hii guys i m back again....
Guys jo maine apni true story likhi thi vo ek love story thi but sad nhi bcos maine apni story ka sad part likhna jaruri nhi samajha but nw i undrstud tht aap logo ko love se jyada sadness mai interest hai so maine socha kyu na apni story ka sad part v likha jaye khair likh to mai us din v deta par time itna nhi tha ki us time apni story ko aage le jata hmmmm time toh aaj v nhi hai par agar aaj nhi toh kabhi nhi so nw i com on my story...
Soofie jo 13 years old hai or 2nd side mai prince jo 17 years old hai. Hum donu ki age mai kaafi difference hai aisa nhi ki mre pas choice nhi thi kisi or ko gf banane ki par dil kab kise like krne kage koi nhi jaanta mai jab use dekhta tha par vo mujhe bhaav nhi deti thi tab tab mai hurt hota tha or aise hi na jaane kitni baar usne mujhe hurt kiya hoga ye toh mujhe ab tak avhe se yaad nhi par jab jab usne mujhe dekha vo pal mujhe ache se yad hai vo shayad mai kabhi bhul v nhi paaunga ... Abhi vo kaafi choti hai or mai kaafi baada hu but ek dusre ko lov krte the dekho mai apne liy toh pura sure hu but soofie ki thnkng mre imagination par base hai na ki reality par kya pta vo mujhe love na krti ho... Life gum deti hai aisa bachpan se sunte aa rha hu par mahsus jb hua jab mai gir rha tha or bachpan ke sapne toh aaj tak pure hue nhi toh aisa kyu socha maine ki jawani k sapne pure ho jayenge bewkuff tha mai... Haan or ek baat mai ladka hone ke baad v bahut sensitive hu aaj tak maine kbhi koi chot nhi khai , na kabhi kuch sacrifice kiya, na kisi ko dhokha diya, bus ye samajhlo ki real life se bahut dur tha mai par jab real life se samana hua toh jo mri sb kuch thi use hi kho diya, jis ke 7 har pal bitana chahta tha usse ek pal k liy v mil nhi skunga socha nhi tha .. hum amir toh nhi par phir v maine apne mom dad se aaj tak jo wish ki jo sab wishes un logo ne puri ki par shayad jo wish meri ab hai soofie ko na khoyne ki ye wish toh mere parents v chah kar puri na kar skenge... Soofie dkne mai toh bholi-bhali lagti hi thi par vo bilkul bholi hogi ye pta nhi tha... mai uske ghar ke samane rent par rhta hu or 1 april ko hume ghar khali karna tha toh maine usse kaha ki \'\'ab yahan se jana meri majburi hai par pls tum is raaste par mera intezaar krna mai ek din jarur wapas aaunga sirf tumhare liye\'\' or usne bola ki \'\'tum jis raaste par mujhe chodke ke jaoge mai usi raaste par tumhara intezar krungi par tum itni der mat lga dena ki mujhe mazbur hoke ye raasta chodna pade\'\' jb maine itna suna to feel! hua we made for each other but mujhe kya pta tha ye khusiyaa chand samay ki mahmaan hai or phir kuch din beet jane ke baad humhare ghar khali krne ki date extend hokar 1 june ho gyi but maine usse baate v ki or us ke 7 mai tim v bitaaya par kabhi kabhi apne aap par shak hota tha ki love krna easy hai, love ko samajhna v easy hai, par agar ek baar gir gya toh dubara uth pana impossible hai vo bachi v thi or sachi v thi., bachi age k hissab se or sachi emotions k hissab se.. jab hum ek dusre ko dkhte the toh kabhi ek dusre se nazar nhi mila paate the par jab ek din uski mom ne humhare frndshp k baare mai pucha tha toh usne sab sach bta diya aisa kyu hua pta nhi chala ab tak? Dosto kya koi khud ki khushi ko hi aag lagata hai nhi na toh usne aisa kyu kiya ?? Uski mom ne use balcony mai aane tak ko v mana kar diya hai,,. Ab uske school close ho chuke hai or jis din uski mom ko pta chala humhare baare mai uski mom ne us bat ko wahi dawa liya hai or mujhe usse kbhi na milne ko or na kabhi uski taraf dekhne ko bola hai saaf bolu toh bhul jane ko bola hai... Par pyar mai koi kisiko kaise bhul skta hai btao dosto use maine tab se nhi dekha jb se uski mom ko pta chala hai aisa nhi ki maine dekhna nhi chaha balki uski mom ne use apne hi ghar mai kaid kar diya hai.... Dard bardaash krne ki aadat toh nhi hai mujhe par ek dusre k dur jane se bahut dard ho rha hai mujhe.. Ab jb v mujhe uski yaad aati hai mai rone lgta hu, sad song sun ne lgta hu par kabhi use bhulane ki koshish nhi krta kyuki na maine koi dhokha diya hai or na usne bus usski maasumiyat ke karan humhari frndshp tut gyi but todna koi nhi chahta h i thnk....... So dosto ab btao ka mujhe uska intezar krna chahiye ya nhi waise toh humsha uske aane ki umeed rhti hai par umeed or real both r not same..
dosto agar pyar mai dil milte hai toh log kyu jalte hue unse kyu lovers ka milan baardash nhi hota..
Pyar mai dard toh hai par koi use jhelna nhi chahta par na chahte hue v jhelna padta hai...
Mujhe apne se jyada apne frnds ache lgte hai jo 7 hote hue v khush rhte hai or dur hote hue v koi dard nhi dete par love hmsha pain hi provide krta hai....
Mai apne love ke alawa adhura hu jaise insan se janwar ban gya hu par janwar v paltu..
Dard v jhelna aa rha hai or kon apna hai or kon paraaya iski pahchan v krni aa gyi ab dubara toh kabhi kisi ke karib jane ki galti nhi karunga par jinda v rhunga or ek din us raaste par jarur jaunga jahan soofie ne bola tha mera intezar karne ka par promise krta hu soofie tum shayad mazbur hoke vo raasta v chod do par mai us raaste par tumhara intezar jab tak karunga tab tak ki mere saanse rukh na jaye..
I lov u... Tanha jina or akela jina donu aaj tak koi nhi sikha ska soofie jo tumne pal bhar mai shikha diya ....
jis ne akele mai jina sikh liya usne har aanso ko dabana sikh liya hai soofie...
Dosto pls mujhe btao ki soofie ke aane ke chance hai ya nhi ya vo v mujhe bhul jayegi... Now i need many frnds to knw about love, to share lov, to lov talkies .... Everybody can snd their frndrqst on fb my id is prince.uchiha2 nd i wanna also phone frnds my no is 08285271519 ؛؛..



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hlo frndz. my name is Gunjan and i am 20 years old. bat us time ki h jb main 11th class me hue thi. uska name Lalita h, she is a girl not a boy. ab aap sochenge ki kya ek ladki ko kisi ladki se bhi pyar ho skta h kya. ha ye sach h main jise pyar krti hu vo ek girl h na ki boy, or main use beintaha pyar krti hu. agar use kuch bhi ho jata h to mujhe pta chal jata h chahe vo kitni bhi dur kyu na ho. bat tb ki h jb maine 11th class me admission liya hi tha, 1st day jb m class me gyi to vo last se first wale bench pe baithi thi, usse phle bhi vo hmare hi school me padhti thi but maine kbhi use dekha nhi tha, lekin us din jb phli bar maine use dekha to bs dekhti hi rh gyi,phir dhire-dhire maine uska name puchha, phir daily aate hi usko hlo bolna aisa krte krte hum dono frnd ban gye. m us time kewal padhai me dhayan rkhti thi or vo bhi aise hi thi bs phir kya tha hmara compition start ho gya lekin pta hi nhi chala ki friendship kb pyar ban gyi or hum kb pagal ho gye ek dusre k liye. hmara dono ka rasta alag-alag tha lekin vo aage jakr ek ho jata tha, agar vo phle chali jati to mujhe pta chal jata tha ki vo chali gyi h or agar main chali jati to use pta chal jata tha, 12th tk hum bilkul pagal ho gye, mujhe pyar k nam se nafrat thi or main khud usse itna pyar krti thi, agar vo kisi din bina btaye chhutti kr lti thi to mere liye din nikalna muskil ho jata tha. 12th k bad vo J.B.T. krne k liye delhi chali gyi or m apne hometown me hi rh gyi,phir kuch din tk uski call aati rhi phir usne msg 2 msg! bat krn a start kr diya, phir to hum ek dusre se milne k liye bechain rhte the, mere family problems ki vjah se m uske ghar nhi ja skti thi lekin m usko apne ghar bula leti thi bhut bhane marne k bad uski mummy use bhejti thi, or jb vo aati to bs jaise do bichhde hue bhut salo k bad milte h na vhi halat hmari hoti thi lekin family k samne hum hath bhi nhi pkad pate the, phir hum bhane se uper chhat per jate or ek dusre ko gle lgate, wo kai bar hmare ghar aai lekin 2nd year me vo fb per or apne friends k sath busy rhne lgi, ek din usne mujhe kha tujhe b\'day gift kya du maine kha- main apne khun se tere mang bharna chahti hu, to phle usne kha family walo ko pta chal gya to phir boli thik h.uske bad jb vo mere ghar aai to maine uske samne hi apna hath kata or uski mang bhari lekin vo jid krne lgi ki vo bhi bharegi mere mang to mujhse dekha nhi gya ki vo mere samne hath kate lekin vo apni jid per adi thi, vo phla din tha jb hum gle mile the,lekin shayd hmari dosti ko kisi ki njar lg gyi thi, vo din-b-din mujhe bhulti ja rhi thi , phle vo mere aawaz sune bger soti nhi thi, mere gd nyt msg ka wait krte krte raat gujar diya krti thi, lekin ab na call na msg na mail, sirf yaad yaad or yaad. ab vo finel exam de kr vapas mere pas aa chuki h lekin ek bar bhi milne nhi aai h, pta nhi kitne din ho gye uski aawaz sune, hmesha busy nd no time 4 me, tell me friendz what i do? main phle use call kru ya .......................... wait kru, daily roti hu apne un dino ko yaad krke, kbhi ek-do bar onl9 aati h to khti h time nhi h, lekin main aaj bhi wohi lalita hu jo 12th class me thi, but i know that,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

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Hey guys today I decided to post my story here…………
Me nahi janti ki meri story love story h ki nhi par me itna jrur janti hu ki ye kuchh khubsurat sawalo se bani ek chhoti si kahani hai meri kahani……………..
Tab me 8th class me thi me bachpan se hi kam bolne wali ladki thi par ha ek baat thi me ghar me to bhut bolti thi par school me jese ki kisi se darti hu chup rehti thin aye dost banana mujhe pasand to nhi tha par fir bhi thode bhut dodt bana leti thi orr ek baat thi ki jise dost banal u usse bhut khul mil jaati thi orr meri ye bhi aadat thi ki koi meri baat ko na taale matlab mujhe jo nhi pasand hai wow o na kare…………….
Me bachpan se hi tv ki bhut shokin thi orr bachpan se lekar 8th tak kbhi coaching nhi gyi thi…………………..
8th me meri frnd karri ko ek classmate ne kaha ki wo coaching join kre usne mujhse bhi chalne ko kaha mene usse kaha soch kar bataungi orr wo coaching jaane lagi………….
Kuchh mahino baad meri karry se ladai chalne lagi humari aapas me pat nahi rhi thi orr fir mene uss coaching par jaana shuru kiya orr jis din mne coaching join ki uss k agle hi din se karry ne coaching chhod di ab me dusri frnds se jyada baat krne lagi orr usse kaaam baat hoti thi orr humari ladai ho gayi fir meri frnd bani meri pyari si zindagi me aayi sweetu jo ab meri zindagi ka bhut bada heesa hai uske saath meri bhut achhi patne lagi hum coaching bhi ek hi jagah jaate the orr waha se hi kbhi kbhi patasi khane chale jate the hum bhut ache dost ban gye………..
Ab story par aate hai ye story start hoti h mere coaching join krne ke 4 din baad se ek ladka humari coaching par aaya wese to wo humara classmate hi tha par hum ek hi class k do alag alag sections me padte the isliye ek dusre ko nahi jante the kya pta wo mujhe janta tha ki nahi par me to usse nahi janti thi…………….
Jese mene kaha tha me serials ki bhut badi shokin thi too aap ko yaad hoga star plus par ek reality show aata tha ‘perfect bride’ uss show me mujhe rajbir bhut achha lagta tha…………..
Dusre section jo ladka aya tha uska naam tha ‘vrihad’ ( uska naam kuchh or hai par me yha uska asli naam nahi likhna chahti iss story me jitney bhi nam h sab man se h reall nhi hai par ye story real hai)………..
Mene jab usse dekha tha tab hi mujhe wo bilkul rajbir jesa dikha tha mene ye baat sweetu ko btayi ( meri sweetu thodi si deewani hai sabse alag uske saath reh karma bhi thoda bhut to pyar ko samjhne lagi thi)…………..
Firr thire thire me vrihad ke bare me sochne lagi………….ek bar ki baat hai me class me ek paper par ‘I love my india’ likh rhi thi tabhi humari coaching par kon boys aate hai ye baat chali mene vrihad ka naam likh diya paper par kyunki wo aata tha baaki boys ka likhne wali thi itne me teacher a gyi orr mene wo paper book me rakh kar chhod diya……………
Fir mene wo book meri frnd ko di usse usme se wo paper mila uss paper par kuchh iss tarah dikh rha tha ki job hi dekhta use lagta ki mene likha hai ‘ I love vrihad’ mene meri frnds ko smjhane ki koshish ki ki esa kuchh nahi hai par won hi mane orr unn me se ek ne ye baat fela di ki me vrihad se pyar karti hu…………………… me nahi janti ki ye baat vrihad tak phuchi thi ki nahi……………
Orr fir thire thire wo baat sab bhul gye ….. uske baad kuchh esa hua ki jo frnds coaching aati thi unke dimag me ye baat wapas se aa gyi hua yu tha ki humara maths ka test tha coaching par hum saari girls geometry box nahi le gyi thi to mam ne hum se kaha tha ki boys se le lena meri ek frnd ne vrihad se uska rounder liya par na jane kese vrihad ka rounder mere pass aa gya…. Jab mera test pura hone wala tha mene pucchha ki ye rounder kiska h vrihad ne kaha wo uska hai.. ye sun merti frnd hasne lagi …………… ( unhe dekh kar sach me mujhe bhi hasi aane lagi thi ki ye kese ho gaya)
Thire thire ye baat dil me jagah lene lgi ki me vrihad ko like karti hu………….
Wo saal nikal gya ab hum aa gaye the 9th class me ab hum coaching nahi jaate the par humare man me vrihad ko dekhne ki bhut jeed chalti thi hum jese tese usse dekh lete the orr jiss din nhi ddkh paate the uss din bhut bura lagta tha lagta tha ye din to gya kharab…………
Ye sab sweetu jaanti thi usne mujhse kaha ki vrihad ko bta de kit u usse like krti ……….
Fir kuchh din baad hum bhi nahi jante kya hua tha par sweetu ne ye baat vrihad ko bol di thi ki hum usse frndship krna chahte hai ( aaj tak hume ye nahi samjh aata ki esa kya hua tha jo usse bol diya gya wo kya wo humara faisla tha ya sweetu ki jeed nahi yaad hume par itmne jante hai ki ye baat usse bol di gyi thi)…………. Vrihad ne jawab diya ki wo humse frndship nahi krna chahta ( sach kahe to hume ye sun kar bhut dukh hua tha hum khud hi khud se puchhte the ki kyu usne inkar kiya kya hume koi kami thi? Kya hum ache nahi dikhte? Kya wo kisi orr se pyar krta h? hamare ye question to hume kabhi kabhi ye tak sochne par majbur kar dete ki vrihad swwetu ko pasand krta hai) kher hum uss bat se bahar nikle padai me man lagaya orr kuchh sub. Me top krne lage………..
9th bhi chali gayi fir aaye hum 10th me iss class me hume lagta tha ki vrihad k classmate hume dekhte the kya pta ho skta hai humara waham ho hum yhi sochte the …………
Par hume yaad hai uska ek frnd utkarsh ( badla naam ) humari taraf dekhta tha shayad ye humari galat fehmi thi par hume esa lgta tha ………………….
10th ki exam ho gyi ab the summer vacations humne fb chalana chalu kiya kuchh din baad uska frnd utkarsh humara frnd bana usse shuru me to kuchh baat nahi huyi par jab usne humse baat krna shuru kiya to hume yaad aaya ki jab humara hindi ka paper tha tab wo humare ya humari frnd ki taraf dekh rha tha hum ne usse kha ki kya wo anita ko like karta hai pehle to usne kuchh nahi kaha baad me usne maan liya ki wo anita ko like karta hai ( kisi k dil me agar ye baat uthe ki humne usse ye hi kyu puchh ki wo anita ko pasand krta hai jabki hindi k paper me to wo hum dono saath me the orr ho skta tha ki wo hume dekh rha ho ………. Humne anita ka hi iskliye samjha kyunki hum ache se jante hai ki anita bhut sundar hai orr rahi baat humari to hume lagta hai ki hum itnme bure lagte hai ki koi hume pasand kya humari taraf dekhn bhi pasand n kre)
Humne utkarsh se kaha ki kya hum uski help kre ye baat anita se bolne me bhut mana krne k baad usne ha kaha orr humne anita se ye kaha usne humse kaha ki usse mna kr de kyunki wo usk bare me esa nahi sochti………. Humne ye baat utkarsh ko bta di orr utkarsh ne humse kaha ki wo anita ko bhulne ki koshish krega……………..orr hum dono ki ropz baate hone lagi orr hum ache frnd ban gye…………..
Ek baar humne ek post par comment ki to humse utkarsh ne puchha ki tumne ye kya comment ki uska mtlab nikl rha tha ki hum kissi se pyar krte hai humne uusse kha ha ye sach h hum kisi se pyar krte the usne humse naam puchha humne usse kaha tum hi soch lo to usne humse kaha ki vrihad hum chok gye the ki usne vrihad ka naam kese liya usse puchhne par usne bataya ki usko vrihad k bhut ache frnd ne btaya tha ki humne vrihad ko propose kiya tha mene usse sab sach bta diya …………….
Orr fir mene usse kaha ki wo vrihad ko sorry bol de usne humse kaha ki wo bol dega ………..
Fir hum ab 11th course ka intejaam krne lage utkarsh ki didi humari hi school me hums eek class aage padti thi humne uski di se book dene ko kaha unhone pehle kaha ki ye book utkarsh k kaam aayegi humne unse ye kehkar book le li ki hum unko vacation k baad lota denge………… hume book mil gyi………fir math ski book k liye hum school gye humne uski di se math ski book k liye kha kyunki uski di ka bio tha to unk pas math ski book nahi thi unhone unki frnd se book lane ko kaha orr humne unse keh diya ki aap book anita k yaha pahucha dena utkarsh k hatho din e baat maan li ( humne ye sab isliye kiya kyunki hum chahte the ki jab utkarsh anita ko book dene jaye to uski anita se thodi baat ho jaye) par esa nahi hua uski di ki frnd ne book nahi di orr nahi mene jo sacha wo ho paya ………. Fir utkarsh orr hum baat krne lage uska net pack khatam ho gya tha to ab wo café me jata tha omline hone k liye jo bhaiya uss café me kaam krte hai unko hum jantre the kyunki wo pejle humare padosi the………… fir humara result aaya orr utkarsh ne humse kaha ki wo indore padne jar aha hai hum nahi chahte the ki wo yaha se jaaye humne usee kaha plz mat ja par usne kaha jaana padega fir result aaya to humare % dono k ache bane the humne usse treat mangi usne kaha ki tumhare ache hai tum hume treat do hum ne kaha thik hai orr fir unn café wale bhaiya neb hi humse treat ka kaha ……………….. fir ek din jab humne utkarsh se baat ki to wo kehta h ki “ tumhari di puchh rhi hai kya me tumhe like krta hu” mene kha “ to tumne kya kha”” to usne kaha “ ha”
Utkarsh” me tumhe pehle se like karta tha par kabhi keh nahi paaya I like u”
Firr thodi der jab humne usse baat nahi ki to kehta hai sorry wo sab humare dost ne likh diya tha humne uski baat maan li dusre din jab humne usse baat ki to humne usse puchha ‘ wo sab kya tha’ utkarsh’’ shayad sach’’ humne kha ‘’ kya ‘’ utkarsh ‘ kuchh nahi chhodo’’ fir hum dusri baat krne lage orr fir ek din humari usse ese hi bemtlb ladai ho gayi baat sirf itni thi usne humse kaha ki hume treat nahi chhiye kyunki mene usse kaha tha ki usse treat me nahi sweetu degi kyunki me usse milna nahi chahti mene usse puchha’’ kyu nahi chahiye tumhe treat’’ utkarsh’’ nahi chahiye kyu le hum dusro se tum to milna nahi chahti’’ humne usse ladai kar li orr dusre din hum anita k saath usse choclate dene gye orr jab café waale bhaiya usse bula rhe the to hum choclate café waale bhaiya ko de kar bhag gye…………….
Fir humne chat ki fir baat hone lagi fir wo kwhta hai mujhe indore jaana hai 1 june ko humne kha thik hai fir wo 3 din tak on9 nahi aaya 1 june ko uski di ka phone aata h orr wo kehti h ki utkarsh ko indore jaana hai to books de de mene anita k yha books de di parr na jaane unn 3 dino me utkarsh ko kya ho gya tha nahi usne mujhs baat ki orr nahi anita k yha wo books lene gya ,,,,,,,,, 3-4 din ho gye the usse baat nahi hui thi mene café wale bhaiya se baat ki to wo bhaiya bolte hai ki ‘mujhe lgta h wo tumhe like krta hai’’ me ‘par usne to kaha tha ki wo anita ko like karta hai’’ bhaiya’’ par jab me usse tere bare me baat krta hu to mujhe lgta hai ki wo tujhe like krta hai’’ me’’ me usse puchhungi’’ firr unn bhaiya ne mujhse kuchh question mujhe unn sare question ka ans utkarsh par hi khatam ho rha tha unn bhaiya ne mujhse kaha simple hai tu usse like krti h me ye baat nmaane ko tayar nahi thi parr kuchh der sochne ke bad laga ki ha me usse like krti hu orr mene usse message kiya ‘ I like u’’ uss hi din usk ek durr k bhaiya aay ethe ghar par baato baato me galti se mene unse ye sab keh diya utkarsh k bare me ki me usse like krti hu orr ye bhi keh diya ki 2 ladke mujhe like karte hai ( shayad mere ye kehne ka ki 2 ladke mujhe like krte hai unn hone galat matlab nikal liya) dusre din utkarsh ka phone aata hai mujhse bolta hai tune unn bhaiya se kya kaha mene kaha ki mene tujhe ye message kiya tha to usne kaha ki wo online nahi hua tha to usne kuchh nahi dekha orr usne btaya ki unn bhaiya new o baat uske bhaiya ko bol di orr usk bhaiya ne usse data tha orr ye keh kar phone kaat diya ‘ aaj k baad mujhe koi call ya message mat krna’ mujhe iss baat ka bhut bura laga ki usse meri wajah se data pitti orr mene bhi soch liya usse baat nahi krungi orr usk no. delete kr diye uss raat ko me puri raat roti rhi aaj tak kabhi itna nahi royi thi ………………………
Subah mene usse message kar diya sorry nd uske baad usse koi message nahi kiya ………. Agle din 11th me admission k liye mujhe school jana tha me school gayi waha par mene vrihad ko dekha usse dekhte se hi saari baate yaad aa gyi firr mera man iss uljhan me pad gya ki sach kya hai kya me vrihad ko pyar krti hu jisse 3 saal baat na hone k bawjud yaad rkha ya utkarsh se …………..kuchh samujh nahi aa rha tha
Fir ek din utkarsh ka message ata hai ‘ its ok’ mene kuchh nahi likha jawab me fir agle din wo message krta hai ‘hmm’ mene kaha’kya hmm’ fir wo kehne lga ‘ dhink chika’ orr ese hi message krne lga mene usse bye bol diya orr chali gyi…………
Dusre din man me na jane kya aaya to mene dusre account se usse baat ki par na jaane me usse jhut nahi bol paayi orr agle hi din usse bta diya ki ye account mera hai orr fir wo mujhe message krta hai’ jhuti ab mujhse kabhi baat mat krna ‘ mujhe fir se bhut bura laga orr mene accpount deactivate akr diya ……….. me ye ache se janti hu ki agar me id chalaungi orr wo online hoga to mujhse jrur bat krega par ab nahi orr nahi isliye ab account deactivate kr liye………………
( meri didi se baat krte time wo meri didi se kehta hai di aap meri di nahi ho kyunki apki sis meri behan nahi hai hum ek hi caste k hai orr caste me shaadi ho skti hai ) uski ye baate mujhe sochne par majbur krti hai ki aakhir uske man me kya hai wo kya chahta hai ……………
( mujhse ek baar usne kaha tha ki wo dusri gf bana kar anita ko jealous krega par uski baato se kahi na kahi feel hone laga ki wo anita se mujhe jealous kar raha tha nahi janti sach kya hai………………


Sawal hai ………… kya utkarsh mujhe pyar krta h?????? me kisse pyar krti hu vrihad ko ya utkarsh ko???????????/
Kuchh samjh nahi aata yha apni story post ki socha kar ki koi meri help kr ske
Agar koi kre sake to plz mujhe jrur btaye……………

hi friends,
mera name abhi hai.jindagi mai maine sb kuch dekha.lekin jeena chahti thi kuch pyar ke rishto mai bandkar.lekin shayad kisi ko manjur nai tha pyar ke dushman jo mere charo taraf goom rhe the.bs jindagi ki usi dor se gujarti hui age badne ki koshish kar rai thi......................... jisse mai bahut pyar karti hu uska name sunny hai vo mere mama g ka friend tha yha tak ki purpose b maine he kia tha hm first time 1 satsang mai mile the.jha first time dekhte he muje pta nai kya ho gya .2nd time jb maine fir unko dekha to fir mai unke bina reh he nai pai. bs kya tha jb mai fir dubara satsang mai gai to 1 love letter likha jisme maine apne pyar ka ijhar kia or 1 chota sa gift le gai.jb satsang finiish hua maine vo lifaa unko pakda dia jisme love leeter or gift tha.mere mama g ne dete hue muje dekh lia tha unhone unko apne pass bulaya or love letter mama g ne lai lia or gift unhe de dia.mama g ko pta chal gya tha unhone meri mom ko bta dia tb mai +2 mai thi
, us se 1 saal pehle mera accident ho gya jiske karran mai shi tarike se chal b ni pati thi.pehle to maine socha ki mujse kon pyar karega. maine bt kuch ni dekha or apne pyar ka ijhar kar dia jb meri mom ko pta chala muje dant padi unhone kha jha hai whi par ruk ja.sari sari rat muje neend nai ati thi bs uske bare mai he sochti thi.bs gar mai or mama g ko pta chalne par mera pyar bhi tham gya koi response nhi aya wha se lekin maine himmat nai hari muje vishwas tha ki muje jwab jarur aaega.bs kya tha maine unko apne birthday mai invite kia.or vo aae b mere mama g b unke sath aaye .lekin meri ankhe to sirf unko dekh rai thi.uske bad wo gar chale gae rat ko.1.30 years bad unhone nuje khud yes mai answer dia.unki sister b meri gud friend ban chuki thi.maine usi bhane se gar ka no le lia or jb b vo phone uthate mai unse yes ya no mai answer puchti.bs yes ke bad pyar dire dire badte gya.maine pco se phone krna unko or bat krni lekin sirf 1 ya 2 month mai 1 bar hoti thi us time par hmare gar phone nai hota tha.next year unka foreign jane ka plan ban gya.lekin tb rakhi ke kuch dino bad jana tha vo rakhi mai mama g ke sath hmare gar par aae to meri mom ne unko b rakhi band d. muje tb itna gussa aya kya btau.maine kuch month unse baat nai ki.phir unhone nuje samjaya ki mai kya krta unko rakhi ke lie mna thodi kar sakta tha.phir b hmara pyar kam ne hua. phir vo foriegn chale gae maine uske bad apna mobile le lia.vo saal mai 1 bar india aate hai. jb vo next year india aye to maine apna cell no unhe de dia.jb b ate the hmare gar jaroor aate the. phir vo 1 month bad vapis chale gae.
hmara pyar aise he chalta rha.hmne kisi parwah ni ki. 2010 ,1 dec mai meri shadi ki date fix ho gai lekin mai janti thi mere dil mai kya gujar rai thi. hmare pyar ko 5 saal ho gae the phir b hm phone par bat karti rai.bad kismati se muje husband he aisa mila jo khu nashe karne wala tha us gar mai har waqt maar kutai or ladai jgda. lekin maine unhe kuch bni btaya.mai apni jindagi se itni haar chuki thi maine marne ke lie neend wali medicine kha lee. lekin phir b kismat ne sath ne dia.phir mere mom dad muje gar le aaye.1 month baad sulah sfai se mera husband muje phir wapis kaprthala le gae.lekin uske bad b vhi haal is bar maine apni baju ki pulse cut kar le lekin phir jinda reh gai mere mom dad akhir muje hmesha ke kie gar le aye.ab mai apne gar he reh rai hu.ab b hmara pyar ki dore vaise he bandhi hui hai uski b sgai ho chuki hai.hm dono 1 dusre se bahut pyar karte hai . beshak hm shadi wale rishte mai t nai bandhe lekin phir b us rishte ko niba re hai . hmara pyar 1 dusre ke aisa he rhega.agar hm is janm mai 1 dusre ke nai hue to kya hua.agle janm mai phir hm milenge or 1 dusre ke banege.pyar hmesha dil mai hona chahie.hm pyar ki har us had ko pr karenge jo pyar mai jayaj hai.
baki ki story ab mai phir likhunge.bas ap sab ye dua karna ki hm 1 dusere ke hmesha aise he bane rhe
take care friends

Hi ! friends mene aapke coments padhe mujhe acha laga thaks. But ganesh ji apne meri story thik se nahi badhi mene use apne dil ke baat thik time per keh di thi or humare affir ko minimum 2-3 year ho chuke the but ange to apne story badhe he hai. aap ke trah he mujhse seam ne sawal kiya tha or mene use kaha tha ki nahi me or aashish only frends hai but isliye kaha tha ki me nahi chahte thi ki aasish ko wo or uske frends bura bole or ager me use kuch batate to aashish mujhse nafrat karta or main kabhi nahi chate ki mere wajah se aashish ko koi dukh ho or bhle hi usene jo kiya mere santh lakin me use kabhi koi bhi taklif nahi de sakti . humare riste khatam huye julay mai 2 year ho jange or hume baat keye hue yahi koi 2 mahine per her din intzar hota hai ki sayd aaj nahi to call use mere thodi bhi yaad ayege but aaj tak usne call nahi keya kabhi2 lagta hai ki mene ynsa kya kiya tha jo usne ye sab kiya or to or baat karna band kar diya . mere paas aaj bhi uska no. hai per mene use kabhi call nahi keya or na kabhi karunge. Me jante hoon ki wo apne zindgi me ange badh cuka hai or main bhi nahi chate ki main peche moud kar dekhu. Mai aap longo se meri ek problem hai jo me aap logo se kehna chahte hoon. Meri story to aap jante hai per eske alawa main aap logo se ek problem hai jo share karna chahte hoon abhi me ek job kar rahe hoon. Or ise bech mere office me ek ladka aya jo kuch din tak mere santh job keya or ise bech humari friendship ho gai fir use job chode ke jana bada wo karib2 mere s! anth 1 m ahene tak tha or humari friendship ho gai hum kafi acche frends ban chuke the uske koi girlfriend thi usne mujhe bataya ki wo use rothi hoi hai use manane per bhi wo man nahi rahi hai bahut kosish ki usne per wo nahi mani or wo use bahut chahta tha per keya karta use baad me pata chala ki uska ab koi or boyfriend hai. wo use bahut nafrat karne laga mene use manya ki ho sakta hai ki tumahari koi galtfamy ho per wo soch janta tha qunki usne use khud hi kaha tha ki ab uske life mai koi or hai. wo mujhe se har din phone per uske bare me bate karta or humari aadat ban gai or sahi kahu to hume apne gam ko bholne ka ek sahara or ise tarah hum apne khush to the per kehte hai na jise hum sache dil se chahte hai use bhool pana muskil hota hai kabhi 2 yad ban samne aa jate the wo pal jo humne apne pyar ke sant gujare the. Dhere2 hum ek dusre ke jarurat ban gaye. Ek din aachank hi usne mujhe propose kar diya to mene use pehle mazak mai liya per use apne dil ki baat to batane he thi usne kaha ki tum mere bare sab jante ho agar hum tumhare kabil ho to apne dil me thodi se jagh de do mane use kaha ki agar hum dost rahe to usne kaha ki tum ha ya na keh do me samjh nahi pa rahi thi ki mai ise kya kahu usne mujhe kaha ki agar tum kisi or ko chahte ho to bata do mene yahi thik samjha or use apne pure story bata di us din insa laga ki jise jis dard ko me ab tak chupa kar jee rahi thi aaj me use aazad ho gai mujhe laga ki sayad wo mere story son kar mujh se kabhi nahi baat karega per nahi usne mujhe purani zindgi bhool kar nai suruat karne ko kaha mene usse waqt manga fir mujhe laga ki sayad yahi thik hai mere paas jada waqt to nahi tha ye sab sochne ka qunki me use khona nahi chate wo is liye ki sayad agar me usse baat karna band kar dete to mere liye itna kuch bholna muskil ho jata to mene uska proposal ko except kar liya. Per pata nahi mujhe dar lagta hai ki kahi ye bhi to aasish ki tarah nahi. Kahi ye bhi to uske tarah mera santh to na chod de. or mujhe lagta hai ki sayad wo sahi hai per vishwash se hi to kuch nahi hot! a na . e k din hum park me mele to usne mujhe kaha ki tum mera santh to nahi chodogi na mene kah me to nahi chodungi per tum to usne kaha ki me ek sach batu mene kaha bato usne kaha ki me nahi chata ki hamare beech kuch bhi chupa ho esliye me aaj tumhe apne zindgi ka ek sach batata hoon usne apne papa ke bare me batya ki usne apne papa ko 22 year ho chuke hai mene unhe nahi dekha wo hume chode cuke hai apne problem apne maa ki problem sab kuch usne batya ki kis tarah mere ma ne mujhe itna bada keya hai per mere papa mujhe dekhne kabhi nahi aaye me ek poor familly se hoon sab kuch batya use din mene apne zindgi me kisi ladke ko pehle bar rota hua dekha tha use dekh kar mere anko se bhi ansu nahi ruke. Or humroj baat karte pr usse kabhi2 lagta ki me usse kuch chupa rahi hoon per sach bat to ye hai ki main darti hoon kahi ye bhi to mere santh ynsa nahi karega warna humari story age tak badhe or iska ant bhi wahi ho.
Or ek baat mene ek bahut bade galti ki hai ki mene uska proposal except kar liya jabki me aaj bhi aashish ko puri tarah se nahi bhool pai hoon. Es galti ko me kise sudharu smjh nahi ata per me use sach nai bata sakti agar mene use sach bata diya to wo mujh se dour chala jaya. Ab hi batyen main kya karu ------------------plz. Rasta batyen .

purana pyar aur purana hota gaya Message: Hi friends mai yaha ka purana users
hu aur yaha mujhe aap logo ka
story bahut acha lagta hai..meri ek
purani love story hai wo mai batana
chahta hu..ye un dino ki baat hai jab
mai 10th class me tha aaj se karib 5saal pehle ki mujhe us waqt pyar
ke baare me pata nai tha ha par
mere kuch frnd ladkiyo se baat
karte the mujhe bhi mann karta tha
baat karne ka toh mera ek frnd ne
mujhe ek ladki na number diya wo bhi ladki 10th class ki thi mere
school ke bagal wale school ki thi
mai pahli baar kisi ladki ko phone
kiya uska naam khusi tha mai dhire
usese baat karna suru kar diya ye
baaten dhire2 itna badhi ki wo meri aadat ban gayi..aur wo bhi mujhe se
pyar karne lagi,par kabhi kah na
saki lekin jab hum pehli baar date pe
mile toh uski himat badhi aur wo
mujhe dusre din i love u dol diya
mai bhi me2 bol diya uske baad hum dono milte julte rahe ek saal
baad yani mai 12th me tha usene
mujhe sms kiya (will u marry me)
mai sochta rah gaya mai kuch nai
kah paya kyoki mai shadi karne ke
situation me nai tha wo mujhe force karti rahi lekin wo bhi jaan gayi ki
wo mujhese shadi nai karega.. Ek
din uska sms aaya ki ap mujhe se
pyar nai karte ishliye shadi nai
karna chahte apne mujhe dhoka
diya hai mai khusi ko samjhane ki kosis karta raha ki mere papa mami
meri shadi yani love mairge nai
hone denge..khusi us din bahut ro
rahi thi aur wo boli ki mai aapse ab
baaten nai karungi kyoki ab koi
fhayada nai hai mai bola jaisi tumhari marji khusi se karib 6month
baaten nai hui jab mai b.com1st year
me tha toh achanak mujhe khusi ki
yaad ayi mai use miscl de diya wo
call ki dhire2 fhir baaten suru ho
gayi aur aaj bhi baaten ho rahi hai mai abhi b.com3rd year ka exam
diya hu aur khusi b.a3rd year ka aur
wo mujhese baaten karti rahti hai
par ab wo jahir nai hone deti ki wo
mujhse aaj bhi utna he pyar karti hai
jitna 10th me karti thi..aur mai bhi usese utna he pyar karta hu par
mujhe samajh me nai aa raha mai
kya karu agar mai use apnata hu to
pariwar ko chorna padega koi ek he
mera ho payega mai kya karu
mujhe kuch samajh me nai aa raha..khusi this is 4uh agar tum
padho to ye samjh lo ki mai bhi
tumse pyar karta hu lekin har chij
zindagi me milna asambhaw
hai..bye frends take care all..

hiiiiiiiii. dosto i\'m bharti......... hum aap ko apni love story bata rhe hai.hum ek ladke ko pyar krte hai. jisa ka naam sunil kumar gupta hai.hum dono famli frend hai. hum 12th me the to pahli baar mile sunil se. hum sub ghumne k liye puri famli chatisghar me ek mandir hai vaha gaye the. hum car se gaye the sunil hume pura rasta dekhte rhe hume laga ki ye hume sayd pasnd krte hai.. pr jb hum vaha se ghum k aaye to humra unse koi contecat nahi tha kuch din tak. fir kuch din baad humre paas ek call aaya. hume laga ki sunil k papa ka call hoga pr jb hum baat kiye to sunil the. vo humse thodi der baat kiye. or roz thodi thodi baat hone lage. or 11 Augast ko sunil ne hume prapos kiye or humne.ha kr diye. ha krne k 1 year tk hum dono jada baat nahi kiye kyoki hum bhopal padhai krne k liye aa gaye or sunil job k liye chatishgar chale gaye... sunil eng. hai jindal setil plant me. kuch dino baad sunil or humri fir se thodi thodi baat hone lage. hum dono pahli baar bhopal me mile. hum dono bahot baat krne lage.or milne lage hum jabalpur me mile or ek sath ek room pe ruk or humre beech sub kuch hua, hum dono aksar milte the. sunil humse pyar krte the pr humse saadi nahi krna chate the. or hum saadi krna chahte the. ise baat me hum dono me aksar ladai hoti the. 2012 1st jun. se hum dono k beech baat krna kam ho gaya. fir hum dono 10 -15 din me ek baar baat kr lete the. or aise krte 6manth ho gaye hai.hume smjh me nahi aata ki hum kya kre.or hum sunil se bahot pyar krte hai bina sunil k nahi rh sk! te hai. abhi 6 jun se thodi thodi baat hone lage hai. pr sadi k liye abhi bhi mana krte hai. plz dosto god se humre liye prathna kro ki hum dono ki saadi ho jaye or sunil humre paas aa jaye. hume bus sunil chahiye.sayd mera pyar ek tarf ka hai isliye aisa hai. aap logo ko kya lagta hai plz hume batao.................

Pehle to Ravish Mujh pr hansa tha jo maine usse kaha ki Riya mujhe achhi lagti hai. Kehne laga, \'uske aaye abhi 2 din hi huye hain aur tume achhi lagne lagi! Are ja koi aur machhli pakad, Ye to abhi nadan hai aur Umr me tumse chhoti dikhti hai. Vaise bhi ise yahan Jyaada din rukna nahi hai.
Riya, hamare hi apartment ke nichle floor me rahne wali Gupta aanti ki bhatiji thi. Garmi ki chhuti me aayi thi wah. Ek mahine ke liye kalkate se. Pr do din me hi wah humlogo se itni ghul_mil gai ki 1 mahine tak uske gair hone ka ehshas hi na hua. Shadgi to jaise uske rom-rom me bhari ho. Satrahvi (17th) basant paar kr chuki hogi shayed pr Bachpanna aaj bhi usme jhalakta tha. Chehre ka rang mano dudh-haldi ka lep laga kr abhi abhi hi dhoya gaya ho aur bhure aankh uske khubsurat hone ke suboot de rahe the. Par apni khubsurti se anjan thi shayed. Kabhi apne balon ko dusre ladkio ki terah sawarte nahi dekha tha use. Har mahaul me apne-aap ko dhal lene wali ek chulbul ladki thi wah.
Jab kabhi Ravish ke na rehne aa jaya karti thi wah mere room me aur mera pura samay uske tuti-futi hindi ke sath guzar jata. Ravish jo mera room partner tha. Use kya pta is dil ke nadani ka, jo kab, kahan aur kaise kis pr aa jaye. Kya ye jaroori hai ki jise hum chahen wah hum-umr ho, wah hr din paas ho aur hum ek dusre ko bar-bar i love you bolen. Main nahi manta. Nahi manta ki pyaar ko mukam shadi ke roop me de. Mere khyal se pyaar jindgi ka ek alag hi Rishta hai. jo ki gam bhi deta hai aur khushi bhi. Jisme na koi bada hota hai aur na koi chhota. Pyar ke liye sab ek saman hain aur pyaar sabke liye.
Pta hi na chala 2 hafte kaise bit gaye. In 2 hafto me main uske bahoot kareeb aa chuka tha. waise zuban se kai terah ki baate hoti rahi. pr muhabbat ki baaten hum dono ki aankhe hi batiya sake. Humme se kisi ki himmat nahi hui ek dusre se izhaar krne ki.
Ek din jab wah mere Palko se gire baal lekr mere Hatheliyo ke uper rakha aur aankhe band kr mujhe kuch mangne ko kaha. mujhe in sab baato pr wishvas na tha. Tut te huye taaro se mangna, jharte huye baal se mangna. Are jiska khud ka thikana chhut raha ho wah kisi aur ko kya de sakta hai! Fir bhi uska dil rakhne ke liye maine ankhe band kr li. uske kanpte hatheli mere ankho pr zame the. Jaise keh raho ho...\'MuJHe Hi MaNg Lo nA\". meri ankhe khuli to uski nigahe apne hotho pr paya. Lag raha tha, wah padh rahi hai mere hotho ko ki main kya mang raha hun. Aur is adaa me balla ki khubsurat lag rahi thi wah.
Uske har adaa ki tarif main ek shayrane andaz me karta tha. uske Bengali hone ke karan na main bangla janta tha aur na wah hindi padh sakti thi. isliye likh kr bhi dena mumkeen na tha. Uske baato ko main apne mobile me record krta raha aur is aash me mitata raha ki koi dil ki baat save karunga.
Aur is terah na jane kab ek mahine bit gaye. Do din pehle hi uski school khul chuki thi aur aaj use wapas jana tha or wah bhi koi raat wali train se. Samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki main kya krun. Abhi tak apne pyaar ka izhaar bhi na kr saka tha mai. Is ummid me ki wah khud kahegi mujhse. Mai sara din apne palko se baal jharne ka intezaar karta raha. Aur jo milta use apne hathelion pe rakh sirf yahi mangta ki \"wah mujhse apne dil ki baat kahe\".
Par jaldi hi din bhi dhal gaya. Uske priwar walon ke sath mujhe bhi use Station chhodne jana tha. mere har badhte kadam mujhe wapas khinch rahe the. kisi terah anchahe kadmo ke sath main Station pahunch chuka tha. kambakht train ko bhi jaldi hi aana tha isliye humlogo to jyada intezaar krna nahi pda. Wah apni Bua ke sath train me baith chuti thi. Aur main use andar zagah dikhakr bahar khidki ke pass aa khada hua. Dil se to kai baate nikal rahi thi pr Zubaan pe jaise taale lag gaye ho. Bas itna hi keh saka...
\"HaR Koi TuMhe kUcH nA kUcH DiYa siWaye mERe, sO i m soRRy, i WiLL miSS yOU..\" itna keh main waha se jaane laga tabhi uska hanth mere hatho pe aa gaye.

\"ZUBAAN SE NA SAHI ESAARO SE KAHA THA!!
SAMAJH NA SAKE TUM TO MERA KUSOOR KYA THA!!\"

Kehte huye hansne lagi...\"To Kya Hua! Apke Sath Rahte-Rahte Main Shayri Karna To Jaan Gai.\"
Main uske hatho me apni Dairy aur uske Zubaan se apna sher sun awak reh gaya. Sayed meri Palke meri Dua sun chuke the... thanks

hi frnds
mera naam ishu h me rohtak ka rahne wala hu me ek ladki se bahut pyar krta tha itna payr krta hu ki me usk liye me kuch bhi kr sekta hu vo bhi hamari hi gali me rahti thi uska or mera gher sath sath tha me usko dekhta rahta tha us time me 10th class me tha or vo bhi pr school alg alg tha ek din me apna home work kr raha tha vo apni frnds k sath uper ghum rahi thi mujhe kaam krta dekh kr mujh pr usne ek comment kr diya boli \" dekho ye hote h padhaku \" or vo or uski sari frnds hasne lagi lakin mujhe bura nahi lega.Vo jabhi tusn jaati thi me usko hemsha dekha krta tha yahan tk ki uski timing bhi mujhe yaad h 3:30 se 4:30 tk or 5:30 se7:00 baje usko dekne k baad hi me gher me jata tha or subha 5:00 se 7:00 tk me tbhi usko dekhta tha lakin kabhi itni himt ni thi ki us ko perpose kr seku
in sb me ek year gujer geya me11th class k 1st sem k exam de chuka tha ab or ni raha ja raha tha me subha apne frnds k sath jim jane lega jim mane apne frnds k kahne pr join kiya qoki vo subha wahi se jati thi ek bin mane us ko perpoes kr diya me bola \"me :madhuri hlo
madhuri : hii
me : mujhe tumse kuch baat krni h .
madhuri : ha bolo
me : bolne ki himt to ni horahi pr bole bgr rah bhi ni sekta mujhe ghuma phira k baat krni ni aati . me tumko bahut like krta hu or tumse frndship krna chahta hu .
madhuri : me apni padhai ka loss ni krna chahti .
me : me konsa tumhe padhne se rok raha hu .plz
madhuri : ok bt only frnds ok
me bahut khus hua itna khus ki aapko beta bhi ni sekta next day me uski wait krta raha pr usdin vo tusn ni aai me gher chla geya .jb me school ja raha tha to mujhe vo dekhi pr usne mari taref ni dekha mera school me dil ni lega me apna school se half day k baad uske school chela geya mujhe waha kuch dost mil geye me unse baat krne lega unki chuti ho gai me ni jaanta ki usne mujhe dekha ya ni pr uski speed slow ho gai lakin mujhe me baat krne ki himt ni hui or hm unse aage chale gaye .or road pe aane k baad mare frnds ne mujhe jbrdasti mujhe us k paas bhej diya me bola madhuri itna bolte hi wo boli ki mera mood khrab h mujhe tumse baat ni krni etc or chali gai laki n fir me us k piche ja k us ko roka or bala ki kya baat h pr ni boli hamari gali se pahle ek gali or thi me bola ki tum yaha se chalo usne ek mint socha fir vo mare saath chl pari gali k log hm ko dekh rahe the usne bola ki 2 mint baad bolna to me 2 mint baad bolne lega bola ki me tumko bhut like krta hu yar tum plz esa mt kero me tumhare bina ni tah sekta gali me abhi bhi hm ko dekh rahe the vo boli ki abhi tum jao me baad me tumse baat kerungi pr me ni mana vo guse me boli ki agr me kisi or ko like krti ho to me bola to kuch ni me tabhi bhi ni geya vo boli ki me kisi or ko like krti hu or abhi tum jao
me us din dahut roya or ab tk ro hi raha hu pr abhi bhi me usko itna hi payr kta hu plz help me frnds plz plz 

hi , ish kahani mai mera nam sahil hai, sahil gupta. ye bahut lambi kahani hai jisse mai aap logon ko short mai sunaonga,
mai ek engineering college ka student hoon ,.........doston mai teen saal se ek ladki se pyar karta hoon , lekin abhi tak usse iss bat ka pata nahi hai, kuch log issko padkar hass rahe honge , kaha rahe honge ki dekho kitna bada looser hai......haan mai looser hoon , lekin mai kya karoon mai aisa hi hoon , mai un ladkon ki taraah nahi hoon jo aaj ladki dekhte hai , agle din se dating suru ho jati hai, 10-15 din bad propose mar dete hai or teen mahine bad breakup ho jaata hai aur phir agli ki talash mai lag jate hai....maine bus ek hi ladki se pyar kiya hai aur ussi ko pane ki chahat hai.....chaliye ab aap logon ko uss ladki se milwata hoon ,anamika sharma .......yahi uska naam hai.anamika se meri pahali mulakat auto mai hui thi .
mai subah auto se college ke liye jaa raha tha, thoda aage jake jab auto ruka to baha se ek ladki baithi just mere samne wali seat per, badi badi aankho wali , gore gore galon wali, ek hath mai mobile aur ek mai books chahare per aate bal, jinhe wo bar bar hatane ki koshis karti lekin ye saitaan hawa kahaan maanti baar baar uske balon ko udaa deti, such kaha raha hoon dosto us din mai apne aapko sambhal nahi paa raha tha ......mai ek najar mai hi usse dil de chuka tha.
uss din ke bad wo kafhi dino tak college mai dikhi nahi kyon ki first year ke student jyada tar padai per dyan dete hai aur waise bhi wo mujhe dekhne se hi padakoo lag rahi thi ,fir ek din jab exams chal rahe the to wo mujhe apne examination centre per dikhi mai fir se ussi ko dekhata hi raha gaya , aapni najar hi nahi hataa paya , apne dost se puchcha \"yaar ye koun hai??\"
amit: \"aree wo , wo to anamika hai\"
mai: \"tu jaanta hai usse??????\"
amit: \"haan ......bhai bada karra maal hai\"
mai: \"oye sale.........abhi tune bol diya aage se mat bol diyo uske bare mai aisa kuch..\"
amit: \"kyon....... bhai ko pyar ho gaya hai kya iss ladki se???????\"
mai muskura gaya .
amit: \"tu tension mat le teri hi branch ki hai .........agli sal se tere hi saath padegi.\"
mai: \"kya...........ye meri branch ki hai?\"
mai itna khus tha jaise maine anamika ko pa liya ho ..........lekin kaha , abhi to suruat thi abhi to hume bahut lamba safar tai karna tha.
1 saal bad:
jab mera college mai second year ka first day tha , us din meri ankhein sirf anamika koi doond rahi thi , der sehi sahi lekin wo us din aai aur meri baichani ko rahat mili, us din usse bat to nahi ho pai , us din to kya us din ke bad bhi kafi dino tak usse bat nahi ho pai, hoti bhi kaise sahil ji itne sarmile jo thahare , kabhi kisi ladki se baat karne ki himmat hi nahi karpate, bhale hi mai honto se kuchna kaha saka lekin meri ankhe bahut kuch kahane ki koshish karti thi. maine ankhon ke raste hi usse apne dil mai basana chaha lekin lekin khuda ko meri ye khushi bhi manjoor nahi thi , ek din mai jab library gaya to dekha anamika kisi ladke ke sath baithhi thi , wo dono huss huss ke bat kar rahe the , wo din tha jis din mera dil toota ,jis din mai pahali baar kisi ladki ke liye roya .room per jab akela tha ab jaane kyon usse yaad kar ke apne aap ansoo nikal aa rahe the , sayad iss liye kyon ki maine usse sachcha pyar kya tha ,lekin ye khayal kyon nahi aaya ki uss jaisi khoobsurat ladki ki piche to mere jaise jane kitne pade honge ,lekin iss dil ko kaise samjhata ye to naadan us pe marne laga tha ,jaan se jyada pyar karne laga tha .
wo ladka mujhse har chij mai kai guna achcha tha padai mai ladai mai smartness mai aur bat aur wo ek achcha singer aur ek achcha writer aur tha , aur mai , mai to ek sucha, achcha , ek seedha saadha bacha tha wo mujhe kyon chunti, lekin mera dil kahaan maanne wala tha abhi bhi ussi ke pichche pada hua tha,kuch dino bad anamika uss ladke se door door rahane lagi sayad kuch anban hui ho,
ab meri anamika se dosti ho gai thi , lekin sirf dosti , wo mujhse as a friend kabhi kabhi bat kar liya karti thi, aur mai bas isi aas mai tha ki sayad koi aisa chakkar chal jaye ki ye dosti pyar mai badal jaye. lekin aisa nahi hua .........ab tak to nahi hua shayad aage ho jaye .
bus yuhi dheere dheere bakt nikala aur humlog third year mai aagaye ,ab doosti ka rag thoda gahara hone laga hum log aksar milte rahate lekin sirf dosti thi aur itni dosti to uski kai ladkon se the , wo hai hi aisi ladki ,itni khoobsurat ki koi bhi pagal ho jaaye itni hosiyaar ki kisi ko bhi baibkoof bana de ,aur wo aisa karti bhi thi her roj canteen mai koi na koi murga katata tha , ladke bhi uske peeche itne pagal ki paise lutate rahate , bo hai hi aisi her koi uske charm ke aage jukta hai
iss saal kai aise mauke aaye jab main usse apne dil ki baat batane ki kosis ki lekin bata nahi paaya aksar jab wo college se ghar jaati thi to mai bhi uske sath jaata tha kyon ki mera ghar bhi ussi ke ghar ke paas hai , raste mai bahut si bate hoti rahati mai uske baare mai kafhi kuch jaan chuka tha lekin sayad uske dil ke ware mai nahi , warna abhi tak yato usse paa chuka hota yaa usse bahut door jaa chuka hopta , usski yaad ne mujhe aashiq , shayar , writer jane kya kya bana diya........mere sare doston ko is bat ka pata tha ki mai usse kitna pyar karta hoon ............sirf ussi ko nahi.............
ek dinn hum log canteen mai baithe hue the , mai anamika aur mera ek dost aur ek anmika ka koi dost ,
gappe mar rahe the , pahale bahan anamika aur wo ladka hi baithe hue the mai aur mera dost to bad mai aaye ,iss leye mujhe sak tha ki kahi anamika aur iss ladke ki dating to nahi hai , isliye maine yuhi isare mai pucha to anamika ki taraf se na ka jabab aaya ,thodi der bad mera dost meri taraf isara karte hue bola tum logon ko pata hai humare beech ek shayar baithe hai, anamika boli sach sahil .
maine kaha haan,
tabhi wo ladka bola\" kabhi dil toota tha kya bhai ??????\"
maine kaha \" haan yaar mera dil to aksar tootata rahata hai \"
ye sun ke sab log hasne lage aur anamika to huste hue pagal ho gai , aur mai uske huste hue masoom chahare ko bas dekhata raha gaya ,
agli bar mere yaar ke dimaag mai jane kya aaya ki jo baat mai apne aap 3 saal mai nahi kaha paaya wo usne mujhse ek paal mai kahalba di,
wola \"sahil anamika ko apne dil ki baat bataa de ..............bol de ki tu isse pyar karta hai\"
uss wakt majaak chal raha tha sab log ek dusre ki tang kheech rahe the .mene uss majaak ka fayada uthaya aur bina kuch soche samjhe bebak hoke maine bol diya
\"anamika i love you\"
anamika boli \"kya??????????\"
maine apne dost ki taraf dekhte hue kaha \" saayad isne suna nahi\"
aur iss bar usski aankhon mai ankhein dalke kaha \"anamika i love you\"
aur sab log hasne lage , majak chal raha tha to wo kuch nahi kah pai , mera dost mere dil ki bat juwan pe lana chahata tha , majak mai hi sahi lekin usne mujh se wo kahal wa diya jo mai sayad waise kabhi nahi kaha pata
lekin is majaak ki wajah se jawab bhi majak hi ban gaya , usne mujhe khuch jawab nahi diya aur do din wad college ki chuttiyaan ho gai aur sab log training ke liye idhar udhar chale gaye , ab to jab fir se college khulenge tab shayad mujhe jabab mile , mujhe uss din ka intjaar hai, kyon ki ye kahaani abhi adhoori hai...........................

.......................................................................................doston agar aap logon ko meri kahani achchi lagi hai to mujhe batain ki mai ki tarah se apna agala kadam badaon ki happy ending ho.

Aaj me afganistan me hun as a unit administator but bat to me pehle ki batane wala hoona , mera naam chander hai or ab bhi chander hi hoon koi changes nhi hai kyonki life to chalti hi hai chahe kuch hua ho ya nhi,
shyaad tab me 15years ka houga ek jagah pr rehte the hum rent pr waha ek saal tk rehne ke baad jab me 9th clas me pahuncha tab ek din kuchh books leke apne room ki chht pr baith hua pad raha tha tabhi achanak ek gali ki doosri taraf ek chht pr ek ladki dikhi too good like a dream, bs do-char pal ke liye uske bad thoda andhera ho gya or wo bhi gum ho gai dusre din usi time pe chhat pe gya shaayed aaj bhi dikh jaaye pr wo ek week tak nhi dikhai di mujhe laga sapna hoga yaar chhodo aie sab pr hua kuch or hi fir wo mujhe dubara dikhi pr dikhi kisi or chhat pr, or yun hi roz aati or me chori chori use hi dekhta, mujhe achha lagta tha yaar use dekhna kam se kam 6 month tak yahi chlta raha or baad me to use bhi pta chal gya ki me use dekhta hoon pr mere dekhne ka styale aisa tha ki koi bhi mujhe ek baar bhi nhi keh skta ki me kisi ladiki ko dekhta hooon kyonki ishaara kahi or ka hota tha or nazre to bas wahi jaha pr wo hai, us hi gali me mera dost bhi rehta tha ranjeet, use puchha us ladki ke baare me to usne bataya wo us hi ghar me rahti hai jis ki chht pr wo hamesha shaam ko kuchh books wagerah leke padti rehti hai, mujhe uske baare me or bhi bahut kuch jaan na tha, pr kaise aise hi ek saal ho gya wo aaaati me dekhta bs, fir ek din pta chala uska ek chhota bhai bhi hai mene us se dheere dheere dosti ki or kuch bichme aise hi uske bare me bhi puchh liya karta tha ki kya hai kyon hai or kis ke liye hai hunnnnnnnnnnnn thoda ajib lagta hai ab pr wo to pyar tha naaa pta nhi mujhe waise pr shaayed pyar hi hoga tabhi to itni becheni hoti thi, aise hi tme nikla or 4 saaal hogye maayne rakhte hai yaar kisi ko yuhi aise hi 4 saal tk dekhna or ke baar bhi kuch nhi kehna ulta jab wo raste pe bhi dikhi to me apna raasta hi chnage kr deta tha ek dar saa lagata tha mujhe us se, aise hi ek din chht pr aaya to dekha wo ek ladke ko ishaare se meri taraf kuch ishaara kar rahi hai mujhe ye sab dekh ke abhut ajib or gussa aaya shayad wo mere baare me funny typ se soch rahi hogi kr ke, iske baad mene ye sab dekhna hi chhod diya o! r ek saa l tk usko dekha bhi nhi or bad me dheere-2, kuch kuch to use bhul hi gya tha pr ek din jahaa pr jis hotel me me job krta tha uska bhai aaya or mere baare me puchhne laga kya bhai ek saal se drshan hi nhi diya kya baat hai mene kaha aise hi yaar school ke baad to ab job hi krni hai or job me time kaha hota hai, or wahi meri aadat na ek baar puchh hi liya mene uski sister ke baare me usne kaha ki abhi wo Australia jaane wali hai ek to month baad, ajib sa laga ye sun ke kyonki baahar jaarhi hai or bhi bahut kuch mind me chal raha tha fir ek do week bad mera or mere doston ka plaan bana uttranchal jaane ka to mene aise ladki ke bhai se bhi kaha chalne ko kyonki mujhe us ladki ke bare me or bhi bahut kuch jaan na tha ki kya hua is ek saaal me fir kya wo bhi chal diya humare santh or me apni car leke dostonke saaanth nikl gya uttranchal me meri dadi ka home hai hum sab wahi ruke or us din us ladki ka bhai ek song sun raha tha mujhe bhi achha laga mene kaha yaar mujhe ye song sunna hai us ne phone diya or me dusre kamre me chala gya aise hi akele kuch kaam se tabhi light gai to mene uska phne dekh just time paas ke liye kyonki light nhi thi to andhere me mekya krta, mene phone play kiya to dekha uski sister ki photo kisi or ladke ke saanth or ye wahi ladka tha jis ko mene us din chat pr uske saanth meri or ishaara karte hue dekha tha, 10-12 pic thi lag raha tha ki shaandi ki hai or usi time light bhi aagai or me usi kamre me dobara gya jaha pr mere dost the or phone mene wapas usko dediya ortabhi mera ek bahut hi achha dost tha usne puch kyon re tera muhh kyon utraa hua hai mene use btaya pick e bare me kyonki mere saare doston ko uske bare me pta tha, fir kya pura tour hi aise gya jaise jail ho hum delhi aagye or kyat ha fir se wahi life wahi kaam or wahi dost ek din mera dost apni gf ko leke restaurant me aaya or usne mujhe apni gf se milaya or thodi bahut party krke chala gya or meri bhi suki gf se thodi achhi bol chaal ho gait hi, ek din ek ajib hadsa hua mere dost ki gf ka phone aaya or mujhe se puchha ky! a tum us ladki ko jaante ho mene kaha haa pr uske bare me tumhe kaise pta or pta bhi hai to mere se hi aisa qtion kyon kiya, usne kaha ki wo ladki uski ek bahut hi acchi dost hai or wo dono 1st clss se saanth hi padte aaye hai, mene fir kaha aise hi gusse me yaar uski to to shaandi ho gai hai ab kya faayeda usne mujhe kaha nhi uski shaandi nhi hui hai bs mangani hai thi us ladki se, or jis ladki se me pyar krta hoon wo bhi us se khush nhi thi, or ye bhi kaha us laki ne ki uski dost yaani wo ladki jise me dekha krta thaw o bhi tumhe pasand krti hai or tum ne hi kabhi us se kuch nhi kaha is liye usne bhi apni zooban band rakhi jaise hi ye pta chala me khush bhi tha or hairaan bhi ki ye kya hua or sab se badi baat to ye thi ke next day wo abroad jaa rahi thi one year ke liye, kya krta pr sham tk mera koi re-action nhi tha or rat ko uski fnd ki call aaai kaahaa kuch kehna hai use to kehdo me massage kr dungi usko tumhara mene kahaa koi jarurat nhi hai pr fir bhi dil nhi maana ek letter kikh ke dediya usko dene keliye , us letter me apni feelings likhi thi shaayed use achhi lagi or tabhi wo use badke royi bhi thi jis ke bare me mujhe uski frind ne baad me btaya or aise hi next din me kahi raod me jaaraha tha bike se aachank ek msg aaya call me,
pta tha mujhe uska hi hoga back call ki usne kaha hi mene ek dum jor se bola haan bolo life me first pyaar fist paar baat or aise words nikle kyaa yaar shiiiiiiiiiiit.
Usne puchha pehle bol nhi skte the kya itni si baat ki mujhe pyar krte ho mene kaha ab bol to diya na ab konsa der ho gai hai. Leki abhi kuch nhi ho skta tha uska flight ka time hogya or usne mujheye keh ke phone cut kiya ki me tumhe call karungi, or next days hi uska phone aagya me samjh nhi paya ki itni jalldi kaise call krli usne pr fir kya tha aise hi bate hoti rahi ISD me bhi roj kam se kam 2house to baat hoti hi thi wahi mujhe call kiya karti thi kyonki india se kuch cheap rate se call ho jaati thi waha se aise hi din,mahine gujarne lage kabhi kabhi jyada pyar or kabhi thodi nok jhok bhi hoti rahti thi jaise akasar hona to wajif hai hi na , kuch time nikla shyad six moth then ek din wo boli ki mere liye maa ne yaaha pr ek ladka dekha hai maa us se shaandi kara na chaahti hai mene kaha to kalo na wo gussa hui boli tum mujhe aisa samjhte ho kya fir aise hi one month or nikl gya fir ek baar dowara usne kaha ki kal se tum mere phone pr call nhi karna india se mera bhai aaya hua hai mene puchh konsa bhai tumhara bhai yahapr hai wo boli door ka rishtedaar hai mene kaha thik hai jaise hi tum dusra phone lo mujhe number dedena kyonki usne wo wala phone apne bhai ko diya hai use krne ke liye, or fir uski call bhi thoda kam aane lagi or mene use call krta tha to sahi se jawab nhi diya karti thi.. thoda ajib sa lagata tha prkya kre pyar krte hai to thoda duri hoto mind pura kharab ho jata hai na uhi nok jhok type bate hoti thi ek din usne aise time pr call kiya jis time pe wo shaayd kabhi nhi krti hogi usne ka ki tum mujhse koi contact mt rakhna jis ladke ke bare me mene tumhe bataya tha na usne mera phne rakha hua hai, mene kaha tum bhi aisa hi chaahti ho kya tu uska anser tha yaar ab humara kuchh nhi ho skta uske liye wo line simple thi pr meri to kya bolu yaar wo feelings shaayd sab se gandi hogi meri ab tak ki life ki. Kher phone kat diya usne is ke baad or do din baad fir call aai or wahi sab baate, mujhe gussa aaraaha tha us pr mera pura majak bana kr rakh diya tha usne mene bhi us se usdin ek bhi bat! acche s e nhi ki usne bola aise kyon kr rahe ho mene kaha tumhe pta hai fir bhi puchh rahi ho or mene phone kaat diya uska lekin wo non-stop 20-25 bar call kiya or mene ek bar bhi uska phone ni uthaya last me uska masg aaya tumhare chakkr me aaj jitna me roi hoon shaayd is se pehle kabhi nhi aisa hua hoga. Or fir sab kuch kht shaayed tabhi uske baad pure din waha se koi response nhi aya, me bhi bahut becheni si feel kr raha tha is liye us din mene bahut jyda drink ki log bolte hai na ki drink se gam bhool jaate hai pr wo bhi try kiya lekin wo hai ki mind se nikl hi nhi rahi thi. Or pura din aise gya jaise kuchh bhi nhi hai aage life me , or next din fir se uski call aai shaayed ek hi bell aai hogi mere phone me ki mene jalldi se pic kiya kyonki raat bhar wo phone hi tha jiseme apne paas rakh ke uske call ya masg ka wait kr raha tha , use bat ki uske muhh se bas yahi nikla ki us phone me call mat karna nhi to proble hogi or fir kaat diya…………………..
Fir uske bad aaaj tk uski call nhi aai kahi baar sochta tha ki call kru pr kya kru yaar pyar he hi aisi chiz ki apne se jyada uska khyal pehle mind me chala jata tha or wahi words yaad aate the ki problem ho jaayegi mebhi aise hi roj bina aath pair ki life ji raha tha or job to mene chhod hi di thi ki kahi ek baar bhi maouka milega waha jaane ka jaha wo rehti hai to bilkul teyar rahoonga aise hi 6 month ghar me baitha life aisi hogai thi ki kyaa kahoon, or us se pehle jaisi life mene ji thi shaayed hi aisa koi ladka hoga jise mene nhi dekkha mere jaise life ko enjoy krte hue. Ek din morning me net pr baitha or kuchh agency ke number nikale jo abroad bhejti hai ek bandde se mila or fir kaam bangya me duabi aaya or yaahaa se ek month job surch krne ke baad afganistan aya or ab pichle 11 month se yahi hoon pr usko kabhi bhi dil se nikal nhi paya…abhi 15-20 din pehle pta chala ki uski shaadi hone wali hai us hi ldke se, pta chalato kya kuchh nhi me tab bhi kuchh nhi kr paya siwaye afsos ke or ab bhi yahikiya sirrrrf.
Mujhe humesha jo mene chaha hai mila hai chaaye khuch bhi ho pr ek yahi jich agar misss.
Ek taraf se ye mere love story ka end hai pr me ise end nhi manta jab mene abhi tk use apni life se nhi nikaala hai to uske aaane ke chance to humesha hi mere liye poora bana rahega…

Thank You
Chander Singh

*Hi. I am abhi. Me aaj me aap sabko us girl ke bare me betauga jisko dakhe kar muje phle baar me hi pyar ho gya tha. Jab me 10class me tha. Tab mare exam kurukshetra me hue. To 1 sem. Ke exam the. Exam suru hone se phle hi muje ek ladki diki. Or dakte hi me usko dakne ke liye pagal sa ho gya. Exam ke baad jha per mujko jana tha. Usi tarf vo ja rhi thi. Fir me uske piche-2 jane lega. Jha tak mujko jana tha vha se vo auto. Me bath kar chli gai. Har exam ke baad me uske piche ata tha. Vo bi mari taraf thoda thoda dakne lagi thi. 1sem. Ke exam. Is tarh gujar gai. Fir 2sem. Me bi me usko ase hi dekta rhta tha. Uske piche ata tha.last exam me usko lane uske mamy papa or uska bhai aai the. Uske baad muje vo nahi mili. Fir mane 11class me kurukshetra me padne lega tha. Me har roj subeh us school (jise me hamare exam hue the)ke samne se gujarta tha. 2 month tak me school jata rha. Fir mane ek din deka ki vo use school me padti thi. Or uske sath 3-4 or ladkiya thi. Vo auto. Me se utri thi. Or me samne se aa rha tha. Tabi usne mujko dekha or mane usko dekha. Vo mari tarf dekh rhi thi. Or me uske paas se gujer gya. Me us din bahut kush tha. Me har roj subeh uske raste me khda hone lega tha. Chuti ke time bi. Bas usko dekta tha. 11 class isi tarh nikal gai. Mane kabi bi usko kuch nahi kha. Fir 12class mane bi school nahi bedla or usne bi school nahi bedla. Me ek din uske school ki tarf jarha tha. Vo samne se aa rhi thi. Usne uski dost ko mare bare me kuch kha. Jo me samaj to nahi! paya pe r itna jarur tha ki vo mare bare me hi kah rhi thi. Me har roj subeh phli bus se kkr(kurukshetra) pahuch jata tha. Vha har roj uska wait karta tha. Phli bus 06:15am per aati thi. Or me use har roj dekta tha. Chuti ke time jab tak vo auto. Me beth kar chli na jai tab tak use dekta rhta tha. Ek baar mane jab vo auto me beth kar jarhi thi to mane uskn bye kar diya. Vo har din auto. Me beth kar piche mud kar dakti thi. Usne kuch nahi kha. Uske baad vo 2-3 din tak jate wakt jyada dar tak dakti thi. Fi vo auto. Me bath kar mari taraf dakti rhti thi. Me uski tarf dakta rhta tha. 12class me bi isi tarh chlta rha. Fir ek din mane subeh vo uski 2 dost ke sath school ja rhi thi. Uski 2 dost piche rhe gai or vo aage nikal gai. Jab mane usko ekla dekha to mane mare dost ke khne per uska name pucha to usne me \'juststup\' bola. Me sun kar chup ho Gya kyoki me usko pyar karta tha. Agar mari jagh koi or hota to pta nahi vo use kya kya khta.me kuch nahi bola. Ye baat 31 dec. 2011 ki thi. Uske baad mane usse 3 march 2012 ko baat ki. To usne kha ki mare bhai dak rhe hai. To muje signal mil gya tha. To mane usko milne ko bulaya. Lakin vo nahi aai. Fir mane uske liye friendship card liya. Or usme apne dil ki baat likh kar usko dene ke liye gya tha. Or uski chuti ke baad usko vo card dane lega. Lakin usne nahi liya. To mane use kha ki agar tumne ye nahi liya to me tumhar bag me dal duga. Jab use nahi pakda to mane vo card uske bag me dal diya. To vo kuch nahi boli. Lakin uski friend ne jab use kha to usne vo card nikalkar mari taraf deka or niche fak diya. Uske baad muje vo 8 march ko mili or uske baad unke school ki chutiya suru ho gai thi. Kyoki board ke exam. Suru ho gai the. Uske baad yani ke 8 march 2012 ke baad mane use ab tak nahi dekha. Jab vo muje nahi chati thi to mari taraf itni itni dar kyo dakti rhti thi. Jab vo mari tarf dakti thi to har bar muje hi apni anke jukani padti thi. Vo mari tarf dakti thi isliy to me uske piche itna pagal huw. Me ab uske yaad me sirf sad song sunta rhta hu. Mari ye samaj me nahi aata ! ki vo la dke jo ladkiyo ke sath sirf time pass karte hai. Ladkiya un ladko ko hi pasand karti hai. Or mare jase jo sirf ek ladki ke liye apni jindgi gujar rhe hai. Bagwaan unka sath kyo nahi deta. Mene aat tak kisi bi ladki ke sath kuch bi nahi kiya kyoki me kisi ko dokha nahi dena chaht. Me nahi cahta ki me pyar kisi or ke sath karu or timepass kisi or ke sath karu. Bas isliy aaj tak uska intjar kar rha hu. Rato ko rota rhta hu usko yaad karke. Muje ek ache dost ki talas hai jo mare baat ko samaj ske. Mari baat ko hansi me n udaye. Kya vo bi mujko pyar karti hai muje betao dosto.
I LOVE YOU /\\/E|-|/\\ * 

**********friends maine apni story post ki thi.........uspar jo comment aai wo maine padi mujhe bahut dukh hua ki mai galat nahi tha fir bhi kai logon ne mujhe hi galat bataya mai aise logon ki parwah nahi karta mai khud aise logon se hate karta hu mujhe kaha ki mai pyaar ka matlab nahi samjhta agar mai pyaar ka matlab samjhta to uske baare mai galat nahi bolta mai aisi post karne walo se kahna chahta hu ki aap jaante ho pyaar kya hai.......................jo mujhe sikhane chale ho..........mujhe pata hai ki aap jaise log hi pyaar ke naam ko badnam karte hai mai nahi............us ladki ne mujhe aage se pyaar mai fansaya tha aur aap kahte hai ki wo naadaan thi fir usne mere dosto ke sath wo sab kyon kiya jo use nahi karna chahiye tha,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,haan wo nadaan hai aur aap bhi naadan ho jinhone mujhe galat bataya hai................mai uski khushi ke liye use jaan bhi de sakta tha aur tum kahte ho ki main pyaar ka matlab nahi samjhta maine uski khushi ke liye wo city hi chhod di aur tum kahte ho ki mai pyaar ko badnaam kar raha hu.................mai kisi ko kuchh galat nahi bolna chahta aur mai ye bhi nahi kahta ki mai sahi hu haan aaj ke time ko dekhte hue mai galat hu,,,,,,,,,,,mujhe khud se bhi jyada kisi ko pyaar nahi karna chahiye tha,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,mujhe bhagwan ki tarah use dil mai nahi bithana chahiye tha..............haan mujhse galati hui hai,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,but ek ankur gupta tha usne kuchh jyada hi galat sabit kiya mujhe mai usse kahna chahta hu ki tu! ........ .. 

Hi friends main aap longo se apne broblem share karna chahti hoon. Mera naam reetu hai or me 22 yers ki hoon mene grajuton camplet kar leya hai. Or main ek chote se share ke ladki hoon mean mandla se hoon. Mere love story tab suru hoi jab me I year karti thi meri mulakat use college mai he hoi. Me use first time tab mile jab mai first time college gai mene 1st standerd se 12th tak sirf gils school me apne padhi ki thi or first time me girls & boys ke santh steady karne ka time aya tha me bahut der rahe the college jane se per jana to tha hi na to main or mery fed. Hum dono colleng gai or pata nahi meri najar ek ladke per gai use dekh kar pata nahi kyo mera man main aaya ki kash ye mera frd.banjata pata hai kabhi ensa bhi ho sakta hai main soch nahi sakti ki wo mere paas aaya or usne mujh se achank pucha ke aap ka naam reetu hai me heran thi ki ise itan kuch kise pata es college me hai bus to ladki nahi hoon fir ye mere bare me kise kuch jan sakte hai wo bhi first baar college ane per jab mene unse pucha to unhone keh diya ke u hi me soch me pad gai. Or ye bhi sochti ki good mere etne jaldi koy baat kise man sakte hai wase me aap longo ko bata do ki mere humesha se ek spna tha ki koy mujh se bahut pyar kare mera bhi koy samjhdar pyara sa boyfrd. ho qunki mere frend longo ke sabhi ke boyfriend the or unko dekh ker lagta tha ki humara bhi care karne walla ho or wise bhe sayd ye to sabhi ladkio ka spna hota hai jab wo badi ho jati hai samjhdar ho jati hai to unhe ek ense dost ke jarura! t hoti h ai jise wo sab kuch share kar sake. Me use 27.7.2007 me mele thi but abhi uske liye mere man me ansa kuch nahi tha but dhree2 use meri dosti ho gai fir pata challa ke wo jis institute me main computer karti ho wo bhi karte hai fir humari or bhi dosti badh gai hum huesha santh rahte college me to mere class met longo ko sak hone laga ki humare bich kuch chal raha hai yaha thak ki mere apne fred. logo ne mere upper ungle utai per me janti thi ki me galt nahi hoon fir hum dono ne ek dusre se baat karna kam kar diya. Fir ek din hum long computer class me the to mujhe kuch ke jarurat thi to mene us ke beg me deka to mujhe ek diry mele mene use nekala or padhne lagi per usne mujh se use choda liya mere baar2 magne per bhi usne mujhe diry dene se mana ker diya or kaha ki is me meri kuch parsnal cheze hai. Fir mene usse kaha thik hai mat dikhao per ek din usne mujhe khude he wo diry de de mene useke wo diry padhi bahut kuch jana uske bare main. Usne mujhe diry dete waqt kaha tha ki yadi tum diry padhogi to tumhe diry me apne soch lekna hoga to mene us diry me kya likha ye do ache se yaad nahi per sayed koy shiri thi iske baad to me use per bahut jyda vishwash karne lage thi. Fir ek din achank usne mujhe propse ker diya mera me soch me pad gai ki me kya jabab du ager na kahti hoon to meri dosti tute gaigi per jabab to dena hi tha na mene use mana ker diya ke nahi ansa nhi hai per usne mujh se dosti nahi todi hum usse trah baat karte per sayed kahi na kahi mere man me wo tha per sayed me use khul kar keh nahi pa rahi thi. Sayd isliye ki uske jindgi me mujhe se pehle koy ladki thi per unka brakup ho chka tha ye sab usne muhe bataya tha or mene uske diry me bhi badha tha per kehte hai na pyar kise ka nahi suntan so mere dil ne bhi wahi kiya me use chahne lage thi per mene use nahi kaha usne mujhe kai baar propose keya but mene har baar na hi kaha qunki me darti thi ki sayd ye galt hai. Fir humare exam ho gai result aa gaia per me nahi janti thi ki wo mujhe se door challa gaega. Exam ke baad wo Bhopal challa gaiya! mujhe b agre kuch bataye bahut dukh hou per use apne t.c. lene ana bada wo mere ghar aaya or fir mene use ek pen gift kya or wo Bhopal challa gaya per haumari phone per baat hoti me aab use pyar karne lage thi fir ek din mene usse apne dil ke baat bata di fir kya tha humari zindgi rangin ban gai wo bhi sayed kush tha or me to bahut he jada khush thi wo har din mujh se phone per baat karte ab to jise humare dunia yahi thi wo waha jaker we mujhe nahi bhoulte. Meri to unki awaz jise din ke jarurat ben gi thi ager ek din baat nahi hoti to na wo reh pate na main us time humare pass mobile nahi tha wo mujhe her din me kai baar STD se phone karte or me unhe unke jija je ke mobile per phone lagte her din balance dalati bhale chahe kuch ke liy passé ho ya na hoo per balance ke liye jaruri tha. Wo jab bhi apne goan ate mujh se mellen atte. Or ise trah se waqt bita gaiya or humare pyar ko 3 year gujar gai. Per kehate hai na ke her din ek se nahi hote ab sayd humari kushi ko humari he najar lag gai thi ab to mere rone ka waqt aagiya tha. Ab mujhe lagne laga ki uske pyar me kami aa rahi hai mene puch ki kya baat hai aaj kal tume jayda baat nahi karte or kuch badle badle lagete ho insa kyo per wo humesha ye he kehte ki nahi ensa kuch nahi hai bus me busy rehta hoon or kuch nahi me bhi unski baato ka vishvahs kerte or mere pass koi rasta he nahi tha kya karti. Fir ek din achank mera or mere frd. Ka Bhopal jane ka programe ban gaya or me kush bhi thi ki me uske paas jaa rahi hoon per mera jana itna asan nahi tha per kehte hai na ki pyar ghote boubata hai so mene bhi keya mene apne fimelly se keh diya ke me apne frd ke goan ja rahi hoon mene kuch soche samjhe bager itna bada risk liya or hum dono he Bhopal challe gai mene is bare me aashish ko kuch nahi bataya me chahte thi ki pahuch ker serprice dongi fir jab bhopla pahuche fir hum apne frd ke mushi key aha ruke the or uske dusre din mene use bataya ke me bhopla me hoon to wo khush the or wo mujh se mellen be aaye me or mere frd or aashish park gaye usne hume kafi jagh dikhah! i fir ek din uske didi ne hume apne ghar bolaya or aashish lene hume lene aaye or or fir unhone hume fir park bada talab le gaye or wahi per unke kesi dost ka call aaya ki kaha ho jaldi aao un logo ke beech kafi baate hoi jise bata to chal gaiya ki wo kisi ladki ke bare me baat ker rahe hai or aasish ne unse bataya ke wo abhi unke gon se koi aya hai to use ghomane laya hoon. Mujhe baut bura laga per mene use kuch nahi kaha kunki me usse pyar karti thi fir waha se hum log unke didi ke ghar gai or wo apne didi ke pass chode ker hume kude dosto ke paas challa gaya me uska wait karti rahi 11 se sam ke 5-6 baje wo ghar babish aaye or is per bhi usne mujhe se kya sabal kiya ke tum udash kyo ho bahut taklif hoti hai ye sab yad ker or us waqt to lagta tha ki kya karu me. Fir usne hume mushi k yaha tak chode diya. Fir dusre din hume babas aana tha mene use bataya tha ki hum log aaj ja rahe hai to wo millne to aaya per mujhe mera pyar nahi koi or najr aaya me us waqt bahut tinsen me thi hum bapish aa gai ghar pe daat bhi padi . ab to jab use phone lgate humesha busy aata puchne per nahi mami se baat ker rah tha ense hi uske 10 bahne the ab mujhe sak hone laga tha uske baato ko me samjh choki thi ki koi to hai or pata bhi challa ki ha uski life me koi ladki hai mene or bhi is baat ko clear karna chati thi mene uske dost se pucha to us ne kaha ki ha app jisa soch rahi hai wo soch hai usne us ladki ka naam bataya fir mene socha ke aashish se puchte hoon puchne per usne mujh se kaha ke tum dono mujh se ansa hi kehte ho or kaha ki wo meri frd bus hai per mujhe vishwash nahi tha mera mod kharab hua mene us ladki ka number paata keya per uske frd ka number milla mene socha ki me usse keh dongi ke insa insa hi per pata hahi mene use kyo kuch nahi kaha mene use keh diya ke aashish ne apke bare me bataya hai or aap jo sochti ho wisa kuch nahi hai me aashish ke only frd ho. Per sayd use bhi sak tha ki me juth bool rahe hoo. Mene use baat kiya hai per mujhe us se koi sekayat nahi hai qunki wo bahut pyari hai or wo bhi to meri t! arah aas hish ko chahti hai or me nahi chahti thi ki (seem) use koi derd ho or ek karan ye bhi tha ki main nahi chahti thi ki ashish ko kisi ke samne sarminda hona pade. Mere or seem ke beech baate hone lgae fir ek din usne mujhe baata diay ki ha aashish or hum ek dusre ko chahte hai. Or ye baat to aashish ko pata tha ke hum log bate karte hai per usne mujh se ek baar bhi nahi pucha ki reetu tumne sach kyo nahi bataya. Me tut se gai thi kyonki sayd ye kise bhi ladki ke liye aasan nahi seem ne mujhe frd. man liya tha or ab wo mujh se sab kuch sere Karen lage the wo apne or aashish ki beech ki baate sare karne lage thi bahut taklif hoti thi per jab wo dono santh rehte to mujhe call karte wo dono injoy karte to me rote per apne ansu chopne padte dukh to ye tha ki batao use jara bhi eahsash nahi hai. ki me use ketna chahti hoon na use baqt hua or na aaj bhi hai. or ek din seem ne mujhe kaha ki kya aap ashish ko chate hai mene kaha ki nahi to usne kaha ki aashish ne bataya ke usne aapko valentine day ke din propose keya tha to aap ne mana ker diya tha or ab keyo aap ko es baat ka ehasash ho rah hai. ye baat sun ker bahut taklif hui mene kcuh bhi nahi kaha or kehte bhi kya jab aashish ne hi use ye baataya hai to me kya kahu. Or itna hi nahi usne seem se mere insalt kari or seem se hi nahi uske bahut se fred ne jab chaha mera majak udya wo bhi aashish ke samne he mene sab kuch sahe kyonki me use pyar karti thi. Per use kabhi ehasash he nahi hou. Or mene soch liya ke ab main usse baat nahi karunge or mene seem se baat karna band kar diya per aashish mujhe se humesha baat karta or me bhi ker lete per mene use rista tood liya tha bus u hi baat ker lete the per mene use kabhi sikayat nahi ke qunki mujhe lagta tha ki sayd use kabhe to eahsash hoga hi per nahi aaj tak ensa nahi houa. Humare riste ko aab kahatam hue 1 saal ho couka hai per es beech bhi humari kabhi2 baate ho jate the. per ab 1 mahne ho gaye hai humari baaat nahi hote. Mujhe kanfarm to nahi hai per sayd usne merize ker ley hai usne mujhe batya tha ki me! saadi k er raha hoon per meri famelly iske khilf hai but me fir bhi saadi karunga per ek baat to me batana hi bhol gai syad seem ki merrze ho choki hai kisi or se or abhi jo aashish merrize karne balla tha wo koy or hai wo jablapur ki hai or seem to mahrastra ki thi . or sayd usne saadi ker he le hai esliye ab wo hume call nahi karta. Ab mene use puri tarah se zindgi se nikal diya hai per me use kabhi bhoul nahi panunge wo humesha mere dil me kahi na kahi rahega. Me chahte hoon ke me use bhoul gaou per pata nahi ye mujhe se nahi ho pa raha hai kya karu samjhe me hai nahi ata. Mene puri kosish ki hai ke me use apne dil se nikal due per pata nahi ensa hoga ya nahi. 

yaaro i m going to share my love story...
My name is prince, i m 17 year old.
Her name is soofie , she is 13 years old.. 
Baat un dino ki hai jab mai 12 class mai tha i mean 04 august 2011 ki ek ladki soofie jo humhare ghar k bilkul samane rahti h. Humne jahan room liya tha ..
Soofie dekhne mai toh 15 - 16 ki lagati thi Jis k karan mai use love karne lag gya tha..
So ab story par aata hu mai or soofie hum dono ek dusre ko dekhte the mai apne ghar se or vo apni balcony se, kahte hai na love ki starting dekhne se hi hoti hai humhari v story dekhne se start hui thi.. mujhe love at 1 sight hua tha or vo dekhti thi jaise har kisi ko normal dekhte hai par muze lagta tha ki vo v muze like karti hai.. Is misundrstanding k karan maine use dil mai betha diya.. Din beette gaye or vo dil mai basti gayi par jaise dec aaya usne apni balcony mai aana chod diya mujhe bura toh lagta tha par kya karta muzburi thi, kabi usse baat nhi ki thi or aisa koi link v nhi tha jisse mai usse baat kar skta.. Jab humhare preboard start hue toh mera exam dene ka time 2.30 - 5.30 tha so muze school 2 baje tk pauchna hota tha or 2 baje uski chutti hoti thi toh jab mai exam dene jata toh uske aana ka wait karta or jab vo mujhe dekhti toh dekhti hi rahti us k chalne ki speed mujhe dekhte hi slow ho jati thi mai samajh gya tha ki she also likes me but prop marne m dar lagta tha or mai apne har exam mai late ho jata tha ab yar kisi ko paane k liy kuch toh sacrifice karna padta hai na.. Par mere pre board v khatam ho gye lekin prop ni mar paya.. Phir humhara board exam start ho gye 21 march ko mra economics ka exam tha or 18 march ko mai apne ghar mai aisi jagah betha tha jahan se uski balcony saaf dikhati thi or us din vo apni balcony mai aayi or usne ishaaro hi ishaaro mai bola ilu contine 4- 5 time tak or mai use dekh rha tha dosto uska hath kaap rha tha or mera pura sharir dil ki dhadkan itni tez ho gyi thi maano booster lag gye ho.. Phir at noon maine v hath wala ilu bana diya mera v hath kaap rha tha par us k face par smile thi.. Or jis din mera eco ka exam tha 21 march us din usne 1.40 par usne milne ko bola aisa usne copy mai likh kar dikhaya tha.. So 21 march ko mera exam tha par khushi soofie se milne ki thi or mera pura exam bekar gya samajh m nhi aa rha tha ki kya likhu kyuki hath kaap rhe the or dil tezzi se dadak rha ki kaise jaa paaunga usse milne ek side carier tha toh dusr! i side c hahat thi or mai jaldi se apna exam chod chad kar usse milne bhagha or jab mai wahan paucha toh dekha ki vo v aa gyi us waqt toh pure sharir ne kaam karnr hi chod so maine usse awaz lagai or vo mri taraf aa gyi or phir 1st time usse baat karne jaa rha tha toh socha kahan se start karu pahle maine usse pucha \'tum kis class m ho\' usne bola abhi 7 pass ki h or ab 8 class mai aayi hu.. i ws shockd that time phir usne pucha \'or tum\' so maine bola 12 k exam de rha hu or phir vo shockd ho gyi thi .. Or kuch din hum mai bahut baate hui or phir par uski mom ko pta chal gya or hume alag hona pad gya.. Par dil ki icha ye janna tha ki she like me or nt nd ans of dis qustn she like me..  

hii frnd ...
actuly mai bhi apke tarh kuch baate share karna chati hu....i m also felling luv wid someone ..but dere is lots of problms..i m belong to a punjabi family ..i love someone who is belong to muslim family...he knws i love him very much ..i knw he also luv me ..but hamare payr ke bitch asia lagta hai tufaan hai ..hum apna mind bhi asia bana chuke hai we r nt made fr ech othr ..but hum ek din dono dono ko dekhe bina nhi rehe sakte ..kaise rehe lenge pura zindagi alag alag.....actuly we r culing in our office ..asia to kisi bagwan ne nhi kaha hai ki ap dusre logo ke sath pyar nhi kar sakte ..to hum insaan ese kyu nhi samj pate ....plzzz guys help me to save my love ...kya decied karo kise chuno ..plzz sugest me....

my love started on net facebook.....i used 2 chat wd ppl 4 fun wd my frndz n 1 day......
uski request ayi n i accepted..he is hitesh..me aur meri frndz bas uske sath masti krte the bt he was serious..usne phli bar ek unknown ldki ko add kiya tha n wo thi me..use mera ek cmnt acha lga tha..aur muje uske bat krne ka style..me usse akele bat krne lgi..5 months k bad v exchangd numbers n started takin on fon night n day..3 months later v met on my brthdy..usne muje rat me propose kiya..he asked me ki ladkiya kya chahti h muje kya pasand h meri choice ka ladka n everythn n thn told 2 bring a mirror saying he wil show me sum magic..i was infront of it n he told SEE THE GAL SHE IS MY CHOICE MY LOVE ASK HER DOES SHE LOVES ME..MENE KHA USE TYM CHAHIYE N AFTER SUM MNTHS I SAID YES..uski sachaye sabse achi bat thi usme..he told everythn truth abt him tht is vo bht hi less income wali family se tha n i m from a well known family..par mera pyar kbi kam nhi hua..hum milke bhi kbi ek doosre k pas nhi aye bt my soul was cnctd..par sbse badi bat wo mujse 5 saal bada h..ths also didnt mater 2 me par uske gharwale uske liya rishta dhundh rhe the..ek rat usne mujse kha bhul ja muje meri shaadi shayad tay ho jaye n me apne papa k against nhi ja skta..na hamari age milti h na caste na family background..tu aur me bht alg h aur aise is janam me kbi nhi mil skte..ye sunke mere hosh udd gye..jis insan ko me sb tarah se apna man chuki thi vo aisa kaise keh skta tha..wo muje aise hi chod k africa chala gya kuch job krne..aur mene apni life ki nyi shuruat ki usko bhulake pr aj b vo muje yad aata h khi mere khayalo me bas samata h meri yaado me..shayad uski shadi ho gyi ho par me usse bhul nhi skti..na mene use fir kbi cntact kiya na usne..frndz apse bas uski khushiyo ki dua mangne ko request krti hu..vo khush to me khush..