Hi friends main aap longo se apne broblem share karna chahti hoon. Mera naam reetu hai or me 22 yers ki hoon mene grajuton camplet kar leya hai. Or main ek chote se share ke ladki hoon mean mandla se hoon. Mere love story tab suru hoi jab me I year karti thi meri mulakat use college mai he hoi. Me use first time tab mile jab mai first time college gai mene 1st standerd se 12th tak sirf gils school me apne padhi ki thi or first time me girls & boys ke santh steady karne ka time aya tha me bahut der rahe the college jane se per jana to tha hi na to main or mery fed. Hum dono colleng gai or pata nahi meri najar ek ladke per gai use dekh kar pata nahi kyo mera man main aaya ki kash ye mera frd.banjata pata hai kabhi ensa bhi ho sakta hai main soch nahi sakti ki wo mere paas aaya or usne mujh se achank pucha ke aap ka naam reetu hai me heran thi ki ise itan kuch kise pata es college me hai bus to ladki nahi hoon fir ye mere bare me kise kuch jan sakte hai wo bhi first baar college ane per jab mene unse pucha to unhone keh diya ke u hi me soch me pad gai. Or ye bhi sochti ki good mere etne jaldi koy baat kise man sakte hai wase me aap longo ko bata do ki mere humesha se ek spna tha ki koy mujh se bahut pyar kare mera bhi koy samjhdar pyara sa boyfrd. ho qunki mere frend longo ke sabhi ke boyfriend the or unko dekh ker lagta tha ki humara bhi care karne walla ho or wise bhe sayd ye to sabhi ladkio ka spna hota hai jab wo badi ho jati hai samjhdar ho jati hai to unhe ek ense dost ke jarura! t hoti h ai jise wo sab kuch share kar sake. Me use 27.7.2007 me mele thi but abhi uske liye mere man me ansa kuch nahi tha but dhree2 use meri dosti ho gai fir pata challa ke wo jis institute me main computer karti ho wo bhi karte hai fir humari or bhi dosti badh gai hum huesha santh rahte college me to mere class met longo ko sak hone laga ki humare bich kuch chal raha hai yaha thak ki mere apne fred. logo ne mere upper ungle utai per me janti thi ki me galt nahi hoon fir hum dono ne ek dusre se baat karna kam kar diya. Fir ek din hum long computer class me the to mujhe kuch ke jarurat thi to mene us ke beg me deka to mujhe ek diry mele mene use nekala or padhne lagi per usne mujh se use choda liya mere baar2 magne per bhi usne mujhe diry dene se mana ker diya or kaha ki is me meri kuch parsnal cheze hai. Fir mene usse kaha thik hai mat dikhao per ek din usne mujhe khude he wo diry de de mene useke wo diry padhi bahut kuch jana uske bare main. Usne mujhe diry dete waqt kaha tha ki yadi tum diry padhogi to tumhe diry me apne soch lekna hoga to mene us diry me kya likha ye do ache se yaad nahi per sayed koy shiri thi iske baad to me use per bahut jyda vishwash karne lage thi. Fir ek din achank usne mujhe propse ker diya mera me soch me pad gai ki me kya jabab du ager na kahti hoon to meri dosti tute gaigi per jabab to dena hi tha na mene use mana ker diya ke nahi ansa nhi hai per usne mujh se dosti nahi todi hum usse trah baat karte per sayed kahi na kahi mere man me wo tha per sayed me use khul kar keh nahi pa rahi thi. Sayd isliye ki uske jindgi me mujhe se pehle koy ladki thi per unka brakup ho chka tha ye sab usne muhe bataya tha or mene uske diry me bhi badha tha per kehte hai na pyar kise ka nahi suntan so mere dil ne bhi wahi kiya me use chahne lage thi per mene use nahi kaha usne mujhe kai baar propose keya but mene har baar na hi kaha qunki me darti thi ki sayd ye galt hai. Fir humare exam ho gai result aa gaia per me nahi janti thi ki wo mujhe se door challa gaega. Exam ke baad wo Bhopal challa gaiya! mujhe b agre kuch bataye bahut dukh hou per use apne t.c. lene ana bada wo mere ghar aaya or fir mene use ek pen gift kya or wo Bhopal challa gaya per haumari phone per baat hoti me aab use pyar karne lage thi fir ek din mene usse apne dil ke baat bata di fir kya tha humari zindgi rangin ban gai wo bhi sayed kush tha or me to bahut he jada khush thi wo har din mujh se phone per baat karte ab to jise humare dunia yahi thi wo waha jaker we mujhe nahi bhoulte. Meri to unki awaz jise din ke jarurat ben gi thi ager ek din baat nahi hoti to na wo reh pate na main us time humare pass mobile nahi tha wo mujhe her din me kai baar STD se phone karte or me unhe unke jija je ke mobile per phone lagte her din balance dalati bhale chahe kuch ke liy passé ho ya na hoo per balance ke liye jaruri tha. Wo jab bhi apne goan ate mujh se mellen atte. Or ise trah se waqt bita gaiya or humare pyar ko 3 year gujar gai. Per kehate hai na ke her din ek se nahi hote ab sayd humari kushi ko humari he najar lag gai thi ab to mere rone ka waqt aagiya tha. Ab mujhe lagne laga ki uske pyar me kami aa rahi hai mene puch ki kya baat hai aaj kal tume jayda baat nahi karte or kuch badle badle lagete ho insa kyo per wo humesha ye he kehte ki nahi ensa kuch nahi hai bus me busy rehta hoon or kuch nahi me bhi unski baato ka vishvahs kerte or mere pass koi rasta he nahi tha kya karti. Fir ek din achank mera or mere frd. Ka Bhopal jane ka programe ban gaya or me kush bhi thi ki me uske paas jaa rahi hoon per mera jana itna asan nahi tha per kehte hai na ki pyar ghote boubata hai so mene bhi keya mene apne fimelly se keh diya ke me apne frd ke goan ja rahi hoon mene kuch soche samjhe bager itna bada risk liya or hum dono he Bhopal challe gai mene is bare me aashish ko kuch nahi bataya me chahte thi ki pahuch ker serprice dongi fir jab bhopla pahuche fir hum apne frd ke mushi key aha ruke the or uske dusre din mene use bataya ke me bhopla me hoon to wo khush the or wo mujh se mellen be aaye me or mere frd or aashish park gaye usne hume kafi jagh dikhah! i fir ek din uske didi ne hume apne ghar bolaya or aashish lene hume lene aaye or or fir unhone hume fir park bada talab le gaye or wahi per unke kesi dost ka call aaya ki kaha ho jaldi aao un logo ke beech kafi baate hoi jise bata to chal gaiya ki wo kisi ladki ke bare me baat ker rahe hai or aasish ne unse bataya ke wo abhi unke gon se koi aya hai to use ghomane laya hoon. Mujhe baut bura laga per mene use kuch nahi kaha kunki me usse pyar karti thi fir waha se hum log unke didi ke ghar gai or wo apne didi ke pass chode ker hume kude dosto ke paas challa gaya me uska wait karti rahi 11 se sam ke 5-6 baje wo ghar babish aaye or is per bhi usne mujhe se kya sabal kiya ke tum udash kyo ho bahut taklif hoti hai ye sab yad ker or us waqt to lagta tha ki kya karu me. Fir usne hume mushi k yaha tak chode diya. Fir dusre din hume babas aana tha mene use bataya tha ki hum log aaj ja rahe hai to wo millne to aaya per mujhe mera pyar nahi koi or najr aaya me us waqt bahut tinsen me thi hum bapish aa gai ghar pe daat bhi padi . ab to jab use phone lgate humesha busy aata puchne per nahi mami se baat ker rah tha ense hi uske 10 bahne the ab mujhe sak hone laga tha uske baato ko me samjh choki thi ki koi to hai or pata bhi challa ki ha uski life me koi ladki hai mene or bhi is baat ko clear karna chati thi mene uske dost se pucha to us ne kaha ki ha app jisa soch rahi hai wo soch hai usne us ladki ka naam bataya fir mene socha ke aashish se puchte hoon puchne per usne mujh se kaha ke tum dono mujh se ansa hi kehte ho or kaha ki wo meri frd bus hai per mujhe vishwash nahi tha mera mod kharab hua mene us ladki ka number paata keya per uske frd ka number milla mene socha ki me usse keh dongi ke insa insa hi per pata hahi mene use kyo kuch nahi kaha mene use keh diya ke aashish ne apke bare me bataya hai or aap jo sochti ho wisa kuch nahi hai me aashish ke only frd ho. Per sayd use bhi sak tha ki me juth bool rahe hoo. Mene use baat kiya hai per mujhe us se koi sekayat nahi hai qunki wo bahut pyari hai or wo bhi to meri t! arah aas hish ko chahti hai or me nahi chahti thi ki (seem) use koi derd ho or ek karan ye bhi tha ki main nahi chahti thi ki ashish ko kisi ke samne sarminda hona pade. Mere or seem ke beech baate hone lgae fir ek din usne mujhe baata diay ki ha aashish or hum ek dusre ko chahte hai. Or ye baat to aashish ko pata tha ke hum log bate karte hai per usne mujh se ek baar bhi nahi pucha ki reetu tumne sach kyo nahi bataya. Me tut se gai thi kyonki sayd ye kise bhi ladki ke liye aasan nahi seem ne mujhe frd. man liya tha or ab wo mujh se sab kuch sere Karen lage the wo apne or aashish ki beech ki baate sare karne lage thi bahut taklif hoti thi per jab wo dono santh rehte to mujhe call karte wo dono injoy karte to me rote per apne ansu chopne padte dukh to ye tha ki batao use jara bhi eahsash nahi hai. ki me use ketna chahti hoon na use baqt hua or na aaj bhi hai. or ek din seem ne mujhe kaha ki kya aap ashish ko chate hai mene kaha ki nahi to usne kaha ki aashish ne bataya ke usne aapko valentine day ke din propose keya tha to aap ne mana ker diya tha or ab keyo aap ko es baat ka ehasash ho rah hai. ye baat sun ker bahut taklif hui mene kcuh bhi nahi kaha or kehte bhi kya jab aashish ne hi use ye baataya hai to me kya kahu. Or itna hi nahi usne seem se mere insalt kari or seem se hi nahi uske bahut se fred ne jab chaha mera majak udya wo bhi aashish ke samne he mene sab kuch sahe kyonki me use pyar karti thi. Per use kabhi ehasash he nahi hou. Or mene soch liya ke ab main usse baat nahi karunge or mene seem se baat karna band kar diya per aashish mujhe se humesha baat karta or me bhi ker lete per mene use rista tood liya tha bus u hi baat ker lete the per mene use kabhi sikayat nahi ke qunki mujhe lagta tha ki sayd use kabhe to eahsash hoga hi per nahi aaj tak ensa nahi houa. Humare riste ko aab kahatam hue 1 saal ho couka hai per es beech bhi humari kabhi2 baate ho jate the. per ab 1 mahne ho gaye hai humari baaat nahi hote. Mujhe kanfarm to nahi hai per sayd usne merize ker ley hai usne mujhe batya tha ki me! saadi k er raha hoon per meri famelly iske khilf hai but me fir bhi saadi karunga per ek baat to me batana hi bhol gai syad seem ki merrze ho choki hai kisi or se or abhi jo aashish merrize karne balla tha wo koy or hai wo jablapur ki hai or seem to mahrastra ki thi . or sayd usne saadi ker he le hai esliye ab wo hume call nahi karta. Ab mene use puri tarah se zindgi se nikal diya hai per me use kabhi bhoul nahi panunge wo humesha mere dil me kahi na kahi rahega. Me chahte hoon ke me use bhoul gaou per pata nahi ye mujhe se nahi ho pa raha hai kya karu samjhe me hai nahi ata. Mene puri kosish ki hai ke me use apne dil se nikal due per pata nahi ensa hoga ya nahi.
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Aapki story bohot sad hai.
Har Insaam khushnasib nahi hota jise uska pyar mile.
Yaha Sab Badnaseeb hi hote hai meri tarah.
Aur kaash kisiko bhul paana itna Aasan hota.:(.
Anyways if u want to be my frnd On facebook.
my username: Anand.kori14
Agar usne tumhe propose kiya tha to tumhe use batana chahiye tha,
Agar batati to shayad o tumhare sath hota.
kabhi bhi apni dilki/man ki awaj mat dabao,
Enjoy Life.
Aap bhot ache ho, us k liye apna time waste mat kro, sachai ye hai k vo apke layak kabhi tha hi nhi, take care
Apko ye pta nhi aise ladke kabhi pyar ke layak hote hi nhi...plz contac me on facebook akhi pathak or email id- akhil_pathak02@rediffmail.com
frend u r great .......wo ladka badnasib tha jo apka pyar na pa saka me hota to kabi apne se dur nai hone deta tumhe palko p bitha k rakhta ..... be hapy enjoy ur life bhul jao use .... :)
wtf true l0ve juxt flirt kia usne meri man0 shadi kar lo ap bi
Bahut dukh hua aapki story padkar very sad yaar yakeen nhi hota kis duniya m jite hai aise log jisko apne siwa kisi ki fikar nhi hoti sirf apne matlab ke liye dusro ko use karte hai....
Please aap usko bhul jao aur apni zindagi m aage chalo ..
Ab guzre pal ko piche mudkar mat dekhna ok..
Bay and take care.....!!!
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