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my dream boy nd my first nd last love - vidya

Hi frinds i m vidya from gzd............... 
muje ni pata tha ki pyr kya hota hai jab mai 12th me thi to mere frnds mera majak banate the ki god ne mujhe dil hi ni diya hai mai kavi kisi sre pyr kar hi ni skati even agr meri shadi v ho gai to pata ni us ladke ka kya hoga.................. pata ni kyo mere andar ita bachapana tha .....class 12 th me ek ladka mujhe bhot pyar karta tha bt maine kavi uske pyar ko ni smjha msi use hamesa yahi kahti thi jisase maa paa kahenge usi se pyr aur shadi karuni jo v tha wo aj mera best frnd ha after 12th mai medical prep. ke liye delhi chali aayi mere cusion ne meri ek ladke se bat karwi ko mbbs 2nd yr me tha mujhe jo v padhi me problem hoti mai usase ph.pe padh leti kuch dino bd usne mujhe prpose kiya mujhe kuch samjh ni aa raha tha ki mai kya karu aur usane ye v kaha agar mai use haa me ans. ni diya to wo mujhse kavi bat ni karega ...mai us tym dar gai thi koki mujhe lagta tha ki agar ye mujhe ni padhyaga to mai medical ent. kase nikal paungi .......mane usase kaha mujhe avi tym chahiye bt realy mai kavi uske bare me ni sochati ...tym bitate gaya mujhe gov. college ni mila privavte college milla maine us ladke se kaha mai use pyar ni karti as a sinior nd as a friend h wo mujhse bat karna band kar diya aur kaha kis din mujhe pyr hoga us din pata chalega drd kya hota h ..........mai apni padhi me lag gai 1 yr hone ko the mera prpf. aane wlw tha sham 4 pm sunday 25 sep.2011 ko mere ph. pe unknow no ka call aya us tum meri aankh lag gai thi 2tyms ph. ring kiya maine ph. recive kiya aawaj aai hiii... tumhare college me doneson kita hai nd koi sit khali h to batwo maine kaha mai kisi se puch ke bata rahi hu fir maine usase pucha aap kaun bol rahe ho usne kaha aap meri help ki ho any tym jb aap ko help ki jarurt jo aap call kar skte ho mere dimag me el hi bhoot sawar tha aap mujhe kaise jante ho usane kaha mai ni bata skta ...maie kaha k bt mere ph. pe koi call ni aani chahiye next day in mrng usne gud mrng ka mssg kiya mujhe bahot jor se gussa ayuaaine use bahot sari galiya likh ke send kar diyen
..usane kuch ni kaha cal kota maine pic up kiya usane kaha mai chahta to tumhe ggali de skta hu bt ni dunga maine kaha k tm apne dad kaa no. mujje d
e do ....usne de diya mai rat ko 12 am me uske papa ko call kiya uske bad (kittu)
ka cal ane laga mai dar gai thi ki kahi iske paa ne to ni kuch kaha hai finally maine kittu ks call uthya usne ksja paa ko iti rat me call karne ki lya karurt thi din me kar li hoti maine sry kaha isane kaha its k phir littu ne apne baare bstaya ki uski maa ni h nd he hates girl maine use kaha i kno ki kuch girl buri hoti h bt sari ni dhire2 hsmzri bst home lagi rk din usane mujhe kaha ki kya tm meri frnd bnogi maine kaha ni usnr kaha thek h aaj ke bsdsi lavi ni pichunga ...mai diary lilhati hu jaisa msine apne husband le bare me socja tha same eo aisi hi bate karta tha ek din rat ko maine usase kaha aaj rat aap mere hi bareme sochoge sachi us din puri rrat na to mujhe nid aayo aur ns ise hum log rk ache dost ban gsye the ph. pe ek din usane kaha can i kiss u pata ni kyo maine has krh di tb tk him log ek dusare ko mi dekhe the fir usane kaja wo mujhe dekhana chahta h mijhedsr lgata tha h to wrong no hi kuc dino bad usane apni pic bheji aur maine v wo mujhese kafi smart h ......ek din maine kaha mai tumhare sath ni reh sakti kyo ki mere maa paa meri shadi tmse kavi ni karenge kyo ki tm pandit ho aur mai rajput usne kaha wo maa paa ko mamn lega mai ni mani aur ph.rakh di us din wo railay trac pe chala gaya suside karne uske hostel warden ne mujhse bat ki aur samjhya fir meri bat kiitu se hui usne ek aisi bat kahi jo mujhe rula di msi apne maa ko bhot pyr 
karta tha wo mujhe chod ke chali gayi aur aaj tume v ita pyr karta hu tm v chod ke ja rahi ho ... maine usase kaha mai kavi chod ke ni jaungi kuch dino bad means mere prpf. ke bad hum log mile pegli bar msine use tuch kiya tha hum log ghumbe gaye masuri aur wahi usane meri mang me sindur laga diya 25oct11 aur ani di ko sb kuch bata diya dire 2 hamare bich jhagda hone laga ki tum un ladko se kyo bat karti ho ho tumhe pasand karte h msi.e sb ko ccod diya kisi se ni bat karte aaj v koi mera dost ni idke chalte usne mujhe thppd v mare had to tb hui jb ek bar maine uske haayh se remot chon li thi aur usne mujhe nhot danta ayr smoking aur drink karne laga rum me aur mujhe drink aur cigrate la dhua bardas ni hoya msine rum ka darwaja khol diya uske liye usane mujhe bhot mara jise mai bhot bimar pad gai thi mai apne hstl chli aayi usne mujhe call kiya tb maine usase kaha mai uske sath ni rah skti still i lv u ... aur maine kaha kal ko agr mai mas bsnsne wali hu aur us tym tum mujhe maro nsa to mere maa paa sath h tab mai kaha kaungi kittu usane mujhse bhot masfi masngi nd he say ki i cant live withoout u maone use maaf kiya bt wo hamesa ladta h mai kya kru sund ko hari ladai is liye hui kyo ki ek unknow no mujhe ek mshine se paresan kar raha tha msine ph. recive kar ke use bols ki i m ebged phir maine kittu ko bataya kisine uska call recive kiya ths wo mere upar chillane lga aur meri frnd se mere bsre me bhot ulfa sidha kaha mai kya karu

mujhe uske sath rahana chahiye ki ni still i love himai kisi aur se kavi 
kisi aur se pyr ni kr skti ar na hi shadi





kya mujhe uske sath rahana chahiye ya ni






aap iske papa ??????bol rahe ho unhone kaha ha . paa ne

phir rat 1am iska ph. aane laga mai dar gayi ki shayd iske paa ne kuchkakaha hai ghjdelhi chalmedical prep. ke 








1 comments:

Anonymous said...

ye kya likha hai?

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