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hi friends my name is khushi. main punjab se hu. meri love story bht ajeeb c jise main khud b smj nai pa rahi. yeh 2 saal phle ki baat hai main msc iyr me thi . waha mera ek classmt tha gurjeet jo startng me mera dost tha . hum dono ek dusre msg chtng kiya krte the per ek din usne muje pupose kr diya main shockd ho gayi uswqt mere dil me aisa kuj nahi tha.maine use mna kr diya phr dherre dheere pta nai muje kya hua main bhi usse pyr krne lagi.. jab humari msc 1 yr ke exam ho tab holodays chl rhe the . tab pehli bar maine use i love u bola. uske baad main usse milna chahti thi or vo b. per ghr se bahr kha milte yeh dar lg rha tha. phr usne muje amritsar me milne ko kha. main bht dar rhi thi lakin uske sath car me amritsar chli gayi. thoda bura lag tha k main ghar me jhooth bol kr ayi hu per thodi khusi bhi thi phli bar apne pyar se milne ki. bht kuch socha tha hum batte karenge ek dusre ko dkhne ki tmmna thi. lakin vo sub ek dum se khtm ho geya . amritsar me ussne mere sath jabrdasti ki. vo muje milne k liye physicl rltn ke liye lekar geya tha. pta nai kis tarah ka hotel tha. main kuj smj nai pa rhi thi k mera pyar mere sath aisa kr rha hai. maine bht mana kiya per vo nahi ruka. he trying to rape me. main bht mushkil se waha se kisi trah bachkr ghar aa gayi. or puri tarah toot chuki thi. kitne din akele roti rahi bimar ho gayi phr apni dost ko es bare btayea unho ne muje bht samjayea. per main bht upsat thi jo mere sath hua vo bhool nai pa rhi thi mar jana chahti thi. ghr me btana chahti thi kyunki ! koi bt k abhi apne parents se maine chupayi nai thi yeh bt chupani parri. main kuch nai kr payi kyunki mre didi ki mrg thi sub unki mrg ki tyari me busy the sub bht khush the or agr main mar jati to sub upsat ho jate bht mushkil se maine apne aap ko smbala.. per meri frnds apni apni life me busy thi kisi se bt nai ho pa rhi thi. main ek dum akeli padh gayi thi 4 5 month main raat ko soti nai thi hardly pure din me 2 ghante so pati thi . phr colg start ho gaye or vahi persn mere akho ke samne tha jisne mere sath aisa kiya or main usse kuch nahi keh payi koi mera dost b kuch nai kr payea. usne mujse sorry b bola maine maaf b kr diya per kuch dino bd h pta chla k vo meri h ek classmt k flirt kr rha hai uske sath b vaise h msg cht krta.. main phr bht jaida toot gayi thi depressn me chli gayi thi.. usse humesha ke liye rishtA todh diya. per abi ek saal tha colg me jo mujse bardash nahi ho rha tha usko dkh nahi pati thi. phr ek din mere dost nav ne mujse hum dono ke breakup ke bare me pucha vo gurjeet ka b dost. nav mera bst frnd tha. usse humare rltn ke bare sub pta tha phr jab usse maine amritsar wali sari bt btayi to vo bht haran ho geya. nav b kisi se love krta tha per vo ldki nahi krti. hum dono dukhi the ek dusre se saari saari raat cht krte rhte. nav se baate krte krte main gurjeet kko bhulna shuru ho gayi or nav ke liye tntn lene lgi k usko uska pyar mil jaye per aisa nahi hua us ladki ki kahi or mrg ho gayi nav bht upsat ho geya main humesha uske sath rhne lagi taki vo es gum se jldi bahar a jaye.. per vo sub dikhava tha j muje bht der bd pta chla. kuch month bd sub thk ho rha tha lekin jub b nav ko main kisi or ldki ke sath dkhti to muje bht gussa ata tha. nav or main ek dusre ko saari bate btate the. nav thoda sa flirter tha. kabhi koi ldki to kabhi koi ldki usko purpose kr deti thi. phle to main hasti thi lakin phr muje gussa anne lga jealousy hoti thi jb usko kisi or ke sath dkhi. phr ek din nav majak majk me muje i love u bola or main sach smj gayi or muje bht heart hua. tb roote huye maine usse bol diya! k main usse pyr krti hu per muje pta hai tum nahi krte kyunki hum dono dost hai. or main humesha dost h bn kr rhungi muje nahi pta mere dil me dubara se yeh sub kaise hua. kyunki gurjeet ke baad muje es sub se nfrt ho gayi thi. physicl rltn se to bht nfrt ho gayi thi. phr nav or main phle ki tarah ek dost bnkr batte krne lage. per kabhi kabhi nav ajjeb c baate krta tha. to maine usse pucha to usne kaha k main b tujse pyar krta hu. muje vishvas nahi hua maine bola k jisse phle krte vo kehta usse b krta hu or tujse b..maine kha k ek tm pe 2 se nahi hota maine usse kha k mujse jhooth mt bolna muje dokha mat dena ek br phle h aisa ho chuka hai bht mushkil es sub nikl payi hu ab phr se hua to brash nahi hoga. sub sahi chal rha tha uski life me jitni ldkia thi sub ki tnt usski life se khtm kr di thi. phr ek bar 3 din tk nav ne mere msg ka rply nahi kiya koi baat nahi kr rha tha. 3 din baad ussne muje btayea tha k amar jo ki uski dost thi usko acha nahi lgta k hum dono batte kare. amar nav se pyr krti thi per nav use dost kehta tha. mere bare me nav ne ne kisi ko nahi btayea tha. agr amar dost thi to uske kehne per muje kyo chodh rhe the mujse to pyr krte the na.. phr ek din nav ne btaye ki maine amar se shadi krke ka waada kiya hua hai.. main bht shock ho phr se toot gayi amar ko mere fb pe commnt jo nav ko krti thi ache nahi lgte the. muje nahi pta tha k vo b uuse chahti hai. main nav ko kehti rahi k usse bta do vo usse nahi btana chahta tha kyunki vo usse brkup nahi chahhta tha. to main kaha thi mujse ek din usne kha k hmdono ki cast same nahi hai esliye shadi k liye ghr wale nahi manenge or amar uski cast ki hai.. main phr se toot gayi hu agr yeh sub tha to muje phle kyu nahi kha esne kyu mujse jhooth bolte rhe meri feelngs ka bus mja lete rhe tmps kr rhe the mere sath or main unhe apna subkuch maaan baithi thi... main usse door jane ka fansla kr liaya or unho ne muje ek baar roka b nahi agr ruthti to manane b nahi aate.. aj 8 month ho gaye muje uske liye marte huye.. aaj bhi usi ka w8 kr rhi hu k sayad kabhi vo a! jayenge main unko kisi or ke sath nahi dekh skti esliye apni fb orkut ke account bhi del kr diye. bilkul akeli ho gayi hu. meri baat koi nahi smj pa rh main kisis or se shadi nahi kr skti bht pyar krti hu nav se mujse kisi or ka physcl hona bardash nahi hoga nfrt ho gayi hai muje es sub se per mere ghr wale b nahi smj pa rhe. agr meri shadi kisi or ke sath ho gayi to main mr jayungi. 2 bar koshish ki mrne ki per nahi kr payi parents samne a jate hai k unka kya hoga.. main kya kru kuch smj nahi a rha... nav kyu nahi a rha mere pass main sari zindgi uske liye w8 kr skti hu per kisi or se shadi nahi kr skti... kyu nahi smj rha muje koi.. nav kb ayega vo ayega bhi k nahi.. plz frnds muje btayo main kya karuuu







22 comments:

Shaan said...

Hi frnd me ye kahena chahata hu ke apko apni lyf me age bdhna chahiye. Use koi aur mil gaya h wo ni ayega. Me janta hu ke ye boht mushkil h pr jo shaks uski care na kare jo use sbse zada pyar krta ho uske liye apni lyf brbad krna thik ni.

ur frnd said...

hey hii meri x gf ka b name khusi hi tha n me use khus bulata tha.., bt apko i think abi kisi achhe ladke k sath jo ki caring ho uske sath frndshp kar ni chahie , agr app bf nai bana skte to atlst frnd to bana sakte ho .., age apki dstny apko le jayegi...

ur frnd said...

nd ya if ur story is real..., than srysly i rspct u..

rahul said...

app ka ye fesala galat hai pyar hamne bhi kiya tha dil se lekin sadi apne perents ki pasand se ki ajj me apni bibi ko bahut pyar karta hu jis tarah se mene apne pahale pyar ko kiya tha duniya bahut rangeen hai aage bado or ek nayi khushi apka intjar kar rahi hai me anubhav ke akording kah raha hu ki sadi apne ghar valo ki pasand se karo apne apni pasand dekh li hai. kuch gharvalo ko bhi kushi do jinhone tumko janm diya hai unaka bhi to appar adhikar hai ya nahi. ghar valo ke fasle kabhi galat nahi hoti marna to bujditi hai ms khushi.

Anonymous said...

Ye bhut acha h ki aap unse aaj b bhut pyar krti ho par syad wo aap ko bhul gye h,ya unhe or koi ladki mil gye h,aap apni life barbad mat kro aur age bdo wo ab sayad hi lot kr aye,uske bad b aapko unka intzar h to aap unse contect kro fb,orkut,bnd krne se kya fayda,syad wo fb par aap ko mil jaye aur aap ki bat unse fir ho jaye,agar unse pyar krti hoto jao aur unhe dhundo aur pucha ki kya wo aap se pyar krte h,w8 krne se kuch nai hoga ok

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Anonymous said...

Meri bat mano to apni jindagi ko ek naye tarike se start kro aur mjhe pata hai ye bat jitna bolne main aasan hai utna krne main nai.aur aap chaho to aap nav k sath as a freind rah skti ho...main aapke pyar ka respect krta hu

EMINEM said...

Yar mai nhi janta mai kya kahu upar jo cmmnts hai wo sab sahi hai but is time jaisi halat hai i don't think that you can do this yar its sad to say but i think he's not gonna come back and more agar wo ata bhi hai to acha hoga don't trust him yar ajkal har kisi true lover ke sath aisa hota hai tum bhi alag nahi ho tum bhi un 90percent logo me se ho isliye itna mat socho ki tumhare sath hi aisa hua hai galti uski hai ki usne tumhari feelings ka dhyan nahi rakha asal me aisa hua ke jab wo akela tha tub tum uske sath thi isliyye wo tumhe like karne laga but not love aur pyar use bad me kisi aur se hua usne khud ko roknr ki koshis ki hogi but he fell in love with aman so thats happen yar ab tumhe us gadhe ke liye nahi sochana chaiye tumne kabhi ye socha ki uski himmat kaise hui ki usne tumhari khushiyo ko tumse chhina tum koi aisi cheez nahi ho jise wo use kare aur phir jab zaroorat na ho chod de aise ghatiya insan se tum pyar kaise kar sakti ho janti ho is samay tumhe kisi ke sath ki zaroorat hai but ab pyar me mat padna dhire dhire sab sahi lagne lagega or agar tum shadi nahi kar sakti to kuch aisi bano ke phir tumhe koi force kare marriage ke liye to tum mana kar sako mai to khud ko lucky manat hu kyonki mai ladka hu aur chahu to marrge nahi karu yar ab tumhe happy rehne ki koshish karni chaiye aur sach kahu to fb me ache dost banao aur bas unhe itna pasand mat kar lena ki pyar ho jae well agar tum chaho to mujhse friendship kar sakti ho kyonki mai bhi tumhare jaisa hi hu aur mai sirf ache dost banana chahta hu isliye i'll wait for your response Minacre@gmail.com

Maheera said...

han Shaan sahi Kaha Aap ne Aap ko Age. ad a chIye meri khanai sunoge to yeh taklif tumhari kuch nahi phr bhi aaj mein jinda hun aur khus bhi hin Masha Allah

Akhilesh profesional said...

i don't no kya wo ayega ya nhi bt ek baat kehna chahunga jo aap k sath hua mai kisi k sath aisa kiya tha bt aaj jb us chij ka ehsas hua to usse mafi mangne gya to usne mujhe pehchanne se inkar kr diya bt m khush hu ki wo apni jindagi m ruki nhi aur sayad kuch after 6 months bad uski shadi bhi h aapki trah mai bhi akela rehta tha bt mujhe fir pyar hogya bt bad me pta chlla ki jb mera usse contact hua tha ttb uska uske bf k sath breakup hua tha isliye apna gum bhulane k liye wo mere se baat krti thi bt bt baat krte krte hm ek dusre ko pyar krne lge the 6 month to hmari relation ship thik chli bt uske bad uska bf wapas aa gya aur wo ab uske pass jana chahti h maine bhi use roka bt uski khusi k liye maine bs ye kha tmhari khushi k liye kuch bhi krunga ab usse bs frnd ki trah baat krta hu aaj mujhse wo jb bhi wo baat krti h to bs apne bf k bare me he btati rehti h jelous to bohot hoti h mujhe bt shanti se bs uski baate sunta rehta hu wo janti h hm usse kitna pyar krte h fir bhi wo es baat ko smjhna nhi chahti aur hm usse ab itna pyar krte hai ki puri zindagi khushi k liye uska sath denge chahe wo hme smjhe ya nhi.
Agar aapko apni es story me he jawab de diya aap ko kya krna h ab bt baat h bs smjhne ki aapko mujhe koi sujation dena h to karankumar521@gmsil.com pr mujhe mail kr sakti h.

Anonymous said...

Hi Dear,

Tumhari taklif main samajhti hun. Janti ho zindegi ek hai, jo hamare parents ne hame di hai. Kya Nav ki kuch din ki jhoothi dosti tumhare parents ke salon ka sacha pyar se bada hai. Tum ek achi ladki ho aur ek acha ladka deserver karti ho, ek khubsurat zindegi deserve karti ho jahan charon taraf sachai ho. Tumhe samajhne aur sacha pyar karne wala jarur ayega, jo sirf tumse pyar karega, na ki tumhare badan se.

Hey dear be happy and wait for the day of love with your hubby.

Take care

Anonymous said...

khushi ji apki r meri story bilkul same hai.
maine bhi jis ladke se pyar kiya usne bhi mujhe chhodne ka reason hamari cast ka same na hona hi bataya hai. main bhi apki hi tarah aj bhi uska hi intjaar kar rahi hun aur ye baat wo bhi janta hai par har baar mujhe yahi samjhata hai ki hum kabhi ek nhi ho sakte hain iss wajah se jaise apke nav ne kisi aur ladki ko pasand karke ussu shaadi karne ka dicision liya hai waise hi wo bhi kisi aur se shaadi karna chahta hai. aur ye mujhse bhi bilkul bardaast nhi ho raha hai aur main kisi aur k baare me soch bhi nhi sakti hun kyunki main ye baat janti hun ki wo bhi mujhse bhut pyaar karta hai are wo to mujhse itna pyaar karta hai ki aj tak usne kabhi bhi mera use karne ki koshis nhi ki aur yahi ek bhut badi wajah hai ki main uski bahut ijjat karti hun. main usse kbhi nhi bhool sakti hun kyunki main usse bhut pyaar karti hun r uski bhut ijjat bhi karti hun

Anonymous said...

Khushi mera brkup hota aya hai. Per aage badhta gya kyunki mujhse ladkiyan mere bina nahi rah pati.Bt aj v hum ek ko nai bhool paye.Even usne kaha tha k phsycal realation sirf apse hoga.Bt mera brkup hua.Aur aj uske daughter. hai. Aj ladkyan milti hain bt mera dil aj v uske lye znda hai.So mujhre qb dur chali jati hai.Aap shadi karen aur nw dunia banaye.

Unknown said...

I'm kasyap khushi ji apki story aur meri story same h bs diffrent etna h ki ap gurjit se pyr krne ke bad nav se ki but i'm not mai bs ek hi ldki se pyar kiya rima se aur aj v krta meri age sirf 18 saal ki h mumbai me job krta hu aj v uski yaad ati h lekin kya kru n hi usse bat kr skta aur na hi dekh skta uski wjh se mai varanasi se padhai chod kr mumbai a gya aur jitna hota h utna busy hone ki try krta hu apko batau yaad aur wada me fark h yaad insan ko tod deta hai aur wada insan tod jata h pta sisha kya khata h agr ap mujhe maroge mai roungi nhi tut jaungi apne dono se pyar kiya tha ap kisi chaha hota to esa nhi hota usne majak me bola i lov you aur vishwas kr li apko pta es duniya pyar khtm ho skta lekin chaht nhi plz apko kv sache insan ko jarurat ho to login kasyappandey04@gmail.com my id facebook

Banty said...

Aap sab ki bate maan lijiye q ki mere sath bhi aisa hi hua hai
kisi ka intejar karna matlb khud se dur hona
aap apni life fir se start kijiye aur apne ma-baap ko kahiye ki aap ki shadi karwa de aur ek baat aap jis se bhi shadi karo use hi chahne ki koshish karo.
Malubanty@gmail.com

dips said...

hi, i know its really typical to forget everything,,,, but it would be gud enough u ask ur parents to search a guy for u , nd give them some priorties, i mean the most important qualities u look for, and marry asap, as u l b busy with ur new life u l forget everything,,,, i know kehna asan hai but still thats much better ,,, bcoz nav ne apni marzi se aapko alag kia hai, i dont think he will come back.. so get out of this asap, nd i really wish that the one u will marry he will gv u so much love that u l forget everythng nd will realise that u dont deserve nav

Anonymous said...

Pyari bahena apko pahele ye batau apke sath kisi ne pyar nahi kiya tha ap ladkiyo pe muje bara gussa ta he malum he kyu ap ladki ko thora sa pyar mil jaye to usse saccha love samj leti ho ap sirf pahelke apne ma ta pita ke bare me sochiye naki gurjeet ya koy aur ke liye ap apni life refresh marke start karo pllzzz apki story ne mere ko taflik pahuchayi he kyu ki gurjeet ne apke sath jabrdasti ki jab apne kaha tha ki vo muje akle amritsar milne bulaya tab god kasam muje gurjeet ajeeb laga tha aur aage jake mera mind sahi hua meri soch sahi huyi plzz new life saru karo ..ap muje apna bhai mana lena ..me gujarat se hu aur aek saccha prajapati kabhi kisi ke dil ke sath nahi khelata plzzz visit my fb id.....rdpipaliya02@rediffmail.com..

abhijit005 said...

Hiii khushi,I liked the fact that itni pareesani ke baad bhi U have the courage to write ur TRUE story,i can say U R a nice human being bcoz U want to luv n marry the same person whom U loved the most.but frnd reality kuch aur hi hai,agar apne past mein jioge toh aap apne present mein kabhi enjoy nahi kar Paoge.future main aur bhi relation banage jo shayad apke past se jyada khubsuraat honge lekin woh tab jab aap un relations ko mouka dooge.main khud bhi ek relationship main tha with a grl whom i love frm past 6yrs,but she broke up n she told the same reason parents nahi manenge.but kuch bhi ho i accepted kyun if U love sum1 aap kabhi nahi chahoge ki woh apke bina jee na paye,wish god woh jahan rage khush rahe kyun ki yeh apko bhi accha nahi lagega ki woh apke sath rehta aur dukhi rehta.agar woh khush hai to let him be happy yaar.n do 1 thing find the person whom U can have faith n he/she can be ur BST frnd.wish U have a happy life ahead. Abhijit.

Unknown said...

Just one word everytng iz fre in love nd war.

Othr wsh. Go ahd nd lve u r lif

Anya Shandilya said...

main bs itna hi kahungi jo tumhara nahi hai use pane ki koshish hi bekar hai agr wo tumhara hota tu tumse dur hi na jata aur mujhe ye bhi lgta hai ke shayd tumhe insan ki hi pehchan nahi hai isliye apne liye partner ko chunne ka mauka apne mammi papa ko do taki tum apni zindgi me khush reh sako take care

gurdeep said...

mera name gurdeep hai
Meri bhi ak choti si love story hai
Aaj 4 saal pahele ki baat hai jab maine 12th class pass ki uske baad yamaha company (gzb) mai meri job lag gai waha par harlal(rajsthan) ka parivar rahta tha
Harlal ki badi ladki ka name anita tha jo bahut sundar or intelegent ladki thi uski mere sath dosti ho gai 2 year tak hamari dosti ka silsala chalta raha
Muje anita se pyar ho gaya tha lekin muje nahi pata tha ki anita mujse pyar karti hai ya nahi lekin itna jarur pata tha ki anita ke dil me mere liye thodi bahut jagah jarur thi
15/4/09 ki bat hai muje army ke interview ke liye gar jana pada jo mera clear ho gaya
1 mahine ke baad mera writen test tha jisme mai fail ho gaya
Mai vapis gzb jana chata tha lekin meri family ne muje wapis nahi jane diya
Anita ki or meri phone par baaten hoti rahti thi
Lekin kuchh din baad anita ka no. Switch off aane laga maine bahut baar try kiya lekin uska no.switch off aa raha tha kuchh din tak meri or anita ki koi batt nahi hui
Kuchh din baad mera cell phone gum ho gaya maine wahi naya no.lene ki bahut try ki lakin wahi naya no.nahi mila
Anita ne naya no.le leya jo muje nahi pata hai or maine bi naya no.le liya jo anita ko nahi pata hai or anita apne gar rajesthan chali gayi hai jo muje pata nahi kaha par hai
Aaj 1 saal ho gaya anita or meri dobara baat nahi hui hai
Muje ye pata nahi ki maine anita ke sath ya anita ne mere sath bewafai ki hai lekin mai aaj bhi anita se bahut pyar karta hu uske bagair me rah nahi sakta..........
Isliye dosto se meri gujaris hai ki mai kya karu jisse muje anita mil jaye aisa koi upaye bataye..........
Gurdeep(08658120885)?

Anonymous said...

abe gurdeep tu uske bina rah to raha h ek saal ho gaya tujhe aur dilaug mar raha h ki m uske bina rah nahi sakta jara soch kar comment kiya kar lolll.....sala gandu bhosdika..

sakshi said...

yaar mai bhi pyar kerti hu but aap se ye hi kahungi ki sab kuch bhul ker aapni life k bare mai socho bcoz mai to ye hi kerti hu mai bhagwan mai vishvas kerti hu to aapni sari bat un se kerti hu or unhi ko sab batati hu vo mere bhagwan bhi mujhse bate kerte h or solution bhi batate hor aapki merji

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