yeh mera first love h,,,,,,,,,, jo pura nai huya///////////////////mera naam vivek(vickey) h..mera ek seedha ladka hu bachpan se, kisi se jyada baat nai karta hu..ladkiyo se to bilkul bhi nai,, jaha ladkiya hoti weha se mai milo dur baag jata.. aaj tak khabhi narjre nai milai ladkiyo se........

yeh baat tb ki h jb mai class 12th mai padta tha yani 2011(last year). hamare school mai 10th mai ek ladki padti thi jiska naam tripti(tanu)tha.. mai usse like karne laga tha..wehh 3 bhai bahan the.. uss ki didi meri class ke B section mai thi aur bhai 7th mai tha.. mai prayer mai jane ke dar se schl deri se aata tha par jb se mujhe uss se love huyato mai time se aane aga tha kyuki weh prayer karane 3 ya 4 ladiyo ke saath aage jati thi.... mujhe ussko jayada baar dekne ki himmat nai hoti par 2-3 baar dekh leta tha....jab wo muskurati to mai bhi hasne lagta tha aur jab roti thi to meri aaakho mai aashu aa jate the..

ek din mai schl se seediya chadkar uppar ko ja raha tha to weh uppar se neeche ko aa rahi thi, par wo apne frnds ke saath thi,, hum theek raate ke paas mile aur unhone mujhe pahle jane ke liye bola,, pr mai nai gaya, mai side ho gaya,, mai dusri aur muh karte huye bola ki aap chale jao....aur weh sb log chale gaye, mujhe yaad h ki ussne peeche mudkar dekha tha....ab to mai ghar ko jane waqt bhi usss se aaghe jata aur mudkar peeche ko dekhu to weh bhi mujhe dekhti thi.... mujhe shak tha ki ussse mujse bhi pyaar ho gaya tha, par yakin nai tha....kyuki mai ussse jyada nai dekhta tha taki kisi ko shak na ho jaye.... jb mai schl nai aata to weh meri class mai jakti thi.... interwel ke waqt hamesha mai akele khada hota tha.... aur weh as pass khdi ho jati to mai dur chale jata,,,, ek din to mujhe lagta tha ki ussne mujhe propose kiya,,,, kyuki hum chadeewari mai the schl roof ki, to mai last kone tha aur weh beech mai thi, auur hamare beech lagbhaag 6-7 bacche the .... aur weh weha se haaath hila rahi thi,, . aur muskura rahi thi maine bhi haath hila diya.. par uss time wo kmina dobara aa gaya(kamal)  sayad ussko pata tha ki hum ek duss re se love kte h.... ab maine  class mai ek ladke ko ye sb btaya kyuki frnds(kamal) mai share to hota hi(yehi wo cheez jisko maine galat kiya)ussne kaha ki mai uss ladki ko janta hu,, kyuki weh pahle mujse pyaar karti thi..maine kaha kya weh tujhse ab bhi love karti h..to weh bola ha karti h.. aur aisa bhi bol raha tha ki hamare beech pahle se hi thoda kuch h.... uss ne kaha agar tu kehta h to mai tere liye baat karta hu uss se,, mai ha keh di,, aur bolne laga ki 1 month lag jayega baat karne mai..maine haa kar di...

ab mai khus tha.... kyuki mujhe jindigi mai jo chahiye tha wo mujhe mil raha tha.... par yeh meri galatpahmi thi kyuki ussne mujhe dokha diya.... uss ne seedhe keh diya ki kaam nai huya.... maine kaha tujh se ab vishwaas uth gaya bhai.. 1 month tk maine bhi kuch nai kiya.. ab december aa gaya tha... iss ke baad chuttiya pad jati to jo karna tha mujhe karna tha... par uch jayada nai ho saka bus itna pata chal gaya ki wo love karti thi mujhse, aur mai bhi... january mai chuttiya.. february mai pre board aur practicls... phir kaha ki board wale ghar mai hi rah kar self study karo.... last time tb dekha jb hamara physics ka paper th 18 march ko tha.. aur unka english........uss din mai bahut khus tha kyuki aaj ussko ek mahine baad dekhunga, par ussne mujhe ignore kar diya,,,, pata nai kyu.......uss din se yehi sochta hu ki ya to ussne mujhe nai dekha.. agar dekha to ignore kyu kiya.... ignore kiya to phir weh kya tha jo weh school mai tha hamare beech......par ek baat to h wo mujhse  i love u nai bol paayi aur na hi mai....aur weh isss saal ki 3 rd number ki topper h yeha ki.....par mujhe uss se acchi ladki ab nai milegi.... maine uss ke naam apni zindigi kar di h..... mujhe ab bhi yaad h ki 18 march ke baad maine ussko 25 apri ko 1 second ke liye chalti car mai dekha aur last time.... 2 second se liye usski jalak dekhi 31 june ko dekha........................... par mai itna janta hu ki-------------------- she likes me a lot but i dont know she loves me or not

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Hello Friends, My Name is Sparsh Kabra, Main Delhi mein rehta hun apni family ke saath jisme  meri mom dad ke alawa mera ek chhota bhai hai jo ki mujhe apni jaan se bhi jyada pyaara hai.
Yaha delhi mein main 2004 mein aaya tha and tab hum rent pe rehte the. Hum ne jab room shift kiya tha toh hum ek ghar mein pahunche and shayad tab se meri love story shuru ho gayi. Main  padne likhne mein kaafi achcha tha and hamesh 1st ya 2nd aata tha. toh humare land lord yaani makan malik kaafi achhchhe the and unki 2 ladkiyan and 1 ladka hai.
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Toh main apni rapunzel jo ki mere makan maalik ki chhoti beti hai use tab se jaanta hu jab hum uske ghar pe rent pe rehte the. Ab hum apne ghar mein rehte hain usi colony mein  mere father ka apna business hai and main ne 12th isi saal apni rapunzel ke sath paas kiya hai 85 % and ab main Delhi University se Food Technology Kr rha hun. Ye baat 2 feb 2012 ki hai mere practical hone waale the toh main apni rapunzel se help lene uske ghar gaya ( hamara ek dusre ghar se family relations hai) tha and aunty se kaha ki us se keh dena ki mera project banane me meri help kr de toh mera practical 10 ko tha toh main working model us ke saath  beth ke tayar kiya  jisme mujhe 6 din lage is beech hum dono study ke saath saath aur baatein bhi krte and 2 din baad usne mera no. maang liya and wo msg kr ne lagi toh main ne itna dyaan nahi diya coz main apni studies ko sab se jyada value deta hu. Maine uske sms ka ko reply nahi kiya toh usne mujh se kaha ki tu reply kyu nahi krta toh main ne kaha mere paas faltu time nahi hai tere exams mein mujh se jyaada gap hai tu achche se prepare kr legi mujhe preparation kr ne de .Kyunki uske and meri stream alag alag thi wo arts se thi and main science se tha. MAIN USKO LAST 6 SAAL SE JAANTA HU AND TAB TAK BHI MERE MIND MEIN AISA KOI IDEA NAHI THA.Un 8 dino mein usne mujhe bahut saari baatei batayi apne baare mein jisme kaafi funny cheejein bhi thi and kuch dukhi krne wali bhi. Sab se jyada hurting fact uski life ka ye hai ki wo sab kuch kisi ke kehne bhar se seh leti ahi and kabhi react nahi krti.Aise hi life guzr rhi thi. Hamare exam ho rhe the uske kehne pe main ne apne phn me msg card dalea liya main bhi use ut patang msg bhejne lga kyunki us se pehle mei rarely kisi ko msg bhejta tha. is beech mein exam se pehle hum ek saath khub ghume. Kabhi kahin  Kabhi kahin hamare parents bhi koi objection nahi krte the coz aunty uncle mujh pe bahut trust krte hai.Mujhe ab kuch kuch uske liye feel hone laga and main mazak mazak me us se kehta tha ki mere liye koi ladki dhoondh de mujhe akela rehna pasand nahi hai to wo kehti teri kabhi koi gf nahi ban skti and isi tarah mera last exam 24 march ko khatam ho gaye. Meri Fb posts se mere ek teacher ko ye pta chal gaya wo meri didi hain real nahi toh real se kam bhi nahi oh unhone mujhse uske baare mein pooncha toh main ne sab bta diya. Toh unse consult kr ke mai ne use propose kr diya 26 march ko toh usne kaha mujh pta tha yahi hone wala hai and mujhe time chahiye apne exam khatam hone tak main ne kaha ki theek hai tu 15 apr. tak time le le. Main kaafi halka feel kr rha tha saath hi ye tension bhi thi ki wo kya kahegi toh meri frnd  jinse maine suggestion liya tha ne kaha response positive hi hoga. Lekin Unfortunately 19  April ko usne mana kr diya and saath hi promise bhi le liya ki wo hamesha meri friend ban kar rehna chahti hai. agar kabhi koi feeling aayegi toh wo mujhe bta degi.Main ne kaha theek hai main us din bahut roya uske msg ka reply kiya kuch bhi kiya us din 19 apr ko toh shaam ko uska msg aaya ki tum promise kro ki kabhi mere liye ro-o-ge nahi main kaha theek hai. and ab hum friends the pehle se bhi jyada achche.Phir usne mujhe saari baat clear ki kyun wo realtion se abhi tak bach rhi thi jo mujhe bhi pta thi but main use sort out kr skta hun. Jaise jab main 8th mein tha tab meri mom ne us se and uski badi sister se mujhe RAAKHI bandhwayi thi. and tabh se last se last year tak wo  mujhe har saal rakhi bandhti thi. Waise wo bhi kahin na kahin is cheej se parehsan thi . kyunki mujhe lagta hai ki wo bhi kuch toh mujh se infatuated thi. Usne mujh se ek baar kaha tha ki jo bhi hum chahte hain wo hume aa sani se kyun nahi milta. and Is se achcha toh mai mrna pasand krti hun ki main apni khushi ko apne hisaab se enjoy na kr paaun. wo dheere dhere mujh se intimate ho rhi thi. Main ne use apne b'day pe apne unhi didi cum teacher and unki chhoti sister se use milwaya. sab kuch normal tha ki k din mai uske ghar pe tha toh pta chala ki us ne apni sister ko sab bta diya hai toh main ne soncha koi baat nahi uski sister se meri achhchhi pat ti hai. Actually wo meri kaafi achchi friend hai and ujhe dukh hai use uska payar nahi mila kyunki  usne and uske lover ne ghar walo ko kbhi nahi btaya ki wo realtionship ahi and as usual raakhi baand te rhe. Jo ki mere accoding sab se bewkoofana harkat thi.
Main ne apni rapunzel se isliye promise liya tha ki wo ab mere raakhi nahi baandhegi ye baat main ne uski sis ko bhi bol di.Uski sis kehti ahi ki tu mere jaisi bewkofi kyun kr rha hai ki jaise mera haal hua aisa kahin iska bhi na ho jaaye.
Toh main ne us se kaha ki main aisa nahin hone dunga kyunki main agar wo haan keh deti hai toh. kyunki main apne parents se bol dunga ki main us se pyaar krta hun and poori tarh se settle hone ke baad main shaadi sirf usi se krunga nahi toh nahi. Ye sab baaton mein humara 29 may ko hamara result aa gaya. Main jitna apne reslut ke liye khush tha utna uske liye dara hua bhi tha lekin Bhagwaan ki kripa se usne ab tak apni family mein highest score liya tha. maine shaam ko use congrats bola and bsu. Kuchh un dino exam ki wajah se main bzy tha toh us se baat nahi ki main ne. toh 3rd june ko jab uske bhai ke sath uske ghar gaya toh uska mood off tha. Main ne soncha ki ho skta hai li baat ho gayi o aunty wagarah ne daant diya hoga  normal h jaayegi.
Shaam ko main ne msg kliya toh usne ko reply nahi kiya toh main phone pe pooncha toh kehne lagi ki koi baat nahi ahi main theek hun bus mujhe tum se baat nahi krni haiphir main ne us se har tarah se poonch lia lekin usne kuch nahi btayana wo mujhse bol rhi hai na kuch uski sister se is regarding baat ki toh usne bhi wahi kaha and keh ne lagi ki main ne agar ab kuch bhi kiya toh meri rapunzel meri shikayat meri mom se kr degi.
Mujhe kuch shak uski sister pe hota hai kahin wo pressure daal rhi ho mujhse baat na krne ke liye kyunki jab se  main uski sister se meri rapunzel ke baare mein baat ki hai uske 2-3 din baad se usne mujhse itna ruddly behave krna shuru kr diya.mujhe nahin lagta ki meri rapunzel mere saath aisa kr skti ha. I can't imagine my life with out my raunzel.

Please friends batao main kya karun ki wo bhi mujh se pyaar  krne lage.aur agar krti hai to pressure se bahar aa ke mujh se bole,

Hello! friends,My name is kishan, i am pursuing BCA from Ignou, i had a great relationship with Nisha, m akela ni hu jiske sath esa hua, duniya m hazaaro log h jinke sath esa hota h, mai bhii unme se ek hu....

thik se yaad nai but baat un dino ki h jb m 10th k xam de rha tha, sab kuch thk tha, un dino to bas xam ki tension thi,ha us ki fikr ni thi jo kuch hone wala tha, hamesha khush rehne wala ladka, apna chain khone wala tha, achanak se apne opposite wali street mai ek ladki se jaan pehchan ho gyi thi, roj puchna k xam ksa hua,... day by day, wo milna jrurat bn gya, ek din mne us ladki ko apne ghr bulaya, or system pe ek presentatation bna k use propose kiya, but usne mna kr diya, mujhe yakeen tha ki ek din wo jarur haa kahegi, or meri ho jaayegi, last time mene use, raste ma chalte –chalte propose kiya or wo man gyi or mai chup-chap uske kaan pe I LOVE YOU bol ke chala gaya, it was very happiest moment of my life, gradually, our relaionship was getting very serious, but one day..... i had send an sms to her, but ye uska personal no. ni uske ghar ka tha jo ki uske dad se padh liya, or wo mere ghar aa gye, us waqt mere papa ne mujhe ek slap kiya or office chle gaye, but raat ko unhone mujhe bohot
mara, even then as u can understand that\'s my true and first love so how could i forgot that, so i got unconscious, but my dad called his dad and he displayed him some messages which sent by nisha, next day, i wouldn\'t be able to leave the bed, after 3 days, i have gone outside, all of sudden she met me, she took my hand in her hand n said, i am sorry from my dad side, but still i want to continue this relationship, but i was not ready then i thought, as a girl she is ready to continue again, so how can i stop it, i said ok, i am ready, she was extremely happy, and in same moment, she hugged me, it was like a dream comes true, she was doing a computer course through an institute, so it was my daily routine to go ther in half day from my school, next day straight, i reached to my mama\'s house, rather to go school, i forced him to get me a mobile, and fortunately he gave me a TATA phone, i took the phone, reached my school after school i went to her institute, she met me there, and i had shown her my mobile, she was really very happy to see, that finally, she can call me anytime, i gave her my no. now everything was fine, she called me and i went out to meet her, that was our daily routine, 
everything was going fine, one day, i was sitting in a PCO, she came there and called someone, i was thinking that, who is this, whom she is calling, (because she was in cabinet) she called me n said someone wants to talk to you, so i entered in that cabinet, that was her friend, so i had words with her, then i gave the phone to her, i was standing there, n suddenly, i kissed her, she didn\'t say any single word, however she always stopped me to touch her, but that day she didn\'t stop me, maybe she thought that is my right, after that day she got more crazy for me, she gave me so many gifts, on occasions, like my birthday, chocolate day, and how can i forget, Valentine’s day, still i do have her all gifts, even sometimes i cry to see her gifts and all, i had proud to have her, because, she is one of very good girl, whom i had, she knows very well about my like and dislike, she knows, what i like or what not, the most important thing, her Eyes jo kabhi jhut ni bolti, uski ankhon m pyar saaf dikhayi deta h, mai akela nai hu jise uski ankhon se pyar hai, sach mai maine kabhi uski physics ko dekhke pyar ni kiya, agar kuch dekha to uska saaf dil, meri fikr, or uska pyar, kese bhul jao jab bhi mai akela tha, jab bhi mujhe uski jarurat thi, wo mere pas thi, hamesha usne mujhe itna pyar diya, ki mujhe kabhi laga hi ni wo meri family se alag thi, mere liye sabse bada gift ya ye kaho ki mere pas wo tha, jo shayad hi kisi k pas ho.... one day, i didn\'t understand what wrong happened with me but she didn\'t call me, she didn\'t meet me even i called her she didn\'t give me any response, I was for very nervous, then as I have completed my 12th so I got busy with my BCA admission, after one month my father lost his job, and I was very depressed, so I was searching job, and fortunately I got a BPO job, it was an international organization so I was working in night U.S shift, that is why, I got more busy, one I saw on the way, I have tried to stop her but all of sudden she got invisible, again I lost a chance to! get her back, now it’s been 2 years, ang she met me I had tried to convince her but she denied, even I confessed my all faults and mistakes, one day, she met me and I said to her that please give me your no. and I will not give your no. to anyone, and to be very fortunate, she gave me her no. now I am trying but she is not understanding, I am expressing my feelings but she doesn’t trust me, mai kya kry samajh mai ni ata, mai baar koshish karta hu or wo baar mere hosle todne ki koshish karti hai, but ye sach agar, apni life mai kisi se saccha pyar kiya to sirf wahi hai, aaj kisi ki kami sabse jada khalti hai to wahi hai, agar aaj sabse jada kisi ki jarurat hai to wahi, or mere dil mai kisi or ke liye oi jagah nahi hai, mai hamesha uska intzaar karta rahunga, chahe wo kitna bhi mana kare…… lekin mera vishwas hai ki ek din wo samjhegi or mere pas laut aayegi, galtiyan bhi to mene bohot ki hai, jinhe maaf karna har ladki ke liye ke liye ek challenge se kam nahi hai, ek chij jise mai dil se mantaa hu wo ye ki usne jab bhi kabi mere liye duaa ki wo khali nahi gyi, jab mai baar-baar reject ho raha tha, un dino wo mujhe mili or mene use bataya ki mai kal ek interview dene jaa raha hu lekin darta hu ki kahi reject naa ho jaou, usne sirf itna kaha ki mai dua karungi, or ye sach hua, uski dua khali nahi gyi. Or mujhe meri job mil gyi, agar esi ladki ko mai kho doon, to mujhse bada badkismat koi nahi hoga…. Usne kabhi or ladkiyo ki trah mujhse paisa kharch ni karwaya, kabhi mujhe hurt nahi kiya, aaj use yaad karke rone ke alawa mai kya kar sakta hu, uska intzaar karunga….! 
To ye thi meri Story,……..meri aduri kahani… 

Hello frnds,
Maine nhi janti ki mai aap se apni baaten share karu ki bhi b-coz ye bahot difficult hota hai ek ladki ke liye kisi unknown insaan par wishwaas karna. Ye wahi janti hai jiska normally koi insaan bharosa tod deta hai….Magar yaha waisa nhi hai, aaj mai is blog ke jhariye apolozise karna chahti hu 
Shayad mai janti hu ki bhagwan bhi meri is galti ko kabhi bhi maaf nhi karenga magar jitni bhi zindgi hai mai sirf prathna karungi ko ajay kuch rahe, maine use bahot jyada taklif di hai…. Akhir kya kasoor hai uska? Yahin…. Ki wo mujhse pyr karta hai…. Mujhse shadi karna chahta hai…..khushi dena chahta hai… akhir kyun bhagwan ne mujhe aise mod par khada kiya hai ki mai chah kar bhi uski pareshani…. Uski taklif dur nhi kar sakti… kyunki mai dil se majbur bhi….akhir kyun bhagwan ne meri kismat aisi likhi hai ki mai chah kar bhi apne khushi ke bare me nhi soch sakti…. Aur agar soch bhi liya to shayad use pura nhi kar sakti….
Ajay aur meri mulakat college me hue thi. Wo mere frnd k bf k frnd the. Bahot hi silent thaw o, jaise maano bahot nadaan ho, nasamaj ho, aur kya kahu mai…bus simple aur siddha-sadha ladka tha wo… usne mujhse first meeting me kuch bhi nhi kahan, usne to mujhse baat tak nhi ki thi, woe k engineer tha, meri classmate Sarita ke through hum dono ki frndship hue thi…dusre meeting me hum frnds milkar drive par gaye the. Mai Sarita, Ajay, sarita ka boyfrnd(Ravi), aur ek frnd Zayeer tha sath me, hum sab milkar ek car me long drive par gaye the. Ye sabhi mere liye unknown the because mai sarita ko bhi sirf ek saal se janti thi wo bhi ek casual mulakat hoti thi. Wo kabhi bhi college regularly nhi aya karti thi. Uska boyfrnd Ravi, mai use thik se nhi janti thi par usko dekh kar first time aisa laga tha ki shayad wo Sarita ke uncle hai… par jab us idiot ne mujhe Ravi ko as her boyfrnd introduce kiya … so for a little bit of moment I was completely shocked….maine socha shayad is ke piche kuch arur koi reason honga, kyunki jitna mai janti thi sarita ko she was not like this, uski taste itni bhi kharaab nhi ho sakti hai ki wo kisi uncle ko apna boyfrnd bana le… Quite shocking…. Ravi ne ek lodge type hotel me khana khane k liye roka tha…. There he booked abig room so that we can spend and enjoy as like picnic. Lekin ye sab mere liye naya tha… mujhe nhi pata tha ki unke mind me kya hai aur kya nahi… suddenly Ravi ordered a drink for the boys, And I started feeling uncomfortable….. Na jane kyun ajay ko laga ki Ravi galat kar rha hai, kyunki ladki ke samne drink karna….! Par fir Ravi strted abusing his sentence….Sarita ne apne liye cold drink offer ki aur Na jaane kaise Ravi aur uske frnd zayeer ne us me hard drink mix kar ke hume pila di…..I was not comfortable with that, I started being unconscious. so I just went inside the wash room to just put down some water on my head and my face, but still my eyes were not ready to see what was happening inside the room, I just thought that sarita an! d his bo yfrnd wanted to spend some time in that lodge however I understand that and I went outside , so that I can rest for a while in the car alone.
Magar mujh me itni energy nhi thi ki mai chal saku, to mujhe us moment ajay ne bahot jyada sahara diya, usne mujhe car me bithaya, aur apne hankerchief se mere sir ko pocha as like he was my boyfrnd and wanted to keep me safe beside him.. jab us sharab ka nasha thoda thoda kam hone laga to maine maine apne mobile me time dekha, it was 5 pm, mai late ho gayi thi, aur shayad ghar jane k baad kya honga shayasd ye bhi maine soch liya tha….maine Ajay ko kaha ki mujhe ghar jana hai to wo Sarita ko le kar aye…..jab wo car se bahar gayan to main thoda rest le rhi thi suddenly Sarita ka boyfrnd Ravi car me aya tha and he thought ki mai nashe m hu and he started abusing me.. jab mujhe hosh aya to maine use dekha aur kahan ki mujhe ghar jana hai… he went out of the car, aur baad me sabhi log wapis aye….mujhe ek hi baat ka bura laga ki Ravi ne nashe ki halat me dekh kar mera use karne ka socha but he was not successful….
Ek tarah se bol sakte ho ki maine us samay chup rhna jyada important samjha because hum sab ek aise jagah par the jahan par koi bhi nhi tha…out side the city, kuch bhi ho sakta tha, mere sath, Sarita ke sath… aur shayad help ke liye aas-paas koi bhi nhi rhta….ghar par jab mai wapis ayi thi to maine imagine bhi nhi kiya tha ki mummy mujhe itna chillayengi…. Par aise hona bhi chchiye, be-coz main galat thi and I know ki mere sath aisa hi hona chahiye….. us hadse k baad mai khud ko sambhal nhi pa rhi thi kyunki aisa lag rha tha ki agar us situation me kuch aur hua rhta to mai kya karti? Shayad mai zinda bhi nhi rhti…… I would have completely lost my life….. ek hafta beet kyat ha, par mai is situation ko bhul hi nhi paa rhi thi… mai puri tarah se toot gayi thi aur mann me ek darr baith gaya tha ki kaise ab mai bahar himmat k sath jau, us duniya me to log bhediye ki tarah apne shikaar ke talash me rhte hai, ki kab koi ladki sunsaan jagah par mile, aur wo apne hawas ki bhukh mitaye….. ye mai kya soch rhi hu, Ek hafte se maine kisi ka bhi call receive nhi kiya tha.
Mere cousin sister ne mujhe ghar par aa kar pucha ki kya hua, ek pal me na jane kitne aasuon ko dekh kar wo bhi ghabra gayi ki jarur kuch bahot bura hua hai…. Maine use puri baat batayi… usne mujhe thodi himmat di mai wo hadse ko bhula sakun…..dusre din maine apna cell check kiya to mere boyfrnd lucky ke uncountable miscall the.. aur Sath me sarita aur Ajay ke bhi…. Maine Lucky se baat karna jyada jaruri samjha, kyunki hum dono ka relation 5 saal se tha, par mann me aisa laga ki wo kya samjhenga? Kitni galiya denga? Mai already itni upset hu aur wo mujhe aur upset karenga, blackmail karenga……
Lucky aur mera 5 saal ka relation hai aur us 5 saal me na jaane humne kine baar ek dusre k sath breakup kiye the….mai use dil se chahti thi par uske paas mere liye wqt hi nhi tha. Wo humesha apne kaam me busy rhta tha jaise mere mann mein aisi feeling ati thi ki shayad wo mujhe avoid kar rha hai, jaise he doesn’t love me at all. Jaise maine use phone kiya, he started using areugent language for me….maine use apne hadse k bare me kuch bhi nhi bataya, aur kahan ki mai bimaar thi, so he wanted to meet me at once… mai use mila…. And thank god he excepted that I was still not well… jab mai ghar wapis ayi mera phone phir se bajhna start ho gaya, it was ajay, maine uska call receive koya aur I started blaming him for the whole story which was caused that afternoon… ajay ko nahi malum tha ki Ravi ne mere sath kuch aisa karne ki koshish kit hi… usko meri baton ka itna bura laga, kyun laga ye main hi janti thi, shayad wo mujhe dil se pyr karne laga tha, usne us galti ki sazaa khud ko di.. usne apne hathon ki nas kaat di…. mujhe ye bilkul bhi malum nhi tha… aur jab Sarita ne bataya…Mujhe kuch samajh nhi rha tha ki mai kya karun…. I didn’t know him completely, to main uske ghar kaise jati….Maine use phone kiya aur use baat ki, I explained him how muched I remembered about that afternoon incident….
Ajay ne mujhe bataya ki Sarita ek achchi ladki nhi hai, wo sirf paison se pyr karti hai, and nothing else…. Ravi wo bhi ek criminal aur married person hai, sarita sirf uske paison k liye uske sath hai, she was with other people too, just like bloody prostitute…..aur shayad Sarita ne apne boyfrnd se paise liye honge to just use me……jab ye sab baaten mere samne ayi, mai bilkul akela mehsus karne lagi, koi nhi tha mere sath me aur mai shayad us samay akele hi rhna chahti thi….mai samajh nhi paa rhi thi ki mai kya karu…..ek paal k liye lag rha tha ki ajay bhi usi me shamil tha, because wo unka frnd hai na to shayad is plan me wo bhi unke sath honga…
Frnds, aap soch rhe honge ki ye kahani adhuri kyun hai but jab tak koi reply nhi milta aap ki taraf se mai is kahani ko aage nhi likh sakti….ye isliye, b-coz mujhe aap sab ke help ki jarurat hai, mujhe ek strength ki….ek unity ki jarurat hai jo mujhe help karengi mere faisle mein …. So plz mail me and answer me whether I should continue or not….

Thank you
 

hii..i nvr thought dat sm day i wud write my love story lik dis..n dats hw d things happen incidentally or it is meant 2 b..well,i nvr believd in my destiny..bt ab sirf destiny hi mujhe usse mila skti he..!!
I ws in delhi 4 my studies..i heard a lot about delhi...dili dilwalo ka shahr,yha ka food,chandni chowk....bhut kuch achha tau bhut kuch bura...bt wen i reached 1st tym in delhi i felt dis place is meant 4 me..i joined my classes..i m shy so i alwyz hesitate to talk to any1..mei hmesha ldko se dur rhna psnd krti..aisa nhi he ki ldko mei mera koi dost nhi hai..hai..bt sirf dost..love shov mere liy kbhi tha hi nhi..my frdz alwyz tease me ki ab tau koi munda psnd kr le ya hm dhundh kr liyaye..bt i alwyz resist..ldke muje jha dikhte mei apni aankhe niche kr leti..i seriously dont lk ki vo mujhe dekhe..bcz at d back of my mind im d princess of my only prince..jiska mujhe besabri se intezar tha bt i nvr show..bcz i m a strong independent girl who knw hw to live alone bt sth wich i miss in my life ie LOVE..mujhe bs us ek ki talsh thi jise dekhkr sb kuch ruk jaye..or vo din b aaya..mei usse class jate hue raste mei tkrai..i saw him 4 a sec den mei apne raste or vo apne..or fir hm yuhi khi n khi tkrane lge..i m alwyz shocked itne students mei hmesha kyu vo hi mujhe milta he..i dont knw..bt maine jyada socha nhi it may be coincidence..bt it may happen once,twice, thrice ..not everytime..vir na jane kya hua abhi tk tau mei use janti b nhi thi bt vo jb b mere paas se gujrata i feel so complete jaise mujhe positv vibes milti he..or mei uske liy dua krti ki ye jo b he hmesha khush rhe...pta nhi ye kya tha..
one day i ws in my class i saw dis guy..ohh shit man..ye tau meri class mei hi he..i ws so happy i cant tell..he is a gentleman..wat a personality wat a attitude..bilkul shaant..uske mei ek thahrav tha..patience...apni studies k liy dedication..commitment..sb kuch..i learnd many things 4m him..vo b bs apne aap mei rhta tha ldkiyo se baat nhi krta tha..bs apne kaam se kaam..bt vo mujhe dekhta tha tirchi nzro se..i knw..ek baar class khtm hone pr i ws going 2wrds my room dekha tau ye b usi raste se ja rhe the..hme room jldi jana tha tau hm fast chl rhe the..unhe b shayad jldi jana tha tau vo b fast chl rhe the..mtlb ye ki hm eksath chl rhe the..lg rha tha hm dono mei competition lgi ho ki dekhte he kau 1st aata he..i ws like..aree ye kya ho rha he..uske baad maine apni speed slow ki taki vo aage nikal ske..fir kya yuhi hm ek hi raste pr khi baar mile..bt hmesha dono jhuki hui nzro se ek dusre ko dekhte or nikl jate..meri classmate ne iss chiz ko notice kiya ki kuch tau gdbd he kyuki jha mei hoti vha vo hota or jha vo hota vha mei jarur phuch jati..kuch tau cross connection he..usne b dekha ki vo mujhe dekhta he..mere liye tau bs itna hi kafi tha..ek din mujhe kuch studies mei doubt hua tau maine himmat krke unse pucha..unhone jvab diya bt aisa lg rha tha mano vo baat krne mei interstd nhi he..meri trf dekhkr nhi niche dekhkr baat kr rhe the..mujhe bhut gussa aaya kya ye tarika he kisi ldki se baat krne ka..den i thought leave it..humne unhe thanks n al d best kha..bs uss din k baad se hmari kbhi baat nhi hui..fir jaise sb kuch bdl gya jo baate pehle aankho mei hoti the vo hona bnd ho gyi..hum khi baar tkraye pr hm dono ek dusre se nzr chura lete..hme lga ki vo hme shayad glt smjh rhe he ki hm unko hr jgh follow krte he bt ye tau coincidence hota tha...fir hm b unse dur rhne lge kyuki hm un ldkiyo mei se nhi the..bt i feel so bad..kyuki mujhe lga ye vo hi he jiska mujhe intezar tha n nw sb kuch jaise bdl gya..mujhe aaj b unke naam k alawa kuch nhi pta..mei ye b nhi janti ki unki lyf mei koi ldki he ya nhi..! bt agr h oti tau i just wish both of dem happy life..bt mei kbhi atleast mere samne unhe kisi k sath nhi dekh pati..i love him a lot...hmari classes k aakhri din i decide ki mei use baat krungi bt uska response bhut bura tha.unhone jaise hi dekha dat i saw him unhone apna face turn kr liya..meri aankho mei tau aansu aa gye bt i controlled it..khud ko smbhala..bt fir dekha ki vo ja rhe he..mei unhe bs jate hue dekhti rhi bt den vo laut k fir aaye or dur se mujhe dekh rhe the..i dont knw vo kya tha bt itne mei meri koi frd aa gyi or mera dhyan ht gya unse or jb mudkr dekha tau vo ja chuke the.....
abhi b mei sirf uska intezar kr rhi hu..usi raste se roj niklti hu ki khi vo mujhe kbhi tkra jaye...hr roj sbse pehle udhte se hi use yaad krti hu or dua krti hu ki agr uski aankho mei mere liy maine jo dekha vo sch tha tau mujhe usse mila de..or na jane kyu ykin he is baat ka ki vo mujhe khi n khi milega..hme hmari destiny hi milayegi..vo meri lyf ka ab hissa bn chuka he..mei ab kbhi kisi or k liy nhi soch paungi..bhut mushkil he use bhulana jise aap bhut pyar krte ho..i wish vo jha b ho khush ho..or shayad khi ek pal k liye hi shi mujhe b yaad krta ho..
ye he meri ek ajib si lv story..jo shayad filmi lge bt its a true love story..m still waiting 4 him..!!!!!
 

Hi frnds
my love stry is litle bit strnge
Meri pehli grlfrnd ki shadi ho gyi thi sirf 15 sal ki age mai woh bhi meri ek galti ki wajah se
mai tab se bahot upset sa rehta.
Phir mere father ka transfer agra city mai ho gaya kisi reason se 2 months baad jana ka decision liya par mera admison waha jaldi kara diya aur mujhe mausi k yaha bhej diya jo agra mai pehle se rehti h.
Mai bhi old resident city ko chod dena chahta tha isliye waha se aa gaya.
Mai apni mausi k ghar chat par rat mai betha songs sun raha tha sudenly mujhe ek ladki dikhayi di woh meri mausi ghar k samne ghar k thi .
Maine use dekha aur andekha kr diya phr sudnly maine dhyn dya woh mujhe dkh rhi thi maine thoda dusri aur dekha pr woh mujhe hi dekhe ja rahi thi maine apne upar bahot cntrol kiya pr us 10min upar ho gaye woh mujhe dekhe hi ja rahi ab mujhe raha nhi gaya nd i also start seeing her nd we see each other till 5min phir hi waha se uth gaya par na chahte hue thodi good feling ayi
phir maine agli subah apni balcony se dekha phir aise kuch din hue aur mai use like krne laga phir kya mai bhi use dekhne laga par phir usne mujhe dekhna band kar diya par ab mujhe dobara love ho gaya tha.
Par maine dekhna nahi choda mai use dekhne k liye rat mai 11baje tak chat par betha rehta tha par ab woh trf dhyan nahi deti par sirf uske hi bare sochta rehta tha phir meri sumer vacation pad gayi aur mumy k pas laut gaya aur phir meri puri famly agra shift ho gayi aur mera mausi k ghar 1km ki dori par tha
mere mausa ji ek colege prof. H aur unhone apne ghar par hi ek coaching cntre khola meri badi sister unhi tution leti h to mai unke sath jata hu aur wahi thoda time spent krta tha aur use dekhta ek din mera schol ate time acidnt ho gaya mere sar mai kafi injury ho gayi thi par maine mausi yaha jana mis nahi kiya mai mausi ghar k bahar sediyon pe betha tha usne mujhe dekha aus dekhti rahi mai use dekhne laga phir aise hi dhire 1sal bet gaya mai ab use bahot pyar karta tha par jane woh karti thi ya nahi.
Ab maine use kehne ka decision le liya tha ab mai use akele milne ka chance dhudne laga. Mai bhi apne tution jata tha maine ek din tution jate time dekha woh ek shop mai khadi h mai wahi khada meri hrtbeat boht fast ho gayi par mai wahi khada raha phir woh shop se nikal kar ayi maine apni muthi band ki aur uske pas gaya aur use naam pucha usne kaha Laxmi wow uske voice kitne swet thi bikul bacho jaise phir mera nam pucha.
Phir maine usse kal milne ko kaha pahle toh mana karne lagi phir man gayi mai us din bahot khush tha phir agle din propse karne ko socha toh ek bokey aur kuch choclates li aur unhe pack karke apni scoty mai rakh liya phir woh mujhe mili maine use bat karna suru ki maine socha kaise kahu
maine use kaha mere sath ek prblem h mai kuch din so nahi paa raha usne pucha kyu maine kaha kuch sochta rehta hu woh boli kya maine kaha tmhare bar woh boli mere bare mai maine bas tum dikhti rehti ho har jagah pata kise kam mai man nahi lagta woh boli kyu mai kyu dikhti maine kaha tumhe nahi pata woh boli mujhe nahi pata maine kaha pata toh h woh boli mujhe nahi phir maine use 2min mere sath akele chalne ko kaha mere scoty pe bithe mujhe laga woh bhi mujhe pyar karti h.
Mai ek khali jagah scoty roki aur bokey aur choclate nikali use kaha yeh kya maine kaha mai tumse kuch kehna chahta hu woh boli kaho 
mai apne ghutno par betha aur use bokey dete huye i love u bol diya woh hasne lagi aur mujhe utha kar apne laga liya maina kaha ans do phir positive rply kiya.
Maine use pucha mai jab tumhe dekhta tab mujhe tum kyu nahi dekhti thi toh usne kaha mujhe tum pehli baar mai hi ache lagne lage par mujhse tumhe dekha nahi jata meri hrtbeat bhot fast ho jati jab tum mujhe nahi dekhte tab mai tumhe chup k dekhti thi.
Ab hamare love ko 4years hone wale hai aur meri job lagte hi mai use apne mumy papa se milaunga 


so this is my long love story i hope it is not so boring nd some of like it
thnk u nd bye  

kabhi sapne mai bhi nahi socha tha khamoshi aise saja de jayengi.....
4 saal pahle ki baat hai jab hum dono ek he college mai padha karte the.pahle kuch saalo mai thodi dosti thi sirf dhire dhire kab dosti jarurat ban gayi meri pata he nahi chala kash usi waqt kud ko rok leti.3rd year mai engineering ke jab uska campus placment nahi ho raha tha or vo bahot hatash tha usdin vo jab sab kuch khatam karne ja raha tha jaise mere dost ne mujhe bataya mai toh usi waqt hil gayi mano paro tale jameen nikal gayi .hum sab usse paglo kitarah dudh rahe the usdin ehsaas hua ki shayad mai usse pyar karne lagi hu .dhire dhire mujhe samaj mai aane laga ki yahi pyar itni care toh mujhe kabhi kisiki nahi thi. jabki vo toh apni duniya mai rahta tha.ek din maine hamare mutual friend ko bataya ki mai usse pyar karti hu .uska jawab nahi aaya vo mujhse pyar nahi karta tha.dhire dhire uske msseage bhi band ho gaye mai ghanto uska bus stop pai wait karti bus uski ek zalak pane ke liye or vo mujhe se baat bhi nahi .kabhi kabhi mai kudh se he puchti akhir kya galti thi meri sirf pyar hi toh kiya tha or karna chahti vo bhi unconditional love. phir kyu vo samaj nahi paya... mera dil dukha tha phir bhi maine hamesha uske baare mai acha socha
college ka last week chal raha tha sab jante the yaha se sabki zindagi badal jayengi ye khayal aate he mera dil khabra jata. lekin jindagi jine ka naam hai mere 2 saal ke pyar mai maine sirf ek din uske sath bitana chaha vo bhi usne maana kar diya phir college khatam hua hum alag ho gaye na kabhi vo mere contact mai raha..aaj bhi jab un rasto se gujarti hu purani yaade taja ho jati ha.i vahi Hai Dagar
vahi Hai Safar, Hai Nahin
saath Mere Magar, Ab Mera Hamsafar
dhoonde Nazar Na Jaane Kyon, Vahi Hai Dagar
kahaa Gaeen Shamen Madabhari
vo Mere, Mere Vo Din Gaye Kidhar
na Jaane Kyon, Hota Hai Yeh Zindagi Ke Saath ...
achanak ek din usse mulakat ho gayi ek office mere liye toh sari duniya vahi ruk gayi par vo mujhe mile bhi is tarah ki jaise unhonne mujhe pahchana nahi
ek din uske friend ne bataya pyar toh vo bhi mujhe karte the par kabhi kaha nahi kyuki hum dono alag caste ke the or unke pitaji is duniya mai nahi the or unki maa dil nahi todna chahte the jinhone unke liye ladki pasand kar rakhi thi.unki likhe hue letter mujhe mile jismai unhone har baar apne dard ko baya kiya tha jab bhi unhone mujhe na kaha tha.....
aaj unke sirf letter he rah gaye pata nahi vo kaha hai
kash tumne bataya hota mujhe....:(
 

hy frnd aj me apko apni rel love story batane jha raha hu me 9th class me hu meri age 15 he or me ksp me rheta hu mera ek frnd he uska nam he ravi wo meri accha means best frnd he ek din me ghar pr tha to uska phone aya or wo wola yr apna cemra dede me girjiya jha raha hu me usse cemra dene uske ghar gaya wo bahar aya orkhene laga yr thu bhi chal mene kha nahi yr thu jha to uski sister bhi khene lagi chal yr sachin mene kha mere ghar puch lo ghar walo ne ha kr di to chal duga or wo mere ghar puchne gaya to ghar walo ne ha kr di :) or me ghaldi se ready ho kr uske ghar aha gaya to mene kha chal wo bola abhi bus nahi ayi bus is liye kyo ki uski family aha rahi thi bahar se matlab chacha,chachi or family ke log aha rahe the to bus ayi 5 min bad hum log bus me jeshe hi gaye mujhe ek grl dikhi jo bhout sweet thi yr sayad uski jeshi koi grl ho is jaha me .....................
me usse hi dektha raha hum piche bethe the to raste me bas ruki to hum log bhi age beth gaye jha wo ladki bethi thi mene apne frnd se pucha yr ye kon he to usne kha yr mere mama ki ladki he wo bhi mere samne bethi thi jesha lag raha tha i usse hi dektha rahu ..... i misssssssss u 
phir hum log girjiya me utre or jesha ki ap logo ko pata he ki waha pr sab nahate he hum bhi naha ne chale gaye wo bhi naha rahi thi me uski pic kich raha tha wo mujhe dekh rahi thi phir hum naha kr parsad chadane chale gaye or achanak waha rain hone lagi phir hum logo ne khana khaya or market se apne apne liye kuch kiya mene ek tedy liya mene usse puch kesha he to khene lagi acha he mene kha thanxxx to usne bhi ek tedy liya or mujh se puche lagi ye kesha he mene kha bhout acha or wo has kar chali gai sry frnd mew apko uska nam to batana hi bhul gaya uska nam tha naina so sweet name phir hum bass me gaye wo phir humare pass hi aha kr bethi jese hi bus chali to uska head mere head me laga or wo boli sry mene kha its ok phir wo bus me hi apne hair banane lagi uske khule hair bhout mast lag rahe the or raste me sare log sone lage to wo or me uthe hue the me usse hi dekh raha tha or wo mujhe phir hum logo ka ghar ane wala tha mujhe bhout bura lag raha tha phir humara ghar aha hi gaya hum log bus se utre yr frnd esha man kr raha tha ki kash wo mere hi sat rahe puri life par nahi hum bus se utre to me piche tha to usne mujhe bye kha mene bhi use bye kha pata ni yr frnd wo mujhe ab kab milegi agar mera luv sacha hua to shayad wo mujhe mil jaye 

plsss frnds ap log god se pray krna ki wo mujhe dowara mile i misssss u naina i love u 

frnd mujhe ye jarur batana ki kya me usse sahi luv kr raha hu ya nhi wo mere frnd ki mama g ki ladki he kya me uss luv kru ya nahi plsssss mujhe iska jawab dena 

my email- kashyap.sachin.9@gmail.com
my phone no. 7830572785

by frndsssss I MiSsU NaInA.........

Hi Everybody Mera naam Atif hai mai IX class me padhta hu jab mujhe pehli baar kisi ladki se pyaar huwa tab mai VII class me padhta tha ek din mai padh rha tha tab ek ladki ne mere mob jokes behji mai reply me pucha who r u usne bola ki pta lga lo mai kaun ho to mujhe kuch samjh me nahi aaya mai ignor kar diya phir 2 din baad wo msg ki aur khoob msg ki phir boli ki aap bhi msg karo na ye baat bol kr usne bahut galti ki kyo ki mai msg king tha mai apne dosto ko bahut sms karta tha mere record bhi ek din me 751 msg aur uske baad maine jab uske mob par msg sent karna shuru kiya to pata hi nahi chala ki mai kab 250 msg bhej diya tab wo boli ki bas kijiye mera inbox full hogya hai tab mai kaha ab samjh me aaya mujhe se panga lena ka natija usne kaha ha sorry uske baad maine usse uska naaam pucha to btaaeye ki mai mahi hu to phir mai kaha ki tum pehli kyo nahi btaaeue kyo ki wo meri door ki cousin thi uske baad maine usse turant call kiya to wo mujhe boli maja aaya maina kaha ha bahut maja aaya accha majak tha uske baad phir wo mag karti mai bhi msg karta iss trah karte karte 2 mahine beet gaye phir kabhi kabhi hmlog chating bhi karte msg se phir mera mann usse khoob lagne laga mujhe etna accha lagta tha jaise ki dunya ki saari khusi mere paas aagayi ho mai ye sab baat apne dost ko btaaene laga wo to sirf ek hi baat bolta tha purpose karna yaar accha mauka maine kaha nahi yaar mujhe bahut darr lagta hai mai nahi karunga phir dhere dheere msg se phone ham log phone par khoob der tak baate karne lag! e ham do no ko bahut accha lagta tha bas tensoin isi baat ki thi ki mai jab VII me padhta hu aur wo X me padhti hai yahi baat soch kar mujhe bahut sharam bhi aati thi lekin wo mujhe se umarr me 1 months choti thi waise ye sab shuru huwa tha 25 october 2010 . 7:51 pm mujhe wo wakht bhi yaad hai ye mere life turning point tha phir jab new year aane waala tha tab 31 december ko phone kar k bolti hai ki mai aap se kuch bolna chahti hu Maine kha ha bolo to wo boli aap gusssa to nahi hoeyga na maine kha nahi bolo na kya baat hai... 

hi friends,
ummid karti hoon aap sab khush or mast honge..aaj mai apni story ka 3rd part lekr aayi hoon ...ummid karti hoon bor nahi honge aap log..bor ho to comnt kar dijega next time post nahi karungi...now come to story...
usi dukh k sath mai apne ghar se apne pyar ki or rawana ho gyi...dil me ghar walo ko lekr dard tha to apni mohbbt se milne ki khushi..maine apna bag uthya or apne father in low(rishte k)k sath nikl gyi ,meri dehli se flight thi to lucknow se dehli jana tha khair dehli pohchi...din bhar rukna pada hotel me sham ko airport k liye rawana ho gyi,,barish aisi thi jo ruk k na ruke...hawaye bilkul sard thi mano mere dil me jo jazbato ka samndar umad raha tha usse mosam bhi aashna tha...hlki halki pani ki bochaar mere wajud ko bhigo rahi thi..jo mujhe khudme utarti mehsus ho rhi thi...or unse milne k ehsas ne is pal or is mosm ko or khush gawar bna diya tha,,khair mai airport pe pohchi uncle bole bas yah tak sath tha ab andr tume akele jana hai mai halka sa ghabrayi,akele kaise sab kar lungi..bole sab ho jayga..kahir mai andr aayi unhe bye keh kar..idar ye mere mob pe online the...bata rhe tha ye hoga ye hoga ghabrana mat sab esy hai..khair sab esy tha mai aarm se gate k paas aa gyi phr bordn time hone par plain me aa gyi itne sab k bich maine help ek ladke se li thi matlab conform karne k liye vo b wahi ja raha tha jaha mai..qki mai akele hone ki wajh se zara si ghabrayi thi...ittefak se vo meri cornr wli hi seat par tha..khair use dekh k pata nhi q sukun hua..kyuki sharif type ka lag raha tha....bas use dekh k phr mai so gyi..qki 2 rato se jagi hui thi ...phir land ho gya tha hm log ka palin to sab khade hue utrne k liye mai bhi hui ..usne ishare se mujhe bola bethi raho...mai beth gyi..phir jab kuch bhid kam hui phir usne ishara kiya chalne ka mai uth gyi phr exit room me aaye hm log jaha immirtion ho raha tha...vo bola aap udhar se kara lo mai kara khair sabkar kara k maine laguage liya to vo troly le kr aaya maira b beg usi me dal liya mai boli yaha ka numbr hai aap pas mujhe apne husbnd ko call karna hai vo bola ha hai..bahar chalo vo wahi honge nahi dikhe to kar lena..khair bahaar jaise nikle vo bichae se aake mera hath pakde itne exited hm ho gye pooche mat..phir shona ne unhi se hath milya or rukhsat ho! liye th anx keh kar....phir ye apni car tak laye hme saman rakha..andr beth gye yaha b maze ki barish ho ri thi poore raste hm dono khamosh the..phir dheere se hath mera inhone pakda bole aa gyi...hum bole ha aa gye...bole itni deir laga di niklne me mai to samjha pakad li gyi....ruhase se ho kar ek jad diye inko pata nahi kaise aansu th ye...phir aankhe band kar k seat se tek laga liye..na jane kaisa sukoon tha jo rag rag me utra raha tha.......baki ki satory my frnds kuch din bad....bcoz is wakt inke aane ka time ho gya...ummid karti hoon aage ka part jane ko betab honge aap log...
haaro duao k sath......take care...sweetu. 

Hi i am naitik (name changed) 
my girlfriend name is simmy
meri pyar start 7 june 2011 me hua aur end 22 december 2012 me hi ho gaya 
ye kaise hua mai app sab ko batata hu 
1st mujhe pyar kaise hua ye mai batata hu 
to suno jab mai class 9th me tha tab mai apne dost ke girlfriend ko dekhta tha uska pyar dekhta tha tab mai sochta tha ye pyR kya hai aur ye kaise hota hai aur kaise karte hai tab mujhe pata chala ke pyar karte ni ho jata hai jaise ki 
mai ek din apne dosto ke sath cricket khelne gaya tha wHa se kariban 8 baje cricket khel ke ghar ke pass aaya aur apne dost ko pani de raha tha tab ek ladki mere ghar ke samne se gujari aur mai use dekhte hi raha gaya fir mai roj 8 baje use dekhne nikal jata tha wo mujhe roj dikhti thi mon-sat par sanday ko ni dikhti to aisa lagta tha ki sanday kabhi na aaye phir mai dhire dhire use ke piche jane laga aur apne dost ko bhulne laga aur dhire dhire uske bare me pata kiya aur sab pata chal gaya mai sirf use dekhne jata tha aur sochta tha kaise bat karu par ek din mera dost mujhe bola ladki bas ki tArah hoti hai ager chut gai to kabhi ni milegi to mai soch liya ki kal use jake sab boluga 
Aur use jake bola ki mai appse bahut pyar karta hu aur app ke bina ni ji sakta to usne kuch jawab ni di 
mai uske dusre din gaya aur jawAab pucha to boli mai aap se pyar ni karti us din mai bAhut roya aur mai apne mama yaha chalegaya jab mai waha se aaya to wo mere friemd ke jariye se mera cell no. Li aur call ki aur boli mai appse pyar karne lagi hu app ke bina ni ji sakti i love u so much aur mujhe aisa bol bol ke apne jhute pyar ke jal me fasa kar luti rahi aur mai use bahut pyar karne laga ek din mai use ghumane le gaya to wo mujhe mera pyar ke ek pahla kiss di 
aur boli mai appke bina ni ji sakti 

aur uske do mahine ke bad kya hua kuch pata ni chala aur ham dono bichadh gaye mai aaj bhi uska intazar karta hu par mujhe pata hai wo ni milegi 

mai app sabhi se ye kahna chahta hu ki pyar kuch ni hota pyar wo hota hai jo ma apme bache se karti hai aur koi pyar no hota wo sirf mout hota hai

ager app sab ko achi lagi hogi to 
thankxxx 

Hi.Me arpita hu.Me B.A. 1st year me study krte hu.Mene bachpan c aapne sath kuch acha hote hue dekha hi nhi hai. 
Or mere liye mera bf bhut special tha jise me aapne hr problem or khushi shayre krti thi or wo hamesha mere sath hota tha.

Mere Bf ka nam ashwani hai jo tourism company me kam krta hai.Usse mere mulakat 22nd sep. 2011 ko hue the usse phele mujhe uske msg aate the or kbhe kbhe phn bhi aata tha.Hum dono ek dusre k sath relation me 24 sep. ko aaye mujhe unka baat krne tarika bhut acha lagta tha or unki smile to sabse achi thi. Hamre relation me sab kuch sahi chal rha pta ni achank unhe kya ho gya wo kafe change ho gye. Bs wo kam krna chate the agar unhe phn kro to response kabhe kabhe dete.Pta ni kyumujhe lagne laga tha ki wo kisi or c pyar krte hai . Pr Mene us din unhe aapne jayada dur paya jab me bhut tensionme the or unse baat krna chati thi pr unho ne mera phn ni uthya na mere msg ka koi jabab diya. Pher jab unse agle din baat hue to unho ne mujhe sorry kha pr pta ni wo kafe badal gye the.Ek din unho n ese baat bole jo shayad hi pyar krne wale soche v sake wo chahte the k hum alag ho jaye kyuki wo mujhe jayada khusiya ni de payege.Us din me bhut roi or unhe kha k ek baar milo pher fesla krege or ulta mere ghar me bhi problem chal rhi the kuch samjh ni aa rha tha kya ho rha.Pher hum sham ko kisi tarah mile or me unke gale lage kr kafe roi unhone tab v woi baat boli pr bade bole agar tum adujust kr pauge to thk hai pher mene kha aap mere kasam khao mujhe chod k ni jauge unho n kasam v khahi. Pher sab kuch thk chal rha thoda bhut khe sakte hai wo ashwani ni tha jise mene pyar kiya tha jisne mere sath h pal rhe ko kha tha.Bs pher kya unka phn ata to ata ni to ni mude hua to msg ka reply krna ni to ni pta ni kya hua.Mera Bday 31st ko tha mene unhe phele kha tha wo apna kam c chuti lenge or hum us din matha tekne aandpur sahib chelege.Me bhut khus thi k unke sath jauge mene sari tayari kr rkhi.Mere Bday c ek din phele unka phn aya tha ki wo milna chate hai or kuch baat krna chate hai mene kha thk hai jb milna ho bta dena.Or mujhe umid the mujhe sab c phele wo wish krege pr unka phn hi ni aya mera bday p na h wo aye.Me subah c sham tk unka wait kte rhi na phn aya or na hi khud kabhe wapas aye.
Me unhe aaj v bhut pyar krti hu pr kuch samjh ni aa rha kya galti hui mujhe c jo wo etne dur chelege.......................... Pls mujhe batao me kya kro wo mere liye bhut special kuch samjh ni aa rha hai pls help me me bhut tension me hu kya kru pls help me..... 

MAI CLASS 11 ME THA JAB O MERE COLLAGE ME AYI O BAHUT PYRI AUR MASOOM THI MAI USKO MAAN HI MAAN ME CHAHANE LAGA THA THA MAI USSE BAAT KARNA CHAHATA THA PAR DAR LAGATA THA MERI KUCH SAMJH ME NAHI A RAHA THA MAI KYA KARU MAINE YE BAAT APNE EK FRIEND SE BATAYA JISKA NAAM VASEEL H O MERA SAB SE BEST FRIEND H USNE MUJHE SE KAHA NAFEES YE SAB CHKAR ME NA PAD YE SAB BAHUT BURI CHEEZ HOTI H USKI BATO KA MUJH PAR KOI ASAR NAHI PADA DHERE DHERE MAI USSE BAHUT PYAR KANE LAGA YAHA THA MUJHE RAAT KO NIND BHI NAHI ATI THI YAHA TAK MAI USI KE BARE ME SOCHTA RAHTA THA KI KAL O SCHOOL AYE GI Y NAHI JIS DIN O SCHOOL NAHI ATI MUJHE KUCH BHI ACCHA NAHI LAGA THA MAI DIN BHAR USI KI YADO ME KHOYA RAHTA MERE AUR BHI JITNE FRIEND THE O MUJHSE PUJHTYE KYA BAAT H YAAR AAJ TUM BAHUT KHMOOS Q HO MAI BOLATA KUCH BHI NAHI BUS U HI MERI TABIYA THIK NAHI H MAI APNI CLASS KE SAB SE FIST WALI SEET PAR BAIDTA THA AUR WINDOW SE SAMNE AUR O BHI APNE CLASS KE WINDOW WALI SEET PAR BAIDTI THI MAI DIN BHAR USI KI TARAF DHEKHTA REHTA THA KI KAB O MERI TARAF DHEKHI 12TH WALO KA BOARD EXAM BHI HONE WALA THA AHR SCHOOL BHI BUND HONE WALA THA MAI USSE AB BHI APNE PYAR KA IZHAR NAHI KAR PAYA THA EK DIN KI BAAT H SARDI KA MAUSAM THA SUB TEACHER FIELD ME BAIDHE THE EK TEACHER NE MERE FRIEND SE KAHA EK KAHA JAO EK CHAIR AUR LE KAR AO MAINE APNE FRIEND SE BOLA MAI CHAIR LENE JAUGA TUM YAHI PAR RAHO MAI CHAIR LENE JAUGA MAI USSI KE CLASS ME GAYA AUR O BHI AKELI THI KUCH PADH RAHI RAHI THI MAINE US BOLA MAI TUM KO BAHUT CHAHATA HU US! NE KAHA MAI BHI MAI BAHUT KHUS HUA AUR CHUPKE SE US KE CLASS SE CHAIR LE CHALA AYA MAI US DIN BAHUT KHUS THA AYSA LAG RAHA THA KI DUNIA KI HAR KHUSI MUJHE MIL GAYI HO ISI BEECH HAMARA COLLAGE CLOSE HO GAYA MERA MOBILE NUMBER USKE PAAS THA AUR O MUJHSE BATE KARNE LAGI 12TH KA EXAM HONE KE BAAD JAB COLLAGE OPEN HUA TO HUM LOG PHIR MILE MERA BHI FINAL EXAM THA MAI KYA KARU EK TARAF PYAR AUR EK TARAF CARRIER MAI BAHUT PARESAN THA MAI KYA KARU MAINE APNE FRIEND SE BOLA MAI KYA KRU MERE FRIEND NE MUJHSE BOLA PADHI PAR DHYAAN DO AUR US SE BHI BATE KARO MAGER KAM MAI PADHI PAR DHYAAN NAHI DE PA RAHA THA MAI USI KE BARE ME SOCHTA RAHTA THA MERA EXAM BHI KARIB A CHUKA THA MAI KYA KARU EK DIN MAINE APNE GIRL FRIEND SE PUCHA MAI KYA KARU MUJHE KYA KARNA CHAHIYE TO USNE JAWAB DIYA APNE PADHI PAR DHYAAN DO MAI TO TUM SE HAMESA BAAT KARTI RAHUGI USKI BAATO KA MUJH PAR BAHUT ASER PADHA MAI DIL LAGA KAR PADHI PAR DHYAAN DIYA AUR ACCHE NUMBER SE PAAS HO GAYA MAI JAB BHI US SE YE BAAT KEHTA KI AO CHLE BHAAG CHLE TO USKA JAWAB THA NAHI JIS MAA PAAP NE ITNE LAAD PYAR SE PALA POSA MAI UNKE SATH AYE SA NAHI KAR SAKTI YAHI BAAT USKI SAB SE ACCHI LAGTI THI MUJHKO USNE KAHA MAA PAAP KA PYAR TO O PYAR H JO GINDAGI ME EK BAAR MILTA H AGER ALLAH NE CHAHA TO HUM LO JARUR MILE GE MAI USKI ISI BAAT PAR FAKR MEHUS KARTA HU MAI US AAJ BHI KABHI KABHI BAAT KARTA HU MUJHE BAHUT ACCHA LAGTA H AGER MERI SAHDI KAHI BHI HO JAYE LAKIN MAI US KO KABHI NAHI BHOOL PAUGA MERI AGE 22 YERA H................................................................................................................................................................................... IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LO9VE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! UUUUUUUU UUUUUUUUUUU RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR AGER MERI IS LOVE STORY ME KAHI KUCH LIKNE ME MISTEK HO GAYI HOGI TO MUJHE MAAF KAR DENA MERA CONTACT NUMBER 9598194016  

meri love story ek esi love story hai jo am nahi na he mein kabhi ladhke se mili bus dekha b tu just snap par us ne b mujhe bus pyar ho gyea itna atachment jo kabhi kisi se pas rehkar b na hoyea mein jasmeenjo punjab k ek chote se sehar nurmhal ki rehne vali hu jise pyar se bahut nafrat se kabhi nahi socha tha ki zindagi me koi itna khas ho jayega ki us ke bina jine k bare me socha b na the aur badh me vo he pyar dhokha dega,,,,,,,,,,,,,
facebook meri zindagi mein ek esa badlav lekar ayi mene fb par account just es layi baneya ki mein frnds bana saku par gazibad ka manjeet maan jo ek frnds bankar meri zindagi me ayea dhere dhere ek esa hisha ban gyea zindagi ka ki us se dur hone k bare me sochna b mushkil ho gyea the hum dono ne sara sara din chat karni ek 2010 me velentine ke pehle sab days chocklate day rose day etc sab wish kara mujhe manjeet ne velentine day k din prpose karne ka andhaz mujhe itna acha laga me duniya k sabse khushkismat samzne lagi apne ap ko par shayad ye khushkismati kuch month ki c manjeet jese mein mani g kehti thi pyar se unhe 1 month k liye lucknow jana padha study k liye mere pas unka number the bu me bat nahi karna chati thi mujhe dar lagta the sab kehte the k fb par pyar ho nahi sakta the but mani g tu chale gaye 1 month k liye but mujhe anshoo de gaye ab mujhe adat ho gayi thi unki pata na the ki pyar esa ota hai meri frnd manpreet jese me sab kuch sehar karti thi mene us he batyea us ne ek din mere phn se mani g ka number nikal k unhe miss call kar de sath he mujhe kisi unknown number se call anae start ho gaye,,,,,,,,mein manpret ko dantne lagi ki tumne kyn esa kara par galti uski nahi thi usne tu meri khushi k liye kara sab fr mani se ithna pyar hua ki shayad janat mil gayi ho mani ne mujhe vishvas dilyea mein tujse bahut pyar arta hua itne vadhe kiye hum dono ne bina mile ab tu hum dono milna chate the ek duje se mani ne kaha me lucknow se akar tujhe milunga par shayad ye vadha pura he nahi hoga ye na socha mene kayi bar mani se pucha use kabhi koi aur nahi mili waha gaziabad delhi me itni khubusarat ladkiya hai vo hamesa kehta nahi because tumne milna the na es liye galti mani ki b nahi hai meri b hai mene socha nahi kabhi itni dur kese pyar ho sakta hai bina mile 1 month tak hum bahut attach ho gaye ek dushre se bt jab mani vapas ghr aye tu unhone bat karni kam kar de thodi thodi but pata nahi rab nu ki manjoor se mere aur mani k bech 2 sal mein kafi bar breakup hua but mene har bar unse sorry fel k! ara agar galti na b ho fr b 2011 november me b fr esa breakup hua k esa lagne laga k kabhi bat hogi he nahi but 4 march me mujhe fr unknown number se call ayea vo number b mani ka the mani ne mafi mani but mene ushe mana kar diya mujhe phn mat kar kyn ki een 4 ja 5 month me mein itna royi ki bahut mushkil se sambli mene bahut minte ki mani k mere se ab tere bin nahi reh hoga but usne meri e na suni but us waqt mani rone laga aur uska rona na mujse dekha gyea mene fr bat karni start ki usse fr jab mani k frnd abhi se mujhe mani ii asliyat k bare mein pata chala mujhe ki mani sari bati bhi ko batata ja jo b baat hoti hai mere aur uske bech me aur mani ki renuka anm ki gf b the waha uska phn ab b atha hai tu ye sach ne mujhe tod diya andhar se mani soch liya the ab mani ko kabhi maf nahi karungi mene mani se kabhi na bat karne ka feshla kara memne mani se contact karna band kar diya ek din last time mani ka phn ata raha but mene pick na kara fr na us ka ayea na mene kara fr jab ek week k badh muje eehsas ayea us kasam ka jo march me breakup k badh wadha kara the ki jaj ab dil nahi todha kisi ne mene fr mani se bat karni ki try kari but usne nahi kari bat agar me us ki itniya galtiyan maf kar sakti hu tu vo meri ek nahi kar sakta mene us se ye tak suna u loose i hate u etc aj jab mein ye story likh rahi hu 26 june 2012 mene aj f4r us se bat karmne ki try kari phn kara kitni bar phn busy aa raha aur msg ka reply nahi kar raha mene pyar kiya koi galti nahi kari but shayad us se kisi aur se b pyar hai plssssssssssssssss frnds menu dasu me kive bhula mani nu coz i love u so much mere kolo bhul v nayhi hunda esa koi din nahi jo yad karke hanju na nikale hon j kise ne pyar karke nibhana nahi hunda ta karyea na karan plss frnd daso 

hi...... ye do ladkiyo ki story pr is story me ye dono ldkiya lesbin nh h mera naam chhavi h or uska naam ekta h jb me 5th clas me thi tb hum dono ki dosti hui pehle to hum dono normal just frnd ki he trah the pr dheere dheere wo mujhe aachi lgne lgi me or me us pyar krne lgi hum dono ek hi gli me rehte the saath khelte baate krte or masti krte humara frnd grup kaafi bda tha hum sb roj shaam ko khelne k liye park chle jaate or wha jaa kr khub khelte ekta mujhse jyada baat nh krti thi jis trah me use apni best frnd manti thi wo mujhe bilkul nh manti thi hr time mujhe ulta bolna mera dil dukhna uska yhi kaam tha wo naa he mujhse thik se baat krti or naa he meri koi baat manti or har choti choti baat pr mujhse naraj ho jaati thi baat krna oe mere saath khelna band kr deti thi ekta ka 1 kaam hota tha jise wo kabhi miss nh krti thi or wo tha roj apni dadi k ghr unse milne jana wo hr sham 9 bje apni dadi k ghr jati thi nd mera kaam pta h kya hota jb b ekta mujhse nraj ho jaati to me us k piche piche jaati or raaste me rok kr us se puchti k kya baat h wo mujhse bat kyu nh kr rhi or us k saamne bahut roti pr wo kuch nh kehti bs sunti or aage chli jaati or me whi kadi roti rehti pr use koi frk he nh pdta 1 din humari gli me 1 ldki rehne aai jiska naam tha barkha wo hum logo se bdi thi is liye hum unhe didi bolte the ekta unhe psnd krne lgi thi or kehti thi k didi meri best frnd h or mujhe bahut bura lgta tha ekta hr din didi k liye gift laati or unhe deti jo mujhe bilkul psnd nh tha thod! e time b aad didi wha se chli gyi or me bhut khusdh hui ekta unhe bahut miss krti un k liye roti or hr time unki he baate krti kaafi time beet chuka tha didi ko gye hue pr ekta unhe yaad krti he rhti thi didi k jaane k baad ekta ki behav mere saath thoda thik ho gya tha 1 din ekta or meri ldai hui or usne fir mujhse baat krna bnd kr diya us din me us k ghr gyi or us bhut sunaya use btaya k me use kitna pyar krti hu or kb se krti hu jb maine use ye sb btaya to uski aakho se aansu niklne lge or usne mujhe apne gle se lgaya or us k baad hum dono best frnd bn gye or itne aache frnd bne k aaj tk hum dono best h hum dono ki dosti bahut aachi chal rhi thi hum dono schul jaane k liye subah 5 bje uthte the or jo b pehle uthta tha wo dusre ko jgane us k ghr jata humari puri gali ko humari dosti pr naaj tha pr dosto saath rehna to jaise humari kismt me tha he nh ek din kuch aisa hua k ekta k bf k baare me us k ghr me pta chl gya jiski wjah se use ghr se bahr nilne nh diya jata or hum dono ka milna km ho gya or fir kuch time baad us se b bura hua wo ye k mere bf k baare me b uske dad ko pta chal gya or wo yw sochne lge k uski frndship maine jbrdasti krwai yani k uska ye man na tha k use maine bigaad diya or us k dad me hum dono ko baat krne se mna kr diya hum dono uske ghr walo k samne aise bihev krte the jaise hum dono dur ho gye or aaps me baat nh krte pr hum roj subah jldi uthte the or aaps me bat krte ther 1 din us k dad ne hum dono ko saath dfekh liya or un hone uska schul b chudwa diya ab hum dono aaps me bilkul b baat nh kr aate the thode time tk to hum alg rhe pr us k baad jb bardash nh hua to hum baat krne lge us mom dad ko pta chla to unhone use mna kiya pr us ne un logo ko bol diya k sb chodd dungi pr chhavi se baat krna nhi chodugi or hum bna kisi se dre fir se pehle ki trah rehne lge meri fmily me sb ekta ko psnd krte the fir thode time baad ekta ki shaadi ho gyi or wo apne sasural chli gyi hum dono ko ek dusre k bina rehne ki aadt nh thi or jb uski shadi hui tb hum dono roj ph pr baat krte ! or khub rote ekta k sasural waale bahut aache h wo log b humari dosti k baare me sb jante h us k sasural wale mujhe bahut pyar krte h pr ab yha b 1 problum h wo ye k ekta ka husband mujhse nfrat krta h use meri or ekta ki dosti psnd nh wo hum dono ko bat nh krne deta pr fir b hum kisi ki prwah nh krte aaj uski shadi ko 2 saal ho gye h or aaj b humari disti bahut gehri or majbut h i realy love her........  

pyaar kya hota hai mai nahi jaanta tha ,pyar kab hota hai is baat ki bhi koi khabar nahi thi,lekin ye pyaar kab kisse ho jaye kuch pata nahi,mujhe bhi issi tarah pyar hua ............. ye kahaani unn dino ki hai jab mai apni naani ke paas (simla) ghoomne gaya hua tha .hum sab log to yahaan delhi mai 15-20 sal se raha rahe the lekin simla ki yaadein mitti nahi hai , isi liye mai kabhi kabhi ,bachpan mai to aksar mummy ke sath jaya karta tha ,lekin ab bade hone ke baad kisko time hai, lekin fir bhi naani jidd karti hain to mai ,aksar wahaan jata rahata hoon....is bar mai lagbag 2 saal baad apni nani ke paas gaaya tha, lag bhag her chij wahi purani thi kebal ek ko chod ke aur wo thi meri nai padosan ,meri matlab meri nani ki nai padosan ,sam ko jaab sab log ek saath baithe to maine waat chhedi \"naani ye apne pados main kaun aa gaye hai 
naani \"kaun??????...........are wo kanika.......
are wo to rameswar ki beti hai.......\"
mai:\"kaun rameswar???\"
naani :\"are wahi jinke sebbo ka farm hai......\"
mai \"are ........wo rameswar uncle .....\"
naani :\"haaan wahi .............uski beti hai\"
mai :\" per naani wo pahale to kabhi nahi dikhi ????????\"
naani:\"are pagle dikhti kaise wo yaahaan thi hi nahi...........wo to suruaat se hi hostel mai rahi hai........aur ab teri tarah chuttiyon mai aai hai..........\"
mai:\"achcha .....\"

naani :\" teri usse baat hui hai??????\"
mai:\"nahi nani.......\"
naani :\"to tu usse kaise jaanta hai........?\"
mai :\"kal mai bahar ghoom raha tha tab dekha\"
naani :\"achcha ......tu usse dosti karna chahata hai.....mai milwa doongi tujhe usse ............\"
mai :\" nahi nahi............aap bhi na......bus suru ho jati ho...\"
naani hasne lagin...........mai uth ke wahan se chala gaya 
sochne laga-dosti to mujhe usse se karni hai lekin aapki madat se nahi nani balki apne aap..........
agle din saam ko jab mai ghoom raha tha tab wo bhi wahan bachchon ke sath khel rahi thi...........sayad uske chaacha ke honge.....
mai meri najarein ussi per tikki hui thi or wo bhi kabhi kabhi mud ke meri taraf dekha leti , jab usee ye pata chal gaya ki mai ussi ko dekh raha hoon , to wo chhhup chhhup ke dekhti , aur jab mujhe dekhte hue dekh leti to sarma jati ..........kai din tak yahi silsila chalta raha..........
fir ek din uski mammy hamaare ghar aai, mai bhi bahi andar bale kamre mai baitha hua tha maine unne aate hue dekha to sochne laga (kabhi kabhi apni beti ko bhi sath leaya karo ...nani se kuch baat hue hogi ki naani ne mujhe aawaj lagaii......
mai uth ke naani ke paas gaya.....
mai : \"haan naani \"
naani :\"are beta ek kaam karoge ..?\"
mai:\' haan naani woliye..\"

naani:\"in anty ko to tum jaante ho naa.....inki ladki hai na kanika uska aaj koi form submit karna hai (aaj last date hai) aur inke ghar per koi hai nahi.................to kya tum kanika ko bazar tak le jaoge..?\"
mere man mai laddoo futte ,dill to uchchal uchchal ke kah raha tha ki haan bilkul lejaonga ,aakhir is mauke ka to mai na jane kab se intjaar kar raha hoon.....aise kaise gawa doonga , jaaroor le jaonga.
lekinmene itni jaldi haan nahi kiya thode nakhre dikhaye ,
mai:\"mai kaise dadi>......?\"
anti: \"beta ye jaroori hai barna mai nahi kahati........\"

mai:\" haan lekin anti kaise???\"
anti :\"ghar pe bike rakhi hai tum bike se usse le jao....................bike to chalana aati hai na???????\"
mai:\"haan hann bilkul anti \"
anti :\" to fir thik hai tum taiyar ho ke aa jao maai kanika ko bol deti hoon .....\"

mai :\"ok anti........abhi aata hoon\"
mai dodte hue kamre mai gaya kapde pahane or pahuch gaya kanika ke ghar , 
anti boli :beta tum gadi nikalo ,mai kanika ko bhejti hoon........
maine pulser bahar nikaal ke khada ho gaya aur madam ka intjaar karne laga ,kanika pink kapdon mai jab wahar aai to usse dekh ke ek pal ke liye meri dhadkan ruk gai, najarein uss per tham gai........jab paas ai to maine najrein chura li.
anti boli: \"beta shambhal ke jana .....\"
mai :\"bilkul aanti......\"
aur kanika madam ne ek hath meri kandhe per rakha aur gadi per baith gai ........hum log ghar se nikal gaye ...
safar ko or lamba karne ke liye maine janboojh kar long root se gadi nikali....
kuch der bad mai khamoshi ko tadte hue bola :\"aap kafi dino baad ayi hai yaahaan per.??\"
kanika:\" haan.........8 saal baad\"

tabhi to pehale aapko kabhi yaahan dekha nahi
aur aap 
\"mai to apni naani ke yaahan kabhi kabhi aa jata hoon \"
\"achcha\"
\"waise ab aap kis ke liye apply kar rahi hai?\"
kanika:\" CPMT\"
MAI:\" ok...........doctor ............waise doctors ka kam bada khatarnak hota hai\"
kanika :\" wo kaise??\"
mai:\" her waqt jaan se kailte hai,,,,,,,\"
wo thoda muskura gai 
mai:\"or aap kis chij ki specialist banna chahati hai........?????
ab mai itne maje le raha tha to wo kaise pichee rahati boli:

\"mai logon ke dil ki specialist banna chahati hoon .......jisse logon ke dil ke ware mai jaan sakoon ........unke dard ko door kar sakoon 
mai:\"\" dard to idar bhi hai isse bhi to door karo....\"
kanika:\" ji........\"
mai:\"nahi nahi kuch nahi ji..........\"
tab tak post office pahuch gaye , kambakt itna labma root lene ke baad bhi na jaane itni jaldi kkaise pahuch gaye ........
kanika madam ne aapna kaam khatam kiya.........or fir aate samaya hum log wahi ek restaurent mai chale gaye....maine coffe oder ki .........kafi der tak batein hoti rahi .......maine uske bare mai bahut kuch jaana , aur ussne maire bare mai........usse bhi mujh mai interest ane laga .......maine us din usse uska phon no. bhi le liye , waise pahale din ki mulakaat mai log itna sab nahi kar pate...............lekin maine pahale din mai hi usse apna ashiq bana diya , kyon ki mai to pahale se hi usska ashiq ban chuka tha , or kya pata bo bhi pahale se hi mujhe chah rahi ho , or meri tarah mauke ka intjaar kar rahi ho ................aaj ke baad hum log kafi karib aa gaye ab aksar phone per batein hone lagein........................................................................................................................................................................................age kya hua ye mai apko abhi nahi bata sakta time ki pabandi ki wajah se mujhe ye kahani yahiin rokni pad rahi hai ..........lekin mai bapas aaonga ye batane ke liye ki mere or kanika ke beech aage kya hua........???????
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