........ hello firnds m arpita aj m phir apni story likh rhi hu apna dukh dar ap sab s batne aai hu ap sab firnds s phir hum patel nagar k park m mile or ussi k baare m baate karte rhe or phi hum dono apne ghar aagye jab unhone mujhe kha tha k hum shaadi nhi kar sakte abhi to mene apne ghar jakar iss bich marne ki kossish ki lekin mot n bhi mera saath n diya lekin ye baat meri choti sister n unhe bta di ki mene aj marne ki kossish ki to ateek n mujh par bohot naraj huye or bolne lge k agar phir ye sab kiya to m bhi apne ap ko kisi gaadi k niche aakar mar jaunga tab sab thik ho jayega or phir tum or mere gharwaale sab khush rehna phir unhone mujhse baat nhi ki- phir mujhe unki baat manni padi or mene jo camputer corse sikha tha mene jo dusre inst m sikhaya phi r meri job or khai dusri jagha lag gai or ye baat mene unhe btai to bohot khush huye ye sab karne ki himmat mujhe ateek s mili nhi to m sayad kuch bhi nhi kar pati jab bhi mujhe kuch smajh nhi aata to wo mera saath dete koi bhi problam hoti to mujhe btate k ye kaam ese karo har chiz k baare m btate m kabhi apne ghar s bahar nhi nikli kyuki mujhe bahar jane s dar lagta tha unki wajha s me aj ek compani m job karti hu ye sab m aj unke sport or unke saath k karn hi aj m ye sab kar saki iss tarha se wo har pal mera saath dete rhe lekin jab humme do saal pure ho gye to unme badlaav aane lagaa mujhse phone p bhi thik s baat nhi karte ek ek hafte tak mujhse baat nhi karte or jab me ph karti to daat dete mujhe l! agta tha k sayad kaam jyada hota hoga issliye baat nhi kar paate mujhse phir jab bad m baat hoti to kehte k meeting hoti h or kaam bhi jyada ho jata h issliye time nhi mil pata h baat karne ka phir mene kha k ap pehle s badal rhe ho to kha k ye tumhari galat femi h esa kuch nhi h m kaam m busy rehta hu to baat nhi hoti meri majburi ko tum bhi samjho or ek baar to unke dost ka mere pass ph aaya or bola k m ap s akele m milna chahta hu to mene ye baat ateek ko btai k ap k dost n mujhe akele m milne ko bulaya h or unhone mujhe to bohot data or bole k tum usse baat kyu karti ho kya matlab h usse baat karne ka agr usse aj k baad baat ki to mujhse kbhi baat mat karna or unhone apne dost se bhi ldai karli or usse baat bhi nhi karte iss tarha se hume ek dusre k saath pure do saal ho gye lekin jo badlav unme aarha tha wo dekhkar mera man har pal dukhi rehta or m ye shocti ki hum alag ho gye to me to mar hi jaungi ye baat mene unhe bhi btai lekin wo to mna hi kardete ke tere man m wehm h na to wo pehle ki tarha mujhse baat karte na hi thik s milne aate jab aate to unke boss ka ph aajata or wo mujhe metro stetion chod k chale jate mera man or dukhi rehne lga or m pehle hi dwaai k sahare zinnda hu or bimaar rehne lagi lekin unko meri ab koi fikkar nhi thi jiss trha se badlaaw aarha tha har pal dar lagta tha wo mujhe har festival par wissh karte the mere janamdin p bhi wissh karte the lekin do saal pure hote hi unme bohot hi badlav aagya pehle jesa kuch bhi nhi h m jab pho karti to daat dete k m busy jab hu to mujhe pho mat kiya kar or ek ek hafte tak baat nhi karte jab puchu to koi na koi bhana bna dete iss tarhe se 2-3 mahine or bite mikne ko bola to abhi time nhi h bta dunga milne k liye ek din phir unke dost n phir s mujhe ph kiya par mene baat nhi k or ph kaat diya ek mahine k baad mene ateek ko milne ko bola m kyuki baat karna chahati thi jab to unhone milne k liye ha kardi or m patel chok pohoc bhi gai lekin wo mujhse milne nhi aaye m waha bhi gai jaha p wo kaam karte h raam mahor lohia hospital m dwaai k maarkiti! ng agent h iss hospital m kaam karte h me waha bhi gai lekin ho hospital bhi nhi aaye unke staaf m s ek unke dost s pucha to kaha wo aane waala h mene waha unka 12 bje tak intzaar bhi kiya lekin wo nhi aaye or mene ph kiya to ph bhi band or phir m ghar aagi m uss din bohot roi or mujhe ek mahine s taaid faaid bhi tha phir bhi m milne gai or phir jab unke dost ka dubaara phone aaya to wo mere haal chaal k baare m puch rhe the or ateek k baare m bhi k kesa chal rha h sab thik h ya nhi meri aakho m aansu aagye or mene btaya k kuch bhi thik nhi h baat bhi nhi karte ateek ab mujhse to unke dost n btaya k wo tumse ab kabhi baat nhi karega ye baat sunnte hi meri jaan nikal gai or jab mene ateek ko ph kiya to unhone mera ph nhi uthaya or unke dost ka ph mere paas 22-07-2011ko aaya tha or meri baat ateek s 26-07-2011 ko hui or unhone mujhe sab sahi sahi btaya k m tum se pyar nhi karta na hi kabhi kiya or meri shaadi ho gai h meri biwi piregnent h mujhe ussko bhi time dena h ye sab sun ke mere pero k niche s jamin hi nikal gai or mera ro ro k bura haal tha par unko mere na aansu dikhai diye nahi mera pyar ek pal m har bitaay huye pal kushi risshte ko unhone khtam kardiya iss tarha s mere pyar k saath or mere vishvaas k saath dhokha khillwad kiya me puri tarah s tut gai samajh nhi aaraha tha k m kya kaur jiss insaan p itna visshvaas kiya pal bhar m tod diya kiss baat ki mujhe ye sjaa mili kya paap kiya tha ke ye sab sehn karna pda mene aj tak kisi p bhi itna bhrosha nhi kiya tha itna pyar nhi kiya mene unhe apne ap s bhi jyda vissvaas kiya apne man ki har baat btai apna dukh unse hi kaha to phir mujhe ye sja kyu mili ek ladki k pass sabse jayada kimti chiz apni izzat hoti h mene wo bhi unke haato dedi mot cahi to mot bhi na mili eesi zindagi ka kya faeda jo sab kuch kho diya mene ek baar to mujhse kaha hota k tu meri zinndagi s chali ja khushi khushi dur ho jati par itna jhut kyu bola man m har pal svaal khde rehte h k kyu huaa mere saath itna bura kya kaaran tha mera pyar hamesha k liye khtam ho gya me aj bhi ateek s utn! a hi pya r karti hu jitna m pehle karti thi chahkar bhi nafrat karna chahu to nhi kar paati ab kisi s m na pyar kar paungi na hi vissvaas mene unhe shache man s pyar kiya kabhi koi lalch nhi rakha kabhi kuch nhi manga har baat mene maani unki to phir mere saath kyu essa huaa ab me kabhi kisi s pyar nhi kar paungi mere man m ab koi nhi aasakta me apne ap s nafrat karti hu nafrat h mujhe apne ap s ghin hoti h mujhe apne p k m zinda kyu hu mar kyu nhi gai par marna bhi chau to nhi mar sakti mere ghar m aj bhi wahi ladai maar pit papa mummy ko maarte h m shirf apni maa k karan hi zinnda hu lekin essi bhi kya zinndagi jo pal pal wo baat yaad dilati h m apni hi najro s gir gai hu apne ap p saram aati h har pal m ateek ko yaad karti hu koi bhi din essa nhi jata k m jiss din nhi roti har pal marti hu m kya mene pyar karke koi paap kiya ya gunha kiya jo mot s bhi buri sjaa mili pyar karne par kya galti thi meri jo aj ye sab bardaas karna pdrha h mujhe m ab kisi ko bhi nhi apna sakti na m kisi k layak hu ek jhutan hu m kisi ki jo isstemal karke fek di gai hu bohot dard hota h uss pal ko yaad karke jisse itna pyar kiya ussne kesa dhokha diya mere pyar ka visshvaas ka ab kisi p bhi turst nhi hota pyar kehte bhgwaan k diya huaa ek tofaa h jo kisi kisi ko milta h sayad ye tofaa meri kismat m nhi tha m unhe shache dil s pyar karti hu ap sab firnds s yahi kehna chahti hu k kabhi kisi k saath ye sab mat karna jo mere saath huaa kyuki pyar m dard dono ko milta h ladki ho ya ladke kabhi jhuta pyar mat karna kisi s bhi kyuki pyar ek vissvaas ki dor hoti h ek baar tut gai to kabhi nhi judti bye firnds m aj bas itna hi ap s keh sakti hu m or nhi likh paaungi ye tha mera dard jo mujhe pyar m mila sayad meri kissmat m hi nhi tha shacha pyar pyar k naam par sjaa mili saari zindagi ki bas yhi mera dukh dard tha yhi mera pyar iss din khtam ho gya hmesa k liye m jab bhi ateek ko yaad karti hu to ansu rukte hi nhi bohot yaad aati h unki mene kabhi unke baare m galat nhi bola na shocha par pta nhi kyu huaa mere saath itna bura kya mene pyar ! karke ga lti ki ya koi gunha kiya bye firnds m ap sab s phir aaungi apna dard baatne apna dukh kehne bye ..........................arpita1471989@yahoo.in .............apki arpita bye firnds..........


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