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Mera sacha pyaar & I am confused - Khushi

Mai bachpanse kisi bhi ladkese bat nahi karti kyunki mujhe kisise bhi bat karne ki himat nahi hoti dar lagta tha lekin mai jub mere papa ke behanke bete se jab bachpan me milti thi to us se bhi khulke bat nahi kar pati thi aur wo bhi aisa hi tha lekin jub hum salonme ek do bar milte the fir maine jub 16 salki thi to fhirse hamari family unke city ko unse milne ke liye gaye jab mujhe use bat karna acha lagata tha pata nahi ki dil use bar bar bat karna chahta tha function tha is liye mai har pal us se bat kaneki koshish karti thi aur mujhe acha lagata tha aur wo bhi mujhse achese baat kartatha fir hum wahanse apne city ko chale aye fir jab mai akeleme baithti thi to mujhe uski yaad aati thi aur uske bareme sonchti thi to acha lagata tha aur fir mai dobara us se milne ki dua karti thi aur ek din fir hamara gharme 1 function tha aur wo apne family ke saath hamare ghar aaya sach kahunto mujhe baut khushi hui mai us khushi ke bareme bata nahi skti mujhe kitni khushi hui thi aur function khatam honeke bad humlog ek game khel rahe the Friend’s book wala aur usme apni har pasand na pasand ke barame likhana tha and last end me LIN’S FOR ME matlab mere bareme kuchto usko likhana tha and usne likha ki My friend is very Beautiful, my friend is best Smailin, best talkig etc ye likha ke mujhe usne letter diya lekin mai wo letter uske samne nahi pad payi jab wo bahar gaya to maine jaldise wo letter pada to mujhe bahut acha laga mai use dil hi dil me bahut pyar karti thi mujhe to wo meri janse bhi badkar pyara lagne laga uske saath rehna us se baten karna mujhe bahut hi pyara lagata tha and wo bhi mujhase achese baat karta tha mera har baat me saath deta tha fir wo apne city ko chle gaye to mujhe uski din rat yad ati thi uski baitthi huvi jagah uski baten yad karke muje bahut khushi hoti thi mera padhai mebhi dhyan nahi lag raha tha jab to mere 2nd year ki badai chal rahi thi fir maine 2009 achese exam likh ke aye and then exam ke bad achnakse fir hamari mulakat hui and fir usne mujhe ek letter diya fir maine dek! ha ki wo letter Friend’s book kahi tha fir mai jub us letter ko pura pada to usme jo LINE’S FOR ME ki jagah par is bar usne likhatha I LIKE YOU aur usne puchaki galat to nahi likhana aur tumhe acha laga kya nahi to mujhe kuchbhi bolne ki himat nahi horahi thi fir usne dubara pucha to maine dhirese kahaki nahi galt nahi hai aur usne kahaki maito ye bat tumse kabse kehneki koshish ki lekin tumbhi chup thi aur fir mujhe lagaki ab tumhe mere dil ki bat batadeni chahiya isliye maine tumse kha and tumbhi han kaha hai to mai bahot khush hun jab JULY 2009 tha wo din mai kabhi bhi nahi bhul sakti jab usne mujhase apne pyar ka izhar kiya tha aur us waqt mere dil me jo ehsas ho raha tha shayad koi sacha pyaar karne wala hi jane and fir wo apne ghar chala gaya mere pas algse ek mobile bhi nahi tha jo mai us se SMS ya fir call kar skti thi mai gharme hi rehti thi aur ek din mere mummy market ko chle gaye to maine use apne gharke land line se call kiya jab usne hello kaha to mera dil dhadkne laga najane kyun mai kuch bolnahi parahi thi fir usne kaha ki mujhe pata hai ki tumhi ho plz mujhase baat karo mujhe tumhari aawaj suni hai and maine baatki fir hume 8 din me 1 bar bat karne ka mauka milta tha fir ek din usne mobile par bat karte waqt mere liye ek gana gaya wo gana tha Film (BARSATH) Song (nahi ye ho nahi sakta ke teri yad na aye) and mujhase gane ke liye force kiya to maine RABNE BANA DI JODI ka title song gaya fir utne me mummy aaye to maine phone rakha fir ek din jald hi us e baat karneka mauka mila is bar hamne 1 hour baat ki fir phone rakhate waqt usne kaha ki mai 2 months ke bad job ke liye hamare state se bahar jaraha hun, mujhe ye sunkar rona aaya maine soncha ki yahanpar tha to hum kabhi kbhi to milte the lekin wo door gaya to mai us se kaise milun is waqt mujhe kuchbhi acha nahi lagraha tha fir achanak rub ki marzi se mai firse uske janeke 2 din pehle us se mili 1 din uske saath rehneka mauka mila fir 2 din wo jaraha tha and hum bhi wahanse return aane wale the fir wo state ke bahar chala gaya and mai bhi! apne gh ar city ke bahar aai us din November 2010 tha and fir meri us se 5/6 months baat nahi ho pai ek bar uska phone aaya to gharme sbne us se baat ki lekin mai baat nahi kar pai lekin fir jub uska phone 1 month ke baad firse aaya to mere ghar pe koi nahi tha sirf mai akeli thi maine us se baat ki to usne kaha tumhari yaad bahut aa rahi hai tumhari aawaz sune bagair mujhe to ye mobile bhi acha nahi lagta lekin tumto mujhe yaad karti hona usne mujhase ye sawal kiya mai kaise bataun ki mujhe din rat sirf uski hi yaad aati thi lekin mujhe us sekuch kehne ki himat nahi hoti thi fir bhi maine kaha han tumhari yaad aati hai fir hum log achese baat karke phone rakha and us din ke bad se meri us se pure 1 year bat nahi ho pai kyunki mere gharme meri shadi ke bareme sonch rahe the and 1 din ladke wale mujhe dekhane ke liye hamare ghar par aaye and unke janeke baad mai bahut roi mere aasu ruk nahi rahe the mujhe bar bar uski yaad aarahi thi fir mere mummy mere ansu nahi dekha sake isliye unhone mujhase pucha ki tum use pasand karti ho na to maine kuch nahi kaha meri himat nahi ho rahi thi such bataneki fir dobara puchato maine kaha han mummy mai use pasand karti hun ye sunkar mummy chup the fir thodi der ke baadkaha tu usko phone karke bolde maine kaha thik hai mummy jab wo state se vapas apne city ko aayega to mai use baat krungi fir 2011 end me wo apne city ko wapas aaya to meri us se baat hui mai us se kuch bhi bol nahi parahi thi mujhe to sirf rona aa raha tha and usne kahaki please rona mat mujhe kuch to bolo mujhe dar aa raha hai plzzzzzz bolona plzzzzz to mane himat se kaha gharme meri shadi ke liye sonch rahe hain ye sunkar usne mujhe kaha mai tujhase shadi karna chahta hun mai aaj apne papa mummy se batkarneki koshish karunga tum rona mat plz to main intezar karrahi thi ki kab uska phone aayaga fir 1 month hogaya abhi tak usne apne papa mummy se baat nahi ki thi fir 1 din mujhe pata chala ki wo firse state ke bahar jaraha tha to mujhe bahut bura laga mere ankhome ansu arahe the mai apne aapko rok nahi! pa rahi thi mujhe lagaraha tha ki usne apne parents se abhi tak baat kyun nahi ki mai to uske relation me thi fir mujhe laga uske papa yanike mere Fhufa ji bahut khadus hain unke samne uski bolneki himat nahi hori thi shayad lekin wo mujhe pyaar karta hai kya itna bhi nahi bolsakta tha fir mere mummy ne mujse kahaki teri to himat nahi hogi ab mahi ek baar us se baat karke dekhati hun fir mere mummy ne us se phon pe baat ki us se puchaki kya tum suchme meri beti se shadi karna chahte ho usne kaha han mami mai shadi karana chahta hun to mere mummy ne kahaki to fir apne parent se baat karo us ne kaha han mai bhi yahi koshish kar raha hun mere mummy ko aaram nahi hai mai kaise unse bolun unhe bura legato isliye mai nahi bolpara fir mere mummy ne kahaki agr tere dil me shadi karna hai to tu jarur bolta nai to ab age teri marji mai tuje zabardasti nai karri mujhe meri beti boli ki tu shadi karna chahta haito isliye maine tujhase puchi tu jaldi apne papa mummy se baat kar naito hum bhi apni beti ke shadi ke bare me sonchna padata usdin September 2011 tha fir us din se abtak meri us se bat nahi hui abto 2012me mera ek alag se mobile bhi hai fir main eek baar use call kiya fir usne hullo kahato maine kuch nahi kaha fir usne pucha kaun hai to maine kaha mai hu to usne fir mujhe awaj nahi di and wo chupraha to maibhi kuch nahi bol pai fir maine phone rakha and then maine 1 SMS kiya usme likhaki agar tum free ho to please muje 1 bar call karo mera sms padkar bhi usne mujhe na SMS kiya and na call kiya maine to use ye bolne ke liyecall kiya tha ki gharme meri shadi ke liye sonch rahe hain ye bolne ke liye maine call kiya tha lekin usne kuch nahi kaha to maine phone rakha diya, 

Maito sirf usi se pyaar kati hun sacha pyaar karti hun and karti rahungi to use chodke kbhi bhi maine dusre ladke ke bare me nahi sonch sakti mai use chod kar kisi dusare ladke se shadi kaise karun jab ki mere liye wohi meri Zindgi hai, mai uske bagair kisi dusre ke saath Zindagi bitana 1 pal ke liye bhi nahi sonch sakti wo to meri zindgi, meri sanse, mere jineki waja hai use chodke mai kaise kisi dusre ladke se shadi karun lekin mere papa mummy meri shadi ke liye soch rahe hain aise me mai kya karun please aap sab log dua kijiye ki mujhe mera sacha pyaar mile 

Please meri Story padiye and mujhe bataiye ki aise me mai kya karun mujhe kuch nahi samaj raha plzzzzzzz meri madat kijiye shayad aap logonse meri help ho jaye mere Stori ko samaj kar mere liye comments me kuch to salah likhiye plzzz and dua kijiye ki MERA SACHA PYAAR MUJHE MIL JAYE,and Sorry mai mera and mere boy friend ka Name nahi bata skti kyunki meri majburi hai Name nahi batane ke liye sorry lekin aap sab log meri Help kijiye please.







23 comments:

Anonymous said...

Are yar be practical Jo bhi baat he direct usse pucho our usse kaho ki ghar mein bhi baatayein ager essa nahin ho ra ha he to us ko family se kaho ok

Anonymous said...

khushi ji ...mein bus yahe kehna chahte hu k muhabat koe cheez nahe jisko ap pana chahen,jis muhabat main paanay ke khuwahish ho woh muhabat nahe aadat hai,qurbani (sacrifice) he muhabat ka doosra naam hai,par kabe apne parents k against mat jayega plz its a request

Anonymous said...

Khusi ji aapne himmat dikhayi aur apni mummy se baat ki lekin agar wo thodi v himmat v nhi juta pa rha h to wo apka sacha pyar kaise h
jo aaj apka sath dene k liye thoda bhi dar nhi nikal pa rha h wo zindgi kaise bitayega
apka sacha sathi wohi hoga jise apke mummy aur papa chun rhe h

Anonymous said...

khushi aapki story padhi kafi sad h bt ye aap bhi janti hai ki wo dar raha h n wo aapke buaji ka beta yani aapka bhai h..so wo apne papa se baat nahi kar raha h..muskil h bt aap use bhul jaye to hi better hoga....soryy agar mera comment bura lage to byeeee................

Unknown said...

Yes i think wo apse sacha pyar nahi karta..ya fir uske pas himmat nahi h ghar me batane ke..Ek bar fir use kaho agar wo na kare to Ap apne parants ki bat mano..Sorry agar bura laga ho

Unknown said...

Me sache dil se dua karta hu ki aapko aapka pyar mil jaye.

Mahesh said...

Apni story same hain par meri bua ki ladki hain wo jisse mein pyar karta hu aur durki bua lagti hai aur wo mujhe pyar karti hai ya nahi ye mein nahi jaanta,mein 20 saal ka hu aur wo 18 saal ki hain,hum saal do saal me ek baar milte hain wo saara waqt mere saath bitati hai jab ham milte hai tab,mein puri life bas ussi se pyar karta rahunga

Mahesh said...

Frnds help me ki kaise pata karu vo mujhe pyar karti hai ya nahi

Anonymous said...

M ap ko jo salah de rhu dil se de rha h. mujhe lgta h ki v nrvas ho gya h because ap k mom se bat karne k bad use action lena chahiye tha but v to n bat kiya mpni mom se and never u. Ap action pahle mat lena .agar v ap se true love karta hoga to jaldi hi ap se bat karega or apne parents se bat karega. agar v action nahi leta. to ap ko apne parents ki bat many chahiye. because only one partion ke true love se cuple ka love true nhi ho sakta. @BEAT OF LUCK@kucch bura laga ho to so sorryyyyy.-by AKASH GUPTA(VARANASI)

Anonymous said...

me 1st time comments de rhi hu.. And mujhe apki story true lgi.. Me abhi tak apni life me kisi ko nhi chati but mujhe ehsas h kisi k pas hone ka or dur jane. khete h na bo to pyar me andhe h jab use apki koi fikr nhi h to ap kyu nhi smjh rhi, or pyar manga nhi jata kab tak jhukogi uske age. Plz apni life me aage bdiye. Apne parents k liye

Datta orf arya9158700541 said...

First of all sorry dear..for my comments bcause i think o apse utna pyar nahi karta ki jitne dilo jaan se tum use chahti ho..kyun ki pyar ke barein mein jyada to nahi janta magar itna to such hain ki sacche pyar ko chupaya nahi jata..but our mummy papa is always right for us..shadi usse mat karo jinse aap pyar karti ho shadi unse karo jo apse pyar karta ho..if i hurt u then im really really sorry from my bottom of heeart..wish u all the best for ur future life..

Anonymous said...

I m sorry......... I read u r story and i think its true.......... but i dont think that u he is loves u true.... Q ki maine khud pyaar kiya hai aur main itna keh sakati hoo ki agar pyaar saccha ho to aap uske bina nahi reh sakti Ap plz ek baar usse baat karo agar wo koi response nahi de raha to ap apne parents ki bat sunkar apni life me age badho.......N best of luck 4 u r future life aur Parents kahi galat nahi sochte....... So think abt it...... And I am really sorry from d bottom of my heart........

Anshika said...

Dekho khushi wo ladka apse pyar nahi karta jaha tak maine apki story read ki hai agar wo apse pyar karta hota to apse dur jaane ke baad bhi apse baat karta na ki 6 month ya 1 year tak apse baat kiye bina rehta or mai to ye soch rahi hu aap bhi kaise rahi usse baat kiye bina jisse aap itna pyar karti hai mai such batau agar mai apke place par hoti to shayd mai nahi reh pati aise or ha aap us ladke ko chodo or apne parents ka kehna mano kyuki agar usko apse shadi karni hoti to wo kab ka kar leta or apko kya pata wo waha kya karta hai kya nahi kabhi apko usne bataya ya apni baat share ki apse ki wo kya karta hai orstarting mai to uski cl ayi bt baad mai to sirf aap hi ne ki or last time kya hua apse na baat ki na msg ka rply kiya or waise bhi jisse hum pyar karte hai wo jaruri thodi na hai ki hamari usse shadi bhi ho.
Aap apni life settle kar lo jisse apki mummy shadi karaye thik hai khushi ji or sorry apko kuch bura lage meri baat ka kyuki love is secrifice that is true.

Anonymous said...

hiii. jab tak tumhe pata nahi chalenga k tumhare patnar k dil me kya hai tak tum kuch nahi kr sakti. accha honga k tum usase ek bar khulake baat clear kr lo. or ab to tumhari mummy b tumhare sath hai to daro mat us se bat kr lo. ya fir apni mumy ko bolo ke wo uske ghar walo se baat kare agr uski himmat nahi ho rahi hogi to.

Sanchita said...

1stly ap bura mt manna agr vo apke bua ka ladka h to vo apka bhai hua bt hr ksi m shyd nhi mnte.. Or ye jo lv h vo kia nhi jata bs ho jata h apne apni trf s to puri koshish ki na ap agn use cl kro nidar hokar n pucho ki 'agr tm mjse lv krte ho to ghr m bat kro agr tm kch nhi krge to mre ghr wle mri shdi kahi or kr dnge'.. Vo agr apne papa s nhi bol skta to apni mom s to bol skta h na jse apne bla h, usse khul k bat kro yr agr vo fr b kch na kre to smjh lo vo apse lv nhi krta n apke lyk nhi or apne prnts ki suno n plz kbi b apne prnts k agnts mt jana vrna apke pure lyf ki bnd baj jaygi.. Bt ha jo b krna thande dmg s sch kr hi krna n agr vo apse lv krta h to apka pyr succes jrur hga m god s pry krngi n god allwys wd u bst of luck n age kch b ho to plz hme jrur btana by..

Anonymous said...

yaa its true agar wo apki bua ka ldka h toh wo apka bhai hua phir bhi aap usse pyar krti h toh usse baat karne ki koshish karo
Bst of luck...

Anonymous said...

Sis.....ap se vo pyar krta he..yar..lekin hum ladke apne mata pita se darte he...ji..aur..ha...agar vo bat na kar paye apne mata pita se to apke parents ko bolo...uske matapitya ko bole......aek bat hamesha yad rakho....1/BAT KARNE SE HI BAT BANATI HE....2/AP APNE DIL KI SUNE.......me bahut bolna chhata hu sis.....ap muje apna bro..man lena ji.......usse force...karo...yahi taraika..he..vrna....dusre lovers ki tarah jyada rona dhona padega......time nikal raha he..ji....plzzz...mene apko sis..mana he...me apko bro..ke nate.help karuga......my facebook id.......rdpipaliya02@rediffmail.com

Anonymous said...

Aap us s ek bar miliye or saf saf puchiye agr vo shadi krna chahta h to aap dono sath m uske prnts s baat krne jaiye apke sath hone s usko himt b milegi gudluck

Aryan Bakoliya said...

frnd...aap usse pyar karte ho to sidha bol do kuch to reply hoga hi ..aisa na ho ki aap kuch bol na pao aur bahut der ho jaye ..fir sochte raho ki kash!...main pehle bol deta

Anonymous said...

shayad uski koi majbuuri hogi aap apne papa our mummy ke sath bat karke uske mata pita se baat karlo lekin us se pehele ek bar apne dost se baat karlo

Anonymous said...

Apki story read krte 2 mere ankho me ansu aa gaye.me samjh sakta hu apki felings.ap bhut pyar krti ho.kyki mene kisi se sacha pyar kiya tha.same apki jase meri b problem ti.wo meri pados me sal me ek bar ati.phir dekhne lage pyar ho gaya.pir shadi ka fasla kiya.pr meri b himat ni hoti ti.papa se kane ki.me mahino tk talta raha.pir usne mujhe himat di.hum dono ne ghrwalo se bat ki pr ghrwalo ne mana kr diya.hum dono ne apne ghr me bhut ladi ki.yaha tk mene kbi papa se uchi awaj me bat ni ki.pr mere pyar ne himmat di fir bat ki.to mujbur hoke ghrwalo ko manna pda pr ye shrt rakhi gi ki ladka agr 2 sal me job pa leta h.to me apni beti ki shadi kr dungi.aj me job ki tyari kr raha hu.khushi me apse yahi kahna cahta hu.ap usko himmat de.us se puche ki kya problem h.agr pyar sacha krta hoga to wo bat krega.kyki kafi time bit gaya h.usne bat ni ki.ap apne ghrwalo kahna man lijye.mujhe pata h kisi ko bhool pana asan ni h.pr waqt har ghav ko bhr deta h.meri dil se yahi dua h ki apko apka pyar mil jaye.rohit

Unknown said...

hmmmmmmm

Unknown said...

hmmmmmmm

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