANI jaisi ladkiyo ko bhi aisa na karne ke liye thodi si request kar raha hu but aisi ladkiya to reqest ko samjhti hi nahi hai so inke sath kya karna chahiye pata nahi wo sab chhodiye ab story par aate hai,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Han to aapne pichhli story padi hogi ki maine use bahut pyar kiya aur use bade hi deceplain ke sath propose kiya but usne mujhe bura bhala kahkar mere pyar ko unaccept kar diya,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Baise mera dil toot chukka tha but maine sachcha pyaar kiya tha to maine socha ki pyaar ka matlab sirf paana yap rapt karna hi nahi hota hamne pyaar kiya hai ki wo hamesha khush rahen aur god se bhi yahi duaaye ki hai lekin hamara pyaar wo nahi accept karte hai to koi baat nahi maine use kaha I am sorry hamne aapka dil dukhaya hame maaf kar do plz aap bahut achchhe ho so aap bhool jana ki hamne aapko propose kiya tha ya kabhi bhi hurt kiya tha ham aapki khushi chahte hai,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
,,,aap jise chaho aapko mil jaaye aapko jeevan ki har khushi nasheeb ho usne kaha aisi filmi baate mere samne mat karo theek hai mai aisi ladki nahi hun mai apni study ke alawa aur kuchh nahi sochti,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,hamne socha shayad ye sahi kah rahin hai but hamne apne aap se puchchha ki kya reason ho sakta hai ki mai ek handsome romantic real love karne wala phir bhi mera pyaar inhone accept nahi kiya………………. pata nahi chhodiye…………
Ab story start hoti hai hamne unke bare mai sochna band kar diya but ham har subah sham jab bhi duaa karte duaaon mai usi ki hi khushi mangte lekin mujhe kyaa pata tha ki yahan koi kisi ka nahi hota jise ham apna samjhte hai wo hi hame dhokha dete hai wo hi hamare sath daga karte hai………….
DIL HI HANSATA HAI DIL HI RULATA HAI DIL HI DEEWANA YAHA SAB KO BANATA HAI
JISKE LIYE DIL SAB KUCHH LUTATA HAI WO KYON EK DIN DIL TOD JAATA HAI??????????
Iska answer mujhe abhi tak nahi mila hai , ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, mujhe pata tha ki mai use real love nahi karta to wo jarur mere pyaar ko accept kar leti. Lekin mera dil hai ki sachche pyaar ke alawa kuchh karta hi nahi hai aur shivani jaisi ladkiyon ko real love achchha nahi lagta hai to kya kiya jaaye…………..
Friends mai aapko ek baat kahna chahta hu ki jo ladki apne aap mai jyada smart banti hai jo kahti hai ki mai aisi nah hu mai pyaar bagaraha ki jicho mai intrest nahi leti,,,,,,,,,,,mai tumhe aisa nahi samjhti thi tum to bahut gire hue nikale,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,tumne mujhe samajh kya rakkha hai ,,,,,,,,,,,,,originlty mai aisi ladkiya bahut hi……………………….
To mere propose karne ke baad wo jyada action mai rahne lagi thi jab bhi mai milta apni nazre jhuka leta tha jaise maine koi gunah kiya hai aur wo mere samne jyada hi action karti aur aise mahshush karti ki wo hi miss india hai aur uske liye salmaan bhai bhi pagal ho sakte hai kyaa mai nazre jhuka ke uske paas se nikal jaata aur wo jyda hi mera fun udane lagi aur mere jale par namak chhidkane lagi achchha chhodiye aksar aisa hota hai ki…………kyaa kahu friends yaar hamesha aaj ke samay mai ulta hota hai jaise mallika serawat hai na wo sochti hogi ki wo hi sabse sundar aur sabhi ko apne jaal mai fansaaane wali heroin hai lekin wo branded harlot hai aur unhe sex karwane ka license mila hua hai………………
Han to ab story par aate hai unke ghar mai kiraye par 4 ladke rahne ke liye aaye aur unke upar wale rooms mai wo rahne lage maine to chat par jaana pahale se hi chhod diya tha to main kabhi jabhi jab mai pagal sa ho jata to chat par jaakar pichhle dino ko sochta aur ek tufaan sa mere dil mai mahsus karta aur thodi der baad mai bapish ghar aa jata………………………….
Wo ladke unke room mai rent par rahne lage wo unhe bhaiya kahti thi maine socha chalo ye sahi hain aur inhone jaise kaha ki ye apni study par dhyaan deti hain aur kuchh nahi to maine inpar koi dout nahi kiya but aur mere dil mai shivani ke liye aur izzat bad gai but kya kare kisi ke bare mai sochte kuchh hai aur wo niklta kuchh hai…………………..
Ek din un ladkon se meri mulakaat hui jo unke ghar mai rent par rahte the to unhone mujhse kaha aapka naam hi kapil raj Sharma hai maine kaha yes but aap mujhe kaise jante ho unhone kaha ki aapko sir kaun nahi jaanta hai mujhe thoda dout hua ki aakhir ye mujhe kaise jaante hai aur ye aisa kyon bol rahe ki aapko kaun nahi jaanta mai koi star ya player to nahi hu but pata nahi………………………..
Unhone mujhe apna friend bana liya ab wo mere ghar bhi aane jaate lage aur ham sabhi baate seyar karte ham sham ko ghumne ke liye jaate aur wo ladkiyon ke bare mai aksar baate karte maine unke love reletion ke bare mai puchchha to unhone apni girlfriends ki sankhya count karai ab mujhe nahi pata ki sachchi mai wo u hi bata rahe the ya unka itni ladkiyon se sambandh rah chukka tha mujhme sabse buri aadat hai ki mai pata nahi is tarah ke logon se nafrat karta hu maine kaha ki aap aisa kyon karte ho kisi ek se hi love kyon nahi karte to wo bole ki love kya hota love is sex but mai aisa nahi sochta kyonki pyaar to pyaar hi hota hai aur pyaar kya hota hai iska matalab words mai nahi bata sakta( mere khayal se aaj kal adhiktar boy and girls aise hi hote hai ki time pass karne wale)……………………( kabhi meri baat maan kar use sachcha pyaar karke to dekho jo tumhe pyaar karta hai ya karti hai aapko sabse jyada sukun milega) to wo charon bhi time pass karne wale the unme se ek jarur thoda series tha jaise use bhi pyaar mai dhokha mila ho……………..wo kabhi – kabhi shivani ke bare mai mujhse baaten karta bolta ki kapil ji unke ghar walo se aapka koi reletoin to nahi hai maine kaha nahi to boliye kya baat hai wo bola ki unke ghar mai ek bindaas maal hai maine kaha kaisa maal halanki mai samajh chukka tha ki wo kiske bare mai bol raha hai maine kaha kaunsa maal usne kaha shivani name ki ladki maine kaha wo maal hai tameez se nahi bol sakte usne kaha chhodiye yaar mujhe lagta hai ki wo mujhe pasand karati hai kyonki wo mujhse bolti hai ki aap bahut achchhe ho maine man mai socha ki wah pagal hai yaar kyon pagal bante ho tum kyonki wo ladka mujhe series lagta tha but hare k seriea ladka sahi nahi hota kyonki usne ek sabd hi aisa bol diya jisse uske bare mai mujhe pata chal gaya ki wo kaisa hai. mujhe ladkiyon ke prati ye shabd shuru se hi bure lagte hai jaise:- bindaas, jhhakkas, kyaa maal hai, sexy, item, pataka, mujhe in shabdon se aur kahne walon se bhi nafrat hai halanki adhikansh ladkiyon ko a! isa sunn a pasand hai………………………. mai unse kahta ki yaar aap uska naam bhi to le sakte hai kyon aap aise shabd bolte ho……………unhone kaha tumhe kyon jalan hoti hai bhai kahin aapka uske sath chakkar to nahi hai……………..mujhe pata nahi tha ki masoom chehre wali study mai dhyaan rakhne wali shivani ji ne mere bare mai unse pahle hi naa jaane kya bol rakkha hai maine kaha nahi yaar aisi baat nahi hai wo to bahut sidhi aur sahi ladki hai wo aisi waisi nahi hai………………………………….unhone kaha ki aap uske bare mai ye sab kaise jaante ho…….
Ek din unhone mujhe kasam dilai to maine kaha ki haan mai use pasand karta tha to unhone kaha ki aur aap unke peechhe hi pade rahe mere kuchh samajh nahi aaya maine unhe kasam dila kar puchchha ki aap kahna kya chaahte ho……….
Unhone kaha ki mr. kapil raj sharma aap jis ladki se pyaar karte the yak arte ho wo ab hamare friend amit par fida hai aur wo hamare amit ke saath sex bhi kar chuki hai…………………………………………………….
Maine kaha kyaa bakbaash kar rahe ho faltu mai……………..mera dil ek baar fir se tootne wala tha ek hi ladaki ke pyaar mai 2 – 2 baar dil tootate hue aapne dekha hai dosto………………(ab mai relex hu us time to pagal ho gaya tha aur maine life mai pahli baar drink bhi kiya tha but only ek baar kyonki kisi paagal, besharam, corl girl aur harlot girl ke liye khud ke career ka the end karna galat hai so now I am relex and fine)
Maine unse kaha ki aapko abhi bash 2-3 months yahan aaye huye hai aur aapne unke sath ye bhi kar liya aap jhooth bol rahe ho na maine kaha aap chharon ek hi room mai rahte hai neeche uske ghar wale rahte hai aisa kaise ho sakta hai unhone kaha ki iske liye un dono ki help hamne kit hi ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Kyaa yaar my dear god aap bhi kaise ho (jindgi ek chahat ka silsila hai koi milta hai to koi buchhad jaata hai jise mangte hain ham apni duaao mai kisi aur ko wo bin mange mil jaata hai) nice god aapka bhi jabab nahi hame to 2-3 year tak baise hi pagal banaya aur uske liye wo sab de diya jo sayad mere liye dekar mai uska aapka puri life tak thanks kahne mai hi gujaar deta aura apse kabhi bhi koi sikayat bhi nahi karta aur pata nahi sayaad pagal bhi ho jaata………….ur good justice my dear god good,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Maine kaha aisa nahi ho sakta wo aisi ladki hai hi nahi to unhone kaha theek hai aisa nahi hai next day unhone apne cell phone mai uski image dikhai aur ek image us ladke ke sath wali bhi thi jo mujhe dikhaya use dekh kar mera fir se dil toot gaya aur usi din maine life mai first time drink kit hi to drink karne ka srey jaata hai sabse sahi only study par dhyaan dene wali branded harlot miss. Shivani ji ko thanks dear my first love kyaaa baat hai baakai aapko koi nahi samajh sakta…………………………………………………ab mai ye kahna chahta hun ki mere pyaar mai kya kami thi mera pyaar kyon usne accept nahi kiya aur jis type ke ladko se mai nafrat karta hu unme aisa kyat ha ki use unse pyaar to nahi kah sakte but jo kuchh bhi hua hoga ho gaya kyon…………………….
Jabki wo ladke hamesha use aise behab karte the jaise wo unki pata nahi kyaa lagti hai jaise:- oye shivani kahan jaa rahi hai,,,,,,,,,,,,,, chal rahi hai kya,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,hamare liye aaj khana tu hi banana,,,,,,,,,,,,is tarah se…………………………
But maine unse aap kahne ke alaawa kabhi bhi galat word use nahi kiye jabki wo mujhse age mai chhoti bhi hai kyonki mai use hamesha deceplain se hi baate kiya karta tha par pata nahi in girls ko kya achchha lagta hai kya nahi mai to inhe samajh nahi paya yaar………………………………………,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Kareeb ek year ke baad un ladko aur us ladki ke ghar walo mai pata nahi kuchh jhagda ho gaya to wo ladke apne room ko khali kar ke jaane lage us din pata nahi shivani ko kyaa hua hamare sister ke ghar aakar boli pata nahi papa ji ne kyon unse jhagda kiya saari galati papa ji ki hi hai aaj life mai pahli baar mujhe mere papa ne hurt kiya hai aur papa ji par mujhe aaj sabse gussa aa raha hai kitne achchhe hai ye sabhi,,,,,,,,,,,,aaj ke samay mai bhi itna seedha koi hai,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,wo meri sister se boli aunty ji plz unhe rok lo hamare papa ko aap samjhao,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,meri sister boli tujhe kya hua hai tu kyon itni excited ho rahi hai,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Wo ladke chale gaye halanki shivani ka unse pyaar ya sachcha pyar hota to mai unki jarur kuchh help karta but friends un chaaro ki to mujhe nahi pata but ek amit aur ek tha sonu un dono se to wo……………….
Ab jab wo sham ko unke ghar se chale gaye to wo aur uski maa hamare sister ke ghar aai aur dono jor-jor se rone lagi mai us woqt meri sister ke wahan par movie dekh raha tha……………wo unke bare mai pata nahi itni achchhi baate karne lagi ki kitne achchhe the wo…………………..hame to ghar mai rahne ko bhi man nahi kar raha hai ghar bahut bura lag raha hai,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,pata nahi kitna dukh hua hoga unhe unse jhagda karke unhe ghar se jaane ko kaha tha………………mujhe to bahut gussa aa raha hai shivani ke papa par aur fir donor one lag gai…………………unhone pata nahi kitne dino tak khaana nahi khaya aur unke jaane ke bahut dino tak unki yaad mai miss. Shivani ko bahut dukh pahuncha,,,,,,,,,,mujhe yakeen ho gaya tha ki unka inse jarur kuchh na kuchh nahi bahut kuchh matter tha aur uski mummy par bhi mujhe dout nahi balki yakeen ho gaya ki jo 2 ladke aur the unke sath…………………………………………kyonki unme se ek ladka akashar uski mummy ki baaten kiya karta tha mujhse puchhta tha ki un aunty ji ki age kitni hogi usne mujhse kai baar ye question kiya tha mujhe tab to kuchh dout nahi hua but jab wo ghar chhod kar gaye to unke liye in dono maa beti ko dekhkar dout nahi balki yakeen ho gaya ki……….,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ab aap batao,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,kisi kirayedar ke liye koi kyon ro sakta hai,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,koi khana kyon chhod sakta hai,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,wo itne achchhe bhi nahi the jitni ye dono unki tareef karti hai,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,wo seedhe bhi nahi the,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ye ladkiya seedha aur aur achchha kise bolti hai yaar pata hi nahi chalta,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,kyon wo dono,,,,,,,,,aaj bhi unse phone par baat karti hai mere paas bhi un do ladko ka contact no. hai wo kahte hai yaar tumhari colony ki wo dono maa beti kamal ki hai yaar hame nahi pata tha ki aisa bhi ho sakta hai ki dono maa beti hi,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,……………………………………………………(ag! ar mere ye charo friends is story ko kabhi pade to I am sorry dosto mujhe maaaf kar dena aap bahut achchhe ho but yaar mai aise ladko se nafrat karta hu aisa nahi hai ki aap mere friend nahi ho aap mere sachche friend ho but aapko kabhi to pata chalega ki aap galat the mere pyaar dosto…………………,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,uska masoom chehara tha yaar,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,jise maine dil mai bitha ke har pal pyaar se bhi jyada pyaar kiya tha ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,wo kabhi mere liye pyaar se bhi pyaari thi ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,uski kabhi maine chahat se bhi jyada chahat kit hi,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,aur aapne uske sath wo sab kyon kiya dosto jabki aapko pata tha ki she is my love,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,wo to pagal thi ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,wo bahak gai yaar but aapne aisa kyon kiya friends,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,) 


Ab mujhe kahne ki jarurat nahi hai dosto aisi ladkiyo se plz bachna inki sundrta aur inki masoom chehre ke peechhe apne career apne maa baaap apne bhai bahan apni life kharab mat karna plz mere chaar doston jaise logo ke liye mai ye sab nahi kah raha hu kyonki wo to dusron ki jindgi kharab karne wale hote hai mai mere jaise series friends se bol raha hun ki maine apni life mai baakai experians liya hai aap is story ko jhootha maan sakte hai but ye real hai aur isne mujhe ab tak hurt kiya hai jab kabhi mai sham sota hun kabhi tej hawayen chalati hai thodi bearish hoti hai kahin door kisi ki shadi ya party mai light ya romantic music chalta hai to pata nahi wo saari baaten fir se mujhe yaad aa jati hai……………………….mai ro nahi sakta………………..mai hansh sakta hu but us woqt hans bhi nahi sakta……………..…………………………………………..…,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,aaj sare world mai un chaar dosto aur un dono maa beti jaiso ki kami nahi hai ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,kami hai to bas hamare jaise ki,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,aur hamare jaise DILWALON ki……………………………….,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Wo bewafa mera imtihaan kyaa legi,,,,,,,, milengi kabhi nazren to khud apni nazar jhuka legi
Use meri kabrr par diya jalane mat bhejna wo nadaan haii ro kar apni aankhe bhigha legi

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6 comments:

Raj said...

Very sad yr......... Apki story pdh k bht dukh hua......... Mai kbhi b kisi ko hurt hote dkhta hu to mujhe bht dukh hota h....... Maine apki 1st story b pdhi t.... Mai bhi apke jaisa ldka hu mai b kisi se itna hi pyar krta hu or true lov krta hu maine kbhi use glt najro se nhi dkha........
Apke sath jo hua bht glt hua.............. Pr ab aap use bhul jao aisi ldkiyo k liye q apna carrier kharab krna h......
Mai janta hu 1st love ko bhul pana bht muskil h pr aap iske alawa kr b kya skte ho..........

Anonymous said...

very sad bt wo ladki isi type ki thi use love nahi sex pasand tha jo ap nahi jaan payeeee use bhul jao wo apke pyar ke kabil nahi thi yr realyyyyy.....god bless u......

Anonymous said...

Vry sad story yr,aap ki bato se to aap bhut samjdar lgte ho,aur esa sachha pyar krne wale bhut km h duniya me,so al d bst
god bles u.
My fb id aman.as022@facebook.com pls add me baki bate apen yha krenge ok

sana said...

Pyar karna koi gunnah nahi hota,lakin kabhi galat insan se pyar ho jaye to kuch kar nhi sakte sivaye use bhulne ke,to use bhul jao

Ajay said...

Hey Plz Plz Send Me Request On Facebook

facebook.com/ajayzone2

me tumse apni story share karna chahta hun

kya tun kuch help kar sakte ho meri ?

sana said...

Ajay ap apni story ya share kar sakte ho qki jo ap apni story facebook pe likhoge to koi bhi apki story padh ke apko galat samaj sakta he,lakin yaha share karoge to me or najane kitne log apki help kar sakte he....... ........last apki marzi

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