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i love you - Shivani

i love you.........is love story ki suruat toh ho chuki hai par........ending na jane kya hogi?....yeh love story bhi ek class room se start hoti hai..........jahan ek ladki apni book khol kar apni class ke sath wait karti hai apne is naye teacher ka......voh nahi janti ke kya hone wala hai...par pehla din bada acha laga sir se pad kar...sir pehle teacher se acha pada rahe the....sabhi kehne lage yeh naya teacher bahut acha hai........dhire dhire mera class main present hona na jane kyun important ;lagne laga......aisa laga jaise ke sir mere kam se bahut kush hai.........unhe lagta tha ke mai class ki topper hu par aisa toh kuch tha bhi nahi...main toh bus apne kushi ke liye hi padti thi .jo samaj nai ata tha chod deti thi..aur bhaki students aise main score kar jate the.....ache student se expectation toh bad hi jati hai...na jane kyun phr time bad aisa laga mere mks ana unke liye important tha voh kehte the lagta hai aap mehnat nai karte ho......par.ek looser kisi ko kya reason de bhale hi usne raat din ek kar diye ho..chalo yeh toh apni apni soach hai ke aap kaisa soachte hai apne teacher ke sikayat ko le kar......voh teacher joh kabhi apni nazare nai milata tha kisi se..........i mean sir kisi se eye contct nahi karte the...par mujhe na jane aisa lagne laga ke voh dekh rahe hai i m concntratng or n\'t but alwys prsnce f mind nd also my understndng level in my class stands me unique.....dat thing alwys improve my confidnc.........but time ke sath sath jab hamara 2nd last sem aya toh la! ga ab to h frnds ke sath toda hi time reh gaya hai......august ka mahina tha startng dys main bada enjy kiya......but sept ki startng main mai bahut bimar ho gai.mujhe zondice ho gaya aur maine 15 dys ki chutiyan ley le...aur class lagne par pehle din kuch nai pucha gaya....thichre din jab mai phir class main nahi thi toh sir ne puch hi liya dat voh kyun nai aa rahi......toh meri frnd ne kaha dat she is n\'t well...chalo yeh toh har teacher hi keh dega jo bhi ho.......par jab mai aftr 45 dys vapis gai jinke beech main toh humare xams bhi ho gaye the mai thik bhi ho gai thi aur maine xams bhi diye the....pehle din jab xam dene gai toh mai apna icard lana bhool gai sayad ghar reh gaya tha......toh mai xam main baitne ke liye permission lene gai toh sir bhi vahin the .........aur mujhe dekh rahe the.......par jab maine dekha toh apna sir jukha liya jaise ki dekha hi na ho........mujhe sak hua par maine socha ki mujhe ek teacher ke liye aisa nai soachna chahiye.......maine ignore kar diya......par phir jab classes suru hui.jaisa ke hum sir ko toda janne lage the ..humhe pata tha ke sir ko kuch bhi yaad nai rehta.......kyunki un 45 dys main sirf do din hi clses lagi uske baad toh college main youth fest aur xams aur phir ten dys ki chutiyan ho gai thi........jab pehle din humne class lagai aftr holidys toh.sir ke muh par ek hi sawal tha...........aap kaise ho????? maine kaha \"yes sir! mai thik hu...\"sir ne phir pucha kya ho gaya tha apko toh maine kaha\"sir zondice\" sir ne kaha \"ab sahi ho????/\"i told\"yes sir\"........bada ajeeb laga........phir ignore kiya ...vaise bhi yeh toh koi strong reason bhi nai tha kisi baat ko badva dene ka ......par pyar agar sacha hai toh ankon se toh pata chal hi jata hai chahe koi kitna kyun na chupa le....toh phir kya bus......mere frnd tution padte the mujhe college main samaj lag jati thi toh maine lagna jaruri nahi samja....par dusre part wale teacher bilkul acha nai padate the toh mujhe ek chapter karna pada........toh nov ke last main mai sir ke pass tution lag gai......pata! tha ke sir acha toh padatey toh hai hi aur tution pe bhi acha express karte the.....meri frnds kehti yaar shivani tere aane sir aur enjy kartey hai..pehle bhi kartey the par ab toh aur bhi jayada...maine jo soachna band kar diya tha voh phir se maan mai ane laga.....phir samhaya ke nahi sir aisa kuch nahi feel kartey mere liye..par yeh dil manta kahan hai.........phir kya main tution pe itna bolti nahi thi matlb doubts puchne ke time toh sirf main hi bolti thi par jab meri frnds sir ke batein kar ke jo njoy karti thi mai nahi kar pati thi bus unke hansh laiti thi..kyunki mujhe ata hi nahi tha aise ek dum se kisi ke sath frank hona.......aur main baat toh yeh thi ki jab bhi moka milta toh sir meri ankon ko bade ajeeb se dekte the aisa lagta tha jaise unki ankhey meri hi ankon ko har waqt dekhna chahti hon.......yeh toh tution pe tha .........par jab dec. xams suru hue toh humey us pehle paper main answer copies kam pad rahi thi aur voh mam humey aur dey bhi nahi dey rahi thi.........toh hum xam holder ke pass gaye voh humare physics teacher the aur sir unke ache frnd the.unke sath hi kade the...maine kkaha sir humey aaj copies kam pad rahi thi toh sir humey kehne lage ke nahi aapko allod hai aap le sakte ho aur copies toh kehtey ke agar nxt time aisa ho toh mujhe bula lena.......is doran jab sir humey samja rahe the.toh mera aur meri frnd ka dyan phy teacher ki taraf tha ....par sir aisa lag raha tha jaise mujhe ek tag(concntarte) mujhe hi dekh rahe they jaise moka mil gaya ho kisi ko niharne ka.......mujhe tab yakin ho gaya tha ke kuch toh baat hai.........jab maine sir ki taraf dekha toh phir voh hi apni nazre niche kar li......ek sawal sa kar diya mere maan main ke itna acha insaan kya mujhe pasand karta hai......kya sach main mai unke liye important ban chuki hu...mujhe bhi kuch kuch hone laga..par yeh toh kuch bhi na tha ..mai jitna karna chahti thi syllabus tution pe ho chuka tha....aur udas ho gaye yeh sun ke maine nahi jana ab se tution par.....phir se vaise behave karne lage jaise pehle rahte the ki chu! p chup s erious se koi njoy bhi nahi kartey na karatey na jane jaise kuch ho gaya ho sir ko ....aftr two months humne mil ke sir ko party dene ki soachiki tution pe sir ko party bhi de dete hai aur upar se humari ek frnd ka b\'day bhi tha....toh voh celebrate karne ke liye hum tution pahunch gaye ..........vahan ja kar sab kuch jo sak tha yakin mai badal gaya......kyunki hum game ek game khel the \"bollywood\" toh meri frnd ne mujhe kaha film likne ke liye.....toh mai chali gai ......maine film likh di aur jab maine piche mud kar dekha toh sir likhi hui film ko nahi sirf aur sirf mujhe hi dekh rahe the.....sayad koi insan jab dusre insan ko dekta hai toh voh hi ehsas ata hai uske maan mai jis feeling ke sath voh use dekta hai......jab sir mujhe dekh rahe the toh mere dil pe itna jor se strike kiya jaise koi mujh se mera dil maang raha ho......hye jaise koi tadap raha ho....un ankon ki ek zalak ne mujhe un ankon main chipa pyar nazar aya.....pata nahi syaad yeh bahut badi galat femi bhi ho sakti hai .....par mai nahi janti voh ehsaas aaj bhi muj mai jinda hai ek sawal ki tarah.........pata nahi unke dil mai mere liye kuch hai bhi ke nahi par kabhi na chahte hue bhi is dil ko itna dukh hota .jabki koi dukh hota bhi nahi toh bhi .sara din fresh jane ke baad bhi voh tadpta rehta hai........jaise voh mujhe yaad kar rahe ho...aur mujhe na hone ke gum mai tadap rahe ho.......mujhe nahi pata ke mai bhi un se pyar karti hu ke nahi par syad har dukh ka ehsas ho raha ho.....isiliye mujhe laga ke is story ko sirf sur sirf ek hi title diya ja sakta hai dat is \"I LOVE YOU\"forevr.......... 







5 comments:

Unknown said...

shivani.......muje lagata he ki.....sir ne tumhe shayd lv kiya bhi he ...magar ye duniya apko galat bol sakti he kyu ki aek teacher ke sath student ka love krna ..thoda ajeeb lagata he.......meri advise ye he ki..iise ignore kar do......koy naya partner find karo........jayada help chahiye to fb id...he.......rdpipaliya04@rediffmail.com

Anonymous said...

rdpipaliya04@rediffmail.com...........fb id pe milo...help karege ham apki

Anonymous said...

unhone aapse bahot pyar kiya tha! lekin apne dil ki baat kbhi aapke samne jahir nhi hone di, kash ki aapne ek baar unse puchh liya hota to aaj life kuch aur hoti...09571741778

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Anonymous said...

yeh story bahut alag hai.......i mean ke agar ye confusion hai toh, jahan tak mai janti hu shivani ke dil ko chuya hai usne feel kiya hai kaise use bhi vahi feel hota hai jo uske sir ne feel kiya.........sayad ye duniya ke nazar mai galat hoga but pyar toh kisi ke sath kabhi bhi kisi ke sath ho sakta hai............sach mai ye ek real love story.........all d bst shivani 4 ur luv......voh tumhe ek din apne dil ki baat jarur kahenge........bus barosha rakhna apne pyar.........

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