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My Eternal Love - Sparsh Kabra


Hello Friends, My Name is Sparsh Kabra, Main Delhi mein rehta hun apni family ke saath jisme  meri mom dad ke alawa mera ek chhota bhai hai jo ki mujhe apni jaan se bhi jyada pyaara hai.
Yaha delhi mein main 2004 mein aaya tha and tab hum rent pe rehte the. Hum ne jab room shift kiya tha toh hum ek ghar mein pahunche and shayad tab se meri love story shuru ho gayi. Main  padne likhne mein kaafi achcha tha and hamesh 1st ya 2nd aata tha. toh humare land lord yaani makan malik kaafi achhchhe the and unki 2 ladkiyan and 1 ladka hai.
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Toh main apni rapunzel jo ki mere makan maalik ki chhoti beti hai use tab se jaanta hu jab hum uske ghar pe rent pe rehte the. Ab hum apne ghar mein rehte hain usi colony mein  mere father ka apna business hai and main ne 12th isi saal apni rapunzel ke sath paas kiya hai 85 % and ab main Delhi University se Food Technology Kr rha hun. Ye baat 2 feb 2012 ki hai mere practical hone waale the toh main apni rapunzel se help lene uske ghar gaya ( hamara ek dusre ghar se family relations hai) tha and aunty se kaha ki us se keh dena ki mera project banane me meri help kr de toh mera practical 10 ko tha toh main working model us ke saath  beth ke tayar kiya  jisme mujhe 6 din lage is beech hum dono study ke saath saath aur baatein bhi krte and 2 din baad usne mera no. maang liya and wo msg kr ne lagi toh main ne itna dyaan nahi diya coz main apni studies ko sab se jyada value deta hu. Maine uske sms ka ko reply nahi kiya toh usne mujh se kaha ki tu reply kyu nahi krta toh main ne kaha mere paas faltu time nahi hai tere exams mein mujh se jyaada gap hai tu achche se prepare kr legi mujhe preparation kr ne de .Kyunki uske and meri stream alag alag thi wo arts se thi and main science se tha. MAIN USKO LAST 6 SAAL SE JAANTA HU AND TAB TAK BHI MERE MIND MEIN AISA KOI IDEA NAHI THA.Un 8 dino mein usne mujhe bahut saari baatei batayi apne baare mein jisme kaafi funny cheejein bhi thi and kuch dukhi krne wali bhi. Sab se jyada hurting fact uski life ka ye hai ki wo sab kuch kisi ke kehne bhar se seh leti ahi and kabhi react nahi krti.Aise hi life guzr rhi thi. Hamare exam ho rhe the uske kehne pe main ne apne phn me msg card dalea liya main bhi use ut patang msg bhejne lga kyunki us se pehle mei rarely kisi ko msg bhejta tha. is beech mein exam se pehle hum ek saath khub ghume. Kabhi kahin  Kabhi kahin hamare parents bhi koi objection nahi krte the coz aunty uncle mujh pe bahut trust krte hai.Mujhe ab kuch kuch uske liye feel hone laga and main mazak mazak me us se kehta tha ki mere liye koi ladki dhoondh de mujhe akela rehna pasand nahi hai to wo kehti teri kabhi koi gf nahi ban skti and isi tarah mera last exam 24 march ko khatam ho gaye. Meri Fb posts se mere ek teacher ko ye pta chal gaya wo meri didi hain real nahi toh real se kam bhi nahi oh unhone mujhse uske baare mein pooncha toh main ne sab bta diya. Toh unse consult kr ke mai ne use propose kr diya 26 march ko toh usne kaha mujh pta tha yahi hone wala hai and mujhe time chahiye apne exam khatam hone tak main ne kaha ki theek hai tu 15 apr. tak time le le. Main kaafi halka feel kr rha tha saath hi ye tension bhi thi ki wo kya kahegi toh meri frnd  jinse maine suggestion liya tha ne kaha response positive hi hoga. Lekin Unfortunately 19  April ko usne mana kr diya and saath hi promise bhi le liya ki wo hamesha meri friend ban kar rehna chahti hai. agar kabhi koi feeling aayegi toh wo mujhe bta degi.Main ne kaha theek hai main us din bahut roya uske msg ka reply kiya kuch bhi kiya us din 19 apr ko toh shaam ko uska msg aaya ki tum promise kro ki kabhi mere liye ro-o-ge nahi main kaha theek hai. and ab hum friends the pehle se bhi jyada achche.Phir usne mujhe saari baat clear ki kyun wo realtion se abhi tak bach rhi thi jo mujhe bhi pta thi but main use sort out kr skta hun. Jaise jab main 8th mein tha tab meri mom ne us se and uski badi sister se mujhe RAAKHI bandhwayi thi. and tabh se last se last year tak wo  mujhe har saal rakhi bandhti thi. Waise wo bhi kahin na kahin is cheej se parehsan thi . kyunki mujhe lagta hai ki wo bhi kuch toh mujh se infatuated thi. Usne mujh se ek baar kaha tha ki jo bhi hum chahte hain wo hume aa sani se kyun nahi milta. and Is se achcha toh mai mrna pasand krti hun ki main apni khushi ko apne hisaab se enjoy na kr paaun. wo dheere dhere mujh se intimate ho rhi thi. Main ne use apne b'day pe apne unhi didi cum teacher and unki chhoti sister se use milwaya. sab kuch normal tha ki k din mai uske ghar pe tha toh pta chala ki us ne apni sister ko sab bta diya hai toh main ne soncha koi baat nahi uski sister se meri achhchhi pat ti hai. Actually wo meri kaafi achchi friend hai and ujhe dukh hai use uska payar nahi mila kyunki  usne and uske lover ne ghar walo ko kbhi nahi btaya ki wo realtionship ahi and as usual raakhi baand te rhe. Jo ki mere accoding sab se bewkoofana harkat thi.
Main ne apni rapunzel se isliye promise liya tha ki wo ab mere raakhi nahi baandhegi ye baat main ne uski sis ko bhi bol di.Uski sis kehti ahi ki tu mere jaisi bewkofi kyun kr rha hai ki jaise mera haal hua aisa kahin iska bhi na ho jaaye.
Toh main ne us se kaha ki main aisa nahin hone dunga kyunki main agar wo haan keh deti hai toh. kyunki main apne parents se bol dunga ki main us se pyaar krta hun and poori tarh se settle hone ke baad main shaadi sirf usi se krunga nahi toh nahi. Ye sab baaton mein humara 29 may ko hamara result aa gaya. Main jitna apne reslut ke liye khush tha utna uske liye dara hua bhi tha lekin Bhagwaan ki kripa se usne ab tak apni family mein highest score liya tha. maine shaam ko use congrats bola and bsu. Kuchh un dino exam ki wajah se main bzy tha toh us se baat nahi ki main ne. toh 3rd june ko jab uske bhai ke sath uske ghar gaya toh uska mood off tha. Main ne soncha ki ho skta hai li baat ho gayi o aunty wagarah ne daant diya hoga  normal h jaayegi.
Shaam ko main ne msg kliya toh usne ko reply nahi kiya toh main phone pe pooncha toh kehne lagi ki koi baat nahi ahi main theek hun bus mujhe tum se baat nahi krni haiphir main ne us se har tarah se poonch lia lekin usne kuch nahi btayana wo mujhse bol rhi hai na kuch uski sister se is regarding baat ki toh usne bhi wahi kaha and keh ne lagi ki main ne agar ab kuch bhi kiya toh meri rapunzel meri shikayat meri mom se kr degi.
Mujhe kuch shak uski sister pe hota hai kahin wo pressure daal rhi ho mujhse baat na krne ke liye kyunki jab se  main uski sister se meri rapunzel ke baare mein baat ki hai uske 2-3 din baad se usne mujhse itna ruddly behave krna shuru kr diya.mujhe nahin lagta ki meri rapunzel mere saath aisa kr skti ha. I can't imagine my life with out my raunzel.

Please friends batao main kya karun ki wo bhi mujh se pyaar  krne lage.aur agar krti hai to pressure se bahar aa ke mujh se bole,







10 comments:

Unknown said...

Abhi to wo tuzse bat nahi karti , lekin kuchh dino me wo tuzse bbt kargi, leki tum abhi tumhare pyaar ke bareme kisiko mat batana our jaise friendship chalu hai waise rakho our apne pyar ko kahi chehre par mat lana our pyar ke bareme usase kuchh kahna mat, aisa karoge to aage uske man me tumhare liye filing hongi tab wahi tumse iske bareme bat karegi, tention mat le bhai mere jaise hi tumhari kahani kai!!!!

Atif said...

Hii yaar i am muslim but m aapke raksha bandhn ki respect karta hu meri maano toh aap sirf uske ek aachche dost bankar raho yaar kabhi socha hai aapne ke jab iske baare m uski ya aapki family ko pata chalega toh kya bitegi unke dil par?? Kya sochenge wo? Aapke aur aapki rapunjel ke baare m mazak ban jayega aapka pyaar duniya ki nazar m ...!!

Agar sach m pyaar karte ho toh koi aisa kadam mat uthana jis se usko dukh ho ....!!!

Anonymous said...

TRUE LOVE STROY♥♥ .
pyaar sabko kabhi na kabhi kisse hota jurur hai kuch esse tara ek sache pyaar ki khanni.sapna ki pyaar ki khaani yu toh sapna ke zindagi mai bhut ladko ne usko propose kiya leken sapan ne sirf amit ko pyaar kiya sapna amit ko jab dekha tab se usse pyaar karti thi leken amit ko bol nhi paati thi ki woh usse pyaar karti hai 10 saal han friends 10 saal tak dono friend the amit ki bhut saari gf thi loverboy tha ek din amit ne sapna ko propose kiya aapne friend ke thourgh n sapna ne yes bol diya r fir dono ka realtinship start hogya ...................dono ka realtionship bhut acha chal rha tha ...........fir aage ki khanni kal........................Ek din tab woh amit se phne pe baat kar rahi thi jab amit ne kaha ki dekho yaar pyaar pyaar tak hi rhe toh accha hai saadi tak kyu le jaa rhi hun yaar mai tumse koyi saadi nhi karna chata r aaj ke baad tum muje kabi phone mt karna ab humare beech kuch nhi hai u get it maano sapna ka saara sapna hamesha ke liye tuth gya sapna bhut thuth gyi thi kahi aaana jana nhi karti thi ek din sapna ko call aaya rahul ka usme receive kiya rahul ne sapna ko saara diya liken sapna kisse baat nhi karna chati thi kyuki usne jisse pyaar kiya usne usko dukha diya who bas aapne aapse yhi sawaal puchti thi kya kam thi mere pyaar mai amit mai tumse bhut pyaar karti hun tumari khushi mai hi meri khushi hai ………rahul usko msg pe msg karta rahta sapna bhut tuth choki thi usko kisski saare ki jurut thi usne rahul se baat karna acha samjha r rahul se baate karne lagi rahul amit ka best friend tha ek din rahul ne sapna ko kaha ki who use bhut pyar karta hai sapna ne usko saaf mana kar diya liken rahul ne bola ki kya kami hai mee pyar mai sapna ne kaha muje time chahye r ek din sapna ne fasla kiya ki woh rahul ke pyaar ko aapna legi kyuki jo amit ne uske saath kiya who bhi rahul ke saath nhi karna chati thi leken jab ye baat amit ko pata chal toh amit ko bardast nhi howa usne socha ki woh sapna ko barbard kar dega who rahul r sapna ko ek nhi hone dega usne sapna ko call kiya r sapna ko blackmail karte raha ki usko bhi amit se baat karna hoga nhi toh who uske fmily ko bata dega sapna bhut dar gyi r chup rhi r amit aapne plain mai successful ho gya rahul ko laga ki sapna usko dukha de rhi hai rahul ne usko chod diya amit usko phone pe gali dena laga ki agar who use baaat nhi karegi toh woh usske fmily ko ye baat baat dega ek din sapna ne bhut himmat karke aapni mom ko saare baat bata di uski mom usko maaf kar diya r amit ko phone pe dhamkya ki who sapna se dur rhe amit ne usko har jagah badmaam kar diya liken sapna ne kabhi uska bura nhi chaya sapna hamesha yhi dua karti hai ki woh khush rahe jaha par bhi rahe kyuki sapna use sach pyaar karta hai 2 saal baat sapna ki saadi tay hogi sapna ne aapne mummy papa ke pasand se sadi karne ke liye tayar hogyi liken tab ye baat ka pata amit ko chala tab use saadi tuthna chaha liken sapna ne aditya ko saari baat baaata chuki thi amit ki plaining fail ho gi thi leken na jane kyu sapna ne saadi se mana kar diya r saadi nhi ki usne amit se kaha ki tum mujse pyar nhi karte saadi nhi karna chate na chate ho ki koyi mujse pyar kare na saadi kare tum yhi chate hona toh mai ye saadi nhi karogi leken bas itna bata do ki kyu jab hai tumare pass koyi amit usko koyi jab diya bina chal gya sapna ne saadi nhi ki 6 month baad sapna ko uski driend bati hai ki ami ne saadi kar li sapna ne kaha amit hamesha khus rhe ...................r sapna ne abhi tak saadi nhi ki ....................ye thi sapna ki aduri khanni ............................... THE END ................kya sapna amit ko bhul payegi answer in yes or no

Anonymous said...

use aapko pyar ho iske liye aap kuch nahi kar sakte keyuki pyar hota nahi ho jata hai. is smya bahot jarui hai ki aap dono ke bich me jo bhi galat faimi hai use samne laya jaye aur unko solve kiya jaye jiske liye baat hona bahot jarui hai. is liye baat karne ki kosis karte rahiye jaise hi vo samay aye aap apne dil ki baat aur jo unvatege chize ho use rakhna.........

xxx said...

use aapse pyar ho iske liye aap kuch nahi kar sakte kyuki pyar hota nahi ho jata hai dear.

KABRA said...

Thanks Friends .. . .Main Ab Tak Akela Hoon Uska Wait Kr rha hu. . .Kab Tak Ye judai bar karar rhegi. ..

Unknown said...

bhai tu hi bole de....nahi to pa6tayega.

a k said...

khusboo ne phool ko ek ahesas banaya,

phool ne kali ko khas banaya.


chahat ne mohbat ko ek pyas banaya ,

na jane ye mohbbat ne kitno ko "DEVDAS "Banaya
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Unknown said...

Dont worry yaar.... I am also in favour of the very first comment.... go ahead as a frnd not a lover... You can win her as a frnd then a lover.... important hain uski feelings aur wo share kar sakti hai to frnd ke sath, shayad lover ke sath nahi...

Dont make the same mistake I did, be her best friend, its more than 3 months I have talked to her or u say, Its more than 3 months I have slept properly... I cry whole night sometime....

charmy said...

dekho friend tum uske liye wait karo tum usse jaberdasti to pa nahi sakte abhi to just friend raho vo kabhi to jarur ayegi..........
and agar vo miljaye to reply jarur karna......

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