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teri khamosi.....♥♥♥ by Dilshad

frndzz mera naam dilshad hai...or mai middle clss family ko belong krta hun... mai jharkhand(dhanbad) ka rahne wala hun.... hr logo ki tarah meri v 1 aaise story hai jo aaplogo ki aankho me aansu bhar dege....
Mai ab apni story suru krta hun.....
Hr ensaan apne life me khus rahta hai...or mai v ese tarah khus rahta tha.. avi mai akela tha meri koi g.frnd nahi thi... mera life aase hi haste haste kt raha tha..sayad mai us samay ye nahi janta tha k pyar kya hota hai,kaise hota hai,q hota hai..
1 nov 2006 meri mum boli ki aaj mere frnd k party hai hai to tumhe jana hai maine kaha mum aap chale jaona mera mn nahi hai mum mujhe force krke party me le gayin... wanha mujhe aacha nahi lg raha tha... sb log bg the n mere frndzz the..mai ekdum akela tha.. aachanak meri najar 1 ladki pr pri..wo thori dur me khari apne frndzz k saath hans hans kr baate kr rahi the... wo etni sunder(butyflll) thin k mera najar usse haath h nahi paa raha tha... mai khamoshi se use dekh raha tha..meri nighae uspe hi jake ruk chuki thi..pta nahi pr mai apne aapko rok h nahi paa raha tha...uski aankhe,uski hansi mere dil ki dharkan ko badha rahi thi... uskhe baal uske aankho ko paresan kr rahi thi or wo use apne haantho se hata rahi thi... pure 2 hr mai use dekhta hi rah gaya...
Phir jb raat ko ghr aagya...apne kmre me aake baitha meri saanse jor jor se chal rahin thi...ajib sa ehsaas tha wo... us raat mai so hi nahi paya jb v aankhe band karta use chahra aajata... us raat ke baad se mera kisi v kaam m mn hi nahi lg raha... ek baar mai train se ghumne ja raha tha mai train pr chad chuka tha...or train khul chuki thi...rhori speed v ho gai thi k aacchanak wo mujhe station pr dikhi..or mai chalti trainn pr se kud gya... mujhe thori chot v aaye pr bahut bheed lg gayi thi or mai paglo k tahar use dundhne lga.. pr wo mili nahi..
EK din wo apne frndzz k saath tution ja rahi thi...Maths maine use thi wo bahut prety lg rahi thi.. Next day mai use tution me admition krwa liya taki mai use mil saku usse baat kr saku... teacher ne bataya ki uska naam ANJALI hai... or wo paas m h rahti hai mai bahut khus ho gaya...
dusre din maine usse baat krne ki kosis ki
Mai:- hiii Anj:-hiii Mai:-tumhara naam kiya hai
Anj:- ANjali... Mai:- mera koi frnd nahi hai tum banogi...?? Anj:- sure y no... es tarah maine usse friendship ki... mai roz tution aata tha padhne nahi blki use dekhne usse baat krne... dher dhere hamari friendship badhne lagi hm apna jaja se jada time uske saath bitane lga... or wo v... hm log hamesa mobile ya f.book k through coneect rahte the... wo hamesa kahti thi k use mujhpe pura varosa hai or hm Bst frndzz bn chuke the... lekin mai to usse pyar krne lga tha pr bata v nahi pata tha..dheere dheere time nikalta gya..1,2,3, saal(year) nikal gaya pr mai use apni dil ki baat nahi bataya mai sayad darta tha k use kho n doon.... Mai pl tarapta tha k use kaise batao lekin ek din mere dil me khayal aaya k agar mai deer kru ga to wo kisi aur se pyar krne lagegi... agar aaisa hua to mai jeete g mr jaonga.. VALENTINES DAY aaya or maine decide kiya k mai use pakka purpose karunga chahe jo v ho.... mai use akele me bula liya or valentine wale din:-

Mai:-Hii Anj:- hii (mujhe hug krte hua) Mai:-kaise ho??
Anj:- aachi hun... aaj kafi smrt lg rahe ho.. Mai:-thanx
Mai:- anjali mai tumse kuch kahna chahta hun Anj:- han bolo Mai:- I LUV U... Anj:- kya tum majak kr rahe ho ri8
Mai:- nahi m really like u Anj:- Tum mujhe aaj bata rahe ho..(see pull me and hug me) mai yakin nahi kr raha tha kya ye sapna hai... wo rote hue bole lagi mai v tumse kb se pyar krti hun bt bata nahi paye hm dono 10 min tk ek dusre ko apne banho me lea rahe or khub royi wo...mai use chup karaya.. or kanha mai tumhe hamesa pyar karunga zindagi yrr mai tumse sachhe dil se pyar krta hun Anj:- mai v dilshad mai v...
Or hm log tb se ek saath rahne lge hm dono ek dusre se sachhe pyar karte the.. hm roz daily cell k through raat vr baat krte the...or morning m v.. hamesa mai aapni sari baate use bataya krta tha... uske papa bilkul careless aadmi the... anjali ko bilkul pyar nahi krte the roz dante or marte the...or wo y sb bate mujhe bataya krti thi or khub roti thi...mai use chup karaya krta tha... hm dono k pyar hd se paar ho chuka tha zaan se jada chahne lge the ek dusre ko... or khus rahte the..
Use mai bahut paresan v kiya krta tha jaise uske saamne kisi or lagki ka naam leta tha to uska gussa saatwe aasman tk paunch jata tha or wo mujhse jb puchti thi kya khaye to mai kahta tha samosa wo bolti kyu khate ho bahar ke food oily food khane mana ki thi na mai or tum ho ki mante h nahi mai to tumhe samjha samjha k thak gai hunn...!!! ese tahar hm hansi majak krte the bahut maja aata tha..ese tahar 1 saal nikal gya..hm bahutr khus the pr sayad y khusi kuch din k lea h tha..
5 aug 2012 ye din mere zindagi bekar kr dene wala tha kuch aaisa hua jise mai sonch v nahi skta es din k baat ko yaad krte hun aaj v mere dil dharak jata hai aaj v mere ronkte khade ho jate hai...hua aaisa k..
AAj subah mai jb utha maine anjali se baat ki jaise rooz hota hai..hm khus the bt y shushi sayad khuch h ghante k lea h thi... wo frndzz mere saath tution ja rahi thi... hm log road pr hi the wanha se cross ho rehe the...k aachanak ek car bahut h teezi se hamare taraf badh raha tha mai thora piche tha jb car mere najdik pauncha to anjali mujhe dhakal kr khud ko maut k hawale kr diya mai jor chillaya or meri anjali mere aankho k saamne tarap rahi thi mai uske paas gaya mai aaise react kr rata tha jaise mai ab pagal ho chuka ho road pr jor jor se rooo raha tha... pr meri anjali aankhe nahi khol rahi thi... fir kuch logo ne use utha kr hospital le gaye mai v saath me tha... mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha k mai kya kro bs rota h ja raha tha...:( jb wo hospital me admit hue..doctor n mujhe bahar khada rahne ko kaha... doctor n kaha k mai sayad h ese bacha paon... anjali mere hantho k jor se pakre hue thi or bol rahi thi k tum mere saath raho... kuch der mai uske saath tha or wo bol rahi thi k Dilshad mai tumhe bilkul khona nahi chahti.. suno tum aapna khayal rakhna.. mere baad sayad mujhe bhoolne ki kosis krna mai bola tum aaisa q bol rahi ho tumhe kuch nahi hoga agar tumhe kuch ho gaya to mai to mrr jaonga.. hm dono ek dusre ko pakad kr rone lge...doctor uske muh me oxcignn lga rahe the bt wo mna kr rahi thi... or dhere dhere wo apni aankhe bnd krne lgi or mujhe chor kr chali gayi mai use pakar kr bahut roya..(dekho na mai ye likhte likhte khud h roo pra).
Or frndzzz mai hamesa usse pyar krta tha or karta hun or rahunga... chahe wo mere saath ho ya naa ho...mera pyar uske lea aaj v zinda hai...i MSS U ANJALI...... I LUV U

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6 comments:

Arpit Sharma said...

Seems to be fake.... Please dont try to play with people's emotions. This blog contains many good stories/experiences, don't spoil the spirit of it.

Satyammiri Miri said...
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Bipin Rathour said...

Bipin Rathour,Firozabad, up, India
Really, aapki kahani pad kar meri ankhon me bhi aansu aa gye hai'
esa pyar is duniyna me kisi ko nahni milta, our wo tumhe mila
lekin God ko ye shayad manjoor nahni tha
mujhe bahut dukh ho rha hai
mai God se pray karoonga ki Future me esa kisi ke sath na ho
our ek baat mai apse jaroor kahunga ki ek ladki(reall love) hi life me sab kuch nahni hota
life me bahut si responsibilities hoti hai jo hme nibhani padti hai.

Praveen said...

thume anjli jese lardki miljaye ge dost roo mat.

Anonymous said...

Dattatraya orf akshat
Aaj dusri bar pyar mein meri aankhein ro rahi hai..pehli bar tub jub ki main meri beuty ko yaad kar raha tha us din mujhe meri beuty ki bahut yaad aa rahi thi kyun ki sirf main use ek din ke liye nahi dekh pa raha tha to main ro pada tha kyun ki mujhe uski yaad jub aa rahi thi uske dusre din sunday tha mutlub chutti ka din tha toh mujhe sehan nahi hua tha.....tumhari anjali toh tumheinjindagi bhar ke liye chod gayi hai....main feel kar skta hoon....aur usi feel ke karan meri aankhonmein aansoon aaye hai....bhagwan se pray karunga ki jaisa aapke sath hua hai o dushman ke sath bhi na ho.......my no.9960499456....

Dilshad DX said...

thanx frndzz..

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