Hi.Me arpita hu.Me B.A. 1st year me study krte hu.Mene bachpan c aapne sath kuch acha hote hue dekha hi nhi hai.
Or mere liye mera bf bhut special tha jise me aapne hr problem or khushi shayre krti thi or wo hamesha mere sath hota tha.
Mere Bf ka nam ashwani hai jo tourism company me kam krta hai.Usse mere mulakat 22nd sep. 2011 ko hue the usse phele mujhe uske msg aate the or kbhe kbhe phn bhi aata tha.Hum dono ek dusre k sath relation me 24 sep. ko aaye mujhe unka baat krne tarika bhut acha lagta tha or unki smile to sabse achi thi. Hamre relation me sab kuch sahi chal rha pta ni achank unhe kya ho gya wo kafe change ho gye. Bs wo kam krna chate the agar unhe phn kro to response kabhe kabhe dete.Pta ni kyumujhe lagne laga tha ki wo kisi or c pyar krte hai . Pr Mene us din unhe aapne jayada dur paya jab me bhut tensionme the or unse baat krna chati thi pr unho ne mera phn ni uthya na mere msg ka koi jabab diya. Pher jab unse agle din baat hue to unho ne mujhe sorry kha pr pta ni wo kafe badal gye the.Ek din unho n ese baat bole jo shayad hi pyar krne wale soche v sake wo chahte the k hum alag ho jaye kyuki wo mujhe jayada khusiya ni de payege.Us din me bhut roi or unhe kha k ek baar milo pher fesla krege or ulta mere ghar me bhi problem chal rhi the kuch samjh ni aa rha tha kya ho rha.Pher hum sham ko kisi tarah mile or me unke gale lage kr kafe roi unhone tab v woi baat boli pr bade bole agar tum adujust kr pauge to thk hai pher mene kha aap mere kasam khao mujhe chod k ni jauge unho n kasam v khahi. Pher sab kuch thk chal rha thoda bhut khe sakte hai wo ashwani ni tha jise mene pyar kiya tha jisne mere sath h pal rhe ko kha tha.Bs pher kya unka phn ata to ata ni to ni mude hua to msg ka reply krna ni to ni pta ni kya hua.Mera Bday 31st ko tha mene unhe phele kha tha wo apna kam c chuti lenge or hum us din matha tekne aandpur sahib chelege.Me bhut khus thi k unke sath jauge mene sari tayari kr rkhi.Mere Bday c ek din phele unka phn aya tha ki wo milna chate hai or kuch baat krna chate hai mene kha thk hai jb milna ho bta dena.Or mujhe umid the mujhe sab c phele wo wish krege pr unka phn hi ni aya mera bday p na h wo aye.Me subah c sham tk unka wait kte rhi na phn aya or na hi khud kabhe wapas aye.
Me unhe aaj v bhut pyar krti hu pr kuch samjh ni aa rha kya galti hui mujhe c jo wo etne dur chelege.......................
Or mere liye mera bf bhut special tha jise me aapne hr problem or khushi shayre krti thi or wo hamesha mere sath hota tha.
Mere Bf ka nam ashwani hai jo tourism company me kam krta hai.Usse mere mulakat 22nd sep. 2011 ko hue the usse phele mujhe uske msg aate the or kbhe kbhe phn bhi aata tha.Hum dono ek dusre k sath relation me 24 sep. ko aaye mujhe unka baat krne tarika bhut acha lagta tha or unki smile to sabse achi thi. Hamre relation me sab kuch sahi chal rha pta ni achank unhe kya ho gya wo kafe change ho gye. Bs wo kam krna chate the agar unhe phn kro to response kabhe kabhe dete.Pta ni kyumujhe lagne laga tha ki wo kisi or c pyar krte hai . Pr Mene us din unhe aapne jayada dur paya jab me bhut tensionme the or unse baat krna chati thi pr unho ne mera phn ni uthya na mere msg ka koi jabab diya. Pher jab unse agle din baat hue to unho ne mujhe sorry kha pr pta ni wo kafe badal gye the.Ek din unho n ese baat bole jo shayad hi pyar krne wale soche v sake wo chahte the k hum alag ho jaye kyuki wo mujhe jayada khusiya ni de payege.Us din me bhut roi or unhe kha k ek baar milo pher fesla krege or ulta mere ghar me bhi problem chal rhi the kuch samjh ni aa rha tha kya ho rha.Pher hum sham ko kisi tarah mile or me unke gale lage kr kafe roi unhone tab v woi baat boli pr bade bole agar tum adujust kr pauge to thk hai pher mene kha aap mere kasam khao mujhe chod k ni jauge unho n kasam v khahi. Pher sab kuch thk chal rha thoda bhut khe sakte hai wo ashwani ni tha jise mene pyar kiya tha jisne mere sath h pal rhe ko kha tha.Bs pher kya unka phn ata to ata ni to ni mude hua to msg ka reply krna ni to ni pta ni kya hua.Mera Bday 31st ko tha mene unhe phele kha tha wo apna kam c chuti lenge or hum us din matha tekne aandpur sahib chelege.Me bhut khus thi k unke sath jauge mene sari tayari kr rkhi.Mere Bday c ek din phele unka phn aya tha ki wo milna chate hai or kuch baat krna chate hai mene kha thk hai jb milna ho bta dena.Or mujhe umid the mujhe sab c phele wo wish krege pr unka phn hi ni aya mera bday p na h wo aye.Me subah c sham tk unka wait kte rhi na phn aya or na hi khud kabhe wapas aye.
Me unhe aaj v bhut pyar krti hu pr kuch samjh ni aa rha kya galti hui mujhe c jo wo etne dur chelege.......................
8 comments:
Aapne unke sath sex kiya tha if yes than he never come again. If no then he want .but plz dont do this ok.plz forget that boy whats your age. Where do you live if u r intrested plz sare me your family problem mail me. My id (shubhampathak522@gmail.com) bye
mai samajh sakta hu ki is waqt aap per kya beet rahi hai....
per shayad app dono ek dusre ko samajh hi nahi paye. dont worry jis taraz patjhad ke baad ped me fir se fool aa jate hai. samay ke sath sath apke face ki smile bhi lout ayegi.. bas khush rehne ki koshish karo. unke sath bitaye hsin palo ko yaar karo... keep smile in your lip :) good girl. tace kare PRAVEEN MANDLEKAR (PRAN)
Use pane k liye uske piche mat jao usko apne piche bhagao. Kaise ? Just try to show him that u hv moved on. See some other guy within his knowledge . Then male ego & jealousy will do the rest for you.
first thing iz to be strong &
be stay there if u love him . . . . fir bhi agar wo na aaye to strongly use bhulana hi behtar hoga....wese mene kbi pyaar to nai kiya pr i just knw one thing that matters in love iz sacrifice. . .
plzzzzz....... dnt be abset yrr. i thnk wo tmhari life mai he na tha otherwise apki bday waalw din tou at least ek msg tou krta.. may be he iz nt d rit match 4 u. jst chil n enjy ur lyf frm new point of veiw.. be happy..
jo apko nahi mila vo apka nasib nahi tha some one better is somewhere...but wait for right time to meet him..
take care & keep smile...
hey mere sath bhi esa hua he
hi arpita,
i am sagar gawade from (Gawadewadi).
i read your story,
aapki problem ye he ki aap dono ek dusre ko kabhi samaj hi nahi paye,
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