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Heart feeling My love&My life_I am Ankur(Rocky)

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frienda,, Mera nam rocky hai meri zindagi pata nahi mujshe kya chati thi mujhe pata nahi kyunki meri life mein khusi naam ki koi cheej nahi thi kyun ki mere kismat ko mere gum se pyaar tha hasi kya hoti hai mujhen pata hi nahi tha main kabhi janta nahi tha ki khusi kya hoti hai pyar kya kya hota hai,,,,kyunki mujhe kabhi kisi ka pyar nahi mila na friends na family isliye mujhe apni taqdir se nafrat ho gayi thi mujhe aisa lagta tha ki jaise khuda ne mere liye pyar banaya hi nahi hai mai tut chuka tha apni life se kyunki maine ek se bahut pyar kya tha 2 saal mera luv chala wo jo kehti thi main wo karta tha yaha tak main uski family se baat karne bhi gya but usne mujhe pechane se inkar kar diya uske baad aur toot gaya maine apne life ko khatm karne ki har kosis ki but nakam raha magar mera dil kehta tha ki koi hai jo tumhara intzar kar raha hai main nastik tha god naam ki chij kya hai main nahi manta tha isi tarah 2 saal beet gaye fir maine job karne ki sochi maine ek jagah interview dekar aaya waha se thik 15 days baad mere paas call aayi ki aap select ho gaye job ke liye hum logo ki trainnig start hui training ke 3 days baad ek ladki ayyi jisko rab ne bheja mere liye ek din training ke dauran mam ne love ki bate ched di bate ho rahi thi sab apni 2 bate bata rahe the kuch log ro rahe the kuch khush the magar ek dam se wo uthi bahar chali gayi aur rone lagi fir main gaya aur use chup kara kar lein aya kyunki uska breakup thik ek din pehle hua tha usne apne x ko kisi ke saath dekh liya tha usne usse jhoot bola tha ki maine kuch dino ke liye shahar ke bahar ja raha hu jab usne usko us waqkt fone kya to wo bola main sahar ke bahar hu.....jo ki wo us waqt apni nai girlfriend ke saath tha isliye bahar jakar wo bhi rone lagi thi jab maine usse bola kyun ro rahi ho tab ussne tum nahi jante pyar kyar hota hai tum mast ho na isliye tumhe nahi malum,,,fir main washroom mein chala gaya aur waha pe mera dost aya jisko meri puri kahani malum thi wo aya aur bola kya hua upset ho gaya kya fir wahi purane jakhm mere sam! ne agaye the kyunki kisi ka pyar nahi naseeb hua tha na family na relation na friend mein is duniya mein akela tha bachpan se but hamesa main dusro ko hasata rehta tha khud ek jokar bankar sabko hasata kyunki mujhe pata tha rone ka dard kya hota hai fir mere friend ne us ladki ko meri puri history batayi aur jab training khatam ho kar ghar jar rahe the tab usne bola tum mere saath chalo main uske sath gaya fir usne pucha ek baat puchu maine kaha kya to usne bola itna dard lekar kaise jee lete ho aur haste bhi rehte ho meine kaha is duniya logo ko rulana bahut asan hai hasana bahut muskil isliye mein gum ko chupakar loga hasana suru kar diya fir usne mera no manga meine de diya magar uska nahi liya kyunki man mein koi feelings nahi thi fir jate waqt usne kaha shayad kal se mein nahi apoungi kyunki meri family alou nahi kar rahi hai maine kaha kosis karna boli okkk kyunki pehli bar kisine itne pyar se mujhse bat ki thi pehli bar laga ki koi apna hai, fir hum dono ghar chale gaye fir thik thodi der baad sms aya ki mein kal se nahi apoungi meine jaise hi sms padha mein khub rone laga mujhe pata nahi ki main kyun ro raha tha mujhe bus ek awaj sunai de rahi thi i miss u fir maine apne dost ko fone kya maine kaha yar wo kal se nahi ayegi office usne usse baat ki fir mere paas kal aayi ki tumhari bahut kami khal rahi hai hum log office lekin baat hoti rehagi main milne aougi wo aksar office ati thi wo aksar kehti thi ki khuda ko mano maine hamesha has kar tal deta tha ek din uska fone band ho gaya wo aksar kehti thi khuda ko mano jab uska fone band ho gaya tab mai kya karta bahut pareshan ho gaya main kisse kehta kuch samaj mein nahi araha tha bus intzar uske exam start hone ka fir uske exam start hue uski call aayi pco ke no se aur boli tumne call ki to bhai ne fone utha liya tha is wajah se fone le liya gaya hai tum pareshan mat ho i miss u fir main uski bato ko socha puri raat aur rota raha ki khuda ko manta to aaj aisa na hota fir khuda ko manne laga kyunki usne meri ujri jindagi ko abad kya..khuda ki rehmat hai ! ki aaj m era pyaar mere saath hai kyunki rab ne bheja hai use mere liye main suru pyar ki talash main tha magar har cheez time se milti hai kyunki zindagi mein gir ke insan run karna sheekta haiiiii,, bus aap sabki dua chahiye ki khuda ki rehmat bani rahe kyunki main isaniyat ko manta hu religion ko nahi khuda ne insaan banaya insaniyat shikhayi muhbbat karna shikhaya nafrat nahi kyunki dua se taqdir badalti hai.......bus aap sabki dua chahiye ki settele ho jaye hum dono bina kisi bawal ke.........

Kitni Shiddat se tumhe paane ki koshish ki hai Ki
Har zarre ne mujhe tumse milane ki saazish ki hai....

Kehte hain agar kisi cheez ko dil se chaho to
saari kayanath tumhe usse milane ki koshish me lag jaati hai...

Aaj aap sabne milke mujhe meri chahat se milaya....
Thank you.. Thank you very much.....
And I feel like I am the king of the world. kyunki mere paas mera pyar hai,,,,,

Aaj Mujhe Yakin hogaya dosto ki
hamari zindagi bhi hamare hindi filmon ke jaisa hi hai...
Jahan pe end mein sab kuch theek ho jaata hai.... \"Happy Endings...\" 
bus ek cheej kehna chaunga kabhi kisi ko heart mat karna bus fir dekhiye aapko duniya ki har khusi milegi apko apki muhabat bhi apko milegi bus khuda par bharosa rakhiyen kisi ka dil na dukhaiye........ bus dukh ho ya sukh khuda ko yaad kijiye...........







3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Yar tumhari soch to bilkul mere se milti hai, mai bhi yahi chahta hu ki sabko khus rakhu. Par meri koi gf nhi hai. Par mujhe khusi hui ki tum apne pyar ke sath ho.mai God se dua karunga ki hmesa tum dono ko khus rkhe.

Anonymous said...

i pray to god both of u leave happly toghter evr n after..god bless u.

Anonymous said...

u r realy lucky bcs u gt ur true luv...........basisse badi khushi kya ho sakti hai

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