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tujhme rabb dikhta hai yaar mein kyaa krun

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friends maine is site pr kyi love story pdhi hai. Sari ki sari bhut achi hai. Ek se badhkar ek hai. Meri khani mein esa kuch khas to hai nhi, balki mujhe to ye bhi confirm nhi hai ki wo “love story” hai bhi ki nhi. 

Mera naam Arya Sharma hai. Age -24 hai. Look wise attractive tha. Bhut Flirty tha. Kyi ladki se dosti bhi ki lekin isse aage maine baat nhi badhne di, kyunki mujhe lagta tha ki mere liye God ne kuch special hi socha hoga, aur meri life mein koi “someone special “ hi aayegi.
To apni “someone special” ka wait krte krte life ke struggle ka bhi ehsas nhi ho rha tha. Matlab mein bhut khush tha.

College ke baad maine job join kar liya. 22.09.2008 ko apne office mein mila that ha usse pehli bar, 
usne bhi usi din join kiya tha. Hmari post same thi lekin section different they. Kuch bhi to khas nhi lga tha usme mujhe usdin, blki mujhe to lga tha ye “behen ji” to bina kuch bole hi pat jayegi. 2-4 din mein introduction ho gya thodi bhut batein bhi hone lgi. Main bhi thoda bhut chance marne lga lekin usne bhi negative response nhi diya. 

27 oct. ko jb mujhe office mein wo mili to maine advance mein diwali wish ki lekin 
usne bola
\"ese nhi diwali to kal hai mein to kal hi wish krungi tum mujhe apna number do\"
maine use apna number de diya
phir 28th diwali ko usne call kiya, usne mehndi lga rkhi thi hathon mein. 
thodi der hi baaat hui hogi bs

Usne btaya tha ki uska birthday aane wala hai Nov. me hota hai. Maine impress krne ke liye raat ko 12 bje wish kar diya.

wo bhi beech beech mein calls aur sms krti rehti thi. Hmara sat-sun off hota tha to wo har weekend pe mujhe call krti thi lekin mein avoid kar deta tha, uske sms bhi aate the lekin mein reply nhi krta tha, kyunki us waqt meri ek girlfriend thi jo mujhe bhut chahti thi, wo mere liye bhut important thi.

Phir valentine 14 feb. sham ko maine ainwye call kiya to khne lgi “ agr kuch khna chahte ho toh bol do, mujhe bura nhi lgega” mera kya tha sidha bol diya “ tujhme Rabb Dikhta hai yaar mein kya krun,???????will you marry me”. Usne kha ki “tum mujhse, bhut chote ho.” 
Beshak maine dil se nhi bola tha lekin phir bhi, pehli baar esa hua tha ki maine bola aur kisi ladki ne mna kar diya. Gussa to bhut aaya tha. Phir Maine bol chal kam kar diya, uske call bhi avoid krne lga, sms ka reply bhi nhi kiya. Lekin ldki bhi kmaal ki hai, mera picha choda hi nhi kbhi call, kbhi sms. Dhere dhere hi shi mein uski taraf attract hone lga tha, uski batein achi lgne lgi thi.
Wo bola krti thi ki uska koi boyfriend hai aur tumse pehle usne mujhe propose kiya tha, so mera pyar usi ko milna chahiye. Lekin mujhe lgta tha ki wo mujhe bna rhi hai.
Ek din unknown no. se ek call aaya, wo hi thi aur uske sath ek ladka bhi thi aur wo usi ka number tha. Mujhe aaj tak nhi pta ki wo ye sab mujhe chidhane ke liye krti thi, ya phir isliye ki mein usse dur rhun. Mujhe bhut jalan hui thi us din, Phir, do char din mein maine us unknown no. Se us ladke ko bhi dhoond liya wo hmare office ka hi tha, uske section mein hi tha. Mujhe hansi aayi kyunki wo ajeeb hi tha, boring, badsurat aur bhi kyi khubiyan thi usme. 
Lekin dil mein ek azeeb si bechaini rhne lgi thi, mera behaviour bhi change ho rha tha, khoya khoya sa rehne lga tha, sab ka reason wo hi ldki
Isliye Mein use avoid krne lga, office mein wo lucnh time mein mere section mein aaya krti to mein us time bhi gayab rhne lga tha. 
Meri G/f bhi mujhe chodh kr chali gyi thi, kyunki mein badal gya tha,
Family walon se bhi anban rhti thi, kyunki mein badal gya tha.

Wo mujhe age mein 2 saal bdi thi, phir bhi wo mujhe bhut achi lgne lgi thi. Mein hmesha chup- chup kar use dekhta rhta tha. mein uske saamne zyada bol bhi nhi paata tha, jaise hi mein akela hota wo meri seat ke paas aakr mujhse batein krni lgti thi. Mujhe bhut azib lgta tha. Sab ko lgta tha ki wo mujhe line de rhi hai, aur mein hi use avoid krta hun, uski harktein bhi esi hi thi. wo office mein bhi mujhe tang krti rehti, chedti rehti, aur pta nhi kyun mujhe uski wo harktein achi lgane lgi thi, mein sahyri bhi likhne lga tha, shayd pyar hone lga tha mujhe usse, lekin yaar ye baat us waqt sochta bhi to kaise? Uska to kisi aur ke sath affair chal rha tha.

2 saal beet gye, mein uske aur karib- aur karib aata gya, aur wo shayd us ladke se nazdekiyan bdha rhi thi un dino. baat whein ke whein, wo hmesha kehti ki “tum mere bhut ache dost ho” aur mein kehta ki “ tujhme rabb dikhta hai yaara mein kya krun”. Mein apnne aap mein hi uljhne lga tha ki mein flirt kar rha hun, ya fir?????

Phir 13 oct. 2010 to mujhe khein se mujhe uski e-mail id ka password mil gya (ye baat use aaj tak nhi pta hai) usme ek mail thi jisme usne apna aur us ldke ka naam likhkar love calculate kiya hua tha, tb pta chala ki wo us ladke ke sath serious hai to g… intha ho gyi, paara satvein aasman par, Phir 16 dec. 2010 office mein hi mujhe kisi baat lekr chidha rhi thi, phir sorry ka sms aa gya, mein to bhara baitha tha phone par hi bol diya gusse mein “ki kyun tang krti ho mujhe,kyun mujhe phone krti ho, mein to tumhari shakal bhi nhi dekhna chahta, aur ye mat smjhan mein ye sab isliye kh rha hun ki angoor khatte hain kyunki mein unme se hun jo angoor ko sirf dekhta hue bhi puri life guzar kar skta hun, but tum angoor ho nhi.”
Bs phir us din baad se ldki ki himmat nhi hui mujhse bolne ki, phir to office mein bhi samne dekh kar rasta badal diya krti, peecha chuta, pure 6 months tak ek hi office mein hote hue bhi maine uska face tak nhi dekha.

Wo shayd meri aakhiri koshish ki uski mhobbat se bhagne ki. Afsos bhi hota tha ki itna bura bhala to nhi bolna chahye tha. Kyi baar sochta ki sorry bol dun, lekin nhi bol paaya, aur bolta bhi kis munh se. Wo do mhine ki chutti chali gyi, phir achanak ek din suna ki uski shadi hone wali hai, wo bhi usi ladke se jo uske section mein tha………….

Us din pehli baar mujhe ehsas hua ki jaise mera kuch kho sa gya hai, pehli baar mujhe bheed mein bhi tanha hone ka ehsas hua tha, pehli baar raat ko neend nhi aayi thi, pehli baar dil ne dimag se kha tha ki le ab ho gya khush, pehli baar khud pr gussa aa rha tha. Pehli baar mujhe ehsaas hua tha ki mein usse kitna pyar krta hun, jaan hai wo meri. Mujhe pehli baar pyar hua tha aur mein bewkoof usi pyar se bhag rha tha, use yakin dilane ki baat to dur meine khud ko yakin nhi dila ska. Aur yakin aaya bhi tab jb wo kisi aur se shadi krne wali hai. Dil ek esi ladki se pyar kar baitha tha jo jaldi hi kisi aur se marriage krne wali hai “wo bhi love marriage”. Bhut bdi game kheli thi life ne mere sath, mujhe usse pyar ka ehsaas bhi tab hua jb unki bat shadi tak ja phunch chuki thi. Mein bas yhi soch rha tha ki ab mein kya krun???? I Love Her, 
Phir bhi dil ko samjhaya chaod na yaar kyun life kar rha hai?

Kuch samajh nhi aa rha tha Kyi din guazar gye isi kashmkash mein, 24th april ko wo mere pas kisi official kaam se aayi , jab wo aa rhi thi na
white suit pehen rkha tha usne kya lg rhi thi yaar, unhi kuch plon mein decide ho gya tha ki haan, yhi to wo ldki hai jiska mein wait kr rha tha, aur jo bhi hai mein isse bhut pyar kar sakta hun, agr iske pyar mein life khrab hoti hai to hoti rhe. Is ladki ke liye esi 56 life khrab ho jayein to koi gam nhi. Kam se kam kl mujhe afsos to nhi hoga ki maine apne pyar ke liye efforts nhi kiye. Beshak wo mujhse pyar nhi krti, to na kare, lekin wo mujhe to khud se pyar krne se nhi rok skti. Aur ab mein use ye ehsaas jrur dilaunga ki mein usse kitna pyar krta hun. Aur agr mera pyar sachha hai to beshak wo mujhe na mile, lekin wo mujhse pyar to jrur kregi aur wo mere liye kafi hoga. Usi pal ek hari hui bazi khelne ka decision le liya tha maine. Lekin kuch aur bhi tha jo decide hua tha aur wo ye tha ki “jo bhi ho jaye mein afsoos nhi krunga

Bhut sukun milta tha dil ko us din. Lekin jo battein aaj khud ko pta chali thi wo use bhi samjhani thi. koshish to krni hi thi apna pyar hasil krne ke liye
Phir start hua mera love struggle, har roz phone krna, bhut sare sms krna, office mein bhi sara kaam chodkar use dekhte rhna, baten krna. Puri puri raat jagkar sms krna. Har pal use special feel krana. Almost uske liye pagal ho gya tha mein. Deewonon wali batein krne lga tha, shayri bhi krne lga tha. maine koi mauka nhi choda use Impress krne ka.

Lekin use to kuch khas fark hi nhi pda lekin mujhe jruur pda , mera BP down rehna lga, jiska reson tha neend na aana.
Pta nhi usse mujhpe taras aa gya tha ya pyar, ya phir uska hona wala husband leave pr tha isliye lekin jo bhi tha meri life ke sabse haseen lamhe the wo mere karib ane lgi ki baat hai , hm ek dusre ko samajhne lge the, kam se kam use ehsaas to hone lga tha ki mein usse bhut pyar krta hun. 
Phir mujhe Jaundice ho gya, is baar reson tha khana nhi khana aur oversmoking. Darasal raat ko khein neend na aa jaye isliye mein smoke krta rhta tha kyunki mein un haseen lamhon ka ek bhi pal soo ke nhi waist krna chahta tha.

Hmari nazdeekiyan bhut badh gyi thi, wo kehti thi “chal aa zra kareeb se jo pal mile nasib se, jii le” lekin wo ek committeed relation mein hai isliye mein kuch zyada expect na krun. Wo pura din mere section ke chakkar lgati rehti, kyunki ye bhut acha lgta tha ki mein sirf usi ko dekh rha hun, kyunki hmari office mein 2 aur bhi ladkiyan thi, mere liye to bs wo co—worker hi thi lekin office mein sabko yhi lgta tha ki wo dono mujhpe flat hai. Ek ke sath meri gossips bhi bnti rehti thi. Jbki mein sirf apni PRINCESS ke liye pagal tha. Lunch mein jb hum ek hi section mein hua krte to mein use sms krta ki “please apne baal khol dona” kyunki khule balon mein wo kuch zyada hi charming lgti thi. Jo bhi ho wo confuse to ho hi gyi thi, dekho usne mujhe 1-2 baar I Love bhi bola, mere response mein to “mee too” aksar hi bola krti, phir turant baad bolti “sorry flow mein nikal gya tha. Lekin mein kbhi samajh nhi paya ki wo ye sab dil se bol rhi hai ya phir mera dil rakhne ke liye. 
Jb bhi kabhi sad ya serious hoti thi mujhe sorry bola krti, “ki mujhe pyar krne ki wzh se tumhari life khrab ho gyi aur mein ab tumhare karib aake tumhari taklefoon ko bdha rhi hun, Please mujhe kbhi bure mann se mat yaad krna.
Mujhe ek pal mein lgta ki shayd wo mujhse pyar krne lgi hai lekin wo dusre hi pal wo us ldke ka bhi naam le deti. Bhut jalta tha mera dil uski jubaan se uska naam sunke, lekin use kbhi ye bta bhi nhi paya. Doston mein wo saksh hun jisne apne pyar ki jubaani uski prem khani suni hai aur positive comment bhi kiya hai. Mazbori thi kyunki wo uski life ka hissa tha aur mujhe use hr haal mein manna hi tha.

Hm Kyi baar bhar bhi sath ghume, Raat ko phone pe Duet gaya krte,”Tujhe Dekha to ye jana sanam.
Wo confusion mein thi, mujhe lgne bhi lga tha ki shayd wo mujhe chahne lgi hai, shayd wo apna decision change krna chahti hai, mujhe lekr uska us ldke ke sath jhagda bhi hua. jb ye sab chal rha tha to kyi baar mere jehn mein swaal aaya krta ki esa kab tak chalega, deewanon jaise haal mein life to nhi kat skti. Aur waise bhi uski shadi hone wali hai. Lekin dil yhi bolta abhi hui to nhi hai aur jis din date fix ho jayegi bswo hi apni deadline hai. Uske aage sochne ki kbhi himmat hi nhi hui thi.

Phir 27 july ko usi ne btaya ki marriage ki date fix ho gyi hai, uske birth day ko hi uski shadi hai, berham ne mujhe invite bhi kar dala. Mera dil to toot hi gya tha us din, raat ko jb uska phone aaya to 

Me - “dekh na to tu mujhe apna dost bna saki, aur na mein tujhe apni lover” 
she -“ tum fact pe react kyun kyun kar rhe ho ” matlab wo chahti thi ki mein uff bhi na krun. 
Me- “mujhse kya chahti ho ab? 
She- “ tum hmesha khush rho” 
Me- “ g bhut muskil hai, ab to shayd mein puri life kabi khush nhi ho skunga”
She- “ tum meri khushi mein to khush rh sakte ho na”
Me – “itna bda hero bhi nhi hun, mein yaar, nhi ho paunga teri khushi mein khush” beshak maine uski khushi chahi thi lekin apne sath.
She- “yaar tum mujhe khush to rehne doge na ????????????????????????????????????” yaar please ho ske to ye batein sirf apne tak hi rakhna”

Meri princess mujhse ye swaal kr rhi thi, jo mere liye is duniya mein sabse jyada important thi. Jiski chehre per ek smile dekhne liye mein sari-sari raat jokes bnata rehta tha. Jise ek smile ke liye khud ek joke banker rh gya tha. Jwab hi nhi de ska.
Bs itna hi bola ki jo bhi bolna hai bol hm aakhri baar baat kr rhe hain. Aur kuch dino mein mein ye job bhi chod kar jane wala hun. Phir rone lgi aur phone kaat diya.

Jaar –jaar hoke ke roya tha mein us din, itna roya thi ki pure chaar din tak meri siskiyan nhi ruki. Aksar mein drink krke rota rekhta. Phir ek din mere dost ne uske pass phone kar diya ye roye jar ha please ese samajho. Phir next day uska phone aaya ki tum kyun bekar mein scene create kar rhe ho, asal maine hi galti kar di tumhare sath faltu baat bdhakar, maine bhi bol diya ki thik g.. scene to mein nhi krunga lekin in ye sab baatein beshak aapke liye faltu ho skti hai lekin mere liye ye most important hai.

Phir wo badal gyi thi ek dum se. na phone call, na sms.

Ab mujhe uski life se jaana tha kyunki itni himmat to thin hi ki use apni aankhon ke samne kisi aur ka hote hue dekh skun. Lekin dil use chod ke jane ka bhi nhi ho rha tha. Wo mujhe ignore kar rhi thi. Maine sorry bhi bola aur convince bhi kiya ki mein tumhe chod ken hi jaunga. Lekin wo ab mujhse darne lgi thi. Wo khush thi ki uski shadi ho rhi hai lekin mujhe dekhte hi uske chahre pr ek udasi chha jaya krti. Bojh ban gya tha mera pyar uske liye. Darr to mujhse bhi lag rha tha ki khein uski ye berukhi, aur mera gussa khein mere pyar ko na khatam kr de. Aur apne pyar se to g.. mein bhut pyar karta hun. 

Phir sept mein maine wo job chod diya aur out of delhi chala gya. Agle 3 months ki story to devdaas movie mein hi dekh lena. I could have easily take those things lightly, but I want to make that large. Yaar roz-roz to kisi se pyar nhi hota, aur na hi roz-roz ye dil tootega. Ji bhar ke jashn mnaya apni barbadi ka. Usi dauraan Ek major accident ho gya. Abhi bhi usi ki recovery chal rhi hai.

Aap logon ko shayd lgega ki ye to ektarfa pyar hua. Ho skta hai.

Mujhe nhi pta ki usne mujhse kabhi pyar kiya tha ya nhi lekin itna to confirm tha ki

Beshak usne mere dil mein na rehna chaha ho, lekin meri aankhon mein wo hmesha rehna chahti thi
Beshak usne meri baton mein na rehna chaha ho, lekin wo hmesha mer khyalon mein jrur rehna chahti thi
Beshak usne kbhi mujhse pyar nhi kiya, lekin mein mein usse itna hi pyar krta rhun ye wo jrur chahti thi

Mujhe uspe gussa aata hai, thodi narajgi bhi usse, lekin ek cheez hai jo in sabse bhut pehle aur bhut zyada hai wo hai mhobbat. I still love her. I love you princess. Tumse ki hui har baat mere liye special hai. Hmari bhut sari batein maine tumse btaye bina record krke rakhi hui hain,wo mere birthday wali clip bhi jisme aapko mujhpe kuch zyada hi pyar aa rha tha, mere hath ki bni hui chai ko disposal wala glass, jisme tumne chai pi thi, tumhari di hui wo vicks ki toffee bhi aadhi bacha ke rakh leta tha, park se toda hua wo amrood jise ek taraf se tumne taste kiya tha aur dusri taraf se maine, tumhara diya hua wo chota soa phul, sab sambhal ke rakhe hue hai maine. Sach to ye hai ki Mein tumhe ek pal bhi nhi bhula paya hun, aati-jati har sans mein ho tum, palkon ki har zumbish mein ho tum, guzrte har lamhe mein ho tum. Mujhe aaps koi shikayat nhi hai, 
Agr shikayat hai to wo apne bhagwan se hai

Aap bas Apna khyal rakhna.
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Sorry last mein kuch zyada hi santy ho gya tha. Agr aapko khein se kuch samajh nhi aaya ho to mujhemr.perfectwithlove@yahoo.com pr mail kar skte hai.







12 comments:

Aryan Bakoliya said...

Very nice....love story
bas dost itna hi kahunga ki..
Mat karo woh wada jise nibha na sako,
mat chaho use jise pa na sako,
yaha kiska pyar pura hota hai,
iska to pehla aksar hi adhura hota hai.....

Anonymous said...

yr tumne to rula hi diya realy last lines jo tumhari tadap bayan karti h uske liye great yr...realy akhon me asun agaye yr...kuki maine bhi pyar kiya tha mujhe bhi ni mila kisi aur ke liye usne mujhe chhod diya aur bahut bda scene bhi create kr diya tha yr tum akele ni ho aise hr dusra bnda kisi na kisi ladki se dhokha khaye baitha h...wo kisi aur ka h phir bhi use chahte ho yehi to lv h mere dost.....take care your self byeeeee.........

Shaurya Tiwari said...

Really very nice story, and i m happy ke tmne apne pyar ko nibhate huye uski khushi ka dhyan rakha aur uski shadi me koi problem create nhi ki, pyar to bs ho jata h, ek tarfa pyar me jab bhi dil udas ho to ek song sun liya kro, "dil mera tod diya usne, bura kyun mane, usko haq hai, wo mujhe, pyar kare ya na kare", have a good life dude, and apni life me ab khushi lao, zyada santy mt ho....

Unknown said...

nice story yr tumne to aankho se aansu nikal diye yr.... So nice....

Anonymous said...

agar aap pyar krta tha to aap usa phla bata data to bhot bhot aacha hota aaj apki princess apka pass hti mgar vo aapki kismat nai thi main thing was that but a heart touchng lov story nancy singh age 13 class 9 email nan.singh45@gmail.com

Anonymous said...

take care urself...i wish tmhe tmhare hisse ka pyar jaldi mile.

Anonymous said...

u know,,, may be u think she is ur princess,,but there wud be some1 else made 4 u,,or jab tum uske 7 apni love lyf spend kroge tab sab bhool jaoge,,cuz the love which u share equally is much more beautiful than any other feeling,,,or wo part aapki lyf ka kahin zaada achha hoga,,nd u wil get to knw dis jab tumhe tumhari REAL PRINCESS milegi,,,,,

Anoop said...

hiiiiiiiii frnd maine ye love stories padi h sab acchi h aur mere bhi kuch aisa hi hal tha par ab sab kuch theek h. maine bhi 1 ladki ko 1 bahaiya ki shadi me paheli bar dekha tha aur tab mughe wo bahut hi ghamandi lagi thi aur meri usse bahut hi ladai hui, magar 1 din mai room me so raha tha aur wo jane wali thi usne mughe jagane ki bahut kosis ki par main jaanbug kr nahi utha aur wo apne papa ke saath chali gayi fir mughe bahut hi rona aa raha tha main usse bas 1 bar milna cha raha tha par uska koi no. bhi nahi tha magar karib 3mahine bad ham fir 1 shadi me mile aur hamari bathe suru hui... aaj wo mere se bahut love krti h aur mai bhi 2no bahut kuch h kabhi-2 milna bhi ho jata h aur agar mummy-papa man jayenge to ham 2no shadi bhi ke lenge. agar aap ko kuck bura laga ho ya fir koi advoice ho to pls meri is ID anoopkumarmaurya91@yahoo.in pe mail bhi kr sakte h.....

Anonymous said...

MAI AAP SE YAHI KAHNA CHATA HU KI JO AAP NE PAYA WO BHI SAB KONASIB NAHI HOTA HAI. AAP BAHUT LUCKY HO. JO AAP KO ITNA AHASH KARNO KO MILA.LOVE IS FELLING IN LIFE.JAISE AAP NE KHUDA PA LIYA...... RAJ

dips said...

u had really tuff tym,,,, i mean apne pyar ko kisi aur k sath dekhna kaisa feel hota hai i knw,,,,, bt now nthng can happen,,, so pls come out of all ths nd try to live ur life as u were living before,, make urself so much busy that u dont hv tym for a thought even.

dips said...

hi arya,,, i have read many stories nd even from my own story,,, urs story nd one more story in the blog 'THIS IS MY REAL LOVE STORY NOT STORY THIS IS MY LIFE' is very much touching,,,, although pain is same to everyone who lost their love. tk cr

Anonymous said...

hello guys, yeh meri hi story hai,
all of you thanks

guys mein aap logon ko btana chahunga ki apni lovelife apke sath share krke bhut acha lga, aap logon ne kuch ache suggestions bhi diye,
Lekin maine yeh story isliye post nahi ki thi ki mein bhut udas, preshan , ya sad hun aur mujhe help chahiye, I am happy.
lekin please koi bhi is story ko padh kar pyar ke bare mein koi negative thinking mat bnana,balki mein toh har mahobbat krne wale shaqsh ko motivate karna chahta hun,
aur mein har sacha pyar krne waley ka sath dena chahta hun,mr.perfectwithlove@yahoo.com

kyunki mujhe lagta hai ki sabko life mein jrur kisi na kisi se sacha pyar karna chahiye, kyunki
pyar sach mein insaan ko bhut jyada acha bna deta hai


aur mujh nahi lagta ki PRINCESS se pyar karke meri life kharab ho gyi hai,iska decesion toh aane wala waqt hi karega
waise mein life ko lekr thoda serious jrur ho gya hun, aur jo main point samajh aaya hai wo yeh hai ki
"love is not life, it is just a part of life"
but
ek dusra sach yeh bhi hai ki
Tujhme Rabb Dikhta Hai, Yaara Mein Kya Karun

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