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unke beena maine zee nahi paongi

Hi dost,
Maine nahi janti ki mai aap se apni baat share karu ki bhi nahi b – coz ye bahot difficult hota hai ek ladki keliye kisi unknown insaan par believe karna. Ye wahi janti hai jiska normally koi insaan bharosa tor deta hai…. Magar yahe waise nahi hai. Aaj mai is blog ke jhariye apologize karna chahti hu.
Shayad mai janti ho ki bhagwan bhi meri is golti ko kabhi bhi maaf nahi karenga Magar jitni bhi life hai mai sirf dua karungi Vinayji kuch bhi rahe. Keya kasoor hai unka mujh se dur jane ka ? Ya hi n.. ki wo mujhse pyr karte hai ? itni khushi denewala insaan ko aaj keya hogeya ? Aaj kyun bhagwan ne mujhe aise mod par khada kiya hai ki mai chah kar bhi uski pareshani… bhagwan ne meri kismat me aisi likhi hai ki mai mai chah kar bhi apne khushi ke bari me nahi soch sakti. Agar soch bhi liya to pura nahi kar sakti.
Vinayji aur meri mulakat ek ltd. Company me hui thi. Ek Accounts dept. ka asst. manager. Bahot hi silent. Kam se matlab, baato me bahut sweet, or keya kahu bus simple aur siddha sadha helpfully ect. Company me jab 15th days hui thi sundenly unka bachpan ka dost meri saath time pass karna start kiya. All time Vinayji ka beena unke pass others koi baat nahi tha. 7 th feb. 2009 company me lunch time total admin dept. koi nahi mai wash room jate time pucha aap lunch me nahi geya . Ans. Nahi thora bahut kaam baki hai pura karna hai. Mujhe bath ne keliye kaha. Pucha aap koi dost hai. Meri ans. Yes. Naam Deepak. Main unko unka barime nahi pucha hai allraedy unka dost mujhe pahele kahe diya hai. 
14 th feb. Valentine day. Unne mujhe ek gift diya & good morning wish kiya. Meri maan me ek dar start. Unka friend ship me koi problem nahi thi. Problem thi meri health lekar. Kyun ki meri Bone marrow problem thi. Meri donor nahi mil raha tha. Meri choti si age me agreement hogai thi. Maine tab 10 years kit hi. Maine job class 12 me unne job keliye out of India chole geya. Rajesh ke saath mere sab kuch khatam hogeya . Meri papa mere khilap geya. Maine ekeli ekeli zeena sikhliya. Life me hamesha dhokha khaya hai. Ek real pyr keya hota hai mujhe is bari me nahi pata tha. Meri liye koi donor nahi milrahe hai. Chanchal mujhe humesa saath diya hai. Mujhe wo bhout pyr karte hai. Rajesh ko donor keliye phone kiya . kyun ki Chanchal ko srif yhe pata tha aaj iski help keliye duniya me koi hai to srif Rajesh. 2009 me bhi saadhi nahi kiya tha. Rajesh meri sunkar Company me VRS dediya. India lot donor banega. Vinayji ka friendship ko accept karne ka pahele unko sab kuch kahena zaruri hai. Vinayji ka junior mujhe bahut samjhaya Vinay Sir bahot aacha hai ect. Ect……
Ek din Kapil mujhe lunch ke time vinayji kahani bataa. Befor 14 years pahele aapna pyr ko kho deya tha. Aaj mujhe dekh kar wo sab yaad aageya. Unki naam Nilu Sharma. So for a little bit of moment. I was completely shoeked. Shayad is ke piche kuch reason hoga is keliye pyr ko khona para. Main friendship ko accept kar liya. 23rd March mujhe surprise diya wo koi nahi diya kabhi bhi. Meri Birth Day. Humdono sirf ek dost thi. Dhire dhire kab dosti jaruat bangayi meri patai nahi chola kash usi waqt khud ko rok leti too bhagwan ne is mod pe khara nahi karta. 
Suddenly Rajesh phone unka VRS accept kar liya within 4 month me India lotenge. Maine bahot khus hoi. Donor milgeya . Maine complete fit aur kuchi din me. 14th April pata cholgeya humdono ek duse ke beena zee nahi paungi. Maine office staff ke saath temple gayi thi. Vinayji ka jo hal hua tha aaj tak bhool nahi paya. Room pe aane ka bad maine Rajesh ko phone karke kaha hai. Meri donor ka koi zarurat nahi hai. Rajesh ke saath maine golat karne jari hu.. 
Office jane ka bad pata chola MD sir aarahe. Puri raat se socha maine Kuch bhi jone do aaj Vinayji ko mujhe kahana hai. Total company MD sir, keliye busy the. Mujhe chute ke bad bhi office me wait karna para tha. Lekin mere liye bhi Vinayji bhi wait kiya. Ghar aane ke bad Vinayji se phone pe baat bhi kiya. Suddenly Ajay ka call. Ajay strted abusing his sentence. Maine unse milne giya Park view Hotel. Vinayji ko koi gali dega yhe meri baddash ke bahar tha. There he booked a big room so that we can spend and enjoy as like picnic. Ajay , Kajal, Jisu, Saany, Diya . Ajay & Saany chorke others frnds mere liye unknown. Maine unlogo ka pass unknown nahi thi. Mujhe nahi pata tha ki unke mind me keya hai aur kya nahi. Suddenly Ajay orderd a drink for boys. I started feeling uncomfortable. Saany ko laga Ajay golat kar rahe hai. Kajal apne liye mere liye cold drink offer ki . Main conform nahi thi lekin mujhe laga cold drink me hard drink mix kar ke hume pila di. I was not comfortable with that, I started being unconscious. So I just went in side some the wash room to just put down some water on my head an my face, but still my eyes were not ready to see what was happening in side the room. Mai Kajal se discusskarke out side car me jakar rest liya. Magar mujh me itni energy nahi thi ki mai chal saku to mujhe us moment Saany ne bahut jada sahara diya. Unne mujhe car me bithya. Main job better feel kiya tab mai time dekha mobile me 10 P.M. maine bahot let hogi thi. Meri bahot dar lagrahi thi. Ek tarah se bol sakte ho ki main us samay chup rahna jada impartant samjha. B – coz hum sab ek aise jagah par tha jahapar koi bhi nahi tha. Kuch bhi ho sakta tha mere saath & Kajal saath . ghar par job mai wapasi ayi thi to maine imagine bhi kiya tha ki Chanchal mujhe itna chillayenge par aise hona bhi chaiye. B – coz main golat thi & I know ki mere saath aise hi hona chahiye. Us hadsa ke baad main khud ko sambhal nahi parhi thi. Mobile me Vinayji ka 2 miss call. Us situation me kuch or hua rahata to mai kya karti shayed ma! i zinda bhi nahi rahti. 
Next day office me mai chup chup Vinayji baat kiya tha maine yhe hadsa ko bhool nahi parahi thi aur maan me ek darr baith gaya tha ki. Kaise ab mai bahar himmat ke sath jau. Meri cousin ka call or voice me uski fell hai thi. Jo kuch to baat hai. Phone itna aansou dekha hai wo bhi ghara gayi thi. Mai us se sari baat batayi. Mujhe thori himat himmat di mai wo hadsa ko bhool sakun.. Di se unka discuss hua hai. Jo di ne kaha Vinay tujhe bahot pyr karte hai.” Suddenly Vinayji ka dost Ruby mujhse kaha Vinayji se jada nasdik nahi jana. Wo bahat selfish hai. Aapne motlab keliye bahot pyr dega kuch bhi karne keliye redy ho jayega”. Jab motlab nikal jayega tab tum me pata cholne nahi dega. Mai unki baat ko belive nahi kiya. Wo dono local tha same colony boda hua hai…. Keya mai unse jada unke badi me jan sakti hu…
Lekin kisi ka baat ko impotents nahi diya. Mai humesha dil baat suna karti thi. Unne mere se age me kafi boda hai. Bore chote me keya phrak parta hai. Mere har kadam par unka saath koi meri bura chate wo bhi darte the. Lekin mujhe pata tha. Agar Rajesh ko mai donor bana lu.Ho sakta hai Mai thik hone bad mujhe Rajesh kuch demand kare mai nahi deti too. Mai bhagwan upar varasha kar ke main sab ko kaha main thik hogai. Mujhe Vinayji khona par jati. Rajesh VRS sif mere liye the. Sab ke tana sunte sunte thak chuki thi. Kabhi main Vinay pata hone nahi diya. Jab usko yhe baat pata cholega Vinay toot jayega. Mai janti thi mujhe kitna pyar karte hai. Mai unko kabhi bhi Dr. no. Medicines paper, Report kabhi nahi diya. Is baat keliye mujhse bahot problem hui hai. Kyun mai itna pyr karti hu jin ko unko mere eke k waqt saat saath dene keliye mana kar du. Aaj unke pass mere liye time nahi hai. 100 call karu too 5 call ka response karte hai. Mai milne keliye balu too kuch na kuch bahana dete hai. mai use dil se chahti thi par uske paas mere liye wqt hi nhi hai. Wo humesha apne kaam me busy rhta hai jaise mere mann mein aisi feeling ati hai ki shayad wo mujhe avoid kar rha hai, jaise he doesn’t love me at all. Recently meri health problem bahot serious condition me hai. Aaj mere saath Vinay nahi hai. Aaj unko bahot zarurat tha. Aaj mai ekeli hu…. 
Frnds, aap soch rhe honge ki ye kahani adhuri kyun hai 2011 ka kahani kyun nahi hai but jab tak koi reply nhi milta aap ki taraf se mai is kahani ko aap logo se share karungi….ye isliye, b-coz mujhe aap sab ke help ki jarurat hai, mujhe ek strength ki….ek unity ki jarurat hai jo mujhe help karengi mere faisle mein …. So plz mail me and answer me whether I should continue or not….Mujhe thikse hindi likhna nahi aati hai…..plz phir bhi mai likhi hu.

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6 comments:

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Anonymous said...

kya likhte ho yar pi ke likha hai kya?

sagar gawade said...

hi i am gawade sagar
from gawadewadi

story acchi he but aaduri he
pyar to pyr hota he
please aapni story contunied karo????

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