hi , ish kahani mai mera nam sahil hai, sahil gupta. ye bahut lambi kahani hai jisse mai aap logon ko short mai sunaonga,
mai ek engineering college ka student hoon ,.........doston mai teen saal se ek ladki se pyar karta hoon , lekin abhi tak usse iss bat ka pata nahi hai, kuch log issko padkar hass rahe honge , kaha rahe honge ki dekho kitna bada looser hai......haan mai looser hoon , lekin mai kya karoon mai aisa hi hoon , mai un ladkon ki taraah nahi hoon jo aaj ladki dekhte hai , agle din se dating suru ho jati hai, 10-15 din bad propose mar dete hai or teen mahine bad breakup ho jaata hai aur phir agli ki talash mai lag jate hai....maine bus ek hi ladki se pyar kiya hai aur ussi ko pane ki chahat hai.....chaliye ab aap logon ko uss ladki se milwata hoon ,anamika sharma .......yahi uska naam hai.anamika se meri pahali mulakat auto mai hui thi .
mai subah auto se college ke liye jaa raha tha, thoda aage jake jab auto ruka to baha se ek ladki baithi just mere samne wali seat per, badi badi aankho wali , gore gore galon wali, ek hath mai mobile aur ek mai books chahare per aate bal, jinhe wo bar bar hatane ki koshis karti lekin ye saitaan hawa kahaan maanti baar baar uske balon ko udaa deti, such kaha raha hoon dosto us din mai apne aapko sambhal nahi paa raha tha ......mai ek najar mai hi usse dil de chuka tha.
uss din ke bad wo kafhi dino tak college mai dikhi nahi kyon ki first year ke student jyada tar padai per dyan dete hai aur waise bhi wo mujhe dekhne se hi padakoo lag rahi thi ,fir ek din jab exams chal rahe the to wo mujhe apne examination centre per dikhi mai fir se ussi ko dekhata hi raha gaya , aapni najar hi nahi hataa paya , apne dost se puchcha \"yaar ye koun hai??\"
amit: \"aree wo , wo to anamika hai\"
mai: \"tu jaanta hai usse??????\"
amit: \"haan ......bhai bada karra maal hai\"
mai: \"oye sale.........abhi tune bol diya aage se mat bol diyo uske bare mai aisa kuch..\"
amit: \"kyon....... bhai ko pyar ho gaya hai kya iss ladki se???????\"
mai muskura gaya .
amit: \"tu tension mat le teri hi branch ki hai .........agli sal se tere hi saath padegi.\"
mai: \"kya...........ye meri branch ki hai?\"
mai itna khus tha jaise maine anamika ko pa liya ho ..........lekin kaha , abhi to suruat thi abhi to hume bahut lamba safar tai karna tha.
1 saal bad:
jab mera college mai second year ka first day tha , us din meri ankhein sirf anamika koi doond rahi thi , der sehi sahi lekin wo us din aai aur meri baichani ko rahat mili, us din usse bat to nahi ho pai , us din to kya us din ke bad bhi kafi dino tak usse bat nahi ho pai, hoti bhi kaise sahil ji itne sarmile jo thahare , kabhi kisi ladki se baat karne ki himmat hi nahi karpate, bhale hi mai honto se kuchna kaha saka lekin meri ankhe bahut kuch kahane ki koshish karti thi. maine ankhon ke raste hi usse apne dil mai basana chaha lekin lekin khuda ko meri ye khushi bhi manjoor nahi thi , ek din mai jab library gaya to dekha anamika kisi ladke ke sath baithhi thi , wo dono huss huss ke bat kar rahe the , wo din tha jis din mera dil toota ,jis din mai pahali baar kisi ladki ke liye roya .room per jab akela tha ab jaane kyon usse yaad kar ke apne aap ansoo nikal aa rahe the , sayad iss liye kyon ki maine usse sachcha pyar kya tha ,lekin ye khayal kyon nahi aaya ki uss jaisi khoobsurat ladki ki piche to mere jaise jane kitne pade honge ,lekin iss dil ko kaise samjhata ye to naadan us pe marne laga tha ,jaan se jyada pyar karne laga tha .
wo ladka mujhse har chij mai kai guna achcha tha padai mai ladai mai smartness mai aur bat aur wo ek achcha singer aur ek achcha writer aur tha , aur mai , mai to ek sucha, achcha , ek seedha saadha bacha tha wo mujhe kyon chunti, lekin mera dil kahaan maanne wala tha abhi bhi ussi ke pichche pada hua tha,kuch dino bad anamika uss ladke se door door rahane lagi sayad kuch anban hui ho,
ab meri anamika se dosti ho gai thi , lekin sirf dosti , wo mujhse as a friend kabhi kabhi bat kar liya karti thi, aur mai bas isi aas mai tha ki sayad koi aisa chakkar chal jaye ki ye dosti pyar mai badal jaye. lekin aisa nahi hua .........ab tak to nahi hua shayad aage ho jaye .
bus yuhi dheere dheere bakt nikala aur humlog third year mai aagaye ,ab doosti ka rag thoda gahara hone laga hum log aksar milte rahate lekin sirf dosti thi aur itni dosti to uski kai ladkon se the , wo hai hi aisi ladki ,itni khoobsurat ki koi bhi pagal ho jaaye itni hosiyaar ki kisi ko bhi baibkoof bana de ,aur wo aisa karti bhi thi her roj canteen mai koi na koi murga katata tha , ladke bhi uske peeche itne pagal ki paise lutate rahate , bo hai hi aisi her koi uske charm ke aage jukta hai
iss saal kai aise mauke aaye jab main usse apne dil ki baat batane ki kosis ki lekin bata nahi paaya aksar jab wo college se ghar jaati thi to mai bhi uske sath jaata tha kyon ki mera ghar bhi ussi ke ghar ke paas hai , raste mai bahut si bate hoti rahati mai uske baare mai kafhi kuch jaan chuka tha lekin sayad uske dil ke ware mai nahi , warna abhi tak yato usse paa chuka hota yaa usse bahut door jaa chuka hopta , usski yaad ne mujhe aashiq , shayar , writer jane kya kya bana diya........mere sare doston ko is bat ka pata tha ki mai usse kitna pyar karta hoon ............sirf ussi ko nahi.............
ek dinn hum log canteen mai baithe hue the , mai anamika aur mera ek dost aur ek anmika ka koi dost ,
gappe mar rahe the , pahale bahan anamika aur wo ladka hi baithe hue the mai aur mera dost to bad mai aaye ,iss leye mujhe sak tha ki kahi anamika aur iss ladke ki dating to nahi hai , isliye maine yuhi isare mai pucha to anamika ki taraf se na ka jabab aaya ,thodi der bad mera dost meri taraf isara karte hue bola tum logon ko pata hai humare beech ek shayar baithe hai, anamika boli sach sahil .
maine kaha haan,
tabhi wo ladka bola\" kabhi dil toota tha kya bhai ??????\"
maine kaha \" haan yaar mera dil to aksar tootata rahata hai \"
ye sun ke sab log hasne lage aur anamika to huste hue pagal ho gai , aur mai uske huste hue masoom chahare ko bas dekhata raha gaya ,
agli bar mere yaar ke dimaag mai jane kya aaya ki jo baat mai apne aap 3 saal mai nahi kaha paaya wo usne mujhse ek paal mai kahalba di,
wola \"sahil anamika ko apne dil ki baat bataa de ..............bol de ki tu isse pyar karta hai\"
uss wakt majaak chal raha tha sab log ek dusre ki tang kheech rahe the .mene uss majaak ka fayada uthaya aur bina kuch soche samjhe bebak hoke maine bol diya
\"anamika i love you\"
anamika boli \"kya??????????\"
maine apne dost ki taraf dekhte hue kaha \" saayad isne suna nahi\"
aur iss bar usski aankhon mai ankhein dalke kaha \"anamika i love you\"
aur sab log hasne lage , majak chal raha tha to wo kuch nahi kah pai , mera dost mere dil ki bat juwan pe lana chahata tha , majak mai hi sahi lekin usne mujh se wo kahal wa diya jo mai sayad waise kabhi nahi kaha pata
lekin is majaak ki wajah se jawab bhi majak hi ban gaya , usne mujhe khuch jawab nahi diya aur do din wad college ki chuttiyaan ho gai aur sab log training ke liye idhar udhar chale gaye , ab to jab fir se college khulenge tab shayad mujhe jabab mile , mujhe uss din ka intjaar hai, kyon ki ye kahaani abhi adhoori hai...........................

.......................................................................................doston agar aap logon ko meri kahani achchi lagi hai to mujhe batain ki mai ki tarah se apna agala kadam badaon ki happy ending ho.