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my one side love - shalu

hii my name is shalini ,presently i am placed in TCS but still i m waiting for my joining letter. mera phela or akhri crush

School life se hi mujhe aisa lagta tha ki koi to life mai ho jisse mein pyar karu...even tab mein pyar ka matlab b nhi janti thi...but when I was in 11std meri class mai ek ladka tha bhot smart, per mein uski intlligency se impress thi . Dhire dhire mai uss pasand karne lagi thi, wo jab b mere samne aata meri heart beats fast ho jati. Even hamari coaching class b same thi . To din ke almost time wo mere aas paas hi rheta subha coaching se sham school ki chutti hone tak. Iss dauran aisa bhot baar hota tha jab meri or uski najre milti thi mein sharam ke mare idher udher dekhne lagti thi , per uski harkato se aisa lagne laga tha ki wo b mujhe pasand karta hai. Per hamri baat kabhi iss se aage badhi hi nhi. Next year hum 12th std mai aa gai. Phir studies ka pressure ,result ki tension . Mere dilo dimag pe iss tarah uska naasha tha ki mera padne mai maan hi nhi lagta tha, ghanto nikal jate the uske baare me sochte sochte, per itne din hone ke baad b jab b wo mere aas paas se gujarta tha to meri saase ruk jati thi , heart beat fst ho jati thi. Hamari subh ki coaching class mai gusste hi mai sabse phele usss dekhti thi ki wo aaya hai ya nhi. Or jis din wo nhi aata tha mera maan nhi lagta tha even agar mujhe pata chal jata tha ki aaj wo school nhi aane wala hai to mai b school nhi jati thi. Per ek chij maine notice ki thi 12th std mai aane ke baad ki wo b mujhe mud kar dekhta tha . Wo meri just aage wali seat pe baith ta tha or coaching mai b mere dialonag mai baitha tha jaise ki wo mujhe dekh sake or kisi ko pata b na chale. Aab tak to meri best frnds ko b maine kuch nhi bataya tha per pata nhi kyu wo dono mujhe uske naam se chidati thi . Maine un dono se pucha b per wo sirf hasti thi or kuch nhi. Per ye to un dono ne b notice kiya tha ki wo mujhe dekhta hai kabhi kabhi. per jaisa ki maine aap logo phele ki bataya issse aage nhi gai kabhi hamari story. Wo bhot intelligent tha or studies ke liye purly dedicated uski issi baat pe to mai fida thi. Hamare school mai 26 january ki celebration thi to hum dono ne danc! e mai pa rticipate kiya tha . Maine bhot kosis ki wo mera dance parter ban jai per jo sir the unhone sari ummido pe pani feer diya wo tha just mere next mai per mai uski partner nhi thi. Aab april mai aa gai 12th ki board exam yaha per b kismat ne dhokha diya . wo meri hi class mai meri just aage wali seat pe tha per mere sath nhi. Mujhe bhagwan ne wahi indicate kar diya tha ki \" ye ladka tere samne jarur rhega per kabhi tere sath nhi\". After that 12th ka result aa gaya he was the 2nd topper of our school, and I was the losser. Mere bhot kaam % bane the. Aab to mai ye b wish nhi kar sakti thi bhagwan se ki hamare collage same ho. Wo last din 12th std ka uske baad aaj taak maine use dekha b nhi hai. 4 saal ho gai hai per aaj b wo kaha hai kaisa hai uski sari news rakhti hu mai aapne frnds ke through. Mai aaj b uss bhot yaad karti hu . Aisi bhot sari chooti chooti yaade judi hai uske sath sab share karna b impossible hai. 2 saal hum sath ek class ,coaching mai the ,but u will not belive muskil se 10-15 baar hi usne samne se mujhse baat ki ho. Mujhe aaj b nhi pata ki mujhse pyar karta b tha ya nhi. Per agar wo pyar nhi karta tha to aaj b wo sari information kyu rakhta hai. Mere frnds ne mujhe bataya tha ki wo mere baare me puch rha tha. Aab to bas wo mera phela or akhiri crush baan ke hi rhe gaya hai. I just wish good luck for him or bhagwan uski sari wish puri kar. PYAR mein usse jabardasti to karwa nhi sakti aab wo khus rhe bas itna hi wish karti hu.







7 comments:

ANIL DHURVE said...

Very nice story salini thumhri h trh bilkul same meri b story h me b use ldki se bhot pyar krta hu nd i will pray for u ki vo ldka thumhe jarur milega me god se pray kruga thumhre liye ki vo thumhe usse mila de or tum 2no sath me life enjoy kro bt salini tum use ldke ko purpose krdo vh jrur ha khega nd plz pyar krti ho to izhar krna b sikho

chetan said...

aap ek kam kar skte ho aap usay bol do ke aap use se pyaar karte ho kyu ke kitna time tum uska wait karogi .aap se nhi hota hai to aap aapne friends ko btane ko kho aur mujhe lgta hai vo aap ko 100 % ha bol dega................kyu ke jada wait karne se aap ka he lost hoga........aap ke story mujhe bohat pasand aaye......mujhe bhe pyaar huaa hai to mai samj sakta hu wait karna kya hota hai.........wish u happy love life.

Aryan Bakoliya said...

Dear.....aapki story bahut nice hai main god se prayer karunga ki woh aapko mil jaye but thodi si himmat to aapko b dikhani padegi jab tak aap use batayengi nahi tab tak use pata kaise chalega bina sankoch kiye bata do ki aap use kitna pyar karte ho muje yakin h ki woh aapke pyar ko thukrayega nahi q ki bahut kam kismat wale hote hai jinko aap jaisa koi true lover milta hai..
mane b is site par apni love story shair ki hai aapke jaisi achi to nahi hai phir b time mile to pdhna jaruar aur kaisi lagi plz comment..
BEST OF LUCK

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Anonymous said...

Aapki story muje bahut pasand aayi me god se prey karungi ki aapko aapka pyar mil jaye Meri love story bhi tumhari tarah hi he me bhi ek ladke ko beimteha pyar karti hu par use bata nahi sakti bus man me hi rakhti hu god use hamesha khush rakhe or kabhi koi taklif na aane de

sagar gawade said...

hi shalini
i am GAWADE SAGAR FROM GAWADEWADI@
i read your story muje bahut pansad aayi meri aankh bhar aayi,

tumhri or meri story thodi- thodi milti he shalini,
but tumhri tarah me bhi zindgi bhar uska intzaar karunga,

Anonymous said...

shalini
thank u frnds for all ur valuable words

sagar gawade said...

hi shalini nic story

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