Hlo friends my name is ankush, n m from palampur himachal pradesh.
Baat 4 years pehle ki hai jb maine BCA mein admision li thi ludhiana mein, model town mein rent par maine ek room n kichan liya tha, mein starting se padne mein kam n shararto mein jyada hosiyar tha, bebajah pange lene mein bada mazza aata tha.. Meri class mein ek ladki thi Shivani jo ki bot jyada cute, sweet n khatarnak, cute dekhne mein, sweet uski voice n eyes, n khatarnak uska gussa, meri usse bot baar ladai hue, ek baar to humne kam se kam one month tak ek dusre se baat ni ki, colz mein mera best friend tha Rajveer from moga inteligent n dil ka saaf... Uski sis. ki marrige thi n hum sabhi wahan jane wale the, mein rajveer pehle hi chale gaye becz shadi ka kaam n all... jis din shadi thi us din meine n rajveer dono ne thodi thodi beer chada li, colz k sare friend wahan pohuch gaye, fir to dj, dance n masti us din shivani ne black saarie pehni thi, n us din to kya lag rai thi vo words nai hein mere pass? maan kar raha tha ki abhi usko propose kar du n haan kar de to abhi shadi kar lu, lekin uska gusse se mujhe b darr lagta tha, us din mein uske pass gaya n bola, \" shivani sorry meine tumse us din ladai ki pata nai bot dino se sorry bolne ki try kar raha tha but aj mokka mila\". Usne ek cweet si smile di n boli,\" its okey ankush\" fir mein wahan se jane laga usne bola,\"ankush wait\" me shocked vo mere pass ayi n dhere se boli\" ankush kam piya karo\"! Mein kaha,\" aj k baad touch b nai karuga\"! us din se uske pyar mein aisa pada ki pehle se b jyada nikama ho gaya, uske hostel k bahar bike lekar gediyan marna, colz-bus k piche piche bike dodana, yai roj ka kaam ho gaya, n fir dashere k ek do din k baad use dekha, n sidhe jakr propose kar diya, pehle vo hansi n boli,\"ankush mazak chodo\" meine kaha,\" mein serius hu, n i love u shivani\". N humesa ki tarah patttakkk sbke samne thapad! N 2-4 baaten sunayi n chali gayi, fir sham ko ghar pohche, mein n rajveer do bottle wiskey, pe gaye, n raat ko 1-2 bje usko phone kiya, pehle ph. Nai uthaya usne, fir 3-4 rings k bd usne phone uthaya n boli,\" kyu raa! t ko tan g kar rahe ho mujhe\" meine sidhe bola reason kya hai,\"usne bola mujhe in sb chijo mein koi intrest nai\" meine kaha,\" yeh koi resn nai hua\"! Fir usne bola dekho ankush,\" tum mere type k nai ho, tumhe ladai jhagda pasand hai, nasha karte ho, dhang se study nai karte, koi ek sunaye to use 2 suna doge\"! Meine kaha,\"agar mein change ho jau to\"? Usne bola ki, \"fir kuch soch sakti hu K ab so jao n g.n.\"! Meine b kaha, \"g.n\"! Fir mein jakr bed par late gaya n sari bt rajveer ko btayi. Usne bola,\" thek to bol rai hai yeh, tu usko change hokr dikha de agar fir b usne mana kiya to mein dekh lunga\"! Rajveer ki baat mein dum tha, fir mein dhere dhere khud ko sudharne laga, ladai jhagda bilkul band, regular classes attend karne laga, smoking drinking sab chod diya... December ka time hamare final exam chal rahe the last exam tha, n meine use bola ki ab to mein change ho gaya hu, ab kya decide kiya, usne bola result ayega tb btaugi, gussa aya bot jyada but control kiya... Uske baad holidayz, vo b apne ghar chali gayi, n mein b apne ghar aa gaya, palampur se hamirpur 35to40km tha kai baar wahan gaya ki darshan ho jaye uske but nai hue, bdi mushkil se holiday finish hue mein ldh return aya colz mein aakr dekha to ayi hi nai, ek week wait kiya do week samaj nai aya kya hua, kyu nai ayi, meine and rajveer ne uske ghar jaane ka plan banaya, rajveer ki gf thi kamalpreet kaur, vo b sath jane ko ready ho gayi plan tha subha 5 bje niklege n sham 5-6 bje tak return aa jayege, kisi friend ki car lekr morning time se nikal gaye, hamirpur pohuch kar edhar udhar pata karke unke ghar pohuch gaye, unke ghar k bramde mein budhi c lady baithe thi\"humne unse pucha ki kya yeh shivani ka ghar hai,\"to unhone bola,\"hanji yai ghar hai\" humne kaha ki hum,\"ldh se aye hein uske colz mein sath padte hein, vo ayi nai colz to pata karne yahan aa gaye\" tbi bahan uske mom aye n,\"she was crying\", unhone btaya ki \"2 week pehle shivani ka bus k sath accident ho gaya n vo ab is duniya mein nai hai\" yeh sun kar pata nai mera dim! ag sunn gaya, aisa lag raha tha jaise mind ne kaam karna band kar diya hu, heart zor zor se beat kar raha, hum teeno hi control nai kar paye n khub roye! Vo dard vo pain itni buri thi ki kabhi kisi dusman k sath b aisa na ho, uske bd pata nai kyu mera damm ghutne laga, n aunty ko bola \"apna dhyan rakhna n wahan se chale aye\"! Us din se bhagwan se bharosa uth gaya mera mein nastik ban gaya, meine 2 baar sucide karne ki koshish ki but dono baar bach gaya, rajveer ne kaha ki shivani ki roh hi tujhe har baar bachati hai, vo b nai chahti ki tu duniya chode, rajveer aj b mere sath hai n mera dard ko samjhta hai! shivani chahe jis duniya mein ho but mere sath hai, mere khayalo mein aj b jinda hai, aj yeh story likhte time aj fir mein bot roya, agar pyar mohabt bhagwan likhta hai to yai wish karta hu k kbhi kisi k sath aisa na ho. I wish sabko unka pyar mile, love u alot Shivani<3 

........ hello firnds m arpita aj m phir apni story likh rhi hu apna dukh dar ap sab s batne aai hu ap sab firnds s phir hum patel nagar k park m mile or ussi k baare m baate karte rhe or phi hum dono apne ghar aagye jab unhone mujhe kha tha k hum shaadi nhi kar sakte abhi to mene apne ghar jakar iss bich marne ki kossish ki lekin mot n bhi mera saath n diya lekin ye baat meri choti sister n unhe bta di ki mene aj marne ki kossish ki to ateek n mujh par bohot naraj huye or bolne lge k agar phir ye sab kiya to m bhi apne ap ko kisi gaadi k niche aakar mar jaunga tab sab thik ho jayega or phir tum or mere gharwaale sab khush rehna phir unhone mujhse baat nhi ki- phir mujhe unki baat manni padi or mene jo camputer corse sikha tha mene jo dusre inst m sikhaya phi r meri job or khai dusri jagha lag gai or ye baat mene unhe btai to bohot khush huye ye sab karne ki himmat mujhe ateek s mili nhi to m sayad kuch bhi nhi kar pati jab bhi mujhe kuch smajh nhi aata to wo mera saath dete koi bhi problam hoti to mujhe btate k ye kaam ese karo har chiz k baare m btate m kabhi apne ghar s bahar nhi nikli kyuki mujhe bahar jane s dar lagta tha unki wajha s me aj ek compani m job karti hu ye sab m aj unke sport or unke saath k karn hi aj m ye sab kar saki iss tarha se wo har pal mera saath dete rhe lekin jab humme do saal pure ho gye to unme badlaav aane lagaa mujhse phone p bhi thik s baat nhi karte ek ek hafte tak mujhse baat nhi karte or jab me ph karti to daat dete mujhe l! agta tha k sayad kaam jyada hota hoga issliye baat nhi kar paate mujhse phir jab bad m baat hoti to kehte k meeting hoti h or kaam bhi jyada ho jata h issliye time nhi mil pata h baat karne ka phir mene kha k ap pehle s badal rhe ho to kha k ye tumhari galat femi h esa kuch nhi h m kaam m busy rehta hu to baat nhi hoti meri majburi ko tum bhi samjho or ek baar to unke dost ka mere pass ph aaya or bola k m ap s akele m milna chahta hu to mene ye baat ateek ko btai k ap k dost n mujhe akele m milne ko bulaya h or unhone mujhe to bohot data or bole k tum usse baat kyu karti ho kya matlab h usse baat karne ka agr usse aj k baad baat ki to mujhse kbhi baat mat karna or unhone apne dost se bhi ldai karli or usse baat bhi nhi karte iss tarha se hume ek dusre k saath pure do saal ho gye lekin jo badlav unme aarha tha wo dekhkar mera man har pal dukhi rehta or m ye shocti ki hum alag ho gye to me to mar hi jaungi ye baat mene unhe bhi btai lekin wo to mna hi kardete ke tere man m wehm h na to wo pehle ki tarha mujhse baat karte na hi thik s milne aate jab aate to unke boss ka ph aajata or wo mujhe metro stetion chod k chale jate mera man or dukhi rehne lga or m pehle hi dwaai k sahare zinnda hu or bimaar rehne lagi lekin unko meri ab koi fikkar nhi thi jiss trha se badlaaw aarha tha har pal dar lagta tha wo mujhe har festival par wissh karte the mere janamdin p bhi wissh karte the lekin do saal pure hote hi unme bohot hi badlav aagya pehle jesa kuch bhi nhi h m jab pho karti to daat dete k m busy jab hu to mujhe pho mat kiya kar or ek ek hafte tak baat nhi karte jab puchu to koi na koi bhana bna dete iss tarhe se 2-3 mahine or bite mikne ko bola to abhi time nhi h bta dunga milne k liye ek din phir unke dost n phir s mujhe ph kiya par mene baat nhi k or ph kaat diya ek mahine k baad mene ateek ko milne ko bola m kyuki baat karna chahati thi jab to unhone milne k liye ha kardi or m patel chok pohoc bhi gai lekin wo mujhse milne nhi aaye m waha bhi gai jaha p wo kaam karte h raam mahor lohia hospital m dwaai k maarkiti! ng agent h iss hospital m kaam karte h me waha bhi gai lekin ho hospital bhi nhi aaye unke staaf m s ek unke dost s pucha to kaha wo aane waala h mene waha unka 12 bje tak intzaar bhi kiya lekin wo nhi aaye or mene ph kiya to ph bhi band or phir m ghar aagi m uss din bohot roi or mujhe ek mahine s taaid faaid bhi tha phir bhi m milne gai or phir jab unke dost ka dubaara phone aaya to wo mere haal chaal k baare m puch rhe the or ateek k baare m bhi k kesa chal rha h sab thik h ya nhi meri aakho m aansu aagye or mene btaya k kuch bhi thik nhi h baat bhi nhi karte ateek ab mujhse to unke dost n btaya k wo tumse ab kabhi baat nhi karega ye baat sunnte hi meri jaan nikal gai or jab mene ateek ko ph kiya to unhone mera ph nhi uthaya or unke dost ka ph mere paas 22-07-2011ko aaya tha or meri baat ateek s 26-07-2011 ko hui or unhone mujhe sab sahi sahi btaya k m tum se pyar nhi karta na hi kabhi kiya or meri shaadi ho gai h meri biwi piregnent h mujhe ussko bhi time dena h ye sab sun ke mere pero k niche s jamin hi nikal gai or mera ro ro k bura haal tha par unko mere na aansu dikhai diye nahi mera pyar ek pal m har bitaay huye pal kushi risshte ko unhone khtam kardiya iss tarha s mere pyar k saath or mere vishvaas k saath dhokha khillwad kiya me puri tarah s tut gai samajh nhi aaraha tha k m kya kaur jiss insaan p itna visshvaas kiya pal bhar m tod diya kiss baat ki mujhe ye sjaa mili kya paap kiya tha ke ye sab sehn karna pda mene aj tak kisi p bhi itna bhrosha nhi kiya tha itna pyar nhi kiya mene unhe apne ap s bhi jyda vissvaas kiya apne man ki har baat btai apna dukh unse hi kaha to phir mujhe ye sja kyu mili ek ladki k pass sabse jayada kimti chiz apni izzat hoti h mene wo bhi unke haato dedi mot cahi to mot bhi na mili eesi zindagi ka kya faeda jo sab kuch kho diya mene ek baar to mujhse kaha hota k tu meri zinndagi s chali ja khushi khushi dur ho jati par itna jhut kyu bola man m har pal svaal khde rehte h k kyu huaa mere saath itna bura kya kaaran tha mera pyar hamesha k liye khtam ho gya me aj bhi ateek s utn! a hi pya r karti hu jitna m pehle karti thi chahkar bhi nafrat karna chahu to nhi kar paati ab kisi s m na pyar kar paungi na hi vissvaas mene unhe shache man s pyar kiya kabhi koi lalch nhi rakha kabhi kuch nhi manga har baat mene maani unki to phir mere saath kyu essa huaa ab me kabhi kisi s pyar nhi kar paungi mere man m ab koi nhi aasakta me apne ap s nafrat karti hu nafrat h mujhe apne ap s ghin hoti h mujhe apne p k m zinda kyu hu mar kyu nhi gai par marna bhi chau to nhi mar sakti mere ghar m aj bhi wahi ladai maar pit papa mummy ko maarte h m shirf apni maa k karan hi zinnda hu lekin essi bhi kya zinndagi jo pal pal wo baat yaad dilati h m apni hi najro s gir gai hu apne ap p saram aati h har pal m ateek ko yaad karti hu koi bhi din essa nhi jata k m jiss din nhi roti har pal marti hu m kya mene pyar karke koi paap kiya ya gunha kiya jo mot s bhi buri sjaa mili pyar karne par kya galti thi meri jo aj ye sab bardaas karna pdrha h mujhe m ab kisi ko bhi nhi apna sakti na m kisi k layak hu ek jhutan hu m kisi ki jo isstemal karke fek di gai hu bohot dard hota h uss pal ko yaad karke jisse itna pyar kiya ussne kesa dhokha diya mere pyar ka visshvaas ka ab kisi p bhi turst nhi hota pyar kehte bhgwaan k diya huaa ek tofaa h jo kisi kisi ko milta h sayad ye tofaa meri kismat m nhi tha m unhe shache dil s pyar karti hu ap sab firnds s yahi kehna chahti hu k kabhi kisi k saath ye sab mat karna jo mere saath huaa kyuki pyar m dard dono ko milta h ladki ho ya ladke kabhi jhuta pyar mat karna kisi s bhi kyuki pyar ek vissvaas ki dor hoti h ek baar tut gai to kabhi nhi judti bye firnds m aj bas itna hi ap s keh sakti hu m or nhi likh paaungi ye tha mera dard jo mujhe pyar m mila sayad meri kissmat m hi nhi tha shacha pyar pyar k naam par sjaa mili saari zindagi ki bas yhi mera dukh dard tha yhi mera pyar iss din khtam ho gya hmesa k liye m jab bhi ateek ko yaad karti hu to ansu rukte hi nhi bohot yaad aati h unki mene kabhi unke baare m galat nhi bola na shocha par pta nhi kyu huaa mere saath itna bura kya mene pyar ! karke ga lti ki ya koi gunha kiya bye firnds m ap sab s phir aaungi apna dard baatne apna dukh kehne bye ..........................arpita1471989@yahoo.in .............apki arpita bye firnds..........


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aaj me apni adhuri love story firse batane k liye aa gai.fir ravi uske ghar aa gaya tha or aake wo mujse milne k liye aaya tha or us rat ko wo uske papa ko batane wala tha or wo jab muje milke gaya tab usne pahele ghar jake uski mummy ko bataya to uski mummy ne or kuchh nahi bola bas itna bola k tere papa ko batana wo man jayege to muje koi problem nahi he fir rat ko uske papa aye or dener k bad 10 baje usne uske papa ko bataya to tab uske papa ne use bola k wo kya karti he uske papa kya karte he fir us rat ko uske papa ne use ha bhi nahi bola tha or na bhi nahi bola tha fir ravi ne ye sab muje bataya or aise hi chalta raha thode din bad use firse padhai k liye jana pada tab jate samay usne uske papa ko bola k aap mere marrige usase karvayege na to wo kuchh nahi bole or wo chala gaya fir thode din bad uske papa ne usko call kiya or bola k muje uss ladki ka mobile no,dena muje usase milna he tab ravi ne bola k nahi me nahi duga aap use kuchh bologe ya datoge to ,na me nahi dene wala hu fir uske papa ne bola k me use datne k liye ya kuchh kahne k liye nahi bas usase milna chahta hu ...fir ravi ne mera mobile no.uske papa ko diya or ravi ne turant muje call karke bola k papa tuje call karne wale he ,par 4 din k bad uske papa ka call aya or muje bole ki ravi ka papa bol raha hu to mene bola ha bolo uncle muje unhone kaha k me tujse milna chahta hu aap mil sakti hona mene kaha kyo nahi,kab to wo bole k sham ko 7 baje mene kaha okkk...
or uss din me bahot khus ho gayi or ravi ne muje kaha k wo tuje sayad dekhna chahte he or wo ha hi bol dege or aise , me uss din bahot khus thi or muje laga k aab muje mera pyar mil jayega or office me bhi sab log muje puchhne lage k aaj kya he bahot khus he mene kaha k kuchh nahi bas waise hi or wo din mera bahot achha raha tha or jab sham k 7 baje tab uske papa ka firse call aya or muje bole k aap aa rahe hona mene kaha ha to unhone muje 1 km dur shankar bhagwan k mandir me bulaya or muje bole k vehicle he apke pas mene kaha nahi par me aa jaugi tab me office se direct shankar bhagwan k mandir pohach gai or waha 10 mnt wait kiya tab uske papa or mummy waha pe aye..me gabhra gai thi ,dar bahot lag raha tha k aab kya hoga...hum waha sath me pas wale garden me gaye or waha baithe fir....me dosto apko me kal bataugi k waha kya huwa okkk aab mera ghar jane k waqt ho gaya he isliye bye....jsk take care....

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hello firnds aj m apni story phir likh rhi hu apna dard ap sab s baatne aai hu phir ateek or mapne ghar chahle gye or phir hum dono 3-4 mahine tak phone p baate ki 4 mahine m hum phir mile whi apni firnd k ghar k paas wale park m uss din humne kuch jyada der tak baate ki time bitaya phir hum dono apne ghar aagye iss trha s hum dono 3-4 mahine phir mile lekin iss baar unhone meri firnd k ghar k pass wale park m jaane s mna kar diya bole hum khi or jayenge to mene ha kaedi phir wo mujhe lene aae or wo mujhe apne ek dost k ghar lekar gye ptel nagar k pass unke dost ka ghar h hum dono wha gye or hum dono uss kamre m akele the mujhe to dar lagne lga k mujhe yha kyu laye h mene pucha k hum yha kyu aaye h to unhone kha k m tumhare saath kuch der akele m rehna chahta hu lekin mujhe kya maalum tha k akele m unhone apni hade paar kardi mene unhe bohot roka k ye sab galt h paap h to unhone kha k mujh p turst karo hum dono ek dusre s bohot pyar karte h ye sab koi paap nhi koi galat nhi or kha k m tum s saahdi karunga m bhi tumhaare bger nhi ji sakta or wo sab humaare bich huaa jo har ladki isske liye so baar shochegi mene bhi isske liye mna kiya tha par jab wo mujhse naraj ho gye to phir m unhe rok na saki kyuki m unse apne ap s bhi jyada pyar karti hu or phir hum ghar aa gye dono 5 bje wo mujhe lene or ghar chodne aate the phir hum 3-4 mhine tak nhi mile bas ph pe hi baate ki phir jab hum mile dobara to mujhe ateek n btaya k unhone apne ghar m humaari saadi ki baat ki h! unhone to me ye jaankar bohot khush hui or phir hum ptel nagar m jo park h wha gye or humne khub saari baate ki me ye nhi janni thi ki wo muslim ye baat unhone mujhe jab hum pehli baar park m mile the tbhi bta di thi wo jaante the k m birahman pariwaar s hu lekin kehte h k pyar kabhi jaat dharm dekh k nhi kiya jata hum phir apne ghar aagye phir iss tarha s hume milte milte 6 mahine ho gye the jab phir milne ko unhone mujhe kha to mene mna kar diye kyuki meri mummy ko m baar baar apni firnd k ghar jane k liye bolti to unhone mna kar diya ki tu to har baar wha jati h teri firnd kabhi nhi aati or mummy n bola k ab tune wha jane k naam liya to pitegi ab issliye mene ateek ko mna kar diya tha or phir wo bhi mujhse naraj ho gye phir mene unhe sab btaya k mummy n mna kar diya h to hum kuch dino tak or abhi nhi mil sakte to unhone meri majburi ko samjha m unse jaldi jaldi issliye nhi mil sakti thi kyuki m uss wakht 11th k exm diye the opne s uss time m computer shikhna chahti thi par mere papa mujhe pese nhi dete or kehte k tu kabhi kuch nhi kar sakti pehle m padhai m bohot achi thi lekin jab bhi mere exam aate to mere ghar m ldaai jhagde maar pit suru ho jaati issi k chalte mene or meri pdhai din p din khrab hoti gai or me computer sikhna chahti thi to phir mene ateek ko btaya ke m computer sikhna chahti hu or mere papa wo usske liye mna kar rhe h k tu kuch nhi kar sakti h or mujhe bolte k usse sikhne k liye ful english aani cahiye jo tujhe nhi aati tab mene sab unhe btaya to ateek ne mujhe bola k esa kuch nhi h wo apne upar dipend hota h agar tumhaare man m h k tum ye computer sikh sakti ho to jarur sikhogi phir mene kuch choti class k bacho ko pdahaya or addmistion liya inst m kuch mahine humaare uhi bite ek dusre s mile bina hi phir hum dubara mile phir s wo mujhe apne kisi dost k ghar lekar gye or unko to whi sab karna tha mene mna kiya or kha k m aj k baad ap s kabhi milne nhi aaungi to wo bolne lage ki kya tum mujhse pyar nhi karti m kya kartime unse shche man s pyar karti hu m unhe dukhi nhi kar sakti thi ! issliye phir whi sab humaare bich huaa or phir jab hum apne ghar aagye to mera mann bohot udash or dukhi ho gya m samjh nhi pa rhi thi k m kya karu m unse bohot pyar karti hu issliye m unhe dukhi nhi kar sakti thi phir mene computer sikhna suru kar diya tha or mene unhe btaya to wo bohot khush hue me or ateek kuch mahino tak nhi mile or wo mujhe milne k liye kehte lekin mujhe dar lagta tha ghar walo k apne k kbhi pta lag gya to maar dalenge hume to m milne na ja saki unse or phir ramjaan bhi suru hone wale the unhe goa bhi jana tha unki mosi ka oppretion hone wala tha to unhe wha jana tha phir hum na mil sakenge na baat kar sakenge ek mahine tak wo ek mahine k liye jab mujhe goa jane ka btaya to meri to jese jaan hi niklne wali thi tabhi wo mujhe milne k liye bol rhe the par m majbur thi unse mil na saki or mene mna kar diya kyuki mummy nhi jane de rhi thi mujhe apni firnd k or wo chale gye goa ek mahine k liye mujhse bohot naraj the par mene puri kosish ki ke wo mujhse naraj n ho lekin ateek to gusse wale or ziddi jyada h to mene bola jab ap wapish aajaoge tab hum milenge or wo aakhri baar humne ph p baat ki unke goa jane s pehle phir humne ek mahine tak ek dusre s baat nhi ki wo ek mahine m jaanti hu ek ek din ek saal k brabar lagta tha wo ek mahine hummare mano jese kai janmo k brabar caate humne jab wo aane wale the tbhi unhone mujhe phone kiya or btaya k wo 2-4 din m wapahs aane wale h to m unhe usi din ph karu lekin mene unke delhi wapash aane par phone nhi kiya 3-4 dino tak or jab mene baad m unhe ph kiya to mujhe gusse m bole k yaad aagai ap ko meri itne dino tak mujhe ph kyu nhi kiya mene pta nhi mera man esaa kyu keh rha tha k m unse hamesha k liye dur ho jau or mene ye baat unhe nhi btai lekin unhe najane esa kyu lga k m badal rhi hu ab m unse thik s baat bhi nhi karti m nhi jaanti ki esa kyu ho rha tha kya kaaran tha pta nhi ek din unhone mujhse puch hi liya k tum pehle s badal rhi ho kyu mujhse pyar nhi h kya ab tum ko unhone mujhe apni kasam di k btao kya kaaran h to mene kha kuch nhi h koi baat n! hi h bas tabiyat thik nhi h mene ye keh kar mene baat ko tala or bole ab to kitne mahine ho gye h milne nhi ana kya to phir hum mile lekin iss baar hum kuch der tak park m bethe or 12bje k baad wo mujhe apne ek sabse ache best firnd k office ghumane lekar gye or unka dost bhi mjhe dekhna chahta tha hum jese hi unke dost k pass gye to wo mujhe kuch der tak dekhte hi rhe par humne unke dost s baat nhi ki or hum kuch der k baad hum apne ghar wapis aagye or phir hum 3-4 mahine m milte the kyuki jaldi m nhi mil sakti thi iss tarha s hum dono ek dusre s ek saal tak issi tarha mile phir mere computer class bhi kuch dino k baad khtam hone waali thi to m ye shohne lagi k ab hum kese milenge phir mene jab mujhe computer ache s aane lga to mene dusre inst m training ki or uss inst me computer sikhana suru kar diya phir hume milne m koi problam nhi hui or hum iss tarha s 3-4 mahine ki bjaye hum har mahine milne lage or hum 17 mahino tak issi tarha sek dusre s uhi milte rhe iss bich jab ateek mujhe ek baar apne us dost k ghar le kar gye jo mujhe man hi man pyar karta tha usse mera ateek ka milna usse jese bardash nhi tha or wo mujhe ussi k ghar lekar gye ek baar me jab ateek ko kehti k aj hum kahi park m jayenge to wo koi na koi bhana bna dete the or phir m kuch mahine tak unse mili nhi wo mujhe milne k liye bolte mene mna kar diya to puchne lage ki kyu milne nhi aarhi ho to mene kha ap har baar mujhe kisi na kisi dost k ghar le jate ho mujhe achaha nhi lagta or ap wo sab karte ho jo shaadi s pehle galt h paap h ap shaadi to karte nhi or ye sab karte ho jo galat h to kehne lage ki m tumse dur nhi rehna chahata kyuki jab m tumse milne aau to bas tumhare bohot karib rhu dur na rahu essa kya mereliye galt h mera pyar tumhare liye koi maene nhi rakta kya bolo to m kya kehti me unsse scahce man s pyar karti hu or shaadi ki baat ki to kha k mene apne ghar m apni shaadi ki baat ki to meri mummy n mujhe dhamki di ki agr tu uss ladki s shaadi karega to me zeher kha lungi ye baat unhone mujhe btai to m bohot dukhi ho gai or phir mene! unhe kh a k mujhe mere ghar chod aao or phir m apne ghar aagai or kuch dino tak mere man m ye saval rha k ab hum alag ho jayenge kyuki unke ghar wale to saadi k liye mna kar rhe h or mene unse kuch dino tak mene unse baat nhi ki or phir unka phone aaya k kya baat h tum ab baat bhi nhi karti kyu m kya bolti phir mene kha k kya hamari shaadi nhi hogi to bole ki agar shaadi nhi hui to kya hammara pyar itna hi tha jo ek rishte k na judne s jo hamare dil m ek dusre k liye pyar h wo sab khtam ho jayega kya hammara pyar itna kamjor hogya h ab bolo phir mene kuch der tak shocha k nhi mera pyar kamjor nhi h me ap s apne ap s bhi jyada vishvaas or sabse jyada pyar karti hu me ap k bina nhi reh sakti tabhi s hum dono me pyar or jyada bhadh gya wo mujhe kisi or k saath bardas nhi kar sakte phir hum mile dubara iss baar hum park m mile patel nagar k park m or ussi k baare m baate karte rhe ab m apni story phir likhungi ap sab s apna dard baatne phir aaugni or phi btaungi k aage mujhe kesa dhokha dard mila itna pyar karne p itna jyada kisi p vishvaash karne p bye firnds m phir aaungi ap s baat karne bye..................................... aapki arpita........ 

hello frnds aj m apne baare m btaati hu or pyar m mile uss dukh dard ko jo m mar kar bhi kabhi nhi bhul sakti hu m ye chahti hu ap sab ye story ap sab firnds jarur padhe k mene kya pyar karke koi gunha kiya jo mujhe ye sjaa mili pyar m essa dard mila kisi pe itna vishvaash karke mujhe m ek essi ladki hu jo apne ghar m kabhi ladai jhagdo k alawa kabhi kuch nhi dekha mene m kabhi apne man ki baate kisi ko nahi kehti kabhi kisi se jyada baat nhi karti lekin m aj apne baare ma sab kuch btaana chahati hu apna dard ap sab s baatna chahti hu mene apne ghar m hamessa ladai jhagde dekhe h khussiya to kabhi dekhi hi nhi mere ghar m har pal ldaai jhagda hi apne ghar m dekha h mene har pal bas yhi chup rehkar soccti rehti ki kab bhagvaan mere ghar m sab kuch thik hoga bas har pal dil or dimaag m bas yhi baat mujhe paresaan karti rehti thi par sayad khusiyu ko to mere ghar or mujhse koi dusshmani h ladai jhagde hi har pal apne ghar m dekhti rehti hu yhi har pal dimaag m rehta h kabhi kisi s baat nhi karni kisi ko apne man ki baat nhi bolna apne hi dard ko apne dil m dbaaye rehti kabhi kisi s dosti nhi kikabhi kisi s na hi nabhi apne ghar s bahar nikli issi kaarn m bohot jyada bimaar rehne lagi apne ap ko hamesa akelaa mehsus karti thi or karti hu aj bhi m itni bimaar rehne lagi ki man karta k m marnaa chahti thi jine ki tamanna hi nhi hoti aj bhi man karta h k m mar jau to acha hoga lekin mar bhi nhi sakti thi issi presaani k kaarn m bohot jyada bimaar rehti thi 1 saal t! ak mera ilaaj chala or dwaaiya khai or ek din mujhe uss jgha uss hospital m jana pda jha meri zindagi badalne waali thi m pehli baar ptel nagar k raam manhor lohiya hospital m apne test karwane k liye kai dino tak lgaatar wha hospital m roj hume jana padta tha hospital m ek din m jab opd k bahar khdi thi jab kuch der baad m or meri mummy hum andar opd m chale gye opd k bahar hi mene unko or unhoneunhone mujhe dekha tha jesehi hum andar opd m gye wo bhi apne kaam k liye kisi or jgha chale gye kuch der k liye par m nhi jaanti thi k wo whi p kaam karte he m pyaar karne se darti thi kyuki mene jitno ko dekha he wo sab alag ho jaane pe rote he dukhi hote he issliye mene unhe dekh kar bhi andekha kar diya kyuki m nhi chahti thi ke jo sab k saath huaa wo mere saath bhi ho lekin bhagwaan ko to sayad yhi manjur tha 2 bje wo bhi whi p aa gye jha m opd m thi wo mere pass aakar beth gye or mujhse baat karne ki kosis ki suruaat m mere test k pepar dekhe phir mere baare m puchne lge mene apna naam to bta diya tha par jab wo mujhse jyada baat karne lage to mene mna kar diya tha unhe or m wha s uthkar apni mummy k pass aagai lekin wo wha bhi mere saamne aakar khde ho gye or mujhe dekhte rhe lekin mene apna muhh pher liya tha or wo phir gusse m wha se pta nhi kha chale gye phir hum bhi apne ghar aagye 5 bje phir humme dubaara jana tha do hafte k baad test karwane k liye hum phir gye wo din tarikh wo time aj bhibhi mujhe ache se yaad he or marte time tak yaad rhega 16/03/2009 ye din me unhe phir se whi p dekha or unhone mujhe dekha uss din jab m test karwake waapis opd k pass aai to mene unhe whi 2 bje k baad khda paaya jese ki wo mera hi intzaar kar rhe the jese jab mene unhe phir se unhe dekhkar bhi unhe pehle ki trha andekha kar diya or m jab jaane lagi test k liye to wo mera picha kiya or wo bohot der tak mera picha karte rhe jab mujhe dar lagne lga k ye meri mummy k saath jese hi test karwane ke liye dusri jgha jaane lagi to sayad unhe lga ke m apne ghar jaa rhi hu jab wo mera picha karne lge or mere bilkul pass aagye or ! apna pho ne numbar apne card p likha or mere saath saath chalte rhe mene apna picha chutane k liye wo card unke haath s leliya to wo bohot khush huye or waapas chale gye par mere man m bhi unke liye whi feeling thi jo unke man m mere liye thi par m keh na saki or wo phone no lekar apne ghar aagai phir mene jab kuch din baad unhe phone kiya to mere man m dar sa tha lekin jab mene unse baate ki to wo vese hi the jesa m apne man m shocti thi wo wese hi the m or wo roj baate karte the hum dono k dil m ek dusre k liye bohot pyar tha mene unhe apne ghar ke halat k bare m sab kuch btaya m unse apne man ki sari bate bta deti thi to mere man ko acha lagta tha unse baate karke m kab na jaane unse itna pyar karne lagi itna pyar karne lagi ki kab na jaane me or wo ek dusre ki jaan ban gye 2-4mahine tak roj subha saam raat ko hum dono baate karte wo mujhe roj milne k liye bolte lekin jab milne k liye jati to koi na koi rukawat ho jati to wo mujhse naraj ho jate or kehte k tum na hi mujhse pyar karti ho lekin m majbur thi ghar m halat hi kuch ese the k hum dono 2-3 mahine tak na mil sake or wo mujhse naraj the apni kasam di k agar nhi milne aai to m tum s kabhi baat nhi krunga mene unhe manane ki kossis ki par wo phone to uthate par mujhse bolte nhi phir mene kuch dino baad milne k liye kha to wo bohot khush huye or phir hum dono pehli baar m ateek se apni frnd k ghar k kuch dur ek park h hum wha mile hum dono park m bas ek gante k liye mile or ek dusre ko dekhte rhe baate ki ateek n mujhse pucha k m unse milne kyu nhi aarhi thi tab mene unhe btaya k mere fufaaji n zeher kha liya tha to m issliye nhi aarhi thi to unhone mujhe data k hum dono ek dusre s pyar karte h dost bhi h to mujhse ye baate kyu chupai wo naraj ho gye tbhi mene bola aj k baad ap s kuch nhi chupaungi m or wo hum dono ek dusre ko har baat btane lage phi hum 4 bje apne apne ghar waps aa gye ab m apni story baad m likhungi bye frnds apna dard phir baatne aaungi ap sab s bye  

hello friends yaar mera naam vikas hai mei apko batana chata hu ki mei or ek ladki dono ek dusre se pyar karte hai.wo school mei 11th mei hai or mei college mei hu.humre daddy ek hi company mei kam karte hamra room sath sath hai.hum aksre gadi mei milte or kabhi kabhi ghar mei milte rahte.pahle propose ussi ne kiya.or hamri jodi set ho gayi aksar roj hum mil jate kisi na kisi time pr.uski friends mei muje jane lagi.ek din hamre pros ki aunty ne hame dekha ghar mei bata diya.bs hamra age se milna cancal hogy 


hamre ghar walo ne hamra milna cancal kr diya lekin mei bhi usse milna nahi chata tha kyuki mei apni wajah se usse tention mei dekhna nahi chata muje kya pata tha wo bhi yahi soch rahi thi.aise hi ek mahina beet gaya hamra milna na hua.ek din maine galti se sms send kr diya or uska sms reply hua hi.mei khus ho gaya.phir kya tha hum sms se chat krne lage.kuch din ke baad ek din maine sms kiya or uske father ko pata lag gaya.or us din ke 2din ke baad muje ek sms aya ki ap 


uske baad ek sms aya ki hi dost ap muje please kabhi meg ya call nahi krna please please sorry good bye.i love u.kismat ne chaha to phir mileneg. friends ap love to kre lekin apko vishwas hona chaiye jaise aj bhi muje uska intjar hai or mei sochta use bhi mera.bs mei chata hu wo apna graduation complete kre tabhi mei uske ghar walo se baat kr sakta hu.mei aj bank manjor hu.frienda ap muje suggestin de sakte ho vikashchalia@yahoo.in . i love u friends 

hiiii dear friends


m kavya,


me gujarat me rahti hu or


aaj me apko meri love story batana chahti hu.bat kuchh 2 saal pahele ki he.me ek din mere ghar k samne sai mandir me pray karne subah 10 baje gai tab mene ek ladke ko dekha or usne bhi muje dekha.fir me dusre din mandir me gai tab wo bhi aya tha or aise hum 4-5 bar mandir me humne ek dusre ko dekha fir navratri aa rahi thi tab mene navratri me bhi usko dekha or hum sath me garba bhi khele us time muje uska naam bhi pata nahi tha.par muje lagta tha k wo muje like karta hai or me usko , fir navratri bhi khatam ho gai or navratri k bad kuchh dino tak wo muje nahi dikha or me diwali pe gav chali gai or gav me hamare samuh-lagna tha to me waha gai thi or mene waha jate hi usko bhi samuh-lagna me dekha fir muje pata chala k wo mere samaj ka hi he fir wo pura din mere pichhe pichhe gumta raha or dupaher k 2.30 baje uske ek friend ne muje 1 kagaj diya or usme likha tha uska nam ravi or usme likha tha uska mobile no.fir hum sab saam ko apne apne ghar chale gaye fir mene 2-4 din k bad mene usko call kiya or usne mujse kaha k mujse dosti karogi fir mene usko ha bol diya or hum mobile pe msg pe or call se bate karne lage or kuchh din bad muje usne bola k me tumse kuchh kahena chahta hu to mene kaha ha bolo to usne bola k me tumse pyar karta hu kya tum mujse pyar karogi to mene usase kaha k me sochkar bataugi to mene uske pas se 2 din mange or mene 2 din bad call kiya or usne ans.manga to mene kaha k promise karo k tum mujse marrige karoge to me ha karu to usne mujse kaha k promise fir mene kaha k okkk me bhi tumse pyar karti hu fir wo bahot khus ho gaya fir usne muje i love u bola fir to hum itni bate karte the k hum sote bhi nahi the pura din or rat sirf bate hi karte the par hamara milna nahi hota tha kyu k wo dusre city me padhta tha isliye par jab bhi usko milne ka maan ho jata tha to muje milne k liye aa jata tha or hum gumne jate the or hum bahot khus the or jab hum paheli bar mile the tab usne muje kiss bhi kiya tha or me pura din uske sath hi raheti thi jab wo mujse milne ata tha tab, or aise hi 5-6 mahine ! chalta r aha.


 1 din mera mobile mere bhai k pas chala gaya or usne mobile me jo msg the wo padh liya or tab usne muje kuchh nahi kaha par muje pata chal gaya tha k usne padha he or muje dusre din bola k ye kon he mene usase kaha k ravi he to wo bola konsi jati ka he fir mene bola k apne hi samaj ka he fir wo kuchh nahi bola or 5-6 din bad bola k papa ko bat karta hu mene kaha nahi abhi nahi fir mene ravi ko ye sab bataya or ravi ne bola k nahi abhi mat batana me jab boluga tab batana to 1 month bad usne muje kaha k me aab aa raha hu waha pe to tu papa ko bata de or ate hi me mere papa ko bata dunga.to mene mere papa ko samnese bola k me ravi nam k ladke ko pyar karti hu or usase marrige karna chahti hu pahele to papa muje dekhne hi reh gaye k itni himmat isme kaha se aa gai fir unhone mujse puchha k kya karta he wo mene kaha study karta he. to wo bol k ye sab kab ka chal raha he mene kaha 6 month se unhone puchha k uske ghar me pata he mene kaha nahi abhi batane wala he wo fir wo bole k apne samaj ka he or tuje pasand he to muje koi problem nahi hai to aise mere papa man gaye or me kafi khus ho gai or mene ye sab ravi ko bataya to wo bhi kafi khush ho gaye or uske bad hum bahot bat kar rahe the or rat k 4-4 baje tak bat hi karte rahete the or marrige k sapne dekh rahe the hume laga k ab koi musibat nahi ayegi uske papa bhi man jayege fir wo uske ghar aa gaya or muje milne aya or kahene laga k jaan me kal papa ko apne bare me batauga par muje dar lagta he k wo manege ya nahi mene kaha kyu nahi manege hum ek hi samaj ke hai or hum pyar bhi karte hai to kyu nahi manege fir bola k okkk dekhte hai k kya karte he or usne bola k god ko pray karna k wo man jaye fir mene bola okkk or ha dosto 1 bat batana bhul gai k hum ek dusre k bina ab reh ni sakte the humara pyar itna badh gaya tha k usko chot lagti thi to dard muje hota tha or muje dard hota tha to dukhi wo hota tha or hum aise hi ek dusre se pyar karte rahete the or dosto me ab ghar ja rahi hu adhi story kal bataugi 


happy janmastami or take care jay shree karishna.! ...&nbsp ;

hiiiiii, frnds aaj me aapko mere bare me kuchh bataungi me love u pagal isiliye mention kihun ki me jiske baare me batane jarahi hun agar wo kavi padhenge toh jan jaenge e kiske baareme he. me startingse bol rahi hun mere baare meme jab clgme thi tab mere hiclass ka ek ladka mujhe propose kiya tha me usse itna like nhi karti thi phir v darse haan boldi thi lakin me usske saath baat nhi karna chahati thi wo hamase darake sab kuchh manata tha aur me usse like v nhi karti thi toh mujhe kavi kuchh achha nhi laga ese hi bahut din hogaya phir me usse boldi ki me tere saath saath nhi rehena chahati hun toh wo gusse me mujhw mara v lakin me kya karti me usske saath rehehi nhi pate thi phir darse kuchh nhi boli iss bich me jyada time chat karne lagi thi mera k online frnd ban gaya tha ese toh bahut frnd hote he lakin wo mere liye kuchh special ban gaye the me unhe sab kuchh batati thi aur unke saath baat karna mujhe bahut achha lagta tha aur ese hi hum log bahut baat karte the kuchh din baan 16 march ko unka b\'day tha aur wo mujhe mob no mange toh me mana ki dene k liye kyunki uss time hum log baat karte the lakin itna jyada din v nhi hua tha 1 month haga hum logoko baat karte hue phir me unhe ussdin no de di phir wo mujhe kavi call nhi karte the hamesa wo miss call Karte the me online aane k liye ese hi hum log baat kar rahe the lakin ek dusre ko nhi dekhethe sirf photo dekhethe aur kuchh din baad wo kam se yaahan aaye the me jahan reheti hun toh yahan pe wo apne frnd paas ruk! e hue th e aur hum log itna chat nhi kar pate the toh isiliye phone pe baat karne lage , wo yahape toh aaye the lakin hum log mil nhi paye wo chale jane k baad hum log jyada phone pe hi baat karne lage the aur chat v karte the dhire dhire hum log bahut baat karne lage raat bhar baat karte the ek din wo mujhe propose kiye lakin me mana kar di yahi bolke ki kuchh ho nhi paayega toh kuchh karen lakin kuchh din baad me unhe aur mana nhi kar payi kyun ki me v unhe bahut like karti thi . phir toh hamesa baat karne lage jab v time milta tha hum log baat karte the aur wo toh bahut aachhe mujhe bahut pyar karte the isiliye me hamesa unsse baat karna chahati hun mere pyare pagal tum itne achhe kyun ho lakin pata nhi kyun jo jisse jitna jyada pyar karta he wo usse nhi milta he mere saath v aaj kuchh esehi hua aaj hum log baat kar rahe the aur wo mujhe bole ki mujhe kuchh jhut bole hen toh me boli kya batao bahut force karne k baad bole kyun ki baat hi kuchh esi thi wo mujhe bahut pyar karte hen mujhe pata he lakin wo jab bole ki me tumse chhota hun matlab meridob 1989 he aur unka 1990 he lakin wo mujhe bole ki wo esab nhi mante he lkin me kya karti sab jan ne k baad v kese baat karungi yahi soch k bahut royi wo mujhse baat v nhi kiye me yahi socchti rehe gayi isme meri kya galti he me esa kya ki hun jo mere saath hi esab haraha he me toh unhe itna pyar karti hun ki unke bina me mar jaaungi phir v ese kyun hua mujhe nhi pata aaj itna bolti hun ki unka kuchh galti nhi tha wo mujhe bahut pyar karte the isiliye jhut bole the me kavi unhe galat nhi samjhungi ho sakta he unke bina me kuchh karlungi kya pata kal kya hoga agar e jindagi raha toh me mere pyar k baare aur kuchh likhungi agar nhi likh payi sochh lena mera frnd ki e jindagi unke bina kya karergi sayad marne k baad unsse mil paun me toh unke liye pagal hun itna bolna chahati humn ki unke liye itna pray karna ki unhe mujhse v jyada pyar karne wala life partner mile jo unhe mujhse v jyada pyar kare tum bahut achhe ho mere pagal.....................

Wo hamesa bolte the ki tum mujhe pyarse kuchh kyun nhi bolte ho toh mujhe bolte the darling bulane liye unhe e sunna bahut achh lagta he sayad aur kavi unhe bol nhi paaungi isiliye wo jab v dekhenge I LOVE U MERE PAGAL..................ek baat bol deti hun aaj tak hum log mil nhi paaye me unhe milne wali thi wo october me aane bale the mujhse milne k liye lakin usse pehele itna kuchh hogaya.

ITNA BOLKE ME JARAHI HUN PLZ PRAY FOR MY LOVE

LOVE U SO MUCH DARLING..................
bye bye............ 

hi friend i m sameer maine kafi story yaha padi jisme har person duvidha me fasha hai par kuch kar nahi pa raha koi kisi ladke ko blame karta hai to koi ladki ko. par ham ye kyu karte hai nahi jante pyar karte to sab hai par nibhana aasan nahi hota maine bhi apni life me kafii sare din dekhe hai kisi bhi riste ko bojh nahi samajhna chahiye trust par sab depend hota hai maine bhi love mrg ki hai akele dum par police se ladayi ki uske ghar walo se ladayi ki mere sath koi nahi tha aur sayad koi aat bhi nahi sirf ek dost ke alawa maine har wo din dekhe hai jo sayad kisis ne nahi dekhe honge bt maine hamesha dil ki suni aur kabhi apne trust ko kamjor padne nahi diya .AGAR AAP APNA DOST SAMAJH KAR KUCH BHI SHARE KARNA CHAHE YA SUGGESTION CHAHE TO MAI HAMESHA AAPKE LIYE TAIYAR HU KYUKI MAI JANTA HU DARD KYA HOTA HAI . I M SURE AAP MERE SUGGESTION SE SATISFY HONGE AUR AAPKO EK HIMMAT MILENGI APNE PYAR AUR MANJIL KO PANE KI. MAI YE NAHI KEHTA WO PROBLEM KHATAM HI HO JAYEGI PAR HA YE JAROOR KEH SAKTA HU KI USE JHELNE KI TAKAT JAROOR AA JAYEGI. 

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AaPKO MERI REAL LOVE STORY KAISI LAGI JUST TAIL ME
Ur FRIEND N.K  

hi frnds aj bhut din bad kuch likhne aai hu m kya btaun ap sbko k m kha khdi hu or meri life me kya chl rha h ap sb muje email krte ho k apne meri story pdhi jankr bhut achca lgta h khushi hoti h k koi to h jo muje or meri feelings ko smjhta h m hr din apne ap se yhi swal krti hu k agr wo muslim h or m hindu hu to isme hmari kya glti h kya ho gya agar hmara dhrm alg h kya alg dhrm wale lo insan nhi h ya hm nhi h akhir problem kya h is duniya ki kya chchte h ye log aj 14 aug 2011 h or hmari shdi ko kareeb saat mhine se uper ho gye h pr aj b hm sath nhi h pta nhi kya likha h hmari kismat me kb milenge hm ab to kisi chij ka aehsas hona b bnd ho gya b zindagi bemani si lgti h kya kru kha jaun bt jo b krna h muje akele hi krna h or koi kuch kr b nhi skta h. aj drti hu k agr mere bhai ko mere husband ka pta lg gya to wo unhe mar dalega mere bhai hi mere sindoor ko mitana chahta h wo ye bhul gya h

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heyy frddss...mera naam nehal hai..or mai class 10th mai partha hu. Love ko pehle mai ek stupid thing samaj tha ta...

Jab jab main apni frds ko dekta tha ki woh log apne gf ko lekar tym pass kartha the to muje bohat bura lag tha tha...coz i was belive in true love...and muje yeah khabi nahi laga tha ki mere zindegi main bhi pyaar naam ki sij ayegi. Mera 1st terminal exam ke baad mai apne ghar wapas aya...or family ke sath or couzin ke sath fun karne laga..mere ek bhai tha jo bohat pyaara tha...mera apna sagga bhai nahi tha par sagge bhai se bohat upar tha usne mere ammi ko ammi bulaya..

so holyday par mai bhaiya ke ghar chala gaya. Waha jakar main unki couzin se mila..jo ki mujse bohat bari thi or uski shadi ho chuki thi...1st tym mai uske sath jiyada bath nahi karta tha par dhire dhire uske sath mere acchi frdship ho gayi,,woh UK pe rehti thi,, yaha woh holydays pe ayi thi 6 month ke liye. Unke sath mera bohat accha ek frdship ho gaya tha or unki choti behen mujse bohat pyaar karthi thi. Bachpan se wo muje pyaar karthi thi likin khabi himmat karke muje bol nahi payi or muje bina bole hi UK chali gayi..So ekdin bato bato mai didi ne muje bol diya ki mere choti behen tuje bohat pyaar karti hai. Main 1st isse ek joke ki tarah le gaya par bad mai didi ne muje kaha ki im serious woh tuje bohat pyaar karti hai..Unhone muje uski facebook ki id di or bola ke usko add karu. Woh sach much bohat kubsurat thi. Maine use add kardiya 1 din bad jab woh online ayi tho main dar gaya ku ki muje nahi pata tha ki larkiyo se kaise bat karte the.. so main just uske sath hi hello kiya karta tha,,,Ekdin uske sath maine bohat tym bat kiya pure 2 hours..and she becomes my best frds..then 10 din bad didi ne bola usko puch uski koi bf hai kiya.. to maine usse pucha bhi...to usne kaha no i dnt have but main kisise pyaar kartha hu. So maine pucha koun hai woh? so usne bola i cant tell u.
maine kaha muje pata hai woh koun hai phir woh dar gayi or kehne lagi ke to fir tum hi bolo koun hai woh? maine kaha Main...then wo darke mare offline ho gayi phir didine uk foan kiya or usse bat ki..then she praposed me...mai pagal ho gaya...then main uske sath roj chat kar tha tha...woh bohat dur thi mujse. She lives in UK and mee in Bangladesh.
so bohat din ke baad usne muje kaha ki its impossibole to get relationship with u. Coz uski bare behen ki larka ko saab pata chal gaya tha apne bare mai..uske 2 sister thi,, sabse bari jo thi usko kuch nahi pata tha or 2nd wali ko sabkuch pata+hamara relation bhi unhone kiya tha. unhone muje promise kiya ki woh UK jakar sabkuch tik kardengi.. but unhone UK jakar kuch tik kar nahi payi coz meri gf ne kisi or se pyaar karne lagi thi..or didi ne muje sorry bhi kaha ke im sorry mai teri koi madad nahi kar saki. but firbi im happy dosto coz woh happy hai...uski kushi mai hi meri kushi hai,
next year mai UK jane wala hu..sirf uske muu se ekbar sunlo ki woh muje pyaar nahi karti then main uske zindegi se chala jayunga...aab sirf next year thak intezar karna hai....
so my all frdss pllzz pray 4 me... 

My Love story...
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Aaj Subah Jab Mein Utha Toh Sabse Pehle Mujhe Meri Anjel Ki Tasvir Nazar Aayi Or Anjel Ne Kaha Ki Who Mujhe Behad Pyar Karti Hai Or Yeh Baat Meri Anjel Bhi Jaanthi Hai Ki Mein Anjel Se Kitni Mohobbat Karta Hun Mein Anjel Ki Kasam Khakar Kehta Hun Ki Mein Anjel Se Hi Shaadi Karunga I Love You Anjel I Really Miss You My Sweatheart………….Haye Anjel Kaisi Ho Mujhe Aapki Bahut Yaad Aa Rahi Hai Mein Just Abhi Gym Se Aaya Hi Hun Aaj Aapko Behad Miss Kar Raha Hun I Love You Anjel And I Really Miss You My Jaanu Chetna Pata Hai Anjel 1 Baar 1 Bhavra Tha Use Pyar Tha 1 Titli Se Titli Bhi Use Behad Pyar Karti Thi 1 Baar Bhavre Ne Titli Se Kaha Ki Jo Subah Iss Gulaab Ke Phool Par Aakar Sabse Pehle Bhethega Uska Pyar Saccha Hoga Or Fir Bhavra Wanha Se Chala Gaya Jab Subah Bhavra Us Phool Par Aakar Bhetha Toh Bahut Der Tak Yahi Sochta Raha Ki Aakhir Titli Abhi Tak Wanha Kyun Nahi Aayi Jab Bhavra Wanha Se Gaya Toh Usne Dhekha Ki Jis Phool Par Bhavra Bhetha Hua Tha Who Phool Jab Khila Toh Uske Upar Bhethi Hui Titli Jo Raat Se Subah Hone Ka Intzaar Karti Rahi Ki Subah Kab Hogi Apni Mout Se Bhekhabar Titli Raat Bhar Subah HoneKa Intzaar Karti Rahi Lekin Jab Who Phool Khila Toh Uske Upar Bhethi Hui Titli Us Phool Ke Khilne Ki Wajah Se Mar Gayi ? Who Issliye Ki Titli Bhavre Ko Dhikhana Chahti Thi Ki Woh Use Apni Jaan Se B! hi Jyada Pyar Karti Hai Or Yeh Sab Proof Karne Ke Liye Titli Ko Apni Jaan Deni Padi This Is True Love Story …….. So Anjel Iss Se Bhi Kai Guna Jyada Mein Aapko Pyar Karta Hun Or Karta Rahunga.Kal Meine Anjel Ko Phone De Diya Kal Shaam Ko Anjel Ka Phone Bhi Aaya Tha Us Waqt Mein Gym Mein Tha Issliye Jyada Baat Nahi Ho Saki Fir Shaam Ko Mein Anjel Ke Ghar Ke Saamne Se Nikal Kar Gaya Tha I Love You Anjel And I Really Miss My Sweatheart………….Aaj Subah 10:58Am Par Anjel Ka Phone Aaya Tha Jyada Nahi Thodi Baat Hui Thi Anjel Ki Mammi Aa Gayi Thi Issliye Phone Kat Gaya….I Miss You My Sweet Anjel And I Love You.Ab Hum Ak Dusre Ke Behad Close Hai Mein Anjel Ko Behad Pyar Karta Hun Or Who Bhi Mujhe Behad Pyar Karti Hai Anjel Se Jab Tak Baat Nahi Hoti Mera Dil Nahi Lagta Ab Mein Anjel Ko Apne Paas Mehsus Karna Chahta Hun Kal Mahashivraatri Thi Or Anjel Shivpuri Gayi Thi Us Waqt Mein apne Dost Ke Saath kanhi Gaya Hua Tha Anjel Ka Phone Aaya Usne Kaha Ki Who Shivpuri Chali Gayi Meine Anjel Se Kaha Ki Acchi Baat Hai Toh Anjel Ne Gusse Mein Aakar Phone Cut Kar Diya Or Fir Shaam Tak Anjel Ka Phone Nahi Aaya Raat Ko Aaya Tha Lekin Anjel Ne Baat Nahi Kari Meine Anjel Se Sorry Bhi Maangi Lekin Anjel Ko Shayad Jyada Gussa Aa Raha Tha Issliye Anjel Ne Baat Nahi Kari Fir Aaj Subah 5:30 Baje Anjel Ka Phone Aaya Meine Anjel Se Pucha Ki Who Mujhse Naaraz Kyun Hai Lekin Anjel Ne Kaha Ki Who Mujhse Naaraz Nahi Hai Fir Mein Subah Anjel Se Milne Bhi Gaya Tha Anjel Ko Gemroll Dekar Waapas Aa Gaya Mein Ghar Jaate Jaate Anjel Se Baatein Kar Raha Tha…..Aaj Subah Meine Anjel Se Promise Kiya Tha Ki Mein Anjel Se Subah 4 Baje Milne Jaaunga Lekin Meri Neend Hi Nahi Khuli Fir Mein 5:30 Am Anjel Se Milne Gaya Or Milkar Waapas Aa Gaya Fir Ghar Jaane Ke Baad Meri Anjel Se Kaafi Der Tak Baat Bhi Hui Thi Uske Baad Anjel School Chali Gayi…Iss Tarah Mein Chetna Se Milta Gaya Phone Par Bhi Behad Baatein Karte Rehte TheKuch Dinon Pehle Chetna Ke School Ki 10th Class Ki Fairwell Party Thi Thik Uske 1 Din Pehle Mein Chetna Se Subah 4 Am Par Miln! e Gaya T ha Us Waqt Mein Mere Friend Ki Car Lekar Gaya Tha Or Us Car Mein Hi Hum Mile The Thodi Der Baat Karne Ke Baad Mein Wanha Se Chala Gaya Or Chetna Ghar Chali Gayi…………….Shaam Ko Chetna Mere Ghar Par Aayi Thi Or Cemera Dekar Chali Gayi Uske Baad Chetna Se Meri Baat Hoti Rehti Thi Mein Chetna Ko Behad Pyar Karta Hun Apni Jaan Se Bhi Jyada Chetna Ko Chahta Hun Chetna Ka Face Har Lamha Mere Saamne Rehta Hai Mein Chetna Ke Bina Nahi Reh Sakta Jis Din Chetna Mujhe Chhod Degi Us Din Mein Apni Jaan De Dunga Agar Mein Chetna Ka Nahi Ho Saka Tha Kisi Ka Nahi Ho Sakunga Iss Dil Mein Sirf Chetna Hai Sirf Chetna Aesi Baat Nahi Hai Chetna Bhi Mujhse Itna Hi Pyar Karti Hai Jitna Ki Mein Use Karta Hun Iss Tarah Hum Ak Dusre Ke Behad Kareeb Aane Lag Gaye Ab Toh Ak Pal Bhi Dil Kanhi Lagta Nahi Tha Chetna Ke Bina Chetna Bhi Mujhe Behad Miss Karti Rehti Hai Meine Chetna Ke Liye Sab Kuch Chhod Diya Jo Chetna Ko Nahi Hai Pasand Use Meine Chhod Diya Hai Chetna Mujh Par Behad Vishwaas Karti Hai Or Mein Chetna Ka Yeh Vishwaas Kabhi Nahi Tutne Dunga Abhi Kuch Dinon Pehle Mein Kisi Jaruri Kaam Se Punjaab Chala Gaya Tha Or Mein Chetna Ko Kuch Bata Na Saka Agar mein Chetna Ko Bata Deta Toh Shayad Chetna Mujhe Jaane Nahi Deti Meine Chetna Ko Bata Diya ki Mein Kisi Jaruri Kaam Se Bahar Hun Jaldi Aa Jaaunga Iss Beech Mein Meri Chetna Se 2 Din Tak Baat Nahi Hui Thi Mein Pareshaan Ho Gaya Tha Udhar Chetna Mere Liye Pareshaan Ho Rahi Thi Chetna Ak Baar Toh Dophar Mein Mere Ghar Par Gayi Thi Ak Baar Shaam Ko Uski Choti Sister Deepa Ko Lekar Mammi Ke Paas Gayi Thi Thik Thodi Si Der Ke Baad Meine Mammi ko Phone Karke Chetna Ke Baare Mein Pucha Toh Mammi Ne Kaha Ki Chetna Thodi Der Pehle Hi Ghar Par Aayi Thi Or Mere Liye Pareshaan Ho Rahi Thi Fir Meine Chetna Se Baat Kari Tab Jaakar Mujhe Thoda Sa Chain Mila Fir Mein 29th March Ko Dophar Wali Train Se Ghar Ke Liye Rawana Ho Gaya Or 30th March Ko Subah Kota Apne Ghar Waapas Pahunch Gaya Fir Meine Subah 8.30 Am Par Chetna Se Baat Ki…………5 April Ko Meri Anti Ki Ladki Ki Shaadi Thi ! Mere Mam mi Papa Or Saare Family Members 3 April Ko Subah Chale Haye The Wednesday 6 April Ko Meine Chetna Ko Apne Paas Bulaaya Tha Chetna Subah 7:20 Am Par Mere Ghar Aayi Thi Or 12:45 Am Par Chetna Waapas Ghar Chali Gayi Thi Meine Chetna Se Bahut Baatein Ki Or Kiss Bhi Bahut Kiye The who Din Meri Zindki Ka Sabse Important Din Tha Chetna Ke Saath Bitaaya Hua Waqt Mein Kabhi Nahi Bhula Sakta I Love You Chetna…Fir Chetna Ghar Chali Gayi Dusre Din Jab Chetna School Gayi Thi Tab Uske Ghar Par Pata Lag Gaya Tha Ki Chetna Mere Ghar Par Ruki Hui Thi Chetna Ne Uski Mammi Ko Sab Kuch Bata Diya Tha Mere Baare Mein Fir Chetna Ki Mammi Chetna Ko Lekar Mere Ghar Par Aayi Thi Lekin Us Waqt Mein Market Gaya Hua Tha Or Tab Chetna Ki Mammi Waapas Ghar Chali Gayi Mujhe Sab Kuch Pata Chal Gaya Tha Lekin Sirf Ak Hi Baat Ka Dar Tha Ki Kanhi Chetna Mujhse Dur Na Ho Jaye Bus Yahi Dar Tha Lekin Aesa Kuch Bhi Nahi Hua Thodi Der Baad Chetna Ne Mujhe Phone Kar Diya Tab Jaake Mujhe Kanhi Raahat Mili Meine Chetna Ko Bahut Samzaya Ki Mera Saath Kabhi Mat Chhodna Mein Chetna Ko Behad Pyar Karta Hun Or Uske Bina Nahi Reh Sakta Meine Chetna Ke Liye Khud Ko Puri Tarah Se Badal Diaya Hai Iss Baat Ko Chetna Bhi Acchi Tarah Se Jaanthi Hai Mein Real Mein Chetna Se Behad Pyar Karta Hun Or Hamesha Karta Rahunga Jab Tak Dhadkhane Chalthi Rahegi Mein Sirf Or Sirf Chetna Ko Chahta Rahunga Chetna Meri Jaan Hai I Really Love You Chetna So Much Mujhe Pata Hai Ki Chetna Bhi Mujhe Behad Pyar Karti Hai Hum Dono Ak Dusre Ko Behad Pyar Karte Hai Mein Din Bhar Chetna Se Baat Karta Rehta Hun Kabhi Kabhi Mein Chetna Se Naaraz Bhi Ho jata Hun Lekin Fir Chetna Se Baat Kar Leta Hun Kyunki Mein Chetna Ke Bina Ak Pal Bhi Nahi Reh Sakta Chetna Meri Jaan Hai 25th May Ko Shaam Ko 5:15 Pm Par Chetna Ne Phone Cut Kar Diya Tha Uske Baad Chetna Ne Abhi Tak Phone Switch Off Kar Rakha Hai Mujhe Kuch Samaz Nahi Aa Raha Ki Mein Kya Karu Kis Tarah Se Chetna Se Baat Karu Kanhi Chetna Ka Phone Uski Mammi Ne toh Nahi Rakh Liya Ya Fir Aesi Konsi Baat Hai Jiske Karan Chetna Mujhse Baa! t Nahi K ar Rahi Hai Mein Behad Pareshaan Hun Or Chetna Ko Behad Miss Kar Raha Hun Kanhi Meri Wazah Se Chetna Pareshaani Mein Toh Nahi Pad Gayi Ab Toh Iss Baat Ka Pata Tab Hi Chalega Jab Chetna Se Meri Baat naahi Hogi I Love You Chetna So Much Kuch Dino Baad Pata Chala Ki Chetna Ka Phone Uski Mammi Ne Pakad Liya Hai Thode Din Baad Meine Chetna Ko Fir Se Phone De Diya Hum Fir Se Usi tarah se baat karne lag gaye chetna mujhse behad pyar karti hai mujhe pata hai or mein bhi chetna ko behad pyar karta hun apni jaan se bhi jyada meri zindki mein chetna ke siwa kuch bhi nahi hai I really love you so much zindki ab toh chetna ke bina adhuri si lagti hai agar chetna ne mujhe dhokha de diya toh mein apni jaan de dunga kyunki ab mein chetna ke alawa kuch or samaz nahi sakta chetna ke aane se meri zindki ko naya raasta mila hai aaj mein jo kuch bhi hun who sab chetna ki wajah se hun agar chetna nahi milti toh shayad mein kab ka mar chuka hota usi ne mujhe jeene sikhaya hai mein chetna se daily baat karta hun or kabhi kabhi us se naraaz bhi ho jata hun lekin iska matlab yeh nahi hai ki mein chetna ko pyar nahi karta mein chetna ko behad pyar karta hun meine soch liya hai agar mein chetna ka nahi ho saka toh mein apni jaan de dunga kyunki mein chetna ko behad pyar karta hun kabhi kabhi chetna bhi mujhse naraaz ho jati hai lekin meine kabhi uski baat ka bura nahi mana mein har cheez ko bardaash kar sakta hun lekin chetna se dur nahi reh sakta hun uske bina toh saans bhi lena ajib sa lagta hai mein hamesha chetna ko haste hue dhekhna chahta hun or uski khushi ke liye mein kuch bhi kar sakta hun agar meine bhagwaan se apne liye kuch maanga haim toh sirf chetna ko who mere liye meri zindki se bhi badkar hai meine zindki mein kuch paya hai toh who chetna ka pyar hai mujhe itna pyar kabhi kisi ne nahi diya hai thode din pehle mein chetna se raat ko 2.33 am milne uske ghar par gaya tha muje chetna ko kiss karna tha kitne month baad meine chetna ko kiss kiya tha muje bahut acha laga is se pehle mein chetna se jab mila tha jab mer! i family puri meri didi ki shaadi mein gaye the uske baad aaz mila tha who bhi thodi der ke liye or is ke alawa use mein uske ghar ki tarf dhekh leta tha 17th july ko raat ko mein chetna ko mobile ki bettary dene ke liye uske ghar gaya us waqt 2.49am ka time tha mein chetna ko bettary dekar waapas aa gaya ghar aate aate meri chetna se baat ho rahi thi lekin jaise hi mein ghar pahunch chetna ka phone cut gaya meine fir chetna ko phone liya chetna baar baar mera phone cut kar rahi thi muhje tenshion hone lagi ki chetna mera phone kyun cut kar rahi hai mein bahut der tak toh phone try karta raha lekin chetna ne mera phone nahi uthaya mujhe kuch samaz nahi aa raha tha mein bhehad pareshaan ho gay tha uske baad agli subah chetna ka phone switch off aa raha tha mein shaam tak paaglon ki tarah chetna ka phone try karta raha lekin uska phone off aa raha tha fir mein samaz gaya tha ki shayad fir se chetna ki mammi ne uska phone pakad liya mujhe iss baat ki bilkul bhi tenshion nahi thi tenshion toh sirf iss baat ki ho rahi thi ki ab
mein chetna se baat kaise karuga jab tak meri chetna se baat nahi hogi mein use mobile kese dunga  

hi friend
mera naam sunil kumar hai mai is time ak compny me as an accountant job kar raha hu, mai apni kahani aap sab ko sunana chahta hu,or saath ye bhi chata hu ki aap muje gaide bhi kare because is time mai jindgi ke do rahe par khada hu,
mai apne mama ke ghar rahta tha,mi 7th class me tha, tab hamare gar mere mama ke sale ki ladki hamare gar rahne ke liye aayi, wo hamre ghar silai masin sikhne ke liye aayi thi, uska naam priya tha, pirya bahut hi sunder hai,uska chehra anurada podwal se milta hai,uske baal bahut lambe hai,or wo itni frank hai ki do mint me kisi se bhi jaan pahchan kar le,jab wo hamre ghar aayi tab usne apni 10 class pass kar li thi or saath hi apni i.t.i ki padai bhi uri kar li thi uski umar mujse 8 saal jayda thi,
wo apne bachpan se thod aage thi par us wakat hum apne pure bachpan me the, muje tab na to payar ke bare kuch malum tha or nahi hi dosti ke bare me,mera ak i dost hai mera bhai raju or aaj bhi mera wo hi sab se payra dost hai, muje jo kuch problum hoti hai mai usi ke saath seyar karta hu
pirya suru suru me mujse baate nahi karti thi par deere deere ghar me rahne ke karan use thodi bahut baat ho jaati thi , wo mujpe kabhi gusa nahi hoti thi, ak ddin o kapde press kar kar rahi thi to mane uske banaye huhe do kagaj ke dil ko kaat diya, maine socha ke ye muje jarrur dantegi par usne mujse kuch bhi nahi kaha, mai us din se uske parti akrsit sa ho gaya muje wo bahu achi lagne lagi o mere saath jane anjane bahut bate karti thi kabi mere sachool ke bare me kabhi mere ghar ke bare me ,kabhi apne dosto ke bare me ,
hum dono ak dusre ko pasand karne lage the, jab subh mai sachool ke liye tayar hota to meri bahut help karti thi jaise mera bag pak karna mera lunch box pak karna, sub se payari baat jo muje uski lagti thi wo ye ke muje tai nahi lagani aati aaj bhi nahi aati wo mere meri tai har lagati thi jab wo tie lagati thi to muje bahut acha lagta tha
wo mere saath ase behave kari thi jase wo meri maa ho, sayad itni dekhrekh to meri maa ne bhi bachpan me nahi ki hogi , jab mai sachool se aata to aate muje sair ji kahkar wish karna ,mere sare kapde dhona press karna sayad meri jindgi ki sab se importnat sakhs hai wo.
muje uske saath rahte hue kam se kam 4 mahine ho gaye the par na to mai ye janta tha ke wo meri dost hai ya bhir bas ak ghar ki mamber hai ,pae ye sach tha ke mai uske bina kuch der bhi nahi rah pata tha , jab mai ghar par hota to uske saath rahta tha, wo meri bahut care karti thi ,wo mje ak pal ke liye bhi akela nahi rahne deti thi, sayad use malum tha ke dosti kaya hoti hai
raat ko mai uske paas bait kar padta tha padte padte pata nahi chlta tha ke kab uski ghood me so gaya muje kabhi usne ye ahsas nahi hone diya ke hamar koi or rista bhi ho sakta hai,deere wo meri kamjori banti chali gayi sayad uske bina ak pal rahna mere liye bahut muskil tha,
jab wo paas thi to ahsas nahi tha ke dur rahakar mai uske bina kitna bechen ho jaunga, wo do din ke liye apne ghar ja rahi thi, jab wo ja rahi thi sab se jayda wo muje wish kar rahi thi puch rahi thi ke mere bina man lagega ke nahi, par us time muje kuch fark nahi pad raha tha, wo apne ghar chali gayi uske jaane ke baad mai akdam akela ho gaya aise jaise mera ynha par koi nahi hai mai do din itna pagal ho gaya ke mai raat ko bhi so nahi paya bas saari rat uski baato ko yaad karta raha.
wo teen din k bad ghar se vapis aai sab se pahle mje hi mili , ate hi usne bina kuch kahe muje apni baho me le liya or muje jor se gale laga liya ,or kaha naraj to nahi ho sory yaar mai 1 din leit ho gai muje pata hai ki aap muje kitna miss kar rahe honge ,
mai such me use naraj tha ke wo 1 din leit aayi hai par aise payar se mili ke mai apna sara gusa bhul gaya , meri samaj nahi aa raha tha ke use kaise pata ke mai uske bina bechan, wo mere liye ghar se ak chain or loket le kar aayi thi usne muje dete hue kaha ke kisi ko batna mat ye maine tuje diya hai
mai bahut khus tha is tarha se hamre payar bhare din gujar rahe the wo meri life ka ak anmol hisa bn chuki thi mai uske saath sari chedkhaniya karta tha uske gale lagan usko satana par kabi use jhoote hue mere man me koi galt vichar kabi nahi aayasuch kahu to muje kuch pata nahi tha or na is tarah ki koi filling mere man thi, par uska chuna ak ajib sa sukun deta tha
wo muje hamesa apni ak dost ke baare me batati thi uska naam to muje nahi pata par wo use kale ke naam se bulti thi or uski life me sirf wo hi ak dost thi
mai 10th claas me ho gaya tha baat janury ke dino ki hai wo muje kahti thi aap mujse milne hamare ghar aa sakte ho to maine kaha hana aa sakta hu par tum ghar tode ja rahe ho , wo hamesa jid karti thi ke jab mai bulanu to tum khatir ak baar jarur aa jana , par usne koi rijan nahi bataya , 4 feb. ko uska bhai use lene ke liye aa gaya muje bahut bur laga,
wo jaane ki tayari karne lag gayi par aaj uske chere par udasi saaf dikh rahi thi hum sab ne uske bhai se bahut riquset ki ke aaj aaj ruk jo par wo nahi maana
or wo ghar se chal diye jab wo ghar se jaa rahe the to us time mai apne jija ji ke saath kisi ko ricive karne gaya hua tha, mai soch raha tha jab tak mai vapis jaunga wo chali gai hogi ,maine jiju se kha ke thoda jaldi chalo to usne karan pucha maine bata diya ke pirya ja rahi hai , usne mujse pucha ke wo teri dost hai kya uske is saval ka javab mai nahi de paya kyonki muje khud nahi pata ke wo meri kaya hai,
jab hum ghar pahunche to wo ghar par hi thi aaj bas nahi aai , isliye unka jaana kainsal ho gaya mai bahut khus tha, aaj humne bahut baate ki uske saath usne jaane se pahle apna adress ak kagaj par likh kar diya .us kagaj par last me likha tha sunil ji i love you,
wo meri jindgi ka pahla leter tha or kisi ne pahli baar muje ye word kahe the,agle din muje subah jaldi tuation jaan tha or use bhi apne ghar jaana tha so mai sachool chala gaya , muje us din uski school me ak baar bhi yaad nahi aayi , par jab mai sachool se vapis a aya to wo jaa chuki thi maine apne bhai raju se pucha to usne muje bataya ke wo jaate hue bahut rokar gai hai
usne raju se se kaha ke sunil ko ak baar mere ghar jarur le aana,uske jjane ke baad mai akdam akela ho gaya us puri raat mai us kagaj ko apne sin se laga kar use yaad karta rha
march me mere exam the mai apne exam ki tayari me lag gaya or usko thoda sa bhul gaya , 10march ko uski saadi thi or wo apni saadi ke liye hi apne ghar gai thi 10 march ko mere last exam tha, usne papa ke haath muje spesal mseg,diya tha ke use saath jarur le kar aana par exam ke karan mai nahi ja sakta tha ghar ke baki sab log uski saadi me gaye the, jab sab saadi se vapis aaye to mre school ki chutia ho chuki thi, sab log uske baare me baate kar rahe the
meri mami mujse dosto ke jaise baat kiya karti hai ,maine mamai ke gale me ak chai deki jo maine pirya ko di thi muje bahut bura laga ke usne meri nisani vapis kar di par mami ne batya ke ye cahin maine bahut muskil se uske gale se nikali uske gale me saadi ke jevar the fir bhi wo ise nahi utaar rahi thi muje sunkar bahut acha laga ,
22 marcch ko mere mama ke ladke ki saadi thi to wo saadi ke bahane hamre ghar aa gai wo dulahan ki tarha se bahut khubsurat lag rahi thi wo akdam change si ho gai thi bahut payari lag rahi thi muje samne dekhte hi usne dono haath khol diye or muje apni baho me bhar liya phir wo muje haath pakdkar ander le gai usne mere paas bait kar apne haatho se khana khilaya , usne kaha ke mai apne liye koi achi si ladki dund lu or saadi kar lu, usne muje kaha ke wo muje bahut miss karegi sayad apne husband se bhi jayda
phir wo chali gai , din bitate gaye mai bada ho raha tha or mere dil me uski yaad payar ban kar ubhar rahi thi sayad muje uss payar ho gaya tha, kuch dina ke baad mai unke ghar gaya mai sapsesal us se milne gaya tha par wo apni susral hayi hui thi muje wanha par uski sabse payari dost kale mili muje aisa laga jaise muje w mil gai ho kalle ne uske ssrae pahlu mere samne ak kitab ki tarah rakh diye kale ne batya ke wo tujse bahut payar kari thi apni jindgi me sabse jayda payar usne tuje kiya hai par tum choti umar me the isliye usne kabhi tume nahi bataya bas wo tuje payar karti gai wo kahti thi ke jab sunilbada ho jayega tab use khud mere payar ka ahsas ho jayega or mai us din tak intjar kar lungi jab wo khud aakar muje kahega ki mai tumse payar karta hu.kale ne batya ke jab wo hamare ghar se aai thi tabi se sirf mere hi baare me baate karti thi har pal muje miss kar thi or humesa kale ko kahti ki pls. kaale ak baar usse milvade,
uska uski saadi ka koi asar nahi tha ,apni saadi wle din wo suit pahan kar apne hi ghar me gungat kar ke pani lene ke bahane bahar kheto me kaale ko lekar chali gai kaale ne use bahut samjaya par wo nahi maani, wo bas muje yaad karne or meri bbate karne ke liye ghar se bahar aayi thi,
kale ne uski ak parsonal dairy muje di or kaha ke ye usi ni di thi or kaha tha ke jab sunil se milo to use de dena , mai apne ghar vapis aa gaya uski dairy padi us dairy me wo teen saal ki sab baate thi jo pal humne uske saath gujare the usne likha tha ke jab aap muje jhute ho to mai pagal si ho jaati hu par aap abhi nasamaj ho jab bade hojaoge to khud pata chal jayega ke is tarah se jhune se kya hota hai ,wo dairy meri jindgi sabse payari kitab ban gai uske dur hone ka ak pal bhi ahsas nahi hone diya usne muje wo dur hokar bhi har pl mere saath thi
mai 12th paas kar ke college join kar chuka tha par uski yaad na to mere dil me kam hui or na uska payar , muje itne dino ke baad ye baat samaj aai ke wo muje kitna payar kari thi ,mai aaj bhi use diwano ke jaise payar karta hu,
meri life me bahut ladkiya dost ban kar aai par pirya ki jagah koi nahi le paya
aaj uski saadi ko 10 saal ho chuke hai maine b.com m.com or ab mba. kar raha hu or sath hi gurgaon me job kar raha hu ,par itne saale ke baad bhi mai ab bhi usi se payar karta hu muje aaj bhi uska intjar hai uske do ladke ho chuke hai
itne saalo me na to muje kabhi uska koi msg.aaya na koi khat na maine maine uska cehra dekha aaj 12 june 2011 ko jab mai ghar gaya to mami ne muje batya ke pirya ke husband ki death ho chuki hai,
is bich ak mod or meri jindgi me aaya tha uske husban ko kanhi se ak gano ki copy mil gai thi jo meri thi pirya jaate wakat meri copy apne saath le gai thi uske husband ko usdin se us par bahut sak karta tha use mera naam lekar phon kar ke presan karta tha ghar par bhi bahut hangma hua tha or kahta tha ke sunil humare ghar phon karta hai mama ne muje bahut danta bhi tha , par such sirf pirya hi jaanti thi ke kya hai usne use kaha tha ki agar wo apne ghar waalo ko kuch bhi batayegi to apni jaan de dega , is dar se kabhi pirya ne such nahi bataya
meri ghar par bahut badnami bhi hui thi , mera man kahta tha ke kabhi to such samne aayega hi
aaj mami ne wo saari baate muje batyai or pirya ka msg.muje diya or kaha ke usne kaha hai ke sunilse kah dena muje maaf kar de koyonki mai majbur thi islye kabhi use such nahi bata pai , uje uska ye msg.pure 10saal baad mila or syaya humare bichdne ke baad ye pahli baar hai
pirya ab akeli hai use mere saath ki jarurt hai usne dusri saadi se inkar kar diya uske do chote ladke hai is wakat wo apne ghar par hi hai mai kaya karu muje uska har pal intjar hai mai uske saath apna har pal gujarna chata hu, pls. muje gaid karo ke mai kaya karu
                                       




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Dil ke tise
Jai Mata Di saathiyo
mera naam vinod hai,
baat teen saal pehli ki hai jab mai gaav se chennai aaya mai aur mera chhota bhai gaav me hi padhai krte the,baki sb yahi Chennai ke(gummidipoondi) me hi rehte the… mere bhaiya ji ke ek dost the, chuki o dono ek hi company me kaam krte the isliye unki dosti bahut gehri thi,kahi ghumne firne jaana ho to saath me hi jaate the,bhaiya g k dost ki family aur humari family saath sath gumne jate the chahe wo koi mandir ho ya beech ya aur kahi….bhaiya ke dost ki do behne hai ek bilkul simple to dusri bahut hi chanchal…aur unkle aunty ….unme se ek ka naam shraddha hai jo ki chanchal aur saundarta ki murat hai….. hum log akshar hi kahi na kahi gunme jate the…sb saathme..mai thoda bolne batane me kuch teez hone ke sath sath karan unke ghar me sb se jaldi hi ghul mil gya tha…….baat un dino ki jb mai eletricition ka kaam chood diya tha kuch prblm thi isliye….maine dosre job ke liye apply kiya tha…kaam na hone ke karan mai pura din ghar me hi rehta tha..to bhaiya k dost key aha chala jaya krta tha …unki behn shraddha aur mai ek hi swabhab hone ke karan hamari bahut jamti thi….pura din unke hi ghar me hi rehta tha tv dekhte ya unki mummy se ya aur logo se baat krta rehta halaki baat mai ki krta tha o log to kewal srota the. jab koi bulata to hi ghar aata nhi to saam ko hi aata dhire dhire shraddha aur mai apne ghar ki baato ke alava ek dusre ki pasand na pasand aur edhar udhar ki baate krne lage jo baat o bolti mai bahut dhyan se sunta aur meri wo…dhire dhire hum log ek dusre ki taraf khichne lage…mai jb bhi uske ghar jaata wo sara kaam dham thod kr mere paas baith jaati aur hamari baate suru ho jati …..mai khus mizaz hone ke karan akshar hi kuch joke ya koi sayari hi suna diya krta tha aur sbko hasata rehta tha…jb ghar ke log bahar market wagerah jaate to hum dono bhaith ke baate kiya krte ab to akele me baat krna jyada achha lagne laga tha, na jane humare bich ye kaun sa bandhan bandh gaya tha pata nhi ek ajib sa lagav tha hum logo k bich ,ab tak hum be prwah panchiyo ki tarah ! udd rahe the.aur hmre bich kya rista hai humne kbi is bare me socha hi nhi, hr ghadi ek dusre ko dekhte rehne ki chahat baat krne ki mohlat ki talas rehti thi..din aise hi beette gaye…phir achanak o mujhse dur dur rehne lagi,bolti aap mujhse baat mat kiya karo…maine bola thik hai tumhe nhi baat krni to mat karo pr mai tumse baat karunga,,, tb tak mera job bhi lag gaya tha rbn India me branch manager ka….pr mai uske ghar ab jb bhi 10-5 minute ka time milta tha din me ek baar jarur jata tha kyuki mera office ghar se 25 km ot 10 se 6 baje tak hai isliye jyada samay nhi milta tha pr Sunday ko jyada tar samay uske ghar hi bitata tha pr usse baat nhi krta tha kabi kabi indirect hi kuch bolta tha… pr baki sb se baat kiya krta tha,,ab to use direct dekh bi nhi pata tha kyuki agar mai andar rehta to wo bahar rehti or mai bahar to o andar ,dhire dhire humara milna bilkul hi kam ho gaya..ab uske ghar jaana b achha nhi lagta tha na jane kyu hamesa rone ko ji chahta tha pr kyu kuch samajh nhi pa raha tha mai, khair din aise hi beette gaye fir kuch dino me uski maa se pata chala ki o na jane kyu udaas udaas rehti hai,aur uhi bewajah roti rehti hai,,kuch dino me aisa haal tha ki pura din wo roti hi rehti,,,mujhe b bahut dukh lagta ye sb sun kr,ek din himmat kr ke mai uske ghar gaya to uss samay bhi o ro hi rahi thi maine uski mummy se pucha kya hua o boli kuch batati nhi hai kehti hai ki mera rone ka maan krta hai isisliye mai roti huu,,,to main jakar uske samne chair pe bhaith gaya aur wo neeche baithi thi ,maine puncha kya baat hai kyu ro rahi ho to usne bola aap mujhe kya maante ho ,to mai kuch samajh nhi paya kya bolu,,,,barbas hi mere muh se nikal gaya tum rajan bhaiya ki behan ho meri b behn huee na ….to wo mera pair pakad kr khub jor jor se rone lagi…boli pr mai aapke bare me kuch aur soch rahi thi maine pucha kya to usne bataya nhi… pr mere maan me hamesha ek sawal mujhe khaye ja raha tha kya mai sach me use behan manta hu…mujhe samajh nhi aaraha tha ki mai kya karu pr usne na jaane maan me socha rakh! a tha pi chle saal ke sawan ki baat hai ye iske do din baad ki rakhi ka tyohar tha subh hi meri sister se rakhi badhwaya aur ghumne ke liye dosto ke yaha chala gaya ….sam ko lag bhag char baje wapas aaya to aate hi mere mobile ki ghanti baaji maine dekha shraddha ka hi fone tha,usne bola mere ghar aiye mujhe apko rakhi badhni hai,,mai socha mazak kr rahi hai, aur mai uske ghar ki taraf chal diya jyo jyo uska ghar paas araha tha mere kadam mera saath nhi de rahe the dil me ajib sa dar lagne laga tha ,,,kaise bhi mai uske ghar pahuch gaya..ghar me wo aur uski badi behn hi thi uski bdi behn ko mai deedee hi bolta tha,mai chair me baith gaya to uski didi aayi aur mere ko rakhi bandhi main e b khusi khusi badha li, thodi der me wo nikli safed rang ka soot me aise lag rahi thi ki mano koi pari zamin per utar aayi ho,,,,mai to usko dekhne me hi magn tha ki ,usne mera hanth pakadkr hanth sidha karne ko kaha to maine nhi kiya usne fir kaha fir b maine nhi kiya br wo bar bar kehne lagi to majburi me maine hanth sidha kr diya to o sach much ke rakhi lekar mere hanth me badhne lagi….mai chahte huye b use rok na saka ,,,,,,us waqt aisa lag raha tha ki mere sarir se koi mera pran nikal raha hai ankhe anshu se bhar gaye the pr dekho meri majburi mai ro bi nahi skta tha.. saala dil khun ki ansu ro raha tha pr lab khamosh the……us din se bas mujhe apne aap se nafrat ho gayi aisa lag raha tha ki meri duniya hi uzad gayi na kisi se baat krna na khana na pina hasna bolna to dur ki baat kahi akele me chhup ke baith kar rote rehna mere vajah se sb paresaan rehne lage mummy, papa,bhaiya,bhai,behan, kisi se koi baat nhi paagalo ki tarah bag uthata to office me chup chap baitha rehta aur ghar der se jata ,mere ghar ke bagal me ek chhoda bachcha hai vikas jiske saath mai khub masti krta tha,wo bechara roj mere paas aake khada rehta puchta bhaiya kya hua aur bahut tarah se hasane ki kosis krta pr lgta tha ki meri to bhaonaye hi mar gayi ho….. age ki kahani fir kabi dosto ab mujhse likha nhi jar aha……………….



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