Hiiii Frndz.
This is amit from mumbai. Basically mein Uttrakhand ka hun and currently doing job in mumbai as a software engineer. Har normal admi ki tarah meri bhi bahut sari khauahish h ki mere pas paisa ho, mera nam ho, ek pyara sa ghar ho apni gadi ho, ek pyari si wife ho ek baby ho.
Mein bachpan se bahut romantic type ka banda hun. Bachpan se hi sochta tha ki kash meri bhi koi gf ho aur jiske sath mein apni puri life spend kaun.
Lekin life me agar sab kuch mil jaye to insan jiyega kese???
Mein jab 6th me tha to mujhe ek ladki se pyar hua but tab mein bahut chota tha sochta tha ki pyar real me kuch hota nahi h. Sach mano to mein darta tha bahut himmat nahi hoti thi meri usse bolne ki vandana I LOVE U. fatti thi yar apun ki bahut.
Waqt bitta rha aur dekhte hi dekhte time aa gya ki sath chutna tha yani 12th k exam ho gaye result aa gya sabko apne age k carrer k bare me sochna tha so sab sochne lage. mujhe pata tha ki ab hum dono bahut hi jaldi alaga ho jayenge to ab mujhse rha nahi gya aur mene use ek dairy di jisme mene apne pyar ka ijhar kiya. Mene khud se socha tha ki agar wo haan kahegi to thk h par mana kiya to mein us din k baad uske pas kabhi nahi jaunga aur na hi kabhi usse baat karunga. kyunki jab bhi usse baat karunga to mujhe mera pyar yaad ayege na isiliye mene ye promise apne se kiya ki I WILL TOTALLY FORGET HER. hua ye hi mujhe use bhulna pda kyunki usne muhe mana kar diya. uske baat mein apni age ki padhai karne k liye dusre sehar me chala gya. Mein pehle uttrakhand k Kotdwara city me rehta tha uske baad mein uttrakhand k dehradun city me chala gya tha.
wahan pe meri class me kafi sari ladkiyan thi par pata nhai kyun usnko dekhkar kabhi feel nhai hota tha ki inme se koi hai jise mein apna bana sakta hun.
Lekin meri life mein ek mod aya meri life me mere pyar ki ENTRY huhi. Wo na mere college me padhti thi aur na hi usse koi mera link yha.
Mein jinke ghar pe rent me rehta tha unke ghar ek ladki ati thi aur jab mene use pehli baar dekha to mein kya bataun wo meri life ka sabse hasin pal tha. esa lag rha tha ki mein hindi movie ka koi HERO hun aur wo meri heroine. Really I can\'t forget that moment of my life. Us din esa laga jese mujhe koi kohinoor heedra mil gya ho itni khushi hui mujhe. jabki mene to usse baat tak nahi ki thi kabhi.
Par mujhe pata tha ki ye sab possible nahi h. Kunki mere pas reason nahi tha usse baat karne ka
Par kehte hain na jab bhagwan ki iccha ho milane ki tab koi kuch nhai kar sakta.
Jab usne mujhe pehle baar dekha to use mein bhai pasand aa gya tha. Wo bhi chahti thi ki mujhse baat kare mujhse dosti kare par kese????
Fir usne apni frnd ki through mujhse baat ki. Mene usse baat ki to mujhse esa bilkul nahi laga ki mein kisi anjan se baat kar rha hun esa lag rha tha jese mein to janta hun yar use. sab kuch ekdam normal tha man ho rha tha ki uske pas jakr uska hath apne hatho me lun aur khub sari batein karun. But unfrortunatly mujhe jana tha kam se aur wo isi baat pe naraj ho gyi thi thoda sa. us time uske pas phn nahi hua karta tha. to humari phn me bhi baat nhi hoti thi. fir ek din uski frn dmujhe mili mene kaha ki apni frnd ko kehna ki mein usse milna chahta hun sunday ko. usne kaha thk h bta dungi
fir wo mujhe sunday ko milne ayi but kisamt itni kharab thi ki sunday ko fir se mujhe kam aa gya aur mein usse us din bhi jyda nahi bat kr paya.
wo us din bhi gussa ho gyi. fir dhire dhire humari baat hina dhuru hui. usne mujhe apni mummy ka no diya fir kaha ki jab mein kahun tabhi phn kiya karna. fir wo jab mujhe kehti tomein use call kiya karta tha aur hum 2 ya 3 min baat karte the aur fir pure 1 hafte ki chutti.
par un 2 ya 3 min ki palon ko mein kabhi nahi bhul sakta hun. un 2 ya 3 min me esa lagta tha ki jese puri jindagi bhar ki khusi mujhe mil gayi ho.
fir sab kuch normally chalta rha. but kahani me twist tab aya jab mere land lord ko pta chala ki mere aur uske bich kuch chal rha h. unhone mujhe pucha to mene kah nahi humare bich normal baat hoti h as a frnd. aur unhone is baat ko sabhi ko bta diya.
fir kuch time bad meri mummy mere sath rehne ayi.darasal meri mummy ko kuch problem thi aur unka operation hona tha. to wo kuch time mere sath rehne aayi thi.
Par kehte hain na kuch log hote hain jinse kisi ki khushi nhai dekhi jati hai. esa hi tha kuch log the jinse meri khushi nahi dekhi gyi aur un logo ne meri mummy ko bta diya.
fir kya tha mummy ne hungama kar diya aur mummy ki tabiyat aur jyada kharab ho gyi.
mere liye ek taraf meri maa thi aur dusri taraf meri jindagi dono me se mujhe kisi ek ko chunna tha.
mein fas gya tha dono k bich. mene waqt ki najakat ko samajhte hue apni maa ko jyada priority di.