friends maine is site pr kyi love story pdhi hai. Sari ki sari bhut achi hai. Ek se badhkar ek hai. Mera khani mein esa kuch khas to hai nhi, balki mujhe to ye bhi confirm nhi hai ki wo “love story” hai bhi ki nhi. ……..
Mera naam ABHISHEK RAJ hai. Age -20 hai. Look wise kuch thik thak hu... . Kyi ladki se dosti bhi ki lekin isse aage maine baat nhi badhne di, kyunki mujhe lagta tha ki mere liye God ne kuch special hi socha hoga, aur meri life mein koi “someone special “ hi aayegi………
Mai 10 me tha jb mujhe pyar kya chiz hoti hai smjh me aya..tb mujhe smjh me aya ki Q log lve me khud hi khud me kho jate hai Q log sare gum musibeto ko bhul ker muskurate hai Q apne pyar ki a jhelk pane ko log tersete hai ,Q log jinda ho ker v log mer jate hai apne lve ko pyar ko kho ker….QQQQQQQQ….???
Mujhe suru se hi ye lve wav ke chaker me nai pdna tha ,,meri soch thi ki itz only wastes of time …meri bhut sare frinds (gals& boyz) the aur meri un sab se bhut achi tuning bnti thi….un me se kuch diply committed the perhaps kuch jyada hi jo unka pyar mere aur unke bich aa jati thi akser mai apne frinds ke pyar ke samne har jata tha ….aur mujhe khud pr gussa aat tha ki maine kise frind bnya hai jise felling ski koi smjh hi nai hai 1 ladki kya mil gai salo ki dosti khtam aur dhire dhire mere ko pyar jaise word se sakht nafret hogya ….aur mai akser apne dosto se bolta rehta tha kit um sab 1 n 1 din bhut rowoge.......aur tb wo bolte the ki tujhe ye pyar kya chiz hoti hai tbtk nai smjh me ayega jb tk tumhe kisi se pyar nai hoja ta…aur mujhe joro ki hasi aati thi aur yahi bolta tha ki”JOK OF D DAY”…..mujhe kya pta tha ki meri zindgi hi jok hone wali hai…………………………
aaj v mujhe wo 28 APR 2008 ki sunheri subh yad hai jab mai dosto ke sath mastiya ker reha tha cz just hmara 10th ki final xam ke ppr khtm hue the….aachank maine 1 ladki ko dekha jo hmare opposite direction se aa rehi thi…..M SRY describe nai ker sakta …howz c pretty..? cz I hvn’t sufficient word for her actually in whole world ….wo aankhe wo masum saa chehra wo uska baal(hair) ka lut baar bar chehro pr aana aur uska choti finger use apne kano pe rekhna aur wo kambkhet uske baal ko to jaise uske cute c chehre se n jane kbse pyar tha jo uske bina to rehna hi nai chahta tha…is terh mai tb tk use dekhta reha jbtk hum 1 2re ko crosss nai ker gaye..aur ye mere life ka 1 movment tha jab maine kisi ladki ko palt ker dekha ho wo v tbtk jbtk ki meri najero se dur n chali jaye ….wo najre se to dur to chali gai pr DILL se kaise jaati… finally I got “I FALL IN LOVE WITH HER.(unknown gal)..maine use pure city her jagh dhundha her gali muhele sare mall colleges & schools dhundha per wo mujhe khi nai mili……aur fir hmara 10th ka result aagya mujhe age ki study kerne kota jana tha itz my decision jo ki maine 28 APR se 1le hi ker chukka tha…finally maine wo decision drop kia jis se mere frinds gussa ho gye the as well as my mom-dad(perhaps)..per maine fasla ker chukka tha ki mai age ki study v yahi se kerunga aur use sare home dhundhunga…aur maine kia v …per wo mujhe nai mili….is terh mera 11th without any type of study pura hogya…fir mujhe asya lagne laga ki khi us wqt nind me to nai tha n jo maine a khubsuret khwab dekh dala…wo v asi pari ka jo is duniya me kya perilok me v nai ho sakti…..aur mai use bhul ker study kerna chaha….so maine seriously study kerne ki puri kosis kerne laga as well as use bhulne ko …pr use bhula n pya ..ahista ahista time baadhte chala gya aur mera pyar v us ladki se jise ke bare me mujhe kuch v nai pta tha ye v nai pta tha ki uska nam kya hai ? pta kya hai ? wo ladki hi hai n ya fir aasma se aai koi peri ?.aur fir maine use 2ri bar dekha jb! mai ghe r pr aya tha aur apne doste se milne unke gher ja reha tha ki achank fir maine apni JANNT ko dekha jo ki meri DI ke sath thi….26 jun jo meri zindgi ka sabse golden dayz me se 1 tha…ha thodi c der v tha ki wo meri DI ki dost hai ..aur mai wo din kaise bhul sakta tha jb mai uska name janne ke waste n jane kitne paped bale apne di ke samne …finally I got it her name iz “SHUSHMA” & c iz classmate of my sis as well as mine..aur wo kehte h n ki pyar kitna v chupao itz imposible so mere di ko pta chal gya aur usne mujhe sakht hidyet di ki mai uske bare sochu v nai aur sab kuch bhul ker study keru…mujhe us se baat/dosti kerne ki chahet ne mujhe andha ker dia tha aur maine wo kia jo mujhe nai kerna chahiye tha aur usi ki sajja avi mil rehi hai mujhe….
SHUSHMA akser DI ko msg kerti thi aur DI v I mean msg chating ….in b/w f thm..so mere mind me 1 seraret sujhi …aur mai ye observe kia ki DI akser rat me 11:oo pm ke bad so jati hai so mai DI ki sim apne cell me & mera sim uske cell… aura mai us se chat kerta tha 11:00pm ke bad….mujhe bhut acha lagta tha us se bate kerna uske her 1 baat me n jane kya jadu tha jo mai uska diwana hota chala gya….chating se pta chala ki c iz single ….& c iz waiting for some1 spsl….is terh hmare life ka golden movment kb khtm ho gya hme pta v nai chala…..
Aur fir hmara 12th IIT AIEEE xam ,,,results ….aur fir mera admission Y.C.C.E NAGPUR …ho gya..jitni khusi ache clege & branch milne ki khusi nai thi us se khi jyada us se dur jane ka gum tha…aur mai finally Nagpur sift hogya …aura b mere pass koi option nai tha us se baat kerne ko ..wo facbook pr thi pr mujhe fb se bhut naferet tha….merta kya n kerta maine apna khud ka a/c bnya fir use serch kerne laga pr wo mujhe nai mili bhut kosis kia fir v nai is terh maine wo her SHUSHMA name ki gals ko req veja jo PATNA se thi……pr I got nothing…fir maine uska id uski & meri DI ki common dost se manga jo mujhe se pyar kerti thi aur maine usi pyar ka njayez fyada utha ker uska id manga ……jo usne mujhe 12 nov 2011 ko mujhe uskaa id mila aur maine use req veja jo usne accept nai kia fir maine 1 new id bnya fir us se veja….jo ki finelly 14 nov ko usne accept ker hi lia .. pr maine us se apni pahchan chupya reha…fir use btya ki mai v sui ke city se hu fir apna clony btya jo ki tru tha …fir use mujh pr saq ho gya …maine chupane ki bhut kosis ki pr chupa n pya ….aur bta dia use,,,, who iz M ?...use bhut bura laga shyed bhut jyada …fir v maine use mnalia… fir hum dally bate kerte the wo chahe pppr wali raat ho ya fir assignment subm. Ki last night ….once agin maine use hurt kia valentine week me aur fir se hmare bich baat band hogai…is baar v maine use mnalia aur is baar maine use bola “mujh se dosti kerogi” to usne mujhe bola ki ha pr 1 meri 3 shert hai ….1la kit um mujhe se kvi v felrt nai keroge Qki mujhe felrt kernewale boyz bilkul hi psand nai hai ….2ra ki tum mujhe se avi se koi jhuth nai bologe …aur 3ra shert mai tb bolungi jb mujhe uski jerurt hogi aur tumhe manna hi hoga ……aur maine sare shert accept ker lia… aur is terh humari real dost 24 feb ko 4:02 pm pr hogai.. . maine uske sare shert to Accept to ker lia tha ki ab tum se kvi koi jhuth nai bolunga abtk bola v nai hu pr 1 baat mujhe bhut presan ker rehi thi wo ye ki jo maine us se abtk jhuth bole th! e uska k ya …is terh mai khud se njre nai mila pa reha tha…aur fir maine wo sari chatting wali bate use bta dia use bta dia ki wo mai tha n ki tumhri frind…use bhut bura laga aur us wqt wo sirf itna hi bol saki mujhe samjh me nai aa reha h ki ab mai tumse kya bate keru so mai jaa rehi hu….au wo off line chali gai….maine use bhut mnane ki kosis kia pr mai use tb to mna pta jb wo mujh pr gussa hoti actually wo to khud ko kos rehi thi ki Q usne mujhe frind bnya ….maine bhut kosis kia aur finally usne mujhe maff ker dia pr shyed is liye ki us wqt mera ppr hone wal tha aur mai thik se de saku …Qki aaj ko 20 dayz hone jja reha hai jo onli9 nai aai aur n hi mere kisi v Q ka usne reply hi dia.. hai aur uske life me 1li bar hai jb wo itni din fb se dur rehi ho….actually wo daillly hi fb pr hoti thi…..
Mujhe nai pta ki wo mujhe maaf v ker pyegi ya nai ..? mai use apne pyar ka izhar v ker paunga ki nai ..? pr mujhe itna jrur pta h ki mai use kvi nai bhul sakta ..aur n hi tumhare liye mere dill me pyar km hone wala hai….
SHUSHMA ager tum ise padh rehi ho to mai tumse 1 baat bta dena chahta hu kit um meri best frind thi ho aur hmesha hmesha rehogi….aur mai wo tumhare wo 2 no shert dill se nibhata rehunga ….aur wo 3ra shert v tum mere samne rekh sakti ho mai use v pure dill se nibhunga chahe uski kimet mujhe zinda lass bn ker hi Q n aada kerna pde…..
.….HO SAKE TO MUJHE MAFF KER DENA……. ……………PLZ FOR GIVE ME…………
BAHUT UDAAS HAI KOI TERE JANE SE
HO SAKE TO LAUT KE AA KISI BAHANE SE
TU LAAKH KHAFA SAHI MAGAR EK BAR TO DEKH
KOI TOOT SA GAYA HAI TERE RUTH JANE SE…
Remember D gud tyms we had spent 2gether, & d beautiful future we had dreamy of...
FRIND I never wanted 2 create a distance between us...
Plz let us bridge d gaps...
……M REALLLY SRY MY FRIND………..
Mera naam ABHISHEK RAJ hai. Age -20 hai. Look wise kuch thik thak hu... . Kyi ladki se dosti bhi ki lekin isse aage maine baat nhi badhne di, kyunki mujhe lagta tha ki mere liye God ne kuch special hi socha hoga, aur meri life mein koi “someone special “ hi aayegi………
Mai 10 me tha jb mujhe pyar kya chiz hoti hai smjh me aya..tb mujhe smjh me aya ki Q log lve me khud hi khud me kho jate hai Q log sare gum musibeto ko bhul ker muskurate hai Q apne pyar ki a jhelk pane ko log tersete hai ,Q log jinda ho ker v log mer jate hai apne lve ko pyar ko kho ker….QQQQQQQQ….???
Mujhe suru se hi ye lve wav ke chaker me nai pdna tha ,,meri soch thi ki itz only wastes of time …meri bhut sare frinds (gals& boyz) the aur meri un sab se bhut achi tuning bnti thi….un me se kuch diply committed the perhaps kuch jyada hi jo unka pyar mere aur unke bich aa jati thi akser mai apne frinds ke pyar ke samne har jata tha ….aur mujhe khud pr gussa aat tha ki maine kise frind bnya hai jise felling ski koi smjh hi nai hai 1 ladki kya mil gai salo ki dosti khtam aur dhire dhire mere ko pyar jaise word se sakht nafret hogya ….aur mai akser apne dosto se bolta rehta tha kit um sab 1 n 1 din bhut rowoge.......aur tb wo bolte the ki tujhe ye pyar kya chiz hoti hai tbtk nai smjh me ayega jb tk tumhe kisi se pyar nai hoja ta…aur mujhe joro ki hasi aati thi aur yahi bolta tha ki”JOK OF D DAY”…..mujhe kya pta tha ki meri zindgi hi jok hone wali hai…………………………
aaj v mujhe wo 28 APR 2008 ki sunheri subh yad hai jab mai dosto ke sath mastiya ker reha tha cz just hmara 10th ki final xam ke ppr khtm hue the….aachank maine 1 ladki ko dekha jo hmare opposite direction se aa rehi thi…..M SRY describe nai ker sakta …howz c pretty..? cz I hvn’t sufficient word for her actually in whole world ….wo aankhe wo masum saa chehra wo uska baal(hair) ka lut baar bar chehro pr aana aur uska choti finger use apne kano pe rekhna aur wo kambkhet uske baal ko to jaise uske cute c chehre se n jane kbse pyar tha jo uske bina to rehna hi nai chahta tha…is terh mai tb tk use dekhta reha jbtk hum 1 2re ko crosss nai ker gaye..aur ye mere life ka 1 movment tha jab maine kisi ladki ko palt ker dekha ho wo v tbtk jbtk ki meri najero se dur n chali jaye ….wo najre se to dur to chali gai pr DILL se kaise jaati… finally I got “I FALL IN LOVE WITH HER.(unknown gal)..maine use pure city her jagh dhundha her gali muhele sare mall colleges & schools dhundha per wo mujhe khi nai mili……aur fir hmara 10th ka result aagya mujhe age ki study kerne kota jana tha itz my decision jo ki maine 28 APR se 1le hi ker chukka tha…finally maine wo decision drop kia jis se mere frinds gussa ho gye the as well as my mom-dad(perhaps)..per maine fasla ker chukka tha ki mai age ki study v yahi se kerunga aur use sare home dhundhunga…aur maine kia v …per wo mujhe nai mili….is terh mera 11th without any type of study pura hogya…fir mujhe asya lagne laga ki khi us wqt nind me to nai tha n jo maine a khubsuret khwab dekh dala…wo v asi pari ka jo is duniya me kya perilok me v nai ho sakti…..aur mai use bhul ker study kerna chaha….so maine seriously study kerne ki puri kosis kerne laga as well as use bhulne ko …pr use bhula n pya ..ahista ahista time baadhte chala gya aur mera pyar v us ladki se jise ke bare me mujhe kuch v nai pta tha ye v nai pta tha ki uska nam kya hai ? pta kya hai ? wo ladki hi hai n ya fir aasma se aai koi peri ?.aur fir maine use 2ri bar dekha jb! mai ghe r pr aya tha aur apne doste se milne unke gher ja reha tha ki achank fir maine apni JANNT ko dekha jo ki meri DI ke sath thi….26 jun jo meri zindgi ka sabse golden dayz me se 1 tha…ha thodi c der v tha ki wo meri DI ki dost hai ..aur mai wo din kaise bhul sakta tha jb mai uska name janne ke waste n jane kitne paped bale apne di ke samne …finally I got it her name iz “SHUSHMA” & c iz classmate of my sis as well as mine..aur wo kehte h n ki pyar kitna v chupao itz imposible so mere di ko pta chal gya aur usne mujhe sakht hidyet di ki mai uske bare sochu v nai aur sab kuch bhul ker study keru…mujhe us se baat/dosti kerne ki chahet ne mujhe andha ker dia tha aur maine wo kia jo mujhe nai kerna chahiye tha aur usi ki sajja avi mil rehi hai mujhe….
SHUSHMA akser DI ko msg kerti thi aur DI v I mean msg chating ….in b/w f thm..so mere mind me 1 seraret sujhi …aur mai ye observe kia ki DI akser rat me 11:oo pm ke bad so jati hai so mai DI ki sim apne cell me & mera sim uske cell… aura mai us se chat kerta tha 11:00pm ke bad….mujhe bhut acha lagta tha us se bate kerna uske her 1 baat me n jane kya jadu tha jo mai uska diwana hota chala gya….chating se pta chala ki c iz single ….& c iz waiting for some1 spsl….is terh hmare life ka golden movment kb khtm ho gya hme pta v nai chala…..
Aur fir hmara 12th IIT AIEEE xam ,,,results ….aur fir mera admission Y.C.C.E NAGPUR …ho gya..jitni khusi ache clege & branch milne ki khusi nai thi us se khi jyada us se dur jane ka gum tha…aur mai finally Nagpur sift hogya …aura b mere pass koi option nai tha us se baat kerne ko ..wo facbook pr thi pr mujhe fb se bhut naferet tha….merta kya n kerta maine apna khud ka a/c bnya fir use serch kerne laga pr wo mujhe nai mili bhut kosis kia fir v nai is terh maine wo her SHUSHMA name ki gals ko req veja jo PATNA se thi……pr I got nothing…fir maine uska id uski & meri DI ki common dost se manga jo mujhe se pyar kerti thi aur maine usi pyar ka njayez fyada utha ker uska id manga ……jo usne mujhe 12 nov 2011 ko mujhe uskaa id mila aur maine use req veja jo usne accept nai kia fir maine 1 new id bnya fir us se veja….jo ki finelly 14 nov ko usne accept ker hi lia .. pr maine us se apni pahchan chupya reha…fir use btya ki mai v sui ke city se hu fir apna clony btya jo ki tru tha …fir use mujh pr saq ho gya …maine chupane ki bhut kosis ki pr chupa n pya ….aur bta dia use,,,, who iz M ?...use bhut bura laga shyed bhut jyada …fir v maine use mnalia… fir hum dally bate kerte the wo chahe pppr wali raat ho ya fir assignment subm. Ki last night ….once agin maine use hurt kia valentine week me aur fir se hmare bich baat band hogai…is baar v maine use mnalia aur is baar maine use bola “mujh se dosti kerogi” to usne mujhe bola ki ha pr 1 meri 3 shert hai ….1la kit um mujhe se kvi v felrt nai keroge Qki mujhe felrt kernewale boyz bilkul hi psand nai hai ….2ra ki tum mujhe se avi se koi jhuth nai bologe …aur 3ra shert mai tb bolungi jb mujhe uski jerurt hogi aur tumhe manna hi hoga ……aur maine sare shert accept ker lia… aur is terh humari real dost 24 feb ko 4:02 pm pr hogai.. . maine uske sare shert to Accept to ker lia tha ki ab tum se kvi koi jhuth nai bolunga abtk bola v nai hu pr 1 baat mujhe bhut presan ker rehi thi wo ye ki jo maine us se abtk jhuth bole th! e uska k ya …is terh mai khud se njre nai mila pa reha tha…aur fir maine wo sari chatting wali bate use bta dia use bta dia ki wo mai tha n ki tumhri frind…use bhut bura laga aur us wqt wo sirf itna hi bol saki mujhe samjh me nai aa reha h ki ab mai tumse kya bate keru so mai jaa rehi hu….au wo off line chali gai….maine use bhut mnane ki kosis kia pr mai use tb to mna pta jb wo mujh pr gussa hoti actually wo to khud ko kos rehi thi ki Q usne mujhe frind bnya ….maine bhut kosis kia aur finally usne mujhe maff ker dia pr shyed is liye ki us wqt mera ppr hone wal tha aur mai thik se de saku …Qki aaj ko 20 dayz hone jja reha hai jo onli9 nai aai aur n hi mere kisi v Q ka usne reply hi dia.. hai aur uske life me 1li bar hai jb wo itni din fb se dur rehi ho….actually wo daillly hi fb pr hoti thi…..
Mujhe nai pta ki wo mujhe maaf v ker pyegi ya nai ..? mai use apne pyar ka izhar v ker paunga ki nai ..? pr mujhe itna jrur pta h ki mai use kvi nai bhul sakta ..aur n hi tumhare liye mere dill me pyar km hone wala hai….
SHUSHMA ager tum ise padh rehi ho to mai tumse 1 baat bta dena chahta hu kit um meri best frind thi ho aur hmesha hmesha rehogi….aur mai wo tumhare wo 2 no shert dill se nibhata rehunga ….aur wo 3ra shert v tum mere samne rekh sakti ho mai use v pure dill se nibhunga chahe uski kimet mujhe zinda lass bn ker hi Q n aada kerna pde…..
.….HO SAKE TO MUJHE MAFF KER DENA……. ……………PLZ FOR GIVE ME…………
BAHUT UDAAS HAI KOI TERE JANE SE
HO SAKE TO LAUT KE AA KISI BAHANE SE
TU LAAKH KHAFA SAHI MAGAR EK BAR TO DEKH
KOI TOOT SA GAYA HAI TERE RUTH JANE SE…
Remember D gud tyms we had spent 2gether, & d beautiful future we had dreamy of...
FRIND I never wanted 2 create a distance between us...
Plz let us bridge d gaps...
……M REALLLY SRY MY FRIND………..
2 comments:
Nice love story..dear
agar usne aapko apna kabhi acha dost mana hoga to woh aapko jarur maaf kar degi....aur ha pyar shayad aapse muskil kare naraz mat hona q ki muje jiasa laga vaisa hi bol raha hu....god ne chaha to aapko apna pyar jarur milega but pura hoga ki nahi ye nahi keh sakta q ki aaj tak mine apne aap se lekar dusro tak ko pyar me only rote hi dekha hai...
Ajeeb hoti hai ye pyar ki bandise b,
mil jaye to baate lambi kho jaye to yadein lambi...
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hi abhishek,, usko ek mail karo k ek baar wo aapse shi se baat kare uske baad uska jo decision hoga aap use happily accept karoge,,,, aur wo jab aapse baat kare to aap usko bolna k meri saari baat sunlo aur samjhne ki koshish karo,,, aur usse day 1 say saari baat btao,, jb aapne usse pehli bar dekha aur fir apne use dhundne k liye jo jo kia,,, sb kuch jo aapne is blog mein btya hai sab use btao ya mail karo watever,,,,, i am sure wo apka pyar samjhegi aur aapko maaf kardegi,,, all the best
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