helloooo
mai shona mai aj apko ek story batane ja rahe hunnnn
its true....
27_ jan ki bat hai jab maine classess join kiya tha wahan usne mje paheli baar dekha aur dekhte he use mere se love at first site ho gaya tha..... unka name hunny tha wo mje computer sikhate the fir hum roz claass pe milte the masti mazak normally tha sub kuch.......frnds k jaise bn gaye the.
phir din bite kuch alag he ho rha tha sub………..mje samaj nahe aaraha tha k mai un ke taraf ku attract ho rahe hun mje phle kabhi kisi k liye aisa nahe hua mere life me bhot logo ne mje prpose kiya hoga par mai kbi aisa feel nahe kiya jaise ab kiya hai…
…… aur wo bhi samaj nahe pa rahe the shayad k ye sab kya ho raha hai……..
mai apna kaam karti the aur wo mje dekhate he rahete the mai kisi aur se baat karu to b wo mje dekhat rhete unse mai bhot kam bat kiya karti the wo khud baat karte to krti the nhe to nhe.....
mai unse baat na karu to bhi wo mjse apne aap bat kiya krte the.... wo jo bhi mere se baat krta tha wo mai pura din yaad karti the har waqt mje wahe baate yaad ati the aur mai smile karti the…..mere frnds mere smile ka reason puchti the aur mai unhe kahte kuch yaad aa gaya…. Aur kya bolti unko……
.... wo jis din baat nahe karte the to mai sochti the k ku baat nahe karte wo mjse kab karege baat...... itni himmat bhi nahe hoti the k unse bat karu……….
pata nahe ku..... mere sath aisa phle kbi nahe hua tha maine kbi kisi k bare me itna nahe socha tha kbi aise feeling bhi nahe aai the kbi kisi k liye nahe......
fir wo ek din nahe aaye maine unka wait kiya k ab ayege aur mere se baat karege.... bar bar bahar dekh rahe the……… par wo us din nahe aaye ...... maine us din itna miss kiya unko...... aur us din mere frnd janvi bhi nhe ai the par maine use miss nahe kiya zara sa bhi nahe… par unko kiya…… us din mje ehesas hua k i m in love…. with her.....
par maine unse kuch nhe kha.......
mje man he man aisa lagta tha k wo mere se love karte hai aur wo baat sahe the unhone mje kuch b nhe bataya tha apne feelings k liye aur na maine……
unhe b nahe pata tha k mje unki feeling k liy pata haiiiiiii
.... mai unke bina kahe he samaj gai the...... mai unse kahena chahti the k aap jaise soch rahe ho wo namumkin haiii plz apne dil ko samjaooo......par mere me himat nahe hui
par kaise kaheti unka dil tut jata..... mai chup rahe unse kuch nahe kaha........
fir kuch din bad maine unse kaha k ap jaise soch rahe hai waisa possible nahe,,,, plz app aisa mat sochiye i m very very sorry....
unhone mje kaha i m very very sorry mje aisa nahe sochna chiye tha apke liye apko bura lga ho to sorry... maine kaha I m sorry mje apko bhot phle he khaena chaiye tha par mai nahe khe pai………
wo bhot upset ho gaye the mai unka upset face nahe dekh pai……
mai unko upset nahe dekh sakti the……
mai ghar a gai mje kuch acha nahe lag raha tha...... fir unka msg aaya k ye ku possible nahe haiiii......
maine kaha k mere family wale allow nahe karenege unhone kaha aap unhe mana to sakte ho na maine kaha….
nahe wo mere baat kbi nahe sunenge.... wo nahe manenge..... unhone kaha okkkk
mai unse love karti thi par apni family k liye apni feeling unse nah kahe.....
usk bad nxt day sunday tha humko chutti hoti the march month tha..... fir shaam ko maine unhe msg bheja....
\" upar s gussa dil se pyaar karte ho nazre churate ho dil bekarar karte ho
tum laakh chupao duniya se mje sab pata hai tum har roz mere sms ka intzar kart ho.....
unka rply aaya mai to har waqt apk sms ka wait karta hu.....
maine pucha why.....
unhone kaha mai apko btaunga to aap mere se kbhi baat nahe karoge....
maine kaha phle btao to sahe bad ki baat bad me dekhnge
unka msg aaya........
kyonki mai aapse bhot pyaar karta hun........... wo time pe mere face pe ek alag h smile aai the.....maine une do min rply he nahe diya.... fir unka msg aaya...... kya hua........
maine kaha k mai ache ladki nahe hun jo apko mere se love haiiiiiii
unhone kaha ap mere liye to bahot ache ho na..........
maine kaha..... kal maine aapka itna dil dukhaya fir b apko mai ache lagti hun.......
unhone kha.... k apke family wale nahe manenge to usme apki thodi na galti haiiiii mere jaan.....aj bhi mj unke hare k msg ki har line yaad haiiii…..
mere pas ek lafz nahe tha unse kuch khne ko kya khti...........
unse pucha maine.... hmmm apko mere se phle kitni baar love hua hai.......... aur unhone rply diya ek bar khali...3 saal phle wo b just liking the.... to main kha use bataya ku nahe apne .... unhone kaha dar lagta tha.....
to maine kaha k ab bata do na use love karte ho to….
…. fir unhone kaha k uski engegment ho gai hai….
To maine kaha fir bhi agar aa gai aapke samne to aap ko to wo yaad aa jaege na…aap love jo karte ho use...... wo aapka love hai mai nahe hun
wo bole nahe aap he ho mai apse bhot pyaar karta hun use bhi zyyada.....aur mai aapke bina nahe rahe sakta…..
fir kya khti mai……
byeee bol diya maine......
fir next day monday tha hum mile baat hue normally just........
par mai kbi unke taraf dekh kar baat nahe kr pati the unki eyes me nahe dekh pati the ek ajeeb si kashish the unki eyes me
fir baat karte karte mje khud b pata nahe chala k maine kab unhe kab han bol diya
kuch b nahe pata chala.... fir mera course cmplt ho gaya fir hum log msg pe baat kiya karte the......... unke msg ki hr baat mje aaj bhi yaad hai….. everything
mere har subha unke gm janu bolkar wish karne se hoti the wo har roz mje aise he wish kiya karta the.....
sub ek khubsurat sapne jaisa lagta tha..... mai bhot khush the..... shayd ise phle mai kbi itna khush nahe the par khushi ko nazar lag jati haiiii…. Aur sapna tutte der nahe lagti….. ye maine socha he nahe tha…….
waise to unhone mje bhot bar i love u kaha par maine abi tak nahe kaha tha.... fir 27 march ko maine unko 1st time i love u bola tha wo bhot haappy ho gye the......
hum dono bhot khush the apni life me..... mje dar bhi tha k mere ghar me pata na chal jaye is liye unko baar baar khete the k aap mje chod do jb 1st time unke sath ghumne gai the 6 april ko tab bhi unko bola tha k aap mje chod do aur us din maine unki eyes m 1st tim ters dekhe the mere liye….
mje pata tha k mai nahe rhe paunge par fir bhi kheti the k mje chod do kuki mje lagta tha k age jake unko mje chodna padega abi chod denge to takleef nahe hoge baad me…..
par unhone nahe mana hamesha yahe kahete k jo hoga dekha jayega par mai apko nahe chodunga mai nahe rahe paunga apke bina………..
mai apni mom se har baat share karti the mai unhe ye baat batana chahti unko kisi aur se pata chale use phle mai batana chahti the
maine unse kaha k mai mom ko apke liye bata dun.... unhone kaha nahe.... aap mar khaoge ghar pe ..... aap ble mere se baat mat karo mje chod do par mom ko mat bolo mai unhe nahe chod sakti the unhone mje kasam de di k mat bolna...
mai chup rahe kuch nahe kha...
par maine mummy ko kaha hunny ko kisi se love hai par pata nahe koun hai wo..... mje wo bataynge kuch dino baad k koun hai wo.........
fir ek din mere mummy ne unka gm ka msg pad liya....... usme gm mere jaan likha tha mom ne wo time to mje kuch nahe kaha.... fir next day unhone pucha k tera relation hai kya hunuy se maine saaf mana kar diya to mom ne kaha k fir uska aisa msg ku aaya tha to maine kaha k mom maine aap ko us din kaha tha na k wo kisi se love karta hai to wo mai hun..... mai uske dil ko to nahe rok sakti na.... mom ne kaha k tune use han bola hai maine kaha nahe maine unko na bola hai kuki mje pata hai k aapko aur papa ko ye sab pasand nahe …. Ye baat khete he mere ankhom tears aye unke liye……
mom ne mere se pucha tere man me kya hai maine kaha k mai use pasand karti hun.......fir mummy ne kuch nahe kaha.........
maine unhe bataya k ye baat hui hai ghar pe to unhone kaha k aapki mom ko pata hai to aap bolo na k rishta karwae hamara.... maine kaha try karunge......... fir ek din maine kaha unse k unka phone aaya tha mere rishte k liye.... wo bol rahe hai k apki mom ko pata chal gaya hai to wo kya khti hai k karwayenge hamri marrige.......... mom ne bola schunge.....
next day mom ne unse baat ki k kaha rhte ho kitni sis haiiii alll that..... unki kundli mangwai .....
hum bhot khush the..... par 25% tention bhi tha kuki papa manenge ya nahe ye pata nahe tha abhi.... mom ne kundkiyan milwai par bad luck wo nahe mili..... char baar milwai alag alag jagha se fir nahe mili.........
wo b soch me pad gai k kundliyan dekhu ya mere icha....
unhone mana kar diya k kundliyan nahe mil rahe maharaj bhi bol raha hai k ye rishta mat karna....... humne baat karna he band kr diya par bhot mushkil tha wo har pal..... hum bina baat kiye rahe he nahe sakte the week me 1 baar to ek dusre ka chahera dekhte hi the par ab to humne sub band kar diya tha
fir mom ne masi se baat ki to masi ne kaha k wachan nikalwate haiiii usme haan aaya k ye rishta karo ble
humne fir baat krna start kiya
mere mom happy ho gai..... ab baat aai the mere papa pe mom ne unhe bataya to unhone bhi kaha sochu 1, 2, din baad batunga..... mom ne hunny ko kaha k aap apne ghar pe puri baat batao abi time a gaya hai batane ka to unhone bataya unke gharwale ready the har baat k liye khali mere papa k han bolne ki zarurat the..... bus unka wait tha...... subk laga tha k wo han bol denge par ......
unhone mana kar diya bole mje nahe karni hai ladka sahe nahe.... exectra par wo bhot acha tha koi b kami nahe the usme......par papa sune ko taiyar nahe the mom ne fir unse baat ki par wo nahe mane ulta khane lage k shona ko karni ho to bhaag k karle jake mai nahe karwaunga............
ab kya kare wo zid par the k nahe karwaunga fir ek din
maine bhot himat juta kr unse kaha par mai bhot darti the apne papa se apni baat puri nahe kahe pai.... fir maine ek letter me sub kuch unhe likh k diya par wo nahe mane
ab kya kare kaise manaye unhe fir unhone apne frnd ko bheja papa se baat karne k liye par wo nhe mane unke frnd ki bhi bhot insult ki........ sub khatam ho gaya unki finally na ho gai..................
story was end 27_jan se start hui kahani 2 oct ko khatam ho gai
mai unse last 30sep ko mili the mobile lene gai the tb aj unse mile hue 53 days 20 ghante ho gaye hai…. Hum nahe mile………. Jo log week me ek baar ek dusre ko bina dekhe rahe nahe pate the wo kaise rhte honge…….aj bhi jab mai walk pe jati hun to aisa sochti hun wo ja rahe ho classes pe to shayad kbi unko dekh pau…..par ab tak kismet n sath nahe diya….
Maine to unke bina puche net se unka pic bhi download kiya tha
aj bhi hai wo mere pas……
Hamare life me itna sub hone k bad unhne kya feel kiya wo mje nahe pata par jitna mai unhe janti hun wo rhe to nahe pa rahe honge par kisi se kuch nahe kahnge apna dukh kbi kisiko jaher nahe karte bahar se ble he smile karte honge par dil se nahe.
unko bhi mere baate yaad ati honge jaise mje aati haiiiii……
aur unko bolo na k aap ko heart hua hai aap nahe rahe pa rahe ho na
To kahenge nahe aisa kuch nahe I m happy mai upset nahe hun mai ku hone laga…….
Mai ache se janti hun unhe kbi kisi se nahe kahenge….mjse kbi bat karne ki icha hoge na to bhi bhot sochenge k karu k nahe
phle ki baat aur the ab wo sochte honge…..
mai bhi nahe rahe pa rahe the bilkul nahe…. mai bimar bhi ho gai the wo bhi achanak se…..shayad unk yaad me unse baat na karne ki wajah se…..
aur ek song yaad aa raha tha..wo time
“munjo daaru dawa tunjo deedar aa
dekharan hakeeman khe bekar aaa”
humne baat karna bilkul band kr diya tha….. par mai nahe rahe sakti the to maine fb se baat ki unse par unko acha nahe lagta tha k mai aur logo se bhi baat karu wo nahe dekh pate the….. unhne ek din mje bola k aap fb use karte ho mje acha nahe lagta mje wari kounsa acha lagta tha mai to khali uns baat karne ke liye karti thi use par aur logo se bhi baat karti the mje unki baat ka zara bhi bura nahe laga mai happy ho gai k aj bhi unko mere fikra hai aj bhi ble humara khali naam k liye relation nahe hai par dil se hamara aj bhi conection hai…… par mje is baat ka bhot dukh hua k maine aj unka trust hamesha k liye kho diya ab kbi wo mere pe trust nahe karenge next day mera exam tha mai pad na saki mai puri raat nahe so paai mje baar baar yahe baat dimag me aa rah the k maine unka trust tod diya aur rona aa raha tha aj bhi mje yahe baat dimag me aati hai k maine unka trust tod diya aur kbi kbi koi paas nahe hota to mai ro b padti hun…..
agar mai kbi aise he baithe rahu aur koi pyaar se aake mere sar pe hath rakhe to mai shayad wahin ro padu khud ko sambal na pau I m feeling very alone……shayad mera naseeb he aisa hai sbke bich hote hue bhi mai hamesha akeli hote hun…. But its ok adat si ho gai haiii ab to….
unke bolne k baad main baat karna kam kar diya khali unse baat kiya karti the par wo b bhot buzzy rhte the to din me ek do bar he baat ho pati the wo bhi khali yahe bolte the hum
ap batao
nahe aap bolo
ise bhi dil ko khushi milti the…….aur baaki time maine novel panda start kiya aur use he inspire hoke main ye apni kahani likhi haii…..…….. humare bich kabhi aisa nahe hua ek just fb ki wajah se unka trust chala gaya par galti mere he haiii…..
Mje unse koi shikayat nahe ek hi sawal hai god se k agar wo mere naseeb me nahe the to hume ku milwaya ku love hua unse….. wo kismet me the hi nahe to ku aisa kiya god ne....kbi kbi lagta hai k wo shayad test le rahe hai mera par wo khali ek baar khde k wo mje milenge to ek kya 100 test de dun mai unke liye……… par wo kuch nahe khte……….bhagwan bolte ku nahe
God ne sub khud karwaya aur ab khud chup baithe hai…….. shayad w bhi soch me pad gaye haiii………
Special note from me: mje yakeen hai k jo bhi koi ise padega use ye pagalpan lagega……..
Writed by
Shona
TERE MERE MERE TERE
PREM KHANI HAI MUSHKIL…………
DO LAFZO ME YE BAYAN NA HO PAYE
mai shona mai aj apko ek story batane ja rahe hunnnn
its true....
27_ jan ki bat hai jab maine classess join kiya tha wahan usne mje paheli baar dekha aur dekhte he use mere se love at first site ho gaya tha..... unka name hunny tha wo mje computer sikhate the fir hum roz claass pe milte the masti mazak normally tha sub kuch.......frnds k jaise bn gaye the.
phir din bite kuch alag he ho rha tha sub………..mje samaj nahe aaraha tha k mai un ke taraf ku attract ho rahe hun mje phle kabhi kisi k liye aisa nahe hua mere life me bhot logo ne mje prpose kiya hoga par mai kbi aisa feel nahe kiya jaise ab kiya hai…
…… aur wo bhi samaj nahe pa rahe the shayad k ye sab kya ho raha hai……..
mai apna kaam karti the aur wo mje dekhate he rahete the mai kisi aur se baat karu to b wo mje dekhat rhete unse mai bhot kam bat kiya karti the wo khud baat karte to krti the nhe to nhe.....
mai unse baat na karu to bhi wo mjse apne aap bat kiya krte the.... wo jo bhi mere se baat krta tha wo mai pura din yaad karti the har waqt mje wahe baate yaad ati the aur mai smile karti the…..mere frnds mere smile ka reason puchti the aur mai unhe kahte kuch yaad aa gaya…. Aur kya bolti unko……
.... wo jis din baat nahe karte the to mai sochti the k ku baat nahe karte wo mjse kab karege baat...... itni himmat bhi nahe hoti the k unse bat karu……….
pata nahe ku..... mere sath aisa phle kbi nahe hua tha maine kbi kisi k bare me itna nahe socha tha kbi aise feeling bhi nahe aai the kbi kisi k liye nahe......
fir wo ek din nahe aaye maine unka wait kiya k ab ayege aur mere se baat karege.... bar bar bahar dekh rahe the……… par wo us din nahe aaye ...... maine us din itna miss kiya unko...... aur us din mere frnd janvi bhi nhe ai the par maine use miss nahe kiya zara sa bhi nahe… par unko kiya…… us din mje ehesas hua k i m in love…. with her.....
par maine unse kuch nhe kha.......
mje man he man aisa lagta tha k wo mere se love karte hai aur wo baat sahe the unhone mje kuch b nhe bataya tha apne feelings k liye aur na maine……
unhe b nahe pata tha k mje unki feeling k liy pata haiiiiiii
.... mai unke bina kahe he samaj gai the...... mai unse kahena chahti the k aap jaise soch rahe ho wo namumkin haiii plz apne dil ko samjaooo......par mere me himat nahe hui
par kaise kaheti unka dil tut jata..... mai chup rahe unse kuch nahe kaha........
fir kuch din bad maine unse kaha k ap jaise soch rahe hai waisa possible nahe,,,, plz app aisa mat sochiye i m very very sorry....
unhone mje kaha i m very very sorry mje aisa nahe sochna chiye tha apke liye apko bura lga ho to sorry... maine kaha I m sorry mje apko bhot phle he khaena chaiye tha par mai nahe khe pai………
wo bhot upset ho gaye the mai unka upset face nahe dekh pai……
mai unko upset nahe dekh sakti the……
mai ghar a gai mje kuch acha nahe lag raha tha...... fir unka msg aaya k ye ku possible nahe haiiii......
maine kaha k mere family wale allow nahe karenege unhone kaha aap unhe mana to sakte ho na maine kaha….
nahe wo mere baat kbi nahe sunenge.... wo nahe manenge..... unhone kaha okkkk
mai unse love karti thi par apni family k liye apni feeling unse nah kahe.....
usk bad nxt day sunday tha humko chutti hoti the march month tha..... fir shaam ko maine unhe msg bheja....
\" upar s gussa dil se pyaar karte ho nazre churate ho dil bekarar karte ho
tum laakh chupao duniya se mje sab pata hai tum har roz mere sms ka intzar kart ho.....
unka rply aaya mai to har waqt apk sms ka wait karta hu.....
maine pucha why.....
unhone kaha mai apko btaunga to aap mere se kbhi baat nahe karoge....
maine kaha phle btao to sahe bad ki baat bad me dekhnge
unka msg aaya........
kyonki mai aapse bhot pyaar karta hun........... wo time pe mere face pe ek alag h smile aai the.....maine une do min rply he nahe diya.... fir unka msg aaya...... kya hua........
maine kaha k mai ache ladki nahe hun jo apko mere se love haiiiiiii
unhone kaha ap mere liye to bahot ache ho na..........
maine kaha..... kal maine aapka itna dil dukhaya fir b apko mai ache lagti hun.......
unhone kha.... k apke family wale nahe manenge to usme apki thodi na galti haiiiii mere jaan.....aj bhi mj unke hare k msg ki har line yaad haiiii…..
mere pas ek lafz nahe tha unse kuch khne ko kya khti...........
unse pucha maine.... hmmm apko mere se phle kitni baar love hua hai.......... aur unhone rply diya ek bar khali...3 saal phle wo b just liking the.... to main kha use bataya ku nahe apne .... unhone kaha dar lagta tha.....
to maine kaha k ab bata do na use love karte ho to….
…. fir unhone kaha k uski engegment ho gai hai….
To maine kaha fir bhi agar aa gai aapke samne to aap ko to wo yaad aa jaege na…aap love jo karte ho use...... wo aapka love hai mai nahe hun
wo bole nahe aap he ho mai apse bhot pyaar karta hun use bhi zyyada.....aur mai aapke bina nahe rahe sakta…..
fir kya khti mai……
byeee bol diya maine......
fir next day monday tha hum mile baat hue normally just........
par mai kbi unke taraf dekh kar baat nahe kr pati the unki eyes me nahe dekh pati the ek ajeeb si kashish the unki eyes me
fir baat karte karte mje khud b pata nahe chala k maine kab unhe kab han bol diya
kuch b nahe pata chala.... fir mera course cmplt ho gaya fir hum log msg pe baat kiya karte the......... unke msg ki hr baat mje aaj bhi yaad hai….. everything
mere har subha unke gm janu bolkar wish karne se hoti the wo har roz mje aise he wish kiya karta the.....
sub ek khubsurat sapne jaisa lagta tha..... mai bhot khush the..... shayd ise phle mai kbi itna khush nahe the par khushi ko nazar lag jati haiiii…. Aur sapna tutte der nahe lagti….. ye maine socha he nahe tha…….
waise to unhone mje bhot bar i love u kaha par maine abi tak nahe kaha tha.... fir 27 march ko maine unko 1st time i love u bola tha wo bhot haappy ho gye the......
hum dono bhot khush the apni life me..... mje dar bhi tha k mere ghar me pata na chal jaye is liye unko baar baar khete the k aap mje chod do jb 1st time unke sath ghumne gai the 6 april ko tab bhi unko bola tha k aap mje chod do aur us din maine unki eyes m 1st tim ters dekhe the mere liye….
mje pata tha k mai nahe rhe paunge par fir bhi kheti the k mje chod do kuki mje lagta tha k age jake unko mje chodna padega abi chod denge to takleef nahe hoge baad me…..
par unhone nahe mana hamesha yahe kahete k jo hoga dekha jayega par mai apko nahe chodunga mai nahe rahe paunga apke bina………..
mai apni mom se har baat share karti the mai unhe ye baat batana chahti unko kisi aur se pata chale use phle mai batana chahti the
maine unse kaha k mai mom ko apke liye bata dun.... unhone kaha nahe.... aap mar khaoge ghar pe ..... aap ble mere se baat mat karo mje chod do par mom ko mat bolo mai unhe nahe chod sakti the unhone mje kasam de di k mat bolna...
mai chup rahe kuch nahe kha...
par maine mummy ko kaha hunny ko kisi se love hai par pata nahe koun hai wo..... mje wo bataynge kuch dino baad k koun hai wo.........
fir ek din mere mummy ne unka gm ka msg pad liya....... usme gm mere jaan likha tha mom ne wo time to mje kuch nahe kaha.... fir next day unhone pucha k tera relation hai kya hunuy se maine saaf mana kar diya to mom ne kaha k fir uska aisa msg ku aaya tha to maine kaha k mom maine aap ko us din kaha tha na k wo kisi se love karta hai to wo mai hun..... mai uske dil ko to nahe rok sakti na.... mom ne kaha k tune use han bola hai maine kaha nahe maine unko na bola hai kuki mje pata hai k aapko aur papa ko ye sab pasand nahe …. Ye baat khete he mere ankhom tears aye unke liye……
mom ne mere se pucha tere man me kya hai maine kaha k mai use pasand karti hun.......fir mummy ne kuch nahe kaha.........
maine unhe bataya k ye baat hui hai ghar pe to unhone kaha k aapki mom ko pata hai to aap bolo na k rishta karwae hamara.... maine kaha try karunge......... fir ek din maine kaha unse k unka phone aaya tha mere rishte k liye.... wo bol rahe hai k apki mom ko pata chal gaya hai to wo kya khti hai k karwayenge hamri marrige.......... mom ne bola schunge.....
next day mom ne unse baat ki k kaha rhte ho kitni sis haiiii alll that..... unki kundli mangwai .....
hum bhot khush the..... par 25% tention bhi tha kuki papa manenge ya nahe ye pata nahe tha abhi.... mom ne kundkiyan milwai par bad luck wo nahe mili..... char baar milwai alag alag jagha se fir nahe mili.........
wo b soch me pad gai k kundliyan dekhu ya mere icha....
unhone mana kar diya k kundliyan nahe mil rahe maharaj bhi bol raha hai k ye rishta mat karna....... humne baat karna he band kr diya par bhot mushkil tha wo har pal..... hum bina baat kiye rahe he nahe sakte the week me 1 baar to ek dusre ka chahera dekhte hi the par ab to humne sub band kar diya tha
fir mom ne masi se baat ki to masi ne kaha k wachan nikalwate haiiii usme haan aaya k ye rishta karo ble
humne fir baat krna start kiya
mere mom happy ho gai..... ab baat aai the mere papa pe mom ne unhe bataya to unhone bhi kaha sochu 1, 2, din baad batunga..... mom ne hunny ko kaha k aap apne ghar pe puri baat batao abi time a gaya hai batane ka to unhone bataya unke gharwale ready the har baat k liye khali mere papa k han bolne ki zarurat the..... bus unka wait tha...... subk laga tha k wo han bol denge par ......
unhone mana kar diya bole mje nahe karni hai ladka sahe nahe.... exectra par wo bhot acha tha koi b kami nahe the usme......par papa sune ko taiyar nahe the mom ne fir unse baat ki par wo nahe mane ulta khane lage k shona ko karni ho to bhaag k karle jake mai nahe karwaunga............
ab kya kare wo zid par the k nahe karwaunga fir ek din
maine bhot himat juta kr unse kaha par mai bhot darti the apne papa se apni baat puri nahe kahe pai.... fir maine ek letter me sub kuch unhe likh k diya par wo nahe mane
ab kya kare kaise manaye unhe fir unhone apne frnd ko bheja papa se baat karne k liye par wo nhe mane unke frnd ki bhi bhot insult ki........ sub khatam ho gaya unki finally na ho gai..................
story was end 27_jan se start hui kahani 2 oct ko khatam ho gai
mai unse last 30sep ko mili the mobile lene gai the tb aj unse mile hue 53 days 20 ghante ho gaye hai…. Hum nahe mile………. Jo log week me ek baar ek dusre ko bina dekhe rahe nahe pate the wo kaise rhte honge…….aj bhi jab mai walk pe jati hun to aisa sochti hun wo ja rahe ho classes pe to shayad kbi unko dekh pau…..par ab tak kismet n sath nahe diya….
Maine to unke bina puche net se unka pic bhi download kiya tha
aj bhi hai wo mere pas……
Hamare life me itna sub hone k bad unhne kya feel kiya wo mje nahe pata par jitna mai unhe janti hun wo rhe to nahe pa rahe honge par kisi se kuch nahe kahnge apna dukh kbi kisiko jaher nahe karte bahar se ble he smile karte honge par dil se nahe.
unko bhi mere baate yaad ati honge jaise mje aati haiiiii……
aur unko bolo na k aap ko heart hua hai aap nahe rahe pa rahe ho na
To kahenge nahe aisa kuch nahe I m happy mai upset nahe hun mai ku hone laga…….
Mai ache se janti hun unhe kbi kisi se nahe kahenge….mjse kbi bat karne ki icha hoge na to bhi bhot sochenge k karu k nahe
phle ki baat aur the ab wo sochte honge…..
mai bhi nahe rahe pa rahe the bilkul nahe…. mai bimar bhi ho gai the wo bhi achanak se…..shayad unk yaad me unse baat na karne ki wajah se…..
aur ek song yaad aa raha tha..wo time
“munjo daaru dawa tunjo deedar aa
dekharan hakeeman khe bekar aaa”
humne baat karna bilkul band kr diya tha….. par mai nahe rahe sakti the to maine fb se baat ki unse par unko acha nahe lagta tha k mai aur logo se bhi baat karu wo nahe dekh pate the….. unhne ek din mje bola k aap fb use karte ho mje acha nahe lagta mje wari kounsa acha lagta tha mai to khali uns baat karne ke liye karti thi use par aur logo se bhi baat karti the mje unki baat ka zara bhi bura nahe laga mai happy ho gai k aj bhi unko mere fikra hai aj bhi ble humara khali naam k liye relation nahe hai par dil se hamara aj bhi conection hai…… par mje is baat ka bhot dukh hua k maine aj unka trust hamesha k liye kho diya ab kbi wo mere pe trust nahe karenge next day mera exam tha mai pad na saki mai puri raat nahe so paai mje baar baar yahe baat dimag me aa rah the k maine unka trust tod diya aur rona aa raha tha aj bhi mje yahe baat dimag me aati hai k maine unka trust tod diya aur kbi kbi koi paas nahe hota to mai ro b padti hun…..
agar mai kbi aise he baithe rahu aur koi pyaar se aake mere sar pe hath rakhe to mai shayad wahin ro padu khud ko sambal na pau I m feeling very alone……shayad mera naseeb he aisa hai sbke bich hote hue bhi mai hamesha akeli hote hun…. But its ok adat si ho gai haiii ab to….
unke bolne k baad main baat karna kam kar diya khali unse baat kiya karti the par wo b bhot buzzy rhte the to din me ek do bar he baat ho pati the wo bhi khali yahe bolte the hum
ap batao
nahe aap bolo
ise bhi dil ko khushi milti the…….aur baaki time maine novel panda start kiya aur use he inspire hoke main ye apni kahani likhi haii…..…….. humare bich kabhi aisa nahe hua ek just fb ki wajah se unka trust chala gaya par galti mere he haiii…..
Mje unse koi shikayat nahe ek hi sawal hai god se k agar wo mere naseeb me nahe the to hume ku milwaya ku love hua unse….. wo kismet me the hi nahe to ku aisa kiya god ne....kbi kbi lagta hai k wo shayad test le rahe hai mera par wo khali ek baar khde k wo mje milenge to ek kya 100 test de dun mai unke liye……… par wo kuch nahe khte……….bhagwan bolte ku nahe
God ne sub khud karwaya aur ab khud chup baithe hai…….. shayad w bhi soch me pad gaye haiii………
Special note from me: mje yakeen hai k jo bhi koi ise padega use ye pagalpan lagega……..
Writed by
Shona
TERE MERE MERE TERE
PREM KHANI HAI MUSHKIL…………
DO LAFZO ME YE BAYAN NA HO PAYE
19 comments:
shona ji aapki story padhi kafe khushi hui ki aaj bhi log itna pyar krte h very good.sabki kismat aisi nahi hoti mujhe meri gf. ne dhokha diya...bt aapke liye yehi kahunga ki apne parents ke khilaf kabhi mt jana kuki parents jo bhi krenge usme aapki bhalai hi hogi okkkk so take care yourself god bless u byeeeee........agar mujhe apni dosti ke kabil samjhe to mujhe add kre fb pe mylifebreakingdown@gmail.com pe profile name nishant tyagi. byeeee.............
very nice...love story
yadon ko bas woh yaad hai
khawabo me uska hi khawab hai
na jagta hu na sota hu
raton ko uth-uth k rota hu
aankho me barsaat hai
jo chala gaya muje chod k
woh aaj b dil k paas hai....
my facebook id-aryanbakoliya@yahoo.com
shona ji aap ki tarah bas thodi se alag meri b love story kuchh aisi h main chahungi ki mujhe fb p add kare aapse baat karni h ek bar . I m girl my cast is jain terapanthi n my email id is jainangel49@gmail.com i will wait for ur rply
lov u beta.
shona ji mene aapki story padi mujhe bhot khushi hui bt thoda rona b aaya bcoz jo aapke sath hua wo mere sath b hua tha me jisse pyar krta tha wo kisi or se pyar krti thi mene use meri dil ki bat kah b di thi nd usne haan b bol diya jaisa aap honey ji ko bolte the wo b mujhe bolti thi ki chod domjhe pr me uski hr bat ko ignore krta th t usne mujhe chod diya usne mujhe dhoka diya tha koi bat jo hua accha hua mujhe sabk to mila ki kabhi true love nhi krna chahiye or aapki story bhot hi nice h.,me b chahta hoon ki aap mujhe fb pr add kre .. It's my fb address
m.facebook.com/profile.php?v=info&refid=17
and my email address
ayushujjain143@gmail.com
realy yarr your love story made me cry ...........but remember true love hapens only 1 time in life if it hapens again its not true love its just that the other person is filling the place of your true love ............i am a girl and every girl has a fear to say love u to a person bt we say leave me plz because we have fear or our parents this happens wid me also but i am still in a relation i should give u a advice that if u love him than be in a relation again dear plz ........if he wants than b in a relation again i am in 9th class i m in a relation with a boy of 11 class my mother know this my sister is in my bf class so she told my mother my mom beats me very badly scolding me but love hapns only 1nce a life do everything which u cn do for evryone plz be in a relation again ...................my story is also like u realy ..............mjha mra bf ki bhot yad ati ha abhi holidays ha uska mra schol rhta ha vo 11 me ha to abhi uska result nai aya ha to vo schol nai ata i m crying 3 hours daly for him .u r crying bcz u cnt leav him ok but my parents also will nt alow me to marry him but promise ur bf that i will not marry any1 if i will not marry u atleast bee in relation forever dear plz be my frnd in fcbk my email id nan.singh45@gmail.com ok bye me nancy singh from jbp
Shona ji apki lov story pdhne k bd mai bht upset ho gya...
Ap ek true lover ho aap ko apka lov jrur milega....
Bi,
God Bless You....
very nice it your story////
muje bahut khushi hua ae aapki story padke very interesting hai aapki story.....
byyy..ok....akki maisuriya
my email id
krunal maisuriya@yahoo.com
first of al i wanna say that i lke ur name very much
bcoz my gf name was also shona....m
i read ur story
it was an heart touching story
and it is a little bit differnt frm my story
i am a student of film production
i wanna amake a short film on ur story....
so can u give me a permission to use your story in an audio visual form....
pllzzz shona ji.......
plzz cntact me on
facebook
my fb address is-sumitshrivastava190@gmail.com
and no. is
8982302527
plz contact me only one time
plz :)
hii shona tumhari story bahut dukhi karne wali hai... me to ye bolugi ki tum apna pyar pura karo.. usse marrige kar lo ghar wale jarura man jayege... jao usse shadi kar lo...... mujhe mail karke batana......
my mail id
aartibajajbsp@yahoo.com
shona aapne thik kiya jo apne papa ki baat man li unhone aap ke baare kuch acha hi shocha hoga aur waise bahi love story chalti hi kitni hn sab shdi ke baad floup ho jati hn...
Har Shaks Hume Zindagi
jeene k tareeke btata
hai.... Ab Unhe kon
samzhaye k... ek Khwab
Adhoora hai… fb.com/joshibarnala
Nahni yaar tumhe aisa kyun lagta hai ki jo bhi yeh story Padhega use yeh pagalpan lagega,Yeh story nahni ek haqiqat hai,aur yeh haqiqat mujhe toh bhut bhut acha laga meri love story bhi kafi kuch aap ki tarah hai.Kya kare apna apna naseeb hai,Bhagwaan jo bhi karte hai hamare bhale ke liye,I know that you loves him a lot,But Kya kare kismat ki baat hai,
Still congratulation for rest of ur life,i pray to god to give you happiness and all smile..
Hv a good life..
best of luck shona ji
HI I am dev shona ji aapki love story bhot hi pyari hai pata nahi apne aap akho se aasu nikal gaye padte padte.kaash aap ke jaisi meri gf bhi muzse itna pyar karti.but mera nasib nahi tha 3saal tak bhot hi ache se rahne ke baad.muze dokha mila.hum raat bhar bat kiya karte the or din me bhi jab bi use 1 minute bhi milta tha to muze call kiya karti thi sab kuch acha tha dono bhot hi kush the mai us se hamesa bola karta tha ki mai tumare ghar aauga shadi ki baat karne wo mana kiya karti thi,3 saal ke baad jab chanchu ka birtday tha,17 dec 2010 ki baat hai maine subah 6 baje use uske gate par jaakar wish kiya or hamar plan tha ki usdin ham log sath me hi rahege but achanak 7baje mere ek parichit ka call aya wo MP se apne wife ko lekar hospital aaya tha or uski wife sirious thi mere alaava uska nagpur me koi or pahachan ka nahi tha to mai pura din hospital me hi raha.or chanchu ko call kar ke bataya but wo bht gusa ho rahi thi wo mandir me mera wait kar rahi thi wahi usa raja naam ka frd ko usne bulaya raja ko bi pata tha uska aaj birthday hai usne uske liye gift laya or use purpose kiya, usne muzhe us din kuch nahi batayi or jo muzse puri raat baat kiya karti thi birthday ke din 11 - se 2 baje tak usne raja se bat kari mai yaaha tadap raha tha.lekin usne cal nahi recieve kiya.mai uske ghar ke pas jakar bhi bola rat me ki cal recieve karo tab bi nahi maine or mere frd or uski gf ne dusre din use samzye usne sory kaha maine bhi use maaf kiya.lekin uske baad se wo hamesa busy raha karti ti mob me.mmuze rahna nahi hota tha maine har tarike se samzhaya use wo nahi samzi,mai 02 june 2011 ko uske ghar gaya mumy se shadi ki bat kari but uski mumy or papa ne nahi bole rat me jab uski mumy ne us se pucha ki tu bhi karti hai kya dev se pyar or shadi karna chahti hai kya to mai papa se tere liye bat karugi but usne nahi bola, uske baad se wo hamesa naye ladko se baat karna kisi ke bi sath ghumna suru tha wo duniya ke or is fashin me bhot dub gayi hai mai use bhaot samzata hu wo nahi samazti hai,but phir bhi mai use bhot pyar karta hu or hamesa karte rahuga chahe wo muze kare ya na kare, mere liye 14feb 2007 se 17 dec2011 tak ke din bhot hi jyada haasin the aisa ek bhi din nahi hoga inme jab hamari baat na hui ho/ god se ye hi request or prayer hai ki chanchu ko ache bure ki pahachan karne ki samaz de or hamesa kush rakhe. I LOVE HER SO MUCH
Shona me bhagwan se pray kroga apkee dad maan jae n shona meri khani bhi apke jaisi hai
Ohhh.... It's very real and sad love. I know it's very difficult for u and u are right in your place. But parents is parents and their love is very very great. But your your lover also great.
But main aapke dharm se jyada sehmat nahi hun. Bcoz kundliyon se insan ka dil nahi badla ja sakta.
Mujhe ye to nahi pata ki aapki abhi bhi shadi huyi ya nahi huyi but mein pray karunga ki aapko (hunny) se bhi jyada pyar karne wala pati miley (but mein ye to nahi keh raha ki aapko hunny na miley agr aapki shadi nahi huyi to aapko hunny jarur miley aisa mein pray karta hun) God bless you.
Agar aapko meri koi bhi baat buri lagi ho to i am sorry. But mein kya hunny ko facebook par dekh sakta hun. Mujhe add karna ho to mera email (shadabkhan999.facebook.com) h
And mujhe khushi h ki mujhe aajtak kisi se pyar nahi hua h and meri koi girlfrnd nahi h. I feel happy at this time
shona, jo kuch tm god se puch rhi ho,, wo mein b puchti hu god se har din,,,bcoz i even love somone but cant marry due to some reasons,just hoping k hmari problms solve ho jae aur hm shaadi kar le,, so i evn ask god, but he is silent just bcoz he wants that we should move according to him,,,,,we say that everyone has right to live in his own way ,,,, but thats not true,,, our life is not ours,, we r toys for god, we r in the hands of god wherever he will rotate us we have to,,, no choice,,, lyk we do with our toys,,,
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