me madhu hoon, me aur suchit ek chatsite pe mile the.2011 februari- march me. Use pehle me kisi aur site pe jati thi doston se milne, tabhi ek dost ne mujhe ek dusre site ke bare me bataya ke wahan ajana ab hum wahi milenge, man to ni tha but meri quriosity ne mujhe kheej legayi us chatsite tak, shayad yehi meri galti hai. Hum wahi jane lage kuch doston se milne jo wahan ke host bangaye the, site b naya tha to bahot log ni ate the kuch friends the aur kuch log jise me ni janti thi. Hume acha lagne lage wahan jana sabse bate karna hasi mazak. Ek baar adm ke nazar humpe pada aur usne pucha aap kon ho, kaise yahan aye, maine batadya aur usne pucha aap yahan host bana chahoge maine han kardi. Phir hum 2 id se ane lage, kisi ko ni pata tha ke me wahi hoon.aur suchit b wahi ate the.humare baatein b hote the but bahot deer tak ni wo mere lye anjaan koi tha me unke lye. Ek din adm se prob hogaya aur mujhe nikaldi gayi hostship se, us waqt suchit tha mere saath usne mujhe samjha ke meri koi galti ni thi aur kaha ke hum kahi aur milte hai msn pe, to hum wahi roz wahi milne lage,humari dosti badh gayi. Undino wo padhai b karte the, exams b tha, to humne inke lye b pray kya ke ache marks inhe mile.Wo bahot khuss huwe sunkar ,result aye aur wo pas b hogaya.Me b bahot khuss thi unke lye. Ek din suchit romantic baatein karne lage, but maine unke baaton ko ignore kardi ku ki maine usme sirf ek acha dost dekha tha jise me kuch baatein share karti thi, to usne b chordi aur kuch! aur baa tein karne lage, but try kya aur baar, me sochne lagi me ise serious lu ke ni, fir pata ni chala kab dosti pyaar me badal gayi. Use naukri b milgaya aur usne mujh se kaha ke unka man ni hai abhi naukri karne ke lye , ku ke unka dil chota hojata hai soch kar ke hum fir roz baat ni karpayenge, islye wo 2 hafte later job atend karna chahte the. Maine ise samjhaya ke apne parents ke bare me to socho, hum fir milsakte hai aur usne meri sunli. Hum roz milte the unke kaam pad se ajane ke baad online. In dino me bahot khuss thi, dunya bahot ghoobsurat lagne lage mujhe, bahot carring aur loveable the wo (inke baaton se aisa lagta tha).weekends me to hum pure din baatein karte the online. phir ek din usne kaha ke com me kuch hogaya hai, 2012 aise end januari tha, maine socha hosakta hai, but phirbi wo weekends me ek din internet cafe se online ate the mere liye aur working days me b mob se kaam karte waqt b mujhe messege karte rehte the . kaha tha ke shadi karenge hum saath rahenge fir but unke parents ko pata ni tha humare bare me wo chupake baat karte the mujhse, lekin mujhhe laga ke wo log ni manenge aur wo b janta tha to kaha b ke hum phirbhi tumhe ni chorenge aisa mat socho, hum to apne sapne sajane lage the. februari me daddy guzargaye aur hum bahot dukhi the to usne kaha tum mat socho me hoon na tumhare saath. aur mujhe yehi strong rakta tha ke daddy to ni rahe suchit hai mere saath, bahot pyaar karti thi me use, bahot kuch socha b tha maine uske lye, sirf dooryan thi humare beech faslo ka. bahot miss karti thi me use, maine socha b tha ke me jaungi unse milne ja wo mujhse wo kehta tha ke unke paas paise ni hai ane ke lye abhi time lagega me samajhti thi aur meri paas b job ni tha ke me hi paise bheej du aur wo lena b ni chahte the mujh se. phir april me wo mujhse almost 2 hafton se ni mile, use pehle ek baar mila tha hafte me bahot kam milne lage the wo ab, me din raat com pe unka intezaar karti rahi pagalon ki terah per wo ni aya, me socne lagi ke kahi use koi aur to ni pasand agaya hai ab me to yahan s! e ni dek h sakti hoon ya pet bhad gaya hai mujhse batein karte karte. ek din me com on karke chori thi , jab off karna chaha tab dekhi ke flash horahi hai me khus huwi aur gussa b. maine directly pucha ke kahan the tum itne dino se meri yaad ab aya hai tumhe, ek baar b ni socha me kaise hoon 2 min ke lye b waqt ni tha tumhare paas, me janti hoon ke kaam me bussy the tum lekin fir train mese to baat karsakte the na ghar jate waqt ya weekend me kahi aur se, to kaha han kaam pad se late ghar ata hoon aur kuch ni hai. maine pucha uar com ka kya huwa 3 mehne se ni bana abhi kaha ke beech di hai com ko usme kuch toota tha. mujhe wishwash ni arahi thi, tab maine pucha b ke mujhe aisa ku lagrahi hai ke tum mujhse kuch chuparahe ho, tab jakar usne bataya ke ma se sab batadya hai humare bare me ke wo meri saath rehna chahte hai shadi karke lekin unke ma baap ni chahte hai bahot gussa huwe hai sunkar wo. yeh sun kar to meri sare sajaye huwe sapne tootgaye, aakhon me asu ane lage, maine khoob roya pucha b ke ku ni mujhse bataya pehle se to kaha ke tum b diffc time se guzarahe the islye ni, usne bataya ke 3 mehne pehle hi usne apne mase sab batadya tha humare bare me, lekin mujhe abhi b wishwash ni arahi hai ke usne batadya hai jab ke unhe b pata tha ke abhi ni batana tha aur com sach me toota tha bech di hai ke jhut hai me to yahan se ni dekhsakti . Islye bahot ni bolrahi hoon. maine phir pucha me kya samjhu ke ab sab ghatam humare beech jo tha, to usne jawab dya ke im alwayz b wid u ek dost ke terah me online ata rahunga messege chordunga jab tak tum mujhe na avoid kardoge. i dont no what to do, jab tak me sab sachai jaan na lu tab tak yeh chaptar mere lye closed ni hai. koi b to ni hai jo mere lye jakar dekh sake ke wo kya karta hai, wo mumbai me rehta hai.
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madhu aap har mat manna hum aapki koi help kar sakte he to hume yad karna dear sister
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meri bhi ap ki same story hai lekin wo humre kareeb rehete hai toh hum sirf aise hi dosti rakhe hai hum age kuch sahdi kare ge sath rahege wo sab sochna chodiya hai, but frined hum ek dusre se bilkul bhi naraz nahi hai, hum abhi bhi ek dusre s e baat karte hai, kyu ki love se hota hai us mein future achcha rehta hai, iske liye shadi ke liye tum bhool jao aur ap log ek dusre se door ho friend tum kitna bhi socho ge use ke bare mein takleef hogi tension badhe ga, bhool jane mein hi achchayi hai
mere khayal se anonymous sahi keh raha hai. But wo ladka b tumse pyar sacha pyar krta tha. Nhi to usne appka miss use krna tha. But tume osse bhul jana chaiye or shadi kr leni chaiye.
M bhi tumhari tarah hi bilkul akela tha mujhe sab dosto ne dhoka diya (noi in love) phir maine ek facebook pe account banaya aur aaj mere itne achhe dost ban chuke h ki mera pura time unke sath hi nikalta h....agar aap bhi tension free hona chahte h to aap hame request bhej sakti h.....ye address kholna n mujhe request bhejna ....www.facebook.com/tyagigi.......ye address bar me dalkr entr karoge then hamara profile ajayega name nishant tyagi....god bless u...
I always with u,hm kuch kr skte h aap k liye to hme btana,aur upar kisi ne thik hi kha h fb par a/c bnao aur bhot sare frens bhi bnao,purana sb bhul jaoge time yu hi nikal jayega aap ko pta bhi nhi chalega,wo aap se pyar to krte h par unki bhi majburiya h,isliye aap unse dosti rekho aur kisi or ko apna bna lo.god bles u
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Hmmm
ye pyar me hota rehta hai koi hasta hai koi rota hai...
Par usme kuch kami thi, soch ki kami thi...
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