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maine usse nahi puchchha ki usne aisa kyon kiya - Kapil

Hello Friends
mai aapko apni life ki real story batane jaa raha hu jisne mujhe ab tak hurt kiya hai aur meri jindgi ko sad kar diya.
ham new city mai sift hue the................................mera yaha koi bhi friend nahi tha to mera yha par man nahi lag pata mai khud ko akela mahsus karne laga tha fir bhi do chaar months baad ham nai city mai hil mil gaye aur mai yaha khush rahne laga baat agust 2009 ki hai mai ek din apne sister ke ghar baitha hua tha tabhi waha ek ladki aai wo bahut sundar thi maine use dekha usne mujhe dekha aur usne mujhe dekha kar smile di aur meri sister se puchchha ye kaun hai wo ladki meri sister ki friend ki daughte thi jo meri sister unke ghar se thodi door rahti thi meri sister ne use bataya ki ye mere bhai hai.....................wah ladki thodi der baad waha se chali gai phir mai agle dil bhi sister ke waha gaya yaha mai aapko batana chahunga ki hamari sister is city mai hamare thode door hi rahti hai...............................wah ladki agle din fir sister ke ghar aai us din meri sister waha nahi thi mai mere sister ke bachche hi the wah ladki meri sister ki daughte yani ki meri bhanji ki friend thi us ladki ne aakar meri taraf fir se smile di maine bhi smile di mere dil mai ab tak kuchh bhi feel nahi hua tha mai uske bare mai kuchh bhi feel nahi kar raha tha kyonki wo meri sister ki friend ki ladki thi aur baise bhi meri bhanji ki friend thi but usne meri bhanji se kaha ki aapke mama ji bahut achchhe hai wo mujhe bahut pasand hai..................................meri bhanji ne aakar mujhse ye sab kaha maine kuchh nahi kaha us ladki ne meri bhanji ki bato par kaha ki han ye handsome hai tu meri baato ko repeat kyon kar rahi hai unhone meri baate sun li hai ok mujhse uske baare mai ye kaha to wo meri taraf smile kar ke apne ghar chali gai.....................................
isi tarah kafi din gujar gaye meri bhanji bhanje aur wo ladki ek hi class mai padte the..........meri bhanji bhanje rojana mujhse kahte ki mama ji SHIVANI hamesha class ki ladkiyo se aapki hi baate karti rahti hai maine kaha kuchh nahi baise hi karti rahti hogi ek din mai raste mai use mila to wo khud mujhse boli aap bahut achchhe ho mujhe aap bahut pasand ho maine uski aankho mai dekha to mujhe wo bahut achchhi lagi maine khud ko uske pyaar mai daal liya ab mai use dekhe bina pareshan rahne lagta mai SHIVANI ko bahut pyar karne laga mujhe pata tha ki wo bhi shayad pyaar karti hai tabhi to wo mujhse aise baate karti hai mujhe lagne laga ki wo mujhe bahut pyaar karti hai ye silsila yun hi chalta raha aur kafi din gujar gaye.
Aapko batana chahunga ki mai uske pyaar mai itna doob gaya ki mai hamesha use hi yaad karta mai paglo ki tarah use dekhne ke liye bechain rahta mai bebajah hi sister ke ghar par rahne laga kyonki wo rojana waha aati rahti thi aur unke ghar ke samne se hi school aa jaya karti thi mai use dekhta aur wo bhi mujhe dekh kar meri taraf haath hilaati mujhe bahut achchha lagta mujhe wah shahar , colony wo mausam, sham subah wo dophar ka time jab wo school se bapish aati thi behd pasand aane lage mujhe god ki ye duniya jannat se bhi pyaari lagne lagi mai hamesha god se uski khushi ki duaa karta rahta pata nahi mai use itna pyaar karne laga ki shayad kisine kisi ko bhi itna pyar nahi kiya ho,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Hamare sister ka ghar aur SHIVANI ka ghar 2-4 ghar chhod kart ha ek din sham ko mai apni sister ke ghar gaya to meri bhanje- bhanji ne mujhe upar chat par bulaya mai upar gaya to wo SHIVANI apni chat par ghoom rahi thi aur hamne ek dusre ko dekha SHIVANI ne meri taraf hath hilaya mujhe bahut achchha laga use mai hamesh dekhte rahna chahta tha ab mai har shaaam us chat par aata aur SHIVANI bhi daily apni chat par aati ham dono ghanto tak jab tak andhera nahi ho jata ek dusre ko chat se dekha karte wo chat par rojana apne baalo ko banati thi daily 6:30 par wo chaay bhi chhaat par piya karti thi aur apne study bhi rojana chat par karne lagi wo pratek 5,10 minute baad meri taraf dekhati aur 1,2 minute tak lagatar dekha karti mujhe ye bahut achchha lagne laga, mai use bahut chaahne laga uske alawa mai kisi bhi ladki ki taraf nahi dekhta mai bachpan se hi serias and romantic hu, mere bachpan se koi bhi ladki friend nahi thi isliye mai kisi ladki se baat karne mai hichkichata tha, mainekabhi kisi ke sath kuchh galat ya dhokha nahi kiya mai hamesha us se baate karne ko pareshan rahane laga mai use bolna chahta tha ki mai use sabse jyada pyaar karta hu wo mujhe apni jindgi se bhi pyaari lagne lagi maine use apni har yaad mai basa liya study karta, khana khaata, kuchh bhi karta mai use hamesh miss karta rahta mai rojana god se pray karta ki use god aap har khushi do…………………….
Dosto mai kaise pyaar mai tha kitne pyaar mai tha mai is kahani mai nahi bata sakta mai apni feelings kaise batau aap itna soch lo ki mai aise pyaar mai tha jo bahut hi junun mai tha mai SHIVANI ke liye kuchh bhi kar sakta tha log akshar jaan dene ki baat kahte hai but mai uske liye sachchi mai apni jaan de sakta tha she my real love, mai use bahut pyaar karne laga,isi tarah se mujhe uske pyaar mai 2 year gujar gaye hamara pyaar 15 agust 2009 se shuru hua tha aur 2 saal gujrne par bhi mai use apni dil ki baat nahi kah saka wo continues chat par aati aur mai bhi chat par jata mai apna important kaam chhod kar bhi har sham ko chat par use dekhne jata wo rajana meri taraf hath hilati but mujh mai itni himmat bhi nahi thi ki mai use uske by ka jabab de saku maine socha mai inse mil kar hi baat karunga…………………………
Ek din maine himmat kar ke use apne dil ki baat kahene ki thaani maine useke school jaane ka wait kiya wo aai aur maine use dekha wo meri taraf smile kar ke apne chhote brother se boli aaj tum bahut achchhe lag rahe ho maine ye suna to mera dil jor jor se dhadkane laga aur mai use kuchh bhi nahi kah saka aur wo school chali gai mujhe apne aap par gussa aane laga ki mai use kuchh to baate kar sakta tha jab mai apne friends ko SHIVANI ki baate batata to wo mujhse bolte ki wo pakka tujhse pyaar karti hai tu use bolta kyon nhi hai saath hi bolte ki tujhme himmat nahi hai tu use apne pyaar ka izhaar hi nahi kar sakta…………………
New year aane wali thi aur main naye saal ka intzar karne laga ki mai apne pyaar ka izhaar naye saal ke din hi karunga aur wo din aa gaya 1 january 2011 jo meri jindgi ko badal dene wala din aur saal tha maine subah se hi besabri se uske aane ka wait kiya but pura din nikal chukka tha but SHIVANI mujhe us pure din nahi mili na hi wo apne ghar se nikali mai bahut udaas ho gay fir sham ko shivani hamare sister ke ghar aai to waha par sabhi the isliye mai use kuchh bol nahi paya fir wo apne ghar jaane lagi to mai bhi uske saath bahar aa gaya aur mai use kuchh kahne ke liye himmat jutane laga wo meri taraf muskurai aur raste mai ruk gai maine use bade hi decplain se prapose kiya mujhe pata tha ki wo mujhe pyaar karti hai to maine direct frindsheep na karte hue use I love u bol diya……………………….
Usne mujhse kaha ki mai aapko aisa nahi samjhti thi, aap kitne galat ho mai aapko apne mama ji ki tarah se samjhti hun aapne ye bhi nahi socha ki mai tumhari bhanji ki friend hut um aisa kaise soch sakte ho tum jaisa gira hua inshan maine aaj tak nahi dekha……………..mujhe pata nahi kya ho gaya mai kuchh bhi kahne ki halat mai nahi tha mai use kya bolta maine usne mujhe mama jo bol diya tab mujhe apne friends ki baate yaad aane lagi ki ladkiyo par kabhi believe nahi karna chahiye na hi kabhi inhe sachcha pyaar karna chaahiye but mai hamesh unse isi baat par jhagdta ki kisi ko dhokha nahi dena chaahiye agar hamne sachcha pyaar kiya hai to wo bhi hame sachcha pyaar karengi aur maine SHIVANI ko sachcha pyaar kiya tha pata nahi usne aisa kyon bola usne mere dosto ki baato ko sach kar diya ki kisi bhi ladki par vishwash nahi karna chahiye inhe to use karo aur aur chhod do aise hi ladko se ye pyaar karti hai mujhe kuchh bhi samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kya yahi sach hai ki jise ham sabse jyada chahte hai jiski khushi ke liye ham din raat duaaen karte hai wo hi hame itna dukh dega jo ham soch bhi nahi sakte mai shuru se hi sabhi ladkiyo ko aadar deta aaya hu maine kisi ladki se chhedkhani nahi ki aur mere sath hi aisa kyon hua mai kya karta main rona chahta tha but mere aanshu nahi nikle mere dil pata nahi kuchh bhi sochne ki kahne ki haalat mai nahi tha bhagwan par mujhe gussa aane laga apne zameer par apne aap par un saare beete hue lamhon par mujhe gussa aane laga kya shayad mera dil tooooooooot chukka tha kya itni chhoti age mai mera dil toot gaya tha kya mera pyaar yun hi tha mai use pane ki koshish karta use samjhata but mai kuchh bhi nahi kar sakta kyonki usne mujhe mama jo bola mai toot chukka tha ………………………………………….wo city, wo shahar, wo colony, wo mausham aadi se nafarat hone lag gai mai sochne laga mai kaash bhagwan sachche logo ka, sachche pyaar karne walo ka sath deta maine pyaar ko bhagwan se manga but kyaa kare……………………………….
Mere liye wo sab time paas nahi tha maine real love kiya tha……………….us ladki SHIVANI ne apne ghar jakar bol diya mere ghar walo ne mujhe bahut danta meri sister mujhse kahne lagi tu bahut gira hua nikala apni bhanji jaisi ladki ko tune gandi nazar se dekha…………………dosto gandi nazar kya hoti hai……………tell me jabki maine to SHIVANI ke bare mai itne dino mai bhi kuchh bhi galat nahi socha than na hi koi gande vichaar mere man mai aaye maine to use pyaar kiya tha……………………….
Jise maine sabse jyada pyaar kiya jab wo mujhe nahi samajh paai, bhagwan mujhe nahi samajh paya to aur log kya samjhte dosto mai jaanta hu pyaar kya hota hai sachche pyaar ka ahshaash sabse sukhad hai agar usme dhokha ma mile to duniya mai kuchh hai to wo sachcha pyaar hai jisme dhokha na ho…………….
Aaj ke daaur mai sachcha pyaar to kya pyaar hi nahi hai koi karta bhi hai to use nasheeb nahi hota hai……………………………mai pahle SHIVANI ke pyaar mai tha mai 4,5 mahine tak ghar mai hi sad song sunta aur apne room mai pada rahta meri us time kya halat thi aap mahsus nahi kar sakte………………………………………..
Doston aap mai se aisa koi ho jise meri tarah pyaar hua ho to tell me mere jaise logon ke sath/mere sath aisa kyon hota hai……………………………
Aaj kal kyon aise ladke success hote hai jo galat hai jo meri nazar mai galat hai………………dabang style …….ladkiyo ko sareaam chhedne wale…………hamesha badtameeji se ladkiyo se baate karne walo ko hi ladkiya pasand karti hai kyon……………………..
Mujhe SHIVANI nahi chahiye friends mujhe kisi se sikayat bhi nahi hai……………wo ladke sahi hai jo galat karte hai dhokha dete hai kyonki tabhi unko pyaar milega kyonki sachchi mai ladkiyo ko sachcha pyaar achchha nahi lagta…………………….
MAI YAKEEN SE BOL SAKTA HU KI SHIVANI GALAT HAI WAH AISE LADKE SE LOVE KAREGI JO USE KABHI PYAAR NAHI KAR SAKEGA ………………….
SEX PYAAR NAHI HOTA HAI……………………..
PYAAR PYAAR HOTA HAI , JO PYAAR KO THUKRA DETE HAI UNHE KABHI PYAAR NAHI MILTA HAI
SHIVANI BAHUT SUCCES HOGI AADHUNIK PYAAR MAI / SEX MAI USNE WO MUJHSE KUCHH NAHI KAHTI MAI USSE PYAAR NAHI KARTA USNE MERE SATH AISA KYON KIYA MAINE USSE KABHI NAHI PUCHHA
AGAR KABHI WO ISE PADE TO ITNA KAHNAA HAI AAPSE SHIVANI JI AAP GALAT THE GALAT HO GALAT RAHOGE HAMNE AAPKO POOJA THA DIL MAI BITHA KE AUR AAPNE KYA KIYA THA AAP AISE NAHI HO AAP HAMARE JAISE NAHI HO SACHCHI MAI AAP HAMARE JAISE NAHI HO……………………
SOCHO AAPKE LIYE TO PYAAR KE LIYE TIME NAHI HAI NA KYONKI YE SAB BEKAAR KI BAATEN HAI……………………..HAAN YE SAHI HAI KYON TADPA JAAYE KISI KE LIYE JAB JISHM KI BHOOKH MITANI HAI TO KOI BHI MIL JAAYEGA BUT HAM UNME SE NAHI HO SACHCHI MAI AISI LADKIYA INDIRECT tarike se HARLOT HO SHIVANI AAP AUR AAP JAISI LADKIYA SABHI HARLOT HO………………..
AAP JAISI LADKIYO KE GHARWALO KO AAP PAR GARV NAHI KARNA CHAHIYE KI AAP KISI SE PYAAR NAHI KARTI HAI BALKI UNHE TO AFSOS HONA CHAHIYE KI AAP JAISI LADKIYA KISI SE PYAAR NAHI KARTI HAI…………
BECAUSE
*************PYAAR KARNE WALA VYAKI KABHI BHI ATYACHARI,UDAND, SWARTHI,ANYAYI,AUR GALAT NAHI HO SAKTA YE KHUD BHAGWAN NE KAHA HAI*************** mAHATmA Gandhi
My Name is kapil raj Sharma I am romantic and series boy, I like sad and light music ,
Kapilraj98@gmail.com







22 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ha bhai kuch ladkiyo ko asa hi pyar pasand h jo saream unhe jalil kre,hm yha jyada kuch nhi khenge hmse bat krne k liye facebook par mile my fb a/c amanshukla557@gmail.com

rockey said...

aisa hi hota hai mere dost mere sath bhi kuch aisa hi hua. ladkiyo per kabhi visvas nhi karna chiye. ek dost jarur sath nibhayega lekin ladkiya kabh nhai.

EMINEM said...

Yar mai bhi tere jaisa hi sochta hu ladkiyo ke bare me maine kai ladkiyo ko avoid kiya hai kyonki mai unhe pyar nahi karta normally jab hum kisi ki jyada parwah karte hai to impression down hota jata hai aur comfort level badti hai isisliye jab awara ladke kisi ladki ko phansane ke bad unhe jyada bhav nahi dete to wo unke pyar ke liye tadafti hai tera case alag hai mai tumhe bata sakta hu usne aisa kyo kiya but mujhe thodi aur jankari chaiye waise hum dono ki soch kafi same so wanna be my friend my facebook id minacre@gmail.com

Anonymous said...

Abe tum chutiye ho.. Pyar ko use kro.. Pyar ko pyar mt kro.. Mai hamesha ldkiyo ko use krta hu nd mai to bhot khus hu bro.. So jus chill mar nd ye song suna kar... KAHA CHAL DI KAHA CHAL DI PYAR KI PUNGI BJA KAR ;)
Regard: Xdsnoop a.k.a. Akshay

Unknown said...

DEAR!
I WOULD LIKE TO BEFRIEND YOU. MY STORY MATCHES TO U. I THINK U R NOT WRONG. BUT I WOULD LIKE TO SAY FEW WORDS IF U CONTACT ME.(i.e if u allow)
MY MAIL: rsformal@gmail.com

abhishek jangid said...

Dekh bhai mere saath eisa hua nai bt, jaanta hu tere ko kaisa lga ...tu bhi yaar kaha fans gya ..pyar bhi nai mila or ghar walo se bi gya ...ab bhoolja use or lyf ko aage jeena seekho or abi to kai ...or eisi cheeze h jo samajhni baki han ...chal ab milja fb par correctlook@gmail.com par ...

Raj said...

Frnd mere sth aisa to nhi hua pr apko khna chahta hu ki aap bht true lover ho ajkal to ldkiya srf flirty boy ko psnd krti h. . . . Vo true lover ki feelings ko nhi smjhti. . .
Mai bhi apke jaisa hi ldka hu.. . . .
Contct me in f.b. . . My id ( TheRockRaj143@rediffmail.com)

Anonymous said...

ha bhaiya aap sahi ho parr sari ladkiyan hi galat nhi hoti hai kuch ladke bhi galat hote hain.

Raj said...

Ha aap bhi sahi kh rhe ho. . . Kch flirty boy ldkiyo ko bht hurt krte h. . . Unki filings k sth khelte h... Ldkiyo k sth enjoy krke unhe chod dete h. . . .
Pr kch true lover hote h jo pyar k liye jan b de skte h pr kch ldkiya unki feelings ko nhi smjhti. . . .

your freind said...

abe yar tujhe pta ni ki ladki se sabse pehle freindship krte hai...kuch time sath rahne se khud hi pta chal jata hai ki vo kya sochti hai tere bare me...samjha munna...

Raj said...

Munna se yad aya tere poojniya baabuji aajkal kha h...??
Or tu advice to aise de rha h jaise hume kch pta hi nhi h......??

Anonymous said...

mujhe b kisi se bahot pyar tha abhi b hai lekin jab sochti hoon ke dhoka dya hai to bahot nafrat karti hoon.hum ek chat site pe mile the.

almost ek saal se jante the unhe aur 8 months relation tha hum roz milte the online lekin yeh b kam hone lage tab 2 hafte ni mile mujhse jab mila tab kaha ke kam me bussy tha aur late ghar ate the bahot puchne pe kaha ke unke parents ni chate hai hum saath rahe. ab wo sirf dost ke terha rehna chate hai.

Anonymous said...

aapne us girl k behaviour ko wrong way m liya or fir use hi blame kr rhe ho,,or wo bachhi thi may b use nhi pta hoga aap kya sochne lge ho uske baare mein,,nd according to me zada aapki galti hai..or usne aapko dhokha nhi diya,,

Anonymous said...

MR KAPIL JI AP GALAT HO SIVANI KE DIL MEIN WO SAB NAHI THA, JO AP KE DIL MEIN THA, JISE AP SAB SE ZIYADA LOVE KARTE THE, AJ AP USE WO LADKI KEH KAR BOL RAHE HO , TUM JAISI LADKIYA BOL RAHE HO YE SAHI NAHI HAI, WO AP KI AGE KI THI YA NAHI MUJHE NAHI PATA BUT ITNA BATA SAKTI HU WO NADAN HAI, AGAR WO PYAR KA MATALB SAHI MEIN SAMJHTI TOH APNE GHAR PE AP KE BARE MEIN KABHI NAHI BATATI KISI, AUR SAB LADKIYA ASI NAHI HOTI,

Rocky said...

Abhey bewakoof na to kabhi tumne use hi ka jawab diya aur na hi kabhi use baat karne ki koshish ki wo sirf tumse hi karti thi ye sochkar ki tum uske friend ke mama ho samjhe kapil ladkiya sab galat nahi hoti ladke bhi hote hai jo jaisa karta hai usko waisa hi god deta hai tumne pyaar kya hai agar pyaar kya hota to kabhi uske bare mein galat na kehte tum pyaar ka matlab bhi nahi jante tum jaiso ladko ki wajah se sab ladke badnaam hote haiiiiii,,
wo ladki sahi thi tumne galat socha to usme uski galti nahi hai,,
pahle pyar ko samjho pyar ka matlab jano fir pyar karo,,
wo tumhara pyar nahi tha tumhara attraction tha,,
i am Ankur gupta

vinod kumar prajapati said...

like it. mohobbat nahi kar sakte to log mohobbat ka natak kyun karate hain, jiske bas ki baat mohobbat nahi woh juthi mohobbat kyun karate hai, jise mohobbat ki spalingl nhi malum wo I LOVE YOU bina soche kaise keh dete hai, jise love ko mehshus karna nahi aata woh kisi ko dhokha kaise de sakte hain....................

rocky said...

Bhai Teri story me us ladki ne tujhse Kab kaha k woh tujhse pyar Karti h . .rahi trust ki bt woh to kisi pe nai karna chahiye na ladke or na ladki pe

Anonymous said...

such kaha mere dost ladki pyar to kr sakti hai pr us pyar ko sath nam aur izat nai de sakti dunia kya kahegi badnami hogi mum papa ki,ha ek bar sachhe pyar ke ho jane ke bad use chod ke kai sachhe dosto se dosti jarur kregi jo uski love story ke nam pe use kandha de ske uske ansu poch sake aur fir khusia dene ke nam pe ghuma fira khila pila ke picture dikha sake,ek pyar ke nam pe kuch bhi karna bahut galat izat se kisi ke nam ke sath apna nam jodna galat hai ma bap ki dunia samaj me badnami hogi bt dosti ek aisa world jiski aj ki date me koi seema nai ap us dost ke sath kuch bhi kr sakte ho na ma bap ko prob hogi na dunia smaj ko kuch prob hogi,anything jo bhi ap soch sakte ho ya sayad jaha tk ap soch bhi na pao dosti me uske bhi kahi aage jaya ja sakta,aur sbse last me fir wahi mera sachha pyar bs tum hi the aur aj bhi ho wo to bs mera dost tha wo mujhe dukhi udas nai dekh sakta wo mujhe bahut pyar karta bt usne sb jante kabhi kuch kaha nai kaun samjhaye jo kaun kya chahta tha aur kise kya mila use jo chahye tha wo mil gya,nai samjh sakta koi koi nai ek ladki to ktai nai.

Unknown said...

i know aapko bahut hurt hua but har ladkiyan ek si nhi hoti friend...

Unknown said...

Dosti kya koi meri help Kar Sakta hai

Sachin Chouhan said...

Dosti mera name Sachin hai Mai ek ladki se pyar karta hu Maine use ab se 5mahine pahle hamne bhag Kar shadi Kar Li thi do mahine bad mere ghar Walo ne mujhe phone karke kahaa ki ab koi problem nahi hai tumlog jaha Kahi bhi ho ghar wapis aa jao ham log aur ladki ke ghar Wale bhi Maan Gaye hai aise me ham log waha se wapis ghar aa jate hai phir ladki ke ghar Wale hame ye kahkar ki tum log hamre ghar aa jao ham tumhari shadi karwana chahte hai Aisa kahkar hame waha bulwa lete hai fir mujhe bahla Kar mere ghar wapis bhej dete hai ki tum Abhi ghar jao Abhi kuch din Baad tumhari shadi pure rasmo ruwaj se sath karenge uske Baad mai ghar aa Gaya fir do mahine Baad un logo ne ladki ke uper dabav dalna Suru Kar Diya aur usse written me galat statement le Kar Thane me jama Kar Diya hai ki wo mujhe nahi janti hai aur ab wo mujhe chhor Na chahti hai aise me mai kya Karu pls. Dosto help me

Ashish said...

Sch kaha bhai mene bhi ek ladki se bht pyar kia tha usne bi mere sath esa hi kia

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