Hi guys, my name is matto. m jo aapke sath apni story shair karne ja rhi hu wo meri life ki real story hai. or mujhe samaj mein nahin aa rha k m kya kru..???
Dec. 2009 me meri life me 1 ladka aaya. uska naam deepu tha. us waqt m 12th me thi. kisi ne humari frndshp karvayi. dhire dhire hum ek dusre k sath serious ho gye or humara relation bhot aage bad gya. Uske kuch tym baad meri lyf me 1 or ladka uska naam tha ikjot. wo mera kafi purana school frnd hi tha. ek din hum achanak se 1 shop pe mile the. meri usse as a frnd baat hone lag gyi. dhire dhire wo meri taraf badta gya or m uski taraf. usne mujhe propose kiya to tha par mainne use mna kar diya tha kyoki deepu se meri thi. kuch tym baad mujhe ehsas hua k ikjot ko itna bulvana acha nai hai, fir maine use khud propose kiya. thoda sa aage badne k baad mujhe lga k m uske layak nai hu. jab ye baat maine use boli to usne aage se kafi kuch bola par mera mann ni manta tha. din rat meri aatama muje kosti thi k wo kya hai or tu kya?? fir maine decide kiya k m use apni zindgi se nikal dungi or dhire dhire maine uske man me apne liye nafrat bharni shuru kar di. par use dur karne k baad mujhe ye ehsas hua k m uske bina nhi rah sakti. par jab maine usse baat karne ki koshish ki to usne saf mna kar diya. deepu k sath mera aaj b relation hai par mera dil or dimag har wqt ikjot me rahta hai. din me kyi bar uski photographs dekhti hu. jab wo dikhte hain to meri khushi ka thikana nahin hota. pls guys help me m kya kru, ab to unki shadi b fix ho gyi h. m unke bina nahi rah sakti ab. unki bate, unki aawaz, unka style har wqt meri aankhon k samne rahta hai. M kya kru???
Dec. 2009 me meri life me 1 ladka aaya. uska naam deepu tha. us waqt m 12th me thi. kisi ne humari frndshp karvayi. dhire dhire hum ek dusre k sath serious ho gye or humara relation bhot aage bad gya. Uske kuch tym baad meri lyf me 1 or ladka uska naam tha ikjot. wo mera kafi purana school frnd hi tha. ek din hum achanak se 1 shop pe mile the. meri usse as a frnd baat hone lag gyi. dhire dhire wo meri taraf badta gya or m uski taraf. usne mujhe propose kiya to tha par mainne use mna kar diya tha kyoki deepu se meri thi. kuch tym baad mujhe ehsas hua k ikjot ko itna bulvana acha nai hai, fir maine use khud propose kiya. thoda sa aage badne k baad mujhe lga k m uske layak nai hu. jab ye baat maine use boli to usne aage se kafi kuch bola par mera mann ni manta tha. din rat meri aatama muje kosti thi k wo kya hai or tu kya?? fir maine decide kiya k m use apni zindgi se nikal dungi or dhire dhire maine uske man me apne liye nafrat bharni shuru kar di. par use dur karne k baad mujhe ye ehsas hua k m uske bina nhi rah sakti. par jab maine usse baat karne ki koshish ki to usne saf mna kar diya. deepu k sath mera aaj b relation hai par mera dil or dimag har wqt ikjot me rahta hai. din me kyi bar uski photographs dekhti hu. jab wo dikhte hain to meri khushi ka thikana nahin hota. pls guys help me m kya kru, ab to unki shadi b fix ho gyi h. m unke bina nahi rah sakti ab. unki bate, unki aawaz, unka style har wqt meri aankhon k samne rahta hai. M kya kru???
5 comments:
dats a big prblm yrr becoz sab kuch ending p h ... uski shadi fix ho gayi h means ab vo relatn m nai rehna chahta vrna shadi k liy haan nai bolta so i thnk tumhe deepu ka vishwas nai todna chahiy or uske sath hi apni realatn continue krni chahiy ....:)
Piya is right matto ....
Aapne toh khichdi paka di puri life ki but aisa hota hai jo hamare paas hota hai uski hum kadar nahi karte aur jo dur ho jata hai uske bina rehna nhi chahte ...!!
hello dear ur story is too good
piya is right uski bat mano..
One of the most critical, most painful periods a human being can experience during his life, is a breakup!You’ve had some wonderful times together, unforgettable and extraordinary times, and then one day she says: I’m leaving you… it’s time to say goodbye.
zindgi aisi nahi hoti jasa hum sochte hain yadi tumhe lagta hain ki tumne galti ki hain to mujhe lagta hain ki tumhe us galti ki saza bhugatne ke liye tayer rahna chahiy. i think u r a selfish girl who think for herself only. tum galti karne k baad bhi khus rahna chati ho or un logo ke liye problem banna chathi ho gin logo ne galti hi nahi ki hain. mujhe lagta hain ki ab waqt hain ki tum apni aatma ki awaz suno dil ki nahi ab tumhare pass jo kush bhi hain usi main khus raho..
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