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dil sabka dhadkta hai..hurt bhi sab hote hain... - raj kaushik

Hi friends mera name raj hai…
Kahte hain ki pyaar ek baar hota hai but mujhe is name ki bimari kai baar hui hai. but haan kabhi-kabhi pyar aise insaan se bhi ho jata hai jo …jindgi ko puri tarah change kar deta hai…..mere saath bhi kuchh aisa hi hua hai…
Ye baat lagbhag 5-6 saal purani hai..mere gaanv me ek minakshi name ki ladki rahti hai..mai aapko ye to nahi kah sakta ki mai use ek najar dekhte hi pyar karne lga tha….haan us se mujhe pyar ho gya but kuchh baat hai jo aapko btani hai…. actualy mai jab 10th class me padhta tha tab meri mulakat us se hui thi.wo pahle apni nani ke ghar rahti thi.baad me wo hmare gaanv me aa gayi..uska hi gaanv tha so aa gayi…mere dosto ka ek group hota tha…jiske leader mai aur sumit dono the…...Hmari dosti kafi achhi aur pakki hua karti thi..akshar do achchhe dosto ke bich anban bhi hoti rahti hai so hmari bhi kabhi kabhi anban hoti rahti thi….anban hote hi hum do group me ladko ko baant liya karte the….jo mujhe pasand karta wo meri side ho jata jo use pasand karta uski side ho jata…
But hum jaldi hi ek dusre ke sath hath mila lete the..
Meri aur sumit ki kisi bhi baat par bet lag jaya karti thi..
Lo is baat ko hi le lo..jab minakshi apni nani ke ghar se aayi thi to uske sath uski badi bahan monika bhi sath me aayi thi humne pahli baar un dono ko hmare gaoun me dekha tha…
Sumit ne bet rakhi ki chal monika ko sabse pahle kaun ptayega ?
Maine bhi rob dikhate huye bet lga li..but mujhe nahi pta tha ki mai pahle se hi haar ke liye bet lga rha hoon..
Baat actualy ye hai ki sumit monika ko pahle hi perpose kar chuka tha bas uska reply aane wala tha…
Aur maine suruaat bhi nahi ki thi but mai sochta rha ki kaise monika ko ptaya jaye ?
Ye kya maine plan bnaya bhi nahi tha ki sumit ne monika ki haan bhara letter mere hath me thma diya tha..
Ab mai bet to haar chuka tha par na jaane kyon mera dil bhi monika ki taraf khichhne chala tha….mai bhi usko perpoose karke bta dena chahta tha but meri jindgi me ek new mod aa gya tha…...wo mod actualy ek sunita name ki ladki aane ke baad aaya..wo ladki apni bua ke ghar aai hui thi..haan us ladki ne ek hi najar me mujhe hila kar rakh diya tha…. mai us par puri tarah fida ho gya tha..ab monika sirf meri dost bankar rah gayi thi….monika aur mai padhte to same class me the but school alag alag tha… . but hmare bich padhai ke liye compitition lga rahta tha.. kabhi wo jyada marks lati to kabhi mai.
Sunita ke baare me mai pahle hi bta chuka hoon ki wo apni bua ke ghar aai hui thi….uske school me garmiyon ki chhutti pad chuki thi..aur hmari hone wali thi….mai akasar ab unke ghar ke chakkar lgane lga..
Mai kisi na kisi bahane uske ghar chala jata tha….ek din maine aise hi mom ko bol diya ki mai t.v dekhne sunita ke ghar ja rha hoon …mom ek dum chonki aur boli kya kinke ghar….maine baat badlne ki kosish ki aur khaa taai karishna ke ghar…
Mom ne achha khaa hi tha ki mai dhod pda..mom ne aawaj lgaai mai wapish aaya ..maine khaa kya hai mom jane do na show khatam ho jayega…achchha bachu mujhe bewkuf bnata hai ghar pe t.v rha to dusro ke ghar kyon ja rha hai yahi par tera show shaw dekh le samjha aur kahi jane ki jarurat nahi…mai muh latkaaye ghar wapis aa gya …mom ghar ke dusre kamre me gayi hi thi ki mai ghar se rafu chakar ho kar sunita ke ghar aa chuka tha..
Sunita bhi t.v dekh rahi thi.
Sunita to t.v dekh rahi thi but mai use dekh rha tha…
Thodi hi der baad mere pichhe koi khda tha ….mere baal kisi ke haatho me aa chuke the….haan kya kar rha hai yhaan ??? meri mom ne khaa.
Mom mai to bas taai ki haath se bani chay pine aaya tha…puchh lo taai se taai ne hi khaaa tha….
Ab sunita bol chuki thi haan aunti bua ji sabke liye chay bnane kitchan me gayi hui hain aap bhi help karwa do unki..
Mom ne hairani se dekha aur puchha tum kaun ho beti ??
Sunita – aunti mai karishna ki bhatiji hoon.
Mom – tumhari bua kitchan me hain kya ?
Sunita ke haan kahne par mom taai ke pass ja chuki thi…
Maine sunita ko thanks kaha to wo kuchh nahi boli…
Bas aise hi mai kisi na kisi bahane uske ghar jata rahta…uske ghar ke pass ek chuapal hai whaan akashar hum khela karte the…whaan mujhe ek aur sarat lgani padi ki meri ladko me to chalti hi thi ladkiyon me bhi chalti hai ya nahi….
Ek din choupal me hmara group aur ladkiyon ka group khel rha tha…..tabhi ek dost ne mujhe akele me le ja kar khaa ki raj teri baat ye sab ladke maante hain …..kya ye ladkiyaan bhi manti hain….maine khha kyon kya baat hai ?
Actualy uske pass na jane khaan se ye baat aa gayi ki minakshi mujhe like karti hai….but sanjeet minakshi ko like karta tha… .mujhe is baat ki khabar tak nahi thi..
Bas yahi dekhne ke liye usne mujhse bet lga li ki agar ye sabhi ladkiyan coupal se mere kahne pe chali jayengi to wo 10 rs. Dega…
Maine bet lga li..mai choupal ke andar gya aur sabhi ladkiyon ko bahar jane ko khha…ek ladki (priyanka) ne khaa hum nahi jayenge…to minakshi ne khaa inka to nahi pta mai chali jaungi but wapis aa jaungi mujhe khelna hai…maine haami bhar di ..phir kya tha minakshi bahar ki taraf chali hi thi ki sari ladkiyaan bahar ja chuki thi….
Ab mai sarat jeet chuka tha…maine apne group ke ek ladke ko bulaya aur khaa ki ja in sab ki toffi liya ,… wo le aaya…maine wo sari toffiyaan minakshi ko di…aur khaa bachcho me baat do…wo baatne lagi thi na jaane kya kisne sararat suru ki toffiyan muh me jaane ki bjaay ek dusre ko pad rahi thi …toffiyan bikhar rahi thi …sabhi toffiyon ko ek dusre ke uper fenk rahe the…maine unko rokna achchha nahi samjha sab khus the enjoy kar rahe the so mai taai ki charpai par aake baith gya aur dur se un toffiyon se khelne wale bachcho ko dekhta rha ….. tabhi sunita baher aayi aur boli- kya chal rha hai whaan?
Sayad usne mujhe dekha nahi tha…maine khaa bachche khel rahe hain …meri aawaj sunai di to usne mujhe dekha aur andar chali gayi… wo god me ek bachche ko liye huye thi..mai uske sath andar chala gya andar koi nahi tha..sab ke sab kaam ke liye bahr gaye huye the..bhai aur bhabhi chobhare me the…taai dusre ghar gayi hui thi…
Wo mujhe pichhe aata dekh t.v wale kamre me chali gayi mai bhi whaan uske saath chala gya…maine sunita ka hath pakad liya tha..sunita ne kuchh nahi khaa ..ab mai sunita ke bilkul samne tha. Wo apni aankhe jhuka rahi thi aur baar baar us bache ko dekh rahi thi maine apna hath bdhaya aur sunita ke galo se lgaya..aur maathe pe kiss kar diya usne apni aankhe band kar li thi ab maine dusra kiss uske hontho par kar diya…..tabhi bahr se sunita ko bulane ki aawaj aai ….tabhi hum dono ke hosh ud gaye…sunita bina soche samjhe bahar chali gayi aur mera bhai yani sunita ki bua ka ladka andar aa gya usne khaa kya chal rha tha ?
Maine kahaa kuchh nahi …
Usne khaa bta de ??
Maine baat taal di…saale tere aate hi light chali gayi mast show aaya hua tha..
Usne khaa kamine wo hi to puchh rha tha ??kaunsa show aa rakha tha…?
Maine ali baba 40 chor kah diya..
Bas phir hum u hi baat karte rahe(sukar hai usne sak nahi kiya)
Mai kafi dar gya tha…
Mai bahar aaya to sunita carpaai pe baithi bache ko khila rahi thi maine use dekha to wo sarma gayi aur palke jhuka li…
Ab choupal me sab bachche saant ho gaye the mai whaan gya to dekha minakshi ja chuki thi…
Sanjeet ne khaa raj yaar mai minakshii ko like karta hoon please usko ye ring de dena…please
Mai soch rha tha ab ki baar baat man li usi tarah phir se maan jayegi…maine sanjeet se ring li aur bola bol khaan hai wo…sanjeet ne khaa wo apni chhoti bahan ke sath bajar me gayi hai…
Mai jane lga to sare bachche mere sath ho liye..maine unhe wapis jane ko khaa to ve chale gaye…
Minakshi sachmuch mujhe bajar me hi mili…usne mujhe dekha halki si smile di aur nichche sir jhooka liya….wo ring mere haatho me hi rah gayi..mai uske sath hi wapas aa gya tha wo apne ghar chali gayi mai choupal me sanjeet ke pass aa gya tha….sayad usne socha mai uske pichhe pda hoon…
Sanjeet ne mujhse puchha wo ring de di ??
Maine kuchh dino ki mohlat maangi..aur ghar aa gya…
Mai subah uth kar school gya aaj school me good news milne wali thi …chhutiyon ki ….poore ek mahine ki chhuti pad gayi thi but kuchh fayda nahi huaa ye good news bad news me badal gayi jab mujhe pta chala ki sunita ja chuki hai…
Us din se mai group se bikhar chuka tha…ghar wale ,padosi, kuchh bhi achche nahi lagte the….khana pina band kar diya..aur upset rahna suru kar diya…bilkul chidchida ho gya tha mai…dosto ke sath baat baat pe ladai karna..ghar walo ki baat na maan na ek aam si baat ho gayi thi…
Ab ghar walo ne mujhe chhution me mere mama ke pass bhej diya…suru ke din ke to sunita ko yaad karte karte gujre but dhire dhire sab bhulta chala gya na jane kab chhutiyaan puri ho chuki thi mai ghar aa chuka tha..
But school me aate jaate taai ka ghar padta to sunita ki yaad aa jati…
Ek din mai mere ghar me t.v dekh rha tha to darwaja khat khtane ki aawaj aai…maine darwaja khola to koi nahi tha…
Mai bahar ki taraf jhanka to meri bhabhi ne mujhse puchha kaun tha ???maine koi nahi kah diya..
Mere pairo niche ek letter tha ..maine use dekha usme kuchh sayri thi aur niche I love you ke baad minakshi ka short name (meenu) tha..
Ek din milkar maine meenu ko samjhya ki mai tumko nahi chahta….to wo bina kuchh kahe whhan se chali gayi…
2 saal baad maine use manane ki kosish ki….but wo nahi maani…sach mano to maine uske pichhe 4 saal lga diye na jane kitni jagho par perpose kiya usne na to kabhi haan ka jwaab diya na hi kabhi na ka….,.







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