kehte h bhgvan ne hume jodiyo m banaya h...har kisi k liye koi na koi banai....
par zindagi ki udhed bun m hum us khushi ko hi bhul jate h ki zindagi k rang b aakho chubne lagte h...
m shubham jain uttar pradesh ke ek chote se sahar muzaffarnagar se hu aur mai ek buisnessman family se belong krta hu.....apni city m schooling k bad m aakho m kuch sapne samete kuch umang liye kuch krne ki chah m mai dehradun m padhne k liye aaya......dil m alag si khushi thi ki mai apne aap ko sabit krunga....
par zindagi khud ko sabit krne lagi......
m jub bhi udas hota to mandir jakr baith jata mujhe vaha acha lgta aur ghanto vaha logo ko pooja krte dekhta.....har koi bhgvan se kuch na kuch mangta....
lkn mujhe ye bhi yakin tha ki bhgvan sabki sunte h...
aise hi ek din m udas hokr apne clg apne room ki aur chala ...sch us din dil bhot mayus tha.....mujhe apni maa ki yad aa rhi thi....aur raste m maine dekha ki ek ladki jo dekhne m kisi apsara ki trha aur uska astitv kisi poojniye devi ki trha lag raha tha.... fakr se nazre uthakr sadak pr chali ja rhi thi....mai na jane q aur kaise mandir jane k bjaye uske piche chalne laga lkn na jane vo kaise meri aakho k samne ozhal ho gyi....aur us din se ek naye ehsas k sth m apni purani zindagi ko naye dhang se jine laga....Hum yaha ghr se bhr rehte h to khana bahar hi khate h....ek din apne khane vale ne mujhe kisi bat pr dat diya aur m kahi aur khane ki talash m idhar udhar ghumne laga .....24 aug 2010 ko m sham k samay ghumte hue khane ki bat krne ek bhaiya k pas gaya lkn m vaha n laga sakta tha qki m pure vegiterian hu.....to unhone kaha ki piche ek didi rehti h unke pas chale jao....m vahi chala gya....us din mujhe yad h bhot barish ho rhi thi aur maine apna long rain coat aur cap lgai hui thi...m unke ghr m gaya aur bahar se ek bhavpurn aawaj dene laga.....par koi n aaya...lkn kafi aawaz dene k bad ek ladki bhar aayi aur boli \"haanji\" boliye....
lkn m to use apni jhuki nazro se dekhe hi ja rha tha......vo ladki aur koi nhi vo hi thi jisi maine pehle bahar dekha tha.....
tabhi ek aunty aayi shyad ve unki mummy thi aur maine unse apne khane ki bat ki aur rat pr khana khane k liye bolkr chala aaya....aur raste m aise khush hota hua aaya jaise koi bacha barish m khelkr hota h....m apne room m aakr nach rha tha khushi k mare......aur rat ko m ache se tyr hokr unke yaha khana khane gaya....lkn unse kuch bat na ho payi...lkn eena ne bhi mujhe notice nhi kiya...m thoda said hokr vaps apne room pr aa gaya...aur ye silsila chalta raha...m unse bus itna hi bol pata tha ki eena humara khan lgado...aur ye hi sil sila agle 6mahine tak chalta raha....aur ek din unhone mujhe kisi bhane se apna no. diya aur bola apna no. de do ..maine b de diya...m bhot khush hua...aur bar bar unka nam apne mobile m padhta rehta tha ki mere pas unka no. h.....lkn kbhi kbhi unka msg aata tha \"mum bula r h\" ha ye hi hota tha....aur m ek dum chala jata tha....fir m unko gud mrng ya gud nyt likhkr bhejta to kbhi unka rply aata aur kbhi nhi...Ab mai unse vaha pr khane k alava kuch aur apne ya unke bare m bate kre laga lkn jo b hoti thi aunty k samne.....hum ab ek dusre ko dost mante the bhot nrml..hi hello aur msg bus...aur m unko kbhi rply msg snd kta aur ve bhi fir hum unke upr thodi chat kr liya krte aur unko apni aakho m bsakr so jata...agle din subha unhe dekhne k liye jldi uthta aur aunty k pas chala jata..
Ab aunty b mujhe ache se jan chuki thi aur m bhi...unke ghr m teen di the ve unki bahan aur unki mumma....unke papa ne unko bhot preshan kra tha isliye ve unse alg hi rete the pichle 14 salo se....m bhi unko aksar apni fmly k bare m batata tha...aur mere bare m to aunty sub kuch jan hi chuki thi....Ab hum ek dusre se kafi bat kr lete the msg m...cl pr kbhi nhi ki thi...aur mujhe unke yaha aaye ab 1 sal hone vala tha...lkn ab bhi bus itna hi tha....ek din m shoping krne k bhane se m eena ko apne sth mrkt le gaya...aur pehle humne mere liye shpng ki aur aur maine fir unse req ki m aapko kuch dena chahta hu lkn unhone saaf mana kr di....lkn gift kis ladki ko pasand n hote...mere kafi bolne par unhone ek top liya...bhot pyara top tha vo....bilkul gudiya lag rhi thi...usko lkr ek khushi thi unki aakho m aur hoto pr smile b maine koi itni badi chij to nhi di thi lkn meri dosti ki nishani thi...
fir hum aksar ghumne jate the...ve khud bolti thi chalne ko...aur m chal padta...hum aksar rajpur jate the..aur vaha chakkar lga kr vapas aa jate the bate krte hue...
is trha mera 2nd yr ccomlete ho gya aur m apne ghr jane ki tyari krne laga tub tk hum kafi ache aur gehre dost bun chuje the ek dusre se bus apni prsnl life ko chorkr sub kuch discus ho jata tha qki m unse kbhi apne dil ki bat keh hi n pata tha....
aur ek din hum dono rat ko dnr krne bahar gaye vaha maine unhe apni future planing btai aur unse b pucha..hum log pehli bar ek dusre k sth itni bat kr rahe the.....dnr krne k bad maine unhe ice cream k liye offer kiya...
aur vapas ghr aane lage..raste m aakhir kar maine puch liye eena kya tum committed ho....to unhone kaha kyaaa \"nahi hu\"...aisa q pucha maine kaha aise hi...fir m chup ho gya aur fir unhone aur mijhe to mana krna hi tha....
lkn unhone ye b kaha ki ve sirf dosti tk hi rakhti h subse us se jyada nhi....lkn unhe kya pata tha ki unka ye rule todne vala unke sth hi h.....fir unhone mujhe mere room par chora aur chali gyi..us din m bhot soch raha tha...aur soo gaya...
aur vo hi zindagi jine laga lkn maine mun hi mun apne se faisla kiya ki m unhe apne B\'day pr propose krunga aur apne B\'day ka intzar krne laga....aur ye bat mere dosto se b n chupi thi..07 may 2011 ki rat m apne bhot ache dost vishal se uski bat krne laga aur use ye b bataya ki m apne b\'day pr usko propose krunga.....Lkn usne mere se bola agr vo tere b\'day pr haa krti h to thk kya bhot acha hoga......lkn agr mana krdi to subko bura lagega....aur maine us din faisla kiya ki m aaj aur abhi isi waqt unko sub kuch bol dunga aur maine aisa hi kiya....unho apn dil ki har bat batate hue bhot acha lag rha tha....lkn unhone mana krdi aur bola tum ache ho aur mumma bolengi to m tumse shadi kr sakti hu...
aur mujhe dukh b hua aur khushi b...
fir aksar unse haa krne ki bat krta rehta kbhi ladai b hoti aur kbhi itna pyr b aata...
maine unke liye poore navratre k vrat rakhe
aakhirkar vo din aa hi gaya ki unhone mujhe haa ki...aur m khushi se pagal ho gya.......
aur ek din maine unhe kiss b ki...
ab humari zindagi khushio se bhari hui h...
m unki itni care krta hu jaise koi maa baap apne bache ki krte h....ve roj meri khane ki plate khud hi lgati h...
aur ab hum ek dusre se behad pyr krte h...lkn ab jaise jaise saal khatam ho rha mujhe unse alg hone ka dukh andr hi ande khaye ja rha h...m agle saal yaha se ja rha hu....
aur jo mera sapna use poora krne m lagunga...............................
i love u babu