hi doston mera naam asif hai ,mai allahabad se belong karta hu,meri life bahut sare ups aur downs se guzri ,kabhi zindi ne itni khushi di ki laga bs ab kuch nahi chahiye aur kabhi khwahishon k aasman pe chadha ke pair k neeche se zameen khinch gaye.mai bahut hi emotional aur soberty loving person hu,vaise to meri life me chote chote hadse kai bar hue but ek aisa bhi experience raha jisne zindgi ka matlab hi badal diya,mai ek gaanv se belong karta hu ,meri shuruati zindgi padhai kam kanchche khelte kab guzxar gai kuch pata hi nahi chala,mujhe hamesha se zindgi me ye lagta raha ki mai kuch alag hu duniya se mujhe hare khet gardens aur greenary dekh kar pata nahi kuch ajeeb se feeling hoti hai ki jise mai exprss nahi kar skta,mai apna inter,mediate complete karne ke bad shahr me shift ho gaya,maine 2006 me ek english ki coaching join ki ,3 months me hi mai english ka expert ho gaya aur kabhi kabhi class bhi lene laga,ek di jab mai class le raha tha achcanak meri nazar ek ladki pe gai ,uski badi badi hasti hui aankhen,aur complexion sawle hone k bavjood ek ajeeb se kashish bhari nazre kujhe ye sochne par majboor kar rahi thi ki ya to mujhme kuch khas hai ya fir ya vo mujhe pahchanti hai,uska nam shumaila tha,mujhe vo achchi lagi ,par ek teacher hone ki vajah se maone apni khwahishon k daba k rakha ,but doston se ye bat share kar de,merwe dost bade hi dheet aur maskhare the ,unhone shumaila ko mera no de diya aur kah diya ki asif tumse baat karna chahta hai,vo bechar! i 3 din tak dar k coaching nahi aayi but uske dil me kahi n na kahin kuch tha jo uske chehre se express hota tha,3 din bad usne mujhe phone kiya aur poocha ki aap musse bat kyn karna chate the,maine kaha bs u hi dosti karna chahta tha,usne kaha ek ladke aur ek ;ladki k beech kabhi dosti nahi hoti,miane thoda flirt karne ki koshish ki but ek do din me hi mujhe laga ki vo bahut sentimental hai ,to maine use sab kuch sach sach bata diya ki maine usse bat karne k liye apna no nahi bhejvaya tha but doston ne aisa kar diaya,khair us din use meri honesty dekh kar mujhpe trust hone laga,mera dil usse bat karne ka bahut karta tha but m ai ye sonch k ruk jaata tha ki pata nahi ahmari shadi ho payegi ki nahi kya faida kisi ladki ki zindi barbad ho jayegi,hum logon k bech mano ye samjhauta ho gay tha ki hume bat nahi karni chahiye,bt uske msg kabhi kabhi aa jate the ,mujhe kuch aisa lagta tha ki mujhe kuch bahut achcha mila tha but maine kho diya,ek din uska msg aaya ki \"god asked me take one million rupees or u,i preffered one million rupees bcz i already have u\"
mai thoda hazir javab tha ,maine bhi likh diya\"tabhi to chor diya tumne\"
aur ek sher likh di\"jab chaha jazbat se khele jab chaha dil tod diya ,humne bhi aise logo se milna julna chor diya\"
use laga ki mujhe usse pyar ho gaya ,aur usme phle hi mere liye feeling aa chuki thi,na chahte hue bhi hum logon me baten hoti rahi ,1 month bad usne mujhe propose kiya ,mjhe lagta tha ki hmari kahani zyada aage nahi ja paye gi ,par hum dono hi apne aap ko rok nahi sake maine bhi accept kar liya,phir kya tha mai jitna uske kareb hota gaya vo mujhe utni achchi lagne lagi,