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CHAHA HAI TUJHKO CHAHUNGA HAR DAM... - RAJ


HEY..frnd..
mera naam raj hai.. mai bahot hi free minded ladka tha bahot flirting karta tha..koi tention nahi leta tha kabhi..hamesha g.f banatatha.. aaj ki date 10-12-2011 hai nd time subah ke 04:32 ho rahe hai ..baat undino ki hai jab mai 12 me tha 2009 me mera frnd hai usne mujhe ek ladki ka no. diya tha maine ush ladi ki no. par call kiya nd baat karne laga wo mujhse baat nahi ki aur apne bagal wale ghar ki ek ladki jishe wo dd kehti thi use mera no. diya aur boli ki plzz didi dekho na kawn laka hai mujhhe caal karta hai..uska naam shweta tha usne mujhe call kiya maine baatki ..mujhse puchne lagii ki mai kawn bol raha hn maine kaha raj.. aur 2 se 4 min. baat hui bas uhi fir maine calll rakh diya.. uske baad maine use ek baar mez kiyaishpar uska call aaya maine usse baat ki aur frndship ke liye kaha but usne inkaar kar diya fir maine ek din call kiya aur baat ki ussse usne mujhe kaha kimera b\"frnd hai maine kaha ki meri bhi g.,f hai bas fir baat hoti gayi aur hmmne kabhi ek dushre ko nahi kaha ki hum frndzz hai par baat baat hoti thi..fir ek din maine usse raat me calll kiya ushne mera call utaya 11 baje raat me.. maine usse baat ki baat karte karte pata nahi kab subha ke 6 baj gaye pata hi nahi chala..mujhe usse bat karna bahot accha lagne laga .. meri usse baat 28th agu ko hui thi aur maine use 15 sep ko propose kar diya.. usne na kar diya.... but mai usse pyar karne laga tha.. but wo nahi fir maine usse bahot yakeen dilane ki koshish ki par wo meri baato ko serious nahi leti thi bolti thi agar tum gurudware par se khud jaao tab mai manungi ki tum mujhse pyar karte ho, agar tum roj morng me 7 baje train se patna se patna city aaoge tab mujhe yakeen hoga...wo patna city aur mai patna me rehta tha..fir uhi baat hote hote use ehsaas hogaya ki mai sach me usse pyar karta hun.. but usne haa nahi kiya 24th sep ki raat ko humne raat bhar baat ki fir maine kaha ki mai aaj ke baad aapko kabhi call nahi karunga aaapki life se bahot dur chala jaaunga. aur kehkar call rakh diya ushne bhi keh diya ki thik hai bye.. fir u! si din d opeher me uska mezz aaya..\"kyu dil ke paas aa jata hai koi kyu apnapan ka ehsaash dilata hai koi jab dil ko uski jarurat ho gaye to utna hi dur kyu chala jata hai koi..\" maine aaj tak wo mezz del nahi kiya.. nd wo mezz padte hi mujhe lag gaya that she loves me too..uske baad maine usse call kiya aur usne i love u kaha.. fir hum ro baaat karne lage..mujhe jaha tak yaad hai 15 sep 2009 se aaj 10 dec 2011 me aisha 8 se 10 din hi hua hoga jab humne ek dushre se baat nahi kiya.. fir 4 march ko uski shaadi ho gayi mai bahot roya bahot roya us din maine pehli baar daru pe.. aur dum tak pee aur uska naam apne aatho par likh diya.. agar aap dekhna chaho to mere facebook ke account par dekh lo. id hai rajsinha911@gmail.com ..but fir bhi wo mujhse pyar karti thi ..hume hamesha tention hota tha but hum ek dushare ko hamesha mana bhi lete the.. usne apne husband \"nirmal\" ko first nite k din sab bata diya nirmal ne mujhse baat ki ush raat meri tabiyaat bahot kharaab thi maine rat killer kha liya tha.uske baad wo hamesha mujhe baat karta tha aur mujhe samjhata tha.. acccha aadmi hai wo but i hate him wo meri aur sweta ki life ke bich me aaya hai... but uska khayal bhi bahot rakhta hai wo mujhe usse baat karne deta hai kyuki shweta mujhse baat kiye bina nahi reh pati hai..mai usse bahot had se jada pyar karta tha aur aaj bhi karta hun.. she is very sweet nd cute.. bas aur kya aaj tak hameri baat hoti hai 1 dec 2011 ko uski beti hui sab khush the uske ghar me wo bhi .. mai bhi hun khush but sirf ish liye ki wo khush hai but mai bahot roya bhi.. mai raato ko hamesha roya karta hun.. neend nahi aati mujhe.. mai usse bahot pyar karta hun nd i can\'t leave witout her.. meri frndzz log bahot hai mai chahu to apni g.f bana sakta hun but mujhe kisi me wo pyar nahi dikhta jo shweta ne mujhe diya hai wo bhi muijhse bahot pyar karti hai...bas yahi hai meri story aur abhi chal rahi hai..
thanks frndzz meri story jaane ke liye do commnt on it...
take care nd plzz pray for me...







16 comments:

katha-kahani said...

apne ek baar bhi uske parents ko ya apne parents ko manane ki kosis nhi ki kya??????????yr ek baar try to karna chahiye or ek baat enjoy kro apni life agr aisa nhi kroge to kya apko is halat me dekh kr sweta khush rah payegi????????

lavi said...

aapki stori phadker rona aa geya aap dono ek dusre se ager itna hi pyar kerte ho to aapne apne parents se bat to ki hoti aapne sweta ki sadi kahi or kyu hone di?????????///

Anonymous said...

hiiii raj,

hum sirf itna hi kahege aap se:-

ki agar aj bhi apni zindgi ke fesele kisi or ki soch par karoge to ap khud ko pahechana muskil ho jaye ga zindgi bahut khubsurat hai apne ap ko taklif mt do ap.

Unknown said...

Sacha pyar to life me sirf ak bar hota he bhai apki story padhkar aansu aa gaye hume b kisi bewafa ki yad aagayi

Anonymous said...

Wo raat dard or sitam ki raat hoge jb rukhsat unki baraat hogi,ye soch kr uth jate h akser neend s ki kisi gair ki baho m meri puri kaynat hogi.bs ap ki love story padh ky yahi khayl ata h

meher said...

hmm..hi raj.i like your love story...bas 1 baat bolu gi.....
"zindgi jab bhi rulane lage
aap itna muskurao ki dard b sharmane lage
nikle na ansu ankho se apke kabi
or
kismat bhi majboor hokar apko hasane lage"
thanks...tc...bye....

Anonymous said...

aap jab usse itna pyar karte the to shadi kyu nahi ke. waise kuch had tak meri story bhe yahi hai..so mai aapka dard samajh sakti hun

Anonymous said...

hmm.. hi raj...i like your love story...me sirf 1 baat bolu gi....
"Zindgi jab bhi rulane lage,
Aap itna muskurao ki dard b sharmane lage
Nikle na ansu kabi
or
kismat bhi majboor hokar apko hasane lage....."
thanks..............

RAJ SINHA said...

thanks frndzz... :-(
but mai kya karu mai usse bahot pyar karta hun mai uske bina nahi jee sakta .. maut bhi nahi aati mujhe..jeene ka mani karta hai mujhe.. mujhse bardaast nahi hota ki meri zindagi kisi aur ke saath hai mai kya karu kuch samajh nahi aata .. maai jaanta hun ki yaha yeh sab likhne se kuch nahi hoga par yaar mai use batana chahta hun use ki duniya samjhe na samjhe par maine apni jaan se bhi jada tujhe pyar kiya hai bahot pyar mai ab aur nahi rona chahta hunn.. ;-(

Manoj said...

Hello..aapki story to bahut hi sad hai...jaise koi kisi nadi ki beech majhdhar me phas gya ho....but u knw zindagi k is majhdhar se aapko koi aur nhi sirf aap hi nikal sakte ho...
Apne pyaar ko kahi aur khush hote hue dekh khush hona...
Aur fir uska kisi aur k paas hone se dhukhi hona...yaar ye dohari zindagi kyu ji rhe ho...
Nw u decide wat r u doing...aap khush ho dukhi...
Mana ye itna aasaan nhi...pr kisi cheez ko aasaan ya muskil banane k zimmedar hm khud hote hai....
So try to make ur life in other way.!
Take care...¥.

Anonymous said...

hamesha pyar karne wale kurbani de apne pyar ki zaruri nahi aapko shweta ke sath bhag kar shadi kar leni chahiye thi

Anonymous said...

flhaal aap dono hi galat kr rhe hain accrding to me... itz wrong/./// apko b apni life unko bhulkr aage carry in krni chaiye .. aur unhe b apni family k sath (nirmal aur beti k sath hi hona chaiye ..) aur rhi pyar ki baat tb b apko unhe unki life mein wapis chodd dena chaiye i think tb apka pyaaar zayada acha hoga.. .... aur wu sahyed khush rh seknki . ......... plz dont b angry if u dont like it//////////

Anonymous said...

Hi raj i feel so sad for u but agar god apko kuch nahe deta to iska matlab god wil give u better than past.aur plz apne past ke vajah se apna present aur ane wala future ruin mat kareye.al the best.

Anonymous said...

Raj apki story pdi bhut dukh hua bt ab beeti baato ko yaad krke koi fayda nhi to pls apne bare me nhi to apno k bare me soch kr apni life ko aage bdao wo apko aisi halat me dekhkr bhut dukhi hote honge to unki khushi k liye jio ab okk & take care

artichaursiya said...

ye raate itni tanha q hoti hai
apne qismat pe subko shiqayat q hoti hai
ajab khel khelti hai qismat jise hum paa nahi sakte usi se mohabbat q hoti hai.........

Anonymous said...

ye raate itni tanha q hoti hai
apne qismat pe subko shiqayat q hoti hai
ajab khel khelti hai qismat jise hum paa nahi sakte usi se mohabbat q hoti hai.........
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