hello firnds aj m apni story phir likh rhi hu apna dard ap sab s baatne aai hu phir ateek or mapne ghar chahle gye or phir hum dono 3-4 mahine tak phone p baate ki 4 mahine m hum phir mile whi apni firnd k ghar k paas wale park m uss din humne kuch jyada der tak baate ki time bitaya phir hum dono apne ghar aagye iss trha s hum dono 3-4 mahine phir mile lekin iss baar unhone meri firnd k ghar k pass wale park m jaane s mna kar diya bole hum khi or jayenge to mene ha kaedi phir wo mujhe lene aae or wo mujhe apne ek dost k ghar lekar gye ptel nagar k pass unke dost ka ghar h hum dono wha gye or hum dono uss kamre m akele the mujhe to dar lagne lga k mujhe yha kyu laye h mene pucha k hum yha kyu aaye h to unhone kha k m tumhare saath kuch der akele m rehna chahta hu lekin mujhe kya maalum tha k akele m unhone apni hade paar kardi mene unhe bohot roka k ye sab galt h paap h to unhone kha k mujh p turst karo hum dono ek dusre s bohot pyar karte h ye sab koi paap nhi koi galat nhi or kha k m tum s saahdi karunga m bhi tumhaare bger nhi ji sakta or wo sab humaare bich huaa jo har ladki isske liye so baar shochegi mene bhi isske liye mna kiya tha par jab wo mujhse naraj ho gye to phir m unhe rok na saki kyuki m unse apne ap s bhi jyada pyar karti hu or phir hum ghar aa gye dono 5 bje wo mujhe lene or ghar chodne aate the phir hum 3-4 mhine tak nhi mile bas ph pe hi baate ki phir jab hum mile dobara to mujhe ateek n btaya k unhone apne ghar m humaari saadi ki baat ki h! unhone to me ye jaankar bohot khush hui or phir hum ptel nagar m jo park h wha gye or humne khub saari baate ki me ye nhi janni thi ki wo muslim ye baat unhone mujhe jab hum pehli baar park m mile the tbhi bta di thi wo jaante the k m birahman pariwaar s hu lekin kehte h k pyar kabhi jaat dharm dekh k nhi kiya jata hum phir apne ghar aagye phir iss tarha s hume milte milte 6 mahine ho gye the jab phir milne ko unhone mujhe kha to mene mna kar diye kyuki meri mummy ko m baar baar apni firnd k ghar jane k liye bolti to unhone mna kar diya ki tu to har baar wha jati h teri firnd kabhi nhi aati or mummy n bola k ab tune wha jane k naam liya to pitegi ab issliye mene ateek ko mna kar diya tha or phir wo bhi mujhse naraj ho gye phir mene unhe sab btaya k mummy n mna kar diya h to hum kuch dino tak or abhi nhi mil sakte to unhone meri majburi ko samjha m unse jaldi jaldi issliye nhi mil sakti thi kyuki m uss wakht 11th k exm diye the opne s uss time m computer shikhna chahti thi par mere papa mujhe pese nhi dete or kehte k tu kabhi kuch nhi kar sakti pehle m padhai m bohot achi thi lekin jab bhi mere exam aate to mere ghar m ldaai jhagde maar pit suru ho jaati issi k chalte mene or meri pdhai din p din khrab hoti gai or me computer sikhna chahti thi to phir mene ateek ko btaya ke m computer sikhna chahti hu or mere papa wo usske liye mna kar rhe h k tu kuch nhi kar sakti h or mujhe bolte k usse sikhne k liye ful english aani cahiye jo tujhe nhi aati tab mene sab unhe btaya to ateek ne mujhe bola k esa kuch nhi h wo apne upar dipend hota h agar tumhaare man m h k tum ye computer sikh sakti ho to jarur sikhogi phir mene kuch choti class k bacho ko pdahaya or addmistion liya inst m kuch mahine humaare uhi bite ek dusre s mile bina hi phir hum dubara mile phir s wo mujhe apne kisi dost k ghar lekar gye or unko to whi sab karna tha mene mna kiya or kha k m aj k baad ap s kabhi milne nhi aaungi to wo bolne lage ki kya tum mujhse pyar nhi karti m kya kartime unse shche man s pyar karti hu m unhe dukhi nhi kar sakti thi ! issliye phir whi sab humaare bich huaa or phir jab hum apne ghar aagye to mera mann bohot udash or dukhi ho gya m samjh nhi pa rhi thi k m kya karu m unse bohot pyar karti hu issliye m unhe dukhi nhi kar sakti thi phir mene computer sikhna suru kar diya tha or mene unhe btaya to wo bohot khush hue me or ateek kuch mahino tak nhi mile or wo mujhe milne k liye kehte lekin mujhe dar lagta tha ghar walo k apne k kbhi pta lag gya to maar dalenge hume to m milne na ja saki unse or phir ramjaan bhi suru hone wale the unhe goa bhi jana tha unki mosi ka oppretion hone wala tha to unhe wha jana tha phir hum na mil sakenge na baat kar sakenge ek mahine tak wo ek mahine k liye jab mujhe goa jane ka btaya to meri to jese jaan hi niklne wali thi tabhi wo mujhe milne k liye bol rhe the par m majbur thi unse mil na saki or mene mna kar diya kyuki mummy nhi jane de rhi thi mujhe apni firnd k or wo chale gye goa ek mahine k liye mujhse bohot naraj the par mene puri kosish ki ke wo mujhse naraj n ho lekin ateek to gusse wale or ziddi jyada h to mene bola jab ap wapish aajaoge tab hum milenge or wo aakhri baar humne ph p baat ki unke goa jane s pehle phir humne ek mahine tak ek dusre s baat nhi ki wo ek mahine m jaanti hu ek ek din ek saal k brabar lagta tha wo ek mahine hummare mano jese kai janmo k brabar caate humne jab wo aane wale the tbhi unhone mujhe phone kiya or btaya k wo 2-4 din m wapahs aane wale h to m unhe usi din ph karu lekin mene unke delhi wapash aane par phone nhi kiya 3-4 dino tak or jab mene baad m unhe ph kiya to mujhe gusse m bole k yaad aagai ap ko meri itne dino tak mujhe ph kyu nhi kiya mene pta nhi mera man esaa kyu keh rha tha k m unse hamesha k liye dur ho jau or mene ye baat unhe nhi btai lekin unhe najane esa kyu lga k m badal rhi hu ab m unse thik s baat bhi nhi karti m nhi jaanti ki esa kyu ho rha tha kya kaaran tha pta nhi ek din unhone mujhse puch hi liya k tum pehle s badal rhi ho kyu mujhse pyar nhi h kya ab tum ko unhone mujhe apni kasam di k btao kya kaaran h to mene kha kuch nhi h koi baat n! hi h bas tabiyat thik nhi h mene ye keh kar mene baat ko tala or bole ab to kitne mahine ho gye h milne nhi ana kya to phir hum mile lekin iss baar hum kuch der tak park m bethe or 12bje k baad wo mujhe apne ek sabse ache best firnd k office ghumane lekar gye or unka dost bhi mjhe dekhna chahta tha hum jese hi unke dost k pass gye to wo mujhe kuch der tak dekhte hi rhe par humne unke dost s baat nhi ki or hum kuch der k baad hum apne ghar wapis aagye or phir hum 3-4 mahine m milte the kyuki jaldi m nhi mil sakti thi iss tarha s hum dono ek dusre s ek saal tak issi tarha mile phir mere computer class bhi kuch dino k baad khtam hone waali thi to m ye shohne lagi k ab hum kese milenge phir mene jab mujhe computer ache s aane lga to mene dusre inst m training ki or uss inst me computer sikhana suru kar diya phir hume milne m koi problam nhi hui or hum iss tarha s 3-4 mahine ki bjaye hum har mahine milne lage or hum 17 mahino tak issi tarha sek dusre s uhi milte rhe iss bich jab ateek mujhe ek baar apne us dost k ghar le kar gye jo mujhe man hi man pyar karta tha usse mera ateek ka milna usse jese bardash nhi tha or wo mujhe ussi k ghar lekar gye ek baar me jab ateek ko kehti k aj hum kahi park m jayenge to wo koi na koi bhana bna dete the or phir m kuch mahine tak unse mili nhi wo mujhe milne k liye bolte mene mna kar diya to puchne lage ki kyu milne nhi aarhi ho to mene kha ap har baar mujhe kisi na kisi dost k ghar le jate ho mujhe achaha nhi lagta or ap wo sab karte ho jo shaadi s pehle galt h paap h ap shaadi to karte nhi or ye sab karte ho jo galat h to kehne lage ki m tumse dur nhi rehna chahata kyuki jab m tumse milne aau to bas tumhare bohot karib rhu dur na rahu essa kya mereliye galt h mera pyar tumhare liye koi maene nhi rakta kya bolo to m kya kehti me unsse scahce man s pyar karti hu or shaadi ki baat ki to kha k mene apne ghar m apni shaadi ki baat ki to meri mummy n mujhe dhamki di ki agr tu uss ladki s shaadi karega to me zeher kha lungi ye baat unhone mujhe btai to m bohot dukhi ho gai or phir mene! unhe kh a k mujhe mere ghar chod aao or phir m apne ghar aagai or kuch dino tak mere man m ye saval rha k ab hum alag ho jayenge kyuki unke ghar wale to saadi k liye mna kar rhe h or mene unse kuch dino tak mene unse baat nhi ki or phir unka phone aaya k kya baat h tum ab baat bhi nhi karti kyu m kya bolti phir mene kha k kya hamari shaadi nhi hogi to bole ki agar shaadi nhi hui to kya hammara pyar itna hi tha jo ek rishte k na judne s jo hamare dil m ek dusre k liye pyar h wo sab khtam ho jayega kya hammara pyar itna kamjor hogya h ab bolo phir mene kuch der tak shocha k nhi mera pyar kamjor nhi h me ap s apne ap s bhi jyada vishvaas or sabse jyada pyar karti hu me ap k bina nhi reh sakti tabhi s hum dono me pyar or jyada bhadh gya wo mujhe kisi or k saath bardas nhi kar sakte phir hum mile dubara iss baar hum park m mile patel nagar k park m or ussi k baare m baate karte rhe ab m apni story phir likhungi ap sab s apna dard baatne phir aaugni or phi btaungi k aage mujhe kesa dhokha dard mila itna pyar karne p itna jyada kisi p vishvaash karne p bye firnds m phir aaungi ap s baat karne bye..................................... aapki arpita........