hii frnds aaj mai aap sab se apni story share karne ja rahi hu. Mujhe sabhi pyar se jeeti kehte hai aur mai punjab ki rehne vaali hu. actually mai ek aisi ladki hu jo sab ko khush dekhna chahti hai aur mai bahut carefree bhi hu. Mere sabhi frnds aur mere classmate mujhe innocent kehte rehte the. Lekin mene kabhi kisi ki baat ka bura nahi maana. Mai kuch bhi ho hamesha khush rehti thi. Baat september 2010 ki hai, tab mai +2 class ki student thi. Hamari class mein 3 ladke the jinhon ne kabhi class join nahi ki thi.kyuki woh kahi coaching le rahe the. aur woh september mein sirf exam dene aye the. Un me se do ladke ek din exam ke baad stairs me khade the. Aur mai apni frnd ke saath exam dene ke baad canteen ja rahi thi tab mene deha ki woh mujhe cotinuously dekh reha hai. Lekin mene use ignore kar diya aur ham wahan se chale gaye. uske baad wo fir kabhi school nahi aaye. Fir hamare +2 ke final exam march 2011 me the tab woh fir school mein exam dene aaye. Mene use kayi baar notice kiya mujhe dekhte huye lekin mene socha ki shayd wo yun hi dekh reha hai. fir exam ke baad jab result kyuki late aata hai. Toh mai tab tak ghar mein free thi. Lekin tabhi mujhe pata nhi kya hua ki mujhe uski yaad aane lagi. mai jab bhi akeli hoti toh usi ke baare mein sochti rehti. Fir july 2011 mei maine use uski fb id pe request bheji. Usne accept karli aur mujhe bheja do i know you. Mene ye soch kar ki kahi wo mujhe remove na karde use jhooth bol diya ki no. Lekin fir mene use kaha ki tum hamari class mein padte the na. U! sne repl y to nahi kiya lekin mujhe block kar diya. Uske baad maine usse kabhi nahi dekha. Aaj 3 may 2012 hai. Lekin mai use aaj bhi paglo ki tarha yaad karti rehti hu. mai use bhulna chahti hu lekin aisa kbhi nahi hota. Mai use na to bta sakti hu ki mai usse kitna pyar karti hu. Aur mujhe pata hai ki woh ab meri zindagi mein kbhi nahi aayega. Pls frnds mujhe suggestion do ki mai usse kaise bhulayu. pata nahi kayi baar ajeeb si feelings aati hai mere mind mein. Jaise mujhe koi bhi asha nahi lagta lekin jab uske baare mei sochti hu toh woh mujhe bahut achaa lagta hai. Mai kya karu mai jitna use bhoolne ki koshish karti hu woh utna hi mujhe yaad ata hai. Plsssss frnds koi aisi suggestion do jisse mai use bhool jayu......... I only love him.
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Use yaad hi mat karo,jo vo tumhari life me hoga to tumhe zarur milega or ha jab bhi hamara break up hota he uska matlab ki hamara life partener hame bahot pyar karta he isi liye uski dua se hame kisi or ka pyar nahi milta,jitna is ladke ke liye tadap rahe ho na use kai zyada apne life partener ke liye tadpo zindgi bahot achi ho jayegi
thanx frnd for ur advice
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