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My Story - wafa

iam wafa ,going to share my true love reality..mere bachpan ki bat hai hum muhalle ke kidz ki gang hua karti thi..we were always busy doing all time masti..it was childhood,as we grew up,all were g0ne away for study..mera friend yasir b tha who then left city..main sab ke sath free thi except yasir..slowly all left and we are muslim so pabandi hoti hai ke boys and girls certain age limit tak baat kar sakte hain..toh we g!rls always meet and do that fun..jese main badi hue,sub mere aankhon main dekh ke kehte k \"tumhen muhabat hoge\"
aur main muskra ke tal daite..

na jaane kab hue kambakht muhabat pata he na chala..sara din yasir g ke sochon main gum..na waqt ka pata chalta na he zindage ka..mujhe nahe pata tha ye muhabat hai..mere frnz mujhe badalta dekh 1000 sawal kartin..par mujhe khud nahe pata tha k yeh kya hogya hai mujhe?

kyun bar bar unke tasweer aankhon main saj aati hai? kyun woh mere qareeb hain?kya mujhe unse muhabat hai?
itni uljhano ke baad,dil ke khamosh kone se awaz aye \"han,yehe muhabat hai\"
saal beet gaye the unhen dekha nahe tha..achanak kisi shaadi main unhen dekha..main ne bht koshish ke un se nazar hatay,par muhabat ke nashe main unke masoom aankhon ne aur madhosh kar dia..un ke yad ne,unke muhbat ne mujhe shayar bana dala..unke liye diye jalate rahe.wo mre jism main sama chuke thay,itna ke mre rooh b mre andar na thi jitna ke wo.mre dost ne mere aankhen parh li..sari haqiqat jan gaye..usne kaha \"apne pak muhabat ka izehar kar dal ,warna der na hojaye\"
main ne der kardi..yaa yu kaho ke waqt ne jaldi kardi..ik aise kashmakash hai jo bayan nahe ho pa rahe.main izhar na kar paye..aur apne jan main sama liya..main jante thi k woh mere se kabhe muhabat nahe karenge...unhen chahti rahe.\"hum kisi ko muhabat karne pe majboor nahe kar sakte,muhabat hojati hai.\"
pal pal tarasti hu unhen dekhne ko ta\'ke aankho ke pyas bhuja saku..afsos hai apne muhabat pe mujhe.mere ankho main muhabat aur tadap sub ne parakhi,siwaye unke jin se muhabat ki
\"Zindagi he guzar rahe hai,humko guzre toh zamane huay\"







10 comments:

Anonymous said...

hi,aisa kaise ho sakta h ki aap kisi ko chaho or vo na mile aapko..or ye b ho sakta h ki koi or aapko aapki chaht se zada chahta ho jise khuda ne aapke liye bna k rakha hai.mohbbt se bichadne ka gum bhot hota h hum samjh sakte h...
YE MOHBBAT BHI AJAB IMTEHAN LETI HAI..JO HO NAHI SAKTA APNA..USI ME APNI JAAN DAL DETI HAI.
ho sake to yasir ko bhulkr aage badhne ki koshahis karo i love ur story.send me ur id sweetu here.if u wana be my friend.

Roshan said...

Dard ko dard samjho to Mohabbat karo...

wafaa said...

thank you mere kahani post hone main time laga hai my fb id is shooting_star2@live.com...main janti hon ke shayad woh mere chupi ko samajhte hain par main ne un ki aan khon main majboori daikhi hai us ka reason bbhi muje pata hai han lekin mujh main bohat bardasht hai roshan jee nahi toh itne saalon se jo juwalw mukhi mere andar hai usse andar rakhte rakhte jalti aa rahi hon agar hum mil bhi jaen main unhen bata bhi doon lekin samaj nahi manne ga unhen aankh ka genetic problem hua hai jis ki waja se woh nahi chahte ke main un ke saath reh kar apni zindage barbaad karoon itne duyen ki ke kaash sub theek ho jayen har eid pe har tehwaar pe unhen dekhne ko g karta hai lekin woh nahi aate aurr main un ki aas main sara din aankhen sajye bethti hon ..woh zindage ban gaye hain mere un se baat nahi kar paati lekin har roz dairy main apna dil khol daite hon main ageeb kashmaksh main hon izhar karti hon tabhi dil tootay ga na karron toh har din mrte rehti hon main ne bohat sapne sajaye hain har mere aakhri aur pehli tamana hain woh har muhabat aam sa waqiya tha mere sath paish aane se pehle !!1 dua karyga ke jab kabhi bi main izhaar_e_muhabat karon toh mera dil na tootay..itni muhabat hai un se ke agar yeh baat taal bhi dain tab bhi un ke is lehje ki qadr karti hon !! ALLAH HAFIz doton take care

Unknown said...

Meri Bhi Story Kuch Aapki Tarah Hai. Maine bhi der kar di thi lekin mujhe 1 mauka mila tha but Now I'm ℓσηєℓу ωιтнσυт нєя♥:'(.

If u want to be my frnd on facebook.
My Username: Anand.kori14

Anonymous said...

hi wafa,
ur name is so swt wafa.. mohbbt ki asli meraj wafa hi hoti hai..nd dear yasir ko bol do aap kitna chahte ho unhe..harkat me barkat hoti hai..khuda bhi kehta hai..karam kar phal ki chinta mat kar vo dena mera kaam hai..kya pata aapki mohbbtki barkat ki wajh se yasir is bimari se njat pa jaye..unhe b to maloom aap kitna chahte ho unhe..agr phir khuda na kare vo inkar bhi kar de to bhi jab 2 vo aapko dekhnge unhe ye to maloom hoga aap like karte ho unhe..bad me kya pata unhe bhi pyr ho jye aapse...or shayd krte bhi ho bas keh ni pa rhe ho..aap bol de bas unhe...sab allah pe chodkr..dil ki bat dil me na rakhe...take care dear...
sweetu here.

Anonymous said...

,jindagi me jab hum kisi ko beinteha mohabtat karte hai to hame lagta hai ki puri kayenat HAMARE sath hai,lekin jindagi me kuch aise v halaato ka samna karna padta hai jo ham kabhi v soch nahi sakta.

Har khamoshi ka matlab inkaar nahi hota,

Har nakami ka matlab haar nahi hota,

Kya hua hum tumhe pa na sake to,

Sirf paane ka hi matlab pyar nahi hota.

Mein khuda se yahi dua karunga k aap k jitne v paresaniya hai jald se jald khatm ho jaye kyun k mein is fellings ko mehsush kar sakta hu.....

khuda hafiz...,.,,, EK AJNABI

Anonymous said...

hi wafa me aap se bus itna kehna chahta hon ki aap ke lafzo me dard bahot he,, bus yu hi apne lafzo me dard bhar do taki har kisi ko aap se pyar ho jaye

Anonymous said...

Khuda kare aapko aapka pyar mile.....waise aap shayar bahut achi hai....
Www.facebook.com/ChefManojNayal

wafa said...

thank you friends...mere liye dua karien ..main koshish karu ge ke main yasir g ko bol du k wo mere liay mere jan se ziada hain,mere dil ki goonj hain wo,k mere ragon main unke yaadien behti hain,k wo mere rooh ka naqsh hain mere aankho ke thandaq hain..bus dua karen kya pata mere kismat ap k ek harfay dua main ho.t.c ALLAH HAFIZ

Anonymous said...

Khuda se pray krte hai ydi is janam me nhi to agle hr janam me wo aapko mile or aapke lafjo me itna dard or pyar hai ki kisi ko bhi aapse pyar ho jaye ,god bless u nd tk care

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