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Still waiting 4 him.. - muskaan

hii..i nvr thought dat sm day i wud write my love story lik dis..n dats hw d things happen incidentally or it is meant 2 b..well,i nvr believd in my destiny..bt ab sirf destiny hi mujhe usse mila skti he..!!
I ws in delhi 4 my studies..i heard a lot about delhi...dili dilwalo ka shahr,yha ka food,chandni chowk....bhut kuch achha tau bhut kuch bura...bt wen i reached 1st tym in delhi i felt dis place is meant 4 me..i joined my classes..i m shy so i alwyz hesitate to talk to any1..mei hmesha ldko se dur rhna psnd krti..aisa nhi he ki ldko mei mera koi dost nhi hai..hai..bt sirf dost..love shov mere liy kbhi tha hi nhi..my frdz alwyz tease me ki ab tau koi munda psnd kr le ya hm dhundh kr liyaye..bt i alwyz resist..ldke muje jha dikhte mei apni aankhe niche kr leti..i seriously dont lk ki vo mujhe dekhe..bcz at d back of my mind im d princess of my only prince..jiska mujhe besabri se intezar tha bt i nvr show..bcz i m a strong independent girl who knw hw to live alone bt sth wich i miss in my life ie LOVE..mujhe bs us ek ki talsh thi jise dekhkr sb kuch ruk jaye..or vo din b aaya..mei usse class jate hue raste mei tkrai..i saw him 4 a sec den mei apne raste or vo apne..or fir hm yuhi khi n khi tkrane lge..i m alwyz shocked itne students mei hmesha kyu vo hi mujhe milta he..i dont knw..bt maine jyada socha nhi it may be coincidence..bt it may happen once,twice, thrice ..not everytime..vir na jane kya hua abhi tk tau mei use janti b nhi thi bt vo jb b mere paas se gujrata i feel so complete jaise mujhe positv vibes milti he..or mei uske liy dua krti ki ye jo b he hmesha khush rhe...pta nhi ye kya tha..
one day i ws in my class i saw dis guy..ohh shit man..ye tau meri class mei hi he..i ws so happy i cant tell..he is a gentleman..wat a personality wat a attitude..bilkul shaant..uske mei ek thahrav tha..patience...apni studies k liy dedication..commitment..sb kuch..i learnd many things 4m him..vo b bs apne aap mei rhta tha ldkiyo se baat nhi krta tha..bs apne kaam se kaam..bt vo mujhe dekhta tha tirchi nzro se..i knw..ek baar class khtm hone pr i ws going 2wrds my room dekha tau ye b usi raste se ja rhe the..hme room jldi jana tha tau hm fast chl rhe the..unhe b shayad jldi jana tha tau vo b fast chl rhe the..mtlb ye ki hm eksath chl rhe the..lg rha tha hm dono mei competition lgi ho ki dekhte he kau 1st aata he..i ws like..aree ye kya ho rha he..uske baad maine apni speed slow ki taki vo aage nikal ske..fir kya yuhi hm ek hi raste pr khi baar mile..bt hmesha dono jhuki hui nzro se ek dusre ko dekhte or nikl jate..meri classmate ne iss chiz ko notice kiya ki kuch tau gdbd he kyuki jha mei hoti vha vo hota or jha vo hota vha mei jarur phuch jati..kuch tau cross connection he..usne b dekha ki vo mujhe dekhta he..mere liye tau bs itna hi kafi tha..ek din mujhe kuch studies mei doubt hua tau maine himmat krke unse pucha..unhone jvab diya bt aisa lg rha tha mano vo baat krne mei interstd nhi he..meri trf dekhkr nhi niche dekhkr baat kr rhe the..mujhe bhut gussa aaya kya ye tarika he kisi ldki se baat krne ka..den i thought leave it..humne unhe thanks n al d best kha..bs uss din k baad se hmari kbhi baat nhi hui..fir jaise sb kuch bdl gya jo baate pehle aankho mei hoti the vo hona bnd ho gyi..hum khi baar tkraye pr hm dono ek dusre se nzr chura lete..hme lga ki vo hme shayad glt smjh rhe he ki hm unko hr jgh follow krte he bt ye tau coincidence hota tha...fir hm b unse dur rhne lge kyuki hm un ldkiyo mei se nhi the..bt i feel so bad..kyuki mujhe lga ye vo hi he jiska mujhe intezar tha n nw sb kuch jaise bdl gya..mujhe aaj b unke naam k alawa kuch nhi pta..mei ye b nhi janti ki unki lyf mei koi ldki he ya nhi..! bt agr h oti tau i just wish both of dem happy life..bt mei kbhi atleast mere samne unhe kisi k sath nhi dekh pati..i love him a lot...hmari classes k aakhri din i decide ki mei use baat krungi bt uska response bhut bura tha.unhone jaise hi dekha dat i saw him unhone apna face turn kr liya..meri aankho mei tau aansu aa gye bt i controlled it..khud ko smbhala..bt fir dekha ki vo ja rhe he..mei unhe bs jate hue dekhti rhi bt den vo laut k fir aaye or dur se mujhe dekh rhe the..i dont knw vo kya tha bt itne mei meri koi frd aa gyi or mera dhyan ht gya unse or jb mudkr dekha tau vo ja chuke the.....
abhi b mei sirf uska intezar kr rhi hu..usi raste se roj niklti hu ki khi vo mujhe kbhi tkra jaye...hr roj sbse pehle udhte se hi use yaad krti hu or dua krti hu ki agr uski aankho mei mere liy maine jo dekha vo sch tha tau mujhe usse mila de..or na jane kyu ykin he is baat ka ki vo mujhe khi n khi milega..hme hmari destiny hi milayegi..vo meri lyf ka ab hissa bn chuka he..mei ab kbhi kisi or k liy nhi soch paungi..bhut mushkil he use bhulana jise aap bhut pyar krte ho..i wish vo jha b ho khush ho..or shayad khi ek pal k liye hi shi mujhe b yaad krta ho..
ye he meri ek ajib si lv story..jo shayad filmi lge bt its a true love story..m still waiting 4 him..!!!!!
 







18 comments:

Anonymous said...

waqt har pal badlta hai.... wo tumhe baintha pyar krta hai.....pr aaj waqt tuhare liya badal gya ..pr apna aap pr yakin rakho ek na ek din wo tumhe jrur milaga...or us din bina kisi daar ka usa apna dil ki baat bol dena...

Aryan Bakoliya said...

frnd.....god par belive rakho woh aapko jarur milega aur main god se duaa karunga ki aap dono bahut jald ek ho jao.
best of luck..

Anonymous said...

dear meri kahani b bilkul same h........................to m apse kya khu aap khud samajh skti ho.........


I m waiting of my love

Shahi Hashmi said...

Nice story. Ajeeb nahi true love hai.Unka dedication and sharafat tha jo nazre jhuka kar apko kehne ki koshsh kar raha tha k he love u so much.Woh ap jaisa shy person tha.Ap kareeb hongi use yakeen nai tha. Aur jb woh ja raha tha to uski nazre ek akhri bar dil khol kar dkhna chahta tha aur apko usne alwida kaha ankho se aur kaha kush rahna. Ths is my feelng.True story

Anonymous said...

+ hmmm...mene b kuch esa hi socha tha...ki annual k din use propose krke rahunga...par uski mom uske sath thi....or fir wo alag me alag... Innocent rohit

vickey verma said...

meri bhi kahani same h par different baat yeh h ki aap ladki ho,,,, par mai ladka tha

Nitin Ahuja said...

lovely love story.............
in my love story
"i am still waiting 4 her"

Kadir Sayyed said...

same as me muskaan .. i can understand ur feeling ... i wish ki tumhari feeling ki kadr hamesha iss duniya mein ekk pahchan ban kar rahegi .. inshaallah ...

Anonymous said...

its sad muskan... bt somwhere sometym he wl cre fr ur fellings........ dear n i hope the one u love wl cm bck in ur life agn ...

Anonymous said...

muskan, dont worry, vo apko zarur milaygay. vo apki life me zarur ayi gay, bus aap kabhi haar nahi manna, pyar karna kabhi band nahi karna, true love time zaur letha hai par ata zarur hai humaray pass, aap pyar karto aur apni life achay se jiyo, dekhna bahut jalad vo time aya ga jab aap sath hogay

Roma Saini said...

really sweet c luv story h aapki.. i hope ki aapka mr. right aapko jaldi hi milega.......

NITIN GUPTA said...

wow vry sweet love story me god se pray krunga ki apko apna life partner mil jaye.

Muskaan said...

thanx frdz 4 ur soothing words and blessings..i hope one day v vl meet..in dis oct its going to b one yr wen i 1st saw him..my 1st love anniversry widout him n widout knwing him..still my heart beats fast just by remembrin his smile ..smtyms i find myself so stupid i often ask myself hw much long u vl wait 4 him..and my hearts says forever and my brain says dont b so stupid..and my heart replies u vl nvr understand..its LOVE..TRUE LOVE..i cant explain it bt i can feel it wid all my heart.. :):)

Anonymous said...

Muskan ji really padhkar bura laga...but i think mujhe laga hai ki duniya mein saccha pyar milna itna aasan nahi hai...maine to meri gf ki awaz bhi nahi suni abhi tak bus ek dusre ko dekhte hain aur o bhi bus ek hi jhalak it means kuch seconds ke liye after o school jati hai and main apne ghar jata hoon....but main use bahut bahut pyar karta hoon....aur o aisi ladki hai jise pyar mein koi interest nahi hai..phir bhi pata nahi kyun main use beimtah pyar kar raha hoon...i love her so much ummed hai ki one day she will accept me.....bus aur kuch nahi..leki muskan ji mujhe lagta hai he will be with u but when he will complete his dreams ..then definately he will be of urs...

Anita Rathi said...

your real name is not muskan i think ur real name starts from "s" and ends in "i" and second name starts from "v" and ends in "s" and if this is not true u can mail me at anitarathi00@gmail.com

Muskaan said...

@anita:ya muskaan is my nick name and my real name starts wid "s" bt other details r wrong..well,i dont knw hw u guess dis..or u find me sm1 else.. :)

sanjay saindane said...

apki love story sahi mai ak filmi love story lagti hai. agar apka pyar sachaa hai to apka love apko jarur milega.

Nishikant Tiwari said...

Mujhe hamehsa se yahi lagta tha ladkiya kewal ladko ko kisi aur ladki ko dekhne se rokti hain par aapki ye baat "i seriously dont lk ki vo mujhe dekhe..bcz at d back of my mind im d princess of my only prince" pdhkar achha laga .

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